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00:20my darling
00:22my darling
00:24look at you, you're beautiful
00:26don't get any closer
00:28stay there
00:30stop
00:32stop
00:34stop
00:36sorry
00:38don't worry i ain't saying
00:40you said you were gonna nick out his cash card
00:42you liar
00:44takes one to know one
00:46did i do alright mark
00:48sorry
00:50you've been alright
00:52she's in trouble we need to help
00:54i'm not in trouble
00:56i don't need your help i'm getting a taxi
00:58hold on a minute listen no i haven't seen you for years
01:00just
01:02just
01:04you're so
01:06she's spin
01:08i had to pay for the cab
01:10oh yeah listen
01:12listen
01:14give us a minute
01:16give us a minute
01:18come on
01:20come in
01:22i love you
01:24i love you too
01:26come on
01:28please
01:30i'll give you all the gifts you need
01:32you can get a cab to wherever you want to go
01:34alright
01:35i promise you
01:36please
01:38just come in and
01:40be your eye on
01:42please
01:44you've got little brothers in there that want to meet you
01:46they want to meet their big sister
01:48yeah
01:50they'd love to meet their big sister
01:52okay
01:54please
01:56please
01:58oh
02:00oh
02:02oh
02:04oh
02:06oh
02:08oh
02:10oh
02:12oh
02:14oh
02:16oh
02:18oh
02:20oh
02:34oh
02:36oh
02:38oh
02:40oh
02:42oh
02:46nine nine nine you stupid boy
02:48the right thing before some kid found a shot sign. How am I the stupid one? Because it's five years
02:51for a firearms possession. Five? Yeah. And now you've implicated me. I'm sorry, but I can't go
02:59back to Young Offenders. I hated it in there. Look, I know you think I'm a wrong one, but I'm not. I
03:05promise. Look, I try and do the right thing, but I get overexcited, and then I get overwhelmed. And
03:10you're holding a gun under the stairs. You know what? I'm so proud of you earlier. What
03:17you did to Yolandi and Patrick there, and it was beautiful. Were you? Yeah. And how can
03:23a creative, capable young man do this? I just, I don't understand. I love the eyes. I'll
03:38say, I've got to keep this safe tonight. I'll try and find a way to explain a gun at the
03:46station tomorrow.
03:52First on, go to church.
04:02Where is it, then? The safe? Dry off a bit first, Jane.
04:08What, do you want to die of hypofermia?
04:16I'll make us a cuppa. Yeah, when we're supper a bit.
04:18I wanted to get one of those boiling tap things, but Alfie said they're a waste of money.
04:46Says the man who ain't made a cuppa since his nana died, eh?
04:50Landed on your feet, then.
04:53I'm a career woman now. Proper grafter.
04:56You? You ain't lasted five minutes in a job before you got done for thieving or sleeping with the boss.
05:02Yeah, I was a nightmare, wasn't I, eh? Used to drive mum and dad wild.
05:06But, um, I've grown up. I'm married. I've got three boys. Responsibilities. Better late than never.
05:16I'm a good mum now. If you stick around long enough, you'll find out.
05:21That's why Tommy ran away.
05:22Tommy, he's a teenage boy. It's hard for him. The world's gone mad and they're just trying to make sense of it all.
05:31Nah, there's nothing worse than having you as a mum. The game playing, the drinking, the tantrums, the name calling.
05:38I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the things I said.
05:44Zoe, it was 20-odd years ago. Can't we just move on from it?
05:47I came up here for the cash. Not a deep and meaningful.
05:54Boys, don't go. No, no, don't go.
05:57Okay, I'm sorry about you.
05:59Are you our sister? I'm Ernie. He's back.
06:02Yeah, I'm Zoe.
06:04We've always wanted to meet you.
06:05Please call me. Thanks, Dave.
06:09Okay, right. Um, okay. Who fancies an egg sandwich? You must be starving, Tommy, yeah?
06:15Yeah, go on then.
06:16Me?
06:17Yeah?
06:17All right.
06:18Can I have, um, can I have sausage and tomato?
06:21Yeah, all right, all right, all right.
06:22What about you?
06:24Can I tempt you with a magic moon egg sandwich?
06:29Can I use the loo?
06:31Yeah, it's just there, darling.
06:35Sausages.
06:37Chop.
06:38Chop.
06:39boys.
06:44Boys.
06:44Boys.
06:44Were you gonna go before you give your opening the cuddle?
06:56I bet it's the king who decides them rules. So he can get away with doing that whole,
07:15and he'll come around and to talk with you.
07:17Hu-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h.
07:17of the Walford town, where are you?
07:20With his sword.
07:26What do you say?
07:27How come the king don't get done for possession
07:29when I get five years, even though the gun ain't even mine?
