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00:00You are a C-section, baby, because you don't like to do labor.
00:03I was the only one I went into labor with.
00:05My eight-pound head was pushing it out.
00:08Sorry.
00:09Was that eight pounds or eight ounces?
00:11Eight pounds or eight ounces?
00:12I'm sorry.
00:13I'm sorry.
00:15What the fuck?
00:17JB does crystal meth with Joe Biden.
00:19JB does a lot of crystal meth.
00:22Are you excited about looking at wedding dresses, trying them on?
00:26I'm so excited, but also I need to get in shape first.
00:30My new med makes me gain weight like crazy.
00:33I need to be able to walk down the aisle, not be rolled.
00:37Our wedding will be at...
00:40This venue is on top of a flipping mountain.
00:43This was the Grand Hall.
00:45Oh, this is phenomenal.
00:48You and Balen have already talked about you being made of honor.
00:51I feel bad that I can't be here sometimes,
00:53but I don't want to miss dress shopping with Bane.
00:57She's in, like, a dark place with her anxious thoughts and OCD.
01:03So, you guys found what venue you love.
01:06Yes.
01:07What are you looking forward to the most?
01:10Flowers would be number one.
01:11Okay.
01:12Food would be number two.
01:14Okay.
01:14I want alpacas.
01:15Alpacas.
01:16Have you guys ever done a queso fountain?
01:18We need to manage expectations.
01:24This is what reality is.
01:26I think you're not going to love what I have to tell you.
01:30We just shared exactly what we want our dream wedding to look like.
02:00And I'm so nervous that she's going to pull the rug right out from underneath us.
02:05Rug that bitch out of here, mother...
02:07I think that it's going to be challenging to get to the point where we can have everything we want
02:15for over a hundred guests.
02:18And I think that spending a huge portion of our budget on the venue and shuttles versus putting that towards the food
02:29worries me a little bit because I just want to make sure that we get all of the things we need
02:37before we get to the things that we want.
02:42Obviously, the things that we need are photo, hair and makeup, our officiant, music, and all the food.
02:50And the things we want are the alpacas and the flowers.
02:55And we all know it's not cheap and it's easy to get wrapped up in all the things snowballing into,
03:03you know, all the shiny object, squirrel, you know.
03:08So I think that's going to be our goal is to keep it...
03:10Be in our budget.
03:11Be in budget and not have any regrets afterwards, you know.
03:14You want to feel really good about the whole thing, okay.
03:16We fell in love as soon as we saw the venue.
03:20We just didn't think about all the other expenses with it being a remote location.
03:27Thank you guys so much.
03:28See you.
03:29Bye.
03:32Eat a bag of dicks.
03:34Oh, okay.
03:38Well, that was informative.
03:41Yeah.
03:42Like, literally, information overload.
03:45Eat a bag of dicks!
03:46But I'm not going to spend all this money to not get what I want.
03:49I'm not giving up that venue.
03:52We've already put a down payment on it.
03:54It's a lot of money.
03:56I'm not losing the shuttles.
03:59Five years ago, I was at, like, my worst.
04:02And I never thought that I would be marrying my best friend.
04:06So I want the day to be absolutely perfect.
04:09At the end of the day, I just hope she can give us what we want.
04:15Maybe just volley.
04:28See how many you can get across the net without trying to, like, kill each other.
04:31Go ahead, bro.
04:37You got this.
04:37It's your point.
04:39Dad, what's up with the tank top?
04:40Five percent body fat.
04:42No.
04:43Oh, my gosh.
04:44That would be fantastic until you get sick.
04:45Ninety-eight percent muscle.
04:48Yeah!
04:49That's it right there.
04:50The bowling pins.
04:52Eleven to two.
04:54You got a lot of bounce.
04:55What?
04:58When it comes to pickleball, probably not the best, but when it comes to grabbing my kids.
05:02I'll be all right.
05:05I got him.
05:06I got him.
05:07It's just domination.
05:08Oh, the party's going to run over the ball.
05:13Hi.
05:14Hey, Mae.
05:15Welcome to the pickleball game.
05:17I miss you.
05:17How's your ride?
05:18It was good.
05:19No ride shares are $150.
05:21It's okay.
05:22Could be worse.
05:23I try to see my parents as much as I can, but it makes it hard because me and Colin live
05:28about two hours away, and I can't drive.
05:32Just dominate this kid.
05:33Rideshares are crazy expensive, and me and Colin are trying to save as much money as we
05:39can for this wedding.
05:41Trying.
05:42We're trying.
05:43We're doing the best we can.
05:46We met with our wedding planner that we got.
05:50We met with for the first time.
05:51Okay, yeah.
05:52And with our budget, she doesn't know if she's going to be able to give us what we want.
05:59She already thinks you have to dial it back.
06:01Yeah.
06:02We know Balen dreams big, and with big comes a price tag.
06:08That wedding venue is their decision.
06:09That's what they pick.
06:10Absolutely.
06:10That's what they don't.
