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00:00I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I miss you so much.
00:22I stepped in gum. I got it off but there's still a mark on the side. Have you got a wipe?
00:30Are you having a stroke or something, Dad? Seriously, if you think you're gonna die, you need to tell me a pin code for your bank. Go on, just blink it out if you have to.
00:44Yes, sir. It's just so good to see you.
00:54Oh my God, I had to get out of the house. Laz and Bella are driving me nuts. They're all over each other.
01:00Go easy, Sutton. They're in love. Come on, Dad. Every time they talk, they start arguing.
01:05I don't think that's quite true. I actually think they only kiss because it's something else to do with their mouths.
01:10Hey, that's not fair.
01:12Well, we've been through this. They're not a good match. It's not gonna end well. You said so yourself.
01:18People argue, Sutton. It doesn't mean they don't care for each other. What about you and Laz? I mean, you argue all the time but you're close. Aren't you?
01:29Your brother loves you, Sutton. You do know that, don't you? Sutton.
01:35Jenna wants to come out with us tonight. I think it would be really good for her. You'll let her come, won't you?
01:41Yeah. Yes, I will but, Sutton.
01:46I'm gonna break up with Billy.
01:49What?
01:50I don't wanna talk about it but just thought I should let you know in case things are weird with his mum. You know, Margot.
01:54But why? I mean, did something happen? What's wrong? Tell me.
01:59Tell me the truth.
02:00The truth?
02:07How do I look?
02:11You look perfect.
02:23Why did you let her leave the dance?
02:26It's tonight. Tonight.
02:30Well, I wanted to wear a suit. Of course, Billy had to throw a fit.
02:35Don't go to the dance. Please, Sutton. Can you hear me?
02:39Sutton? Sutton? Sutton!
02:42Oh, shit. I need to go.
02:44No, no, no, no, no. Sutton, Sutton. It's me. It's Laz. Please, don't go to the dance. You don't have to go. We can stay here. We can keep talking. We can sort everything out.
02:52Just, just, just, just, just stay. Stay, please, please. You don't, just, don't leave me again. Please, please.
02:58Bye! I have to go. Billy will kill me if I'm late.
03:02Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait!
03:12Sutton!
03:32Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi. Uh, I'm here to see Billy McIntyre. If you say Joel Hazerus is here to see him. Laz!
03:45Thank you. Hi. What, an office? Yeah. Come in.
04:02Sorry I didn't talk to you at a few. Been away on a break. Just needed to get home.
04:08Yeah, no worries. How are you? Someone else?
04:12Caribbean.
04:18How are you, Laz? Really?
04:22Uh, hard to take in, to be honest.
04:26How's your mum? Can't have been easy finding a dad like that.
04:30She's still pretty shaken.
04:33It wasn't just that she found him.
04:34She'd been working for your dad her whole life.
04:38She's, you know, she sometimes used to answer the home phone with,
04:40Dr. Lazarus' office, this is Margot McIntyre, how can I help?
04:45He was a good man, Laz. Your dad.
04:48He always did the time to talk.
04:50Offered advice about being good to myself.
04:54Forgiving myself.
04:55Forgiving?
04:56He said it was natural to carry guilt over Sutton.
05:00It wasn't my fault.
05:02Why did you let her leave the dance?
05:08I feel guilty. I didn't see enough of him in later years.
05:11When did you see him last?
05:12Honestly couldn't tell you.
05:15When did I last see you? Years, right?
05:18That's life, I guess.
05:20Work.
05:22Kids.
05:23Can I ask you something, Billy?
05:27Since I've been back, there's some things I like to get straight in my head.
05:32About Sutton.
05:34What about Sutton?
05:36How she was feeling just before the dance.
05:39Of course.
05:40I saw her earlier that day, and when I think back, I can't shake the idea that something was wrong.
05:48Nothing was wrong.
05:50But as far as I knew, she was happy.
05:55Excited.
05:56What were you arguing about the night she died?
06:00Olsen.
06:03Olsen said you guys were fighting like that.
06:05Why would you believe him?
06:07Laz?
06:09Laz, he fucking killed her.
06:11Yeah, I thought that too.
06:13But I was wrong.
06:15I think he's innocent.
06:16Olsen has never been innocent.
06:17I mean, you remember that stuff in the paper?
06:19Stealing some woman's underwear.
