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00:01Previously on Match Me Abroad.
00:03I want you to show me putting out cowboy boots,
00:06riding a horse.
00:07That is not really a reality of Texas.
00:11Ishe is an incredible person,
00:13but I am worried because I've done long distance before,
00:17and it's really tough.
00:19Both people really have to compromise.
00:21You want to start family?
00:22I want to start family, but not now.
00:27Ooh, we're moving.
00:29Yeah?
00:31Oh, my face is hurting from smiling too much.
00:33It's good.
00:35I've enjoyed every moment I've spent with Amber,
00:37so I hope Amber is excited when I tell her I'm extending my trip.
00:42I just want to get to know you.
00:44I don't want to scare you away.
00:48You're supposed to hang out yesterday for my last night.
00:51Doesn't show up.
00:53Darren's going to come by and say you take me to the airport.
00:55I do want him to come because I want to address things in person.
00:58And just say my piece.
01:03So, Monica, you have Bruno and Bernardo together for you to make a decision.
01:08How much is Bruno?
01:10Oh.
01:14What's going on?
01:15My gut has been upside down over this decision.
01:20I just don't see me in you working out.
01:25I feel extremely terrible for Bruno, but I should be with Bernardo.
01:30And I just hope that he gives me a chance.
01:38I'm exhausted after today.
01:40Glenn left me.
01:42I looked at his Instagram and he's posting that he's at other places.
01:46What a slap in my face.
01:49Did you not receive my text when I told you where I was?
01:52Well, I text you first.
01:54When did you text me?
01:56You've called me an attention, Mar?
01:57Called me a liar.
01:58No wonder you're single.
02:00Get the out.
02:02Get out.
02:03Get the out.
02:33Get the out.
02:37Hey, how are you?
02:38Oh, yay.
02:39Come in.
02:40Would you like a glass of wine?
02:44I could use a glass of wine.
02:46Come in.
02:47How are you?
02:48I'm so glad you're here.
02:49Yeah, I'm good.
02:50I'm so glad you're here.
02:58It is a sight for sore eyes to see Bernardo.
03:02When I open my hotel door and I see him standing there in all his gorgeousness,
03:08I am whole again.
03:11God, I'm so glad you're here.
03:16You're beautiful.
03:18Oh, it's been a long night.
03:19Okay.
03:20I'm crying.
03:21It's been a mess.
03:23After Bruno left, I realized I have no time to spare.
03:27I texted Bernardo and told him about the breakup and asked him to come by.
03:32And he texted me back faster than ever before and said that he could come over.
03:36I'm so happy you're here.
03:37I'm very happy.
03:38Oh, my God. Thank God.
03:43I clearly don't like having hurt Bruno, but had I not chosen Bruno, I don't know that I would have known how strongly I felt for Bernardo.
03:51Okay.
03:54Okay.
03:55All right.
03:56Cheers.
03:57Cheers.
04:01Mmm.
04:02I'm so happy you're here.
04:07I'm sorry, um, for that.
04:11When I chose Bruno, I was very, very upset.
04:16I didn't want to see you go.
04:17I was crying when you were leaving.
04:19Yeah.
04:21I did not want you to go.
04:22No, but now...
04:23You're here, thank God.
04:30Okay.
04:32When Monica chose Bruno, I stayed a little bit sad.
04:36But now that Monica chose me, I'm very, very happy to be here now.
04:43Ah.
04:44I thought...
04:47Some days ago, I think, I never see you again.
04:50Oh.
04:51Yes.
04:52Mm-mm.
04:53That was the hardest goodbye I've ever had to do in my life.
04:56I didn't want you to leave.
04:58Mm.
04:59What will happen tonight?
05:03Let's see what Monica would like to do.
05:06I wish we can enjoy all the night together.
05:17Okay.
05:18It's very nice to be here with you.
05:20But you are going away tomorrow.
05:23I will miss you a lot.
05:27Well, tomorrow I need to work.