06:11You know?
06:11Yeah.
06:12So budget smudge it.
06:14They better figure it out now.
06:18That's great.
06:19Are you kidding me?
06:19Oh, damn.
06:20It's pop flies.
06:21So are you excited to finally go dress shopping?
06:24I'm so excited.
06:25So excited.
06:26I wasn't at first, but now I'm like super pumped to just realize like, Balen, you're not
06:30going to look like this in three months from now.
06:32Yeah.
06:33I believe that Balen is definitely procrastinating.
06:38I think it's because she's a little self-conscious maybe with where her body is right now.
06:41But these alterations and customizations can take like eight to nine months.
06:46So I made a few calls, and I found an amazing wedding dress shop in the D.C. area so we can get this going.
06:54I can't wait to have you, Mima, Leela, Colleen, and Marlene there.
07:00I don't know really about Sammy.
07:02You know, it's not looking good.
07:04How is she doing?
07:05She's still teetering.
07:06Like her thoughts are, you know, they're impediments.
07:11I'm just glad that she was open to finally going to a therapist.
07:14And the way that she explained it to me, which makes me sad to think about it.
07:18But she's like, she was exhausted.
07:27The way that Sammy describes her racing thoughts to me reminds me of like, like a tree maybe,
07:35where it's like, like you've got like this big trunk and like that's the thought.
07:39And then it takes a turn this way and just everything just keeps branching off.
07:43Well, like what if this happened today?
07:44Then, then this could happen and, um, it's just exhausting.
07:51We can like FaceTime or.
07:53Like she needs to be on FaceTime the entire time.
07:56Because if one dress, one dress she misses, she could be like, oh my God, that's ugly.
08:00That one's good.
08:00That one's bad.
08:01That one's ugly, Galen.
08:02That one's really ugly.
08:03You didn't show me the ugly one.
08:04Oh my gosh.
08:05I know.
08:07Imagining Sammy not being there when I try on wedding dresses just makes it feel more empty.
08:13It's sad.
08:14It makes me hurt more for her than for you.
08:17Yeah.
08:17Because for her to know herself well enough that she can't overcome this hurdle to get
08:24to one of your biggest things.
08:26Yeah, it's sad.
08:26It's like really painful to think about.
08:31Here you go, Dad.
08:33Here you go, Dad.
08:34I don't want you to tear her vertebrae.
08:37Back in there, do you need a new partner?
08:38Yeah.
08:39He's still not in the back there.
08:40He acts like he's broke.
08:41Probably won't get any better.
08:42I'm just going to, I'm going to pick these tomatoes off.
08:44Yeah.
08:45All right, it's a lot to a little.
08:50So, Balen just filled me in on a whole whirlwind of information.
08:54Her and Colin had their first appointment with their wedding coordinator.
08:59Oh, Jesus.
09:00Yeah.
09:02And I guess the biggest, like, what you would call reality check was possibly their budget
09:07not fitting into what their desires are for their dream wedding.
09:12Which is, I mean...
09:12You're going to call them dream weddings because you've got to be dreaming, I guess.
09:16I don't know.
09:16I want her to have her dream wedding, and she's not going to make concessions.
09:20To be tough, that we are tough, that we are tough, that we are tough, that we are tough,
09:22that we are tough, that we are tough, that we are tough, that we are tough, that we are tough.
09:23We're going to go wedding dress shopping this week.
09:27But Sandy won't physically be there.
09:30But I feel like I could suggest to her,
09:33what if your dad flew out and got you?
09:38The idea of Al picking her up is really more Sammy is accountable to somebody else.
09:45It empowers her.
09:46Yeah.
09:47To say and schedule and be in control,
09:50where if she doesn't have that control,
09:52she lets her thoughts control what's going on.
09:56It would mean so much to Balen.
09:58And if she feels open to the idea,
10:00then, like, we're running with it.
10:03I don't want to say anything to Balen,
10:06because I don't want to get her hopes up.
10:08We've got to pull it off.
10:14You remember the link I sent you on the device?
10:17New pulse that you wear on your wrist or whatever it is.
10:21It's something that could possibly control that impulse, kind of to tick.
10:24It could be life-changing for Tourette in general.
10:27Oh, wow.
10:28Oh, my God.
10:31I hear the dragging.
10:33Oh, my God.
10:34Oh, my God.
10:36Oh, my God.
10:38I can see the sorrow in your eyes, yeah.
10:46I can feel the passion deep inside, yeah.
10:49I'm right here.
10:51I'm right here.
10:56Oh, my God.
11:04You're so cute.
11:05Oh, my goodness.
11:06You're so cute.
11:06You're so cute.
11:07Today, I'm meeting up with my friend, Anita, for the first time in person.
11:11She reached out to me on social media, because she has a daughter a few years older than Balen that has autism and Tourette syndrome.
11:19Are you okay?
11:20No.
11:20No, you're not?
11:21No.
11:21No, you're not.
11:22No.
11:22Well, you're going to have to be.