07:32Well, I'm just curious.
07:33Watch out.
07:36Do you want to go back to young offenders?
07:39Do ya?
07:43You know, when I'm...
07:43Shut up.
07:47Oh, sorry, no, sorry, Jeannie.
07:57I ceded two wines and a lager.
07:59Did you?
08:00Oh, I'm sorry about that.
08:01Well, I'm sure you'll cope.
08:02As you can see, we're very busy.
08:04Do you need time to put a pint sooner or later?
08:07I'll try to clean the toilets.
08:10Hey, Al.
08:11I know.
08:12It's not what you asked for.
08:14No, it's fine.
08:15Look, I really don't want to do it.
08:16I'm not family.
08:17What?
08:18Patrick asked you to be the best man because he picks a lot of you.
08:21Yeah?
08:22Just, um, say my friend.
08:23Yeah.
08:24I'm not calling Patrick a streetwise Hercules.
08:29Harry.
08:30I love you.
08:31But you was dressed as Mr. Stuffelster Bear when we first met,
08:34so what seems to be the problem here?
08:36Look, I think Jack's got one of them best man joke books in the loo.
08:40I'll get it for you.
08:41Of course he has.
08:42I might break the ice.
08:43Yeah.
08:44Thanks, Dean.
08:45Don't eat this, no?
08:47It's not.
08:48No, forget it.
08:49It's good.
08:50It's good.
08:51It's good to see you now.
08:57If you tell anyone I cried, I'll slap you, silly.
08:58You ain't as old as you, Lou.
08:59Sally!
09:00I'm really sorry now but I've got a plane to catch.
09:01You can't go.
09:02I've never seen you again.
09:03You don't know about my art.
09:04Your art?
09:05It's good to see you, Nan.
09:15If you tell anyone I cried, I'll slap you, silly.
09:18You ain't as hard as you, Lou.
09:20Sally!
09:21I'm really sorry, Nan, but I've got a plane to catch.
09:23You can't go. I'll never see you again.
09:26You will.
09:27You don't know about my heart.
09:30Your heart? What's wrong?
09:32Well, the doctor said I never read one in the first place.
09:34Oh, my gosh.
09:36You don't change.
09:37Let's put a smile on your face.
09:40Zoe, I thought you'd gone.
09:43I'm going now.
09:45Stay for a chippy dinner.
09:48Please, like the old days.
09:50For your Nan.
09:55You all right.
09:55I believe I've got to thank you for making our wedding so special.
10:12I believe I've got to thank you for making our wedding so special.
10:26I wanted to prove how sorry I am.
10:28Yeah, yeah, I accept your apology.
10:32You made one very stupid mistake, son.
10:39And with that, I want all of us to draw a line on you this.
10:44Understood?
10:45Understood.
10:46Understood.
11:04I'm trying my hardest to make amends.
11:05You've got to live with what you've done.
11:16I can't believe you heathens, right?
11:18Won't eat chips off a plate.
11:19It's disgusting.
11:20Oh, I can't lady die.
11:22How's your caviar?
11:24I like the walk for the chips in me lap.
11:26Reminds me of when I was a kid.
11:30So, what was mum like when you was growing up?
11:34She was bossy, annoying.
11:36Always neck in my fruit corner.
11:40That was Ling.
11:42She still is bossy and annoying.
11:43Do you not owe my frasher teeth?
11:46Go to bed.
11:47That's supposed to be me?
11:49No.
11:50Don't mess with the messer.
11:51Yeah, that's right.
11:53Zoe, the kids love you to stick around Walford for a bit.
11:57Alfie, don't pressure me, yeah?
11:58Yeah, yeah, please.
11:59Come on, please.
12:01Mm-hmm.
12:03You could always bunk in with me.
12:05Mo, we're trying to get her to stay, all right?
12:06So, wind your neck in.
12:08Oi.
12:09That's twice you dug me out.
12:10You're back on telly.
12:12Oh, think about it.
12:15Kat, Alfie, you've got a visitor.
12:17Oh, sorry to interrupt her.
12:19Leslie, sorry, I totally forgot.
12:23Twice in one day.
12:25It won't get complex, seeing as you're having a nice family evening.
12:29What's going on?
12:30Zoe, this is Leslie.
12:31She's from the social.
12:32It's just a routine check-up.
12:34Um...
12:34Leslie, this is Zoe, my daughter.
12:37Oh, nice to meet you at last.
12:41And I'm the name.
12:42Nice to meet you.
12:44I'm glad to be home, Tommy.
12:46Heard about the ferry nightmare.
12:48Yeah, Tommy, I was telling Leslie about the nightmare you had getting back from France after your camping trip.
12:54Yeah, of course.
12:56Yeah.
