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00:00:02That's him, the kid whose mom got taken away.
00:00:14Mind if I sit here?
00:00:16You already did.
00:00:18You're Noah and Mercer's brother.
00:00:19I'm Evan.
00:00:20Right.
00:00:21Sorry.
00:00:21I know Noah.
00:00:22Everyone knows Noah.
00:00:23Used to.
00:00:24I know people are talking.
00:00:25My dad left a long time ago.
00:00:27Not the same thing, but I remember what it felt like when people looked at me like I
00:00:31was broken.
00:00:32I just wanted to say I'm sorry you're going through all this.
00:00:35Why do you care?
00:00:37I don't know yet.
00:00:39You don't have to do this.
00:00:40Sit here?
00:00:40Feel bad for me?
00:00:42Good.
00:00:42I don't.
00:00:43You should drink something.
00:00:44That sounded bossy.
00:00:46I am bossy.
00:00:47I'll see you around, Evan.
00:00:48Yeah.
00:00:49Maybe.
00:00:50Why is Hale talking to him?
00:00:53How was school?
00:00:54Quiet.
00:00:55Good quiet or bad quiet?
00:00:56I don't know.
00:00:58You don't have to know tonight.
00:01:00No wonder Noah's dad bailed.
00:01:02Imagine getting stuck with that little freak for a brother.
00:01:04Guy looks like he apologizes when someone steps on his foot.
00:01:09Ignore them.
00:01:11Mass?
00:01:23You said something about Evan Mercer?
00:01:24What's it to you?
00:01:26Try again.
00:01:27We're just talking.
00:01:28Then talk about somebody else.
00:01:30Why?
00:01:30Because he's Noah's brother?
00:01:32You don't talk to him.
00:01:34You don't mess with him.
00:01:43Whole school is acting like Mercer's under witness protection.
00:01:49Maybe people should mind their business.
00:01:52Maybe people should mind their business.
00:01:53You don't do favors, Mace.
00:02:03What's this for?
00:02:05You look tired.
00:02:09You always notice.
00:02:15Hey, I'm new here.
00:02:16Mind if I sit?
00:02:17Take it emotionally?
00:02:18It's free.
00:02:19Because every other table looked like a social death trap.
00:02:25Okay.
00:02:26We can start with an easier one.
00:02:27What's edible here?
00:02:28Not that.
00:02:30Great.
00:02:31New school.
00:02:31Mystery reputation.
00:02:32Terrible food.
00:02:33Good start.
00:02:36You're not even in my Spanish class.
00:02:38Now I am.
00:02:39You're not.
00:02:43What are you doing?
00:02:44You're not going to share?
00:02:54You know him?
00:02:54No.
00:02:55Then why do you look like that?
00:02:57Like what?
00:02:57Like somebody stole your car.
00:03:00This is about Evan Mercer?
00:03:02No.
00:03:04Quick question.
00:03:05Will joining football make me annoying to you?
00:03:06Are you joining the football team?
00:03:08Probably.
00:03:09Why?
00:03:10No reason.
00:03:11I chose to sit here.
00:03:13Not because I had no other place.
00:03:14Know what?
00:03:15No.
00:03:22Oh.
00:03:23Hi.
00:03:24Hi.
00:03:27You okay?
00:03:28Why does everybody keep asking me that?
00:03:30Because you never look okay.
00:03:33I'm fine.
00:03:34Why would I do that?
00:03:35Because I can fix it.
00:03:37Maybe it depends on who's listening.
00:03:41You got a pencil?
00:03:42You have pencils.
00:03:44I want one of yours.
00:03:49Thanks.
00:03:51Who do you sit with at lunch?
00:03:52Riley.
00:03:53Right.
00:03:54You know him?
00:03:54I know of him.
00:03:56You could sit with me instead.
00:03:58Why?
00:03:59Because I asked.
00:04:00That is not a reason.
00:04:02You're difficult.
00:04:03You make me nervous.
00:04:05I don't want to.
00:04:08There you are.
00:04:09I thought you ditched me.
00:04:10Captain.
00:04:10New boy.
00:04:12Evan.
00:04:12We still on for lunch?
00:04:13Yeah.
00:04:17See you around.
00:04:18You know, technically you're in my house voluntarily.
00:04:21You can stop sitting like I'm holding you sassage.
00:04:24That was tragic.
00:04:26I'm not good at this.
00:04:27At movies?
00:04:28At being at someone's house.
00:04:29At being normal.
00:04:31You don't have to be normal with me.
00:04:33So, honest question.
00:04:35That sounds dangerous.
00:04:36You inhale.
00:04:36What is that?
00:04:38Nothing.
00:04:38He watches you like you're his unfinished homework.
00:04:40That doesn't make sense.
00:04:41Exactly.
00:04:43I think he pities me.
00:04:44No.
00:04:45Then what?
00:04:46I don't know yet.
00:04:47You've got an eyelash.
00:04:48Where?
00:04:53Just here.
00:05:00Riley, you got company?
00:05:02Yeah.
00:05:03Nana.
00:05:03Just Evan.
00:05:04I should go.
00:05:05You don't have to.
00:05:06I think I want to.
00:05:09You coming to school tomorrow?
00:05:10I think that's how school works.
00:05:12Good.
00:05:13Didn't want things getting weird.
00:05:14They already are.
00:05:17Why him?
00:05:18Why do I keep thinking about him?
00:05:19He's not even nice to me.
00:05:21Or maybe he is.
00:05:22I don't know.
00:05:24This is stupid.
00:05:28Hydrate before you drop.
00:05:29If you fake effort, leave now.
00:05:56You making friends here?
00:06:09A few.
00:06:11Anybody I know?
00:06:13Evan Mersel.
00:06:16Leave him alone.
00:06:18What?
00:06:19You heard me.
00:06:20No, I don't think I did because it sounded insane.
