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00:00:14I feel...
00:00:15I'm freaking nervous as hell.
00:00:26It's nerve-wracking.
00:00:28I'm nervous.
00:00:28But hopefully I get the same fantastic feeling from her gaze as I do from her voice.
00:00:35I'm ready.
00:00:36I'm sick of waiting.
00:01:11I'm scared.
00:01:13I'm scared.
00:01:14I'm scared.
00:01:15I'm scared.
00:01:21You're okay.
00:01:23You're okay.
00:01:28It's okay.
00:01:42Hi.
00:01:46Is that better? Are you sure?
00:01:49I'm just so happy.
00:02:04Oh, my God.
00:02:10Oh, my God. What?
00:02:13Want to get engaged?
00:02:15Yes.
00:02:19Oh, God.
00:02:28Does it fit? Yeah?
00:02:45This is crazy.
00:02:47I'm speechless.
00:02:48You look so kind.
00:02:51Do I?
00:02:51I can't even imagine you even being angry.
00:02:54That's so.
00:02:55No.
00:02:57You're so pretty.
00:02:59You're beautiful.
00:03:01I'm so in love with you.
00:03:02Now I'm floating
00:03:06Lift me off the ground
00:03:09My heart is open
00:03:13I'm sorry I'm not saying anything.
00:03:16I just want to feel.
00:03:17Mm-hmm.
00:03:19Close my eyes and come out
00:03:21You've talked enough?
00:03:23Mm-hmm.
00:03:27I didn't dare to think
00:03:29or even believe
00:03:30I just knew that.
00:03:32Mm-hmm.
00:03:33I just knew.
00:03:34Mm, me too.
00:03:35Is that so?
00:03:36Mm-hmm.
00:03:43I'm gonna step back.
00:03:45I can't go forward.
00:03:46Why?
00:03:47I want to see you.
00:03:49Yeah?
00:03:50Don't check out my ass.
00:03:57Oh, shit.
00:04:17I mean, I'm so fucking in love with her.
00:04:20This is crazy.
00:04:21This is insane.
00:04:23Do I deserve to have love?
00:04:27Do I deserve this?
00:04:29Oh, she's beautiful.
00:04:32It kind of went from here to
00:04:35up to space or something.
00:04:37Like, way up.
00:04:38I was like, okay.
00:04:40I'm happy.
00:04:42I feel now that I want to be with him.
00:04:45I feel it.
00:04:53What the hell?
00:04:56Are we competing?
00:05:00This experiment is intense.
00:05:03You okay?
00:05:04Yeah, I don't know.
00:05:05It's crazy.
00:05:06I can't think straight.
00:05:07I can tell you.
00:05:09I'm dating Danette and Ronja.
00:05:11One is a Christian,
00:05:13and the other isn't.
00:05:14Ronja, who isn't a Christian,
00:05:16is a lot of fun,
00:05:17and that is really great.
00:05:19And Danette,
00:05:20considering the faith part of it,
00:05:23it'll be easier.
00:05:25That.
00:05:26Danette makes so much more sense.
00:05:28I mean,
00:05:29she feels like a real beauty.
00:05:31Danette.
00:05:32African beauty.
00:05:33Yeah?
00:05:34I like that a lot.
00:05:36I have never been in love,
00:05:43and I think that's because
00:05:45I have never found anybody
00:05:47that's awakened those feelings
00:05:48of love within me.
00:05:50But there's a strong pull
00:05:51to Lars, Eric.
00:05:52I feel there's something there.
00:05:54I know there's something there.
00:05:56And the two of us
00:05:58also share a beautiful faith.
00:06:00God is always right here.
00:06:01I want to teach my children
00:06:03that sense of warmth and love.
00:06:06For me,
00:06:07it's important that my kids
00:06:08become good people.
00:06:10Like,
00:06:10stand up on the bus
00:06:11for old ladies.
00:06:12I mean,
00:06:13I think that stuff is important.
00:06:15Those old ways
00:06:16have kind of faded away
00:06:17in today's world.
00:06:18Yeah, but that's...
00:06:19When you look at some
00:06:19of these kids today,
00:06:20they have no manners.
00:06:22I'm really getting a sense...
00:06:24I mean,
00:06:25I feel that we have
00:06:25a lot of similar values.
00:06:28Yeah.
00:06:29What would you need
00:06:30to feel comfortable
00:06:31with me?
00:06:33Well,
00:06:34I already feel that.
00:06:36I'm comfortable with you.
00:06:38Hmm.
00:06:39Good.
00:06:40That's what's scary.
00:06:41I haven't felt relaxed
00:06:42around a woman
00:06:44for...
00:06:46a bit now.
00:06:48You've got me feeling
00:06:49something I haven't felt
00:06:51for...
00:06:52many years.
00:06:53Hmm.
00:06:55You're giving me
00:06:56a feeling I've never felt.
00:06:58That you've never felt?
00:06:59I don't know.
00:07:00I'm made of pain
00:07:02and storm clouds.
00:07:04You are the blue sky.
00:07:08I was planning
00:07:09not to tell you,
00:07:10but you're it.
00:07:12I only have you now.
00:07:15Hmm.
00:07:15I'm glad that it brings
00:07:18my feet up
00:07:18The thing is,
00:07:20I want to do the same thing
00:07:22and only date one person.
00:07:25You'll have to follow your gut.
00:07:26I feel very comfortable
00:07:28with what we've shared.
00:07:30And...
00:07:30I've got to say that you are
00:07:31very, very much
00:07:33what I want.
00:07:34And so,
00:07:35I know I haven't said anything
00:07:37about what I look like.
00:07:38No?
00:07:38Yeah, well,
00:07:39you won't be disappointed.
00:07:42Ah,
00:07:44a bit of confidence.
00:07:45Well, yeah.
00:07:46There you go.
00:07:48And now I'm so alive
00:07:50I can barely imagine
00:07:53what it was like
00:07:55I'm new
00:07:56I'm confident
00:07:58So sure
00:07:59that I'm much better
00:08:01than the...
00:08:02Hello, girl.
00:08:03Hello.
00:08:04Do you want to talk now?
00:08:06About my date?
00:08:07Yeah.
00:08:08Tell us.
00:08:10Yeah, well,
00:08:11it was nice.
00:08:11Yeah?
00:08:12We talked about the bond we have
00:08:13and I also told him
00:08:15I told Lassaric.
00:08:17Hmm?
00:08:19Oops.
00:08:20I said Lassaric.
00:08:21You did.
00:08:22Yeah.
00:08:23I didn't even notice.
00:08:24No.
00:08:24I'm not dating him.
00:08:25Oh, good.
00:08:26But you are?
00:08:27Yes.
00:08:28Ah.
00:08:29Ah, damn.
00:08:29Oh, damn.
00:08:32Why did you say his name?
00:08:33It just came out.
00:08:34It was so quick.
00:08:35Ah.
00:08:37It was you.
00:08:40The one thing I didn't want to know.
00:08:42I didn't want to know either.
00:08:50Should we go sit in the kitchen?
00:08:52Yeah.
00:08:53What the hell do you do?
00:08:55I mean, when she said his name,
00:08:58my whole world stopped.
00:09:00It just stopped.
00:09:05You never want to hear that a person you're starting to like
00:09:10likes somebody else, too,
00:09:12because that hurts and makes you sad.
00:09:15But at the same time,
00:09:18we have chemistry.
00:09:19That's why I feel like I need to know.
00:09:22What is this?
00:09:23Is it nothing or something?
00:09:26How are you feeling?
00:09:27What is it you think we've got here?
00:09:30What do you feel when we meet?
00:09:31It is something that I can't quite put my finger on.
00:09:36But we have a lot in common.
00:09:38We approach our lives with a positive spin.
00:09:43Yeah.
00:09:44We always try to be optimistic no matter what happens.
00:09:49We smile, we laugh, we can wind down like we are now.
00:09:56We try to be serious.
00:09:57Everything about it makes me feel comfortable,
00:10:00no matter how I'm feeling about things.
00:10:03Well, I want to thank you for sharing that.
