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00:00:06if i come in here and i start crying telling you about a car crash i was in as a
00:00:10kid
00:00:11and in comes the next guy and he doesn't cry he's not emotional doesn't have the stuff to
00:00:16talk about wouldn't you feel like you had a deeper connection with the first guy
00:00:20i want a simple yes or no
00:00:25yeah no i'd say that you probably don't have a lot of trust in women that we aren't
00:00:29no but it's exactly the same thing here with the guys the one with the most trauma gets attention
00:00:34and everybody thinks he's so deep no that's how it is you can have depth without going through a
00:00:40bunch of trauma you can certainly be reflective and talk about difficult stuff that's being deep
00:00:46i'm just saying there's not a lot of difficult things in my life it's not like you were born
00:00:50and now you're here you've had 40 years of experiences and a wonderful life happen in
00:00:55your life yeah i want to hear about those things i feel like i'm in a good place in life
00:01:00and that's
00:01:01great i don't want to be pulled away from that what i'm saying is you seem like a person who
00:01:06likes to
00:01:06help you're the one here that's caring and empathetic if i had something i needed help with
00:01:11then you and i would have gotten a little closer into a deeper place quicker and so just because i
00:01:17don't have any trauma or live a troubled life that doesn't mean i'm a shallow guy
00:01:22i don't think i'd say you've come across as shallow to me exactly no but as we talk here
00:01:28i'm kind of worried about how you're perceiving me feels like we're misunderstanding each other a
00:01:34little i mean i want to get to know you more it's not necessary that you share your traumas with
00:01:42me
00:01:42that's good thank you i'm really gonna have to sit down and write and reflect after this yeah
00:01:48definitely i think i need to do it i really hope that i'll see you again soon take care of
00:01:53yourself
00:01:53now will do take care goodbye
00:02:06i don't think i'm in her top ranking anymore
00:02:10i mean it's just so hard to compete with somebody that's had a harder life than i have
00:02:15maybe she wants somebody she can put her arm around and help a little
00:02:20that worries me
00:02:28how's your day been my day's been a little weird actually
00:02:33i'm confused i guess i'm just feeling misunderstood you know
00:02:36yeah one of the guys he ended up just painting this picture of me that i thought was way off
00:02:43he made it sound like i was looking for somebody to take care of and that i wanted someone to
00:02:49save
00:02:49or something
00:02:50oof i don't know how to take it it was then you said what we'll talk about this tomorrow
00:02:56i don't know we haven't said we'll see each other again but we haven't said we won't
00:03:00i'll have to think about it i gotta get better at knowing what i need and how i feel focusing
00:03:05on yourself is all you should be doing you are here for you
00:03:10going home this early is really tough that's the worst part it's so damn early
00:03:16and there's no other guys that you feel like
00:03:21today's been a little rough for me
00:03:24i would have loved to have a longer chat with ibrahim but that didn't happen i was thinking
00:03:31daniel for you i mean i thought maybe okay i don't know if he's too big of a personality
00:03:39for me yeah well you don't have to leave now you might as well stay and keep talking to people
00:03:46see where it goes yeah yeah true
00:03:52okay time to go girls let's go
00:03:56good luck
00:04:00i still feel like i've come here for a reason and that reason is i want to meet somebody
00:04:06and if i don't give it a hundred percent then it's not gonna happen
00:04:10it's gonna be okay joanna yes thanks i'm really looking forward to seeing daniel
00:04:16and we'll just have to see how it goes after
00:04:19it's important to me that i feel like i'm somebody's first choice
00:04:23i want to be sitting there feeling like this person has chosen me
00:04:27i just don't want to be anybody's second choice
00:04:30hello hello daniel hi it's joanna
00:04:33is it bank joanna
00:04:36bank joanna
00:04:37or what was it you work no i'm mixing everybody up
00:04:41that's not good
00:04:42what okay hold on a sec here
00:04:44i work as an event and sales manager
00:04:47event and sales manager
00:04:49yeah i'm from sydney remember
00:04:50oh that's right
00:04:52you remember me now
00:04:53yeah now i remember you
00:04:54we had
00:04:55so the light bulb has
00:04:56the light bulb is on now
00:04:57has been turned on
00:04:58the first day you said you lived in australia and then uh
00:05:01you'd already moved in then
00:05:02then i already moved to australia
00:05:04yeah
00:05:05right
00:05:05and now you forgot my name
00:05:07yeah but i haven't forgotten
00:05:09things changed quickly
00:05:09i just got mixed up
00:05:10yeah
00:05:11you're 37 years old
00:05:1338 in two weeks
00:05:15so no spring chicken but
00:05:17no but i'm very happy with my life
00:05:20yeah
00:05:20yeah
00:05:21it really does feel like
00:05:23my life
00:05:24is just beginning
00:05:25i'd rather meet somebody who's lived a little
00:05:28yeah
00:05:29than i would with somebody who's just getting started
00:05:32you know what you want and what you don't
00:05:34yep exactly
00:05:35that's the thing with this experiment
00:05:37i'm not looking for just anybody to go to bed with
00:05:40i'm looking for one person to wake up with
00:05:42that's so nice to hear
00:05:44yeah
00:05:44it's so funny that you said that
00:05:46because i've always said that i want a partner
00:05:49where i can see myself with that person
00:05:51sitting out on our terrace swing together when we're 80 something
00:05:56just laughing about life
00:05:58we've had so much damn fun
00:06:01yeah and i'd rather live my last 25 or 30 years somewhere like australia
00:06:06yeah
00:06:07yeah i agree
00:06:08swaying in a chair
00:06:08and maybe
00:06:09taking over my aunt's vineyard
00:06:12sitting there with a drink
00:06:14and so
00:06:15to live life
00:06:15yeah
00:06:16oh i think so
00:06:17to live life
00:06:17want to know my last name
00:06:19if you want to
00:06:20absolutely
00:06:21not a big deal
00:06:21my name's daniel fjell
00:06:23yeah that'll be tough for us
00:06:25why's that
00:06:26mine's joanna storm
00:06:28you're a joanna storm
00:06:30fjell storm that's so cool
00:06:32we're gonna be stealing that
00:06:33yeah or storm fjell
00:06:35yeah or storm fjell
00:06:36i like it
00:06:37i mean
00:06:38what the heck
00:06:39okay so we're named after different kinds of weather
00:06:41i know
00:06:42that's so great
00:06:43i got off to a bad start
00:06:45but i feel like you've forgiven me
00:06:47yeah well i'm really not that easily
00:06:50offended
00:06:50no exactly
00:06:51you can say a lot before i'm pissed
00:06:54my god that's great
00:07:01how'd i miss this guy
00:07:02because that's what happened
00:07:04but i also think he feels the same way
00:07:07and i think that maybe i didn't start out as his favorite
00:07:11so maybe we're climbing higher up on our like list
00:07:17did it go okay
00:07:18yeah
00:07:19it did
00:07:20it was great
00:07:20it's been good
00:07:21i had fun
00:07:23yeah
00:07:23who was it
00:07:24you can't tell anyone
00:07:25no i won't
00:07:26i saw joanna
00:07:27yeah
00:07:28and it was great
00:07:35this is way harder than i thought