00:06:22There are others here.
00:06:24Make other friends.
00:06:25Why?
00:06:25Because I said so.
00:06:26Not good enough.
00:06:27Coach, trust me.
00:06:29I'll ruin your tryout.
00:06:34Fine.
00:06:35You win.
00:06:37For now.
00:06:45Riley!
00:06:46Over here!
00:06:51Can I sit here?
00:06:53Apparently everybody asks after they decide.
00:07:00Rough day.
00:07:03No.
00:07:06Riley's trying out.
00:07:08Team's got him running around all week.
00:07:09He could still say hi.
00:07:12Did you do something?
00:07:13What do you think?
00:07:16I think I don't want to know.
00:07:18Okay.
00:07:18Sit with me after school.
00:07:20I have Cal class period.
00:07:21That wasn't a question.
00:07:22No.
00:07:24No.
00:07:33Who was that?
00:07:34Mason Hall.
00:07:35The quarterback?
00:07:36Yeah.
00:07:37Why is he waving at you?
00:07:38Why does that bother you?
00:07:39It doesn't.
00:07:40Actually, that's not true.
00:07:42It does.
00:07:42You don't even know him.
00:07:43I know his type.
00:07:44What type is that?
00:07:45Grabs what he wants.
00:07:46Calls it loyalty.
00:07:48Hi.
00:07:49I'm Jude.
00:07:50Technically Julian, but only adults and government documents call me that.
00:07:55Hi.
00:07:55I figured since everyone loves meddling, I'd introduce myself before rumors spread.
00:08:00I'm Evan.
00:08:01I know.
00:08:01My brother Mason's clearly obsessed with you.
00:08:03You're Mason's brother?
00:08:04Unfortunately, in the legal sense, yes.
00:08:06I know how it feels having a famous brother change how people treat you.
00:08:10My brother used to be Noah Mercer.
00:08:12Exactly.
00:08:12See?
00:08:13Trauma bonding already.
00:08:15Oh, come on.
00:08:16You look like your house is on fire.
00:08:18My brother is talking to Evan.
00:08:21You met Jude.
00:08:23He's nice.
00:08:24He talks too much.
00:08:25You don't talk enough.
00:08:26Maybe it balances out.
00:08:32What is wrong with you?
00:08:36You need to stay away from Mason.
00:08:38You vanish on me, then reappear to give orders?
00:08:41I'm serious.
00:08:42So am I.
00:08:43Why?
00:08:43Evan?
00:08:44Just trust me.
00:08:47You haven't earned that.
00:08:51What's going on?
00:08:59What happened?
00:09:00Nothing.
00:09:02Riley cornered me today.
00:09:03Said I should stay away from Mason.
00:09:04And what did you say?
00:09:05I said he didn't get to tell me what to do.
00:09:06Good.
00:09:07You agree with him, though?
00:09:08Yes.
00:09:08Why?
00:09:09You're talking like him.
00:09:10I know.
00:09:13That's why I'm telling you to be careful.
00:09:14You glared at me in the cafeteria because I talked to your crush.
00:09:17I don't have a crush.
00:09:18You banned half the school from breathing near him.
00:09:21Riley told him to stay away from me.
00:09:22Maybe because Riley has eyes.
00:09:24What?
00:09:25You want honesty?
00:09:26Date a mirror.
00:09:28I don't know what I'm doing.
00:09:29That is the first sign thing you've said all week.
00:09:32Everybody leaves.
00:09:33Evan isn't everybody.
00:09:36But if you keep treating him like property, he'll become everybody.
00:09:56You didn't answer my message.
00:09:58I was thinking.
00:10:00About what?
00:10:02About whether you're going to tell me to stay away, too.
00:10:04No.
00:10:05No?
00:10:06No?
00:10:11What now?
00:10:12You don't pull Evan into closets.
00:10:13You don't own him.
00:10:14I know that.
00:10:16Do you?
00:10:18I like him.
00:10:19Yeah.
00:10:20I figured that out back at the diner.
00:10:22Then stop getting in the way.
00:10:23No.
00:10:23Because this isn't a race I entered.
00:10:25Evan's my friend.
00:10:26He was my friend before I knew what your deal was.
00:10:28And whatever this is with you, it's not normal.
00:10:30You want my honest opinion?
00:10:31You don't need a boyfriend.
00:10:33You need help.
00:10:34I'm trying.
00:10:36Help me.
00:10:37What?
00:10:37He trusts you.
00:10:38If you tell him I'm not...
00:10:39You blackmailed me off his lunch table and now you want references?
00:10:41I know.
00:10:45True.
00:10:46No threats.
00:10:47No controlling who I talk to.
00:10:48Fine.
00:10:48Temporary truce.
00:10:49Temporary.
00:10:51What's this for?
00:10:52You look tired.
00:10:54You always notice.
00:10:56You don't have to carry everything alone.
00:10:59I know.
00:11:03Get some sleep.
00:11:08Riley told me to stay away from you.
00:11:10I know.
00:11:11What did you say to him?
00:11:12Nothing he'd listen to.
00:11:14Then why are you here?
00:11:15Because you're still here.
00:11:19Happy birthday, Tragic Prince.
00:11:21Please never call me that again.
00:11:22Happy birthday.
00:11:23Why are you two acting normal?
00:11:25Temporary ceasefire.
00:11:26Don't get used to it.
00:11:27Great.
00:11:27Birthday to policy works.
00:11:29After school, we're taking him out.
00:11:30You are not.
00:11:30We are.
00:11:31You need at least one decent birthday memory this year.
00:11:33No.
00:11:35So, official birthday rule.
00:11:37Nobody gets to brood.
00:11:38That seems targeted.
00:11:40Because it is.
00:11:41Eat something.
00:11:43You all sound very bossy tonight.
00:11:45You're welcome.
00:11:45Be right back.
