Elizabeth Gives Her Previous Psychiatrist a Much Needed Talking To

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I have kept my anger hidden in me for many years. I hope he sees this, it's liberating to let your anger out. #vlog #blog #ranting #vent #venting

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00:00So, this has been a long time coming, this message that I have for someone.

00:06I've been feeling a lot lately about memories that I've had of this sort of doctor I used to have before my current one,

00:12and I might as well tell you how I feel about him.

00:16Directed to him if he ever sees this.

00:19So, Eugene, I'm not going to give out your last name because you probably would sue.

00:24You weren't pathetic enough to do that.

00:25But, well, regardless of what happened, I won.

00:33I won the battle that you tried to force onto me.

00:38It was a long, long time ago, back in the year of 2011.

00:44I came into your practice, told you what was wrong with me, told you what I'd like to do,

00:51and yet you didn't believe me.

00:52Instead, you thought that using jargon like a bandage could stop me from getting into the process that I'm going through.

01:02And quite frankly, it makes me pissed that you would think that.

01:06I clearly was begging you for HRT and you didn't listen.

01:10And this carried on for years and years, and then you had the audacity

01:15to compare me to people like Jazz Jennings and Boy George.

01:19Just because they're celebrity doesn't mean I follow them.

01:23And quite frankly, I don't really follow any celebrities, to be honest with you.

01:28I think that they're often overhyped by Hollywood and are cash cows.

01:32Most of them.

01:33Some of them are good.

01:34But most of them, they chase the golden calf.

01:39And I'm sure you do too.

01:41That's all you care about is money.

01:42That's how you switch practices.

01:45Anyway, back in 2016, in March of that year,

01:51you know, it was all your fault what you did to me.

01:55You wouldn't give me the proper treatment,

01:56so I ended up nearly taking life into my own hands.

01:59I nearly castrated myself with a butcher's knife.

02:03And I still have the scars to prove it.

02:08And you still didn't listen.

02:11So I did my own path.

02:13I've looked online, found HRT that was over the counter,

02:16and that helped for a while.

02:18And you were too stupid of an idiot to realize it.

02:22Heck, my mom was hinting at you at supplements.

02:26And it shows just how much of an adult you are.

02:28So during our last session, I told you everything.

02:32I told you how I felt.

02:34Told you what my problems were.

02:37Told you what would fix me and make me feel better.

02:40And yet you had the audacity again

02:42to compare me to the older generation

02:44just because I don't believe in having my problems

02:47with jargon like a bandage.

02:49Quite frankly, I'm pissed about it.

02:52You never cared.

02:55You just cared about the dough that you would get

02:57from prescribing me stupid Risperdone and Trazodone.

03:01Which neither of those drugs did nothing for me.

03:06Because I didn't have those problems

03:07that you accused me of having.

03:09I mean, sure, I have unipolar depression,

03:14but I don't have autism.

03:16But you assume that.

03:17Whereas any person that's different,

03:19you automatically assume that.

03:22Even now, I question if I'm even on the spectrum,

03:24to be honest with you.

03:26No offense to anyone who is.

03:28I love and support all of you.

03:29But I don't like being misdiagnosed.

03:31Especially by a kook.

03:33And especially by a failure of a doctor

03:36who does not see the world in front of him for as it is.

03:39So, I met a new doctor.

03:44Eventually.

03:44And she actually gave me the treatment that I needed.

03:49And quite frankly, I'm a lot happier with her.

03:53And I'm out of that dark place.

03:55You know, I've seen you.

04:01I've seen where you practice now.

04:04And I think that's pretty fitting for you.

04:06You practically are one of the people that you treat.

04:09So, you're right at home.

04:12No, I shouldn't curse.

04:15But I want to say it this way.

04:16F you, Dr. Eugene.

04:19You can go to hell.

04:21For what you've done to me.

04:23For all those years of progress that you stopped me from having.

04:30You could have easily signed those letters.

04:33You just didn't want to.

04:35You'd rather see people suffer.

04:41It's just my rant and raving.

04:43I might post this tomorrow.

04:44I might not.

04:45Either way, look forward to more games tomorrow.

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