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00:00People have mentioned seeing a man in the woods behaving strangely.
00:11I wouldn't know anything about that but actually now I think about it
00:19the doctor was really funny with me yesterday something was definitely off with him
00:27he collared me in the hotel bar and this one thing he said stayed with me
00:33it was the laundry violence of all of us
00:40sent chills down my spine he's the one you should be talking to
00:57I'm
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01:43Cher?
02:13See you later.
02:16Have a good time
02:43I keep waiting for you to tell me what I'm doing wrong.
02:59That's really interesting.
03:01Oh, have I just outed myself as someone terribly underconfident?
03:05Your lines are actually very confident.
03:09But do you mind?
03:13Never.
03:15See here how the tilt of the neck creates a line.
03:19All the way across the torso.
03:23Into the hips.
03:25Don't tell me this is your first course.
03:39I drew at school.
03:41It's just a fun thing. I never took it seriously.
03:43Well, you should have. You're good.
03:47I never saw it as something I could do, I suppose.
03:51Well, it's never too late to do the things that you want.
03:57Is that actually true?
03:59Yes.
04:05My curse is there.
04:07Give me your phone.
04:13Unlock it.
04:29Unlock it.
04:49Hi.
04:53Bursting for the loo.
04:59Unlock it.
05:17How was it?
05:19I'm not Picasso just yet.
05:21Well, I'm sure World Renown was just around the corner.
05:23You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake. Come on.
05:25Bloody dark.
05:27You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake.
05:29Bloody dark by the time we get there.
05:31You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake. Come on.
05:35Bloody dark by the time we get there.
05:37You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake.
05:39You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake. Come on.
05:41Bloody dark by the time we get there.
05:43You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake.
05:45I am so sorry to get in the car, Annie.
05:47Oh my God.
05:48You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake. Come on.
05:50Bloody dark by the time we get there.
05:52Bloody dark by the time we get there.
05:54Oh, my God.
06:24Oh, my God.
06:54Oh, my God.
07:24Oh, my God.
07:54Oh, my God.
08:24Oh, my God.
08:26Oh, my God.
08:28Mum said you sleep in a car in the car park.
08:31Sorting hours that day.
08:32Oh, my God.
08:33Oh, my God.
08:34Oh, my God.
08:35Oh, my God.
08:36Oh, my God.
08:37Oh, my God.
08:38Oh, my God.
08:39Oh, my God.
08:41Oh, my God.
08:42Oh, my God.
08:43Oh, my God.
08:44Oh, my God.
08:45Oh, my God.
08:46Oh, my God.
08:47Oh, my God.
08:48Oh, my God.
08:49I...
08:50Oh, my God.
08:51Oh, my God.
08:52Oh, my God.
08:54Oh, my God.
08:56Mainly on the left.
08:57What, you're left-footed?
08:59I can play with both, but aye.
09:03I used to play on the left.
09:06Couldn't kick first shape with my right, though, so...
09:09Defenders always worked me out.
09:16You can come home sometime.
09:20Have a cup of tea or, you know, use the shower or whatever.
09:23Mum's not usually home till about six.
09:30Do I smell?
09:31Be honest, not kind.
09:35Not so you'd notice.
09:39Yeah, yeah, bugger place got a bit funny when we use in the washroom, so...
09:43Does your mum talk about me?
09:56No.
10:04You got good friends?
10:06Yeah.
10:13I know this isn't a dream.
10:20This.
10:24I've got to go.
10:25Yeah.
10:26They give detentions a few layers of...
10:27Wait, well, that...
10:28Um, well, I'll see you again.
10:32Okay.
10:32Okay.
10:32Maybe next time we can meet in a natural cafe or something.
10:48I can pay.
10:49No, no, you don't have to do that.
10:51It's okay, I'd like to.
10:52I'm going for you.
11:12All right.
11:16All right.
11:17All right.
11:20Let's go.
11:50Let's go.
12:20Let's go.
12:50Let's go.
13:20Let's go.
13:50Let's go.
13:52Let's go.
13:54Let's go.
13:56Let's go.
14:08Let's go.
14:10Let's go.
14:12Let's go.
14:14Let's go.
14:22Let's go.
14:24Let's go.
14:32Let's go.
14:34Let's go.
14:36Let's go.
14:38Let's go.
14:40Let's go.
14:42Let's go.
14:44Let's go.
14:46Let's go.
14:48Let's go.
14:50Let's go.
14:52Let's go.
14:58Let's go.
15:00Let's go.
15:02Let's go.
15:04Let's go.
15:06Let's go.
15:08Let's go.
15:10Let's go.