00:11:49You here alone?
00:11:51No.
00:11:52That's a shame.
00:11:53My friends are waiting.
00:11:54Then make it quick.
00:11:56He said no.
00:11:57And you are?
00:12:02Are you okay?
00:12:03You hit him.
00:12:04Yes.
00:12:05You shouldn't be around me.
00:12:07Why?
00:12:08Because I'm not good.
00:12:11I'm not good.
00:12:12I'm not.
00:12:23You're lying.
00:12:39What have you done?
00:12:41You stay away from him.
00:12:46You okay?
00:12:47Yeah.
00:12:54Hey, can we talk?
00:12:56About what?
00:12:57The part where you disappear or the part where you reappear to control my life?
00:13:01About Mason.
00:13:02No.
00:13:03Evan, listen.
00:13:04Everything okay here?
00:13:06Fine.
00:13:06Not my problem.
00:13:09He's trouble.
00:13:12That is a rich sentence coming from you.
00:13:14I deserve that.
00:13:15Why are you avoiding me today?
00:13:17Because every time I get close to you, I make things worse.
00:13:20That isn't an answer.
00:13:21You make me want things I don't know how to hold without breaking.
00:13:27Maybe learn.
00:13:29Maybe.
00:13:32He's not going to learn overnight.
00:13:34What?
00:13:34Mason.
00:13:35He's been trying.
00:13:36Really trying.
00:13:37That's new.
00:13:39Why are you telling me this?
00:13:40Because someone has to tell him it was all worth it.
00:13:43He's never had a birthday party either.
00:13:45Just so you know.
00:13:47You're drinking.
00:13:48Observant.
00:13:50You don't drink.
00:13:51Tonight I do.
00:13:53What happened?
00:13:54You were supposed to come straight home.
00:13:56Noah, it was my birthday.
00:13:57With Mason whole.
00:13:58How do you know that?
00:13:59Because I drove past the diner.
00:14:01I saw him walk you to the door.
00:14:04He's a friend.
00:14:06A friend.
00:14:07Yes.
00:14:07You stood me up for a friend.
00:14:09I forgot.
00:14:10I'm sorry.
00:14:11I really am.
00:14:12Do you know what I do for you?
00:14:13I never asked you to.
00:14:14You don't have to ask.
00:14:16That's what makes it worse.
00:14:18Spoiled.
00:14:19Ungrateful.
00:14:20Stupid little.
00:14:23I'm going to bed.
00:14:25Don't follow me.
00:14:27I'm sorry.
00:14:28I'm sorry.
00:14:29I'm sorry.
00:14:33Hey.
00:14:33Hi.
00:14:34I made you toast.
00:14:35Burnt one side.
00:14:36Sorry.
00:14:37About last night you said things.
00:14:38I know.
00:14:39You said them on purpose.
00:14:40I was drunk.
00:14:41You were honest.
00:14:42Evan.
00:14:43You can be scared for me.
00:14:44You can hate Mason.
00:14:45You can ground me if it makes you sleep better.
00:14:47But you don't get to call me ungrateful again.
00:14:49Ever.
00:14:50I love you.
00:14:52But I need some time.
00:14:58You okay?
00:14:59No.
00:15:01Walk with me.
00:15:05Noah was drunk last night.
00:15:07He's never drunk.
00:15:08Never.
00:15:09Never.
00:15:09Was he angry?
00:15:11At me.
00:15:13Did he hurt you?
00:15:14Not the way you mean.
00:15:15Then which way?
00:15:20I know that look.
00:15:21The look people get when somebody who loves them used love as a weapon.
00:15:25He didn't mean it.
00:15:27Maybe.
00:15:28But meaning it isn't the only thing that matters.
00:15:33You're being weirdly gentle.
00:15:35Don't get used to it.
00:15:36You said that at my birthday.
00:15:38And I meant it.
00:15:39And I keep doing it anyway.
00:15:41Why?
00:15:42Because you're the only person who's ever made me want to be a person worth being gentle for.
00:15:50You okay?
00:15:50No.
00:15:51Want to talk about it?
00:15:51No.
00:15:52Want to play a video game and pretend life isn't happening?
00:15:53Yes.
00:15:58What did I miss?
00:15:59A weather system.
00:16:01Two storms collided?
00:16:02Something like that.
00:16:03Good.
00:16:09Yo, bro.
00:16:10Over here.
00:16:12That is not what spaghetti is supposed to look like.
00:16:14It is the best version of itself.
00:16:16It's the worst version of every version.
00:16:17Oh, come on.
00:16:23Can I ask you something without you getting mad?
00:16:25Probably not.
00:16:26The Hall Kid.
00:16:27Mason.
00:16:28Mason.
00:16:29Are you...
00:16:30Is he...
00:16:31We're friends.
00:16:31Friends.
00:16:32For now.
00:16:35I'm trying.
00:16:36I noticed.
00:16:37If he hurts you, I'll tell you.
00:16:39You promise?
00:16:40I promise.
00:16:41Then okay.
00:16:42I'm still angry at you.
00:16:44I know.
00:16:45I deserve that.
00:16:48You okay?
00:16:49No.
00:16:50Evan?
00:16:51He won't look at me.
00:16:52Give him time.
00:16:53I said awful things.
00:16:54I know.
00:16:54You told me.
00:16:55I don't know how to fix it.
00:16:56You don't fix it.
00:16:57You just stay.
00:16:58That's terrifying.
00:16:59That's love.
00:17:00Always.
00:17:03You eat dinner?
00:17:04Noah tried to make pasta.
00:17:06There were casualties.
00:17:07Good night, night.
00:17:12Was that a laugh?
00:17:13Go away.
00:17:13You laughed.
00:17:14You're in love.
00:17:15You're in love.
00:17:16I knew it!
00:17:20Hale.
00:17:21Quinn.
