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Love Island Australia S 7 EP 21
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00:00time moves so quickly in the villa I can't keep up if only someone could help
00:07me with a snappily edited recap I got you so isabel was dumped and Connor left
00:17with her I've come on here for genuine reasons and I haven't respected that and
00:21I just want to get the out of here don't worry they live happily ever after
00:26probably then the islanders were tempted by Hotel Amore just the two of you alone
00:34to explore a connection it had all the scenes lost well there's two beautiful
00:43people in a room you know it's gonna be hard to keep your hands of each other
00:46gluttony I do need to be a little bit more selfish
00:50hi if he breaks those boundaries he is done and don't forget sloth
01:02then an epic fire pit if she returns alone she wants to remain in a couple with you
01:13if she returns with Bailey she's twisting Chuck full of surprises this news you lose baby
01:21hi sticking with Jana was that a surprise for you a little bit kind I definitely had a bit of
01:32chemistry from the shower got a bit steamy oh my god at least she had a good night last night
01:38yeah cuddles of me I betrayal oh hell nah I just can't like I'm way too hot to be standing up next to
01:47these two right now and your outfits so fun ugly you could have done a bit better for her
01:54like you can never dress a man ever
01:56tonight the least dramatic episode ever no one's gonna be your maiden here now oh wait I meant most
02:14the most I can't even I'm not even giving you the term day oh are you kidding yourself this isn't
02:20working dramatic episode what is your issue you have not looked in my direction all day what do you
02:26want me to do acknowledge that I exist ever there's so much going on it's crazy
02:34you can pull me for one chat and explain yourself
02:44guys I know tempers are hot but we've had a lot of complaints since the last episode about the
03:11amount of swearing so can we tone it down or they're gonna start fining us a hundred to swear
03:16and it's coming out of the food budget which is only 250 a day and he's fucking walking around a
03:21bit fucking awkward yeah because no one's gonna be a mate now no one's gonna be your fucking mate in
03:25here now do you want to go up I'll bring you I'll bring you three up and then yeah do you want to
03:32chill down here with you I'll come back give me give me like a few minutes he's not worth your
03:36fucking time anymore and it's time for you to move on it's time for you to try to
03:39I swear to God I swear to God if you even talk to him me yeah if you even fucking talk to Jotham
03:46if any of you fucking talk to Jotham none of you are my fucking mates Gabby they're allowed to
03:51talk to Jotham no same with you girls if you fucking speak to him you're not my fucking mates
03:55look Gabby's pushed it a bit far tonight for mine um even I would have probably put a bit of a
03:59muzzle on it but whatever makes her happy where do you want to go um I mean like I don't care to
04:08hear it it doesn't affect me to hear it I just feel like I still do like I just don't want to make her
04:13more upset I just don't want her like singing I know yeah like there's a yeah I'm not trying to
04:21like rub anything in her face no and I don't want that nothing about tonight feels good I mean like
04:26it's obviously great having the opportunity to get to know Jade and I am so excited for that but
04:31you know I think I knew exactly what I was going to be walking into and it's a terrible feeling
04:38monkey no see monkey no speak monkey no listen no listen thanks for picking me that's okay
04:48even though I've came into like the most insane night and crazy night like it's kind of all like
04:57fluffed to me because I've got Jotham obviously like as you can tell we kind of handle things
05:03differently me and her but I definitely don't think that's the case between us like even
05:08already how you're handling this like you're doing so well like I'm struggling through this
05:11but you're making this easier but like I like want it because I know it's a hard position like
05:16yeah and I get it and I don't want to be another problem on your back yeah I appreciate that you
05:22know it is really sweet and reassuring and nice to have Jade there and how she just is really just
05:31doing so well taking her like a champ
05:33might be tough but yeah look it's you probably we probably got a bit to go through at first
05:41me and Gabby at a stage where like you know I don't like I think like we just weren't compatible in the
05:47sense like I never wanted her to feel like she was too much yeah she's like I wasn't enough of what
05:53she wanted or needed yeah and I shouldn't have to feel like that yeah yeah you are enough to the
06:00right person yeah just you know maybe just not right for her yeah yeah so yeah mm-hmm Jotham is
06:11definitely like the calm in the middle of the tornado we were like you know yada yada yada shit's going
06:17everywhere around us but I feel like when I'm with Hermie's like my safe person he's like I'm just a
06:23friendly guy then Mia's telling me yesterday like we're like give me a rundown what's happened yes
06:29yes yes yes yes sure Dylan the rundown is Gabby has caused everyone an entire week's worth of food
06:35and swearing fine so unless you guys want to go scavenging for olives tone it down no joke what a
06:41fucking joke we're throwing their fucking clothes in the pool yeah let's go if I can do it let's go
06:48into the room throw their fucking clothes in the pool no we can't act like crazy bitches oh it's good to
06:53have you back man figure it fuck with I love you I did fuck up obviously well I have to do it like I
07:00would have hated myself if I didn't you know what I mean like I know that's where like now I've just
07:05fucking shot myself in the foot obviously but surely you knew that was gonna happen yeah I don't know