00:10:08We both come from a similar background
00:10:10where we lost our mothers,
00:10:12and that it's been hard, and it is still hard,
00:10:15and we haven't even had to talk about
00:10:18what's work in five years,
00:10:20or how many kids do you want.
00:10:22This thing that we have has just felt very natural
00:10:25and straightforward to me.
00:10:27Whatever happens in between,
00:10:29it'll just work itself out.
00:10:32And that's a great feeling,
00:10:33and that's because you're a nice person, too.
00:10:36You're an amazing person.
00:10:41And you should know,
00:10:42I've got a lot of feelings for you,
00:10:44and I can name them.
00:10:48I don't know what to say.
00:10:50It's just that I find myself...
00:10:53It's just been an extremely long time
00:10:55since I felt like this.
00:10:57And is there something I'm doing or saying
00:11:00that makes you feel unsure?
00:11:02No.
00:11:03I am just scared.
00:11:07I've never made the right decision.
00:11:08I've always been left behind.
00:11:12Every woman I've had in my life.
00:11:16I'm scared to love,
00:11:18because it's been a whole lot of years.
00:11:21Sometimes you just gotta make a big old bet
00:11:24on finding that happiness.
00:11:26Sometimes you just have to trust
00:11:29that everything happens for a reason,
00:11:31and you feel like you're starting to have feelings for me.
00:11:36I did that early on.
00:11:38But that's how I feel about you, too.
00:11:41I came into this with, like,
00:11:43a vision of what I was looking for.
00:11:48And then nine minutes of talking to you.
00:11:54I mean, cheese curls, Coca-Cola, and computer nerd.
00:11:58And still, you made it to my number one.
00:12:06How do you sweep her off her feet?
00:12:09Drink some Coke and eat some cheese curls.
00:12:20It feels like...
00:12:22It feels more natural with Ronja.
00:12:27Everything seems so clear
00:12:29when I'm in there with her.
00:12:31And I've promised to make a decision by tomorrow,
00:12:35but I'm not exactly sure yet.
00:12:40God has brought me here,
00:12:41and he is presenting me with two wonderful women
00:12:45so that I can make a decision myself.
00:12:48Or is he testing my faith?
00:12:51I get it.
00:12:53My heart and faith are telling me different things.
00:12:57That's hard, damn.
00:13:02How's it going for you?
00:13:03I mean, it's going good.
00:13:05Both of them are totally good.
00:13:08Yeah?
00:13:08So, they're like two really awesome girls.
00:13:10I don't see many problems at all, actually.
00:13:13Right on.
00:13:16Ludwig gave me a present.
00:13:17Yeah?
00:13:18Um, and he gave Hannah a game earlier that day.
00:13:21And then everything got weird.
00:13:24So, how are you feeling about all that?
00:13:27I mean, I feel really bad.
00:13:29I can imagine.
00:13:30Mentally.
00:13:30Yeah.
00:13:32Because he said nice things.
00:13:33And then he's like,
00:13:34I wouldn't have given you a present
00:13:36if I didn't think you were...
00:13:38Yeah.
00:13:38I don't know if he said I was special.
00:13:40But I left and was like,
00:13:42okay, I have to trust what he's saying.
00:13:44I'm his favorite.
00:13:45And boom.
00:13:46You're not.
00:13:48You're just one of them.
00:13:51I'm like, thanks.
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:54The situation's weird as hell.
00:13:56Four minutes.
00:13:58His feet to the fire.
00:14:03One to ten.
00:14:04Vibes?
00:14:05Uh, I mean...
00:14:08Nine, then?
00:14:09Nine.
00:14:10That's good.
00:14:11I feel great about Hannah.
00:14:14She's a sweet, wonderful girl.
00:14:17And she's great at saying how she feels about me
00:14:20and telling me I like you.
00:14:22That makes me feel comfortable.
00:14:25I mean, right now,
00:14:27she's a few feet ahead of Camilla.
00:14:30How are you?
00:14:31I'm feeling so-so.
00:14:33Feeling so-so?
00:14:34Yes.
00:14:35Because Camilla came back with a gift, too.
00:14:39Yeah?
00:14:40I think it's really odd
00:14:42to give two different girls a gift on the same day.
00:14:47Okay.
00:14:48Hmm.
00:14:50Uh...
00:14:50What's your reasoning?
00:14:52Hmm.
00:14:54I don't really think that
00:14:57it's such a terrible thing
00:15:00because...
00:15:01But, like...
00:15:01I am dating both of you.
00:15:03I mean...
00:15:03Yes, but my perception was that
00:15:05that you really like me
00:15:07and that what we have
00:15:09has turned into something special.
00:15:12I've started to have feelings for you for real.
00:15:16And I would have really appreciated it
00:15:19if you'd been honest about...
00:15:21But honest about what?
00:15:23With...
00:15:23What haven't I been honest about?
00:15:25That you have an equally strong connection.
00:15:28I thought ours was special.
00:15:30But I haven't lied to you.
00:15:33No.
00:15:33I said...
00:15:34I told you exactly how I feel.
00:15:36I think it's so fucking great
00:15:38to get to talk to you
00:15:39and I really enjoy doing it.
00:15:41Hmm.
00:15:41But I thought that I was being clear
00:15:44like...
00:15:44Yes, I am dating another person, too.
00:15:48It's totally fine
00:15:49you're dating other people.
00:15:50That's not an issue.
00:15:51It was this specific gift thing
00:15:53that made it messy.
00:15:54Yeah, and I...
00:15:54Exactly.
00:15:55I get it.
00:15:56It wasn't the best idea, I guess.
00:16:00Would you apologize at all
00:16:02or do you feel you...
00:16:04Uh...
00:16:05Yeah, I can absolutely apologize
00:16:07for...
00:16:09the fact that you felt the way you did.
00:16:12Because that wasn't my intention.
00:16:15No.
00:16:16But I suppose I have to...
00:16:19think four or five times
00:16:21before next time.
00:16:23Yeah.
00:16:24I like giving things.
00:16:26That's part of who I am.
00:16:29But, yeah.
00:16:30It didn't go over well.
00:16:33Go over well.
00:16:37Um...
00:16:37I'm sorry that...
00:16:39that I made you feel bad
00:16:41about this now.
00:16:44Hmm.
00:16:45Hmm.
00:16:46Hmm.
00:16:46Hmm.
00:16:49Do you want to see me again?
00:16:51Yeah, I wouldn't mind.
00:16:52Okay, so you wouldn't mind.
00:16:54Yes.
00:16:55Or do you want to see
00:16:56if you get angry tonight?
00:16:58That depends on what...
00:16:59I will never give...
00:17:00I'll never give gifts again,
00:17:02I swear.
00:17:03As long as you give it to me,
00:17:04it's okay.
00:17:10Hana started to see my side more clearly
00:17:12as we kept talking about it.
00:17:15But it does kind of suck, though.
00:17:16I didn't give presents
00:17:18so we could have a big convo about it.
00:17:22We'll see.
00:17:23I might get ripped a new one
00:17:24by Camilla, too, so...
00:17:29Yo.
00:17:31Well, hello.
00:17:33Well, hello.
00:17:34What the...
00:17:35A little drinks night.
00:17:37Woo-hoo.
00:17:38Hey, now, are you kidding me?
00:17:40Nuh-uh.
00:17:40Okay, then.
00:17:41That's fucking sweet.
00:17:43Yeah.
00:17:44Didn't see that fucking coming.
00:17:46No?
00:17:46This?
00:17:47No.
00:17:48I just got into it.
00:17:49You know what?
00:17:49Let's go.
00:17:50You're always fun to hang with.
00:17:52Hmm.
00:17:53Hmm.
00:17:53You know the whole Hana situation?
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:57It got a little weird yesterday.
00:17:59Yeah.
00:17:59You didn't appreciate it, or it was...
00:18:02I don't think we need to make a big deal.
00:18:04It brought me joy,
00:18:05and we can leave it at that.
00:18:07I don't give a shit about the rest of it.
00:18:09Hmm.