00:17:22Same drill.
00:17:23Together.
00:17:27I see you.
00:17:28I don't like you, but you're not the worst part of this team.
00:17:31You're playing better since you stopped being a nightmare.
00:17:33That's a compliment buried in an insult.
00:17:35That's my specialty.
00:17:40Evan, dinner's ready.
00:17:42Not hungry.
00:17:42Please, just sit.
00:17:44I'm tired.
00:17:45I know.
00:17:45You don't know.
00:17:46I was drunk.
00:17:47You were honest.
00:17:48Evan, I need you to sit with that.
00:17:49I need you to feel bad about it.
00:17:51Not fix it.
00:17:52Just feel it.
00:17:56Captainship decision is coming up.
00:17:58You've been steady.
00:17:59Don't blow it.
00:18:00I won't.
00:18:01You've been a different player this season.
00:18:03A different person, too.
00:18:06Whoever's behind that, keep him around.
00:18:11He said that?
00:18:12Word for word.
00:18:13Be still, my heart.
00:18:15My brother received praise without setting anything on fire.
00:18:18You can leave anytime, Jude.
00:18:20And miss the romance arc?
00:18:21Never.
00:18:24You're home late.
00:18:26Practice.
00:18:27There is dry cleaning to be picked up tomorrow.
00:18:29I left the slip on the counter.
00:18:30Mom.
00:18:31Yes?
00:18:32I'm doing better.
00:18:33Better at what?
00:18:34Just better.
00:18:36Pick up the dry cleaning.
00:18:40Enter, troubled brother.
00:18:42She never hears either of us.
00:18:44I thought if I was different, she might.
00:18:46You're not changing for her, right?
00:18:48Right?
00:18:48No, for me.
00:18:50Mostly.
00:18:51That's the right answer.
00:18:53Hey.
00:18:53Hmm?
00:18:54I never said this.
00:18:55About when we were kids.
00:18:56I was a brat to you.
00:18:57When mom brought you home, I thought she was replacing me.
00:18:59So I made you pay for it.
00:19:00I remember all the affair.
00:19:00You remember that?
00:19:02Took you long enough?
00:19:03Sorry.
00:19:04Don't be sorry.
00:19:05Be different.
00:19:05I'm trying.
00:19:06Then I forgive you.
00:19:06You possessive disaster.
00:19:08How are you?
00:19:09Evan finally talked to me.
00:19:10That's good.
00:19:11He said he needs me to feel bad about it.
00:19:13He's right.
00:19:14I know.
00:19:14So feel it.
00:19:15I don't know how.
00:19:16You start by saying it out loud to yourself.
00:19:19I was wrong.
00:19:20I heard him.
00:19:20I was wrong.
00:19:21I heard him.
00:19:22Again.
00:19:23I was wrong.
00:19:23I heard him.
00:19:24How do you feel?
00:19:25Like shit.
00:19:27Good.
00:19:27That's the start.
00:19:28You're good at this.
00:19:29I've had practice.
00:19:31Thank you, Jude.
00:19:31Always.
00:19:32Now sleep.
00:19:32You too.
00:19:39Smash the lock with this.
00:19:40Anyone want to confess before I start handing out suspensions?
00:19:43Ross, you were in early.
00:19:45I came straight here, I swear.
00:19:46Then you have nothing to worry about.
00:19:49You didn't do that.
00:19:50Of course I didn't.
00:19:51Then somebody did.
00:20:01No.
00:20:01No.
00:20:02Hale.
00:20:04It was me.
00:20:05The lock.
00:20:06The wrench.
00:20:07I broke in.
00:20:08I was angry.
00:20:09I just, I needed to be on a field.
00:20:10You realize what you're saying?
00:20:12Yes.
00:20:12Captainship?
00:20:13The game?
00:20:13Yes.
00:20:14You came in here on your own.
00:20:15Caleb didn't do it.
00:20:16He shouldn't pay for me.
00:20:17I have to follow protocol.
00:20:19I know.
00:20:19You're suspended from the championship.
00:20:21I know.
00:20:22And from school.
00:20:23A week minimum.
00:20:24Okay.
00:20:25Get help, son.
00:20:27I will.
00:20:29You did something?
00:20:29I did something right for once.
00:20:35Evan.
00:20:36I was wrong.
00:20:38I was wrong.
00:20:39I hurt you.
00:20:40I know.
00:20:40I'm sorry.
00:20:41I know that too.
00:20:43But I'm not ready to be fine yet.
00:20:49Dinner.
00:20:50What's wrong?
00:20:51Mason got suspended.
00:20:53He broke into the field.
00:20:54He told the coach himself.
00:20:56Caleb was about to be punished for it.
00:20:58He confessed?
00:20:59He confessed.
00:21:02Huh.
00:21:03What?
00:21:03That's the kind of thing the boy I used to be would never have done.
00:21:08This is stupid.
00:21:10Mom didn't even come down.
00:21:11I know.
00:21:13Always waking up lost to last night's deeds.
00:21:15I only feel alive by breaking things.
00:21:17And I fear what I might do if I stay in that house.
00:21:19I hate this.
00:21:21Me too.
00:21:22Whenever you're ready.
00:21:25I'll see you at school.
00:21:26Promise?
00:21:27Promise.
00:21:46You can't be here.
00:21:48I know.
00:21:50I'm here anyway.
00:21:51Tell me about the last time you felt safe.
00:21:53A diner.
00:21:54With my brother.
00:21:55And Evan.
00:21:56And a boy I don't even like.
00:21:58Why was that safe?
00:21:59Because nobody was scared of me.
00:22:01And were you scared of yourself?
00:22:03Always.
00:22:04That's where we start.
00:22:06Come on.
00:22:07Get it together.
00:22:13Not now.
00:22:14I don't know.
00:22:15Not now.
00:22:16Hi.
00:22:17Hi.
