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00:00Previously on Love, Door, and Lockup.
00:03Oh, ho!
00:04Monique!
00:05I just sent in from the hospital.
00:08I'm going to be there.
00:09Titus, you're about to be single.
00:11I love you.
00:12Back together.
00:14If Monique doesn't come here to me,
00:16I'm going to have to rethink this relationship.
00:19What the is this?
00:21I have already caught Justin talking to his ex.
00:23She's saying, I'm just a bank to him.
00:26I don't know what's going on with the money I just gave him.
00:28I need to be able to get 6K together so that I can invest
00:31because it just proves that .
00:32I don't know what Justin got himself caught up in jail.
00:36Where the do you expect me to pull 6K out of my coochie?
00:41How's the girl doing?
00:42She might be here.
00:43We met on the pen pal site.
00:45He said he had a dream about me.
00:47What's up, Kay?
00:48This the first person I'm meeting from Felicia's life.
00:51What's the issue?
00:52You're like, I'm a hell, Kay.
00:53How you going to send me the homegirl
00:54and then feel a way that I'm cool with the homegirl?
00:57What's up, Kay?
00:58What's up, Kay?
00:59What's up, Kay?
01:00What's up, Kay?
01:01What's up, Kay?
01:03What's up, Kay?
01:03What's up, Kay?
01:04I am very nervous because, you know, I sold most of the stuff.
01:07The storage unit is literally just a decoy to buy me some time.
01:10Why I want this open?
01:12Why it's too locked on here and I can't get it open?
01:14I've never trusted a man 100%.
01:16We're going to get to the bottom of this.
01:19Look at this.
01:21999 years.
01:22You sure he's not catfishing here?
01:24How many years did they give him?
01:26Michael got life.
01:28You never told me that you had life.
01:31Man, the judge gave me five years.
01:34I was called back to court and told the life sentence.
01:38It's just mind boggling.
01:45Life is like a maze and I'll make you crazy.
01:48But you can't be afraid cause I got your baby.
01:52Hi.
01:53Hey, baby.
01:54I'm packing so I can see you and the grandbaby.
01:57Yeah, you.
01:58Your boo's supposed to be coming with you.
02:01So no, he's not coming this time.
02:05Take me, take me away.
02:08Don't be blowing your phone up with all that boo love.
02:10And why you with your family?
02:11Girl, don't even act like that.
02:13Mm-hmm.
02:14And he's somewhere on the farm anyways.
02:17I feel guilty lying to my daughter about Mikkel.
02:21I told her he's a farmer.
02:23That's all she knows.
02:25And it's really hard not being able to talk about this with her.
02:30Well, how's your boo ?
02:31How's the farm life going?
02:33I think it's going good.
02:35Mm, OK.
02:37Why are you looking like that?
02:39I just was asking a question.
02:42OK.
02:43Well, I'll be seeing y'all soon.
02:46All right.
02:46Love you.
02:47Love you, too.
02:47Bye-bye.
02:49I'm tired of dragging it out.
02:50I'm tired of skating around her little questions.
02:54Zippity zip, we are, bam, taking a trip.
02:58I don't want to do that anymore.
03:00It's time to tell Sharnice.
03:09I'm just feeling so nervous.
03:12It's stressing me out.
03:17I made it.
03:19I made her shirt.
03:20Oh, my God.
03:22How you doing, baby?
03:23I've been lying to Sharnice about Mikkel because she's a corrections officer.
03:28Where are my Twinkies at?
03:29Where the babies at?
03:30At school.
03:31But I talked to a lawyer.
03:34He believes he can help Mikkel's case out.
03:37One of the things that we could really seriously look at would be you could possibly go back and refile
03:43a rule 32 for resentencing.
03:45You could make an eighth amendment claim.
03:49Unusual, cruel, unusual punishment.
03:51I think we have a shot at possibly getting him out.
03:54But $4,000 is what it's going to take to even retain him.
03:58Look at your eyebrows looking all cute.
04:00Oh, my God.
04:01Look, I don't got time to do...
04:03Yes.
04:04That's a lot of money.
04:05What if he doesn't even get out of prison?
04:07I'm taking all the risk.
04:11Oh, my God.
04:12You got this blonde hair.
04:14We got to go lighter with your eyebrows.
04:16Get me together, girl.
04:18You got to turn towards me.
04:19Oh.
04:20So tell me a little bit how work is going.
04:23My baby the CO.
04:24Officer.
04:26Officer.
04:27The inmates getting on my nerves per usual.