00:18:10I'm gonna be honest and say
00:18:11it's scary that I've got feelings for you.
00:18:14But that's...
00:18:15That's me complimenting you,
00:18:17even though it might not sound like it.
00:18:19No.
00:18:19That was...
00:18:20No, I get it.
00:18:21And I'm happy to hear you say that.
00:18:25Oh, nice.
00:18:26And also, I just felt like
00:18:27we needed to have a fun night.
00:18:29Yeah.
00:18:30I mean, shit, this is like...
00:18:32I think I'm in the mood
00:18:33to make myself a gin sour, baby.
00:18:35Yeah?
00:18:36Well, I guess I'll just make
00:18:38a classic gin and tonic.
00:18:40Yeah, I thought that you might.
00:18:44Sorry, it's noisy.
00:18:52Oh, damn, that's good.
00:18:54I mean...
00:18:56Nice.
00:18:56There's time to get tipsy.
00:18:58Ha ha!
00:18:59Ha ha ha!
00:19:00You want it?
00:19:01You want it.
00:19:02Everything I got that know you want it.
00:19:04Do I have your attention?
00:19:06These are Australian wines.
00:19:09Four of my favorite wines.
00:19:11These are the ones that I drink the most.
00:19:14Give me wine, Joanna.
00:19:18This is a Pinot Noir.
00:19:19Yeah.
00:19:20You know your shit.
00:19:21Well, am I actually getting
00:19:22three out of three correct?
00:19:24Right?
00:19:25Yeah.
00:19:26I bet those caterpillars
00:19:27in your stomach
00:19:28are starting to, um...
00:19:29I mean, if you get the fourth one,
00:19:31then...
00:19:32It's settled then.
00:19:33Then...
00:19:33Then we can get this wall
00:19:34out of here.
00:19:36Yeah.
00:19:36Then we're done.
00:19:37No need to get your stuff
00:19:38from Sydney.
00:19:39The dog and the cat
00:19:41can just live off of rats
00:19:42and wild turkeys
00:19:43or whatever.
00:19:44Well, then...
00:19:45Hell yeah.
00:19:46Hell yeah.
00:19:47Mmm.
00:19:49Know what I did?
00:19:50Something you shouldn't.
00:19:52Drink number four.
00:19:53Yeah.
00:19:55That's what I thought.
00:19:56I drank number four.
00:19:57Okay, so tell me.
00:19:58Malbec.
00:19:59No, it's a Shiraz.
00:20:01Oh, that's good.
00:20:02Otherwise, I wouldn't have...
00:20:03The thing is,
00:20:04I'm a really good loser,
00:20:06but I'm a terrible,
00:20:07horrible winner.
00:20:09But hey,
00:20:10three out of four
00:20:10is pretty good.
00:20:12Now I took...
00:20:13I took another sip of...
00:20:15Hey, this was really nice.
00:20:17It was, wasn't it?
00:20:18This was exceptional.
00:20:20Yeah.
00:20:20And then a macadamia nut
00:20:22to finish it off.
00:20:23Yeah.
00:20:24So we're at the point
00:20:25where we choose
00:20:26who to move on with.
00:20:28Mm-hmm.
00:20:28And maybe making decisions
00:20:30that aren't fun
00:20:31and that might be
00:20:32really hard, you know?
00:20:34I've been thinking about
00:20:36you a lot
00:20:37and about what a life
00:20:38with you would look like.
00:20:40I'm imagining
00:20:40three months a year
00:20:42in Australia
00:20:42and trying to
00:20:44work that part
00:20:45of the jigsaw puzzle in.
00:20:46That would be ideal.
00:20:48I mean,
00:20:49I'm getting really
00:20:50fucking hot here.
00:20:51I'm just...
00:20:52Menopause has somehow
00:20:53found me.
00:20:55You've gotten to me.
00:20:56That's what I'm so impressed
00:20:58with.
00:20:59You're amazing.
00:21:01Wow.
00:21:02Best date I've had yet.
00:21:04That's so sweet.
00:21:05I could sit here
00:21:06with you for another
00:21:06two hours.
00:21:08That's something
00:21:09I have always felt, too.
00:21:11I've had such a nice
00:21:13time on dates with you
00:21:15because I think
00:21:16I can relax
00:21:16and be myself with you.
00:21:18Amazing.
00:21:19Bring me coffee
00:21:19and bed
00:21:20and then we're talking.
00:21:22Coffee and bed
00:21:23seals the deal?
00:21:24Then I don't know
00:21:24if I can take this
00:21:25anymore.
00:21:26No?
00:21:27Huh.
00:21:31We're gonna give it
00:21:32all right now.
00:21:34We're gonna take it
00:21:35up to the sky.
00:21:38I mean,
00:21:38it's great.
00:21:39I haven't had feelings
00:21:41for anybody
00:21:41in a long time.
00:21:43And Daniel has
00:21:45always seemed
00:21:46very stable.
00:21:47I'm not used to that.
00:21:48I'm used to,
00:21:49well,
00:21:50toxic relationships.
00:21:52And I imagine
00:21:53that this is healthy.
00:21:55It's supposed
00:21:56to be like this.
00:22:01Joanna's got a lot
00:22:02of points right now.
00:22:04We could entertain
00:22:05each other
00:22:05for days on end.
00:22:08But just because
00:22:09I've had a fantastic
00:22:11day doesn't necessarily
00:22:13mean that Ellen
00:22:14will get swept away
00:22:15by the tide.
00:22:16She's still at the top.
00:22:19But I want to try
00:22:20to figure out
00:22:21where we stand.
00:22:22Am I in her future
00:22:24at all?
00:22:24Or is she comparing
00:22:26me to Fabian?
00:22:27I'm not gonna compete.
00:22:32I'm gonna rest my voice
00:22:34and then I want
00:22:35to hear more.
00:22:36What are you thinking?
00:22:39You're gonna be
00:22:39making a choice?
00:22:40Yeah.
00:22:41What's most important?
00:22:42I don't mind you
00:22:43telling me.
00:22:45What will you base it on?
00:22:46When we make
00:22:47our decisions?
00:22:47When you make
00:22:48your decision.
00:22:49I mean,
00:22:50so far I've just
00:22:51relied on my feelings,
00:22:52how it feels.
00:22:55And I think
00:22:56our dates have
00:22:56also become,
00:22:58they've progressed
00:22:59in a way.
00:23:00That's good to hear
00:23:01because I feel the same.
00:23:03I don't know.
00:23:04I think I've learned
00:23:04a lot since we met.
00:23:06You've always been
00:23:07very good at sharing
00:23:08perspective.
00:23:09You don't take life
00:23:10too seriously.
00:23:11And sometimes
00:23:14it's funny with us,
00:23:16actually.
00:23:17Sometimes there's
00:23:18not a lot of depth
00:23:19and sometimes there is.
00:23:21And that's exactly
00:23:22what's so nice.
00:23:24Hmm.
00:23:24And I,
00:23:25I mean,
00:23:26I just want to sit
00:23:27and listen to you.
00:23:28When you talk,
00:23:29it's like a songbird.
00:23:31No.
00:23:32Like a bird singing.
00:23:33I close my eyes,
00:23:34tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet,
00:23:36it's just nice.
00:23:38What I know is,
00:23:39this is from the heart,
00:23:41you've been my top,
00:23:42the very top.
00:23:43You've been number one
00:23:44from the start.
00:23:46Don't forget these words,
00:23:47Ellen.
00:23:48You're in first position.
00:23:50And first position
00:23:51is a very nice place
00:23:53to be in.
00:23:54Yeah.
00:23:55There it is.
00:23:56I want to be clear,
00:23:58you've always been
00:23:58at the top.
00:23:59Well, yeah,
00:24:00you really have.
00:24:01I'm not going to make
00:24:01it easy for you.
00:24:03It'd make me sad
00:24:04if you didn't want
00:24:05to continue seeing me.
00:24:06Hmm.
00:24:07I want to be a part
00:24:08of your life.
00:24:09My God.
00:24:10That's how I feel.
00:24:12That's it.