06:20He's sick.
06:22Yeah, of course he tried to paint me as the hot-tempered boyfriend.
06:24I mean, he even told the fucking police.
06:26He saw us arguing.
06:27So you and Sutton weren't arguing?
06:29Yeah, we had a fight.
06:30Yeah, but it wasn't anything new.
06:31Same old stuff.
06:32She was going up to uni.
06:33I didn't want her to stay in halls because it would be harder for me to visit.
06:37You didn't.
06:39Break up.
06:41Me and Sutton.
06:42Why would you think that?
06:52We were never happier.
07:12What happened?
07:14Exactly.
07:17What happened?
07:18He's not going to be a dark person.
07:22He's not going to light it up.
07:25Oh, man.
07:26You killed me?
07:27Yeah.
07:29I know.
07:30You killed me.
07:32You killed me.
07:34You killed me, you killed me.
07:35It got me.
07:36You killed him.
07:37You killed you.
07:38I killed him.
07:39Let's look at this a bit differently then.
07:41If Cassandra killed Neil Croft with that statue, then why keep it?
07:45It's a trophy.
07:46A trophy?
07:47But we've always believed Neil killed Cassandra.
07:50So who killed her if Neil was already dead?
07:52Another boyfriend.
07:53Why are you so sure that she killed him and not the other way around?
08:00Hunch.
08:01I mean, he was found in her flat.
08:03Please.
08:05Neil Croft had a history of violence towards Cassandra Rhodes.
08:09She was strangled, he vanished.
08:11Because he told everyone and their dog that he'd always wanted to start a new life in India,
08:15that was where it was assumed he was.
08:16Right, but he was actually in the attic.
08:19So who put him there if not Cassandra?
08:21You think Cassandra carried Neil's body all the way up to the attic?
08:26So she had help.
08:28I don't know, it makes sense, doesn't it?
08:30If she was seeing someone else...
08:31If she did kill him first, we don't know that.
08:34We're waiting on the PM and forensics.
08:37We don't even know for sure it is Neil yet.
08:40So Detective Brown wants to talk to you.
08:45My advice, don't avoid her calls.
08:49Is that wise?
08:51Well, do you want to fill her in on Casper and Friends?
08:53Because I don't.
08:53So until you come up with an explanation that doesn't involve the woo-woo,
08:58I suggest you keep your distance, for all our sakes.
09:03Why here?
09:03I'd like to think of a place Brown would never find me.
09:08Ta-da!
09:10That's anything to do with three-meat Monday.
09:12How dare you?
09:13They do it every day now, so...
09:17Gunshot residue report.
09:21From your dad's body.
09:22It was under his fingernails, mate.
09:28So he did fire the gun.
09:30I'm sorry.
09:32It's all consistent with a self-inflicted wound.
09:35Except it can't be.
09:41So, what else have you been up to?
09:42It's all something today.
09:53Okay, when you say you saw her...
09:55It was that night.
09:59Should have been watching out for her.
10:02After the dance.
10:04It's what Dad told me to do.
10:06Okay, lads.
10:08Why are you torturing yourself like this?
10:10I know it's hard.
10:13Thinking of what might have been.
10:14If only this or that were different.
10:15I get it, I do.
10:17These...
10:19Ghosts.
10:21The real Dr. L.
10:22The real Sutton.
10:23Would never want you to...
10:24She's right there.
10:25Seth.
10:27Right in front of me.
10:28Just like Cassandra.
10:29Just like Neil.
10:31Okay.
10:33Okay.
10:34They were all...
10:35Murdered.
10:37I think whoever killed Sutton...
10:38Killed Cassandra.
10:39Killed Dad.
10:41And I'm going to prove it.
10:49Who's Marlow?
10:51Marlow...
10:52Was a cat we once had.
10:55You two had a cat?
10:57Yeah.
10:58A stray your mum took in.
10:59What type of cat?
11:00A leaky one.
11:03The cat peed everywhere, Aidan.
11:05And we couldn't always find where.
11:07So we needed...
11:08Ah, this.
11:09Knew it was here.
11:12Dug it out after we had a spate of counterfeit 20s.
11:15It'll show you all the piss, poo, blood, vomit...
11:20Any other bodily fluid you should never want to see.
11:23Weird request, Anna.
