00:00How much do your children know about all this suffering, about the pain, about the struggle,
00:13lahat ng mga pananakit, pagtutok ng baril, gaano kalaki ang alam ng mga bata?
00:18For me, wala silang alam.
00:21Pero na-observe ko na may sinasabi siya na napapaniwala yung mga anak ko
00:28I don't know, you know, but sabi ko lang sa mga anak ko, I just don't want my kids to get involved
00:34because I don't want them to feel insecure, mabahala, maguluhan, at maawa sa akin.
00:43Diret siyang tanong, noong tumira sila Michelle Maxine sa Utah, sinaktan ba sila ni Randy?
00:50Hindi.
00:51May anak ka bang sinaktan ni Randy?
00:54Yes, si Mazen at si Adam.
00:56Si Adam nga, sinabi nga sa akin ng yaya, yung sinulat sa wall, sabi naman yaya, ako na maglilinis.
01:04Ang ginawa niya, pinadilaan niya yung anak ko sa wall.
01:07Hindi ko alam lahat yun.
01:10Nasaktan ako.
01:11Tapos tinapunin, bata pa niya, anak ko ha, si Adam, tinapunin niya ng sapato sa muka.
01:17Tapos si, ano, si Mazen, ang nagsabi sa akin, yung PA ko dati na may edad na asawa ng driver ko, sinasaktan daw si Mazen.
01:28Dahil nga, ano siya, hyper, no?
01:30Pero hindi ko alam na sinasaktan niya sobra, sinasakal niya, hindi ko alam lahat yun.
01:34So noong nalaman mo, anong ginawa mo?
01:36I told him, why did you hurt my kids?
01:39Hindi na amin.
01:41No, I didn't hurt him.
01:43Nung nag-desisyon kang ibahagi ang kwentong ito sa atin dito sa Fast Talk, alam ba ni Michelle?
01:52Yesterday, we were together.
01:54Finally, when she's about to leave, I told Michelle, Michelle, I'm going to be interviewed by Tito Boy Abunda.
02:01Tomorrow, may taping.
02:03Sabi niya sa akin, about what happened to me.
02:09Because it's about time that Randy should be accountable to all his bad behavior.
02:16Sabi ko, kahit nien si Abraham bago ko malis, he called me up on the phone.
02:20Ma, sabi niya, yes?
02:23I just want to ask, because I'm sure ino-tusan siya.
02:25I just want to ask, have you told your friend what happened to you, to any of your friends?
02:33Sabi ko naman, yes.
02:35But my friend will never talk until I say so.
02:38But don't worry, Abraham, sabi ko gano'n.
02:40You tell your father, once I'm back to the Philippines, I will announce.
02:46So people will know what he has done to me.
02:49And it's about time for your father to be accountable with all his actions he did to me.
02:57At ang sabi ni Abraham?
02:57Ma, Abraham, when I was divorcing your father, you were still a little boy.
03:05You came to me.
03:06I saw it through your eyes, asking me, Ma, don't leave me.
03:12If you divorce my father, you won't be able to see me.
03:16I withdraw my divorce because I don't want you to feel that I left.
03:22Will you divorce Randy now?
03:24Yes, yes, yes, of course.
03:28Kasi ang dami na niyong ginawa sa akin, pati yung mga cattle ko, hindi niya ako binibigyan yung mga ininvest ko, ayaw niyong ibigay sa akin ng pera.
03:36Napaka-generous niya sa iba, pero sa akin hindi siya generous.
03:43Ako, binila niya ako ng Rolex after 25 years.
03:48Sabi ko ngayon, magkani ito na Rolex?
03:50Kasi binigyan kita ng pera pag ako kumikita.
03:53Sabi ko, do we have to talk about money?
03:57Because I hated it.
03:58All I wanted is to be happy.
04:01Sabi ko naman sa kanya, I never asked you to buy anything.
04:04Sabi ko, kontenda na ako sa simpleng buhay, basta tahimik lang ako.
04:09You will file for divorce.
04:11Yes.
04:12I want to be happy.