07:09like why where did you think I got this morning and I just couldn't get her out of my head I
07:14actually felt like somewhat cheated um look yeah I'm not gonna beat her in the bush I know I fucked
07:19up you know I got a bit too carried away and I'm not gonna sit here and say I didn't do something
07:26when I did and it's fucking clear to see I told I told the girls I knew exactly how it was gonna be
07:31bro we thought you might slip up and that he would stay loyal no I knew that I wasn't going to
07:36do it's not even about the kiss respect thing I respected our boundaries I respected Kai and he
07:44didn't it's just showing the whole world how our relationship was he thought I was doing something
07:49therefore he'd do something and then he'd come back he'd tell me the truth and then he'd expect me to
07:54come crawling back which I did several times which I've done here hoping that he'll change and
07:59not still the same guy that guy's never gonna fucking change good luck to every bitch who ever tries to
08:04fucking change him because it's not gonna happen I've been through this situation so many times and
08:09I'm just so unbothered at this point like I'm not even shocked honestly honestly man-to-man as soon
08:19as we came in she said the boundaries I didn't test her once hmm but that's exactly how it went I did not
08:27stop talking about Kai the whole time but we're both open before we left she goes we're both open
08:33right and I've obviously gone out there kissed and had Hannah cuddle gone to bed why say you're open if
08:39you're not open you know what I mean like sorry man because you were both open right why apparently
08:44yeah and now we're not to talk to girls like to talk to get to know people that's open that's open and
08:49not open isn't like getting my girls and doing stuff having a kiss yeah yeah that's that's the
08:55difference yeah well if you think about it I do get that I've fucked up and I've gone and kissed someone
09:00like and she obviously hasn't main thing she said to me was your boundaries it's not that open you
09:05can be open to have a chat anyway well obviously we didn't have that chat enough and lay down those
09:11rules enough I guess mmm anyway you're talking shit bro Kai definitely downplayed what was going
09:19on between him and Jana like let's be real he wanted to guess he wanted to do more than just kiss
09:26see you know what I feel like even Joff's now just got like he got off way easier than I did
09:31oh Gabby's pretty filthy oh I fucking knew he was an absolute fuck boy from the start and now
09:38Jocelyn's all fucking scared in the fucking bedroom come out yeah come say hi bro they're
09:42fucking hiding let's do it hi bossy I'm gonna check in because I came in as a bombshell and it's not
09:50easy obviously that was hectic yeah nice to meet you hi this is my ninja how are you doing I'm good
09:57how you doing okay all I can say is obviously she's angry she's emotional which is valid but I also want
10:01to hear your side and why maybe you decided to switch yeah I think I went into a date
10:07you know I even told her I very much had the intention of being respectful and not doing
10:11anything I think I do anything well what opened the door was we got a text from the super fans
10:17asking us to kiss and you did yeah yeah so yeah we did and then from there I was like it was a good
10:22kiss and then I realized more like you know personality wise we very much click and are very similar and
10:28like all that so I realized like I have just closed myself off of just wanting to make that connection
10:33work more than it possibly being the right connection another day you're here for yourself
10:38yeah yeah so I would just I like I need to be a little selfish yeah it's okay you're here to find
10:43the best connection if you found that that's really fine but you're not saying tonight's gonna be
10:46fucking hard I'm telling you yeah I'm not gonna lie yeah hold your head high don't say anything I
10:51think it's probably bad to stay in here yeah yeah like yeah no one's gotta get hit or anything but
10:56yeah touch shit you shouldn't hide from everyone you know it's worse to hide because it makes
11:02look like you've done like a decision guilty yeah yeah welcome thanks thanks girl yeah yeah
11:12I see can you come down here yep coming pooks how embarrassing you got no fucking friends in here
11:22now mate no one likes you both of you you know trying they can have each other it's gonna be a tricky
11:30couple days I think very I kind of want to join the meeting yeah me too I feel bad with some of these
11:36poor girls man like they're just fucking innocent bystanders and they get cooked like yeah it's pretty
11:40rogue Gabby's a bit of a hurricane yeah no tell me how your comment did you just go did you just go
11:46talk to them I went Gabby I love you but I went in because I just wanted to see what they were just in
11:50the room because they're just not scared I think the energy at the moment okay so what has he got to
11:55say I thought most he needs to tell you but I think let just let calm down and then he can speak to you
12:00I think tonight's probably no he can fucking speak to me tonight okay he's made the fucking decision stand on
12:04it come fucking speak to me they just had a good connection kind of from the get-go and he just felt like
12:09he needed to explore that with her so what they fucked no no they didn't fuck but there was a
12:14text from the super fans wanting them to kiss yeah I got that as well and Kai got that Kai kissed and
12:20when I kissed I put my hand out and got him to kiss me on the hand okay so I didn't kiss him so were they
12:26hooking up in bed and shit I didn't ask about in bed I just know the super fans texted that and they
12:29did kiss and I think from that that's when the connection was built
12:32I just feel like I've spent this whole entire time in this villa focusing on my connection with
12:39Jotham so I'm like really hurt by this like I actually I'm just like wow Gabby can speak very