00:22:17You look like shit.
00:22:19Yeah.
00:22:19You too.
00:22:20He's okay.
00:22:21As okay as he can be.
00:22:22Did he say anything?
00:22:23He said he didn't want you to wait for him.
00:22:25I'm waiting for him.
00:22:29Don't make it weird.
00:22:30I won't.
00:22:31I heard about Mason.
00:22:32Yeah.
00:22:32You okay?
00:22:33No.
00:22:34Yeah.
00:22:34Me neither actually.
00:22:35Why?
00:22:36I don't know.
00:22:36I keep thinking about how everything could have gone differently.
00:22:38That's a big sentence.
00:22:40I have a lot of regrets.
00:22:41Is this allowed?
00:22:42Sit down, Caleb.
00:22:43This table got dramatic.
00:22:45I'm in.
00:22:46How do you feel about what you did to Evan?
00:22:47I isolated him.
00:22:48I told the whole team to ignore him.
00:22:50Why?
00:22:50Because I wanted him to myself.
00:22:52And how did that work for you?
00:22:54He was alone.
00:22:55And I was still alone.
00:22:56That's honest.
00:22:57It hurts.
00:22:58Good.
00:22:59That's where change starts.
00:23:03Look at you.
00:23:04Don't.
00:23:04You look like a mortgage.
00:23:06Thanks.
00:23:10First day at St. Anne's.
00:23:11You ready?
00:23:12I have no idea.
00:23:13That's fair.
00:23:14Are we sure about this?
00:23:16About what?
00:23:17The school.
00:23:18The money.
00:23:19All of it.
00:23:20Grandpa wired the tuition.
00:23:21It's done.
00:23:22That doesn't sound like grandpa.
00:23:23He likes the words Catholic school.
00:23:25He likes the words do not call me.
00:23:28Eat your toast, smart mouth.
00:23:29You got a girl?
00:23:30A boy.
00:23:32Cool.
00:23:32Is that cool?
00:23:33Should it not be?
00:23:35You're the first person here I've told.
00:23:37Well, now you've told someone.
00:23:38World didn't end.
00:23:39Apparently.
00:23:39What's his name?
00:23:40Evan.
00:23:41Evan got a friend?
00:23:42Several.
00:23:43Excellent.
00:23:45You text me if anything is weird.
00:23:47Define weird.
00:23:48Anything.
00:23:49I'll text you.
00:23:50Have a good day.
00:23:58Change doesn't happen all at once.
00:24:01It happens in the small moments.
00:24:03The moments you choose to stay instead of run.
00:24:07I'm staying.
00:24:09Mind if I sit?
00:24:10Sure.
00:24:11You're new?
00:24:12Yes.
00:24:12You don't talk much?
00:24:13Not really.
00:24:14Cool.
00:24:15Me neither.
00:24:17Okay.
00:24:18Okay.
00:24:20Okay.
00:24:31Evan.
00:24:33You said practice.
00:24:35Can we not do this here?
00:24:38Where do you do practice that smells like fabric softener?
00:24:44No.
00:24:45Since when?
00:24:46Since the beginning.
00:24:47Since when, Noah?
00:24:48Three years.
00:24:49Three years.
00:24:50I was going to tell you.
00:24:51When?
00:24:51When it was safe.
00:24:52Safe for who?
00:24:53The tuition.
00:24:55St. Anna's grandpa didn't send a dime, did he?
00:24:56No.
00:24:57You.
00:24:58Yes.
00:24:58Why didn't you tell me?
00:24:59Because you would have tried to share it.
00:25:00That's what brothers do.
00:25:01You shouldn't have to.
00:25:02That isn't your call.
00:25:04I need to walk.
00:25:04Evan.
00:25:06Evan.
00:25:09Three years.
00:25:10He never told me.
00:25:12He thought I couldn't carry it.
00:25:28I was going to find you.
00:25:30Eventually.
00:25:30I just wanted to be worth finding.
00:25:33And are you?
00:25:34Closer.
00:25:37Can we meet?
00:25:38Yes.
00:25:39Ten.
00:25:40The little place on 5th.
00:25:42I'll be there.
00:25:47Don't ruin this.
00:25:58Hi.
00:25:59Hi.
00:26:00Tea for him.
00:26:00You remembered.
00:26:02I remember everything about you.
00:26:04I missed you.
00:26:05I missed you.
00:26:06Every day.
00:26:06Don't do anything dramatic with that information.
00:26:09No promises.
00:26:10So what do you do all day?
00:26:11In there.
00:26:12Therapy.
00:26:13Eat.
00:26:13Sleep.
00:26:14Therapy again.
00:26:15Does it help?
00:26:16Some days.
00:26:18Today it did.
00:26:22Talk.
00:26:25I dropped out after mom went into rehab.
00:26:27I figured.
00:26:28I told you football kept me busy.
00:26:30I didn't want you to know I was working at a fast food counter.
00:26:33Why?
00:26:34Because I wanted you to think one of us still got to be normal.
00:26:37Noah.
00:26:39I wanted you to have private school.
00:26:41A chance.
00:26:42At what cost?
00:26:44Mine.
00:26:45That's not how this works.
00:26:46I know that now.
00:26:47Do you?
00:26:49I was so scared of losing you that I forgot you're still here.
00:26:52Together.
00:26:53Or it doesn't work.
00:26:55Together.
00:26:56Quit one job.
00:26:57Take a class.
00:26:58You need a life.
00:26:58Listen to you.
00:26:59Took years.
00:27:00Even.
00:27:01I'm sorry.
00:27:02I know.
00:27:03I'm still angry.
00:27:04I know.
00:27:05Good.
00:27:06I'll wait.
00:27:07I know.
00:27:07Better than I thought.
00:27:09How there?
00:27:11Proud of me?
00:27:13Don't make it weird.
00:27:15Too late.
