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00:10Previously on It's Not Like That.
00:12Did you take Mom's jewelry box?
00:13The one with the ivory tree on it?
00:15We were fine, and then you kissed me!
00:18You said you needed me, and then you said it was a mistake!
00:21And it was!
00:21We need to focus on other people!
00:23Tell me if I'm crazy.
00:25If you have feelings for her.
00:28You're not crazy.
00:30How about you text me when you're done, and you could come over?
00:34Yeah, I could do that.
00:37And that your new boyfriend?
00:41I know Sunday's a big day for you, but I'm not going back.
00:47This is Malcolm and Jenny's daughter.
00:49What do you think is gonna happen?
00:51I don't know, okay?
00:52I just don't want to see her get hurt.
00:53You're drinking!
00:55Merritt, pull over!
00:57Merritt!
00:58Merritt!
00:59Merritt!
01:15Merritt, jump!
01:19Merritt!
01:20You changed me!
01:27Merritt!
01:29Never see a doctor I would
01:32Sit down with my first aid kid and bleed
01:38I wanna be the power ballad that lifts you up and holds you down
01:46I wanna be the broken love song that feeds your misery
01:53And I can wish all that I want
01:57But it won't bring us together
02:01Plus I know whatever happens to me
02:06I know it's for the better
02:13So?
02:15So?
02:20You learned some new tricks
02:22I don't need to know how
02:30So
02:34About this
02:39It's Flora
02:46Okay?
02:48Yeah
02:48Do you know how much longer it's gonna be?
02:52No, it shouldn't be that long
02:53Okay
03:11I'm here, I'm here, I'm here
03:14She's gone
03:25Oh, thank God you're here
03:27Okay, they're both okay
03:29Merrick's in the back with the doctor, so he has a mild concussion
03:31Yeah, it's waiting, Flora
03:33Uh, still waiting to be seen
03:34She's, she's alright
03:35Why don't you go check in, we'll be over here
03:37Okay
03:37Yeah
03:40Hi
03:42Hey
03:42Hey, are you okay?
03:45What the hell happened?
03:46They took Jenny's car
03:47No, that much I know
03:48I'm sorry
03:49I'm sorry, Merrick and I have taken the car out a couple times now, so
03:52You knew about this?
03:54I know she has her permit, but no, not this
03:56So what, they were just out joyriding in your car?
03:59They weren't joyriding, your son took the car with Flora in it and almost killed them both
04:03We usually just, like, drive around, but tonight Merrick was upset and he was, he was drinking
04:13And I didn't know, and he's been drinking a lot lately and he was drunk at the party
04:20And I should have told Lori, but I, I just didn't, I should have told her
04:25I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
04:26Hey, that's what happened
04:29I'm so sorry, honey
04:30No, I'm sorry
04:31David, oh, he's over here
04:36Oh, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi
04:41Hey
04:43Oh, Mary
04:45Oh, I don't, I don't even, I don't know where to start
04:51I'm sorry
04:53I screwed up
04:58I'll, I'll pay Malcolm back for the car, I'll, I'll find
05:00Mary, this has, this goes so far beyond the car
05:04Okay, you've been lying to us
05:07You could have died
05:08I know
05:09Okay, Flora could have died
05:11I, I know
05:12I, I get it
05:14You
05:14You were drunk
05:17No, I wasn't
05:18Oh, you were legally drunk
05:19They took your blood
05:21You ran Jenny's car into a lake
05:25You're gonna get a DUI
05:27Lose your license, a minimum
05:28Do you, do you get that?
05:31Okay, David, please, just please
05:32Do you get that?
05:41You have been drinking, okay, and not just at parties
05:44So there, there is a lot, there are a lot of conversations that we will be having
05:52Okay, but right now
05:53We're, we're just so thankful that you and Flora are okay
05:57All right
06:14Okay
06:17Okay
06:18Hey
06:18Hi, uh, Flora left her phone
06:24Hey, Malcolm
06:26I'm so sorry
06:28I had no idea that Mary
06:30No, I should have been more careful with Jenny's car
06:33I'm sorry, too
06:38Hey, uh, where are you parked?