15:12Let's go.
15:14Let's go.
15:16Let's go.
15:18Let's go.
15:20Let's go.
15:22Let's go.
15:30Let's go.
15:32Let's go.
15:34Let's go.
15:36Let's go.
15:38Let's go.
15:40Let's go.
15:42Let's go.
15:44Let's go.
15:46I'm an adult, too.
15:47There's a point you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and say,
15:52Do I want this to work or not?
15:58And do you?
16:14Tell me about this threesome of yours.
16:17We have this holiday cabin by a loch.
16:21There always used to be these parties with music, dancing and drinking.
16:27And this woman, Celine, took a shine to us both.
16:31It just seemed to happen.
16:33Have you been with other women since?
16:37I have not been with anyone since.
16:42Apart from David.
16:46Annie.
16:51Annie, come on.
17:12Do you have a boyfriend?
17:16Girlfriend?
17:18No.
17:19Do you?
17:20I have a girlfriend.
17:21Or a boyfriend.
17:23I think I'm married either.
17:25Ask it.
17:26Whatever it is.
17:27Why'd you leave?
17:29I was drinking too much.
17:34I lost a couple of jobs.
17:35It was a mess.
17:37My mum grew sick of it.
17:39She said you assaulted someone.
17:40In a sound centre.
17:41She said it was quite bad.
17:42She said you assaulted someone.
17:43In a sound centre.
17:44She said it was quite bad.
17:45Yeah, it was.
17:46Why'd you do it?
17:47Why'd you do it?
17:48I was drinking too much.
17:49I was drinking too much.
17:50I lost a couple of jobs.
17:52It was a mess.
17:54I was drinking too much.
17:55Isn't it?
17:56Why'd you do it?
17:57I was drinking too much.
17:58I was drinking too much.
18:00I didn't know what happened.
18:01And my mum grew sick of it.
18:02She said you assaulted someone in a sound centre.
18:04She said it was quite bad.
18:07Yeah, it was.
18:11Why'd you do it?
18:14Why'd you do it?
18:19This drunk guy in a bar.
18:22I knew him from school.
18:25He used to bully me to shite for being a reader.
18:30He started saying things.
18:32Offensive stuff.
18:35How the people that I was fighting deserved to die.
18:38I told him to give it a rest.
18:41And he turned on me.
18:43Got me a baby killer.
18:46So I snapped.
18:50It was like I was outside of myself.
18:53He deserved it though.
18:54For all the things he was saying.
18:59They discharged me.
19:01Dishonourably.
19:13Happy birthday.
19:22I found it in a second hand book shop.
19:31You chose this?
19:32I like the cover.
19:34Thought you might too.
19:36Yeah.
19:38Yeah I really do.
19:39Good idea.
19:58See you next week.
19:59All right.
20:00All right.
20:01Good news.
20:05Thanks.
20:06Let's go.
20:08I'm sorry.
20:09I'm sorry.
20:10I'm sorry.
20:11I'm sorry.
20:12I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
20:26I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
20:56And if I wanted to withdraw my half of the balance, do I need my husband's permission to access the funds?
21:18The day-to-day account is in your name, but the savings account is jointly held and requires both signatures.
21:24Yes, of course. Thank you.
22:48Ernie, you home?
22:58What are you doing in the dark?
23:06Your executive function and processing of information will be affected.
23:11Spatial awareness, your ability to process names, faces, carry out familiar tasks,
23:17as well as coordination and general physical capability.
23:22There are also hallucinations.
23:25Hallucinations?
23:27It's very common.
23:29Erm...
23:32Have there been any new developments? Re, erm... medication?
23:37Well, there are new developments all the time. I can send you links to the studies.
23:41But I have to say that the side effects can be quite unpleasant for most people.
23:46And they don't stop the symptoms long term.
23:52How long will I live?
23:53Erm...
23:54Five to seven years is most common. I mean, it could be more.
23:57It could be less.
23:59But the cognitive and physical decline happens a lot earlier.
24:02That's correct, yes.
24:04That walk used to be easier.
24:10Oh.
24:11Steep that section of path.
24:15Never used to struggle with it.
24:18No, but...
24:19Quite a drop, though.
24:29Well, it's a good job I caught you.
24:32I might say something to those, er...
24:48You know...
24:50The poles in the cabin making the noise.
24:53I just think it's not on.
24:55Yeah, you said.
24:56Well, I'm saying it again.
25:02You get so angry with me.
25:04Not angry. How's that angry?
25:06What do you call it, then?
25:09Irritation.
25:10Well, you're irritated a lot.
25:17I think you should go to Costa Rica.