00:07:38feelings come up that you can't help feeling
00:07:42they just wash over you
00:07:44i put all my eggs in one basket
00:07:46and it's scary of course
00:07:48i don't think i'll be satisfied
00:07:50feeling anything less than what i do for aniela
00:07:53i can't imagine i'll feel the same for anybody else
00:07:56keep your fingers crossed for me guys
00:07:58this is a big one for me
00:08:01yeah sure you get curious
00:08:03probably has three dates before me
00:08:06maybe even more
00:08:07towards the date
00:08:08towards the date
00:08:09and a future husband
00:08:10and the future husbands
00:08:15i've got to be honest
00:08:17i've been dying to talk to you all day
00:08:19and thinking about you all night too
00:08:26she will probably go through a whole slew of emotions before she meets me
00:08:32my heart was racing before i came in here today
00:08:34oh my lord
00:08:36yeah
00:08:37this is girl
00:08:38oh wow
00:08:39oh my god
00:08:43every time i walk through the door of these pods
00:08:46i hope to be you
00:08:47thanks
00:08:48you've always been my number one
00:08:50i'm feeling happy about that
00:08:55i'm exploding with thoughts
00:08:57i feel like i'm on the spin cycle
00:08:59and my head's just whirling around
00:09:02i'm having a great time
00:09:04enjoying every day
00:09:06i don't want to narrow it down too soon
00:09:08but i'm feeling drawn
00:09:11right now there's some fluttering with eBay
00:09:14but
00:09:16i'm stressed that he's focused on me in the way that he has
00:09:20i'm all in now man i'm gonna give her my music player
00:09:25i didn't realize there's a song i've been listening to it has her nickname
00:09:29i was lying down and i was lying down and i was listening to music and then
00:09:33and he comes on i wouldn't say that i'm all that superstitious or anything but still felt kind of special
00:09:42guys
00:09:43good luck
00:09:44bye
00:09:49i'm not here to meet just anybody
00:09:52i'm here to meet the one i can see myself marrying
00:09:56if it goes well we'll meet tomorrow and if not i'll go home
00:10:01hey
00:10:03hey
00:10:03hey
00:10:04hey
00:10:05hey how's it going
00:10:06i'm good
00:10:07how are you
00:10:08i really don't think you understand what i've been through today
00:10:14i mean
00:10:16oh
00:10:18so
00:10:18how was your day
00:10:20it's been good
00:10:22a lot of ups and downs
00:10:24yeah i know
00:10:25but i'm happy sitting with you again
00:10:27i feel the same
00:10:28did you send a pair of headphones
00:10:30yeah
00:10:33there's some songs
00:10:35and there's a little surprise in the beginning
00:10:39okay
00:10:40then i'll turn this on now
00:11:06should i
00:11:07should i keep listening
00:11:08no no
00:11:10i think it's enough with the first
00:11:11the first track
00:11:13i mean
00:11:14yeah
00:11:17you realize how crazy it is that i had that song
00:11:20i mean no i can't even take it
00:11:25eve
00:11:25this is the nicest thing that anyone's done for me
00:11:30oh god
00:11:31well it feels good to make you happy
00:11:33of course this makes me happy
00:11:35this is really nice
00:11:38i'm happy to hear that
00:11:40do you like me or what
00:11:42yeah i really do
00:11:43i mean obviously
00:11:44each
00:11:45my god
00:11:46i love your laugh
00:11:47it's so great
00:11:50my god i'm blushing hard
00:11:52why are you
00:11:53yeah so
00:11:53are you okay
00:11:54yeah yeah yeah
00:11:55it's okay
00:11:55i blush easily
00:11:56and i get red and blotchy
00:11:58whenever i get a little
00:12:01emotional
00:12:03well that's great
00:12:04yeah
00:12:09i get it
00:12:10yeah
00:12:11it's weird how
00:12:12someone can take up
00:12:13so much space in your head
00:12:14i think about you all the time
00:12:19what do you think about
00:12:21i think about
00:12:22everything
00:12:22i want to
00:12:23talk to you about
00:12:24when i see you
00:12:25in the future
00:12:27what that looks like
00:12:29what do you want the future to look like
00:12:33it should feel like this
00:12:35yeah
00:12:36one thing i was thinking about with you is that you're a doctor
00:12:39and you've said that you work a lot
00:12:42could be nice to have somebody that's got the same flexibility
00:12:46yeah
00:12:49but i also find it insanely attractive that you like have a lot of education and a serious job
00:12:56you're a real actual surgeon and that is sexy
00:13:00i just want to i don't know
00:13:03i did want to ask again about you being okay moving to stockholm
00:13:09if i propose
00:13:12then absolutely
00:13:14i like the sound of that
00:13:16me too
00:13:17i've been kind of paranoid
00:13:19only because when you're walking around in the lounge
00:13:22alone for 10 hours
00:13:23because everybody else is on a date
00:13:25ebay
00:13:26yeah
00:13:28you're at the top of my list tonight
00:13:33great
00:13:33i'm gonna have to think about it
00:13:35oh come on now
00:13:36fuck off
00:13:44what's this man doing to me
00:13:46i don't know
00:13:47i'm just blown away
00:13:49sort of
00:13:51are you still gonna keep dating the other guys and like
00:13:54no
00:13:55no
00:13:56oh my god honey
00:13:57oh so sweet
00:14:05i'm gonna be seeing angelica today
00:14:08she's amazing
00:14:09i feel like she's came to support me with the goals and dreams that i've got
00:14:13and she also understands that i'm gonna support her with her i feel pretty damn good when i talk to
00:14:20her
00:14:21i'm feeling really good and i don't think that's gonna change if we just walk out of here together
00:14:31when i walked out of our last date i sort of fell to the floor in the hall
00:14:36hey stop it
00:14:37i just kind of collapsed out there i was just baffled just like how do you even exist
00:14:44i was just
00:14:45i was really glad we had that talk last night
00:14:48i want to bring up something that i have been thinking about
00:14:52i went into this experiment
00:14:55thinking i'd like to find somebody that already has an established career and is stable enough that we can continue
00:15:01to build on that
00:15:02and that's i guess where i'm unsure
00:15:04i kind of get the feeling that maybe you're not quite there yet with that kind of stuff
00:15:10yeah
00:15:10that worries me because i sort of just want to get out of here and just get going
00:15:17i am where i am and i can't
00:15:19i'm not gonna hide anything about what i've got or pretend to have everything
00:15:24i don't have a house home and dog or whatever the saying is
00:15:28no
00:15:28i don't have it
00:15:30yeah that's what i want
00:15:32you want that
00:15:34yeah maybe not right away but
00:15:36but later yeah
00:15:41how do i say this i've just played basketball and now i'm building this
00:15:46i haven't done anything else
00:15:48no
00:15:48so i mean if you see me as a man who just talks and will not get anything done
00:15:54yeah i understand that feeling
00:15:56yeah
00:15:58go on
00:15:59this is a leap of faith
00:16:01if i get a family that comes first
00:16:03does that work
00:16:04i hope that i can make it work
00:16:06but if it doesn't
00:16:08if things don't happen the way that i see it and you can't get behind my version anymore
00:16:13and we have kids
00:16:15then i'll get a job
00:16:16that won't be an issue
00:16:18i don't want to be like my old man
00:16:20always a musician
00:16:22this is a sensitive issue for me
00:16:24we live really
00:16:25we didn't have it so good with our dad
00:16:28we lived in the basement
00:16:29and sometimes we had to brush our teeth with salt
00:16:33at mom's it was a normal life
00:16:35but not at my pops