06:39I'll walk you to your car
06:40Oh, I came with David
06:43Oh, okay
06:50See
07:14I'll go get Casey
07:15Yeah, give us a minute
07:20Son, listen to me right now
07:24This life isn't just yours
07:28Do you hear me?
07:30What you do affects everyone around you
07:32Everyone that cares for you
07:34Me, your mom, your sister, your friends, your girl, everyone
07:40I'm telling you this from experience
07:42I've thrown away so much of my damn life to alcohol
07:46The idea you will go down that same road, son
07:49I'm not you
07:49You don't have to be, it's a disease
07:54Yeah, well
07:56You got sober and our family still fell apart
07:58So what does it matter?
08:03Thanks for freaking everybody out
08:05Now they're never gonna let me drive, dude
08:11I'm staying home today
08:23Laura, the car's gonna be okay
08:26I looked it up
08:27All you have to do is pull it out with the tongue line
08:29Okay, bud
08:30It's really cool
08:32Justin, stop
08:33We get it, you know how to use Google
08:35I'm sorry
08:41Hey
08:42Hey
08:45I'm okay
08:46I'm okay
08:47Just
08:49Just stay away from Merit
08:51Promise me
08:53Okay
08:55All right
08:56Is everybody ready?
08:59Hey, you sure you don't want to stay home tonight?
09:01You can
09:02Especially after last night
09:03No, it's okay
09:04All right, at least let me give you a lift
09:06Come on
09:07I'd really rather walk, Dad
09:09Near my head
09:11All right
09:13All right
09:14Okay, kiddos, let's go
09:15Come on
09:17Thursday work, so just check in with them
09:20Hey, can you take a look at this?
09:21Yeah, of course
09:23Oh, shoot
09:25Oh
09:26David?
09:28Malcolm
09:32Oh, bachelor number three
09:33Well, answer it, woman
09:37Hey, you
09:38Hey
09:40How are you?
09:41What happened?
09:42You said there was a family emergency?
09:44Yeah
09:45I apologize for the cryptic alarmist text
09:49My son actually got into a car accident
09:52Oh my god
09:53Is he
09:54Yeah, no, he's fine
09:55He's fine
09:55Everyone is fine
09:57It just really gave us a scare
09:59Um, we spent the night in the ER
10:01Last night and that's why I didn't call you right away
10:05I'm so sorry, Laurie
10:06I'm glad he's okay
10:07That's
10:07Yeah, it was intense
10:08But, um, it's all good now
10:10He's home
10:11He's fine
10:12Good
10:14Well, uh, if it helps
10:15I, uh, I missed you
10:18It does
10:20I missed you too
10:22I'll take a rain check when you come up for air
10:23Great
10:24Thanks for being so understanding
10:26Yeah
10:26Are you kidding?
10:28Accidents happen, right?
10:30Um, I'll call you later
10:32Okay
10:32Talk to you soon
10:33Okay
10:36So, timeline question
10:37Oh, can we please not play this game?
10:39When did you send this cryptic text to Joe?
10:42Before you slept with your ex-husband?
10:46That's what I thought
10:48I don't know why I did it
10:50I don't know what it means
10:54Oh my god
10:55He leaked the car?
10:57Yep
10:58That is so cool
10:59It's not cool
11:00I mean, Flora was in the front of that car
11:02She could have, like
11:03Oh, Angie
11:03Nika, it's on
11:06Jackson said he and Eli
11:07Are going to meet us under the stands after practice
11:09Okay
11:10Is Eli cool?
11:12Well
11:13He's a freshman in high school
11:15I don't
11:40It's coming on Christmas
11:43They're cutting down trees
11:46They're putting up reindeers
11:48Singing songs of joy and peace
11:51So I wish I had a river
11:55And I could skate away
11:58But you know that it don't snow here
12:05You know it stays pretty green
12:07I'm gonna make a lot of money
12:10And I'm gonna quit this crazy scene
12:13Oh, I wish I had a river
12:17And I could skate away
12:21Oh
12:24Oh, I wish I had a river so long
12:29I would teach my feet to fly
12:40Oh, I wish I had a river
12:47And I could skate away
12:58Flora?
13:01Hey
13:02Hey, what's the matter?
13:05What is it?
13:06Is it married?
13:07Is it about the accident?