00:24:12Yeah.
00:24:13I mean,
00:24:15I might not have
00:24:16known it before,
00:24:17but I can see now
00:24:18that we've moved
00:24:19into a whole new place
00:24:21with bigger feelings.
00:24:22Hmm.
00:24:23I can feel it
00:24:23in my stomach.
00:24:24Yeah.
00:24:25Caterpillars
00:24:26have become butterflies.
00:24:28Hmm.
00:24:29There it is.
00:24:31You're the best.
00:24:33Yeah, you too.
00:24:34Oh.
00:24:36Oh.
00:24:38Oh.
00:24:41I feel the same
00:24:42as I always have
00:24:43with Daniel.
00:24:44There's something there,
00:24:46some kind of chemistry.
00:24:48And so I'm on this
00:24:49journey here with Daniel,
00:24:51and I'm very grateful
00:24:52for it,
00:24:53and a different one
00:24:54with Fabian.
00:24:55And in between,
00:24:56I'm on another journey
00:24:57with myself.
00:24:59And it's hard
00:25:00to know exactly
00:25:02where you stand
00:25:02at any given moment.
00:25:04But I really hope
00:25:06I can get a better idea
00:25:07during my date
00:25:08with Fabian.
00:25:10What?
00:25:11Yeah.
00:25:12Oh, look.
00:25:14What do we have here?
00:25:17I do have a talent.
00:25:19Okay.
00:25:20So I've made,
00:25:22so I've made
00:25:23a portrait of you.
00:25:24Okay.
00:25:24What I imagine
00:25:25you look like.
00:25:26Okay.
00:25:27Oh, yeah.
00:25:28It's the wall.
00:25:29Oh, thank you.
00:25:32That's so sweet.
00:25:34Oh.
00:25:35Yeah.
00:25:38There's actually
00:25:39another interesting thing
00:25:41that I'm kind of
00:25:42curious about.
00:25:43The guys have been
00:25:44looking at my tattoo,
00:25:46and they said,
00:25:48ah, have you told her
00:25:49that you have that tattoo?
00:25:51And I said,
00:25:52no, why would I?
00:25:53Ah, you've got to tell her.
00:25:55You've got to tell her.
00:25:56What kind of tattoo
00:25:57is it, then?
00:25:58I'm not going to say.
00:25:59No?
00:26:00Okay, I'll tell you
00:26:01about mine.
00:26:02Yeah, tell me.
00:26:03I mean, I have.
00:26:04Tell me about your tattoo.
00:26:05I got a tattoo
00:26:06when I was 18.
00:26:07Yeah, okay.
00:26:09With reggae lyrics,
00:26:10because I was
00:26:10in a reggae phase.
00:26:11Okay.
00:26:12So did I.
00:26:14Reggae?
00:26:14Yeah, I even had locks.
00:26:16What?
00:26:17Let's not talk about that.
00:26:18Yeah, no.
00:26:22It's good you've got a tattoo.
00:26:23Yeah, one.
00:26:24Okay.
00:26:25I have a heart,
00:26:28an anatomical heart.
00:26:30It's in color,
00:26:31and you can see
00:26:32the whole entire heart,
00:26:34like what it looks like
00:26:35on the inside.
00:26:36That sounds nice.
00:26:37So, yeah, I like it.
00:26:40I think that feels very you.
00:26:42I have quite a few tattoos,
00:26:44but you'll see them
00:26:46when we meet.
00:26:51I'm getting curious
00:26:52to see what that would be like.
00:26:54Hmm.
00:26:54Yeah.
00:26:55Me too.
00:26:57Maybe you'll want to
00:26:58hug me all the time.
00:26:59Who knows?
00:27:00Yeah, you never know.
00:27:04Right?
00:27:05Hmm.
00:27:07Before, it felt distant,
00:27:09but as we go,
00:27:10it feels more of a possibility.
00:27:12Hmm.
00:27:13I only have two.
00:27:14Okay.
00:27:15You're one of them.
00:27:15Hmm.
00:27:16Yeah.
00:27:17I know that,
00:27:17but take the time you need.
00:27:19Yeah.
00:27:19There's no problem.
00:27:20No.
00:27:21It's important you make
00:27:22the right choice for you.
00:27:24All I have to go on
00:27:25is how I feel during the dates.
00:27:27Hmm.
00:27:28And with you,
00:27:30the last few days,
00:27:31I've been feeling really good
00:27:32during each of our dates.
00:27:35Wow.
00:27:36Okay.
00:27:37I'm trying not to...
00:27:41What did you do?
00:27:42No.
00:27:42I'm sitting here
00:27:43with my poker face
00:27:44listening to you.
00:27:45Yeah, that's great.
00:27:46Cool.
00:27:46Cool.
00:27:47Cool.
00:27:59I've got such a good feeling
00:28:00about this,
00:28:02and I just want to enjoy
00:28:04this moment
00:28:04and the feelings I have for her.
00:28:07Right now,
00:28:08I just want to sit down
00:28:09and fantasize
00:28:11and dream a little bit
00:28:12about the fact
00:28:13that there's a possibility
00:28:14that she chooses me.
00:28:17How are you?
00:28:19Nervous.
00:28:19Are you?
00:28:20Nervous, yeah.
00:28:21About what?
00:28:23Having to say how I feel.
00:28:27At least I've made my decision.
00:28:29Yeah?
00:28:30And that's between the two?
00:28:33Yeah.
00:28:35I just hope that my gut feeling...
00:28:38Steers you right.
00:28:39Hmm.
00:28:45I've been going back and forth
00:28:46between Rania and Danette.
00:28:50Should I choose based on faith
00:28:52or follow my heart?
00:28:55You need anything?
00:28:56No.
00:28:57I'm good.
00:28:58Hmm.
00:28:59Yeah.
00:28:59No.
00:29:00Are you okay?
00:29:01Well, I'm...
00:29:02Yeah.
00:29:03Yeah.
00:29:04Is what it is.
00:29:05Exactly.
00:29:07Hug?
00:29:09No.
00:29:09I'm good.
00:29:15I'm crazy nervous.
00:29:19It's the most important decision of my life.
00:29:23We all...
00:29:23Hope it's the right one.
00:29:28It's all my heart,
00:29:29but I hope it's right.
00:29:36This is the first time
00:29:37I've felt like this with anybody
00:29:39that I've even considered
00:29:40starting a life with.
00:29:42And I think Lost Eric
00:29:44has feelings for me.
00:29:45Well, I know he does.
00:29:47He told me.
00:29:48Not gonna lie.
00:29:49It feels good.
00:29:54Hi.
00:29:55Hi.
00:29:56Hi.
00:29:56How are you?
00:29:57Good, thanks.
00:29:58And you?
00:30:01Things are...
00:30:02tough.
00:30:04Hmm.
00:30:10I've been thinking a lot.
00:30:11Hmm.
00:30:14Um...
00:30:16I've been praying for a sign
00:30:18to give me clarity
00:30:19about what I should do.
00:30:21But I felt like I didn't get one.
00:30:24And...
00:30:24I don't know if this is God
00:30:26testing me.
00:30:29But...
00:30:32This is...
00:30:34very hard to say.
00:30:37I've decided not to keep going with you.
00:30:42Something about the other person
00:30:44connects us a little more.
00:30:48I really appreciate
00:30:50how open you were with me.
00:30:56I've never imagined a life
00:30:57with a man.
00:30:58I haven't wanted that either.
00:31:01But I did with you.
00:31:03I did.
00:31:05But this is according to God's plan.
00:31:09Thanks for everything.
00:31:11I liked getting to know you.
00:31:13It's something about you.
00:31:19Something about the way
00:31:22you make
00:31:23my whole heart sing.
00:31:29Hey.
00:31:30Hi.
00:31:31How are you feeling?
00:31:32Doesn't seem like it was all that great.
00:31:34No.
00:31:35No.
00:31:35We...
00:31:35We chose to end it.
00:31:38Yeah.
00:31:39It's okay.
00:31:40It's okay.
00:31:41Yeah.
00:31:42It's going to be okay.