11:24Oh, my gosh.
11:25You're so beautiful.
11:25Oh, my God.
11:27Oh, my God.
11:28Those are you.
11:29But I think what Anita really wanted was some connection from another parent that is dealing
11:35with some of the same issues that she's dealing with.
11:38Out of all kind of like the requests and DMs I get because people know that Balen being on social media and they just know that she's my daughter, you're honestly the only one that I reach back out to.
11:51It's a blessing for me.
11:54So I reached out to Julie through social media because Balen experiences some of the same tics, the severe tics, that my daughter, Sophia, has.
12:04So I felt like Julie might be able to help me answer some questions that my daughter could not, because she can't give you details.
12:12She's not nonverbal, but she can communicate to me everything.
12:17She's definitely more complex than Balen.
12:19Because I know that she has autism and stuff like that, too.
12:21But you feel like the Tourette is really prominent at this point.
12:26I feel like the Tourette's is kind of ruling her life right now.
12:30OK.
12:31Sophia was officially diagnosed with Tourette's at 16 years old.
12:36Her tics were not as severe in the beginning, but she's 25 years old now.
12:41And she's in a helmet 24 hours a day to protect her eyesight and to protect her head.
12:48When you, um, I'm sorry.
12:50Oh, my gosh.
12:51I'm crying.
12:53I'm sorry.
12:56To see her...
13:00beat in her face every day and punch herself in the jaw.
13:07As Balen says, Tourette looks different on everybody.
13:10So the emotional and physical toll on Anita, specifically because the Tourette is so self-harming, my heart just actually hurts.
13:23I don't know how you do it.
13:25But it's what I would do a million times over and over again until we find whatever it is that's going to make her have a better quality of life.
13:36There's no other option, right?
13:37There's just no other option.
13:39I wouldn't have ever thought five or six years ago that we'd be preparing to, like, walk Balen down the aisle.
13:46I know.
13:47Never.
13:47It's definitely a different case than Balen, but I know that feeling of helplessness, and I want nothing more than for Benita to stay hopeful that there will be just that one person that has some idea of something that could help Sophia.
14:03I'm always, always have my nose in a book, you know, something, just trying to look for anything that I think that might be helpful.
14:10Like the next thing.
14:11Yes, the next thing.
14:13Do you remember the link I sent you on the device?
14:16Yes.
14:17The new pulse that you wear on your wrist or whatever it is.
14:20Yes.
14:20Yeah.
14:21Yes.
14:21Balen's actually heard of it.
14:23I read an article about this device being in development in the UK, and so I reached out to the company to ask for more information about this device.
14:33From what I understand, it stimulates the median nerve, goes up to the brain, kind of like deep brain stimulation, but not deep brain stimulation.
14:42Yes.
14:42Not invasive.
14:44I think this device could be revolutionary because it's not conventional.
14:48When you have DBS, you have actual wires that are connected, and if you're a self-injurious, ticker-to-rette patient, there is that chance that you are going to pull and prod.
14:58So this device that sits no differently on your hand like a watch seems so promising to me for that reason.
15:06It could be life-changing for Tourette in general.
15:08Honestly, I think you should explore it.
15:12Hmm.
15:12Even though New Pulse is not even available in the U.S., I feel like now would be a great time to get a hold of this team because even though Balen's doing a great job forging her path into the world, this device could potentially make her everyday experiences easier, possibly.
15:33Tell me, baby, if I'm all that you desire, walk through rain and fire to get you back to me.
15:44Colin.
15:44Yeah.
15:47What type of dress do you think I'm going to be in?
15:49White.
15:51Sure.
15:52If you...
15:52That helps you sleep at night.
15:55I mean, part of it is coming from my traditional values.
15:59Well, let me tell you, with your traditional values, it is not a skimpy dress like you want me to be in, so...
16:06I just said, flaunt what you got.
16:09Colin, describe if you could put Balen in any wedding dress.
16:12What would it look like?
16:13What's...
16:14Nipple covers.
16:14No.
16:15Just kidding.
16:20Put a veil.
16:21Nipple covers and a veil.
16:23I'm not where I want to be to try on dresses, but there's alterations.
16:27Today is wedding dress shopping day, and if my mom didn't set an appointment at the wedding dress boutique...
16:35That wouldn't have happened.
16:38And my mom and my sister are on their way up from Roanoke.
16:41They're going to go with Balen wedding dress shopping.
16:44So this time around, I'll try and weigh dresses.
16:48You're welcome.
16:49Love you.
16:50Have you done everything you need to out here?
16:52Have you done the childproof in the past?
16:55I did everything yesterday.
16:58My sister is bringing her littlest up.
17:01She's about one and a half.
17:03And I volunteered to watch her one and a half year old daughter.
17:08But I am excited, though.
17:10You got that baby fever going on.
17:13No.
17:14Yeah.
17:15No.
17:16Don't lie.
17:16God's watching.
17:17I don't have baby fever.
17:19I just want kids.
