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05:06Y, no, no, no, no, no.
05:08No, no, no, no, no.
05:09D-Bag.
05:09I know.
05:10Talia, no, no, no.
05:10Sometimes you have to go through things and things happen for a reason for you to end
05:15up somewhere much higher.
05:17Yeah.
05:19I think it's time for you to choose Taylor.
05:23Yeah.
05:36Do I look exhausted to you?
05:38Yes, you look very exhausted.
05:40I've been rehearsing nonstop with Dancing with the Stars and working my ass off.
05:46And I also have to fly this week to Utah for our main title shoot.
05:49So it's nice that Sac and I get to decompress, catch up, and spend time together.
05:55That's feeling really good.
05:58How are you feeling about the contestants and the whole everyone?
06:01Oh, I love the cast. The cast is awesome.
06:03I feel like I've equally gotten close to everyone.
06:06The pros have been so helpful.
06:09Yeah, it's been awesome.
06:10How do you feel?
06:11Do you feel like your relationship with Whitney has improved?
06:13Or where do you feel like that's at?
06:16No, if anything, I feel like we've become more distant.
06:26I have like 30 minutes.
06:28And then I have to leave again.
06:30Alrighty, no problem.
06:32Well, how was your day?
06:33I just had a really bad camera block day.
06:36Like, it was a horrible day.
06:37And Mark and I were talking in the hallway.
06:39I was just like letting out all my emotions.
06:41And Jen walked out and was like,
06:44Hey, are people talking shit about you on social media?
06:46I'm like, that's not why I'm crying.
06:48But thanks.
06:50Oh, man.
06:50I did not think I was even going to be making it this far through the competition, which is crazy,
06:56but can be very hard because you're seeing the comments and stuff online.
07:00For me, it can be very emotionally taxing.
07:05And I just want you to say, hey, like, I'm here for you.
07:08What can I do?
07:10Yeah.
07:10Her hyping me up in the background saying, vote for Jen when she like never reaches out.
07:16Well, it's weird that she doesn't call you or text you all week.
07:19And then when the cameras are on and millions of people are watching, suddenly she's your biggest fan.
07:24That bothers me.
07:26I was expecting that our friendship was going to grow through this process, but we haven't talked to each other
07:32throughout Dancing with the Stars.
07:33Like there hasn't really been any relationship.
07:36I mean, we barely talk.
07:37I don't know if I told you this, but when I went out and took the kids out with Connor,
07:41I don't know if you've heard, but Whitney got offered a spot on Broadway.
07:47Yeah, on Chicago, I think to be the main character, like the leading role.
07:52So I think she's planning on moving out there come January.
07:55Dang, she can't be the main character of Mom Talk.
07:58She'll be the main character for Broadway.
08:01It's perfect.
08:25Hey.
08:26Hey.
08:26Hi.
08:26What's up?
08:28Just got done working out.
08:29Nice.
08:30You want to help me?
08:31Yes.
08:32I don't realize until I see you next to the bedding that this is really pink.
08:36Yeah, it's pretty pink.
08:38I feel like the LDS upbringing I had does make it a lot easier to sweep things under the rug
08:43and just pretend that things are good when they're not.
08:46Jordan and I are still struggling a bit, but I don't think I'm ready to take the next step of
08:51filing for divorce at this point.
08:53But I definitely wonder, okay, what are the repercussions?
08:56I have to be smart about this for my kids and my future and my business.
08:59Well, Lady World was fun.
09:00I'm sad you weren't there.
09:02Oh, but I didn't tell you what they announced being us.
09:05When they announced me and I came out, she said, Jesse Nasty Cara.
09:11That's hilarious.
09:13It's funny, but it's also, like, hard for me because I feel like in this industry, having a name that's
09:18easy, like, makes sense.
09:20Like, Taylor Paul, that rolls off your tongue.
09:21You remember it.
09:22Yeah, and when Taylor gets married, she'll change her name.
09:24No, that's her ex-husband's last name.
09:26She's keeping it because she has been Taylor Paul since she had a following.
09:32The reason I wanted to talk about that is because I told you this before that I do feel like
09:36going by Draper would be better.
09:39I'm not trying to do it to hurt you.
09:40It's not a dig at you.
09:42It's really just about the name.
09:43You're not vindictive, but I do think you're selfish.
09:46That's great.
09:48It's just the way I feel.
09:49It's not being condescending.
09:50It's not condescending.
09:51It's just genuinely the way that I feel.
09:53If I was condescending, I would say other things.
09:56That's what scares me is I feel like it's always under the surface, like the stuff you want to say,
10:00and you're just not because you know you can't.
10:01No, because that's not who I am anymore.
10:02And I've proven that.
10:03A lot of my issues coordinate with you making decisions that are selfish.
10:07You know, deep down, I think we both know that going by my maiden name Draper gives me freedom again,
10:12which I feel like I haven't had in a long time.
10:15If I start going by Draper now, if we did get divorced in the future, it wouldn't be a huge
10:20change for my career.
10:21So I do just kind of feel like it's the safest thing to do right now.
10:25It feels selfish.
10:26And that's okay.
10:27You told me it was selfish yourself.
10:46You ready to hit some balls?
10:48I sure am.
10:49I'm ready to whoop your ass.
10:50Oh, did I hit the curve?
10:51I thought you did hit the curve.
10:53Oh, well, it's fine.
10:54It's fine.
10:54My Sinner Sunday event is tonight, and honestly, my stress levels are at an all-time high because
10:59I know that Shania is coming, and she's about to confess her wrongdoing with Dakota.
11:03So I definitely need to blow off some steam, so I'm taking a little tennis lesson.
11:07I thought it would be fun for us to just, you know, hit some balls and grunt a little bit.
11:13I'm just kidding.
11:16Oh, hi, Danny.
11:17Let's go, Cougs.
11:18Do you call us Cougs?
11:20Cougars.
11:20Oh, Cougars.
11:21You're a Cougar nut, too.
11:22All right.
11:23Now that I have been kind of far removed from tennis for the last seven years, it kind of stopped
11:27once my college career ended, and I honestly miss it so much.
11:30My prime is here.
11:31No way.
11:32You don't even know what I got.
11:34This is the start of my new career, right?
11:37You ready for this?
11:39Tell me.
11:39Prepare to be amazed.
11:41All right.
11:42And it came so fast.
11:43Tennis here.
11:44It's time for my tennis career to take off once again.
11:48Are you going to start playing again?
11:50Yeah.
11:51There we go.
11:56Oh, you're there.
11:57Ah!
11:58Give me another.
11:59Yep.
12:00You're doing great.
12:00Thank you.
12:02There we go.
12:03There we go.
12:03There she is.
12:06How does it feel to be back out here?
12:08It feels good, but I feel like I'm in slow motion.
12:10Did I tell you I'm back to therapy?
12:12You did?
12:13Well, we did, like, a couples therapy thing.
12:15How was that?