00:27:16Saturday.
00:27:17Park.
00:27:18The bench by the fountain.
00:27:20I'll be there.
00:27:30You haven't moved in 20 minutes.
00:27:32That's not true.
00:27:33I blinked.
00:27:33Dramatic.
00:27:35He texted Mason.
00:27:37Who did?
00:27:37Evan.
00:27:38How do you know?
00:27:39Judy told me.
00:27:41You're still talking to Juded?
00:27:42He's a pest.
00:27:43He's relentless.
00:27:44Sounds familiar.
00:27:45You okay?
00:27:46No.
00:27:46Want to talk about it?
00:27:47No.
00:27:48I was awful to him.
00:27:49To Evan.
00:27:49To everyone.
00:27:50You weren't awful.
00:27:51I tried to blackmail No Mercer in a fast food restaurant.
00:27:54Okay, that one wasn't great.
00:27:56I want to apologize.
00:27:57Then do it.
00:27:57He won't want to hear it.
00:27:58Probably not.
00:27:59Do it anyway.
00:28:00You're a good person, Caleb.
00:28:01I'm an okay person who likes you for some reason.
00:28:05How did you get in?
00:28:06Claimed I'm your cousin.
00:28:08We don't even look similar.
00:28:09Staff didn't care.
00:28:10What do you want?
00:28:12I'm here to apologize.
00:28:13All the mistakes I made.
00:28:15Quite a few things.
00:28:16Far more than that.
00:28:17You look worn out.
00:28:18I'm exhausted.
00:28:20You alright?
00:28:20Not really.
00:28:21Trying to fix it?
00:28:23Yes.
00:28:24I still hold a grudge.
00:28:25I get it.
00:28:26But I get your words.
00:28:28That's enough for me.
00:28:29I need time.
00:28:30Take all you need.
00:28:32You owe others apologies too.
00:28:33I know.
00:28:34Two people.
00:28:35Thanks for hearing me out.
00:28:37Snow White.
00:28:39Cinderella.
00:28:40Sleeping Beauty.
00:28:41You've never seen any of them?
00:28:42Childhood was never ours at home.
00:28:44Tonight you do.
00:28:45This is happening?
00:28:46This is happening.
00:28:50Hi.
00:28:51I have to go in.
00:28:53On a Friday?
00:28:54Have fun.
00:28:54Drive safely.
00:28:56You okay?
00:28:57Mom's worse.
00:28:58She takes it out on me.
00:28:59You can stay here whenever.
00:29:02I might take you up on that.
00:29:04He talks about you, you know?
00:29:05Mason?
00:29:06Always talking about you non-stop.
00:29:08Stop.
00:29:09Make me.
00:29:12Out.
00:29:13I'm not here for a fight.
00:29:14I don't care why you're here.
00:29:14Out.
00:29:16I came to apologize.
00:29:18You're kidding.
00:29:19No.
00:29:20You blackmailed me.
00:29:21I know.
00:29:22You yelled at my brother on my porch.
00:29:23I know.
00:29:24You un-talk.
00:29:26I was a wreck.
00:29:27Dragging you, Evan, everyone down.
00:29:29I don't seek forgiveness.
00:29:30Only to confess to you.
00:29:33Okay.
00:29:33Okay?
00:29:34Okay.
00:29:35Heard.
00:29:36For what it's worth, Evan's a good person.
00:29:38I know.
00:29:39He deserves better than all of us.
00:29:41I know that too.
00:29:44Kid grew up.
00:29:48You can sit, Mason.
00:29:51You came.
00:29:52I said I would.
00:29:54People say things.
00:29:55I don't.
00:29:56Therapy is annoying.
00:29:58Is it working?
00:29:59That's the annoying part.
00:30:00I have something to say.
00:30:02Okay?
00:30:02Early last year, I told the football team to shun you.
00:30:06The whole school followed.
00:30:07I figured part of it.
00:30:08I told them to have you all to myself someday.
00:30:10You isolated me?
00:30:11Yes.
00:30:11For months?
00:30:12Yes.
00:30:13That's among the worst things done to me.
00:30:14I know.
00:30:15Why are you telling me now?
00:30:16Because my therapist said honesty was the start of being someone you could love back.
00:30:21That's not fair to put on me.
00:30:22I'm not asking you to love me back.
00:30:24I'm asking you to know what I did and decide what to do with it.
00:30:27I want to be angry.
00:30:29Be angry.
00:30:30I am angry.
00:30:31I know.
00:30:32And I missed you.
00:30:33Both can be true.
00:30:35Both are true.
00:30:36I need time.
00:30:37You can have all of it.
00:30:38And space.
00:30:39Whatever you need.
00:30:39And honesty.
00:30:40From now on.
00:30:41Always.
00:30:42Always.
00:30:44Then we can start.
00:30:45Start what?
00:30:46Whatever this is going to be.
00:30:49Okay.
00:30:54You walked here?
00:30:55I needed the air.
00:30:56Come in.
00:30:58Come in.
00:31:06You look better.
00:31:07I look skinny.
00:31:08Skinny and better.
00:31:10I came to apologize.
00:31:11Oh.
00:31:12For everything.
00:31:12The team.
00:31:13Pulling you into my mess.
00:31:14Almost letting you take the fall for the lock.
00:31:16You didn't let me.
00:31:17I almost did.
00:31:17Almost is doing a lot of work in that sentence.
00:31:20I missed you.
00:31:21I'm right here.
00:31:22I know.
00:31:23That's what I missed.
00:31:25Sap.
00:31:26Don't tell anyone.
00:31:27Too late.
00:31:28Riley already knows you're a sap.
00:31:30You and Riley?
00:31:32We're a thing.
00:31:33A thing.
00:31:34A me and him kind of thing.
00:31:36He better treat you right.
00:31:37He's working on it.
00:31:38That's all anyone can do.