17:20Yeah, now.
17:22Not now.
17:24In a year.
17:27It's just being a dad at, like, a younger age, you can do more with your kid.
17:32And I would like to have kids sooner than later.
17:35What do you think baby fever means?
17:37Colin's really moving up the timeline here.
17:41The last conversation we even had about kids, you basically almost fainted in the bowling alley.
17:47We've been dating for a little over a year now.
17:49As far as future goes, what do you see?
17:53I'd like to have kids before I'm 25.
17:56You'd like to have kids in the next four years?
17:59Yeah.
18:00Well, yeah, because it was different at that point.
18:09We weren't engaged.
18:10We didn't live together.
18:13All I'm saying is we get adjusted to the new lifestyle and we get into a rhythm.
18:17Then we can get into the lab and maybe start cooking something up.
18:21What?
18:22Yeah.
18:25I didn't want to say, yeah, let's go to pound town.
18:28Well, you just did.
18:30I was trying to say, like...
18:31You just did.
18:34I'm about to go wedding dress shopping.
18:36I need to be in the wedding dress shopping zone.
18:40This is a conversation for another time.
18:45That's them.
18:48Back up, back up, back up.
18:50Hello.
18:51Hey.
18:51Hey.
18:52Watch out, Fluff.
18:53Hi, baby.
18:54Where are we?
18:54How are you?
18:55Good.
18:55Good.
18:56How are you guys?
18:58Good.
18:58Good.
18:59Good.
19:00So how was it getting up here?
19:01It was pretty good.
19:02Did she sleep at all?
19:04No.
19:05Rough.
19:05Not at all.
19:08I feel a little nervous about Colin watching Lily because she's definitely got that fiery,
19:14Oh, yes.
19:15feisty toddler attitude.
19:17So I don't know how she's going to react, but I know she's going to give him Colin a run
19:23for his money for his money, for sure.
19:26She eats regular food.
19:28Just still make sure you cut it up into the bite-sized pieces.
19:32Dick.
19:32As far as her diaper, where am I doing that at?
19:38Like, do you got something I can put her on?
19:40Right here are, like, doggy pee pads, essentially.
19:43Lay her on that.
19:44Do you have gloves in there?
19:46No, I do not have gloves.
19:47You do it with bare hands?
19:49Why would I have gloves?
19:50I use wipes.
19:52I don't get anything on my hands.
19:53She's not, like, scraping it with her hands.
19:56You just wipe it off.
19:59This is a big responsibility, and when I offered to babysit Lily, I didn't realize how much pressure
20:06is on me for everything to just go correctly.
20:08All right, bye.
20:09No, I know, I know.
20:10See ya.
20:11I know.
20:11Love you.
20:12Yep, yep.
20:12Yep, love you, too.
20:14Oh, God.
20:15Love you.
20:16Oh, God.
20:18I have no idea what I'm doing.
20:22It's going south already.
20:24Lily, it's okay.
20:26Breathe, girl.
20:27Breathe.
20:28Oh, Lord, it's going to be a rough day, isn't it?
20:31Yes, it is.
20:33Come on.
20:34Oh, yeah.
20:36I'm so excited.
20:37Today, I'm pretty pumped.
20:39I like the extra color underneath it, like the nude.
20:41So extra.
20:42Oh, wow.
20:42Yeah.
20:43I can barely hold it together thinking about bailing, possibly,
20:46finding the dress of her dreams.
20:48My oldest daughter.
20:50Woo-hoo.
20:51Woo-hoo.
20:51Woo-hoo.
20:55You have my heart.
20:57Don't let it go.
20:59Open one up in the west.
21:02So I hope it's...
21:03We're here, you guys.
21:06All right.
21:09Ready?
21:10Let's go.
21:10I'm so excited, but I'm so nervous.
21:20I know.
21:20It's okay.
21:21Don't be nervous.
21:23Hi.
21:23Today, I'm pretty pumped about wedding dress shopping,
21:27but I'd be lying if I didn't say that I had some nervous energy,
21:32because I just know how Baylin is feeling about her body right now.
21:36I can't do this by myself.
21:38And I don't want the most beautiful day to turn into a negative event for Baylin.
21:44Oh, hi.
21:46Oh, my gosh.
21:46We're waiting for you.
21:48I'm coming.
21:49I love your purse.
21:51Oh, my gosh.
21:51Are you so excited?
21:52Yes, Anna.
21:53Hi, girl.
21:53Yes, Anna.
21:54Good to see you.
21:55I'm so excited to be a part of this special moment with her.
21:58It's not every day that a girl gets to literally play dress up for her wedding.
22:02Let's go.
22:02Lead us.
22:03There we go.
22:04All right.
22:04No worries.
22:05And despite Baylin's weight game, Baylin is beautiful,
22:09and she just could use a little reminder of that.
22:13My name's on this card.
22:14Stop.
22:15Yes, it is.
22:15My name's on the card.
22:16Oh, wow.
22:22Hi, ladies.