12:16I mean, it was fine.
12:17I feel like I just, I feel like I'm at a point where, like, when I get really angry, I'm
12:21like,
12:22okay, fine, then go have sex with someone.
12:23Like, leave me alone, almost.
12:25Like, no, like, actually, like, I'm like, I feel like I'm working on so many different
12:29things outside of just sex.
12:30And I know that, obviously, he can't just be like, okay, well, we can just go without that.
12:33We both get to a point where we feel really helpless about it, because he's like, I feel
12:36like you don't have the motivation to do it.
12:38And I'm like, I don't think I have the motivation to do it right now, because I know that it's
12:42really hard to work through.
12:43Jace and I haven't made really any progress as far as our intimacy and our sex life goes.
12:49I'm obviously very attracted to Jace, and I want to be married to him.
12:52It makes me sad that I'm not able to meet his needs, and I know that there's only so
12:57long that he can be patient with me for.
13:04Hey, there he is.
13:06What's up, my guy?
13:08How are you doing?
13:10I'm not bad.
13:11How are you?
13:11So, I just wanted to, um, get your advice.
13:16It's between Michaela and I, we're still kind of dealing with the same struggles that
13:20we've been dealing with for a long time.
13:22The intimacy side of our relationship, it feels like we both kind of feel like we're stuck.
13:27I mean, yeah, man, that's a scary thing to be in right now, and I feel for you.
13:32Kissing is harder for me than sex, because I think kissing is more intimate for me, and
13:36I obviously have triggers with kissing.
13:37Sometimes I'll go through the day, and I'm, I'm holding down the
13:41fort, like you, I'm holding down the fort at home, and then also we just had this newborn,
13:46and I'm doing everything I can.
13:47Sometimes when Michaela will come home, and she'll want for me then to start taking care
13:52of her, which I want to do, but I need to, to take care of my needs also.
13:59But also, it's not fair for me, like, if I'm not feeling like working on it, to, like,
14:03keep dragging it along, like, yeah, I'm going to work on it eventually.
14:06Well, like, what would you do then?
14:07Like, just separate?
14:09I don't know.
14:10What are you wanting?
14:11What do you want, man?
14:25I'm sorry.
14:32More than anything, and more than, like, the actual sex, I just want to feel like I can
14:37connect with my wife again.
14:40Yeah.
14:42And I want to feel, um, I want to feel loved by my wife.
14:48That's got to feel incredibly lonely and isolating.
14:51We're stuck in this place that we've been stuck in for, like, four years.
14:55Oh, yeah.
14:56Should I just go away from the house for a couple weeks and not have the pressures of
15:01trying to fix the intimacy issues right now?
15:03But I have this baby, I want to focus on being the best mom for her and being the best
15:09wife,
15:09but I'm also lost because I don't know how to handle it.
15:12And part of me is, like, I want to be done, but I also know I don't want to be
15:14done.
15:15So I'm like, what do I do?
15:16I don't know.
15:17I don't know.
15:36I don't know.
15:37Hi.
15:38Hey.
15:38I'm going to ask you one time, how long have you known?
15:41A week.
15:42I took this trip to Colorado.
15:44It was healing.
15:45I was feeling better.
15:46She's such a slutbag ho to me.
15:47Like, I almost thought it was a joke.
15:49I thought it was a joke because I'm going to fucking ruin her.
15:52Dakota and I were texting, and I find out that Dakota's sleeping with Shania.
15:55I'm sorry.
15:56I don't even care what this does to me.
15:58I act on impulse, unfortunately.
16:00So I don't give a fuck.
16:01After he told me everything I was like it's all on purpose
16:03It's not like he's trying to go out and move on
16:05It's who it is to get at me
16:07And it's disgusting again and it takes me back
16:10Again
16:11It's fucking gross you have to admit
16:13You have to admit
16:15I could not agree more with you
16:18And she knows that and I've said that to her
16:19Then why did she do it
16:20I wish I knew
16:25And I'm sorry
16:27For what
16:29That I didn't say anything sooner
16:31But I also
16:33Well so you guys all left to Dakota
16:35To tell me
16:38Right before I leave
16:39I thought there was maybe loyalty on
16:41MomTalk and like to me
16:43It's the sneakiness of it
16:44If you know you're sneaking it that means you know how bad it is
16:46I cannot believe that MomTalk would
16:48Protect Shania
16:50A snake over me
16:52Is she going tonight?
16:54I don't know
16:55I guarantee she doesn't show up
16:57I will fucking call you out so just let you know
17:00Kat
17:00Yeah
17:01Be ready for it
17:02I'm going to have to have a discussion
17:03With all my fucking so-called friends
17:05Because this is what
17:06I fucking found out from him
17:11And all my friends knew
17:12And I don't want to fucking hear
17:13We don't want to hurt your feelings
17:15You guys fucking knew I would know
17:17You knew that
17:18You guys all knew
17:19You're not
17:19You've got to be smarter than that
17:20I'm sure you guys are
17:23I also think
17:24I don't think
17:24I knew Dakota the way that you do
17:26And I genuinely thought that he would
17:28Would want to keep it under wraps
17:30And then
17:31To know that he didn't
17:32And he wanted to
17:33But this is your nasty asshole friend
17:36Yeah and I'm not
17:37I'm also pissed at her
17:38Taylor and I have both worked really hard
17:41To rebuild our friendship
17:43It would be so beyond disappointing
17:48If a man were to be the downfall of us
17:52Once again
17:53I hate her
17:54And so right now
17:55I am very busy
17:56Because I got to edit some videos
17:57Because I fucking hate her
18:20Hi
18:22They all lining up there?
18:24Yeah they're all ready for you
18:25Oh my goodness
18:26Lucky me
18:27You're all ready to sin
18:30Sinner Sunday is basically
18:32A page where people can
18:33Anonymously confess their sins
18:35And it gets very juicy
18:37And so this event is going to be really fun
18:39Because it's my sinner community
18:41Coming out to just have a fun time
18:43It is her
18:45Your hair looks so good
18:46It does
18:47Did you write it?
18:48I did
18:48What kind of a makeup look are you doing?
18:50I like the one from the picture I sent you
18:52I'm so excited
18:53That's going to look so good
18:54You're like a little dramatic
18:56You know
18:59Are you kidding?
19:01Dakota I think told her
19:03Miranda just texted me and said
19:04Just got off the phone with Taylor
19:05She hates all of us for not telling her
19:08Are you serious?
19:11That's so unfair
19:12When we're all just trying to look out for her
19:14Not being a mental patient
19:15And not being able to go to the bachelorette
19:16Because of it
19:18Taylor just called me
19:19Shit
19:20Okay
19:21Just call her back
19:22Because I could see her not
19:24It's fine
19:24I'll hold her
19:25Okay
19:25Hi
19:26Hey how are you?
19:28Horrible
19:28What's up?