05:30Unfortunately, I really, really would like to go with you to the airport.
05:34Mm.
05:35But can't.
05:36I think...
05:37Will you come to California?
05:38For sure.
05:39Will you?
05:40I think it's a very good idea.
05:43Okay, so what's the plan for us?
05:44How we're going to keep in touch?
05:46Yeah.
05:47If I don't reach out to you, sometimes you don't reach out to me.
05:52Yes.
05:53Occasionally, during the day.
05:54Yes.
05:55Of course I can.
05:58So if you can do that, that'll help keep our relationship...
06:01Of course.
06:02...connected, because otherwise...
06:03No, I know, I know.
06:04...we're going to go like this.
06:05Yes, of course.
06:06No.
06:07I promise you, I will improve this, and we will have a better communication.
06:13Promise me.
06:14Yes.
06:15That's all...
06:16It's not that hard.
06:17Yes, yes.
06:18Like a little, tiny message through the day will get me through...
06:20I promise you.
06:21...plenty of hours, and...
06:22I promise you.
06:23Okay.
06:24Okay?
06:25Now I feel better than I'm here with you, and...
06:29Yes, this is so right.
06:31This is so much more right.
06:33I care about you more than you know.
06:36I think about you every day.
06:39From the first minute you turned around, and I saw those beautiful eyes.
06:43I knew...
06:44I just knew you were special.
06:46I just wanted you to know.
06:48Because I really super, super like you.
06:52And you're special.
06:53You are amazing.
06:54You're amazing.
06:55You're amazing.
06:56I just...
06:57I just want to love you.
07:00And I love you too.
07:02Mm-hmm.
07:03I promise I'm gonna make...
07:04I'm gonna make this work.
07:05Are you making this work?
07:06My mom's the same.
07:07Uh-huh.
07:08Really?
07:09I'm so happy.
07:10Sure.
07:11I would not have had the courage, the bravery, the trust to have approached Bernardo had it not been for Rizal.
07:28Had it not been for Louisa.
07:30I owe it to her for creating this for me.
07:37I miss you every day.
07:39I miss you.
07:41You promise?
07:42Yes, I promise you.
07:44I will personally get you there.
07:46You don't have to pay for anything.
07:48Okay.
07:49I mean, try a lot.
07:51I'm so thankful that, like, this trip happened so that my heart could swell again.
07:59And it could be big again.
08:00And it could let it in.
08:01I learned to love myself.
08:03I learned to love someone else.
08:05And, uh, I'm so lucky.
08:08Give me a glass of it, please.
08:21I don't like it when people lie in my face.
08:45Like, what the ?
08:47I'm mad.
08:49I'm mad.
08:50At this point, Amber is so unpredictable.
09:00I didn't leave her by herself.
09:02She was with Victoria, darn, right outside the boys' bathroom when I went in to pee.
09:06I came out and they were gone.
09:07Like, to be honest, she was nothing short of a brat.
09:10And if something so small like this can cause her to react in such a way,
09:15then, like, I don't see how I could ever end up with someone like that.
09:19I was expecting to have, like, a calm conversation.
09:25I was expecting to just let him know that he's not my type.
09:28But once he started to make it seem like he did not leave me when he did and to lie in my face.
09:35Like, the disrespect.
09:36You are it.
09:37And then to lie in my face and I'm reading the text messages to you and you still are going to lie in my face.
09:43Like, that's ignorant to me.
09:46Then he starts trying to belittle me and then when I'm like, you're a liar.
09:51Like, I just couldn't take it.
09:52I don't tolerate people being disrespectful to me.
09:55I've worked so hard on myself.
09:58I did not want to be the person that got angry, but the more and more he just kept lying in my face.
10:05I could not let him just sit there and just sip his drink in my face.
10:10Like, hmm, you know, you're lying.
10:17And to try to flip it on me, that's a real bitch trait.
10:20And I just didn't.