22:23Welcome to the scene.
22:24Hi.
22:24Hello.
22:25We're so excited to have you today.
22:26You're going to follow me.
22:26We're going to head into the showroom, and then we'll get started shortly.
22:29Great.
22:29This way.
22:29Perfect.
22:30Oh, look.
22:31I am a little bit nervous to try on dresses because I just want to feel like a princess.
22:39But putting on 18 pounds for my medication makes it really hard.
22:42So I'm definitely going to latch on to all my lovely people that I brought with me today
22:47because I really need their support.
22:49Oh, I like that dress, too.
22:52All right.
22:52My name is Taya.
22:55Hi, Taya.
22:56Nice to meet you.
22:57You're welcome, everyone.
22:58Dildo.
23:00So what we like to do is kind of get to know the bride, get to know what your sort of vision
23:04is.
23:06Dildo, ma'am.
23:07My dream dress?
23:09I don't really know what I want.
23:12That's even better.
23:13That means you are open to, like, trying on different silhouettes, different necklines,
23:17and hopefully lead us to, like, the one.
23:20I don't mean to interrupt.
23:21I don't mean to be rude.
23:22At what point should we FaceTime Sammy?
23:24When we're in that first dress mode, I think that would be perfect.
23:27So we are going to have you take a look at our showrooms, point out three gowns that
23:32you think you like to get to a really good place.
23:35I definitely want to try it at that one.
23:37It's very pretty.
23:38And remember, you don't have to go with white.
23:41Oh, I know.
23:42Grandma, I don't know.
23:44Colin knows, too.
23:45He's like, let's do a more tradition.
23:49Oh, my God.
23:50Come here.
23:55Yay!
23:56Hey, buddy!
23:58Hey, buddy!
23:59Oh, my goodness.
24:01Oh!
24:02Yay!
24:06I don't mean to, like, pat myself on the back, but this is, I mean, it's, I don't have words.
24:14This is the best surprise ever.
24:19So how'd you get here?
24:20Um, dad brought me here.
24:22Wait, dad flew there and came back?
24:23And came back with me.
24:24Oh, what a good owl.
24:26I know.
24:26Good owl.
24:27What a good owl.
24:28I couldn't ask for two better daughters and that one of them is willing to put all of
24:34her struggles aside because she knows her older sister would love her here and that she wouldn't
24:40miss it for the world.
24:41She's all I needed.
24:42Yeah.
24:43Yeah.
24:44I'm over the moon.
24:46I'm over the world.
24:48Sammy's not only my sister.
24:49She is my best friend.
24:52Sammy's my best friend.
24:54I'm ready now.
24:55Oh, my God.
24:56And it's important for me to be here because I think she trusts my opinion a lot, which
25:01makes me want to be here.
25:04We can get started.
25:05So remember, just take a walk.
25:07Let me know what you want to try on and we'll take you there.
25:10Sweet.
25:11Okay.
25:12Yay.
25:16All the jewels come together and they form a different color.
25:19I don't mean to have, like, honestly, to even, like, bring your Tourette into this
25:23at all, but I worry about stuff like that.
25:25And if you're pulling on any of this, if you...
25:27Oh, wait, is it see-through at the bottom?
25:29No, Grandma, it's see-through.
25:31Grandma, move on.
25:33Oh, wait, this one's gorgeous, too.
25:35I really like this one.
25:36You're going to think I'm crazy, bae.
25:38I really want you to try this one on.
25:41I love this.
25:43Hey, Mom.
25:45Yep.
25:45How about this one?
25:46I like the extra color underneath it, like the nude.
25:48So extra.
25:49Oh, wow.
25:50Yeah.
25:51I feel very honored that she wanted to include us, because not all in-laws to be get a chance
25:58to do this.
25:59Doesn't have to be the first dress I try on.
26:01And knowing Colin, I think he would probably prefer a form-fitting dress.
26:06Yeah, I definitely agree.
26:08But none of my opinions or feedback is based on Colin.
26:12It's not about Colin, it's about Bailyn.
26:15But I do appreciate that she's considering a total white dress, because that's what Colin
26:20wants.
26:22This one's getting tried on.
26:24This one.
26:25This one?
26:25Yeah.
26:26Oh, look at that.
26:29Oh, my gosh.
26:30I'm aching for Bailyn to find the one or something close to the one.
26:36All right, so everyone get comfortable.
26:38Have a seat.
26:39We're going to do a little fashion show.
26:40We're going to start putting gowns on.
26:42She's going to come out, and you'll get to see her in a wedding gown.
26:44Yay!
26:45All right?
26:45Are you ready?
26:47Let's do it.
26:47Sweet.
26:48She's getting f***ed.
26:49I can barely hold it together thinking about Bailyn possibly finding the dress of her dreams.
26:57Like, I don't know.
26:58It's just surreal.
27:00My oldest daughter.
27:11She's still back there.
27:13We know she's still back there.
27:14She hasn't left.
27:14She hasn't left.