19:30So I just want you to know
19:31That the rest of us found out about this just recently
19:34And
19:35Yeah I heard
19:36I know
19:37I just want you to know
19:38That we just weren't going to tell you quite yet
19:40Just because we didn't want your mental state to be
19:42It's fine
19:43My mental state is fucked now
19:44So what does everyone want to say now?
19:45Hey Taylor
19:46You need to understand
19:47That we've been nothing but good friends to you
19:48And I'm trying to be there for you
19:49So will you please not be like that?
19:51Go for it
19:52Okay
19:52There is something else to code has done
19:54That you need to know about
19:55Okay
19:56But I feel
19:56I mean are you coming tonight?
19:58Just can you just say it?
19:59I'm tired of being tortured at this point
20:01Can you just say it?
20:02Okay
20:04He hooked up with Jana
20:05And like basically almost had sex with her
20:07Like a couple weeks ago
20:09Okay
20:10So he's a piece of shit
20:12And I hope you really see that
20:13And I found out about this a day ago
20:16And it was after the Shania stuff
20:18And I was like
20:18Yeah I'm not hiding this from Taylor
20:19Like he's a piece of crap
20:20So
20:21You deserve to know that
20:22That's what I'm telling you
20:25Okay
20:26Thank you for telling me
20:27No it's fine
20:27I'm going to fucking light them all up
20:32And it's coming for fucking Jenna too
20:34Jenna
20:35She tried multiple times
20:36To get me on her podcast
20:38And like begging me
20:39And like trying to help me
20:40And then does that behind my back
20:42It's
20:43Disgusting really
20:44The fuck is wrong with people
20:46They also look so stupid too
20:48Your feelings are valid
20:49I know
20:50I know that they're valid
20:51And I have every right to call her out
20:53No Taylor
20:53Dakota's a piece of shit
20:54We're doing this
20:55We're not talking about Dakota
20:56We're talking about the bitch
20:57I already posted about Shania
20:58I just did a video with her
20:59With a fucking little sneak
21:00But I don't want you to compromise
21:02I am going to call her
21:03I don't give a fuck about Dakota
21:04I'm calling out the stupid
21:05Dumbass bitches
21:06About her stupid
21:07This is stemming from the pain of Dakota
21:10You wouldn't care
21:11I'm going to fucking fuck them up
21:12Yes I am
21:13I come back to this bullshit
21:15Again about who the mother effing girl is
21:18And it's disgusting
21:19Because there's so much like history
21:21Emotion
21:21It's just like
21:22Oh here we go again
21:24I just
21:25Yeah I want to let it go
21:26Because like
21:26I'm literally just suffering
21:27Like I'm suffering
21:28Because I won't
21:29Like I resist letting it go
21:30Obviously it controls like my incisions
21:32And my emotions
21:33And I'm just like tired
21:34I'm like physically exhausted
21:35Take a night
21:36I get that
21:37But like don't let this ruin
21:38The bachelorette for you
21:39That that'll be the biggest regret
21:40You ever do
21:41Because you know
21:42You're not going to be with me ever again
21:43You've said that
21:44We all want this for you Taylor
21:45Like we all want you to move on
21:47And be happy
21:47Yeah I know
21:48I hear you guys
21:49Um
21:49We're on your side though
21:50Just know that
21:57But I am sorry
21:58And Shania sucks
21:59And I can't believe she did this
22:00And same with Jenna
22:03I hope you guys have fun tonight
22:05This has been happening for three years
22:06Dakota definitely purposely hooks up
22:08With friends in Taylor's circle
22:09To piss her off
22:10And like I feel like
22:11It's almost an isolation tactic too
22:12Like sleep with all her friends
22:14So she no longer has those friends
22:15And then she'll come running back to him
22:17I think it reeks of desperation
22:18If I'm being completely honest
22:20We'll leave you alone
22:21But I just
22:22I want you to know
22:22We love you
22:23And we're here for you
22:23And if you need anything
22:24We're here
22:26Okay thank you
22:27Alright bye
22:29Okay bye
22:34I'm sorry
22:36It's fine
22:37I already did it
22:39We need to look at the video she posted
22:41Just found out
22:42The snake in the middle
22:43Is sleeping with my baby daddy
22:44Meanwhile crying to me
22:46Because she just got dumped
22:47By a married man
22:48I think this doesn't look good
22:49For her to post things
22:50That's what I'm saying
22:50Like what are you doing
22:52Taylor gets comments
22:53Ooh keep being petty queen
22:55And people vibe her up
22:56And that's why she keeps doing it
22:57And she's known for that
22:58But it's getting to a point
22:59Where it's not okay
23:00Oh this is a nightmare
23:15I'm walking into Macy's center Sunday party
23:18With Jace
23:19And I feel like I'm in a pressure cooker
23:21With the separation issue
23:22Because I feel like I'm also a little bit lost
23:25Of what to do right now
23:26And so I don't fully know what to communicate
23:29To the other girls in MomTalk
23:30So I'm just trying to put on this
23:32We're good
23:34We're here
23:35To support Macy
23:36Oh spooky
23:37I'm like I don't
23:39Oh this is kind of scary
23:40So good
23:41Hey
23:42Like should we do a praying one
23:44Or is that religious
23:46Oh damn
23:47A little satanic
23:48More than I expected
23:50Hi
23:51Hi
23:51Hi
23:52Oh alright
23:52Shafted
23:53Oh my god
23:54You went straight from Akilah
23:55How is everyone?
23:57Not great
23:57I felt like great
23:58Taylor she's
23:59Oh yeah she's
24:00Oh she's a mess right now
24:01She's already still
24:01Why is she not a mess?
24:02I'm sitting right there
24:03We were doing it for you
24:05So that you wouldn't ruin this experience
24:07That you were leaving for
24:08In four days
24:08She's like I don't care
24:09She's like I'm gonna
24:09Call everyone out
24:10I'm gonna ruin their lives
24:11I think Taylor is valid in her feelings
24:13However
24:14Doesn't feel good as a friend
24:15That I continue to have your back
24:17Time and time again
24:18But the second I do you wrong
24:20In your eyes
24:22I'm a shit friend
24:23And you don't want to be around me
24:25And it's just
24:26It's really
24:27It's really hurtful
24:34Hello
24:35How is everyone?
24:36Thriving?
24:38Oh
24:38I'm just frustrated
24:39I'm over this whole situation
24:40I am too
24:41How do you feel about that?
24:42Yeah you feel the heart
24:43I'm pissed
24:43It's really pissed
24:45Okay so what do we do?