11:25Well, let's just hope you're wrong.
11:27If you do have a mouse.
11:30Jenna's not going to let you by a trap.
11:32You are right.
11:34Welcome.
11:35See ya.
11:35I'm going to let you by a trap.
12:05I don't know.
12:35I don't know.
13:05Hey Doc. Sorry I'm late.
13:21Hi.
13:24What's good for a hangover? And don't say heavy drinking the night before.
13:29I wouldn't dream of it.
13:33You okay?
13:35I will be once you and your friends stop shouting.
13:39I went out last night. Like a light.
13:43But before that I went to the pub. Just the local.
13:47To meet someone?
13:49Nah. Though I did get chatting to the barmaid. Her name's Bambi. Would you believe that?
13:55Not sure I do.
13:57I made her laugh.
13:59I think there was a...like a connection. I thought maybe. You know but...
14:05She was tired. Said she had a tough day.
14:07Right.
14:09Maybe her mother died.
14:11Then...
14:13What?
14:15Bambi.
14:17Like the film.
14:21Yeah. Like the film.
14:23Baby her mother died.
14:25Very good.
14:27Very good.
14:33I wish I'd thought of that.
14:35I did it.
14:47I went up to the desk. Gave my name. Said I'm Harry Nash and I need to talk to someone.
14:55Harry.
14:57They sent someone out and I...
14:59I made a statement.
15:01Okay. Your statement...
15:03What exactly?
15:04Enough!
15:05You told me it was the right thing to do.
15:07You were the one who encouraged me to go to the police.
15:09I did.
15:10But I said I wasn't ready!
15:12What if he works out? I've reported him.
15:15Do you know what he's capable of? Do you know what he'd do if he knew we were even talking?
15:19He's evil.
15:21When they come for him...
15:25What if he works out it was me?
15:29Oh!
15:31Oh Jesus!
15:35Harry.
15:43Can you promise me it's gonna be okay, Doc?
15:45It is, isn't it?
15:47Can you promise me it's gonna be okay?
15:51Please?
15:53Please?
15:57Promise me.
15:59Harry.
16:07Harry.
16:14And he's gone.
16:16He's murdered.
16:18You seem surprised. I did say there'd be others.
16:30He was abused as a child.
16:34Frequently.
16:36By a priest who coached his school football team.
16:40He reported his abuser.
16:42That was brave of him.
16:44Well, he was doing what you advised him to do, Dad.
16:46Yeah, I imagine so.
17:00What...
17:02What measures did you take to keep him safe?
17:04I'm sorry, but it almost sounds like you're questioning my ethics.
17:06Harry was your patient, Dad.
17:07His safety is your responsibility.
17:08And you don't think I took that responsibility seriously?
17:10I mean, I agree, that would be terrible.
17:12Unforgivable, but...
17:14Is it true?
17:16Let's unpack it together, shall we?
17:18Yeah, fine.
17:19Dad, explain it to me.
17:20Explain Harry.
17:22Because here, you've written, the trauma Harry has suffered is so buried, so deeply entwined in his personality.
17:34In cases such as this, progress can only be achieved by taking risks. Taking that leap into...
17:38The abyss?
17:40He's dead, Dad.
17:43This poor man is dead.
17:46Killed by his greatest fear.
17:48There's this... this paedophile.
17:50How is that, in any world, progress?
17:54And then...
17:56And then there's Cassandra.
17:58You encouraged her to stand up to a man who could have killed her.
18:01But he didn't kill her.
18:03Did he?
18:04Because she killed him!
18:07In front of you!
18:11You helped her cover it up, didn't you?
18:14You helped get Neil's body up into that bloody attic.
18:17And what should I have done, in your esteemed opinion?
18:20You've gone to the police, Dad!
18:21Cassandra was a very vulnerable person.
18:23A life in prison would have been a better fate for her than the one she actually met.
18:27I'm... I'm... I'm honestly asking...
18:28Stop it!
18:29Dad, stop trying to avoid hearing what I'm saying!
18:32Listen to me!
18:33Why should I?
18:36Despite the fact that I have at least thirty more years experience than you, I'm the one that needs to listen.
18:42Really.
18:43Very well.
18:45I'm all ears.
18:47You may have more years on me, Dad, but I'm the one with the real experience.
18:59In that hospital.
19:00That's pain.