10:21It was like I was...
10:26He's a bitch.
10:27And I'm mad that I even thought that I was going to even spend time with him.
10:31What a wackadoo.
10:37I can't help but to hear Katerina in my ear right now saying, I told you so.
10:41She tried to tell me that Keevan was the only one that really cares about me.
10:45And I just feel terrible.
10:48Keevan would never do anything like this to me.
10:50And I regret putting Keevan on the back burner.
10:52A good man.
10:54And I feel stupid.
10:56Because I leave Ireland tomorrow.
10:58And I'm just kicking myself.
11:00I really still care for him, but I'm afraid that it might be too late for us.
11:06Don't out of my face.
11:07Stupid ass.
11:14Amber told me everything about Glenn.
11:17Keevan is a much better match for Amber.
11:20Because he's loving.
11:22He's a solid man.
11:24He just has to work on his insecurities.
11:27I'm just texting Keevan now.
11:29There's a last chance to see Amber tomorrow.
11:31And he'd better take the chance.
11:33Come on, man.
11:34Man up.
11:35Show up.
11:37Bloody hell.
11:42What do you think is the distinction between like and love?
11:45If two friends came up, you would choose one over the other.
11:49And it could only be, like, one person.
11:51You can't say, oh, let's go have a threesome.
11:55Okay.
11:56Sorry that silos is awkward.
11:58I'd like to enjoy the rest of Singapore.
12:12But I'd like to chill out with you.
12:14Just at a pace you are comfortable with.
12:16Sure.
12:17Sounds good.
12:18So it's a date?
12:19Where is the date?
12:20Excellent.
12:21We'll have you plan again.
12:22But please just, you know, casual.
12:23Okay.
12:24The screen.
12:25Yeah.
12:26I'm so happy.
12:27I'm taking what she says seriously.
12:29And I want her to understand that I can take things slow.
12:44And I hope that the more time I take here in Singapore,
12:48the better things will be between us.
12:50And that Amber will let down her walls and open up with me more.
12:54I'm happy that you're extending your trip.
12:59But when we're not together, how are we going to continue this long-distance relationship?
13:08We'll call each other and talk about our days.
13:11And you'll call me when you're interested.
13:14And I've got to give you some time to miss me.
13:16That's a good one.
13:18When Harold told me that he's going to stay, I was pleasantly surprised.
13:25I'm happy because ultimately, I need that, you know, like face-to-face physical connection.
13:31That is really important to me.
13:33This extension makes me understand he's interested in me.
13:37He wants to take this to the next step and not waiting passively for me to initiate.
13:42Wow.
13:43So I think we are working towards building a relationship.
13:52I have a very interesting question.
13:56Okay.
13:57But something that I have been thinking of a lot.
14:01What do you think is the distinction between like and love?
14:05That is a hard question.
14:07If two friends came up and said, hey, we want to hang out.
14:12And they're calling within like a minute of each other.
14:14Mm-hmm.
14:15And you, the activity would be the same.
14:17Everything would be the same.
14:18But it's just the person being the difference.
14:20You would choose one over the other.
14:22And it could only be like one person.
14:24You can't say, oh, let's go have a threesome.
14:28Okay, sorry that silence is awkward.
14:31Like, when you say threesome, I automatically think,
14:36the other.
14:37Line in the gutter.
14:39Well, I already know that threesome.
14:45More choice of words.
14:46My distinction of like and love is how I feel when I'm with the person.
14:54And how I naturally want to act with the person.
14:59Okay.
15:00And that's why I feel like I want to have a relationship with you.
15:05I have for a long time been desiring to feel loved back.
15:15I'm very relieved, very at peace with being able to finally have that.
15:20Since landing in Singapore, I've grown and matured a lot.
15:24I feel like a new man.
15:27I'm very happy I used a matchmaker again.
15:29Dolly's experience has been invaluable.
15:31Coming here to Singapore was the right choice for me because I found love.