00:31:40He apologized to me.
00:31:43Mason?
00:31:44Yes.
00:31:45Show off.
00:31:46You should call him.
00:31:47You should.
00:31:49I won't.
00:31:50You will.
00:31:51I might.
00:31:53Brave boy.
00:31:55Hello.
00:31:55It's me.
00:31:56I'm sorry.
00:31:57I don't do that.
00:31:57Are we okay?
00:31:58We're not friends.
00:31:59Fair.
00:31:59But we're not enemies.
00:32:00That's more than I deserve.
00:32:02Probably.
00:32:02Take care of Caleb.
00:32:03I will.
00:32:04Take care of yourself too.
00:32:05You too.
00:32:09Stir clockwise.
00:32:11Clockwise.
00:32:12That is the same direction.
00:32:15Then commit to one.
00:32:20You brought a pie.
00:32:21The therapist said gestures matter.
00:32:23The therapist sounds tired.
00:32:24She is.
00:32:25Hail.
00:32:26Mercer.
00:32:27You brought pie.
00:32:28Yes.
00:32:28What kind?
00:32:29Apple.
00:32:30Acceptable.
00:32:30Truce achieved through baked goods.
00:32:32We should write this down.
00:32:34Sit.
00:32:34Before something burns.
00:32:37You go to therapy?
00:32:38Yes.
00:32:39Is it helping?
00:32:40Yes.
00:32:43Good.
00:32:46I'll help.
00:32:49That went better than I prepared for.
00:32:50He likes you more than he wants to.
00:32:52He hates me less than he wants to.
00:32:53Same thing.
00:32:54Can I tell you something honestly?
00:32:55Always.
00:32:57This is the first dinner in a year that has felt like a real one.
00:32:59For me too.
00:33:31Therapy day?
00:33:33Good luck.
00:33:34Hiding in a chapel.
00:33:36Glamour-y-ous?
00:33:38Trying to think about us.
00:33:40Take your time.
00:33:42Mason.
00:33:43I'm scared.
00:33:45Me too.
00:33:45I'm scared of everything.
00:33:47I'm just loud about it.
00:33:48We're okay.
00:33:54That was not a disaster.
00:33:56Not a disaster.
00:33:58He said we're okay.
00:33:59He said we're okay.
00:34:05This one stays.
00:34:10I won't ruin this.
00:34:17You're quiet today.
00:34:19Is that okay?
00:34:20It's nice.
00:34:24You did that on purpose.
00:34:25Did what?
00:34:26Slow down.
00:34:28I'd slow down for any reason if it meant more time with you.
00:34:31Stop.
00:34:33Make me.
00:34:35You sound like Jude.
00:34:36That is the worst thing you have ever said to me.
00:34:39I told my school counselor about you.
00:34:41Oh no.
00:34:43She asked if my friend was my boyfriend.
00:34:46And you said?
00:34:47I said he's complicated.
00:34:49Brutal.
00:34:50She said complicated isn't a relationship status.
00:34:53She's not wrong.
00:34:54What are we, Mason?
00:34:57Whatever you want us to be.
00:34:58That's a coward's answer.
00:34:59I want to be your boyfriend.
00:35:01I have wanted that for a year.
00:35:02I will say it as many times as you need.
00:35:05Not yet.
00:35:05But not no.
00:35:07I can work with not no.
00:35:09Don't make me regret this.
00:35:11Never.
00:35:12Never.
00:35:18So boring hanging around.
00:35:20What?
00:35:21Oh no.
00:35:22Hi.
00:35:23Not Maya's idea.
00:35:24All his ideas.
00:35:24Lies.
00:35:25You followed us.
00:35:28Pure coincidence.
00:35:30Jude.
00:35:30I want snacks.
00:35:31He's lonely.
00:35:32I'm fine alone.
00:35:33He isn't.
00:35:40For what?
00:35:43For dragging you along on a stakeout.
00:35:46You did not drag me.
00:35:47I drove.
00:35:48You let yourself be dragged.
00:35:51Admit it.
00:35:51You were curious.
00:35:53About my brother and your brother?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:54That qualifies as legal supervision.
00:35:58You're the most rule-abiding person I've met.
00:36:01That was not a compliment.
00:36:09Jude.
00:36:10Yes?
00:36:11You know I'm older.
00:36:13Statistically true.
00:36:14By a lot.
00:36:15By a couple of years.
00:36:16By enough.
00:36:20You should focus on senior year.
00:36:23College.
00:36:24Friends your age.
00:36:26You think I don't know what I want?
00:36:28I think you don't know yet.
00:36:31Then teach me.
00:36:34That is exactly the wrong answer.
00:36:35Why?
00:36:41Good night, Jude.
00:36:55Hey.
00:36:56Hey.
00:36:57Couldn't sleep.
00:36:58Me neither.
00:37:01I've been thinking about something.
00:37:02Be my boyfriend.
00:37:03Officially.
00:37:04On purpose.
00:37:05In words.
00:37:07Yes.
00:37:09Yes?
00:37:09Yes, Mason.
00:37:11Yes.
00:37:11Like for real?
00:37:12I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it.
00:37:15Okay.
00:37:16Same.
00:37:17Good night, boyfriend.
00:37:19Good night, boyfriend.
00:37:27What did I just do?
00:37:31Mason and I are official.
00:37:36If he hurts you, I am still allowed to break him.
00:37:39Noted.
00:37:39You're not mad?
00:37:40No, kid.
00:37:41He's not the worst version of himself anymore.
00:37:43That counts.
00:37:45Get some sleep.
00:37:47I was wondering when you'd call.
00:37:48Your brother officially has a boyfriend.
00:37:50I know.
00:37:51He called me right after.
00:37:52Of course he did.
00:37:53Don't be jealous.
00:37:54Good night, Jed.
00:37:55Good night, Mr. Mercer.