19:01That's trauma.
19:02Not just sitting in this cosy office.
19:04Cosy?
19:05I'd say more well-appointed.
19:06Locked away from what actually matters.
19:09Life.
19:10Dirty, messy, real fucking life!
19:13You never said this to me when I was alive, John.
19:16We didn't have that kind of relationship, Dad.
19:26So you think I don't know what real life is.
19:30And you do.
19:34I think your tolerance for suffering isn't what it was.
19:38I think after Sutton...
19:40Don't.
19:41I think after Sutton, you couldn't take anymore.
19:44I always looked up to you.
19:47My brilliant Dad.
19:49The great Dr. Lazarus.
19:51The man who never abandoned anybody.
19:54You looked up to me.
19:57But before Sutton, you never wanted to follow me into this field.
20:00After Sutton, you became a forensic psychiatrist.
20:02Why would you do that?
20:03Why?
20:04Because I wanted to be better than you, Dad.
20:08I wanted to be better than you.
20:10Maybe I'm not just seeing the ghosts of murdered victims.
20:13Maybe what I'm really seeing is your failings.
20:21Bit of a cliché as diagnoses go, but...
20:24You know...
20:26Whatever gets you through the night.
20:28This man.
20:29This man.
20:30This man.
20:31I think I know his face.
20:33How do I know it?
20:34How do I know it?
20:35How do I know it?
20:36How do I know it?
20:37How do I know it?
20:38How do I know it?
20:39If...
20:48This man.
20:49This man.
20:50This man.
20:51I think I know his face.
20:53How do I know this?
21:18My name is Franklin Barnway.
21:20This is my last confession.
21:22I know I'm damned.
21:24It's what I deserve.
21:26What I did to those children
21:28can never be undone.
21:35I'm sorry for what I did to Harry.
21:38But killing him?
21:40That sins on someone else.
21:42I didn't do it.
21:54I never killed Harry.
21:55I didn't.
21:56So you still need to find out who ever did
21:58because it definitely wasn't me.
22:00What happened to Harry?
22:02What did he do?
22:04Mensch!
22:06Mistress!
22:08Metro!
22:10representatives!
22:12Representative else?
22:14No!
22:15Frank!
22:18Frank!
22:22Frank!
22:23One, two, three!
22:26No, no, no, no!
22:27Shit!
22:33Remind me when this was exactly?
22:37September 28th, last year.
22:42I must have planned it.
22:45Yeah.
22:48There was nothing impulsive about his actions.
22:51He knew when maintenance was on the roof.
22:53Somehow got a bar to block the door.
22:55You didn't have him on a watch list?
22:56No.
22:57I didn't think he was a risk.
23:00Father Frank actually requested not to be considered for parole.
23:04Felt he was being justly punished for paedophilia.
23:09How for you?
23:10It's easy to miss the signs.
23:16And if there even were any.
23:18I'm sure if I ever spoke to Frank I would have come to the same conclusion as you did.
23:23You did speak to him.
23:29You covered a session with him for me.
23:33Twice.
23:35I think.
23:36Did I?
23:37Did I?
23:42I mean I remember seeing him around, but I...
23:47I've seen so many.
23:52Like you said.
23:55You see so many people.
23:59You think he's telling the truth?
24:02That he didn't kill Harry Nash?
24:05Frank admitted to arguably much worse crimes, but...
24:09He always insisted he wasn't a murderer.
24:26Is it still stained?
24:27The place where the priest fell?
24:35How do you know why I'm here Arlo?
24:37Saw you arrive.
24:40Saw you take in his final stop.
24:43Did you know him?
24:44Padre?
24:45Yeah.
24:46He was a good man.
24:47And he was...
24:49An evil man.
24:51Well which one is it?
24:53Arlo?
24:54People can be both Dr Lars.
24:56Maybe we all are.
24:58Good and evil all wrapped in the same package.
25:01All that really matters is which one wins out in the end.
25:04Don't need to teach you that at head school.
25:12Heard your daddy met his maker.
25:18I don't just see things.
25:20I hear things too.
25:22Sins of the father.
25:25Visited upon the soul.
25:27Heard there was brains everywhere.
25:30What did you say?
25:33What the fuck did you say?
25:35God said he'd do it.
25:39Just for me.
25:40Just for me.
25:47She's dead.
