00:00With it being my first season I'm definitely taking a deep breath now it's
00:07over. For a surprise I was very surprised at how I built real relationships some
00:15genuine relationships with some of the women some I didn't but overall most of
00:21them I felt like we did build a sisterhood. I don't feel like you know
00:25being on this reality show had an effect on my marriage in a negative way I feel
00:29that you know we had certain issues prior to doing the show and the show may have
00:35magnified some of them however at the end of the day if you have a strong bond
00:40then a reality show definitely can't break it. That was hard to take you know when
00:44you're married you definitely feel like you have the ability to communicate
00:49with your mate enough for them to come in and say hey we're gonna get a divorce
00:53but that didn't happen so through that I feel very disappointed in the situation.
00:58Nene called that day you know Candy, Phaedra, Cynthia a couple days later Kenya reached out
01:06they've been very supportive and you know Nene she's been through similar
01:10situation in her past and she's definitely told me to just take care of
01:15me right now and that's what I'm doing. I do feel like I would allow my co-stars to set
01:21me up I feel like after the season and the dust has settled they're showing me who
01:27they are in a real way so they've really gotten a chance to get to know me so
01:31maybe they would be able to hook me up and it would be successful. Before I got
01:34married I was very independent I had my own businesses and I gave that up to
01:39become a hundred percent white. At this point I am finding my way back to that
01:44Porsche back to that independent woman who makes decisions on her own I consider
01:48what I feel and I'm not living through someone else's eyes and I'm looking forward to that.
01:52Right now I'm focusing on a lot of the business ventures that I wanted to do while I was married
01:58but now I have you know the time to put a hundred percent into it so you know I'm
02:04going to be starting my own hairline, home decor, beauty products, makeup ladies so
02:10it's a lot of different things that you know I'm going to try my hand at right
02:13now. I'm just taking life as it comes you know when you plan everything out and it
02:19doesn't work out just the way you want it then you become you get disappointed and
02:22from now on I'm just going to live my life and follow my heart. Well when I
02:27got married I didn't get married to get divorced this was not something that I
02:30wanted but at the end of the day I feel that there has to be a bigger blessing in
02:35this you know because I put my all into my marriage and being that it didn't work
02:39out after trying my best to keep it there has to be something great coming
02:43for Porsche in the future.
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