15:35Like, bottom line, I found what I was looking for.
15:39I found a delightful woman who checked boxes I didn't know I had.
15:44And if things work out with me and Amber, I hope to invite Dolly to our wedding.
15:48Well, we finished our meal.
15:52Let's enjoy the view.
15:53Sure.
15:54Sounds good.
15:55I've learned many things on this trip.
16:09I've learned, wear your suspenders when you're flying a kite.
16:12But I think the biggest thing I learned was love can be in many shapes and you must give it the proper amount of time to really build the relationship.
16:22I'm feeling very confident in my relationship with Amber, that I can be the man that she wants.
16:27And I can't wait for her to come visit me in Texas.
16:31Well, it was a good day.
16:34Wonderful day.
16:35Thank you for planning this.
16:36You're welcome.
16:37It was very unexpected.
16:38It was a very good surprise.
16:40Would it be okay if I gave you a kiss?
16:42Mm-hmm.
16:44Ooh.
16:45Ooh.
16:46Ooh.
16:47Ooh.
16:48Ooh.
16:49Ooh.
16:51Ooh.
16:52Ooh.
16:53Ooh.
16:55Mmm.
17:04He completely blew me off.
17:06And right now, I'm just feeling like a big bag of mixed emotions.
17:10It's crazy.
17:12I can't believe I'm leaving.
17:14It's so weird.
17:15Nice.
17:16And how is Bruno?
17:40So I only seen the Do Not Disturb sign.
17:58Oh.
17:59Sorry, come on in.
18:01Tired I had done two flights of stairs.
18:04It's not that bad.
18:05My God.
18:07Uh, yeah, um, for the flight.
18:10Aw, thank you. Aw, that's nice.
18:13Perfect, because I didn't bring anything.
18:18Right now I'm just feeling like a big bag of mixed emotions.
18:21I'm just all over the place.
18:23I mean, I'm really happy that he showed up to take me to the airport.
18:27But I'm still just, like, real upset that he ghosted me last night
18:31and just completely blew me off.
18:33So you ready to go?
18:34I am ready.
18:37Good.
18:38Will you carry my suitcases?
18:39Okay, give me the big ones.
18:40Yeah, it's real heavy.
18:42It doesn't surprise me that he's not saying anything.
18:47I feel like he's just, like, real uneasy.
18:49Like, I don't think that he really knows how to act right now.
18:54Oh, my God.
18:55Why do they not wheel?
18:56They do wheel.
18:57They do wheel.
18:58Oh.
18:59I have done so much work.
19:00I'm a changed woman.
19:01But, I mean, I don't know if I'm...
19:03Maybe I've done enough work.
19:05How are you?
19:06Hi.
19:07Jump in the car, please.
19:09Because I still have a lot of nerves about confronting Darren.
19:18Thank you for taking me to the airport.
19:20I'm surprised, though.
19:24Oh, you're surprised?
19:25Yeah.
19:26Because you said you were going to come over yesterday and you just didn't come and I didn't hear from you.
19:31So, I was like, okay.
19:33Cool, I guess that's how this is.
19:35Definitely not going to be taking you to the airport if he says he's going to come over to hang out.
19:39And then doesn't even text or say or anything.
19:42I may have had a dead phone as well, but it didn't help.
19:48Oh, did Glen give you that excuse, though?
19:50Because that's what he had told Amber as well.
19:53Oh, did he?
19:54Yeah.
19:55His phone had died.
19:56Okay, okay.
19:57Oh, no, my phone was dead.
20:01What time did you get home?
20:02What happened is...
20:04Just as, like, I got home, leave these gates that you open and close yourself.
20:07And sometimes, when someone goes out, they leave them open.
20:11And my dog will just dart.
20:14I'm the only one who can catch him.
20:18But, yeah, sorry.
20:20But I still arrived today, so...
20:22You did? Yeah, thank you.
20:23If I was going to go to you, I wouldn't be here.