25:20You can't even get up a hill. How are you going to manage that?
25:23I...
25:24I didn't mean with me.
25:27But what would be the point in that?
25:31After I'm gone.
25:33We always said we'd go. I'd like you to.
25:35When I'm gone.
25:37I'm not talking about that.
25:39I'm just saying...
25:40I said we're not talking about that stupid conversation and shit!
25:43Now I've spilled this!
26:00I'm just popping out.
26:02Come here.
26:07Come here.
26:13You're always so beautiful.
26:17Stella.
26:23Silly boy.
26:25Mm-hmm.
26:38Annie.
26:41Annie!
26:43What?
26:45It's me.
26:46David.
26:47Your husband.
26:51I know exactly who you are.
26:59Oh, this one's for you.
27:01Someone's got a handwriting just like yours.
27:02Is that yours?
27:04It's your signature across the seal.
27:05What is this?
27:06Can I have it?
27:08Why are you writing to yourself?
27:10I need you to listen and not interrupt.
27:13Will you do that?
27:19Okay.
27:20It's a letter laying out my wishes while I still have the clarity to do that.
27:23So that in the future there's no doubt as to my intentions.
27:29What do you mean, intentions?
27:32Annie.
27:34I don't want to see things out.
27:37I don't want the decline.
27:38I don't want the decline.
27:47I'll care for you.
27:49Oh, David.
27:53Other people may want that.
27:54I don't.
27:59No, no, no, no.
28:00It's not to open now.
28:02No, David, please don't.
28:03I mean, this is absurd.
28:16It's a criminal act.
28:18No, I'm not asking you to help.
28:19You're fine.
28:21How long, though?
28:23No, we're not doing this.
28:24Oh, David.
28:25No!
28:26No!
28:27We do not talk about this ever again.
28:29Ever again!
28:30No!
28:31Never!
28:32Never!
28:33Never!
28:34Never!
28:35Never!
28:36Never!
28:37Never!
28:38Go on!
28:39Walk away.
28:40I'll let you always do.
28:41David.
28:48David?
28:49David?
28:50David?
29:01David?
29:02David?
29:04David?
29:05David?
29:06Yeah.
29:07That's not an FEMA!
29:11You know?
29:12It's tamая!
29:14You know?
29:16It's not a game!"
29:18He's going to play with a local town.
29:20Oh man.
29:21You're
29:28Leo!
29:29Right, right.
29:30I've been getting confused over simple things.
29:58Getting lost.
30:00Small things, you know.
30:03The balance is okay, but I'll have the odd moment.
30:07I'm fine for now, but it'll get worse.
30:13How long does it take to progress?
30:16A year or two, possibly more.
30:22But is there a cure that you can try?
30:26Well, the short answer is no.
30:32If I were to divorce David, then I would be entitled to it.
30:37I mean, I don't know how much.
30:40I know we talked about being together, but I won't hold you to that.
30:46It doesn't change anything for me.
30:53Don't say that because it does.
30:56Don't ask me.
30:57Not for me.
30:58I'm in it with you.
31:01All the way.
31:02All the way.
31:03Whatever it takes.
31:08You tell your girlfriend to butt out when things don't involve her.
31:20What, because men should tell women what to do?
31:22Is that it?
31:23Oh, don't give me that shite.
31:25Hi.
31:53That bloody roundabout's still closed.
31:57It's an absolute nightmare.
31:59Can we talk?
32:01Yeah, just let me get the rest of this stuff in.
32:03Is everything okay?
32:04Yeah.
32:06Can we sit?
32:23Yeah, just get this frozen stuff in the freezer.
32:27Can we have to get that?
32:28Yeah.
32:29Hello?
32:30I've just been thinking about...
32:33Who is it?
32:34Er, Doctor.
32:38Hello?
32:45I've just been thinking about...
32:49Who is it?
32:51It's a doctor.
32:53Oh. Do you want me to speak to them?
32:55I don't know.
32:57I need more time.
32:59But I need to think this through.
33:03I thought you already had.
33:07I'm just saying, hold off on any big conversations.
33:12I understand.
33:15I'm hanging up? I'll call you.
33:18No.
33:20That's not going to be necessary.
33:22Annie, I'm not saying...
33:24Oh well?
33:26Yeah, yeah.
33:28They were just offering me some free counselling, I said no.
33:32Oh.
33:34Yeah, yeah, yeah.
33:36No.
33:38No.
33:39No.
33:40No.
33:41No.
33:42No.
33:43No.
33:44No.
33:46I don't know.
34:16I don't know.
34:46I don't know.
35:16I don't know.
35:46I don't know.