24:46After I found out
24:47About Shania and Dakota
24:48I did not
24:50Withhold that information
24:51With malicious intent
24:53But once Taylor sees red
24:55It's hard to reason with her
24:57Oh you guys
24:59I'm bit strained
25:00It's so hard to wait
25:02Taylor posted a story
25:02No she didn't
25:03Anyone praying for my downfall
25:05Please just say the fuck away from me
25:07And anyone associated with these people
25:08Moving forward
25:09Also stay the fuck away from me
25:10Want to be friends with desperate snakes
25:13You'll be no friend of mine
25:15Also why is she saying
25:16Praying for my downfall
25:17No one's praying for your downfall
25:19No like
25:19No one's like
25:20Traying up my things
25:21And again by your own logic
25:21We're all going through shit
25:22We've all fucked up
25:24And how many times
25:25Have we been put in this situation
25:26With information that's gonna hurt Taylor
25:27And we have to tiptoe around her
25:28And babysit her emotions
25:30It's hard
25:31I understand her being upset
25:33But the thing is
25:34What are you supposed to do
25:35When you're put in a situation like this
25:36And Shania's been your best friend
25:37For how many years
25:38It's wrong
25:39It is wrong
25:40It is wrong
25:48It's all the guys that Shania's walked in
25:50Who?
25:50Shania did
25:50Oh my god
25:51She has a lot of balls
25:52She does
25:53I'm like scared
25:54So she doesn't know Taylor's not coming
25:56No, Lisa
25:56So what do we do now?
25:58Like
25:58Shania sit down
25:59Yeah, we need to talk to you
26:00Oh
26:02Wait, who's calling you?
26:03Oh, Taylor
26:04Speak at the devil
26:05Hello
26:07Hi
26:07Hi
26:08How are you doing?
26:09How are you?
26:10We're here with Laila, Miranda, and Jesse
26:22I don't know
26:23Shania just walked up here
26:24So I'm like
26:25We'll call you after
26:25Yeah, we'll call you after
26:26I'll call you after
26:27And I'll give you an update
26:28Okay, bye
26:33You guys pull up the chair
26:38Hi
26:38Hi, mom
26:39Oh, Macy
26:40Mind if I squeeze in here?
26:42Hi
26:43Hi
26:43I want to understand Shania
26:45Because I really don't know
26:46What her intentions are
26:47But I also don't understand
26:48Why she's going for Dakota
26:50Like, what's wrong?
26:51Like, seriously
26:51Like, Salt Lake isn't that small
26:53Like, can we not find someone else?
26:55Is it not gross to you
26:56That he's, like, slept with other girls
26:57In between all this?
26:59Well, he also makes it sound like he hasn't
27:00That's what I'm saying
27:01Like, he's lying to me
27:02He's like, let's have a sex pact
27:03But I'm gonna go fuck the next day
27:04Like, we've already been seeing each other
27:06For what?
27:06Like, a week and a half?
27:08And he's
27:09And he's literally lied to you
27:11At least
27:12At least, like, ten times
27:14In that span
27:15No, I think that's, like, ridiculous
27:17I don't know why he's trying to do that
27:18I'm like, that's extra
27:19But this is Dakota
27:20Like, we've seen him do it to Taylor for years
27:22I just want you to know
27:22That, like, you're not an exception
27:24I think he's gonna do it
27:25He did it already
27:27Do you see a potential future of him?
27:31To a point, like, with him, yes
27:33With Dakota
27:35This is the first time I'm hearing this
27:37Okay, him as a person, yes
27:41So I guess my question is
27:42If you were gonna talk to Taylor tonight
27:44But you still plan on seeing him
27:45Like, what was that conversation gonna go like?
27:48I never meant it to her, Taylor
27:50Like, I saw her with Ben
27:51And I saw her
27:52She's going on The Bachelor
27:53And I knew all the things
27:54But I'm just, like, I don't
27:58I don't know
27:59I didn't think it would be like this
28:02Taylor just tells me
28:04And he's going to literally like you
28:05Are you here?
28:07Oh, okay
28:08Sorry, we'll be right back
28:11Taylor's blowing up my phone right now
28:12And I can't answer
28:13Because Shania's right across the table
28:15So we have to go outside
28:16So that we can see what's going on
28:18Hey, Mom, talk
28:20Ugh
28:21Yeah
28:22Hi, okay, we're outside
28:24I think she thought you were coming
28:26Because she was going to tell you about all of this
28:28In what world is there to say anything at this point?
28:31Like, I guess I don't know the agenda there
28:33You should come and find out
28:34There's nothing that she could possibly fucking say
28:36And I want to know if Miranda's going to be friends with this bitch
28:38So, because she just posted a video of her three days ago
28:41And you're telling me, Miranda, if you can hear me
28:43You've known for a fucking week
28:44And you just post
28:45What?
28:46So, yeah, I can hear you loud and clear
28:47Okay, good, loud and clear
28:48So you posted with her
28:50Oh, well, just three days ago
28:51When you knew this about her
28:53And you're, like, saying
28:53I'm sorry you got caught in a fucking video
28:55It's disgusting
28:55By the way, I didn't know
28:56I didn't know
28:57I found the rest of it out
28:59When everyone else did
29:00The rest of what?
29:01The rest of what?
29:01I knew about the first night they hung out
29:03That's all I knew about
29:04You knew that they fucked
29:05Don't lie
29:06Don't lie
29:06That's what I'm saying
29:07I just knew about that night
29:08I didn't know that they kept seeing each other
29:10I don't care about how many times and what night
29:12You knew
29:12Taylor, I think at the end of the day
29:14Like, it doesn't change
29:15It doesn't matter the time frame that everyone knew
29:18Her intention of not telling you was not malicious
29:20It was to protect you
29:23I'm like, oh, you chose Shania's little sneaky snake ass over mine
29:27Do I agree with that?
29:28No
29:28Because I think Shania's shoe colors will come out
29:31As they always do
29:32And let's see
29:33This is a hard situation for Miranda
29:35And she's trying to navigate it
29:36I don't care what's fucking fair
29:38I can't
29:40People can make a mistake
29:42Taylor, you've played plenty of mistakes before in your life
29:44You know, no matter what, Taylor
29:46This would have hurt you
29:46No matter when you found out
29:54It's painful
29:54It's shitty
29:55It sucks
29:56It's fucked
29:56It's disgusting
29:57Truly
29:58Call you after
29:59So you feel like
30:00You feel like you have to, like, choose now
30:01Yeah
30:02One, it's triggering
30:03I'm sure it's triggering for you
30:04Yeah
30:05In that friendship
30:05Yeah
30:06Yeah, it is
30:06I guess she's heated
30:07But also, like
30:08Well, you see, Shania's been a better friend to me
30:10Than Taylor ever has
30:11Yeah, and that's what is hard
30:13Taylor giving me an ultimatum
30:14On choosing her or Shania
30:17Is frustrating
30:18Because I'm not your partner
30:20And I'm not your child
30:22I'm your friend
30:23And I'm pretty sure that Taylor
30:24Is not gonna like my decision
30:26From where I'm standing right now
30:27Maybe just use this as an opportunity
30:29To even give her space
30:30I think you guys have been through a lot worse
30:32And have come back for a minute
30:33You're a good friend
30:44I'll have to pack up
30:45Because Macy's gonna be her
30:46Whoa
30:48Say hi, Daddy
30:50Hi, sweetie
30:51You are so pretty
30:54I don't even know what I'll need, honestly
30:58So how are you feeling about everything?