04:29They ain't got nothing else to do.
04:30Oh, my God.
04:33You remember when I was in Alabama?
04:35Mm-hmm.
04:37And I was going to see him?
04:39The farmer.
04:40Yeah, yeah, the farmer.
04:42I got something to tell you.
04:51He is...
04:54in prison.
04:58No, he not.
05:00I'm just wanting...
05:02I know you ain't dating nobody in prison.
05:04You can look him up.
05:05He's in prison.
05:07Why you lying on this man and don't want to just tell me about him?
05:12Where my water at?
05:14This need to be some liquor wines.
05:16What kind of crime?
05:18Selling some drugs.
05:20Mm.
05:21When he getting out?
05:23So he is in prison right now for life.
05:31He in prison for life.
05:33They have a law in Alabama.
05:35If you are a habitual offender, third strike.
05:39Yes.
05:39Third strike equals life in prison.
05:42But he still has a possibility of parole.
05:45Honestly, I think it's a joke.
05:47As far as I'm concerned, my mother is single.
05:49So any eligible bachelors out there,
05:51tall, dark, handsome with money, hit my mother up.
05:55He probably got like two other girlfriends doing the same thing.
05:59I doubt it.
06:00You think you the only one?
06:05Inmates, they'll talk to her like she's just the only one in the world
06:08and she's just so beautiful and lovely.
06:11And then turn around and we'll call another female.
06:14He don't got nothing but free time on his hands
06:16to turn himself into the man he think you want.
06:18It could all be an act.
06:20I just hope this isn't one of those situations
06:22because then I'll probably be an inmate next.
06:26Girl, they don't even have soap operas on TV no more
06:28and you acting like one.
06:30Like stop.
06:43Hello.
06:49Two locks on the storage.
06:58Maybe your mother was trying to keep me out.
07:00Who the knows?
07:01I don't know.
07:03Right now I'm just playing dumb.
07:04But I did put the lock on it.
07:05I did.
07:07I don't know what the **** going on.
07:08This **** ain't got nothing to do with me, boo.
07:11I don't like the lie.
07:12I don't.
07:13But I feel like there's some truth I got to find out now.
07:15I don't care about that because it's like something's up.
07:18Something is up.
07:20You got some other weird back door **** going on like you **** with somebody.
07:24Call whoever the **** be talking to me.
07:25Ask them because I don't know what the **** you talking about.
07:27I ain't putting no lock on nothing.
07:30Bonita is a good liar.
07:31Like she know how to hide the truth and mask it because she got this little thing where I ask
07:37a question and she'll get real mad and try to change the subject.
07:41Like and redirect the question.
07:43What am I supposed to think?
07:45I did not put that lock on your storage.
07:46You said it wasn't your mother.
07:47If it wasn't your mother, who the **** is it?
07:48Casper?
07:52I don't know what to tell you, boo.
07:54Oh, hi.
07:55Oh, yeah.
07:55Let me see you go here.
07:56Everything in the ****.
07:59It's been a hole and something on my head when I caught and scratching the ticket from over a year,
08:06though.
08:06They keep trying to see how I was calling drugs in the joint.
08:11And, like, they need that **** over his data.
08:14Is this real or is this another little ploy?
08:16Because I ain't going to lie, you've been in my ass for the last two days.
08:19Is this another little trick?
08:20Hell no.
08:21I didn't know I was going to be bossy or two.
08:24I never knew that it was going to come back to fight on my ass.
08:28It's something that I can't pull home.
08:30Man, I just want you to be more supportive.
08:33Listen, I gave you nothing but love.
08:35I did nothing but have your mother **** back.
08:37Been holding you down.
08:38Been paying the lawyers.
08:39Been sending the money.
08:40Been putting money on the commissary.
08:41Been putting money on the phones.
08:41Like, stop playing with me.
08:55I went from being, like, mad at him to being really, like, sad with him.
08:59All his kids are waiting for him to come home, you know what I'm saying?
09:01And, like, he really was anticipating seeing him.
09:03I was anticipating seeing him, like, sometimes I got to say **** home feelings because he
09:08was calling me to calm him down.
09:09So I started trying to just calm down some time instead of just reacting and getting mad
09:12because I know he really don't mean no harm.
09:16So what is your new release date, baby?
09:18When is it?
09:22I'm so sorry.
09:23I wasn't trying to be, um, not supportive or inconsiderate of your feelings.
09:29It just kind of took me back.
09:35Right.
09:36Right.