12:47harsh as she's a strong personality but her feelings were hurt she's inside though she's very soft not
12:52everyone gets to see that you know but when she's hurt she does defend herself pretty strongly she attacks
12:59that's her defense mechanism
13:08what a fucking gronk like all over a fucking girl holding her hand like get out of my face
13:15I'm actually spiraling because I don't know how I'm going to live in this villa with Jotham and Jade
13:20literally in my face
13:29should we be going to something
13:32i want to sit back and watch can we get some popcorn
13:40speaking of should we be worried about how she's stomping up right now
13:43I am done with the bullshit because I'm not going to tolerate the disrespect in front of my face when
13:50that was actually Jotham with me a couple of days ago
14:02she's not here
14:13hey
14:28moments ago you saw Gabby marching towards Jotham for a showdown but you probably had enough drama
14:34so here's some happy faces instead look at them lovely happy faces okay enough happy give the people
14:42what they want what they want Gabby
14:47should we be worried about how she's stomping up right now
14:49mmm
14:50i'm the one they talk about up in the streets i'm the big bad one don't approach me
14:55real cute and i'm crazy wanna see kiss you with nuts as you won't be sleeping for a week
15:00can we get some popcorn sit sit there click click bang bang i'm all right
15:11you will be
15:20you will be
15:24hey
15:24hey babe nice to meet you nice to meet you i just want to say the physical in front of me is crazy
15:35after everything you've been through in here
15:37so you can call me for one shot and explain yourself
15:43period because you've really hurt my feelings and you're really disrespecting me in front of my
15:47face
15:50i know exactly what i was going to be walking into and you know i played it through in my head
16:01enough times to just be ready for it and expect it but it still just feels bad
16:07so before you go yeah
16:09basically have been in here for days missing you telling the girls about you how much like i really
16:16see something with you on the outside and just so you know the way i've opened myself up to you
16:21about my life or physically is a lot for me right now i feel like completely humiliated and
16:30embarrassed and you're just like literally holding her hand sitting down being touchy with her like a
16:34few days ago that was you with me like how do you have like such little respect for me
16:44yeah i do want to apologize about the the physical um you know i i even said to her
16:49i do want to be respectful coming in and i understand how that even still is a bit much
16:53and i'll definitely turn that back you know i don't want to continue to make her upset but
16:57at the same time i need to give the couple i'm in a chance so you know i am in two minds of
17:03how to be respectful to gabby and still now to do right by me and my couple and jade and getting
17:09to know her i might have a bit of a hard shell on the outside but i'm a human being i have feelings
17:16you've like really hurt me i genuinely thought what we had was genuine it is upsetting that she
17:24she thinks it was all fake and all an act um before the date i think we were at a crossroads and
17:29like there's been so much i wanted to say and unfortunately i never got the opportunity so
17:34like i think she deserved at least to hear how i've come to this conclusion and what happened on
17:40the day i um started it off by saying like look i want to respect getting to know you but i also
17:46want to have respect for gabby so immediately i kind of shut off a physical side of of things through
17:53conversation we just had everything kind of in common just the way we think the way we act the outside
17:59world like it was just very compatible and then um the super fans ended up asking us to kiss
18:06and then we ended up kissing after that as well i think for me while on that date i came to a
18:13realization of like i liked you and you know i wanted to focus on you liked me like your feelings
18:18just go away in a couple of days it's crazy no i still i still care guys are just fuck boys like
18:23literally you have no feelings or emotions i still care how you would feel through this and you know
18:28i think that was the most upsetting part like knowing that i am going to hurt you and for me
18:33it just became like a thought of well honestly i was so focused on making our connection work
18:39that there were parts that we were incompatible with to make this decision it was hard and i did want
18:44to make it work i wouldn't have gone through all that if it was an all-in act what i was not used to
18:49was just emotion up here and then down there and then up here and down and like i really wanted to
18:54work through it but i was also at a point where i couldn't keep going like that and i said why did
18:58you not say that i did say that like that's when i was saying like i don't do the toxic stuff and
19:02that's what i was trying to say like i can't keep going on like that he has like no remorse like he
19:06hasn't showed me once that he cares or feels sorry for the way he's handled things like he was just like
19:10you're toxic you're up and down you're this that like just like
19:14fucking slapping me across the face a million times girls gave me the biggest reality check last
19:21night they were like babe he doesn't like you the way you like him and like for some reason i didn't
19:26see it because you always convinced me that you were just like the nice guy the friendly guy
19:29and i can't believe i fucking fell for it
19:34but i want to say at the end of the day i am sorry and i apologize and i still didn't want to hurt you
19:44so what are you guys doing
19:57sharon sharon sharon sharon sharon gabby just screamed down what the
20:00are you guys doing oh whatever just keep it going it's okay
20:14oh you want to tell your gabs
20:31sharon can you come up yeah i mean