27:16Oh, my God.
27:17I'm obsessed.
27:18Oh, I hear the dress.
27:23Oh, she's moving.
27:25I hear the dragging.
27:27Oh, my gosh.
27:31Oh, my gosh.
27:31I hear the dress coming.
27:43Tip, tip, tip, tip.
27:46Oh, my gosh.
27:48Oh, my gosh.
27:55Wow.
27:56That's epic.
27:57I feel like a little cupcake.
28:09I feel like a comfy.
28:11Love it.
28:12Love it.
28:13I mean, you can't.
28:14Oh, the veil.
28:14I love the veil.
28:16Yeah.
28:16I don't even want you to try it at night.
28:17It's gorgeous.
28:20It looks so good on you.
28:21Yeah.
28:22Oh, that is very pretty.
28:26Ailyn getting married, that's like the true, like, rite of passage almost into not being
28:34under our wing anymore.
28:37I love the pockets.
28:38I love the corset.
28:38Okay, I was going to say, I mean, you look this big.
28:42I love it.
28:43You look insane.
28:45It does look really good.
28:46Seriously.
28:47You guys are sweet.
28:48No, you look insane.
28:52I feel like Rapunzel.
28:54I can't believe how much I loved the first dress.
28:56I was like, holy shit, I'm actually getting married.
28:59I love it.
29:00I love it.
29:02It's just a little too plain.
29:04Do you want to try Sammy's pick next, which is going to be a very different look?
29:07Very different.
29:08Yeah?
29:08Yes.
29:09Yes.
29:09All right, let's go.
29:11Is it completely different than the two?
29:12Completely different than both of those two.
29:14Good.
29:14The dress is not enough for Bailin.
29:17I think the tiara gives the dress, you know, that little bit of sparkle, but Bailin is just
29:23full of sparkle.
29:24And I want to see what else is hiding back there.
29:28How was the baby?
29:30I don't know.
29:30I haven't heard from a while.
29:32So.
29:33Call him.
29:33All right.
29:34Maybe I should give him a call.
29:35We're going to need a phone call.
29:36Yeah.
29:36Shut up.
29:37Hey.
29:38Shut up.
29:39Hey.
29:40How's it going?
29:41Um, it's all right.
29:43I mean, she's down for a nap right now.
29:45She cried a lot.
29:47Tried to give her food.
29:48That wasn't going well.
29:50I even set the plate on the ground and thought that she would come over and just grab it whenever
29:56and she'd just get back to crying.
29:58She'll grab it whenever.
29:59She's won.
30:00She's won.
30:03She's moving too much.
30:04I don't want her to get up.
30:05He's like, please.
30:06I don't want her to get up.
30:08Cut the, cut the phone.
30:10Well.
30:11Oh, no.
30:11No.
30:12Well, good luck.
30:13Just try snacks when she wakes up.
30:16Y'all have a good time.
30:17Okay.
30:18Bye, Colin.
30:18You too.
30:19Bye.
30:20Bye.
30:21Bye.
30:22Oh, no.
30:23Like, that was from his heart.
30:25Yes, that was.
30:26Make it feel.
30:27It's not easy.
30:29No, it's not.
30:31I hear the dress.
30:33Oh, brother.
30:35Okay.
30:35Yeah.
30:35Okay.
30:35Yeah.
30:36Oh, nice.
30:38This is like a little dance theme.
30:39This one we can get down in.
30:41Yeah.
30:41I love the scarf.
30:43Oh, I love the dress Sammy picked.
30:50I love the texture and, like, how flowy it was.
30:54It's beautiful.
30:55Oh, my.
30:55It's absolutely beautiful.
30:56I love the different, like, layers.
31:02That is so pretty.
31:05Stunning.
31:07I'm trying to be in love with it.
31:10I feel like the sparkle's missing a little bit.
31:12Yeah.
31:13Where it's like, hey, it's like, it's so, like, I'm going out to dinner and I look amazing.
31:17Not like, I'm walking down the aisle.
31:20Yeah.
31:21I love it, but.
31:22I love it as, like, a dancing.
31:23That's exactly what you're talking about for the reception.
31:26Yeah.
31:27And not down the aisle dress.
31:29Reception.
31:30I like it.
31:31Yeah.
31:31I personally really do like this dress.
31:34Let's try another one.
31:35Yeah, sweet.
31:36We'll pick one now.
31:36Yeah.
31:37You can tell that she feels confident and that she is really, like, enjoying how she feels in the dress.
31:43And I think that is beautiful.
31:45Gorgeous in every single dress.
31:47Yeah.
31:48I'm happy that this appointment is going way better than what they expected though.
31:51Oh, my gosh.
31:52Yes.
31:54Oh, my God.
31:55This is gorgeous.
31:56It's like I'm getting married.
31:58You're the dry gang.
31:59She's a-moving.
32:02She's climbing.
32:04Oh, my God.
32:06Oh, my God.
32:07Oh, my God.
32:09Oh, my God.