09:37And that's why we got to get your **** out of there.
09:39And that's why you're never going back again.
09:45Right.
09:48OK, babe. I love you.
09:50Have a good day.
09:51Just try not to think too much about it.
09:52Talk to you soon.
09:56Oh, my **** boy.
09:58This **** boy.
09:59His release date getting pushed back.
10:01It was a curse.
10:02But I found a little blessing in it.
10:05And it might sound **** up.
10:06But hear me out.
10:07That gives me some more time to be able to buy him ****.
10:12Feel that little storage unit up a little more.
10:14I feel like, oh, more time.
10:17But I feel like, oh, my man.
10:18Like, damn.
10:19What a conundrum.
10:20A bloody conundrum.
10:22****.
10:23**** crazy.
10:34My heart is beating so fast.
10:36We waited a whole year for this moment.
10:39It's even worth it.
10:44I want to be a friend honest because once you lie, you got to keep going with that.
10:53What the **** is this **** doing here?
10:56There's so much running through my mind.
10:58The day he gets out, he's going to call me.
11:00**** try the burger.
11:04****.
11:16I can't wait to get my new couch.
11:18Make it all homey.
11:22Hey, girl.
11:24How are you?
11:24Good.
11:26You're going to look cute.
11:32I'm driving or you driving?
11:34You driving.
11:35All right.
11:36I feel like me and Titus are getting along better right now.
11:40So I'm just excited to make this house a home and start preparing it for when Titus is released.
11:47Not this big old van.
11:49I told you I had a sprinter for when I be moving stuff.
11:53Jasmine is my friend that I met in Cleveland.
11:57All right, girl.
11:58I hope you got some AC up in here.
11:59Baby, the **** blow snowballs.
12:01You hear me?
12:02She can relate to me in so many ways.
12:05Like, she dealt with her man, Bud, while he was in prison.
12:09So I feel like she can give me a lot of advice.
12:14So what you got planned as far as the visit?
12:17When you going to go see him?
12:18I'm actually going to see him tomorrow.
12:20Ooh.
12:22Are you nervous?
12:24I guess.
12:26This is our first visit.
12:29And I think the only insecurity that I do have is, like, whether he's going to be attracted to me
12:35or not.
12:37So, yes, I'm nervous.
12:39But it's a happy nervous.
12:43You said no leather, no brown.
12:45I got this red?
12:47Yeah.
12:47I know.
12:47I just feel like this is too light.
12:50Sit on it.
12:50See how it feel.
12:52Yeah, this is a big comfy couch.
12:54This is a good one.
12:57This tight is for you.
12:58Be quiet.
12:59Be quiet.
13:00Be quiet.
13:01Just be quiet.
13:02This is a prepaid cold front.
13:04Be quiet.
13:06Hello.
13:07Hello, girl.
13:08What's going on?
13:09Just at the furniture store.
13:11Who are you with?
13:14I'm by myself.
13:19I got it.
13:22Yeah, I'm going to call Jasmine and see if she'll help me.
13:38No, I hear you.
13:39All right.
13:41All right, baby.
13:42Talk to you later.
13:44Girl.
13:45Now, what the y'all got going on?
13:46Why you lie to him, man?
13:47Why you ain't just telling him I was with you?
13:49Girl, because I don't be feeling like hearing his mouth.
13:53I didn't tell Titus I was going furniture shopping with Jasmine because he gets so upset with me.
13:59Hanging around my friends, especially my women friends.
14:03Like, why are you that jealous?
14:06He's just so overprotective.
14:08Like, he just want to keep me inside, like, sheltered, away from people.
14:13Titus needs to know this is 2025 and bitches is not putting couches on their back these days.
14:19Ain't nobody finna be trapped in the closet?
14:21Mm-hmm.
14:22That makes no sense.
14:24What's going on here?
14:25Like, why are you telling this man that you by yourself?
14:28Because I know he know you ain't about to lift no damn couch.
14:32Nice and comfortable.
14:33Yeah, that's the one for sure.
14:35Titus is being controlling.
14:38I ain't with it.
14:39For a thousand even.
14:40That's a good price for that.
14:41Hell no.
14:42He got to go.
14:45How are we getting fanging off?
14:47Girl, I have no idea.
14:49Probably gonna have to call Bud.
14:50Let me shoot him a text.
14:53Okay.
14:53We done.
14:56Okay.
14:57Girl, I don't know how Titus gonna feel about that.
15:00He gonna have to be all right with it this time because he ain't gonna be able to help.