00:31:43I just feel sad for you.
00:31:44So strong.
00:31:47From day one,
00:31:48you've been awesome.
00:31:49I'm so happy.
00:31:51And I want to just scream,
00:31:53but I can't.
00:31:54I'm happy.
00:31:56But respectful.
00:31:57Bye.
00:31:58Get it, girls.
00:31:59You're awesome.
00:32:00Bye.
00:32:01Damn.
00:32:02That's so hard.
00:32:03Damn.
00:32:04Okay.
00:32:05Okay.
00:32:13I promise myself
00:32:14I wouldn't say
00:32:15I'm in love
00:32:16because I haven't even
00:32:17seen the guy.
00:32:18But yes,
00:32:19he gives me butterflies.
00:32:20He does.
00:32:21So now I'm just thinking like
00:32:24get down on one knee
00:32:25right now.
00:32:26Give me the ring.
00:32:28Let's do this.
00:32:31Hello, hello.
00:32:33Hello, hello.
00:32:34How are you?
00:32:36I'm good.
00:32:37How are you feeling?
00:32:42Our last conversation
00:32:43was helpful.
00:32:45It cleared up
00:32:45a lot for me.
00:32:48So I actually
00:32:49am feeling like
00:32:51I want to
00:32:53I want to move forward
00:32:55with you.
00:32:59Okay.
00:33:09Ronja Eriksson.
00:33:11God, this is crazy.
00:33:12Our first date
00:33:13was only the beginning
00:33:15of something
00:33:15truly magical.
00:33:17From the first moment
00:33:19you made me laugh
00:33:20in a way
00:33:21I didn't think possible.
00:33:23You've given me
00:33:24butterflies
00:33:24that fill my stomach
00:33:26like a teenage girl.
00:33:29You're a humble
00:33:30loving
00:33:31and intelligent woman.
00:33:33A woman
00:33:34who's managed
00:33:35to tear down
00:33:35walls I've built
00:33:36around my heart.
00:33:41So now
00:33:42I have to ask you
00:33:43something.
00:33:48Will you marry me?
00:33:52You're so sweet.
00:33:54Of course I will.
00:33:56I don't want
00:33:58anything else.
00:34:00Let's go!
00:34:03I mean
00:34:04this is the most
00:34:05obvious yes
00:34:06in my whole life
00:34:09and
00:34:10I'm
00:34:11aching
00:34:12with longing.
00:34:18It feels so right
00:34:19in such a crazy way
00:34:20to really feel
00:34:23that
00:34:24there's somebody
00:34:25who will be able
00:34:26to
00:34:27one day
00:34:28love me
00:34:29for who I am
00:34:30with all the different
00:34:31shades of me
00:34:33that there are.
00:34:34Yeah.
00:34:35That is something
00:34:36I didn't think
00:34:36I would
00:34:37find here.
00:34:39You and me
00:34:40forever.
00:34:49I know
00:34:50our future
00:34:50will be full
00:34:51of love
00:34:52and it will be
00:34:53fun
00:34:53it'll be full
00:34:55of passion
00:34:56all these
00:34:57aspects I've been
00:34:58thinking about
00:34:59and that I feel
00:34:59are important
00:35:00in marriage
00:35:01he has
00:35:02I feel like
00:35:04my life
00:35:04is starting
00:35:05now.
00:35:06Cheers!
00:35:07Congratulations!
00:35:11Thank you Heavenly Father
00:35:13for all
00:35:14who've made
00:35:15this possible
00:35:16everyone here
00:35:17has a big heart
00:35:18let no one live
00:35:19as long as I have
00:35:20with a broken heart
00:35:22no one here
00:35:22deserves that
00:35:24and finally
00:35:25I wanted to thank you
00:35:26for this experience
00:35:27I have a new family
00:35:33thank you for
00:35:34my future
00:35:34with my wife
00:35:35and all that
00:35:35you've done for me
00:35:36in Jesus name
00:35:37Amen
00:35:38Amen
00:35:40That was beautiful
00:35:41that was really nice
00:35:43that was beautiful
00:35:45I love you kid
00:35:46I love you too
00:35:51I've never felt
00:35:52at home
00:35:52anywhere
00:35:56but now
00:35:57I finally do
00:36:00the longing
00:36:01is overwhelming
00:36:06because she'll
00:36:07be my home
00:36:18you ready?
00:36:20Yeah I am
00:36:20let's go
00:36:22which color
00:36:23did you choose?
00:36:24today I feel like
00:36:26there's focus
00:36:26on something
00:36:27love
00:36:28for me
00:36:28love is red
00:36:29I mean
00:36:30what the hell
00:36:31is going on?
00:36:32how can he get it
00:36:33right every time?
00:36:35how?
00:36:36witchcraft
00:36:37magic
00:36:40I'm meeting
00:36:41Hana
00:36:42and Camilla
00:36:43you can't
00:36:44play with them
00:36:45both
00:36:45exactly
00:36:45what do you mean?
00:36:47I haven't
00:36:48I've made a decision
00:36:49you told her?
00:36:50no
00:36:50no
00:36:52no
00:36:53no but I can't
00:36:54because I have to go
00:36:55and see her first
00:36:56I see I see I see
00:36:58I'm really not
00:36:59this is hard as shit
00:37:02yeah
00:37:03it feels like you should
00:37:04find out today
00:37:05or
00:37:05get some clarity on
00:37:07yes well I think so
00:37:09see you later
00:37:09go for it
00:37:10bye
00:37:10good luck honey
00:37:15you want a hug
00:37:16or you want to wait
00:37:46okay
00:37:47I would have a great
00:37:49life with either one
00:37:51but at this point
00:37:52I feel like Camilla
00:37:54is more of an
00:37:55easygoing person
00:37:56and Hana
00:37:57has more
00:37:58she wears her
00:37:59feelings on her
00:38:00sleeve
00:38:01and that probably
00:38:02affects the way
00:38:03I think
00:38:03about who's
00:38:04right for me
00:38:08hello
00:38:09hi
00:38:10yeah hi
00:38:11how are you
00:38:13uh
00:38:13yeah
00:38:14mixed feelings
00:38:15over here
00:38:16yeah
00:38:17uh
00:38:17and you
00:38:18I'm good
00:38:19I was excited
00:38:20to talk to you
00:38:21yeah
00:38:23but now I'm
00:38:24getting nervous
00:38:24uh
00:38:31it's okay
00:38:31you can just say it
00:38:32I know
00:38:33but it's still hard
00:38:34yeah
00:38:37what is it
00:38:38you're thinking
00:38:40I mean
00:38:41I really think
00:38:42that you're a great
00:38:43girl
00:38:46and I really do
00:38:48appreciate all the
00:38:49dates we have had
00:38:50I'm grateful
00:38:52and
00:38:54you really deserve
00:38:56the best
00:38:57I have
00:39:00I have grown just a
00:39:02little closer to the
00:39:03other person
00:39:05do you mean
00:39:06a little closer
00:39:08emotionally
00:39:08then
00:39:10yeah
00:39:13then that's it
00:39:16you can't do
00:39:17anything else
00:39:18other than
00:39:18follow your feelings
00:39:19that's how it is
00:39:21no
00:39:23and I
00:39:23I do really
00:39:26have like
00:39:28have a lot of
00:39:29feelings for you
00:39:30too
00:39:31and
00:39:33yeah I do too
00:39:36it's been that way
00:39:37all along
00:39:39I won't forget you
00:39:41you know
00:39:51I mean it feels
00:39:53it's just kind of
00:39:54empty
00:39:54I have these
00:39:56feelings for him
00:39:57and I would love
00:39:58to meet him
00:40:00and so
00:40:01whatever happens
00:40:02with the two of them
00:40:03I feel like
00:40:05this is unfinished
00:40:11no
00:40:11come here
00:40:12come buddy
00:40:13you okay
00:40:19it was extremely
00:40:20hard for me
00:40:21to break things
00:40:22off with Hana
00:40:25saying no
00:40:26in turn
00:40:27means saying yes
00:40:28yeah
00:40:29right
00:40:31yeah
00:40:35but like
00:40:36I've also found
00:40:37a fantastic girl
00:40:39that will
00:40:39yeah
00:40:40something good
00:40:41will come out of this