00:16:37there we were dirt poor
00:16:39i refuse to live like that
00:16:41that's why i bought my apartment now
00:16:42because i refuse to end up like that
00:16:45i'm never gonna allow that to happen
00:16:47my family's gonna come first
00:16:50if that helps to explain anything
00:16:53i hope it does
00:16:54no but that
00:16:55well
00:16:56yeah
00:16:58i want you to know that
00:16:59when you talked about your dad
00:17:00it hit me really hard
00:17:02huh
00:17:04yeah
00:17:04and that's
00:17:06it's difficult
00:17:07i get it
00:17:08who i am won't be a match for everybody
00:17:10no
00:17:13i just don't want this to be the last time we talk
00:17:25i'm a little bit conflicted
00:17:28it feels like it would be more complicated
00:17:31to have a life with him
00:17:33than with somebody else
00:17:34who doesn't have the same type of life
00:17:38will i take the easy way or will i take the hard way
00:17:42this is so tough
00:17:53you know his favorite color
00:17:55no
00:17:55oh well
00:17:57but maybe you write it small
00:17:59congratulations ludwig
00:18:01camilla and i found out we were dating the same guy
00:18:05ludwig
00:18:06and it's his birthday today
00:18:07so we made the best of it
00:18:09and baked him a cake together
00:18:12but how weird is it
00:18:13you're making a cake together
00:18:14no it is
00:18:15oh my god
00:18:16you guys are so cute
00:18:17but it's also just really awkward
00:18:22oh yeah
00:18:23yeah so ludwig is somebody
00:18:25i've started to have some feelings for
00:18:27from your secret admirers
00:18:30damn my heart's racing
00:18:33goodbye
00:18:34bye
00:18:35bye have fun
00:18:37i mean it's pretty clear that i have feelings for ludwig
00:18:40i get nervous and happy and i want to talk to him more
00:18:45but ludwig feels like a mystery
00:18:47it's hard to get a full picture what life with ludwig would look like
00:18:51we're both walking up to the altar
00:18:54see you at our weddings
00:18:56we've just been talking about playing board games and sure that's fun to talk about but
00:19:01if i'm gonna get engaged then i have to know more than what board games he likes
00:19:09god damn it
00:19:11are you kidding me
00:19:13i didn't know if it was gonna be okay or whatever
00:19:16yeah damn that's so nice
00:19:18it's a tiny little trivia game
00:19:21yeah it is for your i mean happy birthday by the way
00:19:24oh thank you very much
00:19:26and what a nice cake and everything too
00:19:29i've been thinking a lot about you
00:19:31i've been thinking a lot about you
00:19:32you have
00:19:32yes
00:19:34that's sweet
00:19:35i'd be kind of disappointed if you weren't the one that was over there
00:19:38when i walked in i mean
00:19:40but at the same time i do get a little nervous
00:19:43there's something that i think i'd like to talk about with you
00:19:47yeah
00:19:48but i'm also afraid of how
00:19:51in this case anyway
00:19:53you
00:19:54what you
00:19:55think about it
00:19:59what do you want to talk about
00:20:02yeah i mean
00:20:04i have adhd
00:20:06yeah
00:20:07i do
00:20:09i have a hard time with
00:20:11it's hard to
00:20:12to concentrate
00:20:15like
00:20:16watch an entire movie and stuff
00:20:19it's difficult for me to be clear in a conversation
00:20:22or in just how i'm expressing myself
00:20:26i'm not gonna say i'm completely impossible to live with
00:20:30but maybe you might need to sort of keep in mind
00:20:33that some things are gonna be a little tough
00:20:37that's why i'm looking for somebody that
00:20:40well just somebody that gets it
00:20:44i get it
00:20:46adhd is very
00:20:47i can
00:20:48i have similar traits
00:20:50so
00:20:51i'm like no stranger to it
00:20:54nice
00:20:54good
00:20:55well i tend to live in the present a lot
00:20:58i think it's hard for me to think ahead
00:21:02i mean yeah that's me right there so i totally get that
00:21:05well that's that's good
00:21:07i've come to realize that there are many small dreams and goals
00:21:12yeah so i've been thinking about renting a van
00:21:14and going somewhere to go camping
00:21:17a dream with someone i sort of with a partner
00:21:21hmm
00:21:21you know what i like
00:21:22no
00:21:24i like to go camping
00:21:25aha
00:21:27you said you weren't a nature guy
00:21:30right i did say that
00:21:31camping is still nature
00:21:33so now you're pleasantly surprised
00:21:34yeah what is this you like saunas
00:21:36i love it
00:21:37okay good
00:21:38do you too
00:21:40yeah
00:21:41it's one of the best things i know of
00:21:43you've been out on a run or something and go down to the sauna
00:21:47then you take a bath
00:21:48have a beer
00:21:49break into some potato chips
00:21:51fuck yeah that's so nice
00:21:53barbecue
00:21:53i mean that's perfect
00:21:54yeah
00:21:56that's so cozy
00:21:57hell yeah it is
00:22:05i mean it's starting to feel like i kind of sort of have a little bit of a crush on
00:22:10ludwig
00:22:11it's really weird to be able to feel that way like so fast
00:22:18but i can sometimes be a little quick
00:22:20like yeah sure this feels right and just go for it
00:22:23it's gonna be tricky if he likes somebody else more than me
00:22:28is this a little birthday boy
00:22:31that's right
00:22:32happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday dear ludwig
00:22:37congratulations
00:22:38thank you so much
00:22:40so nice have you been celebrated
00:22:42yes absolutely i have definitely been celebrated
00:22:46cake from secret admirers
00:22:48how nice of you both
00:22:50i've got to say
00:22:50but yeah
00:22:52we wanted you to be happy
00:22:53i really was for sure
00:22:56not another subject
00:22:57yeah
00:22:57do you like board games
00:23:00you know it's not the first thing i do
00:23:03okay now you're making it sound like i'm just playing monopoly every night
00:23:07that is not what i mean
00:23:09you're like i'm a romantic when a roll dies
00:23:12look i get it now
00:23:13fuck me that just seems just that's not good at all
00:23:16i mean like to do a family get-togethers playing some games drinking wine and shit
00:23:21way better you said wine and it automatically got more fun
00:23:24yeah well it is important you understand what i mean
00:23:29i love when the game gets really intense
00:23:31that's fun it gets real
00:23:34you competitive
00:23:35you could say that
00:23:37you are
00:23:38yeah
00:23:39that's funny
00:23:40i mean it's fun that we are both competitive
00:23:44yes indeed
00:23:47when was
00:23:48can i just ask you
00:23:49when was your last relationship
00:23:53hmm
00:23:54um
00:23:55well
00:23:57i guess that depends on how we look at it
00:24:00okay
00:24:01this is actually my worst
00:24:03i totally get it
00:24:05it makes sense that you might want to judge me on this
00:24:08no
00:24:08but i haven't had
00:24:11anybody
00:24:12that i've really
00:24:13called a boyfriend
00:24:15you haven't been in love
00:24:17i've been in love
00:24:18yeah
00:24:19but i've never labeled it
00:24:20boyfriend-girlfriend or introduced him to my family
00:24:24no
00:24:25um
00:24:27what do you feel about that
00:24:28is that like
00:24:29how do you feel about me not having a serious relationship
00:24:36i'm thinking that
00:24:39no
00:24:40there's
00:24:41there's nothing that i'm all that worried about
00:24:43or that i feel is negative
00:24:45or anything about that
00:24:47that's nice to hear
00:24:49thank you
00:24:50it was
00:24:52nice of you to share that with me and to tell me
00:24:55it's difficult to know
00:24:57when you've met the right one