15:05I know.
15:07Titus doesn't trust anybody.
15:10I've done so much to show him how dedicated I am to him.
15:16He shouldn't try to strip me from my freedom just because he stripped his.
15:23He gonna be pissed.
15:33I just meet you with my partner, right?
15:35You ain't here for after hours.
15:40You sent me to home, girl.
15:41And we're cool.
15:43It's solid.
15:44Then you got an issue.
15:46How does that make sense?
15:56Let me ask you a simple question.
15:58Do you want me to treat her like how I treat my sister?
16:02Okay.
16:03Well, then we're linking up later on to go and smoke.
16:08How was that weird?
16:10It's not weird.
16:11Do what you do.
16:11Okay.
16:12Then chill the out.
16:14I didn't regret sending it to pay the memories because I needed her to confirm what I already was feeling.
16:20Thank you for using global tell.
16:22Thank you for using global tell.
16:23La la la la.
16:25It's just something about him.
16:27It's just something about him.
16:27He just, you know, it's something I can't put my finger on.
16:30But I will get to the bottom of it.
16:32I'm okay.
16:33Like, who the about K?
16:35That's not my type.
16:36What's your deal?
16:37What's your motive?
16:38What you coming into my life for?
16:45So listen, let me say something.
16:47I've been incarcerated since I was 17.
16:50You've been married.
16:51You've been through a lot of experience.
16:53Okay.
16:54You've got to understand what's new for me.
16:57I ain't never been in a real relationship.
17:01All I've had was like little puppy love.
17:03And then when you incarcerated, your mind can't be on no emotional stuff.
17:09You've got to block that out.
17:12But my feelings is deeply involved with you and I can't block that.
17:16I can't just block turn at all.
17:19I hear you, but I think that's kind of backwards.
17:22Because you say you feel so strongly to the point to where it makes you trip.
17:30That's what?
17:32I be trippin'.
17:33Yeah, you be trippin'.
17:34You don't think you give me a reason to be trippin' though?
17:36So you don't give me no reason.
17:38So my feelings ain't valid.
17:40My feelings is valid, Maya.
17:42That's not what I'm saying.
17:43Well, tell me what you're saying.
17:44If thoughts create the reality,
17:47why would you want to think about things that don't make you feel good?
17:50Because that's always what come in my life.
17:52So I play the cause that's dope.
17:54Okay, so you got to switch the narrative.
17:56Maybe you keep experiencing things like that because of what you keep thinking about.
18:00Switch the thoughts.
18:00But you trigger that.
18:02You're triggering it in yourself.
18:04Because I'm just moving how I move.
18:07Can I ask you a question?
18:09Yes, what's up?
18:11Are you committed to me?
18:13Even to the point where as you come and get me and stuff,
18:17you come and pick me up with my family and stuff.
18:18So if you're not committed to me,
18:20I don't even feel like you need to come to me in my release date
18:23if you're not committed to me.
18:26What?
18:27Are you in love with me?
18:29That's funny.
18:30Are you in love with me?
18:31What you mean?
18:31Like what?
18:32Is it funny?
18:32Is what funny?
18:34Are you in love with me?
18:34It's funny how you like...
18:37Are you in love with me?
18:39Are you in love with me?
18:40I don't know what you're asking me.
18:41I'm just letting you know,
18:43like if you're not committed to me,
18:44like through everything,
18:46then I don't feel like we need to do nothing.
18:49I feel the same way.
18:51Felicia's really like on some young right now.
18:54Like, oh yeah, I want to...
18:55I'm like, yo, you're just now about to get out.
18:59Like, chill.
19:02I've never felt like this.
19:05You know, it's like an ethereal connection.
19:07So, just get home.
19:10Just get home.
19:12I don't know what else you want me to say.
19:15I'm the type of person I'm going to win regardless.
19:17I really want to be with you,
19:19but if you do try to play,
19:20it's going to be your loss.
19:23Yeah, I've been down nine years.
19:24Like, he needs to prove himself so I can trust him.
19:28Because I'm so in love with Rich,
19:30I could get fooled so easily.
19:34All right.
19:35I hope you know what you're doing.
19:39I'll say the same.
19:45Why the are you texting your ex?
19:48I'm not letting go of this relationship.
19:50I don't know if Justin's worth it.
19:54I'm trying to make sure you ain't trying to jail talk my mama,
19:56because I don't play like that.
19:58I feel betrayed.
20:07I know it.
20:08What am I going to do?