20:35what can you come talk to me like i'm just confused why my friends aren't comforting me
20:47it's lovely to meet you guys um welcome
20:50yana if you don't stop laughing you bitch welcome back honey we missed you
21:02we missed you gorgeous screaming for you no i actually can't like i don't want to be here like this is so
21:09embarrassing it's not embarrassing it's not for you no like i can't deal with this in front of my face like
21:17but i really fucking liked him and like i'm actually just like a stupid
21:22oh god i just you're not stupid and he's like no remorse like he's just like you're toxic like he said that
21:33yeah your emotions are so up and down i'm like yeah bro maybe if you actually got to know me you'd
21:40understand why i am like that like yeah like i don't control the way that i am
21:45when i first came in here i felt like i was way too much for everyone
21:53and he always comforted me and made me feel like i wasn't too much and i felt like he was my safe person
22:01and like just for him to make out now that i'm just like too much
22:06is really hurtful because i've gotten that my whole life
22:11i'm actually just like i can't believe it like i can't believe he did this like i just did not
22:16expect it from the connection we had like how do you do that like how do you literally turn your
22:23emotions off for a girl and you're in bed the next night with another girl like
22:27that is crazy like that is crazy to me
22:35i mean he's just not the man he's not the man for you no babe obviously he's not but it
22:41fucking hurts i've spent every second with him in here from the second i walked through the doors
22:46like it just hurts so much like i literally
22:52i think gabby is in a very vulnerable position right now and i think her sitting here
22:57being all upset and crying is obviously normal bro i can't
23:05i definitely see where she's coming from i've been through this situation so many times
23:12i don't know
23:17the worst thing a guy can be is pretend to be a nice guy and i've never come across anything like
23:23it until now jotham is literally the definition of someone who pretends to be a nice guy but he's
23:28actually underneath it all just like a slimy fuckboy like yuck i can't wake up every night like this
23:36because it don't feel right i can't make this happen
23:50i'm sorry i can't make the bed in the morning
23:56oh fuck this seeing all their names on the thing
24:08coming up i'm talking mate stop cutting in yana reaches breaking point i'm not even giving you the
24:16the hotel and more debriefs continue all over the villa mia chose bailey over mick leaving him single
24:37google why do you think that is i think mick hides behind a cheeky exterior to shield himself from the
24:44vulnerability of forming real connection like i'm going to be honest i just don't think that you're
24:48interested like and you can be honest with that well you've got a new couple now
24:57he seems like a nice guy he's very nice to me like do i think you made the right decision i don't
25:01know that i don't think anyone that picks against me is the right decision but i think you already
25:05know that answer i coupled up with bailey just mainly because i didn't want to recouple up with
25:10mick i needed to be the one to take control and end it i feel like a shit head i am a
25:16shit head but you know i like you you're a nice girl like i think you've been very sweet and i think
25:20i've been a bit mean but i have said this whole time i want you to just be happy and like find
25:24someone and get a connection and that's good luck yeah i don't know if you've got one but uh i hope you
25:31do like and it's not like i know alex is keen on you too so maybe yeah i want to go talk to alex
25:37yeah i think he's a good guy yes i am a girl of many options
25:43where you going i'm going to go talk to alex okay give mick the flick and then your girl can have
25:51another pick
25:57everything's fine and dandy dandy dandy as though
26:02thanks joey oh start charging after two minutes
26:07um speed dating again yes they're doing dating again well i just wanted to say that when we
26:14were doing this week i thought you were going to pick me yes yes i did actually really want to pick
26:20you but i decided i'd pick kai obviously so i thought you were picking me but i was like yeah
26:28it was the same being kai obviously i knew that but yeah i think you and kai had a lot of interesting
26:32comments so yeah but you definitely are more my type i'm not gonna lie like i find you a lot more
26:38attractive than i find kai the devil works hard but i work harder obviously mick was my
26:44second option so when i had the opportunity i went and spoke to me straight away and i like what
26:50i see i like what i hear you have a very strong eye contact it's good yeah it's a little bit of a
27:08potential chemistry there mia has two options tell bailey straight up she has feelings for
27:14alex or ignore him completely obviously the first option is the decent never mind sorry to steal the
27:21myth man away from you steal him okay as much as i enjoyed my night with bailey and i still obviously
27:30want to get to know him right now i'm focused on alex and i want to find out how he's feeling
27:34and i want to tell him how i'm feeling mia like mia did a great run through she filled you in yeah
27:40but then like obviously it all just went off what the fucky oh okay like yeah i don't know how deep
27:50into the night will this go um how are you feeling um good good yeah i'll be honest like it's yeah
28:00it's pretty hard um obviously the girls were like yeah mia was five again i was like i was like oh no
28:07we had like a little bit of vibe i think that he's a really lovely guy yeah um i think that
28:12there's not i'm not really that interested yeah in him and for a lot of the time i was thinking about
28:22you oh yeah i have been waiting ages for this love island has finally started for myself it's felt
28:34like i've just been kind of like just hovering around just like just wasting space really honestly um i'm