32:11Oh, my God.
32:14Oh, my God.
32:15Oh, my God.
32:17Literally.
32:17Oh.
32:18I'm already lost it.
32:21Yeah.
32:22Oh, my God.
32:23I feel right.
32:24Yeah.
32:32Oh, my God.
32:33Oh, my God.
32:33Oh, my God.
32:37Oh, my God.
32:48Oh, my God.
32:52Wow.
32:53Oh, my God.
32:53I'm loving this.
32:59What do you guys think Colin would say?
33:02You look unreal.
33:03Speechless.
33:03Speechless.
33:04There's nothing that he would say.
33:08This is me.
33:09It's beautiful.
33:10This is me.
33:11You can just tell that it makes you feel confident.
33:13You can just tell that it makes you feel good.
33:17I love it.
33:19I see a princess.
33:21Exactly what I wanted to be on my wedding day.
33:23Oh, bae.
33:28I really just don't have words.
33:29I'm sorry.
33:31It was a big moment to see really just how joyful she felt when she put on something that made
33:38her feel like the Queen of England.
33:41this kid.
33:42them kids.
33:44Oh, my gosh.
33:46Honestly, in reality, it's not a bad tick day.
33:48My ticks haven't been triggered by the dresses.
33:51It was just the veil.
33:53Sorry.
33:54Would you like it on or should I take it off for you?
33:56Will you care if we take it off?
33:57No, if you take it off.
33:58That way you can see it also without.
33:59Because it was touching my head instead of touching my hair, if that makes any sense.
34:03Like it was, it was really in there.
34:05And I think that you knew too, before you even like fully saw yourself in it.
34:12But I would like to come back before I purchase it.
34:16Yeah.
34:17Yeah.
34:19I want to see if I keep thinking about it.
34:21Because if I keep thinking about it, then I'm just not going to try it anymore.
34:24I'm just going to come back and buy that one.
34:25All right.
34:26You've got the floor.
34:27Careful.
34:27Okay.
34:28I'll take you back and you can get dressed.
34:30And we'll come out here and chat.
34:31I love that she found something that was like bomb.
34:34Like Baelin bombshell.
34:37Oh my gosh.
34:38Oh my gosh.
34:39Was that cringy?
34:41Okay.
34:41What a good day.
34:44Today was phenomenal.
34:46I'm not going to lie.
34:47I came in here very anxious because I've gained 18 pounds and I'm not confident.
34:51But thank you guys for coming because I wouldn't be able to pick out my dress without you guys.
34:57It meant everything to have my closest people there.
35:00Bye.
35:01Oh, thank you for inviting us.
35:02And they can tell me, oh, they wouldn't miss it for the world and I know that.
35:06But they deserve to know how thankful I am that they were there for me.
35:11Bye.
35:12I love you.
35:13It means everything.
35:15Hey guys.
35:15Thanks for coming.
35:17You looked beautiful.
35:19I love you.
35:20Love you too.
35:21Well, let me sit on my throne.
35:23On my throne.
35:23No, I'm just kidding.
35:25What do you think?
35:26I just picked the perfect people to be here.
35:28Honestly.
35:28We're not good liars.
35:29You're going to leave a little bit of room open to maybe try some more on or the favorite
35:36is the favorite.
35:37My favorite is the favorite.
35:39I'm still willing to like come back and try more dresses on.
35:42What would be like a reasonable time that you would be able to be back here?
35:46Do you have anything tomorrow?
35:50Yeah, you and Colin are going to Boston.
35:53Yeah, we have a doctor's appointment tomorrow.
35:55Dr. Flaherty.
35:56Don't.
35:57Because it would have to be in a month.
35:59It would have to be like.
36:00Oh, I could do a month.
36:01I just need a little bit of time to.
36:03We know.
36:04To come back.
36:05We know.
36:06Yeah.
36:06I don't know.
36:10Sounds crazy.
36:12Yeah, that's so funny.
36:12It doesn't sound crazy.
36:14It's called anxiety.
36:15And you started therapy, which is a huge step too.
36:22You're doing the right thing.
36:23I was resistant to a therapist before because I was thinking that I could just fix it myself.
36:32But ultimately, my OCD and anxiety, I got to a point so bad of like why I wanted to go
36:37to therapy was because like I couldn't walk out of a room.
36:41Because I couldn't put like one left foot down and then one right foot down.
36:46So it feels good to talk to somebody else about it and not be shamed or not be.
36:54Embarrassed.
36:57What I didn't know about therapy and after my first session of it was the validation that
37:03I would feel.
37:05Bailyn's, I feel like she's definitely spot on when she says like she's a prisoner in her
37:09own mind.
37:09It's like, yeah.
37:11I was just finally ready to focus on me and what I needed.
37:15I feel like I'm starting to learn.
37:18I can only control certain things.
37:21You can control dick.
37:22I can't control if a plane falls out of the sky.
37:26I love that Sammy's focusing on herself and her health.