36:16I don't know.
36:17I don't know.
36:18I don't know.
36:19I don't know.
36:20I don't know.
36:21I don't know.
36:22I don't know.
36:23I don't know.
36:24I don't know.
36:25I don't know.
36:27I don't know.
36:28I don't know.
36:29I don't know.
36:30I don't know.
36:31I don't know.
36:32I don't know.
36:33I don't know.
36:34I don't know.
36:35I don't know.
36:36I don't know.
36:37I don't know.
36:38I don't know.
36:39I don't know.
36:40I don't know.
36:41I don't know.
36:42I don't know.
36:43I don't know.
36:44I don't know.
36:45I don't know.
36:46I don't know.
36:47I don't know.
36:48I don't know.
36:50I don't know.
36:51I don't know.
36:52I don't know.
36:53My teacher.
37:03Are you leaving me?
37:07I would have done.
37:09But then Deborah was not the person I thought she was.
37:15I mean, I had no idea.
37:18I know.
37:19And I felt quite offended by that.
37:23You thought it was just you who has a big, complicated feeling.
37:28You were the one deciding if you were going to stay with me.
37:32Never once occurred to you that I have a life inside here you don't have access to.
37:42I don't deserve you.
37:44I don't care.
37:45Because I'm what you've got.
37:48Not your idea of me.
37:50Not what you think I want.
37:53It's just what I actually want.
37:56What do you want?
38:08Is that what I think it is?
38:10I take full responsibility.
38:23I want it to be here.
38:26With memories.
38:27With you.
38:29Is that selfish?
38:30No, I can't let you do this.
38:37Oh, well.
38:39If you don't, I'll find another way.
38:40That'll be worse.
38:41You know I will.
38:48No, wait.
38:49Let me.
38:50Let me, please.
38:51No, David, I can't.
38:51I don't want you to get in trouble.
38:53Well, everything that I have ever done has been about me.
38:58I'll be fine.
39:02I'll, um...
39:05I'll mix it in with some, uh...
39:11I'll mix it in with some hot tea.
39:13I'll mix it in with some hot tea.
39:16You know what I think?
39:16Oh, I'll mix it in with some hot tea.
39:18I'll mix it in with some hot tea.
39:22Don't?
39:23No.
39:24No.
39:27No.
39:29No.
39:31No.
39:31No.
39:34No.
39:37No.
39:39No.
39:39No.
39:39No.
39:40No.
39:42No.
39:46Hey.
39:48You okay?
39:58What did you see in the bathroom?
40:10Why won't you tell me?
40:28Nothing. I didn't see anything.
40:30Really?
40:32What the fuck are you asking questions for anyway?
40:36What are you even doing here?
40:38Go! Go!
40:40You can't be near me.
40:42Why?
40:44Because I'm dangerous.
40:46I'm not safe to be around.
40:48Why can't you get that into your head?
40:50Don't come close to me.
40:52Don't come close to me!
40:54Don't come close to me!
40:56Don't come close to me!
41:06Don't come close to me!
41:08Don't come close to me!
41:10Jimmy!
41:26Come here.
41:37That was my daughter I saw in the body.
41:41I was afraid of the love that she showed me.
41:45What it might open in me.
41:47So I left.
41:48Just like when she was little.
41:53Twice now.
41:55Twice I've left her.
41:58She'd still want to see you.
42:00If you explain.
42:02I don't think people are as capable of change as you think they are.
42:11A biscuit.
42:13Wouldn't want to get them mixed up now.
42:14A biscuit.
42:15Wouldn't want to get them mixed up now.
42:17A biscuit.
42:18Wouldn't want to get them mixed up now.
42:19A biscuit.
42:21Wouldn't want to get them mixed up now.
42:22A biscuit.
42:23Wouldn't want to get them mixed up now.
42:24A biscuit.
42:25A biscuit.
42:26Wouldn't want to get them mixed up now.
42:31A biscuit.
42:32A biscuit.
42:33A biscuit.
42:34A biscuit.
42:35How much sugar?
42:52Things that make up a life.
43:22How much sugar?
43:52You're a good man.
44:04I'm a splitter, alright?
44:22One minute you're the centre of the universe.
44:29The next.
44:33You may as well not be there.
44:40But nothing we do is ever lost.
44:45There are places that hold memories.
44:48So much pain.
44:53But also so much joy.
45:08Summer water is one of those places.
45:18Oh my God.
45:28The sky that's for you!
45:33The sky that's for you!
45:34The scream that came from that poor woman, I think I might eat it until I die.
46:04The scream that came from that poor woman, I think I might eat it until the end.
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