28:40just stuck to hear that because like i was thinking about you a lot as well yeah i was like you know
28:46what maybe maybe she is a pretty cool chick like it kind of showed me how much i did care about you
28:52you're very cute so thank you yeah so no it does it does mean a lot he's a really sweet guy
28:59and i think that i normally don't give sweet guys a chance obviously i explored a little bit yeah
29:05nothing happened really that's all right it's just to be expected yeah you got to love island you
29:10got to explore your connections in here yeah but he's very much aware yeah like i was like you have
29:15to realize that i've got stuff going on in the villa yeah well that's good i'm kind of glad that she did
29:20explore connections because it means that that's now done and she can move on and there's no if what
29:26but or why so oh if what is it if if does that make sense if what if uh why when why but i mean like
29:38i'm probably might talk to bailey about it a bit but if you wanted to i don't know sleep somewhere else
29:45yeah like on the daybeds or something i'd be happy to do that if you wanted to love to do that i'm super
29:53excited to sleep on the day bed with alex i'm not excited about the actual sleep of it but i'm excited
29:59to just be next to him there's so much going on i feel like we need to go repair some people mia not
30:07even a gifted sparky like yourself could light up these sad faces it's been a rough night especially
30:12for kai stinging words from yana and now a literal sting from our feminist mosquito mabel
30:19take that asshole i don't think she's gonna have very how embarrassing for kai honestly what a
30:25fucking fool yeah that's embarrassing for kai and him with him walking in all angry when he looks at
30:29jillian he's just fucking kissing him again look at him standing there like a fucking donkey he's
30:34honestly walking around like a macho macho man honestly he's walking around with a cock on his head at this
30:38point
30:45so is this gonna be like done either way yeah nah look i can't go back to that no well nah nah listen
30:53we had a chat that if we wanted to cross boundaries hug kiss cuddle do
30:58shit that we would talk to each other first i went and then you've already said that that was
31:02happening tomorrow i'm talking mate stop cutting in i'm literally asking your question but you're
31:07cutting me off stop yelling all right let it finish two seconds if i wanted a connection with him i
31:12wouldn't have done anything last night i would have walked in with him and i would have said to you kai
31:16i didn't do anything last night but i want to pursue this connection with dylan but i walked in
31:20because i want to pursue a connection with you and that's what you should have done you should have
31:24created your connection with her you should have then come back to me and been like look yana i
31:29think i want to create a connection further with her i want to kiss her i want to hug her
31:33and i would have been like okay because at this point i'm blindsided i came in thinking you
31:37when you walk through those doors that you didn't do anything you had the pillow up just like i did when
31:41i respected the boundaries that we set the boundaries we said we were open
31:45yeah we're open but there's boundaries i mean stop making a scene he's not making sense to himself
31:51he's trying to make me look like the bad person once again something he's always done when he gets
31:56put in situations like this i'm literally trying to talk to you like an adult sort of child that's
32:01toxic as fuck man you know what mate i can't even i'm not even giving you the time of day are you kidding
32:10yourself i'm literally trying to ask you what i don't give a fuck mate this isn't working oh so
32:16you're just gonna do it finally everyone gets a front row seat to see what he's really like
32:40last year i called a certain irish islander perfect irish man dylan well he's had a year
32:48of fame and flirting to find a lady and is still single so he's been downgraded to imperfect but he's
32:55back and ready to cause chaos perfect so yeah what's the vibe but i'm still very open like i've only
33:03got to know her like i haven't got a chance to get to know anyone yet yeah but she's cool she's definitely
33:07up there um she's got a head start are you are you in with the whole situation with her and kai
33:15well at the end of the day like jello's not really in it though like i'm not in at all it should
33:18be between them two 100 i'm not competing with anybody in this villa you know i mean like they have
33:22their own history and they've sorted out yeah the last thing i want to do is get in the middle of
33:26a triangle so i just kind of want to see where her head's at is like is she still gonna pursue that
33:32or is she gonna just dead it you know what i mean and get to know everyone else
33:38you know what i want to put kai and his clothes at the bottom of the pool right now but you're not
33:45going to because you're a big girl i'm a big girl and you don't you don't you don't stoop that low
33:51you're not going to stoop that low and also i'm unbothered yeah babe i think you're handling this
33:56go yourself i think deep down you knew that it was not meant to be and so now yeah a bit of a sigh of
34:01relief right i actually think that that's yeah i'm super proud of yana i think she did the right thing
34:10she stuck to the boundaries that they made between her and kai kai i'm definitely disappointed in
34:15he's crossed those lines telling the truth don't work really does it it does just doing dumb
34:22doesn't work yeah don't think i'm trying to mug you off like it might seem like i'm actually just
34:26trying to sort you out i don't care you guys thought whatever you have to but i think you're
34:30it now well like i'm i don't know why he didn't think that wasn't going to happen like he's a bit of
34:40an idiot he was always going to get in trouble because he did what he did like he made his bed