20:27Well, then I was like, well, maybe that's why he wanted to get the ghost.
20:30Maybe that was, like, his attention, like, deep down.
20:32I am not, I don't have that attention to detail.
20:34That would have been, that would have been insanely impressive in a bad way.
20:41I know I said that he needs to have, like, a super good excuse for things to be okay.
20:46But, so far, he hasn't, like, given me any, like, reasons to, like, not trust him.
20:51So, I think it is a true excuse, maybe not a good one.
20:55But I do think it's an honest reason.
20:58So, I'm going to accept this and, you know, keep note, but just move on.
21:06I am, I am sad you're gone. I had a really good time.
21:09I think, uh, this was definitely different than what I thought it was going to be.
21:13Feels like there's no pressure on them those.
21:15Yeah, I agree.
21:20Are you going to come to New York?
21:22I am.
21:24Could be looking at four months because I'm booked up with work.
21:27Okay, yeah.
21:28But I would make that be the place I go for work.
21:31Okay.
21:32If that makes sense.
21:33Yeah, that makes sense.
21:34I can show you, like, the real New York.
21:36Okay.
21:44Will you miss her?
21:45Yeah, of course.
21:46Will I miss Victoria?
21:47Yeah, I miss Victoria.
21:48Like, we done way more than we thought we were going to do together.
21:50I feel sad she's going home.
21:52Bye.
21:53Bye.
21:54See you.
21:56Thank you for everything.
21:57No problem.
21:58So long, how are you?
21:59Bye.
22:01We spent a lot of time together.
22:02I definitely had a good time, but we'll see each other again, so it's okay.
22:08Okay.
22:14Okay, so I guess I'm going to go through security.
22:18Let me know when you land safe.
22:19I will, I will.
22:20I had a really good time.
22:21Thanks.
22:22I will keep in contact.
22:23We'll figure something out.
22:24Okay, perfect.
22:25I'll let you know how the book is.
22:26Okay.
22:27Yeah, better be good.
22:28Oh, yeah.
22:29Or just lie to me.
22:30I will.
22:32I'm very thankful to Katerina for introducing me to Darren.
22:35I feel like the whole time we just had fun, and we're able just to get to know each other,
22:39feel comfortable around each other.
22:41Like, it's, I know it looks like we don't like each other at all, that we like keep our space, but it's different when we're together.
22:49I promise.
22:51Bye.
22:52Bye.
22:54Guys, kiss.
22:55Yes, we kissed.
22:58I mean, it wasn't the first time, so it's.
23:00Wait, we went to first, huh?
23:02After the club, then Sunday morning, we, like, wake up in my hotel room.
23:07It was nice.
23:08Do y'all have sex?
23:23I think it's too soon to say if Darren is the one or not.
23:26But he could be.
23:28Time will tell.
23:32Your daughter is a very beautiful-looking scene for her.
23:33She's so beautiful.
23:35Maravilhosa.
23:37Maravilhosa.
23:40Maravilhosa.
23:41Maravilhosa.
23:44Maravilhosa.
23:45Maravilhosa.
23:46Maravilhosa.
23:47Hello.
23:48Hi, Darren!
23:49Oh my gosh!
23:50Hi!
23:51Wow, I went to see how you are.
23:52Oh, gosh, great.
23:53Yes?
23:54Yes?
23:54Yes.
23:55Toby!
23:56Sit down.
23:57I want to see how you are.
23:58Oh, gosh, great.
23:59Really?
24:00Yes.
24:00Toby.
24:01Come sit down.
24:04Sorry, I haven't made the bed.
24:06No problem.
24:07Want to sit?
24:09So did you pack everything already?
24:11Yeah, I'm very close.
24:14It's crazy.
24:15I can't believe I'm leaving.
24:16So it's bittersweet.
24:18Bittersweet.
24:19And how is Bruno?
24:24Well, a lot has happened.
24:27I have something to tell you.