13:09They pulled the car out
13:10It's gone
13:11Oh, honey
13:12It's gone
13:13What can I do?
13:15Nothing, nothing
13:15There's nothing you can do
13:18Okay, look
13:19We'll get you a car, alright?
13:20We'll figure it out
13:21It's okay
13:22You know
13:23It's okay if I cry
13:27You don't always have to fix everything
13:29Okay, but
13:30No, just
13:31Just
13:31Just let me
13:33Be sad
13:37It's not bad for me to feel this way
13:41I really
13:42I just
13:43I really need you to be
13:44Okay with that
13:47I am
13:47You're right
13:48I'm sorry
13:49Okay
13:57By the way
13:58I need you to write my Little Women essay over the break
14:01It's due
14:02First day back
14:04Seriously?
14:05Yeah
14:07Just don't make it sound like you
14:18You know what, Dakota?
14:20Write your own essay
14:24For real?
14:27Wow
14:30I don't know why I even listen to Casey
14:33What?
14:34At the thrift store
14:35She totally guilt-tripped me about you
14:39She's even more holier than thou than you are
14:42No
14:44She just doesn't care what other people think about her
14:48Penelope
14:48No, wait
14:49It's fine
14:49No, it's not fine
14:51My sister almost died last night
14:53Do you seriously think that I care about what grade you get in English?
14:58You're not a real friend
15:03Hey coach
15:04I quit
15:19I can't believe you're going
15:20Merit's going to be there
15:21So?
15:22I'm not going for him
15:24I'm going for Lori and Casey and David
15:26It's Christmas Eve
15:28We go every year
15:29I don't care
15:29I don't want to see him
15:31I'm staying here
15:34What?
15:35I can't read this
15:36Okay
15:37Don't worry about it
15:39Uh
15:40I'm not the only one doing anything for Christmas
15:43The decorating
15:43The cookies
15:44Alright, calm down
15:45There's a special ingredient
15:48Spice, I think
15:50I can't read it
15:51Well, it can't be all that important
15:53Just make them without it
15:55I can't
15:56It's Mom's recipe
15:57They won't be hard cookies
16:02She told it to me last Christmas
16:05I can't remember what she said
16:09Forget it
16:10Oh
16:10Oh
16:12Justin
16:12Hey
16:13It's okay
16:17Anything that you bake
16:18Will taste great
16:19Yeah
16:20And we'll help you
16:21We'll make our own special ingredient
16:23Yeah
16:23That's what Mom would do
16:25And they'll still have Mom in there
16:27I promise
16:30Okay
16:30Let's do it
16:32It's definitely flowers
16:34And we have that for sure
16:35Mm-hmm
16:38Dad's here
16:43Hi
16:44Hey, baby
16:45Merry Christmas
16:46Merry Christmas
16:48Merry Christmas
16:50Merry Christmas
16:51Hey
16:55Hey
16:56Hey, buddy
16:58Merry Christmas
16:59Huh?
17:00Mm-hmm
17:03Merit
17:04What?
17:07I can't believe you invited the Jeffreys
17:09It's like
17:10So awkward
17:11I invited them because we love them
17:13And they love us
17:15And we work through our problems
17:17Uh-huh
17:19I'm sorry, but this whole Christmas
17:21Is just feeling super fake
17:25I
17:25I know
17:26It's weird, Merit
17:28We're all trying here
17:29How's it gonna work tomorrow?
17:31We get two Christmas mornings
17:32One here
17:33And one at your crappy townhouse
17:35Hey
17:35Merit, hey
17:38Look, I'm sorry
17:39I
17:40I hate that
17:41You're still this upset
17:43Son
17:44Come on, man
17:45Tell me what I can do to make things better
17:46Girl, you can stop asking me
17:48How you can make things better
17:50Figure it out yourself
17:52You know, you're the reason Flora and I broke up
17:55You're the reason she hates me now
17:57We were doing great
17:58And then you came over
17:58And you were so worried about her
18:00Not me
18:00You didn't even think about me
18:01Your own son
18:02You just assumed I'd hurt her
18:03Poor, innocent Flora
18:07Merit, I'm sorry
18:07Okay, I never meant to, like
18:09Don't
18:10Don't worry about it
18:13You were right
18:21No
18:23That was wrong of me
18:25Okay, to put any of that on you
18:28To make you feel
18:33Merit, I'm so proud to be your dad
18:36I am
18:38Do you know how very special you are, son?