00:24:59i have a
00:25:00very very good feeling about you
00:25:02hmm
00:25:03and i just
00:25:04think you should know that
00:25:08i'm scared of being rejected
00:25:10i think in the past i've chosen to bail early on in relationships so i can avoid being rejected
00:25:16at least that is something i'm starting to see and realize now
00:25:26ludwig is i think he's pretty different from the guys i'd normally date
00:25:30i feel like i can let go and be myself around him and he actually sees me
00:25:40now we're talking now we're talking now it's good have you found it now it's good
00:25:46is it real yeah no it's good
00:25:48i have met two great girls
00:25:51i feel too good about both of them
00:25:54i've got royal prince problems
00:25:56i had a really really great date it was great and fun so great
00:26:00shave yourself not that it matters no one can see
00:26:03do you want to read the lyrics i wrote yesterday
00:26:05yeah i'd love to
00:26:07okay
00:26:08oh god
00:26:09i feel like a teenager
00:26:12it's so cheesy but so fun
00:26:15your hand in my hand
00:26:18this is really good
00:26:20i mean come on if he doesn't fucking die when he hears this song
00:26:24well there's clearly something wrong with him
00:26:34i love that i think about her all the time
00:26:38roaring bubbly feelings
00:26:44i'm incredibly excited
00:26:47but also i'm not at the point yet where i can propose
00:26:50i won't do it if i feel like i don't want to live my life with this person
00:26:55there's a lot of time left and a lot more i want to find out
00:27:00are you good with kids have you been around babies
00:27:03i have nephews
00:27:04yeah they like you
00:27:05yes
00:27:07when i was young i thought kids were a pain in the ass
00:27:09yeah me too
00:27:11then at some point the ovaries started twitching
00:27:13so you know
00:27:14that's why you're sitting here
00:27:16exactly
00:27:16this is so true
00:27:20i feel like we're a lot alike
00:27:22i mean
00:27:24i don't think i've ever dated a man so much like me
00:27:28yeah
00:27:29i might have written you a little song
00:27:32you're kidding
00:27:32how
00:27:33what
00:27:34how'd you do that
00:27:36i might have wrote a little song last night
00:27:38i'm dying over here
00:27:42but i just got super nervous now
00:27:46it's like
00:27:47wow
00:27:53okay
00:27:53yeah
00:27:57it's okay
00:27:58i need to get it together
00:27:59it's all good
00:28:00yeah
00:28:00yeah
00:28:04i spent last night thinking about the shape of your lips
00:28:37how they smile towards me
00:28:39but i know love is kind
00:28:42it can last for a minute or the rest of your life
00:28:50yeah i know love is crazy
00:28:52they never knew we were blind
00:28:58come on
00:29:00i mean
00:29:03oh shit
00:29:10what the most beautiful thing
00:29:12no come on
00:29:13what the fuck
00:29:18amyela
00:29:19what are you doing
00:29:20what are you doing
00:29:23what are you doing
00:29:49what are you doing
00:30:02I'm on my knee now.
00:30:04No!
00:30:05I don't know if I'm on the right one, but I don't have a ring, I have a ring, but
00:30:11it's
00:30:12not the ring.
00:30:13Will you marry me?
00:30:16Yes, I will.
00:30:25No!
00:30:30This is crazy.
00:30:34Did I hear a no?
00:30:35Was there a yes too?
00:30:36It was a yes!
00:30:38Of course I want to.
00:30:40I mean...
00:30:41I mean...
00:30:44A thousand times yes.
00:30:48Oh my god.
00:30:49Oh.
00:30:50Oh my god, I'm shaking, I'm so nervous.
00:30:55I really didn't think anybody would like a song that much.
00:31:00You just asked me to marry you.
00:31:03Yeah.
00:31:03No!
00:31:05What the...
00:31:10What the hell happened?
00:31:23I mean...
00:31:25I mean...
00:31:36I'm getting married!
00:31:47I'm engaged!
00:31:51Holy shit!
00:31:53Congrats!
00:31:57I proposed to somebody I never even seen.
00:32:00And I'm like in love with someone I never met.
00:32:03And it feels amazing.
00:32:07Yeah, I'm like I'm so happy and I'm in love with his personality.
00:32:12I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world.
00:32:16And he started to cry.
00:32:19Then he knelt on one knee and asked if I wanted to marry him.
00:32:33I think Angelica's gonna dump me now.
00:32:36Why?
00:32:40I think so.
00:32:41Did you have a date with her?
00:32:42No, I haven't. It's happening now.
00:32:49She's starting to find out some things she's not sure about.
00:32:53That make her cautious.
00:32:56Where I am in my life, stability and stuff like that.
00:33:00And...
00:33:00And I get it.
00:33:04I need to talk to her.
00:33:06I'm so anxious.
00:33:07There's like a lump in my chest.
00:33:09And that makes it hard to go back in.
00:33:12I don't know what I'm walking into.
00:33:15Good luck!
00:33:16You too.
00:33:19Hello.
00:33:19Hello.
00:33:20Hey.
00:33:21Hi.
00:33:24Oh, this is a lot for me right now.
00:33:27Okay, what happened?
00:33:30I couldn't stop thinking about you all morning.
00:33:34You're the one I'm thinking about.
00:33:37I just want to be with you.
00:33:40Look, you know...
00:33:43I've been so goddamn anxious.
00:33:47I mean, at no point have I ever had any doubt that I'm your favorite and that you're my favorite
00:33:55at all.
00:33:55I'm just saying, you've always been my favorite too.
00:33:59Mm-hmm.
00:34:00And it's so weird because of all this emotion attached to it.
00:34:05And so when one of the girls came in saying,
00:34:07We've chosen each other.
00:34:09And I started to think it was you.
00:34:12And I nearly died.
00:34:15I mean, I've longed for you.
00:34:18I think about you, like, all of the time.
00:34:23Oh, shit.
00:34:24What?
00:34:25Yeah.
00:34:26What?
00:34:29I was so worried.
00:34:31I was like, is she gonna dump me now?
00:34:33I was so paranoid.
00:34:35No, no, no.
00:34:37I was just so scared.
00:34:38Because everything happened so fast.
00:34:41So then it went from that to me starting to think,
00:34:44Am I too focused to give anyone else a chance?
00:34:47But that's how it's been.
00:34:48I don't have feelings for anybody else.
00:34:51That's just how it is.
00:34:54But you, I mean, I have feelings.
00:34:59I'm shaking.
00:35:02So for me, my feeling is, from what I know so far, is that you're a type of guy that
00:35:08I've never dated before.
00:35:11Mm-hmm.
00:35:13In a relationship, I don't want to have any.
00:35:16I just want to feel safe.
00:35:18And you come across calm and safe.
00:35:22Mm-hmm.
00:35:23If something were to happen, I'd be your greatest protector.
00:35:28Always.
00:35:30That's who I am.
00:35:31If someone were to do something to you, I would take the person aside and talk to him or her.
00:35:40Maybe not her, him.
00:35:42It's tricky if it's a woman.
00:35:43I mean, I look aggressive no matter what I do.
00:35:48Wait, wait, you just said, I look aggressive no matter what I do.
00:35:53I'm big.
00:35:55What do you mean by big?
00:35:57I'm not a little boy.
00:35:59No, I want a man.
00:36:00No, I'm no little boy.
00:36:03Don't worry about that part.
00:36:05I mean, when you say you're big, I mean like...
00:36:08I mean, are we talking about height or what?
00:36:11Okay, how tall are you?
00:36:12Tell me.
00:36:15I'm six foot eight.
00:36:17Oh, my God.
00:36:23Well, you're sure.
00:36:25What do you mean?
00:36:26You want to be with me.
00:36:29I told you, I want you.
00:36:32Yeah, but...
00:36:33I wanted you day one, since I walked my way into pod two.
00:36:37It was a done deal.
00:36:40I feel the same way.
00:36:48I feel so safe and certain.
00:36:54Maybe I'm falling in love.
00:36:57This is really weird.