20:09Like, why am I here?
20:17Justin has shown so many red flags in our relationship recently.
20:21I got messages from his one ex saying they were talking.
20:25Next thing I know,
20:26this man is asking for excessive amounts of money
20:29and saying it's for crypto.
20:30And last I checked,
20:32you can't buy crypto in jail.
20:34Now I think that I am a wallet to Justin.
20:41I need answers,
20:42because just isn't adding up.
20:44And the only way to find out
20:46is the person who's closest with him,
20:48and that's through Brittany.
20:49That is his best friend.
20:51I have never met Brittany in person before.
20:54I briefly talked to her on her Facebook account
20:57until Justin told me she had some things to say to Justin
21:02about how she didn't like me.
21:03And she's having some issues with what I do for a living.
21:07And that she regrets introducing us.
21:09Hi.
21:10Can I get a table for two?
21:13All right, this one.
21:14I don't know if I'm going to get answers.
21:15I don't know if I'm going to get clarity.
21:17Okay, so like the world famous hamburger?
21:20Yeah.
21:21Okay, so I'm meeting a friend.
21:22Can I get two plates?
21:24I'm going to feed her.
21:25And we'll go with that.
21:26But no matter what,
21:28I just want something,
21:29so I stop questioning myself.
21:33Oh my goodness, it is juicy.
21:35I hope you guys are hungry.
21:37What the heck?
21:50What the is this hoe doing here?
21:56Liz is Justin's other ex.
21:58I'm very thrown off at the fact that Brittany and Liz have been talking.
22:02Last I knew, they couldn't stand each other.
22:05I have a lot to say.
22:07Then say it.
22:08You just are trashy.
22:10I'm trashy.
22:11Connie, look at you.
22:12You're at a family restaurant.
22:15I love Justin at the end of the day.
22:17Like he's my best friend.
22:18You know, like I'm going to be there for him.
22:19But I wanted to bring Liz because I don't understand why he's playing both sides.
22:26I mean, she's just another hoe that I don't give a about.
22:28I'm just here to like confront .
22:30Okay, then confront it.
22:32He's always been obsessed with me.
22:34The day he gets out, he's going to call me.
22:36Okay, whatever.
22:36Keep lying, you .
22:39Justin told me that when him and Liz were together,
22:41that she wanted all these nice things,
22:43and he didn't have the money for it,
22:45so he did what he was used to doing to get money,
22:48and that was stealing things from people's houses.
22:50Liz, you're the piece of .
22:52You're the reason why Justin is in jail right now.
22:56I have messages to prove that he said he was going to call me when he gets out.
22:59Okay, show me.
22:59Show you.
23:00Let's do it.
23:01Okay.
23:03Look, I'm for real so up because I love you, Elizabeth.
23:05I love the idea of us being together again and making us work.
23:08Just be sure it's what you want.
23:09But for real, we need to come to a place where you know that this can be us,
23:13because you tripping over a little bit of money and leaving me hanging in this moment
23:15isn't making me feel like you get it.
23:18That was just yesterday.
23:21So the only thing he wants is money.
23:24Like, he said that you left him hanging on $6,000?
23:27Everybody also says he wants to be with her.
23:29They didn't send him Justin money because I'm the bit.
23:31They did send him $600 just yesterday.
23:33Great.
23:33Because he said you left him down and dry.
23:37Because I sent him $3,000 already.
23:39That's a lie.
23:40You said that's a lie.
23:41Okay, well, that's definitely not a lie.
23:43I just feel like you're just talking out your ass at this point.
23:47I came to this meeting to get answers,
23:49and this was the last thing I was expecting.
23:51I wasn't expecting to be blindsided by all this.
23:53I wasn't expecting Liz to be there.
23:54I'm pissed off in general.
23:56Every single thing that could go wrong is just going wrong.
24:00Justin, you might be lonely and in prison because I feel that's what this is.
24:05But once he gets out, he's not going to put up with this .
24:08He's not.
24:08Have a .
24:09And it's not .
24:11You bitch .
24:12Try the burger.
24:15You bitch.
24:17Go outside.
24:18Outside.
24:18You get the outside.
24:20You get the outside.
24:20You get the outside, bitch.
24:26You get the outside, bitch.
24:32Why you don't go?
24:35I don't think I ought to yell at you, for real.
24:39What the ?
24:39You just .
24:40My old .
24:43Huh?
24:45To pick this day to call me at the last minute, I'm not feeling this.
24:50No problem, baby.