00:40:43so
00:40:44these are also
00:40:45tears of joy
00:40:48I was so
00:40:49celebrated
00:40:50and seen
00:40:51by Ludwig
00:40:51so my hopes
00:40:52are high
00:40:53but one of
00:40:55my biggest fears
00:40:56and what makes me
00:40:57feel the most
00:40:58insecure
00:40:59is that I never
00:41:00feel like I ever
00:41:01get chosen
00:41:02so why in the world
00:41:03did I even
00:41:04put myself
00:41:05in this situation
00:41:15hello
00:41:17hi
00:41:17hi
00:41:18you were late
00:41:20coming in
00:41:20oh yeah
00:41:22I stopped to take
00:41:22a breath
00:41:23I see
00:41:24to breathe
00:41:25for a sec
00:41:26are you stressed
00:41:27yeah
00:41:28are you kidding
00:41:29yeah
00:41:29you really sound
00:41:30I mean
00:41:31I can hardly breathe
00:41:32no
00:41:32for real
00:41:33yes
00:41:34it's tough
00:41:35for you
00:41:35yeah
00:41:35of course
00:41:37tough
00:41:38because you
00:41:39don't know
00:41:39how I feel
00:41:42but
00:41:49then maybe
00:41:51I should tell you
00:41:52something real soon
00:41:54please do
00:41:57my feelings are
00:41:58for you
00:42:00what
00:42:03for real
00:42:04yeah
00:42:06that's great
00:42:07I'm very happy
00:42:09before I came here
00:42:11I never thought
00:42:11in a million years
00:42:13that it would turn
00:42:14out this well
00:42:16there's something
00:42:16unique about you
00:42:18something you do
00:42:20and I found myself
00:42:22having very very
00:42:23very strong feelings
00:42:24for you
00:42:26this feels
00:42:26really
00:42:27natural
00:42:31so that's
00:42:32why I'm wondering
00:42:36Camilla
00:42:36Plan
00:42:39do you want
00:42:40to get engaged
00:42:40to me
00:42:42yes I do
00:42:44I really am
00:42:45down on one knee
00:42:46no
00:42:47even though
00:42:48you can't see
00:42:48that's so sweet
00:42:53oh my god
00:42:56you did say yes
00:42:58right
00:42:58I did say yes
00:42:59somewhere in there
00:43:01I did
00:43:03oh
00:43:04oh
00:43:06I'm so shaky
00:43:12sorry but are we
00:43:14engaged now
00:43:16can you believe
00:43:17that girl
00:43:17that's been
00:43:18single
00:43:18her whole
00:43:19life
00:43:21has a
00:43:22fiancé
00:43:23I got her
00:43:25you got her
00:43:28oh
00:43:28it's crazy
00:43:29I just want
00:43:31to hug you
00:43:31there are other
00:43:33things I want
00:43:33even more
00:43:34but I shouldn't
00:43:35bring them up
00:43:37what do you mean
00:43:38tell me what
00:43:39I'm thinking
00:43:40the same thing
00:43:41you are
00:43:41then I can
00:43:43read your mind
00:43:43you don't have
00:43:44to say anything
00:43:45then and neither
00:43:46do I
00:43:47oh my god
00:43:48you make me
00:43:50this is crazy
00:43:51right
00:43:53yeah
00:43:58this is why
00:43:59we came here
00:44:00to find somebody
00:44:01oh
00:44:02shit
00:44:03it feels so
00:44:05right
00:44:05so good
00:44:06that I just
00:44:06went down
00:44:07on one knee
00:44:07for the girl
00:44:08I want to
00:44:09share my life
00:44:10with
00:44:11my god
00:44:12what a great
00:44:13feeling
00:44:19I can't believe
00:44:20he actually
00:44:21chose
00:44:21me
00:44:23and I like
00:44:24him so much
00:44:42I'm hoping
00:44:43that when I see
00:44:44Lars Eric
00:44:45that we'll have
00:44:47the same chemistry
00:44:48as we did
00:44:49in the pods
00:44:51that it feels
00:44:52natural
00:44:53and it does
00:44:54feel like it
00:44:55will be
00:44:55I don't really
00:44:57see how it would
00:44:58get awkward
00:44:58or weird
00:44:59I just think
00:45:00it's going to
00:45:01feel like home
00:45:05I don't know
00:45:05I don't know why
00:45:06I'm so calm
00:45:07but it's nice
00:45:08to be happy
00:45:08since I've been
00:45:09sad so much
00:45:10during this experiment
00:45:12and I woke up
00:45:13and thought
00:45:14what should I do
00:45:15how should I do it
00:45:17how can I
00:45:17satisfy her
00:45:18in this moment
00:45:19where we see
00:45:20each other
00:45:21for the first time
00:45:23this is what I
00:45:24thought
00:45:25here we have
00:45:26a box
00:45:28in the box
00:45:30we have
00:45:33a note
00:45:36I hope she'll
00:45:37appreciate the words
00:45:37written on it
00:45:40it'll be very
00:45:41beautiful
00:45:42if everything
00:45:43goes to plan
00:45:45but you never
00:45:46know
00:45:50damn
00:45:50this is tense
00:46:15oh my god
00:46:18oh my god
00:46:20you're so
00:46:20beautiful
00:46:25okay
00:46:25wow
00:46:26before you get a kiss
00:46:28I have a few
00:46:29things to say
00:46:32I haven't kissed
00:46:33a woman in a long
00:46:34time
00:46:35many years
00:46:37but you will be
00:46:38the last woman
00:46:39I kiss
00:46:40in my life
00:46:41and so now
00:46:42all you need to do
00:46:44is read this note
00:46:46read it now
00:46:47yes please
00:46:53you are amazing
00:46:55I love you
00:46:58Ronja Eriksson
00:47:00would you make me
00:47:02the happiest man
00:47:03in the world
00:47:04and marry me
00:47:08I mean
00:47:08this is amazing
00:47:11yes
00:47:12give me the ring
00:47:16god
00:47:17I'm so damn
00:47:18shaky
00:47:26this is so crazy
00:47:30there's the laugh
00:47:31that I love so much
00:47:33it's so weird
00:47:34because I've never
00:47:35even imagined
00:47:36what you'd look like
00:47:37no
00:47:37but not in my
00:47:39wildest dreams
00:47:40I don't even
00:47:41here I am
00:47:44do you want to
00:47:45sit down
00:47:45yeah
00:47:46let's sit
00:47:46I was so
00:47:48incredibly
00:47:49nervous
00:47:50it just feels
00:47:51so good now
00:47:52yeah
00:47:53we're finally here
00:47:55I can't wait
00:47:56I can't wait to spend
00:47:57more time with you
00:48:01you're so sweet
00:48:02a real life
00:48:03computer geek
00:48:05I didn't give you
00:48:06a lot
00:48:08I wanted a woman
00:48:09to choose me
00:48:10for my personality
00:48:11yeah
00:48:13and now
00:48:14you will
00:48:14be first
00:48:16in my heart
00:48:16for the rest
00:48:17of my life
00:48:23meeting so soon
00:48:27we have to go
00:48:28back now
00:48:29yeah
00:48:29yeah
00:48:30okay
00:48:30see you soon
00:48:35very soon
00:48:36yeah
00:48:36we will
00:48:36we will
00:48:37bye for now
00:48:55what I tell you
00:48:56God is good
00:49:00I love her
00:49:02she's so
00:49:03incredible
00:49:05and
00:49:08it's gonna be great
00:49:09to spend my life
00:49:09with her
00:49:11I might
00:49:13be a little
00:49:14clingy
00:49:23it's
00:49:24definitely love
00:49:25I don't even
00:49:26doubt it
00:49:27for
00:49:27one second
00:49:28um
00:49:30but
00:49:32I just think
00:49:33that I
00:49:35need to settle
00:49:36into my
00:49:37emotions
00:49:47there's gonna be
00:49:48a tough
00:49:48conversation
00:49:49today
00:49:50I have met
00:49:51two fantastic
00:49:52guys
00:49:53Daniel
00:49:54and
00:49:55Fabian
00:49:56but we
00:49:57are now
00:49:58in the
00:49:58decision-making
00:49:59phase
00:50:01I know
00:50:02I'm here
00:50:02for myself
00:50:03and need
00:50:03to do
00:50:04what's best
00:50:04for me