25:48My beautiful son.
25:49I never killed Harry.
25:50I didn't.
25:52Don't miss me.
25:53There was a man who was stalking me.
25:55Others who were murdered.
25:56They were murdered.
25:59Sartan?
26:00Murdered?
26:02Sartan?
26:03Why did you let her leave the-
26:05AHHHHHHH!
26:07I'm a bit worried about Laz.
26:27I think losing your dad has got a lot of older stuff, you know?
26:33Older stuff?
26:35What?
26:36Like something?
26:36Well, they were twins, Jenna.
26:38I know what they were, but she wasn't just his sister, Seth.
26:43He doesn't have the monopoly on being fucked up by that.
26:47No, I know.
26:48I'm just...
26:49I'm not saying that you guys didn't have your own bond, but he was the one that found Sutton,
26:54Jenna.
26:55That night, it was Laz that found her.
26:58And I'm a copper, you know.
27:04But you know, you know, I get...
27:06I get caught to these scenes and you see some terrible things.
27:12It's always strangers.
27:13It's never your own family.
27:15I can only imagine how that would fuck someone up, you know?
27:22He said this to you?
27:26Sort of.
27:28I don't know.
27:58I should have moved away.
28:07That would have looked like guilt.
28:10I thought he would die down.
28:28Oh, Margot's a lifesaver.
28:36I wouldn't have got through half this admin without her.
28:39Hello, Joe.
28:40How have you been?
28:42Okay.
28:44And you?
28:46Oh.
28:47Billy told me you were holding up.
28:50Not easy, I know.
28:52You saw Billy?
28:55Well, how was he?
28:56Good.
28:58He certainly looked good.
29:00That's the Caribbean for you.
29:03And what did you talk about?
29:05I mean, the boys?
29:06He has two beautiful boys now.
29:09We mostly talked about the past, actually.
29:13The past?
29:14The night Sutton was killed.
29:16Why were you talking about that?
29:19Well, Billy was the last person to see our sister alive, Jenna.
29:21How can we not talk about it?
29:24Joe, you need to move on.
29:27That's what your father would say.
29:28Margot, with respect, if you wanted me to know what my father said, you can tell me what
29:33was on the rest of the note he left.
29:34Laz, you think I'm hiding something?
29:36You certainly weren't rushing to tell me about Cassandra Rhodes, were you?
29:39That has...
29:39Or Harry Nash.
29:40Sorry, who's Harry Nash?
29:44He, um, he was a patient of your father's.
29:47He was murdered.
29:49What?
29:49Do you not think that's strange, Margot?
29:53You not mentioning that to me when I asked about Cassandra, a second murdered patient?
29:57It wasn't my place.
30:00Your father wouldn't have wanted me to disclose anything about his clients.
30:04Laz?
30:04The man arrested for Harry's murder.
30:06Before he died, he swore he never killed anyone.
30:09I don't think he was lying.
30:10He had no reason to.
30:11He admitted abusing children.
30:13Oh, God.
30:14Oh, okay.
30:15I don't know what's going on here, but it's gone far enough.
30:18Whoever murdered Harry Nash is still out there, and it could be the same person who murdered
30:22Cassandra, and...
30:23And what?
30:24Come on, Teddy.
30:25We're going.
30:26Teddy, come.
30:27This way.
30:28No.
30:28Margot, thank you for the wine.
30:29This way.
30:32Okay.
30:34What the actual fuck?
30:43Margot knows more than she's saying.
30:49I mean, you heard...
30:49She was Dad's personal assistant for years.
30:52She's discreet.
30:53I mean, why was she even here?
30:55Admin?
30:55Fuck yeah, admin.
30:57We needed access to Dad's business account, or they won't even give us time to pack.
31:02Pack?
31:02What do you mean?
31:03The lease on Dad's office is up in two weeks.
31:06No, no.
31:06We have to keep the office open.
31:08Why?
31:09Dad's not here to use it.
31:11No, no, Jen.
31:12Jen, you don't understand.
31:12I mean, they can't do this.
31:15I need to be able to get in there.
31:17I mean, if I can't...
31:18I can't...
31:19I can't...
31:19Hey, Laz.
31:21Are you okay?
31:25Why are you asking about Dad's patients, these people that died?
31:31Laz.
31:32You need to tell me what's going on, and don't bullshit me.