24:59How we getting the thing in the house?
25:01Probably going to have to call Bud.
25:03Let me shoot him a text.
25:06Girl, I don't know how Titus about feel about that.
25:09He going to be pissed.
25:11Oh, yeah.
25:13And I know just where I'm going, even, even when it's on.
25:17He going to have to be all right with it this time, because he ain't going to know where
25:20to help.
25:22Nothing else.
25:24I'm trying to avoid conflict with Titus.
25:27I don't want to argue with him.
25:29I already know how he feels about allowing people into my house.
25:34So, I am definitely terrified of Titus finding out that Bud that's helping me with the furniture.
25:44What's up?
25:45I already know I'm not going to hear the end of it.
25:56Hello.
25:57Hi, what's up, bud?
25:58Nothing.
25:59Just getting this couch set up.
26:01Don't carry that big ass couch in there like that?
26:04Like, what's going on?
26:05Uh, well, Bud came and helped us.
26:11What?
26:13I don't like it, man.
26:14I don't like it.
26:16Like, if you ain't let me know what was going on, step by step, 40 hours.
26:20I mean, I didn't know.
26:22Like, that wasn't, like, the plan.
26:23When you talk to me, no.
26:25So, that's it.
26:26That plan would be to fuck the world.
26:28Like, that plan would be to fuck the world.
26:29If you talk to me, you didn't know.
26:31But, you know, I ain't seen this.
26:33You knew.
26:42I can't expect nobody not to have friends, you see?
26:46But I just don't know how friendly they are.
26:48I'm in here behind the wall, so I can never get 100% trusted.
26:53There's nobody out there.
26:55We need to help with the couch.
26:56We can lift this up ourself.
26:58Like, what you expecting me to do?
27:03That was last minute.
27:04Like, you didn't call me.
27:06Like, I didn't want to be sitting around in the furniture store waiting on you to call me.
27:13We gonna go ahead and get up out of here, and I'm gonna see y'all some other time.
27:16Thank you for using GTL.
27:19Nah, you done good.
27:20I know your , man.
27:22I feel slightly embarrassed that my friends heard the argument.
27:26He is nuts.
27:29Like, I just felt like he just wants to dictate every single part of my life.
27:35So, y'all get some straightening on that.
27:37You have to literally learn the person that you're dealing with.
27:41So, you got a visit tomorrow.
27:43Girl, I don't know.
27:44You mad right about now?
27:46You think I'm still finna drop three hours to come see you?
27:49He is cry-cry.
27:57I'm taking the Uber.
27:59I'm about to go see Momo.
28:02I'm so excited.
28:04Now you found what you're looking for.
28:07Left you wanting more.
28:09Now I'm always with you.
28:12Now you think about me all the time.
28:18Hey, Ma.
28:20I'm on my way to my visit.
28:23It's your first visit?
28:24Yeah.
28:25He got approved for a visit today, but because it's family day, I don't know if they gonna still let
28:32it be regular visits.
28:34Momo keeps talking about what he don't know.
28:37Uh-oh.
28:38What you got on?
28:40Look out of your bosom.
28:41Yeah.
28:42Oh, my God, Ma.
28:44I put on the wrong bra.
28:46You cannot have underwire in your bra.
28:49Well, you're gonna have to go in there free-balling.
28:52They're allowed out.
28:53But my nipple rings.
28:55You gonna be able to see them.
29:00I haven't seen Daman in prison before.
29:02This is like my first rodeo.
29:05Let me know when you get out of the highway.
29:07All right.
29:07I am nervous because we can touch, and I've never kissed Daman, never hugged. I've never, like, felt his penis.
29:19I wish I could get, like, conjugal visits. That would be great.
29:24I don't even care if the CO's watched. Like, just give me a second.
29:36What's up, Lord McGee?
29:42I'm on my way.
29:43Don't be staring me down.
29:50I'm nervous.
29:54Babe, I'm here.
29:58Don't wait until I see about the season.
30:00I'm turning in.
30:04I love you like the air that I breathe.
30:08I've been let down all my life.
30:10From my mom, to my dad, from my kids' fathers.
30:16I cannot wait to see you.
30:19I definitely want my happily ever after. I have it.
30:22I'm just waiting for him to come home.
30:26But I'm nervous as well.
30:28The baby mother, she know that you're in a relationship?
30:34He wants me to go get his belongings.
30:37His child's mother got the belongings.
30:39Yes.
30:40Why is the two locks, and why won't this open?
30:43Because given, she don't really want us to get his stuff.