31:00Um
31:01So Jason and I stayed up late last night
31:03Talking out the pros and the cons
31:05Of separating
31:06Between all of the mom talk drama
31:09And the pressure that I feel
31:10To get my marriage in a good place
31:12I'm definitely reaching a breaking point
31:15I don't know
31:16I'm feeling very maxed out today
31:19Just because my freaking nerves
31:22Are hurting so bad
31:23We both agreed to do a separation
31:29What are you looking to get out of this?
31:35I think just working on my stuff separately
31:39At home, you feel like you can't focus on your
31:42On your skin and your health
31:45Because I'm also here
31:46Well, I think it's hard with the
31:49Like anytime you bring up the stuff
31:51With like the sex and intimacy
31:53I feel like it's hard on me
31:55Because I feel like, again, my nervous system
31:56Is already in fight or flight
31:57And I'm already maxed out
31:58Like my bucket is full
32:00I know, but for me
32:02It seems like the solution to that
32:04Would be to commit to trauma therapy
32:07Until you're at the point
32:08Where it doesn't make your nervous system
32:10Freak out
32:10I know
32:11I feel like I've done a lot of therapy work already
32:13And my stuff is still bad
32:16And again, I don't think it's like
32:18With the intention of being separated
32:20Forever
32:20And I think we're obviously
32:21Still going to see each other
32:22Like every single day
32:23I'm not trying to go
32:24Even a day away from the kids
32:26Anyways
32:27Should we get her a bottle?
32:31Move those fingers
32:32For something like this
32:33To feel effective for me
32:36Maybe we don't get back together
32:39Until you feel like
32:41You can commit to our relationship
32:46I don't know
32:48Just the pressure
32:49Of when it's going to be fixed
32:53I think that's what's hard
32:54I think it's definitely hard
32:55To put a timeline on the situation
32:57Because it could take weeks
32:59It could take months
33:00To be healed
33:01There's part of me
33:02That is definitely scared
33:04To lose him
33:05Because I feel like
33:06Our marriage is so good
33:07Outside of the sexual intimacy
33:09Part of it
33:10Which
33:11It's ironic
33:12Because that's his number one need
33:13And that's my number one wind
33:16I think it would be better
33:17You know
33:19For our kids though
33:22For us to work it out
33:23I definitely want my kids
33:24To see
33:26Their parents
33:27With having a good
33:28Intimate connection
33:31Yeah, emotional connection
33:33Yeah, both
33:35Yeah
33:49Hi
33:49Hi
33:50Honey, I'm home
33:51Hey Macy
33:53Yeah, you want to put Lani in
33:54And meet me out there?
33:55Yeah
33:56It does make me very sad
33:57To know that
33:58Jace and Mikaela
33:58Are separating for a little bit
34:00And I'm going to try my best
34:01To be there for her
34:01In any capacity
34:02That she needs me
34:06I'll give you a moment
34:08Love you
34:09Love you
34:10I'm talking to you, okay?
34:12Mm-hmm
34:15Your beard's all pokey on my neck
34:17Sorry
34:18I'm a little shaky
34:20I'll take good care of her
34:22Don't worry
34:22If you want to talk too
34:24I'm all ears too
34:25And Jacob is as well
34:32Okay
34:33I think as sad as it is
34:35I do take comfort
34:36In knowing that I do have
34:37Such a great support system
34:39In MomTalk
34:39I don't want to have to
34:41Tear our family apart
34:42But I also know that
34:44I have to be selfish
34:44For a period of time
34:46So that I can heal
34:59Today is the main title shoot
35:01And this is the first time
35:02MomTalk is back together again
35:03Since the situation with Taylor
35:04And since Whitney and Jen
35:06Didn't show up to my book event
35:07Things do feel a little bit
35:09Awkward and contentious
35:10In the room
35:11So we'll see how this goes
35:13Hello
35:13Good morning
35:15Good morning
35:16How are we?
35:18Thriving
35:18Thriving
35:19You know I'm definitely
35:20Allergic to horses
35:21Yeah we do
35:22We're on a horse farm
35:23How are you?
35:24Good
35:25It's her hair
35:25What?
35:26It's more red
35:27No she got extensions
35:28I gotta
35:28No but the color is more red
35:30I got it done
35:31I got it done yesterday
35:32It looks so good
35:32Thank you
35:33I don't think it's fully hitting me
35:36The gravity of the situation
35:37Of being separated
35:38But I don't like to sit
35:39In the sadness
35:40And just feel it
35:40So it's nice to have a distraction
35:42To go do the main title shoot
35:43Where's Jessie?
35:44She's doing her individual shot
35:47In the cocoon
35:48In the cocoon?
35:49Yeah
35:50We're like butterflies
35:51I heard it's actually us
35:52Coming out of the womb
35:54Shut the fuck up
35:55I love you
35:57May did Taylor
35:58Talk to you at all
35:59After the event
35:59Or did you reach out?
36:00I texted her
36:01And I basically was just like
36:02Saying like
36:02I understand that like
36:03Your feelings are like
36:04High end
36:05And like
36:05The way that your
36:06Feeling's valid
36:07But go easy on Miranda
36:09This is like a really
36:10Hard place for her
36:11To be in right now
36:11Like you are two
36:12Of her good friends
36:13And she's happy to like
36:14Basically like
36:14Pick between you guys
36:15Which is hard
36:16That's what's so crazy
36:17Is that like
36:18I genuinely don't know
36:19How I ended up here again
36:21Because I'm like
36:22Part of the reason
36:22The whole situation
36:23Is triggering for me
36:24As a whole
36:24Is because
36:25I feel like
36:26I'm in the exact
36:27Same position
36:27That I was in
36:28In 2022
36:29Where I'm finding out
36:30About Taylor's affair
36:31And now
36:33I have to then decide
36:35How I'm gonna go about
36:36Handling that information
36:38And it's just like
36:39The exact same situation
36:40Only Taylor's on the
36:41Other end of it
36:42This time
36:42During the swinging scandal
36:44I was the middleman
36:46And felt expected
36:47To keep Taylor's affair
36:51A secret from
36:52The other wife
36:53And now
36:54I am the middleman
36:55Between Shania and Taylor
36:57There is a little bit
36:59Of a double standard there
37:00And all in all
37:01It feels like
37:02I'm doing a lot of giving
37:03And not a whole lot
37:04Of receiving here
37:05Oh there she is
37:06Speak of the devil
37:09Morning
37:09Hi guys
37:10Is that the devil?
37:11Holy shit
37:12You're fully ready
37:13We get to be here at 8
37:148?
37:15Wait why?
37:16Because we're not Taylor
37:16We don't get the latest
37:17Call time on the cast
37:18Oh damn
37:19Start with perks
37:20To being the favorite
37:21Are you going to crash out
37:22This morning?