37:31My girls have morphed into the most amazing adults.
37:37And it's really...
37:37Well, we had you as a mommy.
37:39It's like really like being with your very, very best friends.
37:43If it's helpful for somebody to fly with you, we'll always make that happen.
37:46You forgot your dildo in the airport.
37:50Ow!
37:52Okay, wait.
37:53Hold on.
37:54Yeah, mom needs a minute.
37:55She's never heard dildo out of your mouth.
37:56I gotta focus back.
37:57She needs a minute.
37:57Hold on.
37:58Mom needs a minute.
38:00Dildo!
38:01Hi!
38:01I'm on the struggle bus with the dildo tech.
38:06We're not even just saying it.
38:08We're screaming dildos.
38:11I think she was holding it in from also Colleen and Marlene.
38:16She was holding what in?
38:16Oh, boy.
38:25You're tired.
38:25You're tired.
38:26We're tired.
38:27Oh, my bum hurts sitting on this.
38:29Oh, we're...
38:29Whoa.
38:30I just drank a lot of champagne.
38:32Today was awesome, but I'm exhausted and I'm ready to go home.
38:36I wonder how babysitting went, to be honest.
38:39Hopefully it was birth control, because he needs to stop with that baby fever.
38:44Oh.
38:46Hey, mom.
38:47Hey, babe.
38:48What's up?
38:50Currently traveling to Boston.
38:52Having Colleen in the car, now is the perfect time to reintroduce new Pulse to her,
38:57because he will make sure that she talks to Dr. Flaherty about it.
39:02Let's just add it to the list of things we need to talk to Dr. Flaherty about.
39:06I actually have a question for the doctor.
39:09There we go.
39:28Go out of business, you mother Marlowe bitch.
39:32It said Marlowe's was going out of business.
39:34What do you want me to do?
39:34It was right in front of my face.
39:37My mom's calling.
39:39Hey, mom.
39:40Hey, babe.
39:42What's up?
39:43Currently traveling to Boston.
39:45Good little trip ahead of us.
39:47Oh, my gosh.
39:47Are you excited?
39:48I am excited.
39:49Colleen's more excited than me, personally.
39:52He should be.
39:53Yeah.
39:53This is like his first time into the doorway of...
39:57My life.
39:57...crazy doctor visit.
39:59Yes.
40:00Life.
40:01I'm excited about going to a doctor's appointment for the first time with Balen because the torch
40:08where the responsibility of taking care of Balen is kind of being passed down.
40:13And I feel good about that.
40:14So I think while you're there, it would be a great time to ask her about the new Pulse.
40:22The device?
40:24The wrist device.
40:25Okay.
40:26I've been wanting to talk to Balen about my lunch date with Anita.
40:30But I know with having Colleen in the car, he will make sure that she talks to Dr. Flaherty
40:36about it.
40:38I think it would be good to get her opinion.
40:41She's such a scholar.
40:42And if she doesn't know anything about it, that means it's not a good thing.
40:45This is true?
40:47Okay.
40:48I love you.
40:49I love you, and I will talk to you soon.
40:52Okay.
40:52That sounds good.
40:53I'll let you know when we get there.
40:54Okay.
40:55Bye.
40:56Okay.
40:56Bye.
40:57I'm glad my mom brought it up.
40:59Yeah.
40:59I was actually with Balen when she was told about New Pulse.
41:03So at least we can find out if and when it might be available in the U.S.
41:08and if Balen can benefit from it.
41:11Let's just add it to the list of things we need to talk to Dr. Flaherty about.
41:17I actually have a question for the doctor.
41:20There we go.
41:23How your medications would work.
41:27What part of not pressuring me to have kids before a wedding isn't clicking?
41:40I wasn't pressuring you.
41:42It's good knowledge to have.
41:45Good knowledge for who?
41:47For me.
41:50For the future.
41:53You got a mind of your own.
41:57I'm so frustrated between wedding planning and Colin's career change.
42:02We can't add a baby into this mix.
42:06We're not talking about this right now.
42:09We're not talking about this right now.
42:11Miss it, bitch.
42:23Oh my God.
42:28Josh, tell me you're thinking about getting the real estate.
42:30Yeah, I am.
42:32More than 80% of people who get their real estate license stop, you know, in less than five years.
42:39It makes me worried for Colin because there is so much potential to succeed in this field,
42:44but there's even more potential to fail.
42:47There's this device I heard about called New Pulse that helps your tics.
42:52It's not available here.
42:53If you did want to try it, you'd have to go to the U.K., I'm afraid.
42:56Yeah.
42:58So she's basically like, give it a go.
43:00Except for it's in the U.K.
43:03I'm thinking, how is this going to work?
43:06Because she needs a lot of help when she's traveling.
43:09Anyways, with wedding planning, it's just not in our budget.
43:13I don't think I realize how much I actually want this until this moment.
43:20Anything to reduce my tics, even the slightest, would be a miracle.
43:24But there's a lot of obstacles standing in the way.
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