00:02I have to have to have hard moments, yes.
00:06I have to have beautiful moments, too.
00:09And I'm fine.
00:11I'm ready to keep learning, learning and going forward.
00:20I'm emotionally, physically and spiritually.
00:23I'm much stronger.
00:26I'm much better.
00:28I'm comfortable with the decisions I've taken.
00:31But that doesn't mean that I don't let it affect.
00:34And that, emotionally, it doesn't hit me.
00:37I think it was a good moment when I started to evaluate certain things
00:45that maybe I had left a little side.
00:47And that made that all this change has been given.
00:50How did you do it?
00:55How did you do it?
00:56How did you do it?
00:56I did a lot of exercise.
00:57I had to be infected with cancer.
01:00I had 17 years ago.
01:02Then, I was leaving.
01:07And I thought that it was a process where I could allow many things.
01:11And that it was also about me.
01:13But, maybe, maybe I'm not a prison.
01:15I'm not a part of the physical.
01:17I'm not a part of the physical.
01:17Maybe, no.
01:18I'm not a part of the physical.
01:20And, you know, it was worth the job.
01:22I learned to eat in small portions.
01:25I learned to get more of my body.
01:29I learned to respect more.
01:43It's a moment in which I feel a lot of peace.
01:46In the moments in which I can be depressed, I don't have to have peace.
01:55I value a lot the people who are around me, what I learn from them.
02:00I also appreciate the people who have been through my life
02:03and who are not yet to be able to learn from what I have to live.
02:07Perhaps having started a process in which I was focused on my physical and emotional health
02:15and found myself a little bit deeper when all these events happened.
02:20They gave me more strength to keep me focused on being well.
02:26They could have passed things before.
02:29And now I was ready to take this decision and the way I took it.
02:37Creo que estamos haciendo las cosas como se tienen que hacer.
02:41Él siempre ha tenido las puertas abiertas de la casa
02:45y solo eso lo puede decidir él.
02:47Qué relación quiere tener él con la niña, la decide él
02:50porque en mi aspecto él siempre es su papá.
02:56Nos van a ver pasando probablemente navidades juntos,
02:58despedidas de año, actividades de la escuela de la niña.
03:02Vamos a salir a comer y vamos a celebrar.
03:05O vamos a salir y comer y no celebrar nada, simplemente estar como familia.
03:13Trato de complacer más a los demás que complacerme yo misma.
03:17A lo mejor puede ser que, por decirte una cosa,
03:20esto no me guste, pero me lo pusieron.
03:23Yo me voy a quedar callada la boca y me lo voy a poner.
03:25Pienso que él puedo ofender o que puedo lastimar y esa jamás es mi intención.
03:30En ese permitir muchas cosas, se aceptan cosas que no son correctas.
03:38No solo de tu pareja, sino de la gente que está a tu alrededor.
03:42Y eso me cuesta mucho trabajo.
03:43Eso es algo en lo que tengo que seguir trabajando.
03:50Estoy en un momento en el que quiero dedicarme a mí y a mi hija.
03:54Mi prioridad en estos momentos somos nosotras dos.
03:59Y seguir creando esa confianza, ese bonding entre mamá e hija.
04:07Que ella sienta que estoy aquí sin importar qué, que puede confiar en mí,
04:13que siempre le voy a hablar con la verdad.
04:14Y no estoy cerrada a ninguna otra posibilidad,
04:19pero no es en lo que estoy pensando.
04:21No es ese mi enfoque.
04:24Todavía hay más que quiero lograr físicamente.
04:27Quiero seguir enfocada en mi ejercicio
04:30y en crear esa relación hermosa entre Alaya y yo.
04:35Música
04:37Música
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