31:37Just don't.
31:42Okay.
31:46Laz.
31:46Why do you think they're appearing to you?
31:50And not me?
31:52You think I'd be the one most open to that world?
31:56You know what I'd do for a living?
31:58Jenna, it's not like I want this.
32:01Okay.
32:03When I, uh...
32:05When I mentioned Billy being on holiday, Marco didn't know.
32:08Oh, what does that matter?
32:10What?
32:11If he wasn't away, I mean, he could have...
32:15Someone led me to Sutton's grave the other night.
32:21It was draped in fairy lights.
32:23Fairy lights?
32:25What?
32:26And you think Billy...
32:27I don't know, Jenna.
32:29When I, uh...
32:31When I saw Sutton, she told me that she...
32:33She was going to break up with Billy.
32:36On the day of the ball?
32:40Billy...
32:40Billy said they were good, that they were just fighting about uni, and...
32:45But, you know, he could...
32:46What was it like?
32:49Seeing Sutton.
32:59Yeah.
33:00It was beautiful.
33:06To be with her.
33:10To talk with her again.
33:13She...
33:13She actually talked to you?
33:15Well, it was really with Dad, you know, that was how it works.
33:22But, I, uh...
33:23I don't know why I was shown that night, though.
33:27Yeah.
33:28That moment.
33:30That moment between them.
33:35Lars?
33:40You expecting someone?
33:41No.
33:42I don't know why I'm here.
33:57So, what happened?
33:59I told you.
34:01They chased me, and...
34:02I fell into a bush.
34:04Yeah, but why'd you come here?
34:06Mum would make a big deal of it.
34:08You know what she's like.
34:10Yeah.
34:11I don't know what she's like.
34:12I don't know what she's like.
34:19When...
34:19You and my mum...
34:21Were...
34:21Married...
34:22Did you ever want kids?
34:28Um...
34:29We were kids.
34:31Maybe if we stuck it out.
34:40Who knows?
34:44Yeah.
34:45Good.
34:49Aidan.
34:51Your mum would be worried.
34:53That's all right.
34:54I'm going to drive him home.
34:55No.
34:55No, I've...
34:56I've got my back.
34:57Are you sure?
34:58There's no bother.
34:58Yeah.
34:59Yeah.
35:00I'm...
35:00I'm sure.
35:01Thanks.
35:02Bye.
35:03Bye.
35:03Bye.
35:07Me and you,
35:08we're going to the office.
35:09Now.
35:11I want to talk to them.
35:12I want to talk to them.
35:12Dad?
35:19Dad?
35:26Dad?
35:27Sutton?
35:29Shhh.
35:39I'm sorry, Jen
35:51I think it only works for me
35:57How?
35:58You don't know that
36:00I do
36:01Seth already tried
36:03What?
36:06You told Seth before me
36:09I had no choice, Jen
36:11I found a dead body
36:12He needed to know the truth
36:14The truth?
36:15He thinks you're having another breakdown
36:16Like after Sutton
36:18Wow
36:25Laz
36:27I'm fine
36:29I am fine, Jen
36:36It's not going to happen again
36:38I promise
36:42Good
36:45And who's to say it won't work for me?
36:51I'm not like Seth
36:52I'm a Lazarus
36:54Like you
36:55I know
36:56Do you?
36:57You only told me when your back was against the wall
36:59Just give me a fucking break, Jenna
37:00None of this is about you
37:02Yeah, Laz
37:03Sort of knew that
37:06Jen
37:10I'm going
37:11Can't keep doing this, Dad
37:20You're Dr. Lazarus?
37:48Yes
37:48Yes, I'm Dr. Lazarus
37:50A colleague said you were
37:53What?
37:54Presentable
37:54Dapper
37:56Even
37:57Well, I'm
38:00Told I can be
38:02I'm sorry
38:04I'll start again, shall I?
38:13I'm Laura
38:14Thanks for fitting me in so late
38:16Laura
38:18It's fine
38:21Um
38:22Have a seat
38:25Something worrying you?
38:42He had been on the side
38:43Good talk
38:46Good talk inside
38:46You're a
38:50Psychiatrist?
38:51I told your secretary at the time
38:53Yes
38:53Of course
38:54I just
38:55I forgot
38:56Busy day
38:58So
39:02Um
39:02How are you?