12:56Well, tell you what, Leslie, why don't we go in the kitchen and we'll have some privacy there, yeah?
13:01You don't need me, dear?
13:02Yes, Kat, we do.
13:08What's it like?
13:09Seeing your mum do it all again the second time around.
13:11I'm in awe.
13:20Even better than the first time.
13:26The money you stick around.
13:29I knew you couldn't change.
13:40Sorry, sorry.
13:41Can I have to have everyone's attention?
13:42Hey!
13:43Attention.
13:44Hey!
13:45Hey!
13:45Hey!
13:49Alright, does this work?
13:50Okay, it works.
13:51So we're going to do the speeches now.
13:52Hope everyone's having a good night.
13:53To kick off the speeches, it is going to be the best man in my life.
14:03Coming out of the way!
14:04Hey!
14:04Hey!
14:05Hey!
14:05Hey!
14:05Hey!
14:05Hey!
14:05Hey!
14:05Hey!
14:05Hey!
14:06Hey!
14:06Hey!
14:06Hey!
14:07Hey!
14:07Hey!
14:07Hey!
14:08Hey!
14:08Hey!
14:09Hey!
14:09Hey!
14:10Hey!
14:10Hey!
14:11Hey!
14:11Hey!
14:17I'm sorry.
14:18Hey!
14:19I'm sorry.
14:20Oh!
14:21Howmy!
14:22Howmy!
14:24Howey!
14:25How our ye?
14:27How are ye!
14:29How?
14:31How are we?
14:32How ...
14:33How are we-
14:33How are we guys...
14:34How are we?
14:34Oh, um, please excuse my Howie, um, Patrick made him the best man, and he just feels he doesn't have anything worth saying.
14:45Oh, that's nonsense.
14:46Exactly, that's what I said, but, no, it's fine, isn't it?
14:50So, um, I, I will say a speech instead.
14:55Yeah, yeah, thanks.
14:59Okay, so, um, I think I should start with saying, um, thank you.
15:04When I arrived on Pop's doorstep around 15, 16 years ago.
15:1016.
15:1116.
15:12Well, he would know, he would know.
15:14I was a loud, attention-seeking nightmare.
15:18Really?
15:19Nothing's changed.
15:20Nothing's changed.
15:23Like you would know.
15:24That's it for the day.
15:28You have always treated me like a daughter,
15:31and you have given me and my family a home.
15:36And when I see yourself and your Landy live your lives with courage, pride, and generosity,
15:45it, it makes me want that too.
15:48Patrick, you are more than a father to me.
15:58You are a king amongst men.
16:02And your Landy, you are a queen.
16:07Yeah, I'm hot.
16:08So, please raise your glasses
16:12for Patrick and your Landy.
16:20Woo!
16:26What have you been?
16:27You missed Kim's speech.
16:28I've just caught Ravi in my house.
16:32How'd he get in?
16:32I don't know. He must have broken the back door or something. I don't know.
16:37What wrong was he?
16:39He came from upstairs. I think he might have been in our room.
16:42Jack, what are you doing? Jack! Don't! Jack!
16:45Don't do nothing!
16:54Sorry.
16:57John?
17:00Where's the safe?
17:01Give me the money and let me go.
17:03You can have the money when you've calmed down. I'm not going to let you leave in this state.
17:06Oh, enough of the perfect mum act. I've changed. I'm a good mum now.
17:09I am.
17:12Leslie is on our side. She said we're on the right track.
17:17Alfie's taking the boys over to Stacey's to give us some space.
17:20Zoe, please, just tell me what's happened.
17:22Nah. You don't get away with it that easily.
17:25Tell me why social services are checking up on you and your kids.
17:30Tommy was hitting me, yeah?
17:36His head was raging full of hormones and he lashed out a few times.
17:40It got nasty and I shoved him back.
17:42I shouldn't have done it, but I did and...
17:44Then the social got involved.
17:49The perfect mum hit her own kid.
17:52Nice.
17:59Zoe.
18:05We lost Tommy for a while, yeah? He went into foster care.
18:09Me and Alfie, we fought to bring him back home. It was horrible, but...
18:13It brought us all closer together.
18:16And they all lived happily ever after.
18:17Listen to yourself, justifying it.
18:21That's not what I'm saying.
18:23That's what you always do.
18:24Blaming other people to justify your behaviour.
18:27It's never your fault.
18:28You and me all over again.
18:30No.
18:32No, that was different.
18:34That was worse.
18:36You came at me over and over.
18:38Drunk and cruel.
18:40The things you called me.
18:42I know, I'm sorry.
18:44I'll take that to my grave, but I was suffering as well.
18:48There you go again.
18:49Never your fault.
18:52I wish I had called social services.
18:55I might have stood a chance then.