18:42I don't want you ever thinking any less of yourself
18:44Because you're not
18:47Mi hijo
18:50Yo te quiero con todo el alma
18:54Te adoro
18:56Okay?
18:59I'm sorry
19:13Merry Christmas
19:14Should we
19:17No, come on in
19:18Okay
19:20Hi
19:21Merry Christmas
19:22Where's Penn?
19:24Uh, she's
19:25She
19:26She's
19:27Staying home
19:28Yeah
19:30Merry Christmas
19:31Thank you
19:31Hi, Merry Christmas to you too
19:33Hi
19:33Uh, who's hungry?
19:35I am
19:35It smells wonderful
19:36Merry Christmas
19:37Merry Christmas
19:49Okay
19:50I know things are bad between us
19:51And you don't want to talk about it
19:52And I know you're pissed at my brother
19:53I totally
19:54I am too
19:55But
19:55I don't want that to make things even worse
19:57Okay, so
19:58We are going to talk
20:00Now
20:02Okay?
20:12Let's go for a walk
20:14Okay
20:22Hey, thanks for saying something to Dakota
20:23By the way
20:24You know, you didn't have to do that
20:25Well, did it help?
20:27No, of course not
20:28She's the worst
20:28Oh
20:31Yeah
20:35Penn
20:36Mm-hmm?
20:37I'm really sorry
20:42About how I handled everything with your mom
20:45You know, she was like my second mom
20:49That's how I think of your mom
20:51I didn't really know what to say
20:53Or do
20:54Or
20:55Um
20:59But I blew it
21:05I'm coming in for the bear hug
21:07I'm coming in
21:09Oh
21:11Oh, big group hug
21:20You know, I think about your mom
21:22Like every day
21:27So I should have tried harder
21:29To understand what you've been going through
21:34It's okay
21:35You know, I don't even understand
21:37And I kind of don't want to
21:41And, uh, I've just
21:44I think I've been trying not to be me
21:48You know, it's easier to be a cool cheerleader than a sad PK
21:53You know, more fun, too
21:55Or
21:56You know, I thought
22:00I'm really sorry, Penn
22:08I'm really sorry, too
22:14So I quit cheer, by the way
22:16Wait, no, you're serious
22:17Actually, you
22:18And, uh, you know, I don't really know what I'm going to do instead
22:21But
22:23Truth
22:23Truth
22:24Really sucked doing it without you
22:28Well
22:28You could always join wrestling
22:30I mean
22:31I don't know
22:31I think that's all yours
22:32Don't worry
22:34But
22:34Maybe
22:35Gilmore rewatch over Christmas break?
22:37Yes
22:38Let's do it
22:38Yes
22:38Yes
22:39Yes
22:39I need more Rory
22:41Oh, my gosh
22:41Me, too
22:42Oh
22:47Justin, these are so good
22:48I can really taste the love
22:50Thank you
22:53Thanks again for helping out with the gala
22:55Oh, yeah
22:57And
22:57Thank you
22:59For being there for Merit
23:02Don't give up on him
23:10Hi
23:12Oh, um, I
23:14Can you come
23:18I'm sorry
23:19I didn't realize you were having people over
23:21I really should have thought to call for a stop
23:23No, no, it's okay
23:24Do you want to come inside?
23:25No
23:25No, uh, no
23:26I, um
23:27You already have enough, uh, men
23:29In your house
23:32These
23:33Are for you
23:34Oh, thank you, Joe
23:36They're so beautiful
23:39Jeez
23:40How much do you think those flowers cost?