24:30After my decision to choose Bruno,
24:33I could not stop thinking about Bernardo.
24:38Really?
24:40I am so old.
24:44I decided that I needed to tell Bruno that my heart
24:48wasn't in it with him.
24:49My heart is with Bernardo.
24:54I'm sorry, Louisa.
24:57Monica handled this decision.
24:59It's kind of messy.
25:01I think Bruno is a better match.
25:04He knows what he wants.
25:06And he's ready for a life partner.
25:08Bernardo says he wants a relationship,
25:12but actions speak louder than words.
25:16And I don't think he's truly open and ready for it.
25:20And Bruno, how did he react?
25:24He thought I should have told him sooner.
25:26He thought I shouldn't have chosen him to begin with.
25:29And you know what?
25:30Maybe he's right.
25:31I was trying to make the best decision
25:34with the information I was given, the logical decision.
25:38But not the hard, hard decision.
25:42No.
25:43So after Bruno left, I saw Bernardo.
25:47After Bruno left?
25:49Hmm.
25:50Bernardo did not spend the night.
25:54But he did stay well into the early morning.
25:58But I'm leaving today.
26:00If I didn't see Bernardo, then I would not see Bernardo again.
26:04He's been my number one from day one.
26:07And I get it, but he wasn't that great with you all this time.
26:23I know.
26:24He didn't make every right decision.
26:27And yeah, he was that day that he didn't show up.
26:30I mean, that was pretty .
26:31We've talked a lot about that.
26:33It didn't make it easy for me to defend him.
26:36But I had to be true to myself that last night in Brazil,
26:40I wasn't going to let the person that I feel very strongly for.
26:46I wasn't going to spend that last night without him.
26:50Are you in love?
26:52I think we're getting there.
26:56We or you?
26:58We.
27:00Matters of the heart are very complicated.
27:03But at the end of this whole thing, I chose for once in my life,
27:08once in my life, just to love someone.
27:13You chose you.
27:15And I will never regret it.
27:17I'm so happy for you.
27:21Yeah.
27:22You deserve it.
27:23Ah.
27:27In the end, I respect and support Monica's decision,
27:31even if I don't agree with it.
27:34I want Monica to be happy, to find someone who takes care of her,
27:39to give her everything she wants.
27:42And if she feels like working together again in the future,
27:46I'll be here for her.
27:48So I'm going to miss you.
27:50Oh.
27:51And text me and tell me everything I want to know.
27:54Oh, I'm going to.
27:55You're in.
27:56You'll be the first to know.
27:57Please.
27:59So.
28:00You're the best, Luisa.
28:01Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
28:02Have a safe flight.
28:03I will.
28:04Bye-bye.
28:11In my wildest dreams, I really never believed
28:15that this experience would work and I would fall in love
28:18and find the love of my life.
28:21I don't want to say goodbye to Bernardo.
28:23We just finally, through all the ups and downs and arounds,
28:28crying and laughing and all these things we did,
28:33it's now.
28:34There's nothing I can do.
28:35I have to go home.
28:36I'm going to miss him.
28:38And I'm just going to hope and pray that we can make this work.
28:42I know it's going to be hard because the times are hurt.
28:43I would love if you can come to Houston at some point.
28:59I am so hopeful that we can continue working on this
29:05and figuring out how we can possibly make this work.
29:08Tell me how you feel.
29:12Are you sad?
29:13Am I sad?
29:14About leaving?
29:15Well, yeah.
29:16I mean, yeah.
29:17Got everything out of your closet.
29:18Yeah.
29:19Your drawers.
29:20Let's see.
29:21You want to help you close these up?
29:22Um, yes.
29:23That would be great.
29:24And I will just throw this in here.
29:28Hello.
29:29Hello.
29:30Hello.
29:31Hello.
29:32Hello.
29:33Thank you so much for coming.
29:34How are you?
29:35I'm good.
29:36How are you?
29:37All right.