00:36:59I mean...
00:37:00It's really scary to fall in love with someone you haven't seen.
00:37:07Damn.
00:37:10I mean...
00:37:33I've been aching to see eBay.
00:37:35I'm in love with this man.
00:37:37I want to see what he looks like, and hold him, and touch him.
00:37:42I think it'll feel incredible, and that'll only be a good thing.
00:37:52The fact that I proposed to Aniela, that's a huge decision.
00:37:56The biggest decision of my life, I think.
00:38:01I have so many feelings.
00:38:04My hands are sweating for the first time.
00:38:07My pulse is high.
00:38:10Yeah, I'm used to a lot of pressure, but this is...
00:38:14I'm gonna see the woman of my life.
00:38:22Holy shit.
00:38:26We have such great blind chemistry.
00:38:29It'd be really sad to see each other, and then not hit it off.
00:38:38Definitely a little concerned that when she sees what I look like,
00:38:42it won't match the image she had of me.
00:38:45It'll be a real letdown if she's expecting thick, wavy hair.
00:38:48She'll just have to get over it.
00:38:50She'll either take me as I am, or not.
00:39:10Oh my god.
00:39:13Hi.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:16Hi, it's you.
00:39:20Let's see.
00:39:21Hey.
00:39:22Hey.
00:39:28Oh my god, this is crazy.
00:39:31This is so crazy.
00:39:32You don't have hair.
00:39:34No, you didn't ask.
00:39:35No.
00:39:36Oh, this is insane.
00:39:38You're the one behind the wall.
00:39:39Yeah, I'm the guy.
00:39:40It's just...
00:39:40Same for you, yeah?
00:39:46Oh my god, I've been so crazy nervous.
00:39:49Me too.
00:39:51You're beautiful.
00:39:53Me too.
00:39:53I mean...
00:39:58Damn, it's so good to see you.
00:40:01I don't have a speech or anything.
00:40:03You don't need to.
00:40:03No, no, no.
00:40:04Say what you want to say.
00:40:06I came here as a skeptic and I really didn't believe.
00:40:08No.
00:40:09But...
00:40:10Then I met you.
00:40:12In the pods, I forgot about time and space.
00:40:16I really am in love with you.
00:40:18I'm in love with you too.
00:40:21Good.
00:40:21What?
00:40:22Mm-hmm.
00:40:23So?
00:40:25Emma Aniela Eklund, will you marry me?
00:40:30I will.
00:40:34Oh, god.
00:40:37Man.
00:40:46We're getting married now?
00:40:47Yes, we are.
00:40:48Fuck, that's crazy.
00:40:50Mm-hmm.
00:40:50I mean...
00:40:51You're out of your mind.
00:40:53Well, so are you.
00:40:54Oh, I know.
00:40:59I mean...
00:41:00We're ready now to live in love.
00:41:04We're ready now.
00:41:06It's how we are.
00:41:08We're ready now.
00:41:09Goodbye.
00:41:13Okay.
00:41:13No, now you have to go that way.
00:41:15No, no, no.
00:41:15I'm sorry.
00:41:17Okay.
00:41:18See you soon.
00:41:19Bye.
00:41:35My feelings are flying high, but I was over the moon meeting her.
00:41:40She's beautiful and...
00:41:42I'm lucky.
00:41:43I want to be with her.
00:41:45Then I'll be happy.
00:41:46My first thought was no hair.
00:41:51No, really.
00:41:52I don't care about that at all.
00:41:54He's beautiful.
00:41:56Oh my god, he's real.
00:41:59I really have a ring on my finger.
00:42:02That's so wild.
00:42:03I just want to...
00:42:05Run away with him and then...
00:42:07Start a life.
00:42:17I think I just fell in love.
00:42:19I think I just fell in love.
00:42:21I think I just fell in love.
00:42:22Okay.
00:42:23Is this one of those...
00:42:25Yeah, you just start pressing down teeth.
00:42:31I mean, I'm so glad you're here.
00:42:33And going on a date.
00:42:35Well, thank you.
00:42:36Let's go.
00:42:37Hell yeah.
00:42:37Let's go, girl.
00:42:38Let's go.
00:42:39Cheers.
00:42:40Let's do it.
00:42:44I'm happy and looking forward to today.
00:42:47I'm excited about this guy, Daniel.
00:42:50He's really been...
00:42:51Growing on me.
00:42:53And...
00:42:53Yeah, I want to talk to him more because I'm curious to see if we're a good match.
00:42:59I have four questions.
00:43:00Yes.
00:43:01That I ask myself.
00:43:02Yes.
00:43:03The first one is...
00:43:04Does he make me laugh?
00:43:05Number two.
00:43:06Can I see him as the father of my kids?
00:43:08Important.
00:43:09Yeah.
00:43:10Number three.
00:43:11Can I talk to him about everything?
00:43:13Mm-hmm.
00:43:14And number four.
00:43:15Does he make me a better person?
00:43:17Very nice.
00:43:18Yeah.
00:43:19Rehearsed or straight from the heart?
00:43:21Straight from the heart.
00:43:22That's nice.
00:43:23Yeah.
00:43:24Yeah, and that's exactly right.
00:43:26Can you make me a better person?
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:29Absolutely.
00:43:30You'll see the flaws in me.
00:43:31Yeah.
00:43:31I can't sit here and promise to be perfect.
00:43:33No.
00:43:34But you want someone to grow with.
00:43:36Definitely.
00:43:38That's tough.
00:43:38I can also say, Daniel, that you and I, we have similar lives.
00:43:43Mm-hmm.
00:43:43But for me, we need to dive a little more into, like, values.
00:43:48We definitely need to dive into that.
00:43:49I feel like we've had a good time together so far.
00:43:52But we need to do a deep dive.
00:43:54Absolutely.
00:43:55And we can't just have fun.
00:43:56You're not talking politics and religion, yeah?
00:43:58Because I'm not religious.
00:43:59No, me neither.
00:44:00So that's settled.
00:44:01Yeah, well, I'll say I was confirmed, however.
00:44:04Oh, me too.
00:44:05But I did it just so I could get my moped.
00:44:07But now that I think about it, I like to get married in a church.
00:44:10Yeah.
00:44:11It's not important for me to have a church wedding.
00:44:14No?
00:44:14It's beautiful, but I can get married in a vineyard or-
00:44:17Yeah, but-
00:44:18On some beach somewhere with my boyfriend.
00:44:19Now you and I have pretty good prerequisites for the former now, don't we?
00:44:23Oh, well, yeah.
00:44:24Hmm.
00:44:26I worked as a wedding planner for a bit.
00:44:28Oh, yeah?
00:44:29Nice.
00:44:29Yeah, it was fun.
00:44:30But planning weddings, when you're in love with the idea of love and just want to be married,
00:44:36after three years of doing it, I felt like it was too much to be around it all the time.
00:44:40What do you think it's like being Toastmaster all the time?
00:44:43Ah, yeah.
00:44:44I totally get that.
00:44:45Yeah.
00:44:45It's just, yeah, I want to get that love, too.
00:44:48Now it's our turn.
00:44:49Yeah.
00:44:56Joanna, my new lady.
00:44:59I could feel something in my chest today when she spoke.
00:45:02I just felt like we were in sync.
00:45:04We were, we were on the same level.
00:45:08But I also need to feel it in my gut if she's going to climb past Ellen on the mountain.
00:45:14It's always you.
00:45:17Ellen's been number one since day one.
00:45:20This morning I was worried that she didn't want to see me again.
00:45:23Then I saw her name written down.
00:45:26And I knew I was meeting her today.
00:45:28Right in the gut.