23:41At least $285
23:44I don't want to keep you from your friends and family
23:47I'm just headed to my sister's
23:48Um
23:49And
23:49I have another little
23:51Something else for you
23:52Oh
23:53Uh, you can open it now
23:55Okay
23:55Oh, I'm sorry
23:56Let me
23:57Oh, thank you
23:59It is a green project house
24:01I worked on in the Outer Banks
24:02Oh
24:03And
24:03The owners gave me
24:05A weekend stay as a thank you
24:07Oh, wow
24:08It's gorgeous
24:09Yeah
24:09Wow
24:10I was thinking that you and I could go there together
24:13Maybe
24:14Ring in the New Year
24:16Uh, it's
24:17Just a weekend away
24:18No, uh, cargo ships involved
24:21And then, uh
24:23Maybe in the New Year
24:24Where you and I could
24:25Be together
24:27Oh
24:30You don't have to say anything right now
24:32I know it's a big step
24:33But
24:34Um
24:35Go big or go home, right?
24:38Okay
24:42Merry Christmas, Lori
24:44Merry Christmas, Joe
24:53Thank you
25:02What are you doing?
25:03What does it look like?
25:05Okay, well, everyone's gone
25:06You can come out now
25:10Five, four, three, two, one
25:10Whoa
25:11Whoa
25:15I'm glad you're okay
25:20I don't think I screwed you out of them letting you drive
25:23If anything
25:24I set the bar
25:26Really well
25:28Yeah
25:31But, um
25:33I am sorry
25:37Don't ever do anything like that again
25:41Okay
25:41I don't want to have to see you like I saw Dad
25:45Because we've got to stick together, man
25:46You and me
25:53Also, Mom kind of said you have to get ready for church
25:56Okay, all right
25:57Get out
25:57Oh, you know you love me, poor thing
25:59I love you, too
26:10Hey
26:11What?
26:12What's up?
26:13Well, I wasn't going to bring this up
26:15But, uh
26:17After that fun little cup of Joe drive by
26:19It just happened
26:19I thought I'd
26:22Ask, you know, what the deal is
26:24So
26:26You guys are still seeing each other
26:27Yes
26:29But you slept with me
26:32Yes
26:32What was that?
26:36Old habits
26:38Okay
26:39Okay, well, old habits aren't all bad
26:41I mean, I like that old habit
26:43Maybe we make it a new habit
26:47David
26:48Knew it was nice
26:49Okay, it was more than nice
26:52And it was probably necessary
26:54Lori, it doesn't mean anything
26:56Okay
26:56It happened, right?
26:57It is what it is
26:58Yeah
26:58But that wasn't just a hookup for me
27:01That was about one thing
27:03You
27:05I miss you
27:06You miss me
27:10Now you miss me
27:11My time has always sucked
27:15I'm not going to say
27:16I'm not going to say that there isn't a part of me
27:18That misses you
27:20Clearly there is
27:23But I'm pretty confident that you and I sleeping together
27:28It was a step backwards
27:29Not forward
27:37I'm sorry
27:38I'm sorry
27:39No, I'm sorry
27:42Okay
27:43We should go
27:49Why don't you stay here tonight
27:52Not with me
27:53I mean on the couch
27:55And then you could be here in the morning
27:58For the kids
28:01Thank you
28:03That'd be amazing
28:11For God so loved the world
28:13That he gave his only son
28:15So that everyone who believes in him
28:17May not perish
28:18But may have eternal life
28:22Thank you, Pastor Harris
28:26John 3, 16
28:29This year my heart brings me to this
28:31This simple verse
28:32This humble, beautiful sacrifice
28:34That God would send his only son
28:38So that we could have eternal life with him
28:42What a gift
28:43In such a small package
28:45What hope and peace and joy and love
28:52You know, I've been thinking
28:54About all the packages under the Jeffries tree
28:56All the wrapped gifts
28:58Piled up there this year
29:00I'm guessing
29:01Guessing your trees are probably the same
29:04And how tomorrow morning
29:05We will be sitting there surrounded
29:07By a sea of wrapping paper
29:10And open gifts
29:12But Christ's gift to us
29:14The real gift of Christmas
29:17Is eternal
29:18Unwrapped not once
29:20But over and over again
29:22Opened not just tomorrow morning
29:24But every day
29:25Friends, Christmas is holy
29:28About God's love
29:30I encourage you to celebrate
29:33His gift to us
29:34God sacrificed
29:36His only son for us
29:38Live in honor of that gift
29:40That sacrifice
29:41Put love and care for others
29:43Ahead of self
29:44Live that gift
29:46Live that sacrifice
29:49Amen
30:05What are you, what are you, what are you doing here?