37:22I mean I crash outs
37:23Almost every day
37:24But I think I'm just
37:24Overwhelmed
37:25Well yeah I was just
37:26Saying that about you
37:27I was like you're just
37:27At your tipping point
37:28Yeah
37:29What are you overwhelmed
37:30With just leaving
37:31Seeing everything
37:33What was yesterday that I was
37:36Everything was a blur
37:39I feel kind of like
37:42Like just a little awkward
37:44I was in that moment
37:46Like so angry
37:47But I think my anger
37:49Towards Dakota
37:49And myself
37:50Definitely gets redirected
37:51To other people
37:52That is for sure
37:53I can admit that
37:54Hi
37:55Hi love
37:56Are we good?
37:56Do we love each other still?
37:57We do
37:57I've never stopped loving you
37:59I still stand by what I said
38:01That like
38:01I think the name calling
38:02Can be like hard
38:03You know?
38:04It can be
38:04But I understand
38:05That your emotions
38:05Were high at the same time
38:06I would still say it today
38:07And that we handle things
38:08Very differently
38:09I think she's a gross
38:10Disgusting bitch
38:11Why?
38:12Because to me
38:13It doesn't seem like
38:14You were close
38:15So I'm like
38:16Why was she so hurt by it?
38:17Because if you're trying
38:17To be friends with me
38:18And get close to me
38:19And instead you go
38:20And fuck my baby daddy
38:21You don't think
38:21There's something wrong with that?
38:26That's odd
38:26She knows the pain
38:28I've gone through
38:28Because we've confided
38:29In each other
38:29About breakups
38:30And things
38:30I think it's snaky
38:32Okay
38:33I'm very confused
38:34Why Taylor is so amped up
38:36I'm really trying to understand
38:38Why she's reacting this way
38:39I've learned
38:41Filming two reality shows
38:43At the same time
38:43Can be very overwhelming
38:45And it's very important
38:46To have that mental clarity
38:47So I'm starting to feel
38:49A little bit worried for her
38:50Because she's literally
38:52About to leave
38:53To go be the bachelorette
38:54I'm going to get you dressed
38:56For the outfit
38:56Yes
38:58Wait last night
38:59What?
39:00Dakota was saying
39:00He felt bad actually
39:01Yeah
39:02He's like this was so wrong
39:04And to be honest
39:04Like everything hit me
39:05Like I lost you
39:06I lost my child
39:07And he's like
39:07I'm just like
39:09So sad
39:10But if you want to be with him
39:11Then go be with him
39:12But you don't
39:14I think everything Dakota does
39:16Is a complete red flag
39:17I feel like he's a walking red flag
39:19So it does not shock me
39:20That he decided to love bomb her
39:21Right before the bachelorette
39:22But I feel like he's definitely hurt
39:23At the concept of her coming back
39:25And being in love
39:26And engaged
39:26And moved on from him
39:28So I feel like he's doing
39:29Anything possible
39:30To ruin this experience for her
39:31And I hope that she can see through that
39:33We just don't want to see you
39:34Allowing yourself
39:35Well no he said that
39:36He was like
39:37It sucks because he's like
39:37I know you love me
39:38And like you can't be with me
39:40Exactly
39:40I don't want to talk about it
39:41Because I can't
39:41I don't want to go on
39:54Like yeah he was just like
39:56I feel like you just need to marry me
39:57That's what he said
39:59Oh perfect
39:59I mean Dakota was definitely apologizing
40:02For what he did with Shania
40:03And do I believe him?
40:04No
40:04He knew how this would affect me
40:06And he was like
40:07Well maybe if I make her
40:08Like crash out hard enough
40:09She won't go
40:10To the bachelorette
40:11And I think that's deliberately
40:12Jenna and Shania
40:13Hmm
40:13If it takes everything in me
40:15To get up and go
40:16I'm going to do that
40:18There's times you can bleed
40:19With your heel
40:20Yep
40:21Heel
40:22Heel
40:23Like I just
40:24I love how it's so
40:25You get to glide
40:26Glide
40:27Okay
40:27This is my new favorite dance
40:28Yeah
40:29I have really exciting news
40:30Why?
40:31It's not official yet
40:33Okay
40:33But Chicago reached out to my team
40:35I did hear
40:36I did hear
40:37From Zach
40:37Zach's one other
40:39Can I take you girl?
40:40Sorry
40:40Yes
40:41We're ready for you
40:41K-k-k-k
40:42Oh
40:42I don't know
40:43Ready for your moment
40:45That is incredible
40:45Yeah
40:46Why didn't you tell me
40:47That you knew?
40:49I feel like there's just
40:50So much happening
40:51It's hard to keep up
40:52I see Jen almost
40:53Every single day
40:54I text her
40:55We talk
40:56A lot
40:58And she hasn't
40:59Said anything once
41:01Everybody's telling me
41:02I gotta act right
41:04Sit right
41:05Talk right
41:06To me
41:07That's very weird
41:08And I find that
41:09Very off-putting
41:10The only thing
41:11That I can think of
41:12Is things that I have felt
41:13From way long ago
41:15Is it just makes me feel
41:16Like you just don't care
41:19Oh my god
41:23That was brutal
41:29Thank you, Macy
41:30What is the state of mom talk right now?
41:32Who's in?
41:33Who's out?
41:35Denis, have you officially left mom talk?
41:40I feel like everyone's
41:41Kind of just like
41:42Doing their own thing
41:43Like spreading their own wings
41:44Like
41:45Like butterflies
41:46What do you mean?
41:47Well, besides Jesse
41:48Being in the other room
41:49This is the first time that
41:50Mom talk has been together
41:52For a minute
41:53We survived
41:53I'm not just saying that
41:54I genuinely
41:55Have missed being with you guys
41:57Do you hang out with anyone
41:58In California?
42:00No
42:00What about you and Whitney?
42:02Yeah, what the fuck?