00:45:29That's it.
00:45:30The gut feeling.
00:45:31That I'm waiting for.
00:45:35But she might be coming here to say, thank you for this time.
00:45:39Bye.
00:45:39What can I do?
00:45:41But I hope not, of course.
00:45:43To tell you the truth, I was nervous.
00:45:45Yesterday you and I had a date where we really, I was like, well, we discussed things.
00:45:52Yes, we did.
00:45:52And it wasn't just stuff like, oh, I love to travel.
00:45:56Oh, I love food.
00:45:57Oh, I like to drink beer.
00:45:59But we had a deeper conversation.
00:46:01But I don't know what your thoughts are.
00:46:03No.
00:46:04Yeah.
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:05So I appreciate you bringing it up.
00:46:08Great.
00:46:08I think I'm feeling kind of misunderstood.
00:46:10Okay.
00:46:11And I'd say it's really not, I guess to me, it felt like you saw me as somebody that needs
00:46:17to save my partner or take care of them.
00:46:21I'm looking for somebody that I will feel safe with and they'll stand with me, who can
00:46:26both push me and take care of me.
00:46:28That's why I'm trying to get to know, well, you, because I'd like to know you.
00:46:34Exactly.
00:46:34And I probably got it all mixed up.
00:46:36Yeah.
00:46:36I sat yesterday morning and felt when I'm seeing Ellen, I really want to show her I have,
00:46:42I mean, that I'm a deep person.
00:46:44Yeah.
00:46:44With emotional depth.
00:46:46And I was like, dang, people who've been through really tough times have a great advantage.
00:46:51Hmm.
00:46:51That's what I was getting a little worried about.
00:46:53Hmm.
00:46:54Me not having any real rough life stuff that you might cry over.
00:46:58Hmm.
00:46:58But.
00:46:58I haven't been thinking as much about that.
00:47:00But yesterday, it did lead to some words we, I mean, a kind of discussion.
00:47:04It was a tense moment, right?
00:47:05Well, actually, yeah.
00:47:07And I think that's great because you're the only person that's happened with.
00:47:11Yeah.
00:47:11And it really felt like the air felt cleaner when I walked out of here.
00:47:16Okay, nice.
00:47:16It felt good that we got through all that stuff.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:19And that it went well and it wasn't, oh, we'll end this because we argued.
00:47:23No, exactly.
00:47:24No.
00:47:24It's the opposite of, there should be resistance.
00:47:27Kites take off against the wind.
00:47:29It's that kind of thing.
00:47:31Nice.
00:47:31And I need a little headwind, even in a relationship.
00:47:34Mm-hmm.
00:47:35Someone who says no and puts me in place.
00:47:37I feel like you're very good at that sort of thing.
00:47:41I mean, I can't drift thinking, ah, Ellen's complacent.
00:47:44I know where she's at.
00:47:46No.
00:47:46That's not okay.
00:47:47But hey, look, you also bring out that side of me.
00:47:49It's not always a given.
00:47:51No, I don't think so.
00:47:52But I do feel comfortable with it.
00:47:54That's great.
00:47:55Hmm.
00:47:55And I've been very vocal about how I see you.
00:47:58Yeah.
00:47:59Thinking-wise.
00:48:00And I know that if, for example, I come to a new city.
00:48:03Yeah.
00:48:04And go into the first restaurant I see, but think maybe there's something better.
00:48:08Hmm.
00:48:08I guarantee I'll always end up returning to the first one.
00:48:12Hmm.
00:48:12But sometimes it's good to know of the other ones.
00:48:14I'm comparing you to a restaurant.
00:48:16I don't know if that's a great thing.
00:48:18Well, so much for that date.
00:48:20I feel super smart now.
00:48:22Don't forget what a minus sign looks like.
00:48:25No.
00:48:25Take out your pen and add a minus for Daniel.
00:48:28No.
00:48:32Today is feeling much, much better.
00:48:35I didn't have to mention anything about us leaving the date a little unclear at all.
00:48:40He gave me the impression that he does have depth.
00:48:43He went home and reflected on it and took it very seriously.
00:48:52But I'm sort of trying to stay open to each connection that I have.
00:48:57And Fabian is an amazing person.
00:49:00On paper, he's perfect.
00:49:02She doesn't want to.
00:49:03But I'd still like to get a better sense of whether there's any sort of chemistry or even romance there.
00:49:10Or if I'm just really inspired or moved by him.
00:49:13And also if I can appreciate him for who he is.
00:49:16I need to know what feelings are actually there.
00:49:21Oh, my.
00:49:24Hi.
00:49:25Oh, my.
00:49:26What?
00:49:27Aww.
00:49:29What is this wonderful thing we have here?
00:49:33You're so sweet for giving me this.
00:49:36Yeah.
00:49:37It says tingly.
00:49:39Yeah.
00:49:39Aww.
00:49:42Thank you so much.
00:49:45Yeah.
00:49:46Yeah.
00:49:46We had a really nice conversation.
00:49:48Yeah.
00:49:49Now that you know me a little bit more, what would you do with your partner?
00:49:54I feel like we talked a lot about traveling.
00:49:57I've been traveling a lot on my own, but to do it with somebody is a whole new kind of
00:50:01adventure.
00:50:02I think we should do it.
00:50:04Yeah.
00:50:07We could get a caravan and then we could drive all the way from Sweden down to Sicilia.
00:50:13That would be so awesome, actually.
00:50:15Just go slow, stopping here and there.
00:50:17And drink wine.
00:50:18And have your own wine, too.
00:50:20And then waking up in the morning and smelling that humid summer morning.
00:50:27Oh, man.
00:50:28It's so amazing.
00:50:29Aww.
00:50:30I really want to share that moment with somebody.
00:50:33Yeah.
00:50:34And it seems almost impossible for me to not think Ellen could be there.
00:50:40I don't want to push you to make a decision.
00:50:42You might feel like I am too much.
00:50:44No.
00:50:45No.
00:50:45Never.
00:50:46Never, never think that you're too much.
00:50:48Okay.
00:50:49Never.
00:50:50No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:50:51You just can't.
00:50:53Absolutely can't ever think that.
00:50:56But...
00:50:56You can't ever be too much if it's for the right person.
00:50:59You know?
00:51:00Hmm.
00:51:00I mean, it's just so...
00:51:02I think it's so nice that you show that you like someone.
00:51:07It's just the most beautiful gesture.
00:51:11Yeah.
00:51:11You should know I've been waiting for you the whole morning.
00:51:16And seeing you.
00:51:17Yeah?
00:51:18And that's the only thing that matters to me right now.
00:51:22And that there's nothing else.
00:51:25All I know is I'm falling for you.
00:51:32I wish that I could be more definitive or clear and say, let's get out of here and drop
00:51:38and drop everything right now so that we can leave.
00:51:42But I...
00:51:43Shall we then?
00:51:43Oh boy.
00:51:44Okay.
00:51:46But I still want to be completely honest with you and say that I still have a process.
00:51:52And I need to explore and go through that process before I can answer that.
00:51:56Yeah.
00:51:57Take all the time you need.
00:51:58I'll be sitting here like a little soldier.
00:52:00And I'll be waiting for my turn to share with you these beautiful moments together.
00:52:05Mm.
00:52:15Hi.
00:52:16Oh my God.
00:52:17You're kidding.
00:52:21What?
00:52:27It feels so good.
00:52:31It's more than just butterflies in the stomach.
00:52:34I will show my love to her in every possible way.
00:52:37I can give her a lot.
00:52:39A lot more.
00:52:41How'd it go?
00:52:42It went well.