30:07Where are you going?
30:09I, uh, can't
30:13I can't, I can't listen
30:17Um, I, I
30:22I feel
30:24So, so awful
30:28That night
30:31When you asked me to come over
30:34The reason I didn't
30:36The reason I didn't
30:38I was, I was drunk
30:41I wanted to be with you
30:43I, I, I really
30:44I really did
30:47But my dad
30:54I got scared
31:01And I ruined everything
31:03I'm so sorry
31:05Hey, hey, hey
31:08It's, it's good that you feel awful
31:11I mean, it, it's, it's good to feel awful
31:16It is?
31:17Yeah, hey, trust me
31:20Feeling something so much better than feeling nothing
31:27And you're not alone
31:29I, I, I'm, I'm your friend
31:33I, I do want you in my life, Larry
31:43Well
31:45With our families
31:47It's not like you really have a choice
31:50Yeah
31:52Yeah
31:54I mean, you know
32:00Oh
32:11What a holy night, how blessed we are with these gifts of Christmas, hope and peace and joy and love.
32:39Merry Christmas, Dad. Merry Christmas, Flora. Thank you.
32:56Oh, holy night, the stars are brightly shining.
33:05It is the night of our dear Savior's birth.
33:16Long lay the world, with sin and error pining,
33:26till He appeared and the soul felt its worth.
33:34A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices.
33:44For yonder reigns a new and glorious morn.
33:52Fall on your knees, O hear the angel voices.
34:09O night divine, O night when Christ was born.
34:25O night, O holy night, O night.
34:39Merry Christmas.
34:43Merry Christmas.
34:48Hey, bud.
34:50Merry Christmas.
34:50Merry Christmas.
34:55Come on already.
34:56All right.
34:57You're coming.
34:58Hey, no presents until Coco.
35:00Mom's rule.
35:01Gotcha.
35:02Gotcha.
35:03There you go.
35:03Careful.
35:04Boom.
35:05Let's take it hot.
35:06Kind of.
35:07Okay.
35:10You guys, you guys always used to get up so early on Christmas morning.
35:15I don't know how she did it, but somehow your mom always managed to beat you downstairs.
35:20I'd have Coco waiting.
35:23Hmm.
35:24Hmm.
35:30Hmm.
35:35All right, Justin.
35:36Let's open some presents, huh?
35:38Hmm.
35:38Come on.
35:39Show me what we got.
35:40Okay.
35:42Who's that?
35:43It's calling my name.
35:44Oh.
35:45Is it?
35:46Oh, you're right.
35:47Oh, you're right.
35:47I think that's the first one.
35:48You were right.
35:48Okay.
35:48Wait.
35:48Let me take one.
35:50It's a pretty good haul.
35:55Actually, there's one more.
35:59What did you do?
36:01What?
36:01Come on.
36:08I didn't say anything.
36:10What is that?
36:15You said you always wanted one.
36:18Oh.
36:19Oh, my gosh.
36:20David.
36:23There's a lot of things I should have done a long time ago, Lori.
36:26But it's not too late for me to start doing them now.
36:30It's not too late for us.
36:33Um, this is very sweet.
36:37But...
36:41I'm not the same person I used to be, Lori.
36:44David, you...
36:47You are barely two months sober.
36:51I'll always be an alcoholic.
36:55I'm always gonna be in recovery.
36:59You know, my sponsor said, shame doesn't help anything.
37:04He's right.
37:07I don't wanna beat myself up anymore.
37:11I don't wanna go backwards.
37:13Living alone these last few months, I've realized I've taken everything.
37:16I took the kids.
37:17I took you.
37:18I took it all for granted.
37:20I'm not gonna do that again, no matter what happens here.
37:24Listen to me.
37:28We can be happy again, Lori.
37:31We can be together again.
37:32We just need to decide to do it.
37:37It's not that simple.
37:41Isn't it?
37:47Why didn't you say all this stuff a year ago?
37:51I wasn't here a year ago.
37:57Ma'am, no.
38:15What's this one?
38:18I don't know.
38:19Oh.
38:19Um, that was under the Christmas decorations and stuff.
38:23I thought it was from you, Dad.
