In Episode 002 of BPD2Living, I talk about one of the hardest parts of my experience with borderline personality disorder: loving someone deeply while my fear of losing them feeds reactions that push them away.
A change in tone. An unanswered text. Silence. I share how those moments can turn into fear, anger, hurtful words, and regret—and why understanding my reactions doesn’t take away my responsibility for them.
This is my experience, my accountability, and my effort to recognize the pattern before I repeat it.
If you live with BPD or love someone who does, you’re welcome here.
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