04:13Sabi ko, I'm too older, I'm 64.
04:16All I wanted is to have peace of mind.
04:19I deserve that.
04:21I want to be happy.
04:23I want to grow.
04:25I want to rise again.
04:26Because he pinned me down.
04:28Sabi ko, I lost my dream.
04:31Sabi ko, dream to become a lawyer.
04:33I sacrificed so much because of this marriage.
04:38I dream to have a happy marriage.
04:41Happy family.
04:42Sabi ko nga noon.
04:43You think your children will understand?
04:46They're old enough already.
04:48This time, I think it's about time for me to think about myself.
04:53I'm not a selfish person, little boy.
04:56So, hindi ko inintindi yung sarili ko.
04:59Lagi ko inintindi ang mga anak ko, yung karamdaman nila.
05:04But this time, I want to be happy.
05:06I want to be at peace.
05:10Hindi yung pinuprovoke ako.
05:11Alam niya kasi paano niya i-push yung button ko para maghalit ako eh.
05:15But those things, you know, kong talagang mahal niya ako,
05:18I realize ko rin, kuyaboh, hindi niya ako mahal.
05:20Because if you love somebody, you will respect that woman.
05:24Especially, I've been so loyal to him.
05:27I've given him my best.
05:29All my best.
05:30But he doesn't recognize that.
05:33You know, your children will watch this conversation.
05:37Anong nais mong sabihin sa kanilang lahat?
05:39I just want my children to heal.
05:41Whatever fear that they have,
05:45I don't know what happened or what.
05:48You know, I don't stop my children to love him,
05:52to love anyone.
05:53But I just want them to heal.
05:57Kung ano man nangyaya ako, I want to heal.
05:59I want to heal Adam.
06:01I want Adam to heal and also Mazen.
06:04Maybe actions yun, lalo si Adam ko.
06:06Kasi high functioning.
06:07Sometimes he talks.
06:09Then pinapakinggan ko siya, it's about what he has done.
06:13So sabi ko ganyan, it's about time to heal.
06:16We can forgive him, but we need to heal.
06:19I need to heal.
06:20It takes two to make a marriage work.
06:24Yes.
06:25Anong ginawa mong tama at ano ang ginawa mong mali?
06:30Yung mali continues.
06:34Ina-overlook ko lahat ang lies.
06:36Ina-overlook ko lahat ang mga abuses,
06:39mga mentally, abuse, verbally, emotionally.
06:45Pinalampas mo.
06:46Pinaliktas ko lahat yung guya boy.
06:50I forgive him, but you know, there's a limit.
06:54Even God will walk away if you are not obedient to his law.
07:00Me, I'm walking away because I want peace.
07:03I want to be whole again.
07:05I don't want to live with darkness, life, relationship.
07:10Gusto ko talaga maging masaya ko.
07:12Yaboy lang hini...
07:13Kunti na lang buhay ko rito.
07:17Bakit...
07:17Bakit pinagkakait pa sakin at maging masaya ko.
07:22At respetohin niya ako, the way I respected him.
07:25What I'm doing right now, if he thinks I'm not respecting him, no.
07:31What I'm doing right now is I want you to be responsible enough
07:34and be accountable to all your action, real lies.
07:39Analyze if you're a lawyer.
07:42You know, hindi tapat lahat puro lies.
07:46Anong pinakatama?
07:47Anong mga tama na ginawa?
07:49Nagmahal ako ng tapat, kuya.
07:52Nagmahal ako ng tapat.
07:55Lorya lako.
07:57And God knows everything.
08:00Hu am.
08:01Alamiya intention of pusu ko.
08:03Alamiya talaga khusinu ako.
08:25Alamiya talaga kusinu ako.
08:26Alamiya talaga.
08:26Yen, mi me policyyama.
08:27Alamiya talaga kol maga.
08:27Alamiya talaga kusinu ako.
08:28Anong mga maha.
08:29Alamiya talaga kusinu ako.
08:30Alamiya talaga kusinu ako.
08:31I.
08:40Yen, mi policyyama.
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