39:09Sorry
39:10I don't think this is the right fit
39:12I've been using the same woman for
39:15It's not you
39:17It's me
39:19I haven't heard that in a while
39:21No, I imagine not
39:22Do you know what?
39:30Let's, um
39:30Let's make this
39:32In informal
39:33Chat
39:37Between her
39:38Fellow pros
39:40But
39:43No,
39:47No,
39:49I don't know
39:49Got to
39:49see you
40:00Boy,
40:01all
40:01Love
40:01So
40:02worthy
40:03You
40:03I don't
40:04Don't
40:04That
40:04Into
40:06You
40:07Don't
40:08my usual therapist retired ripe old age of 29 she said she wanted to get out before it gave
40:28her stress wrinkles bitch
40:31all the worry
40:41the pain and the fear
40:45can't just shower it off can you
40:52it leaks into you
40:59and into the spaces you in habit
41:02like this office
41:07for example and yet we're still expected to be infallible
41:12it's still our duty to look after anyone who comes to us
41:15yeah but perfection is impossible it's not possible that's why I do this
41:18I go talk to someone else give them stress wrinkles
41:22I suppose even though you know the advice you'd give it's
41:28it's hard to take it yourself
41:30sometimes you have to hear it from someone else
41:32you're going to advise for me
41:34for you Dr. Lazarus
41:37yeah
41:38no I'd like to hear it
41:40leave
41:45get out of this place
41:49excuse me
41:51go for a walk
41:53a drink
41:54a meal
41:55maybe go with someone you don't know
41:57to avoid falling into the same patterns
42:00if of course your family life allows it
42:03you do have a family don't you
42:06do yeah
42:12right well I imagine that takes up a lot of your free time
42:17it's not something I need to be concerned about
42:21it's just you
42:23yeah
42:26your name
42:33Laura
42:35Maynard
42:37Maynard
42:39what happened to you
42:46Laura Maynard
42:46help yourself to another drink
43:07come
43:07just
43:10it's not over
43:24what the hell does that mean
43:25you tell me
43:27I'm going to wreck it with Billy
43:57this look familiar
44:06what does that symbol mean
44:10this is your work Billy
44:13don't deny it
44:14you're always sketching us
44:15where did you find this
44:17what is it
44:18what is it
44:19a stool
44:20it's a dolmen
44:21I was into all that
44:24mythology stuff back then
44:26Sutton always liked how it looked
44:29well that dolmen
44:30was on my dad's suicide note
44:33why
44:35I don't know
44:38maybe
44:42maybe what
44:43we did talk about it
44:44me and him
44:45he was interested in the symbolism
44:47some people think they were built as portals
44:50portals to what
44:52the next world
44:54they were positioned to face the sunrise
45:00look
45:01Sutton liked it
45:03that's why it's on the book
45:04as to why it was on your dad's
45:08note
45:10I don't know
45:13I'm sure it was hard finding this
45:23seeing her
45:26like she was
45:28don't change the conversation
45:33Billy
45:33she broke up with you
45:36didn't she
45:37the night of the dance
45:38that's what you were arguing about
45:41that you lied to me
45:43to my face
45:45Laz
45:45why did you do that
45:47why do you think
45:47I didn't want people thinking we
45:50that we were in a bad place that night
45:53they never got anyone for her murder Laz
45:55I didn't want people pointing fingers at me
45:57why did she break up with you
45:58Laz
46:00we were kids
46:02breaking up was
46:05part of what happened back then
46:08but why
46:08that
46:09night
46:10and I swear Billy
46:11if you bullshit me one more fucking time
46:13I knew
46:23Sutton was gonna dump me
46:25she hinted at it
46:27and I gave her the sketchbook
46:30to try and change her mind
46:33to
46:34show her
46:37how I felt about her
46:38she
46:39she didn't care
46:44and I'm not proud of it
46:46but I wanted to
46:49really hurt her
46:52make her feel
46:55what I was feeling
46:59so to get back at her
47:01I went with another girl
47:03and made sure she caught us
47:06Billy
47:06you sick
47:09sick
47:10bastard
47:11who were you with that night
47:17Billy
47:17I want you with
47:35Jenna
47:44Jenna
47:47I want you to
48:17I want you to
48:36I want you to
48:38I want you to
48:39I want you to
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