34:47he can fucking lie in it someone else will be making a bed and lying in it is mia a day bed outside
34:54with alex and like her relationship with bailey she'll keep the chat short and sweet all right i do
35:00as soon as i talked to you about tonight um because i think i'm going to sleep with alex
35:10on the day bed tonight just because you know he's obviously the biggest connection that i have at
35:17the moment so i just wanted to let you know that that's okay yeah i think i've just been waiting
35:29for this for a while yeah i see how that works yeah like it's been a while coming good for you
35:38you made it happen yeah it sort of confirmed my thoughts that she used my entry as a way
35:44out of her coupling with mick to then move towards alex it's a bit of a blow to my like ego obviously
35:54um yeah there's a lot of girls that are in distress at the moment so it kind of works
36:00in your favor it does doesn't it yeah big day of boys dumped one got a new one told the new one that
36:10i wanted another one there's so much going on it's crazy lately i've been pondering the philosophical
36:19meanings of old katie perry lyrics you're hot then you're cold you're yes and you're no you're in
36:25then you're out you're up then you're down tomorrow mateo discuss yeah i'm pulling the tail for chat
36:36in this moment because i'm at the point where i'm about to blow a fuse i was like so frustrated with
36:40this man today so at this point i'm just like i want to know what's going on hi why is your issue
36:47what do you mean what do you mean yeah what do you mean you haven't looked at me in hours what's the
36:52situation you've ignored me all day you haven't looked at me in hours if you do look right i feel
36:59like our energy is off i feel like your walls are up you have not looked in my direction all day like
37:04what do you want me to do acknowledge that i exist don't ignore me but like every
37:09time i do acknowledge you and i do like want to hang out with you you give me nothing
37:15what is it you want from me just something like just how you were with me at the very
37:25start what is it though i'm here to find someone like genuine right like i don't even know if i
37:30should be affectionate with you or like i'm genuinely struggling because you said that i'm coming off way
37:35too strong so for a man how how is like how am i supposed to act around someone i genuinely have
37:41feelings for i just want the pressure off and for me to get to know you and for us to have our
37:46conversations because that's how it was going at the start and it was perfect i know it was
37:50perfect at the moment my main priority is yeah obviously build something even stronger with tamara
37:56i genuinely feel like we would actually work on the outside world but i'm getting absolutely nothing
38:02from her which has completely switched me off this is like very uncomfortable territory for me like
38:09being in a bed with someone after a few days like being expected to be something after a few days
38:16that's terrifying and that does shut me down it does shut me down i know it's not me like i would
38:21not like but like see that that's the very first time you've told me you shut down if that happened
38:25yeah are you i would have been nice to have known that the last three three days ago yeah you're just
38:31saying like i i'm actually shutting down because of the pressure i definitely pull back when there's
38:35pressure when it comes to relationships like this i'm not really being allowed to have the time to
38:42get to know him it's more so you need to be moving faster and you need to be giving me more and i feel
38:48like it's such early days that i can't give that much yet i'm just not there i don't know i just feel
38:54like pressure's on to do the right thing all the time and to say the right thing and to act the right
38:58way and i just i don't know maybe i don't just went in the opposite direction no you did yeah no you
39:07did come back the other direction please okay good chat good job go team you want to fist bump me right
39:16yeah i do oh ding oh fuck me man
39:30gabby's still on the warpath and is making a beeline for new girl jade how does your bottom lip feel
39:36about that emma yep agreed i just want to have a chat with jade to see where her head's at and to see
39:42how her hotel more experience was you know jotham's told me one thing about their experience i want to
39:47hear what her experience was hey babe how are you i'm good it's crazy night yeah how are you
39:57i mean obviously yeah really hurt jotham and i we were like literally one of the strongest couples in
40:02here like anyone would say that and i just am like completely blindsided um obviously i'm hurt
40:12and i'm hurting yeah but um that's like understandable as well like i do get the position
40:16you're in and it's so what made you pick him he like is like my type like to a t and just getting
40:25to know him briefly i was like interested and i was like okay like he's probably like the only person
40:30that i can actually see like myself wanting to get to know a little bit more so i owed it to myself to
40:37take him to a hotel or more gabby seems honestly really immature like the dramatics and then there's
40:43jotham who like i've gotten to know and he's kind and he's caring and he's calm and he doesn't want
40:50to hurt anyone and i honestly like don't see a world with them ever being together so i was not
40:56expecting gabby to be gabby honestly like at the site he was very respectful like he's like i like got gabby
41:08and then i just felt like like we were just talking and everything was just clicking
41:17like i genuinely feel like this is like a genuine connection like i'm not here to play games like i'm
41:24done with that you know jane's talking and telling me about jotham and i'm just like
41:31thinking boy boy boy boy boy boy he's telling her all the same things that he's told lacy that he told
41:38me it's just a cycle doll i just want to let you know like he comes across as a nice guy but he's a