38:24Nope, not from me.
38:26Let's see.
38:33Why don't you open it?
38:46Let's see.
38:48Let's see.
39:03Let's see.
39:15there's something for everyone okay did you know about this
39:23head
39:29it's mom's jewelry box
39:49is that for me thank you
40:08here let me
40:11there we go
40:12come on
40:29it's you
40:45I think he likes Christmas
40:50say hi to daddy Justin
40:52say hi to daddy
40:54say hi to daddy
40:58I know I know it's okay
41:01look at how happy you made her
41:11it's from my mom
41:12pen
41:14pen
41:36say hi to daddy
41:45I'll take a look at this
41:54Come here.
42:26Bye, Mommy.
43:07My dearest Malcolm, Merry Christmas.
43:12How I wish I was there to celebrate with our beautiful children, with you.
43:21My gift for you is my hope for your future.
43:26A hope that you find love again.
43:32Someone who loves our kids as much as we do.
43:39Someone who shares your faith, who loves God as we do.
43:45Someone who truly, deeply cares for you.
43:51Someone you love.
43:55Someone who loves you.
43:58My dearest Malcolm, this is my hope and my peace and my joy.
44:04Sorry, my love.
44:07I love you.
44:07I love you.
44:08I love you.
44:11I love you.
44:11I love you.
44:13I love you.
44:17I love you.
44:19I love you.
44:29I love you.
44:32I love you.
44:54Hi.
44:55Hi.
44:56I was just thinking.
44:57I mean, I can't believe you're here.
45:01Oh, I need to talk to you.
45:02I need to talk to you.
45:04I am so confused, Malcolm.
45:07Well, I'm not.
45:08Not anymore.
45:09You know, the other day, a few weeks ago, you said that we aren't good for each other.
45:15But that couldn't be further from the truth.
45:17You're nothing but good for me.
45:22I love you, Lori.
45:25And I know that scares you to hear.
45:27So before you run back inside, I just, I want to say it's not because I'm lonely.
45:32Or because I'm grieving.
45:33Or because I'm frightened of the future.
45:35Or that we're easy.
45:37I mean, come on, who are we kidding?
45:39You and I are definitely not easy.
45:41It's because you are the person.
45:46You're the person that I want to spend every day and every night with.
45:56Are you going to say something?
46:25I am so confused, Malcolm.
46:27Um, I don't know what to do.
46:31Like, because on the one hand, I have this new guy, Joe, and he's totally into me.
46:36And, you know, I'm pretty into him, too.
46:38And he wants to, like, take me away on vacations and spend all the time with me that I'll let
46:45him.
46:46And he's, like, all potential, you know?
46:49Like, an unknown.
46:51Mm-hmm.
46:53But I...
46:57I slept with David the other night.
47:01David?
47:02Yeah.
47:02Uh, I thought you and Joe...
47:04No, I know.
47:04I know.
47:05It was totally fear-based and probably, like, self-destructive, you know?
47:10But then...
47:12Malcolm, he wants back in.
47:14And he's saying all these things.
47:16If he had said them sooner...
47:18But he didn't.
47:19And I know that.
47:21But he is the father of my children.
47:25Right?
47:26And he is a known quantity.
47:28And, like, I woke up this morning and I saw them with him.
47:35I don't know.
47:36Maybe he's right.
47:37Maybe it's not too late for us.
47:42Like, to be a family again.
47:48Laurie, I can't...
47:49I can't tell you what to do.
47:52Well, I know.
47:55But could you anyway?
47:58Uh, trust yourself.
48:01You know, you'll find your way forward.
48:06Oh, I'm sorry.
48:08I'm doing all the talking.
48:09You came to me.
48:10What did you want to talk about?
48:13I just, uh...
48:15I wanted to say Merry Christmas.
48:19Well, Merry Christmas.
48:21You want to come in?
48:22No, no, no, no.
48:23I should get back.
48:24Okay.
48:27Good night.
48:28Get in there.
48:34No, it's for the better.
48:38No, it's for the better.
48:45No, it's for the better.
48:49No, it's for the better.
48:53No, it's for the better.
48:56guitar solo
49:26guitar solo
49:56guitar solo
50:26guitar solo
50:57guitar solo
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