00:00I feel like sometimes you lose a set 6-1, it's like, okay, whatever, like, reset, and
00:07then, like, 3-0, I mean, I was glad to get that game, and I don't know, I just felt like
00:12all the things that I do well, I just wasn't doing well today.
00:16The backhand wasn't firing, forehand wasn't really firing, returns, there was just a lot
00:22that didn't go well today, and I credit it to her, because she forced me to play like
00:28that, it's not like I just woke up, and, yeah, today was a bad day, but, you know, bad
00:33days are often caused by your opponents, so she did well, and, yeah, usually I'm able
00:40to kind of scrap out, at least to make the scoreline tighter, and then, you never know,
00:45nerves can come up on her, something like that, and today I just wasn't able to do that.
00:53Yeah, I tried to go somewhere where there's no cameras, yeah, I kind of feel like
00:58I have a thing with the broadcast, I feel like certain moments, the same thing happened
01:01to Irina after I played her final U.S. Open, I feel like they don't need to broadcast, I
01:05tried to go somewhere where I thought there wasn't a camera, because I don't necessarily
01:09like breaking rackets, but I lost one and two, I broke one racket on court, quarters,
01:15I think, or round 16 of French Open, I think, and I said I would never do it again on court,
01:20because I don't feel like that's a good representation, but, yeah, I tried to go somewhere
01:24where they wouldn't broadcast it, but obviously they did, so, yeah, maybe some conversations
01:30we can be had, because I feel like at this tournament, the only private place we have
01:35is the locker room.
01:40Yeah, definitely, I think for me, I know myself, and I don't want to lash out on my team,
01:46they're good people, they don't deserve that, and I know I'm emotional, so, yeah, it just
01:50took the minute to go and do that, and, yeah, I don't think it's a bad thing, like I said,
01:56I don't try to do it on court in front of kids and things like that, but I do know I need to let
02:01out that emotion, otherwise I'm just going to be snappy with the people around me, and I don't want to
02:07do that, because, like I said, they don't deserve it, they did their best, I did mine, just need to
02:12let the frustration out.
02:18I just need to figure out the key, maybe three things I need to just focus on when I feel like
02:24I'm not feeling my best, because it will happen, again, I mean, it's two weeks,
02:28possible, and some players play well two weeks for the whole time, but there's many matches
02:33watching Serena play that she would play bad and be able to scrap those out and win the title,
02:37so I just need to figure out how to get through those bad days.
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