29:38Do you mind helping us with this luggage?
29:39All right.
29:40All right.
29:41Let's see.
29:42How much?
29:43Hello.
29:44How are you?
29:45Good.
29:46How are you?
29:47I'm good.
29:48How are you?
29:49All right.
29:50Do you mind helping us with this luggage?
29:52All right.
29:53Let's see.
29:54How much?
29:55Hello.
29:56How are you?
29:57Good.
29:58How are you?
29:59I'm good.
30:00You're kind to come up and help us with all this.
30:02Of course.
30:03Of course.
30:04Yeah.
30:05Good thing you've been working out.
30:06Yes, I know.
30:07She's got some baggage.
30:08Oh, yeah.
30:09Come on.
30:10I hate that I'm playing home today, and EJ and I are leaving on not very good terms.
30:12Actually, I can probably get this one.
30:13It just rolls.
30:14Yeah?
30:15Okay.
30:16Let's go.
30:17All right.
30:18Let's do it.
30:19I know it might seem like EJ and I are trying to help us with all this.
30:22Help us with all this.
30:23Of course.
30:24Of course.
30:25Yeah.
30:26Yeah.
30:27Good thing you've been working out.
30:28Yes, I know.
30:29She's got some baggage.
30:30Come on.
30:31I hate that I'm playing home today, and EJ and I are leaving on not very good terms.
30:34I think EJ and I are trying to figure out what we are really fast.
30:38But we both seeked out Dolly in hopes to find a good match.
30:43So I thought that we wanted the same things.
30:47But still, I really like EJ and had a great time getting to know each other.
30:52So I am still hopeful that we can continue working on this and figuring out how we can
30:59possibly make this work.
31:01How long is the journey to the States?
31:04Oh.
31:05Like 24 hours.
31:06So, um, you touched on it when we had wine the other night.
31:12About a two-year plan, EJ.
31:14Oh, okay.
31:15Can you, does that include any kind of like a plan for your personal life?
31:20As, asking for a friend.
31:22Sarah's about to hit me, I'm sure.
31:27I mean, to be honest, I mean, I don't know where this is going to go.
31:33And, yeah, I mean, I guess hopeful is the word.
31:39They like each other.
31:42I mean, it's so soon to be making any sort of assumptions.
31:46But they definitely made a connection.
31:48As far as where this goes from here, I think this very limiting timeline that EJ has, I think
31:55they can make it, you know, they can make it somehow work.
31:58It's not a huge compromise.
32:01So, I guess this is goodbye.
32:04I know we hate goodbyes.
32:07If you don't take the chance, if you don't make the effort, if you don't try something different, you'll never know.
32:13I'll take it from here.
32:14And, um, yeah, we need to head this way.
32:17Talk soon.
32:18Okay, bye.
32:19I think that you're an amazing person.
32:23And I really enjoyed getting to know you.
32:25And I hope that we can continue to talk and explore where this can go.
32:30And I know it's going to be hard because the time difference and that really sucks.
32:34And, um, I would love if you can, like, come to Houston at some point.
32:42Tell me how you feel.
32:44Um, like, I don't know how to do this.
32:51I really don't know how to do this, right?
32:53So, for me, it's going to be, it's going to be difficult.
32:56You know, I've never done a long distance relationship.
33:00Right now, I don't know.
33:03It's, it's, yes, there's a lot of emotions running through me right now.
33:08It's really sad that it has to be so short-lived, right?
33:12There's so many, so many things that I wish you could do.
33:16You could, like, hang out more.
33:36Take care.
33:37You too.
33:38Okay?
33:39You always feel that you have time with someone, and then when that's taken away from you,
33:46and then the reality hits it, and then it goes, like...
33:49It's like...
33:50It's like...
33:51I wish I had five, four minutes with her.
33:54And we'll just hug her one more time.
33:56I really do, like...
33:58But the reality is, we're both in a space of, like, our, like, so we don't match.