00:50:05but
00:50:06of course
00:50:08it's still
00:50:08really hard
00:50:14hello
00:50:19hello
00:50:22hello
00:50:22hi Daniel
00:50:24hey I'm sorry
00:50:26I'm a little late
00:50:27yeah
00:50:27okay
00:50:28so how are you
00:50:29well it's
00:50:30up and down
00:50:31you know
00:50:31isn't it
00:50:32yes it is
00:50:33yeah
00:50:35but you know
00:50:37I went home
00:50:38and I really gave
00:50:40this a lot of
00:50:40thought
00:50:41yeah
00:50:42um
00:50:44I think
00:50:45I think
00:50:45it might be
00:50:48this is just
00:50:50I mean
00:50:51I am
00:50:52so so glad
00:50:53I got to know
00:50:54you
00:50:56um
00:50:57but I still
00:50:58think that
00:50:59it might be
00:51:00best for me
00:51:01at least
00:51:01to end this
00:51:03I suppose
00:51:04somehow
00:51:06um
00:51:08am I clear
00:51:09or am I not
00:51:10so much
00:51:12you're clear
00:51:13okay
00:51:16I really hope
00:51:17everything goes
00:51:19well for you
00:51:19you know
00:51:20the thing is that
00:51:21you've really
00:51:22been my number
00:51:23one
00:51:23yeah
00:51:25and I've been
00:51:25vocal about that
00:51:26yes you have
00:51:27and uh
00:51:28and like
00:51:29then somebody
00:51:30came and
00:51:31overtook you
00:51:32on the inside
00:51:32lane
00:51:33so to speak
00:51:35okay
00:51:36and honestly
00:51:37if you had
00:51:37instead told me
00:51:38today
00:51:38I think we should
00:51:39continue this
00:51:40Daniel
00:51:41yeah
00:51:41I would have
00:51:42said no
00:51:43sorry
00:51:43but we don't
00:51:44need to keep
00:51:44seeing each other
00:51:45I think this
00:51:46was the right
00:51:46decision
00:51:48I actually knew
00:51:49this morning
00:51:50when I woke up
00:51:51but I was sure
00:51:52this is where
00:51:52I wanted this
00:51:53to go
00:51:55it's good to
00:51:56hear you feel
00:51:57that way
00:51:57yeah
00:52:06when I closed
00:52:07my eyes
00:52:07Joanna was
00:52:08all I thought
00:52:09about
00:52:10and for some
00:52:11reason
00:52:11not Ellen
00:52:12at all
00:52:13that made
00:52:13it easy
00:52:16yo
00:52:17yo
00:52:17hey
00:52:18how you doing
00:52:19it's good
00:52:20I mean
00:52:20it's
00:52:22you're finished
00:52:23we did it
00:52:23together
00:52:25how do I say
00:52:26you don't want
00:52:26to kill
00:52:27you want
00:52:28to be killed
00:52:29so I had a
00:52:30date with
00:52:30yeah
00:52:31you know
00:52:31Ellen
00:52:32she's amazing
00:52:33both of us
00:52:34have made
00:52:34decisions
00:52:35ah
00:52:36you both
00:52:36said no
00:52:37I'm sorry
00:52:37maybe you
00:52:38didn't know
00:52:38no no no
00:52:39we can talk
00:52:40when it's over
00:52:40I haven't talked
00:52:41to you about
00:52:41her just to be
00:52:42I mean
00:52:43I didn't make
00:52:44this decision
00:52:45just to be
00:52:45nice to you
00:52:46no
00:52:46I still have
00:52:47feelings for her
00:52:48but
00:52:50to be able
00:52:50to focus
00:52:51and more than
00:52:52anything
00:52:53give Ellen
00:52:54the chance
00:52:54to focus
00:52:56and if that
00:52:56means goodbye
00:52:57or if it's
00:52:58you
00:52:59I hope
00:52:59it's you
00:53:00I'm keeping
00:53:00my fingers
00:53:01crossed for you
00:53:02I really am
00:53:02I want you
00:53:04to know that
00:53:05I didn't want
00:53:06anybody to know
00:53:06that I was
00:53:07dating Ellen
00:53:09so it wouldn't
00:53:10affect this
00:53:12hmm
00:53:14there we are
00:53:21I've got a lot
00:53:22of feelings
00:53:24we're still
00:53:25in the middle
00:53:25of this process
00:53:26but if she's
00:53:28ready
00:53:29I'm ready
00:53:33hello
00:53:37hello
00:53:46hello
00:53:56I almost died
00:53:58what's happening
00:54:00I thought you
00:54:01were just
00:54:02ghosting me
00:54:03no
00:54:05no
00:54:06I'm here now
00:54:08oh god
00:54:09I'm so happy
00:54:10now
00:54:10yeah
00:54:10how are you
00:54:11doing
00:54:11I'm really good
00:54:12really really good
00:54:13how are you doing
00:54:16yeah
00:54:16I'm good
00:54:17I'm so grateful
00:54:19for this whole
00:54:20experiment
00:54:21because I've
00:54:22learned a lot
00:54:24and maybe
00:54:25your journey's
00:54:26gone quicker
00:54:26than mine
00:54:28but I feel
00:54:29I'm ready to
00:54:30take the next
00:54:30step with you
00:54:31and that feels
00:54:32really lovely
00:54:37okay
00:54:42thank you
00:54:43well you don't
00:54:44have to thank me
00:54:45thank you for sharing
00:54:46that
00:54:46I feel like
00:54:47you've been
00:54:48so incredibly
00:54:49you didn't want
00:54:51to pressure me
00:54:52but it's a pain
00:54:53in the ass
00:54:53not knowing
00:54:55uncertainty
00:54:56is the worst
00:54:57it makes you
00:54:58panic
00:54:58hmm
00:54:59hmm
00:55:07I have been
00:55:08waiting for a long
00:55:09time
00:55:10yeah
00:55:11so that I
00:55:14first of all
00:55:15you are a
00:55:16wonderful person
00:55:18and I want to
00:55:19give my
00:55:20whole heart
00:55:21to you
00:55:22and
00:55:27I'm kneeling
00:55:33and
00:55:36I want to ask
00:55:39will you marry me
00:55:42yes
00:55:43I mean
00:55:49how crazy
00:55:50is this
00:55:51you can exhale
00:55:53it's gonna be
00:55:54so nice to see
00:55:55you
00:55:55we're gonna
00:55:55meet
00:55:55how does that
00:55:56feel
00:55:57I might pass
00:55:58out here
00:55:59but
00:55:59no
00:56:06this is
00:56:07crazy
00:56:07listen
00:56:09I'm already
00:56:10I'm already
00:56:11in love
00:56:13I can't wait
00:56:15to meet you
00:56:15hmm
00:56:25congratulations
00:56:29damn
00:56:29that's great
00:56:30Fabian
00:56:31I hope it
00:56:31was nice
00:56:32congrats
00:56:34now
00:56:35I just
00:56:36feel a nice
00:56:36relaxed
00:56:37sense of
00:56:37calm
00:56:38it'll be so
00:56:39nice to
00:56:39meet
00:56:40it's really
00:56:41exciting
00:56:42yeah
00:56:43this is
00:56:43crazy
00:56:44big deal
00:56:44I think
00:56:45she might
00:56:46be the
00:56:46love of
00:56:46my life
00:56:48and my
00:56:48wife
00:56:50it's
00:56:50like a
00:56:51dream
00:57:10I mean
00:57:10I'm so
00:57:11excited
00:57:12I felt it
00:57:13especially
00:57:14during our
00:57:15last date
00:57:15that we
00:57:17really
00:57:17want to
00:57:18be
00:57:18together
00:57:19and to
00:57:20be
00:57:20physical
00:57:22I just
00:57:22want to
00:57:23touch her
00:57:23you know
00:57:24that's what
00:57:25we've been
00:57:25waiting for
00:57:29I mean
00:57:29I just
00:57:30can't
00:57:30wait
00:57:30to hug
00:57:31him
00:57:33it's
00:57:33so
00:57:33crazy
00:57:34I can't
00:57:35imagine
00:57:35it
00:57:37but
00:57:37it's
00:57:37happening
00:57:40god
00:57:41I can
00:57:41feel it
00:57:41all over
00:57:42and I'm
00:57:42really
00:57:43looking
00:57:43forward
00:57:43to it
00:57:44let's
00:57:44do it
00:57:45let's
00:57:45get it
00:57:46over
00:57:46with
00:57:58I don't
00:57:59feel
00:57:59worried
00:57:59in the
00:58:00least
00:58:00because
00:58:01we're
00:58:01such
00:58:02a
00:58:02great
00:58:02match
00:58:04so
00:58:05it
00:58:06can
00:58:06only
00:58:07be