00:52:43Really well.
00:52:44Yeah.
00:52:46But it's good that she takes the time she needs so that she can feel solid in her choice.
00:52:51This isn't a competition.
00:52:53I want her to make the right choice for her.
00:52:56Even if I'm not the one.
00:53:00Is that it now?
00:53:01Are you in love?
00:53:02After this date I'm feeling pretty strong about it.
00:53:05Yeah.
00:53:06And I gave her some flowers and that made her very happy.
00:53:10Okay.
00:53:11Nice.
00:53:12We dreamed up a version of what the future looks like together.
00:53:16And it feels so real.
00:53:18But I don't know exactly where she is in that process.
00:53:22You have no idea.
00:53:23No clue at all.
00:53:26A lot of thoughts now.
00:53:28Oh yeah?
00:53:28Oh yeah.
00:53:29Are they mostly good or?
00:53:30No they're good.
00:53:31Good thoughts.
00:53:32Good but worried thoughts.
00:53:35Wanna come over and vent about it?
00:53:37No.
00:53:38Okay.
00:53:42So Ludwig, you need to cut the tape first.
00:53:46Yeah.
00:53:46Yeah.
00:53:47I...
00:53:47I suck so bad at rapping.
00:53:50I thought I was bad.
00:53:53I love giving gifts.
00:53:55I like to come up with ideas and put together surprises and stuff.
00:54:00I think it's romantic.
00:54:02Feels good.
00:54:03Is everyone making gifts now?
00:54:05No.
00:54:06Everybody's helping me because I suck at rapping.
00:54:08Why didn't you ask me?
00:54:09I told you I make origami.
00:54:11That one is way too big.
00:54:14To have nice edges.
00:54:18I'm off to go see Hana.
00:54:21I get all warm and excited.
00:54:23And it's just been a really long time since I had that feeling.
00:54:27When we talk it somehow feels like we're in the same place.
00:54:31What?
00:54:32Did I get a gift?
00:54:34Yeah.
00:54:34Well perhaps you did.
00:54:36That's so sweet.
00:54:37I hear you opening it.
00:54:39So clearly.
00:54:40Is this also a trivia game?
00:54:42Yes.
00:54:43But I probably should tell you I bought it before this.
00:54:46Ah.
00:54:47Yeah.
00:54:47So I brought it with me and thought I'd give it as a gift.
00:54:51Yeah.
00:54:51It's funny.
00:54:52We brought the same thing.
00:54:53So random.
00:54:54Yeah.
00:54:54I know.
00:54:55I think it's nice that we have...
00:54:57We have like everything.
00:55:00We can be chill and happy but we can also...
00:55:03We can open up if we want to.
00:55:05Yeah.
00:55:06We have very similar energy.
00:55:07Hmm.
00:55:08We go with each other's flow.
00:55:09Exactly.
00:55:11But...
00:55:13What?
00:55:15What were you going to say?
00:55:17No.
00:55:18I feel like the reason that I came here was to find somebody that I...
00:55:22With everything I was looking for.
00:55:24Hmm.
00:55:25You're the only one I can see that happening with.
00:55:28Ooh.
00:55:30Really?
00:55:31Yes.
00:55:32You're so sweet.
00:55:34So...
00:55:34I'm a happy guy.
00:55:36So...
00:55:36Yeah.
00:55:36That's great.
00:55:38But you...
00:55:39You still get to feel things out and...
00:55:41And do what you need to do.
00:55:43Yeah.
00:55:44But...
00:55:44I have...
00:55:46You know...
00:55:46As you can probably guess, I have another date today.
00:55:50Later today.
00:55:51Hmm.
00:55:52And...
00:55:52I am going to do that date.
00:55:55Hmm.
00:55:55I don't want to make a decision right now.
00:55:58No.
00:56:00And...
00:56:00Is that hard for you?
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03I feel stressed and I get like...
00:56:05I think...
00:56:05Am I moving too fast?
00:56:06I don't think you are.
00:56:08You...
00:56:09I mean, I get scared.
00:56:10Yeah.
00:56:11I really like you.
00:56:13Yeah?
00:56:14I mean...
00:56:15Same here.
00:56:15I...
00:56:16I don't know how I can like you this much when I haven't even met you.
00:56:20So crazy.
00:56:20How is that possible?
00:56:21You haven't seen me?
00:56:22I'm kidding.
00:56:24No.
00:56:25Just...
00:56:25No.
00:56:26I can't say enough good about you.
00:56:28Well, I really do like you too.
00:56:31Seriously.
00:56:31I mean it.
00:56:32Yeah.
00:56:33Please.
00:56:33Don't worry.
00:56:35You're...
00:56:35Ranked very high up on my very long list.
00:56:39Well...
00:56:40Hello.
00:56:41I gave you so much there.
00:56:43What the hell?
00:56:44Of course you are number one.
00:56:46You're my favorite.
00:56:47Yes.
00:56:48Yeah, you gave me a game.
00:56:50Yes, I did.
00:56:51That actually means something.
00:56:53That means something.
00:56:55And that...
00:56:56And it's cute.
00:56:57We brought the same gift.
00:56:58Try to be patient.
00:57:00Hmm.
00:57:00I like you, god damn it.
00:57:02Holdin' you.
00:57:07Holdin' you.
00:57:11Holdin' you.
00:57:12Hi.
00:57:14I'm so happy.
00:57:21Hard, huh?
00:57:23Yeah.
00:57:24She wants me.
00:57:25Hannah.
00:57:27Yes, but...
00:57:28Yeah, but I'm going on a date with Camilla later.
00:57:32And of course, now I feel Hannah is...
00:57:35Mm-hmm.
00:57:36She's into you?
00:57:37Yeah.
00:57:38And it just felt so damn good.
00:57:40Mm-hmm.
00:57:40Mm-hmm.
00:57:41Camilla hasn't had many relationships.
00:57:43So I get that it'll take time, but I get the feeling it'll be a little less...
00:57:48serious with Camilla.
00:57:51It's like we sort of have too much fun.
00:57:54You can't quite get a good grasp on the emotional part of it.
00:58:00I'd like to get into it a bit more with Camilla today.
00:58:04Try to bring her down a little bit so she's calmer and able to show...
00:58:10Well, to open up a little more.
00:58:12Wait, what?
00:58:14Something's here.
00:58:16Oh, I didn't know that.
00:58:18What?
00:58:19But it's nothing.
00:58:20Oh, my God!
00:58:22Okay, I need to explain.
00:58:24Yeah?
00:58:24That's my cologne.
00:58:26Oh, yeah, I get it.
00:58:27It's my favorite cologne.
00:58:29It's the one I'm wearing now.
00:58:31Oh, my God, that's nice.
00:58:32So I thought you should have a little taste of what I...
00:58:36It is a great smell.
00:58:38Yeah, so...
00:58:39Oh, my God, it smells delicious.
00:58:42You're welcome.
00:58:43You're so sweet.
00:58:45So, I'm wondering...
00:58:46Yeah.
00:58:47Is it easy for you to, like, to express how you feel?
00:58:53To talk about feelings and all that shit?
00:58:56I don't have a hard time sharing my feelings when I feel safe.
00:59:01But this situation doesn't make it...
00:59:04Easier.
00:59:05Easier.
00:59:06You worried about that?
00:59:09Worried about...
00:59:10If I can express myself and what that looks like in a relationship?
00:59:15Uh...
00:59:16I wouldn't say I'm worried, but I've been thinking about it a lot.
00:59:21But I also feel that it's not that strange, because it also depends on what you've been through and your
00:59:29experiences.
00:59:30Hmm.