42:03We never talk
42:04We literally never talk
42:08To be honest
42:09I have been hesitant
42:10To get close to her
42:12Because I do think
42:13Her being nice to me too
42:14On Dancing with the Stars
42:16Is transactional
42:18I do think
42:19At the end of the day
42:20Whitney only cares about Whitney
42:21And
42:22You can't tell me otherwise
42:26I'm just kind of
42:27Like at my wit's end
42:28Yeah
42:29I mean, that's what I thought
42:30But then I heard that
42:31And I was like
42:31Oh, great
42:32Like
42:33Jordan's still really upset
42:34About the name change
42:35Even though I know
42:36It's what's right for me
42:37So even though
42:38I haven't made a decision
42:38About Jordan and I
42:39I met with my dad
42:40To go over this prenup
42:42But it's been over five years
42:43And I do not remember
42:44What's in it
42:45Oh, yeah
42:46This is really long
42:48I definitely feel like
42:49I need to have
42:49Like a divorce lawyer
42:50Look at it
42:51I keep saying like
42:52Jordan's a hard person
42:53To be married to
42:53But I think he'd be
42:54A harder person to divorce
42:55Yeah
42:56After looking at my prenup a bit
42:58We discovered that
42:59Me and Jordan
43:00Did not have witnesses sign it
43:01So that could mean
43:02That the prenup is voided
43:04Yeah
43:06Yeah, sorry
43:08Yeah, it's fine
43:09No, I'm okay
43:10Okay, I'll come out
43:11Okay, thank you
43:13This information
43:14Has really rattled me
43:15Because
43:15I just don't know
43:16What that could mean
43:17For me, my business
43:18And the security of my family
43:20Before we go
43:20I just
43:21I need to say
43:22An announcement
43:23I wanted to apologize
43:26Oh, thank you
43:26For being mean to everybody
43:28I just feel bad
43:29And I think I'm also
43:31About to start my period
43:32So I'm a little wack
43:33I hope you are
43:34But I'm sorry
43:35For being mean
43:36To all of you
43:37I've been snappy
43:38I know
43:38Yeah, you have
43:39I agree
43:40But you know
43:41That we're all coming
43:41From a place of love
43:42I don't want you
43:42To ever feel attacked
43:43Like, yes, we judge
43:45A lot of the things you do
43:45But it's from a place of love
43:47So we hate to see you hurting
43:48And it's been like this
43:49For a long time
43:50I think, too
43:50Just being like
43:51If you don't want to hear it
43:52That's fine
43:53That's fair
43:53Just being like
43:54Look, I hear you
43:55But like
43:56I don't want to be receptive
43:58Right now
43:58I mean, I just have
44:00Nothing else to say
44:01Anymore
44:01Yeah
44:02And I think
44:03Neither do we
44:03Like about it
44:04Amen
44:05Because you know
44:05Where we all stand
44:06Great
44:09I do feel like
44:10Taylor's apology
44:11Is genuine
44:12But I think
44:13At this point
44:14I'm feeling
44:14A little bit weary
44:15And we'll be
44:17Proceeding with caution
44:18Moving forward
44:19Jessie, are you okay?
44:22Okay
44:23I'm sorry
44:26I went over my prenup
44:27With my dad
44:28And I found out
44:28It wasn't finished
44:30And so
44:31Fuck
44:31Wait, what?
44:33What does that mean?
44:34So me and Jordan signed up
44:35But we didn't have
44:36Witness signatures
44:36So it could be all voided
44:37And I've just been
44:39Struggling with that
44:40Because I just
44:40I don't know
44:41What my decision is
44:42But I feel like
44:43If I make that decision
44:44I'm putting my business
44:44And my family
44:45In a terrible situation
44:50I just don't know
44:50What will happen
44:51I'll probably lose millions
44:52I'm kind of confused
44:53What does that mean?
44:53That means he can take
44:54Half of her business
44:55Half of everything
44:56That she has
44:56Can't they do that now?
44:58Can't you do it now?
44:59No, it's a prenup
45:00He's entitled to anything
45:01In the last five years
45:02That I've created
45:03And when we got married
45:04I was worth
45:04A lot less than I am now
45:07So it just sucks
45:08And I'm just like
45:09I don't want to do that
45:10To my family
45:10And my dad's
45:11Like my business partner
45:12And I mean
45:13I've told you
45:13How much I'm worried
45:14Like
45:15Do you think he would
45:16Do that?
45:17I don't know
45:17He's entitled to it
45:18So like
45:19He would
45:19I could see him doing it
45:20To just
45:21And I would owe him
45:22Child support
45:22Or to keep
45:23And I would owe him
45:24Alimony
45:24I'm just like
45:25Terrified that I'm
45:25Putting my family
45:26In a bad situation
45:27And I'm like
45:27I'll just stay
45:29Can't stay because of this
45:30So Jess
45:30You're going to build
45:31That money back
45:31No I know
45:32Right away
45:33You're so successful
45:34There's a reason why
45:34You have a multi-million
45:35Dollar business
45:36You're not dumb
45:36When it comes to these things
45:37You're going to build it back
45:38I think you'll find a way
45:39You can't stay in a marriage
45:40That you're miserable in
45:41For money
45:41Like your happiness
45:42Means way more
45:43Jordan has made
45:44A lot of changes
45:45But if I'm basing
45:46It off of the Jordan
45:47That I was married to
45:48For four years
45:49That Jordan would be
45:50A very hard person
45:51To divorce
45:51I think he would be
45:52Spiteful and vindictive
45:53And I think he would
45:54Play a little bit dirty
45:56So I just kind of
45:57Have to prepare myself
45:58That if we do get
45:59Divorced it could go
45:59That way
46:16Are you feeling better?
46:18Switch you
46:19Me?
46:19Yeah
46:21Feeling okay
46:22I'm going to be honest
46:23I was a little mad
46:24That when you told me
46:27That you knew about Chicago
46:28But didn't say anything to me
46:30I can totally see
46:32Why that would frustrate you
46:33Like when did Zach
46:34Tell you about it?
46:36Um
46:39Sometime last week
46:40I see you almost
46:40Every single day
46:41In the studio
46:42And it wasn't like
46:43I even told Connor
46:44I was like
46:45I had no idea
46:46That she knew
46:47Not one thing
46:48In the studio
46:48Not a text
46:49Not anything
46:50Okay well
46:50I was also very sick
46:52And
46:54I'm sorry
46:55Not at every given point
46:56I'm thinking
46:57That's how
46:58That's how it always is Jen
46:59You always have
47:00All these expectations
47:00For everyone else
47:01To be
47:02To be supportive to you
47:03And that expectation
47:04Is never received
47:05Ever
47:06Okay well maybe
47:06I don't think
47:07We're actual
47:08Genuine friends
47:11Okay
47:12I mean
47:13If you truly were my friend
47:15You wouldn't have
47:17Then became friends
47:18With the one person
47:19That was bullying me
47:20During the hardest
47:21Stage of my life
47:23So
47:23Okay let's not deflect
47:25Let's talk about
47:25The one thing at hand
47:27I'm not deflecting
47:28You knew about Chicago
47:29And you never said
47:30One thing to me
47:31Ever
47:31You asked me
47:33Why
47:33I don't really trust Whitney
47:35She is best friends
47:37With Demi
47:38You guys kiss
47:39Like what if she's
47:40Holding that
47:41So how could I be
47:43Genuine friends with her
47:44I even texted you
47:45After I found out
47:46You were sick
47:47Because I wanted to
47:47Make sure you were okay
47:48No response
47:49Nothing
47:50Zero
47:50Okay well maybe
47:51It's because I don't think
47:52We have a genuine friendship
47:56I don't think
47:57You actually care about me
47:59I actually don't think
48:00You care about anyone else
48:01In this group
48:02But yourself
48:02What is going on?
