00:00I was going to be this older brother. My parents were telling me, you know, you got to protect your
00:04sister.
00:04It's kind of American ideology. The oldest carries all the weight.
00:08I feel like a lot of those expectations got ripped out from under me like a rug.
00:13There was a lot of responsibility. I think I was trying to start taking on young.
00:18And my whole life got changed after this moment because there's a big falling out with my parents.
00:24This eventually is like a big wedge in their divorce.
00:27My father was considered a wealthy working class man.
00:31He worked as a welder and a forger in the United States in like 1990s and so on during when
00:36this happened.
00:37He had a big drinking problem.
00:39He drank a lot with his boys and would go out and get injured.
00:43Sometimes he'd come back with cuts or stuff like that because he'd get rowdy.
00:46Very much a working class alcoholic man.
00:49After the accident, it was fully seen in the papers that I've seen to this day.
00:57Her passing that she was crying.
00:59And after the accident with my sister, my father was very, very disassociative.
01:07I was talking to cops.
01:09My mom was frantic.
01:10I have very little memories of him interacting with anybody.
01:13I remember him at some point screaming at the officers.
01:18I'm going to guess because there was things they said or accusations.
01:21He was very disconnected.