41:43boy every girl that's walked in this door he's floated in front of my face gabby's trying to warn me
41:50off drop them but good luck hun like just keep spreading those words out i'm not really listening
41:57it's just like all of this has just showed me that this whole time he was just playing in my face
42:02and he is just a boy because i literally felt like he was the most genuine person i'd ever met
42:08so just be careful yeah i'll find that out for myself i'm a big girl i'm a good judge character
42:14jade saying she's a good judge of character babe you just took my man you're clearly not
42:22all the best babe with him thanks
42:27i'm not losing sleep about not being gabby's friend i've got jotham now so i'm winning
42:32oh look at you
42:42what you've been through
42:46gabby and jade just had a very charged chat by the pool and it's still weighing heavily on gabby's mind
42:53i'm sure it's also weighing heavily on jade's mind too no she's fine actually not a bother all good
42:58but yeah i think that's the thing did she say that to you no no she did she did say to me like
43:15she's like it's pretty disrespectful you coming in here and being all physical yeah so i understood
43:20i think eventually like i'm gonna have to put us first yeah but yeah i think just for the night
43:27yeah yeah honestly it's your situation i will follow your lead yeah i love how you've been
43:33through this you made it so much easier honestly you don't have a problem let's be real yeah
43:42bro i'm telling you nice guys are not a thing
43:44i do want to say very much how thankful i am how much you've made this a lot better having you
43:51here to go through with it he was there when i was down there
44:00i'm just like i know that it's like hard right now but like i feel like the connection that we made
44:08like it's just like it's gonna be worth it in the end and like i'm not worried like you know
44:18i can honestly really see how we would work on the outside whereas like you know like that was at
44:24a point where like i couldn't continue having fights and differences and arguments then i was
44:31doing things without even knowing i was doing it and like you shouldn't have to feel like that
44:36oh it just feels good to just get this alone time with jade like we're back in our little hotel
44:43amore happy bubble happy place like it's really just made all the drama worth it when i'm with my
44:54partner i want them to be their full self like you know what i mean like i'm not here to be like you
44:59can't wear blue you can wear pink it's like you wear whatever you wear and i like i would like
45:04accept and like love my partner like them because that's why i'm with them mm-hmm yeah i don't like
45:12that that's why that's why i've made these decisions you know yeah you're just you're just me yeah
45:17many many many i think tonight jotham definitely realizes how different gabby and i are
45:34he's literally picked chalk and cheese with both of the girls i don't know if i'm chalk or cheese but
45:41i'm the better one i don't know why jotham would do that knowing i'm gonna make his life hell
45:52i can't wait
45:56hmm chalk good for climbing blackboards hopscotch cheese good on everything but can clog your
46:03arteries and kill you it's tough also tough pulling the guy you like for a chat but sometimes like
46:09cheese it's the only answer where's mickey mile oh he's with emma i think on the down there i'm gonna
46:16go maybe i'm scared though oh hello should i just go is that ball
46:30so many people bro nah can i touch you please yes darling
46:35there's like too many people i reckon four but then they'll get like two more
46:39all right ciao fell
46:40hey
46:47why are you taking me now because i'm trying to find a little privacy
46:50why do you want to pass it
46:53no reason i was having a chat with emma and i feel like boston's got a bit of the
46:58you know got to mark her territory there like a nice little lion so she's come in
47:02grabs me pull me away oh so so so what do you want i lived with michael mature i was gonna go kiss
47:12you i'm just pissing on my little fire hydrant i'm the fire baby you have to wait i don't just give
47:22out neither do i i wasn't actually gonna kiss you you were no i wasn't yeah you couldn't
47:27why is it you bitched it
47:36you can't do it can you i can't i can't i'm shy why why are you being weird the vibe is very flirty with
47:44me mick
47:47are you sleeping on me don't mention your good night song yeah go go go make one up
47:53boston tonight you sleep without me but tomorrow is beautiful new day
48:05i like your smile and the way you laugh shut the fuck up
48:17the clothes you wear makes me feel fair i know you want to kiss with me
48:28but you must wait another day how's that that went on for so long like way longer than it needed to go
48:42as well well you're welcome you kiss me first
48:59that's good i know
49:06i'm a hard man to get i'm a bit of a catch these kisses don't come easy with me you gotta earn them so
49:11hopefully she uh enjoyed the little taste the little sampler as i call it and she'll think
49:16about me in her sleep tonight that's for sure
49:24look i just generally am sorry
49:32look i am very sorry and i just want you to know that my intentions obviously weren't
49:38fucking right going in this chat with yana i definitely had to take a different approach
49:44i did these things off the back of our old relationship and what has happened to me from
49:48her before and i just wanted her to hear me out even though it was like wrong i still just wanted her
49:55to know how i felt obviously i did go back and you know kissed her and went to bed i know that's not
50:00right but did you kiss her in bed i did kiss her in bed and then just no touching or anything no
50:07touching or anything no that's fine that's fine do it um i was in the shower naked and she came in
50:17i kissed her in the shower and got out she was fully clothed no touching or anything