30:46I don't know what I'm up against right now.
31:07I don't know what I'm up against right now.
31:15Because it's family day.
31:17Oh, my God, yo.
31:19I ain't gonna lie.
31:20That's really weird.
31:22I want to talk to you about the boy.
31:24I want to talk to you about it in places.
31:28I don't ever forget what I tell Gigi or Bonita.
31:32Like, I always keep it in the back of my mind.
31:35But my conscience telling me, like, damn, I want to be able to be up front and honest.
31:39Because once you lie, you got to keep going with that narrative.
31:48If not, it's going to back five in the worst way, and I don't want to break Gigi her, and
31:53I don't want to break Bonita her.
32:05Come on.
32:06Bitch.
32:07He's making her look like Bobo the clown.
32:10What the is Justin doing to me?
32:16If my relationship with Michael doesn't work out, I'm going to be broken hearted.
32:19I'm not, like, equipped to deal with this.
32:26Don't be coming like a freight train.
32:29Don't be thinking about pestering me.
32:32Hands.
32:33Can she wash her hands?
32:35I have to clean.
32:37Jeremy, 40-year-old hands ain't clean.
32:44All right, here.
32:45All right, y'all eat y'all pizza.
32:47Why can't we go in the front room?
32:49We gonna talk.
32:50Having a chit chat.
32:52Sharnice is upset because I didn't tell her that McHale's in prison.
32:57Yeah.
32:58I know.
32:59Them babies so weak.
33:01What?
33:03First of all, I need a better understanding of what's going on here.
33:07She absolutely believes that McHale is using me.
33:10So I set up a phone call.
33:12They have got to get along in order for this relationship to even flourish.
33:18What exactly are the charges?
33:20I mean, we can bring them up.
33:21Yes, bring them up. I need to see a picture.
33:24Here.
33:25There.
33:27All right.
33:28Trafficking cocaine.
33:31Distribution of a controlled substance.
33:32That's the same thing.
33:34Them charges be trumped up.
33:35I believe he's gonna get paroled.
33:37Okay, but if he don't?
33:39I'll deal with that at the time when it comes.
33:41So have you ever seen him in person?
33:43When you was in Alabama, I'm thinking you about to go meet your boo and y'all going on nice
33:48days.
33:49So he is my boyfriend, but I haven't seen him in person.
33:52We are conversating on the phone. We got to know each other.
33:56We have feelings for each other.
33:58And I have hope that this life sentence is not going to have to be carried out.
34:05I met with a lawyer, okay?
34:07Now he does not have all the money.
34:10Oh, I knew it!
34:12How about you work on just visiting first?
34:15This is why I didn't want to tell you.
34:18Mikael hasn't proven anything to me, but I still care about him.
34:22And I still have hope that he will get out and come home.
34:28He's calling.
34:29Hi!
34:31Hey, what's going on?
34:33How you doing?
34:34I'm sitting with my daughter, and I finally told her about us.
34:39Want to say hi?
34:40Hello.
34:42Hey, how you doing, Shanice?
34:43I'm good. How are you?
34:45I'm all right.
34:46What are your intentions with my mother, and how do you plan to be there for her?
34:52She could probably tell you more about it, but you know, as it is, I'm trying to get out of
34:57here.
34:59And I'm serving time, but I was wrongly convicted.
35:04And when I met her mom, she did nothing but a blessing.
35:07You know, and I also try to return the favor.
35:11You know, it's nothing financial or nothing like that. It's more of a vibe.
35:18They tell me you're a correctional officer.
35:21Yes, I am.
35:22And I'm trying to make sure you ain't trying to jail talk my mama, because I don't play like that.
35:27I'm afraid not.
35:28So right now, you're facing life. You are able to remain positive in your situation?
35:34Yeah, yeah.
35:36You sure? Like, how you feel about your chances with that?
35:40Already. Just actually amount of me just paying me some time.
35:44And is your family helping you with that?
35:47I mean, you know, they do what they can.
35:52Mm-hmm.
35:55OK, well, I'm glad you answered all the questions. I really appreciate it.
35:59OK, y'all, I'm down. Hit me back up.
36:01No.
36:02Bye-bye.
36:04Bye.
36:09Did I ever feel better?
36:11Not really.
36:12I see things like this all the time in jail.
36:15And it's just ridiculous to me.
36:16Like, I can't even wrap my mind around what's going through her mind.
36:20I need a mini-mock.
36:24I hate everything about it, and I don't want that for my mother.