00:59:30It's like you say, I haven't been there before.
00:59:33Um...
00:59:34And that...
00:59:37It's gonna be...
00:59:38I'm gonna think it's scary.
00:59:40That's good.
00:59:41I will.
00:59:42There's no doubt about that at this point, and...
00:59:45The way I act when I'm scared or sad is that I become, I don't know, quiet or I shut
00:59:54down.
00:59:55My first instinct is to escape.
00:59:58I won't run. I won't. That's not what I'm trying to say.
01:00:02Hmm.
01:00:02But it's just that...
01:00:04I'm afraid of getting hurt.
01:00:07All I need then is a hug, I think.
01:00:11Hmm.
01:00:11But I also feel so...
01:00:14Safe with you, that I can actually talk about this.
01:00:18Hmm.
01:00:18Now you're showing to me that you can open up and talk about something like this.
01:00:26Hmm.
01:00:27And I like that.
01:00:28It makes me really happy that you're able to.
01:00:32I'm looking forward to making you feel safe and calm, and that you get something you need, and that you
01:00:40haven't gotten before.
01:00:43That's sweet.
01:00:45I feel most connected to you, and I get really excited when I have a date with you.
01:00:51Hmm.
01:00:52You don't get it because you haven't seen me before, but I'm sitting here giggling.
01:00:56I got shaky because you gave me something, and I get to smell your scent.
01:01:00I mean, it's obvious that I like you.
01:01:04Okay, that feels good.
01:01:06No, I totally get it, and I'm really happy that you said that.
01:01:10If you're gonna be my first boyfriend...
01:01:12Hmm.
01:01:14You know what I'm thinking.
01:01:15I do.
01:01:16It's crazy that you could be my first boyfriend.
01:01:18Ever.
01:01:19I mean...
01:01:20Crazy.
01:01:32I was hoping the date would help.
01:01:34You're my...
01:01:36favorite.
01:01:37Both said that.
01:01:39You say it to them?
01:01:40No, but I...
01:01:42If you have, you're on a slippery slope.
01:01:44Oh, no, wait.
01:01:45I don't remember exactly.
01:01:47I can't tell you what I said.
01:01:52Hi.
01:01:53How are you?
01:01:54A gift?
01:01:56Yeah?
01:01:57Oh, my God.
01:01:58No.
01:01:59That's so sweet.
01:02:00That's weird.
01:02:01I got a gift.
01:02:02Really?
01:02:03Yeah.
01:02:03Oh, God.
01:02:04Well, then I swear you don't feel up for our date.
01:02:06Oh, wow.
01:02:07That's so weird.
01:02:08Really?
01:02:08Yeah, actually.
01:02:09It's weird.
01:02:10Should we sit down?
01:02:11Let's do that.
01:02:13God, I feel like an idiot now.
01:02:15Yeah.
01:02:16I'm starting to wonder.
01:02:17He's been telling me I'm his favorite.
01:02:19He never told me that.
01:02:21Okay.
01:02:22Everything feels like we've been very real and open with each other, and like, we've
01:02:27been very complimentary to each other.
01:02:30We have such a nice connection, and now I just feel tricked.
01:02:33And he's been sitting around wanting to be seen in some way and really wanting to drag
01:02:39that out of me.
01:02:40He knows we'll be in the same room, and you'll see that I got a gift, and of course,
01:02:45now this is gonna happen.
01:02:47What was he thinking?
01:02:50I just don't get it.
01:02:51I mean, are we talking to, like, a kid?
01:02:56Yeah.
01:02:59He can't really save himself at this point.
01:03:03Okay, boys.
01:03:05Hey, you go.
01:03:07Nervous?
01:03:07Big feelings, for sure.
01:03:10I'm doing this.
01:03:11Now.
01:03:12Good luck.
01:03:14Ooh.
01:03:19I found my lady.
01:03:24I'm also scared shitless that I found her.
01:03:27It feels too good to be true.
01:03:30Will I be able to be everything she deserves me to be?
01:03:34For her.
01:03:40Thanks for seeing me.
01:03:42Oh, sweetie.
01:03:44I'm never allowed to be me.
01:03:46The way I look doesn't represent who I am inside.
01:03:50No.
01:03:50I'm soft.
01:03:52I mean, I'm like, I'm...
01:03:53Oh, please.
01:03:53You are so gentle.
01:03:56I just want your...
01:03:58I just want your...
01:04:00I just want your love.
01:04:01You've got it.
01:04:03I want it.
01:04:06You already do.
01:04:09But there's one thing that I feel and that I have to say to you.
01:04:16Because I think you are...
01:04:17You're wonderful.
01:04:18You are amazing.
01:04:22But I'm not so sure that I am.
01:04:25I'm fighting that feeling.
01:04:26It feels like you have all the things I have.
01:04:30That I've ever wanted but never gotten.
01:04:35And I think that I will be the person I want to be with you.
01:04:39I can't be sure because I've never been with someone like you.
01:04:45And that scares me because I don't want that to end up hurting you.
01:04:50I want to tell you because I don't want you to feel like you have been fooled by me or
01:04:55anything.
01:04:56I'm not perfect.
01:04:58If you choose me, you choose an imperfect man.
01:05:03But I'm so in love with you.
01:05:06And it's so crazy because I feel like I know you.
01:05:10I really feel it.
01:05:13And...
01:05:18I'm down on one knee.
01:05:19No!
01:05:20Yeah.
01:05:21I'm shaking.
01:05:22I'm sitting and my legs are shaking.
01:05:24So I don't know if I can stand up.
01:05:26You don't have to stand up.
01:05:28Yeah.
01:05:34Do you want to get engaged?
01:05:40Yes.
01:05:42Are you sure?
01:05:43Of course.
01:05:43Yes.
01:05:44Yes, please.
01:05:45Wow.
01:05:49This...
01:05:49This scares me too.
01:05:51Because I've never done something like this either.
01:05:54But it's what I've needed.
01:05:56And it's what I've always wanted.
01:05:58So it can't be...
01:06:00So it can't turn out bad.
01:06:03I think.
01:06:05You are so sweet.
01:06:06You're the sweetest.
01:06:08You are...
01:06:09You're exceptionally sweet.
01:06:11I just want to eat you up.
01:06:15It will come.
01:06:16It will come inside.
01:06:19Wow.
01:06:20I have butterflies.
01:06:31Yes.
01:06:32Are you engaged?
01:06:33Yes.
01:06:38I'm so filled with love that I'm bursting.
01:06:41I don't know where to go.
01:06:42I'm like this.
01:06:44When I love someone.
01:06:47When I love, I said, oh my God.
01:06:49I'm engaged.
01:06:53Congrats.
01:06:56Now we finally get to meet each other.
01:06:59I'll try to look as good as I can.
01:07:03Smell good.
01:07:04Make a good first impression.
01:07:06That's what I'll do.
01:07:23My fairytale hope is when we meet, it feels exactly the same as it did in pods.
01:07:30But...
01:07:32I'm kinda scared.
01:07:38Not one time did I even dare to imagine what she looks like.
01:07:42I love the person she is.
01:07:45No clue what she'll think when she sees me, either.
01:07:48Maybe she sees Shrek.
01:07:49I mean...
01:07:50Who knows?
01:07:59I'm feeling...
01:08:01Really...
01:08:02Nervous.
01:08:05The worst thing I can think of is to see each other...
01:08:08And then not have any chemistry.
01:08:44Oh, yeah.
01:08:50...
01:08:52What do we got into the dark?
01:08:58Oh, yeah.
01:09:02My feet.
01:09:04I've been there without very tension.
01:09:07To the end of the day
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