48:03You were nice to me
48:04During season two
48:05Because it benefited you
48:06And the minute I left
48:08You went and became
48:09Friends
48:10With the one person
48:11Who was calling me
48:11No one wanted you around
48:13I was the one
48:14That vouched for you
48:15Every fucking time
48:16You didn't vouch for me
48:17Yes I did
48:18Every time
48:19When everyone was talking
48:20Shit about you
48:21In Arizona
48:22Jen it's true
48:23Who stood up for you
48:23Me
48:24I did
48:25Question of the day
48:26Where is Jen?
48:27She is pregnant
48:29A band-aid baby
48:30Yay
48:30What?
48:32The babies don't band-aid anything
48:33I am so shocked
48:35Right now there needs to be
48:36More understanding
48:37For the love of God
48:39If you were my friend
48:40For the love of God
48:40You wouldn't have come back
48:41To mom talk
48:42No
48:43Just to take dancing
48:44With the stars
48:45Right
48:45You knew
48:45With a dream of mine
48:47First of all
48:47Jen
48:47Why didn't I reach out
48:48You don't own that dream
48:50You don't own it
48:51I'm not saying
48:51Anyone can have that dream
48:53I'm not saying
48:53Anyone in this cast
48:55Can go on dancing
48:56With the fucking stars
48:57I'm just saying
48:58It's how you did it
49:00That matters
49:01Because no one wanted me around
49:03And then I came back
49:04And I built relationships again
49:06Well yeah
49:07I built a relationship again
49:08With Michaela
49:09With every fucking person
49:11In this group
49:11Okay
49:12Stop deflecting
49:13I support you
49:14I'm so sick of you
49:15Having this expectation
49:16Of every single person
49:17In this group
49:18I haven't had any expectations
49:19Yes you do
49:20Do you guys feel like
49:20I've had an expectation
49:22Jen
49:23I will say that
49:24I feel like
49:24If we weren't to show
49:25Complete support for you
49:26Right now
49:26Dancing with the stars
49:27I feel like we would
49:28Hear it later
49:29You know
49:29No not at all
49:30It definitely feels like
49:32There's a major disconnect
49:33With Whitney and Jen
49:34From MomTalk as a whole
49:36Sometimes they kind of
49:37Lose sight
49:37That they wouldn't get
49:38These opportunities
49:38If it wasn't for MomTalk
49:40In general
49:40Remembering to connect
49:41With the people
49:42That brought you
49:43To where you are
49:44Is in my opinion
49:45Very important
49:46Like from what I remember
49:48It very much felt like
49:49Whitney was there
49:50For you at that time
49:50If you were truly
49:52There for me
49:52Then why become friends
49:54With the one person
49:55Who put me
49:56Shut the fuck up
49:56I can separate the two
49:58I can be friends
49:59With someone
49:59And be friends
50:00With someone else
50:00I can do that
50:01I can do that
50:03And we had a talk
50:04At my house
50:06When I invited your family
50:07To stay with me
50:08We had that chat
50:09I said
50:10Does that make you
50:11Uncomfortable
50:11And you said
50:13No
50:14I didn't want there
50:14To be any underlying
50:16Contention or hard feelings
50:18Just because you guys know
50:19That we get along
50:20With Demi and Brett
50:21Yeah
50:21It's honestly
50:22I would rather not
50:23Even talk about it
50:24I'm over it
50:25I'm just telling you
50:25My honest feelings
50:26It's not your honest feelings
50:27Jen
50:28You're being manipulative
50:29I'm not being manipulative
50:30That's what it is
50:30Yes you are
50:31I'm just telling you
50:31Genuinely how I feel
50:32We started the conversation
50:34With me
50:34Sharing how I felt
50:36How you knew about Chicago
50:37For a week
50:38Yeah I do
50:38Because I'm so fucking pissed
50:40I'm over it
50:41Do you see the way
50:42That you're screaming
50:42Yes I do
50:43Everyone can see
50:44How are we supposed
50:45To have a healthy conversation
50:46This isn't a healthy conversation
50:48Exactly
50:49I'm letting it out
50:49Because I held it in
50:50For so fucking long
50:51I have been there for you
50:53You have not been there for me
50:55No you don't
50:55I said how are you doing
50:56You ghost me
50:57How are you doing
50:58You ghost me
50:59You sent me one text
51:00It's almost like deja vu
51:02That I'm sitting here
51:03Watching this happen
51:04Everything that Whitney
51:05Is saying to Jen
51:06Was the issues
51:07That I was having
51:08With Whitney
51:08So I'm like
51:09Whose side am I on here
51:10The Chicago thing
51:12Was the tipping point
51:13Jen
51:13Okay
51:13I see you every day
51:15And not once
51:16Could you have said
51:17Hey
51:18Congrats
51:19That's so exciting for you
51:20Because
51:22We're not friends
51:23What the fuck
51:24Is going on
51:25I definitely feel like
51:26Sometimes there's a battle
51:27Between friendship
51:28And fame
51:29Within this group
51:30And with Taylor
51:31And her toxic relationship
51:33With Dakota
51:34Sometimes I worry
51:36About MomTalk's future
51:37What the fuck
51:38You just said that to me
51:39That you don't feel
51:40Like we're friends
51:41Okay
51:41Then fuck you
51:42Holy shit
51:55What the fuck
51:56Is going on
51:57Fuck you
51:57Whitney only cares
51:58About Whitney
51:59And she knows
52:00That I hold power
52:01Someone needs to
52:01Hold her accountable
52:02This isn't easy
52:03For anyone
52:04Zach
52:04All of us
52:05All of us
52:06Are mentally unwell
52:07I can tell
52:10I'm so exhausted
52:11All the time
52:12Because I don't eat
52:12I know that it's going
52:13Too far
52:14But I can't stop
52:14This is Taylor's last night
52:16Before she flies out
52:17For the Bachelorette
52:18I would love to be with Taylor
52:19But is that your plan
52:20Is to wait for her
52:21She filled my head
52:21With all this hope now
52:22And I don't know
52:23What to think
52:23Do I choose me
52:24And what makes me happy
52:26There's a lot of pain
52:27I think there's a lot of things
52:28We've done to hurt each other
52:29It doesn't have to be this way
52:31Her plane leaves in an hour
52:32Maybe there's a chance
52:33That she just
52:34Ends up choosing me
52:35Can you just admit
52:37That you still love me
52:42Wait where's Taylor
53:05And savor
53:06I'm into you
53:07And all of your flavors
53:09I'm not surprised
53:11Cause I feel it
53:12On the inside
53:13I knew one day
53:14That our hearts
53:15Would collide
53:16I knew one day
53:16I knew one day
53:17I knew one day
53:21I knew one day
53:21I knew one day
53:21I knew one day
53:23I knew one day
53:24I knew one day
53:24I knew one day
53:24I knew one day
53:24I knew one day
53:24I knew one day
53:24I knew one day
53:24I knew one day
53:25Gracias.
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