34:03I guess this is goodbye for now.
34:12I feel lost.
34:15It sucks.
34:16It sucks.
34:17Honestly, I am disappointed about the goodbye.
34:32Um, I felt like I tried to facilitate or get, like, the answers out of him that I wanted to hear.
34:41And it's frustrating.
34:43I'm not happy with the way that it ended up.
34:46I mean, my fairy tale would have been, like, he had told me, you know, from the first time meeting me, you know, you are absolutely amazing.
34:55Let's do this.
34:56I want to be with you.
34:57Like, he wouldn't have let me leave.
34:59And he let me leave.
35:00And it was a weird goodbye.
35:02I'm confused.
35:05I'm leaving confused.
35:08It's you, it's you.
35:21Tonight, I am getting ready to go back home to Texas.
35:24I reached out to Keevan, asking to see him one more time before I left.
35:27But no response.
35:31Everything over the last week, you know, it's, it's been a lot to kind of process on it.
35:57I am getting ready to go back home to Texas tonight.
36:02And it's sad because I'm leaving here without what I came here for.
36:07My true love, a man, you know, and it's kind of like, I'm leaving, knowing so much more about myself, but also leaving empty.
36:18I am 100% remorseful that I didn't give Keevan more of my time and that I gave so much time to Glenn.
36:39I reached out to Keevan asking to see him one more time before I left, but no response.
36:48I know he's upset because I brushed him to the side to spend time with Glenn these last few days.
36:52So I'm hoping and I'm praying that he actually shows up and that I haven't lost my chance with him.
36:57So, uh, Katerina texted me yesterday and told me everything that's going on with Amber.
37:14And the minute I met her, like, I was very nervous coming into this whole thing.
37:35Just everything over the last week, you know, it's been a lot to kind of process.
37:39Really care about her, right?
37:48Yeah, I'm just trying to kind of figure out where that was kind of lost in translation along the way, I suppose.
37:55Hi!
38:00Hey!
38:01You look so handsome. Good morning. Good morning.
38:16You haven't had your coffee yet this morning, huh?
38:20No, no, no, no, no.
38:21I am so glad that Keevan showed up today.
38:24It makes me feel like he cares for me and all this stuff with Glenn is, like, a distant, distant memory now.
38:31Yeah, so, like, how are you feeling now? You're just ready to go home.
38:37Oh, my gosh. I just want to see Valentino, but that's really it. And eat a steak.
38:42Oh, yeah. I know. But that's it. I'm trying. Yeah, that's it. I'm not ready to leave, though.
38:50Yeah.
38:51I'm sorry.
38:53I know.
38:54I'm so happy to see you. You just don't even know. Like, looking at your face, I didn't think I was going to see you before the, before the airport.
39:03Oh, really? Yeah. Wow.
39:05It's important for me to be here. I really wanted to be able to say goodbye to you.
39:12Aw, thank you so much. Aw, thank you so much, too.
39:26Since arriving here in Ireland, I've grown so much. Because I had a matchmaker, I have so much appreciation for men like Keevan. Sweet and caring for women.
39:37Because those are not the kind of guys I dated in the past. And I had to get over that. And I'm so happy that I have.
39:43Keevan might be the love of my life after all. I adore that he respects me and also was very understanding of this whole process.
39:52Even though I was making some dumbass decisions.
39:58I love you.
40:00Even showing up, it gives me more hope that we'll be able to work on our communication and our relationship and grow our love.
40:12I am dedicated and willing to do whatever it takes for us to build a relationship.
40:17Oh, my word. I'm so happy you're here. For real love.
40:21For real love.
40:26For real love.
40:50Flying through the clouds
40:53Soaring light
40:55Even when my wings fully spread out
41:00I'm already here
41:03Yes, I have a ride
41:07Nothing's gonna tell me how
41:11How to live my life
41:13Cause I'm living it right now
41:20Cause I'm living it right now
41:23Oh
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