18:59Sorry, I don't understand why we're still talking about this.
19:02I thought...
19:03I thought this was sorted out back in the day.
19:05This is like ancient history, no?
19:07Are you that stupid and insensitive?
19:10You think a few tears over a bottle of vodka
19:12is going to fix a childhood as toxic as mine?
19:15But it wasn't, though, was it?
19:18Eh?
19:19I admit that when it all came out, yeah, about me and you,
19:23it wasn't my finest hour.
19:26But you're forgetting about the first 17 years.
19:30Singing Spice Girls into hairbrushes.
19:34Eating fish and chips out of our laps.
19:37Me nicking your yogurts.
19:38You said that was Lynn.
19:43We weren't perfect.
19:46But I was proud to be a Slater.
19:48Yeah?
19:50And everyone wanted to come to our parties, didn't they?
19:52They were warm, noisy, full of love.
19:57We kept you safe.
20:01We kept you safe.
20:03I kept you safe.
20:05Every second of those 17 years, pretending to be your sister.
20:11I had my Hawkeye on you, protecting you, and I never drew breath.
20:17Zoe, I'm sorry about the way I reacted when it all came out.
20:26And I would say that every day for the rest of my life.
20:32But please, try to remember the good times, yeah?
20:36We can make new memories.
20:41With your family, the boys.
20:43The boys, I love you.
20:44And I knew they'd love you.
20:46Yeah?
20:48You can all gang up on me and Alfie, yeah?
20:51Are you mad?
20:53I'm not staying.
20:58Zoe, I'm not letting you leave until you tell me why you hate me so much.
21:03Because every time I look at you, I'm reminded of who I am.
21:06What do you mean?
21:08An incestuous, rape baby.
21:10You're not.
21:11You are beautiful.
21:13You're clever and kind.
21:15Don't touch me.
21:16I don't want you to touch me ever again.
21:19We're both soiled goods, and I cannot stay here a second longer.
21:22That's not right.
21:24Zoe, listen.
21:25You need to talk to someone.
21:26You need to speak to a doctor.
21:28Just take responsibility.
21:30My life is a wreck, and it is all your fault.
21:33If you'd have said something to someone,
21:34if you'd have tried to stop it,
21:35if you'd have done something.
21:38That make you feel better, does it?
21:40No?
21:41You want me to say sorry for being raped by my uncle when I was 13?
21:46I know it weren't your fault.
21:48It's so many years wishing it played out differently.
21:56But while you've been drowning in your own self-pity,
22:00the rest of the world has moved on from victim-blaming.
22:03I'm a survivor.
22:04I survived being raped by my uncle,
22:06and I've stopped punishing myself.
22:10If I can stop the blaming and self-harm, so can you.
22:13It's not the same.
22:14You can take that hate and put it onto the monster Harry
22:17who did things to you.
22:19So can you.
22:20I can't.
22:21I'm the baby that came from violence and hatred.
22:24I'm the monster.
22:31I wish you'd have got rid of me.
22:35Then you would have had no life at all.
22:38Listen, Sammy, let me get you some help, yeah?
22:41Therapy, whatever it takes.
22:42No, not half of it.
22:47Things I've done.
22:48I knew there was something else.
22:50Talk to me.
22:52I can't.
22:53You told me about Dan and I'm still here, eh?
22:57Can't be worse than that.
22:58No, it's...
23:14No.
23:18I'm going now.
23:19It's best for everyone.
23:21Just delete me from your mind.
23:24Forget I ever existed.
23:25No, no, no.
23:26I can't do that.
23:26This ain't my home.
23:28Those boys, they ain't my family.
23:31And you're right.
23:32You have changed.
23:33You're a great mom now.
23:35But you and...
23:36Zoe!
23:41Zoe!
23:48And as I embark on the next chapter
23:52with my beautiful wife
23:54and my family beside me,
23:56I am grateful
23:58to all of you
24:01for the love
24:03you've shown me.
24:06So?
24:08To family!
24:10To family!
24:15Yeah.
24:16On my way.
24:17Oi.
24:18You give me that gun.
24:35You go, Saj, Warren.
24:40I love you.
24:41Oh, Jesus!
24:59Ah!
25:00Oh, Jesus!
25:02Oh!
25:03Jesus!
25:03Oh!
25:04Jesus!
25:05Oh!
25:06Jesus!
25:07Zoe! Zoe! Zoe!
25:19Zoe! I told you to let me go.
25:22Listen, whatever's happened to you, I can make it better. I promise.
25:30Please, Zoe, just let me be the mum you deserve.
25:33No, I ain't having the boys dragged into my mess.
25:38If I stay, I'll destroy your family.
25:42You destroy a family?
25:45You'll complete it.
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