36:28There's too much going on.
36:37So Titus is mad at me because Bud brought his friend over to help me move furniture.
36:44If I drive three hours to go see Titus and he doesn't agree to see me or come out, this
36:50relationship is going to be so over.
36:52I walk back down, I'm winning it now.
36:54If you think you got a chance, then I'm shutting it down.
36:57Let me go try on these bras and see how they fit, because I need to make sure they hold
37:03the girls up.
37:05Last night, I got no sleep.
37:07All I could do is toss and turn, but I'm still going to go forward with my plans on seeing
37:13Titus for the first time.
37:15This is not going to work.
37:17At all.
37:18They're supposed to be higher, like this.
37:21The dress code and security process is definitely intimidating to me at a prison because I don't want to go
37:28somewhere having to be stripped and searched.
37:33I don't want the first time my man see me, he see my down to my knees, like he used
37:40to the girls sitting.
37:45I feel really nervous and anxious going to a prison for the first time, which is why I never visited
37:51anyone in prison before.
37:53But I'm going to just face my fear, face my anxiety.
37:59Ever since I was a little girl, like I had like this whole picture in my head of what I
38:05want my life to be like.
38:07Married with kids and a big house and I just feel like now I'm about to be 37 and that
38:14idea for me, it just seems like it's just so far away.
38:21So this visit is about commitment on both ends.
38:25I think it'll show my commitment to our relationship and if he shows up, it'll show me that he's committed
38:32to me as well.
38:33We waited a whole year for this moment, so I hope he doesn't mess that up.
38:42Oh my God.
38:44I cannot believe I'm here.
38:47My heart is beating so fast.
38:51As far as home, you come to see me like.
38:53We been talking for eight months now so…
38:56It's about that time.
38:57We can't see what's going on.
39:03Hello.
39:04I have a visit to schedule for today?
39:07Tight as .
39:15Oh, damn bull , I mean.
39:39Justin, he might be lonely and in prison, but once he gets out, he's not going to put
39:44up with it.
39:45He's not.
39:46Not, not.
39:46You bitch.
39:48Try the burger.
39:51You bitch.
39:53Go outside.
39:54You get the outside, bitch.
40:02Yo.
40:03Come on.
40:05Oh.
40:08Bitch.
40:11Balls.
40:13Balls.
40:13Balls.
40:14So much.
40:14Oh, my God.
40:14Sir, family-owned restaurant.
40:16This is old .
40:19Game on.
40:21This bitch.
40:23I'm feeling the way Justin is kind of like using both of us at the same time.
40:28He's seeing what he can get out of her and seeing what he can get out of me, and I'm
40:32not
40:32happy with it.
40:33An incarcerated individual at SCI Hatsdale.
40:36And honestly, she's stupid if she keeps corresponding with, you know, with him because, like, he's
40:41making her look like Bobo's clown, you know, also.
40:44What?
40:45Listen.
40:46We got big right now.
40:48This bitch just threw a whole one-pound burger right in my face.
40:54Like, I'm covered in right now, Justin.
40:58You are done with your friendship with her.
41:01She had no reason to bring Liz in here.
41:03Liz was brought in here.
41:04I have to deal with Liz.
41:06She proved to me that she's sending you money and you're still hounding me for it.
41:09So if you're going to talk to these dumb bitches, stop talking about how you're going
41:11to have the future together because that makes no sense.
41:14You're out here looking like you're using me.
41:15And the fact that I've seen messages from Liz saying that you have this relationship with
41:21her.
41:21Evidently, I am nothing to you.
41:25If you're everything to me.
41:27Then why the are you texting your ex?
41:29You left me in a spot where, like, I had to make something happen.
41:33Regardless, like, I'm not going to justify it.
41:36Like, it was .
41:37I love you.
41:39I'm not letting go of this relationship.
41:42I'm sorry that I'm putting you through all this.
41:44I'm sorry that I did this.
41:45But I'll do anything to fix it because you, man.
41:49I don't know what you said.
41:51I physically don't know what to say right now.
41:54I gave up my dreams.
41:56I gave up my finances.
41:57I gave up my peace.
41:58I gave up my freedom for a man who's done nothing but stress me out.
42:03I have no words.
42:05No words.
42:06I don't know if Justin's worth it.
42:08I don't know if the future's worth it in this latest.
42:13Okay, bye.
42:16My biggest fear is if I walk away from Justin now that I'm never going to know what the future
42:21holds.
42:23What the is Justin doing to me?
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