00:58:07good
00:58:13I mean
00:58:15I mean
00:58:20wow
00:58:21oh my god
00:58:26this is so
00:58:27crazy
00:58:28it's so
00:58:28fucking
00:58:28crazy
00:58:29hi
00:58:31how are
00:58:32you
00:58:32shaky
00:58:33as hell
00:58:33I mean
00:58:33my pulse
00:58:35my heart's
00:58:36jumping out
00:58:36of my chest
00:58:37oh
00:58:37shit
00:58:39I gotta
00:58:40breathe
00:58:40my palms
00:58:41are sweaty
00:58:41it's like
00:58:42I'm dying
00:58:48you know
00:58:49since the first
00:58:50day
00:58:51how fantastic
00:58:53you think
00:58:53I am
00:58:59so I'm
00:59:00wondering
00:59:03Camilla Plan
00:59:05will you make
00:59:06me the happiest
00:59:07man in the
00:59:08world
00:59:10yes
00:59:11I do
00:59:13oh my god
00:59:15oh god
00:59:18I'm shaking
00:59:18oh my god
00:59:24oh
00:59:30can we sit
00:59:31my gosh
00:59:32dang
00:59:33god
00:59:35you really
00:59:35exist
00:59:36I mean
00:59:36my heart's
00:59:37going crazy
00:59:39beautiful
00:59:41you too
00:59:43oh my god
00:59:45so nuts
00:59:46now
00:59:47now it's just
00:59:48full steam ahead
00:59:52crazy
00:59:54but it feels
00:59:55good
00:59:55yeah
00:59:56great
00:59:56this will be
00:59:57good
00:59:58it will
00:59:59actually
01:00:00we wanted
01:00:01this
01:00:13yeah
01:00:14yeah
01:00:14god
01:00:15yeah
01:00:30god
01:00:35what a beautiful girl great i feel so damn good right now so damn good
01:00:44it felt so good to get to hug and kiss her to finally do a little bit of that
01:00:51it's just begun don't let me run away from you my flight response is on full display
01:01:03i'm a single girl that's my whole personality and now i'm engaged to somebody i just met
01:01:14um it feels overwhelming to talk about marriage
01:01:19but of course we'll work our way there but my heart goes wild
01:01:32i feel very confident right now about daniel he feels like he's the perfect person for me
01:01:43but i want to talk a little bit about a couple of things that we haven't talked about
01:01:48things about me it's kind of a sensitive thing to bring up with a guy
01:01:54i feel anxious and scared about how this will be received
01:02:04you've told me you want kids yeah yeah do you have a timeline in mind
01:02:09no but i think that of course you can always say how do you want to have kids
01:02:14i don't think there's any harm in not rushing into it and waiting a few years
01:02:19but the other thing is us chicks have clocks that are ticking
01:02:24yeah true and my clock might be ticking a little bit faster than other women's clocks
01:02:31oh yeah because i have endometriosis yeah yes and it's actually quite serious okay if i want
01:02:45children naturally uh-huh um so it will be very difficult i will probably need ivf
01:02:54hmm that will be a big process for me and my partner so it's very important for me that my
01:03:00future partner is aware and the other thing is if it doesn't work naturally i'm curious if you would
01:03:08be open to adoption or other alternatives
01:03:13the most important thing to me is to love being with who i'm with
01:03:17yeah not just saying i want to have a baby
01:03:19yeah that's how it is but um if we want to be parents then parents is what we'll be one
01:03:27day
01:03:27and the way that it happens might not be in our control no there's some other power in charge of
01:03:35that yeah there it is that warmed my heart that's good i hope you'd feel that i feel understood now
01:03:43yeah i've been so nervous about bringing this out to you yeah but you don't have to be nervous at
01:03:50all
01:03:50i'd like to talk more about that actually i want you to feel sure knowing i mean that with all
01:03:57my
01:03:57heart i'm really touched i'm crying now no but sweetie darling what the hell have you done to me
01:04:03i'm an ice queen you can't do that no you're okay that's good my god how beautiful it's just
01:04:11started dripping you're so sweet yeah you shouldn't ever feel that something is difficult you know
01:04:18and i'm not saying these things just because it sounds good no this is really i'm also touched
01:04:24right now it's something i really mean if i was gonna scare somebody away figured i'd do it sooner
01:04:31than later no you really didn't i just thought it was so nice of you to tell me that
01:04:38getting to meet you joanna it's like a dream i am so grateful oh dear and since our last meeting
01:04:48you've always kept your place on my mountaintop that's how it is um every date with you has been
01:04:56special and also important steps in the right direction in our relationship
01:05:02so for that reason joanna storm i want to ask you something
01:05:09i'm down on one knee my god and i want to pop the question joanna storm will you marry me
01:05:19yes you will can you say it one more time yes i will one more time daniel be out is
01:05:27this true
01:05:28of one
01:05:29it always felt right for me with you but i didn't know how it would feel for you our journey
01:05:38here
01:05:39has been all over the place really because it's been so constant yeah and i'm not used to that
01:05:45no i'm sorry i should be acting more erratic no just stay normal and calm please i'm engaged
01:05:55oh my god i'm shocked i think but so happy i'm lucky that he's the one he's so sweet
01:06:08you've made me so happy kisses kisses i'm just so full of joy i mean she's here now she's in
01:06:17my stomach
01:06:18it's wonderful
01:06:25did you get engaged
01:06:27yeah everybody's invited to my wedding you'll all be there can you believe it it's actually
01:06:35happening what's going on damn this feels good this feels so damn nice i just want to hold her
01:06:41i just want to go up and hug the storm the mountain storm will meet there will be a big
01:06:49storm
01:06:49there it is
01:07:03it's been a long journey but today's the day that i get to meet ellen so i'm really happy
01:07:12the most important thing for me is to feel that i'm where i'm supposed to be
01:07:19but it'll be so nice to hug the person i've shared this crazy experience with
01:07:25i feel like we've been here for years so i can't wait anymore
01:07:46my wife
01:08:08hi
01:08:26how are you oh my god you're so beautiful
01:08:30you too
01:08:33you're so beautiful i'm sorry i can't stop saying that you're so beautiful
01:08:39it's so nice to see you
01:08:41you too yeah you too here we are who'd have thought
01:09:02here we are you and me yeah i want to ask you with all my heart
01:09:13will you marry me
01:09:16i it's beautiful so beautiful
01:09:26oh
01:09:26oh
01:09:27oh
01:09:31I'm sorry.
01:09:33I'm sorry.
01:09:37I'm sorry.
01:09:39Yes.
01:09:42No.
01:09:58Have you had enough of me?
01:10:07The storm is rising up.
01:10:33I'm sorry.
01:10:57I'm sorry.
01:10:57I'm sorry.
01:11:19I'm sorry.
01:11:20I'm sorry.
01:11:21I'm sorry.
01:11:21I'm sorry.
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