00:00I was having a conversation with Jasmine I told you off cam and I want to do this I mean in front
00:09of you right now my deepest condolences thank you I didn't get the chance you know how close your
00:14sister is to me yes I do know how fond I am of you but I really apologize because right at that
00:21very moment it's okay to the bottom of my heart thank you thank you so much and in fact to everyone
00:28that reached out to us I'm sorry if we never got back right away you know it was a and you would
00:33know this like how hard that being in that bubble is that sometimes you don't read messages you don't
00:40read your emails so you know and finally I'm back and Jasmine is back as well and you know work is a
00:47great outlet to just kind of like start moving forward but thank you thank you and continue to
00:54make him proud to say I was talking to you about grief and tough part of my life yeah my story
00:59that's why I could relate to that and said I'm really really sorry yeah I'm really sorry you
01:06know and I've said this but like the grief really comes in waves like yeah one day I'm okay and the
01:12next thing that you will say I miss granddad and I'm just like a mess so yeah it comes in waves and but
01:20you know each day like as you said earlier Tito Boy parang you never actually no it never goes away
01:27yeah I'm sorry to say it never goes away pero hanggang nga sa panahon na my psychiatrist told me actually
01:36and said make that yung yung sakit ng puso make that your connection to her make that your love connection to
01:43your mother so every time you cry now hindi kanda because you can do that in the middle of a journey I
01:50mean literally you can do that hubung taking a shower you know use that you know yeah and you know an
01:59expression of love even Dalia once told me when I had my little breakdown in front of her she was
02:04shocked but she said you know mama just think that granddad is a cloud in front of you so now when I look at
02:10that cloud at the clouds it's something that I'll always remember my dad
02:40I'm your father I'm your father I'm your father I'm his father and I'm your mother like
02:46oh and I'm your mother like oh oh yeah it's like oh yeah it's like oh yeah you can do that
02:50now I can get therópole and I'll never go and get that out of your heart and get that out of your heart and
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