50:21there was no intentions for that at all anything like that see one thing is you kissing for the
50:25surf fans and then the next is you keep kissing i didn't even kiss him in the surf fans i put my
50:31hand out and got him to kiss my hand and i understand that and i am sorry you know that this
50:36was a test and you still failed it like you knew you were getting put to the test i was in the same
50:43situation as him i was able to hold myself back he wasn't you know understand how you feel can you
50:50talk normally sit up and talk normally i do understand how you feel like and i was like what
50:55like so i thought all that you babe you're not making sense i am no you're not you keep cutting
51:01your words up you needed to speak a proper sentence kai gets like this once again something he's always
51:09done i'm very used to his word vomit when he gets put in situations like this he doesn't know how to
51:15speak properly clearly now i made myself look like an absolute dickhead and it's not about that it's the
51:21fact that have you learned like are you gonna change or is this gonna keep happening i don't want to go
51:26i want to i know yana kai i want to work with you on the outside but if this is going to keep
51:32happening like how am i meant to now if i can trust you on the outside am i going to be able to trust
51:37you on the outside i don't know we had trust this whole time i don't want anyone else like get that in
51:44your head this was the make it or break it i needed this test to know if you're going to be able to
51:50deal with this if you can't deal with this in here how the are you going to manage on the outside
51:54like you've macked on with this girl you didn't like it you thought i'm going to go back to yana
51:58because she's going to come back to me and she's going to forgive me like she always has
52:04yeah that's not why i'm fucking well that's how it fucking feels
52:11please don't just i can think that i know how it seems but please that's
52:15okay not tonight i definitely regret what i've done i'm not proud of it at all
52:28oh um i know there's nothing i'm going to be here
52:47we are playing serious music and i am speaking in a serious voice because ross and jotham are having
52:54a serious chat okay it was a big surprise to me like i went there fully with the intention like i
53:00was going to be all respectful to gabby and you know all that and then like it's just caught off
53:05guard bro caught off guard by how much we did connect yep bro if you've if you've struck up
53:09something genuine with jade then then you're on a good path it seems good yeah you made a
53:13fucking hard decision and um you're in a bed with jade right now you're a couple so that's kind of
53:18nice you can have your moments there and then i guess i got i got gabby directly across me it's
53:24do you oh we're directly across facing me she's so fucking immature i know i can't stand it she's
53:39like bad mouthing yeah jotham like saying all this to me and i'm like
53:43like you wouldn't be a friend of mine on the outside i'm sorry yeah yeah hopefully she goes
53:51outside and then you got the other bombshell who's come in taking my girl and now he's sleeping by
54:02himself because you're sleeping with her outside that's crazy bro and now he gets my bed and i've
54:07got to sit on the couch so first night obviously i'm sleeping alone which was unexpected but i get
54:23the whole bed to myself at least two three rems cycles and we'll be ready to rip in the morning so
54:29i'm gonna go
54:36fuck off with that guy wait what are you doing he's not sleeping with me yeah you guys are screening he's
54:45your boyfriend not lying he's not my fucking boyfriend he used to be don't shut up me
54:49i've got to sleep down here like a little puppy i'm not laughing you know i feel terrible
55:05i'm sorry i am i really am
55:07i just hate the way he thinks it's so normal to just jump from girl to girl it honestly just grosses
55:23me out of this stage
55:38it um doesn't give you a warning about like how bad he reckons she react but he just had no
55:44it was gonna be worse it was yeah how could it actually be worse babe obviously she's in bed with
55:52him like i know but i'm going to sleep upstairs welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome to the
56:00dorm room i'm gonna make my way out where are you sleeping babe on the mother couch upstairs
56:07tonight i am done with the i'm not gonna have this man play in my face yes jotham
56:14i finally made it in i finally made it in is everything you hope for
56:25you want to hear more yeah it was a lot a little bit yeah it was a lot it was good now
56:35she looks cozy huh yeah she does no this looks good dim the lights
56:39i'm super excited to sleep on the day bed with alex you know we haven't had cuddles and
56:45we haven't been able to be touchy because i've been like in a different situation
56:52see it's just like being in the bedroom really yeah but like it's almost more peaceful
56:56like he moves mad like he's physical in bed with me one night and the next night he's physical
57:07with her so i'm like i don't want to hear all that you know oh yeah oh yeah
57:22i'm gonna be too nice
57:25i'm gonna be too nice
57:28all i try love is this a bit of a night
57:32oh
57:34oh
57:36oh
57:38oh
57:42oh
57:44oh
57:46oh
57:48oh
57:50it's ruthless in here oh it's fucking worth it out quick oh yeah man next time in the ashes of
58:06hotel amore i think you're hot and you're confident i think kind of fun too new sparks kindle
58:14we can make you some crepes i would love that perfect yeah that'd be so cute
58:18the switch up is crazy bro it's been seven minutes and will old flames reignite it has
58:27made me realize i don't want anyone else and i do generally just want you you're literally
58:33stepping on thin ice then i fire i'm gonna be honest this villa is a mess that will change
58:42the villa forever tonight it will be cleaned up well until the next fire pit anyway
58:51so
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