00:37:58You look weird today.
00:38:00Thanks.
00:38:01Like glowing weird.
00:38:02Stop.
00:38:02You have a boyfriend.
00:38:07How?
00:38:08Glowing weird.
00:38:09I have a sister.
00:38:10I know the symptoms.
00:38:11Maybe.
00:38:12Tell him congrats on getting the school's most popular guy.
00:38:14You're in a uniform too.
00:38:16I'm still less distant than you.
00:38:18His name is Mason.
00:38:19Mason.
00:38:20Strong name.
00:38:21He's complicated.
00:38:22Of course he is.
00:38:23He's also good.
00:38:23Now.
00:38:24You got a girl?
00:38:25A boy.
00:38:27Cool.
00:38:27Is that cool?
00:38:29Should it not be?
00:38:31You're the first person here I've told.
00:38:32Well, now you've told someone.
00:38:33Well, it didn't end.
00:38:34Apparently.
00:38:35Mason and Evan are official.
00:38:36I know.
00:38:37How do you know everything before me?
00:38:38Evan told Riley.
00:38:39Riley told me.
00:38:40Network leak.
00:38:41Sorry.
00:38:41Want gossip back?
00:38:42Always.
00:38:43Riley and I are official too.
00:38:44Wait.
00:38:45Wait.
00:38:46Use the word official.
00:38:47I will tell three people max.
00:38:49Jude.
00:38:49Fine.
00:38:49Zero people.
00:38:50I'm so happy for you.
00:38:51Yeah?
00:38:52Yes.
00:38:52You deserve a loud one.
00:38:53He's loud.
00:38:54Perfect.
00:38:55Perfect.
00:39:04This is weird.
00:39:05Yes.
00:39:08We agreed to do this.
00:39:10We agreed under emotional duress applied by my boyfriend.
00:39:13You wanted to come.
00:39:14I tolerated coming.
00:39:17First to lose buys ice cream.
00:39:19Deal.
00:39:26I am unfamiliar with the laws of physics.
00:39:28It's okay.
00:39:29It's not okay.
00:39:30I'll teach you.
00:39:31Oh no.
00:39:32You are cute.
00:39:35This is unfair.
00:39:36What is?
00:39:37You.
00:39:39We are leaving immediately.
00:39:41You were being cute just five minutes ago.
00:39:42I'm never cute.
00:39:45This is rigged.
00:39:46You bowled three strikes, dude.
00:39:49And then I peeked.
00:39:51I mean, come on.
00:39:58We're really doing this.
00:40:01Doing what?
00:40:02Being normal.
00:40:04For tonight.
00:40:05I'll take it.
00:40:13Your son is here.
00:40:14Send him in.
00:40:15You wanted to see me.
00:40:17Yes.
00:40:17For what?
00:40:19I wanted to tell you I'm doing better.
00:40:21The home is still working out?
00:40:22The therapy is.
00:40:23And?
00:40:24I'm not asking to come back.
00:40:25Then what are you asking for?
00:40:26I'm asking if you'd like to know me.
00:40:29As a person.
00:40:30Now.
00:40:31Mason, I do not have time for this.
00:40:33Okay.
00:40:33Don't be dramatic.
00:40:34I'm not.
00:40:35Mom, I forgive you anyway.
00:40:43Hey.
00:40:44She said she didn't have time.
00:40:45Where to?
00:40:45Where are you?
00:40:46I don't know.
00:40:47Walking.
00:40:48Class ends in 20 minutes.
00:40:48Wait at the corner.
00:40:50Okay.
00:40:50Evan.
00:40:55I forgave her anyway.
00:40:57I know.
00:40:59That's supposed to feel good.
00:41:01It will.
00:41:02Eventually.
00:41:03What do I do until then?
00:41:04You let other people love you instead.
00:41:06That sounds like a self-help book.
00:41:09Good.
00:41:10Because I mean every word of it.
00:41:12I'm an excellent boyfriend.
00:41:14You really are.
00:41:15The best one I've ever had.
00:41:16I'm always here.
00:41:21Hi, Mom.
00:41:22Hello, sweetheart.
00:41:23How are you?
00:41:24Good days and bad days.
00:41:26Today is a good day.
00:41:27That's great.
00:41:28Is your brother there?
00:41:30Yeah.
00:41:32Mom.
00:41:33Hi, baby.
00:41:35How are you?
00:41:36Better.
00:41:37You?
00:41:38Working.
00:41:39Always.
00:41:40Yeah.
00:41:41Noah.
00:41:42I'm proud of you.
00:41:43I don't know what to do with that.
00:41:45Just hear it.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:46I love you, Noah.
00:41:49I love you, too.
00:41:52Mom?
00:41:53He's still there?
00:41:55He just left the kitchen.
00:41:56Good.
00:41:57I needed to say it before he could.
00:41:59You said the right thing.
00:42:01I'm trying.
00:42:06Hey.
00:42:07She said proud.
00:42:08I heard.
00:42:09Why does that hurt so much?
00:42:10You don't have to be strong right now.
00:42:11You sound like Jude.
00:42:12He stole that line from me.
00:42:18I don't know how to be okay.
00:42:20You don't have to be okay.
00:42:21You just have to stay.
00:42:25That's what close friends are for.
00:42:30You two are cute.
00:42:33You did not even hesitate it.
00:42:35Should I have?
00:42:35A year ago, you would have looked at her like she'd thrown a knife.
00:42:37A year ago, I would have looked at you the same way.
00:42:40Romantic.
00:42:41Honest.
00:42:44Get a room.
00:42:48I already got one.
00:42:49Thanks.
00:42:52That could have gone badly.
00:42:54Could have.
00:42:55You weren't scared?
00:42:56I was scared.
00:42:58Then why?
00:42:59Because you were scared too.
00:43:00And I'd rather be scared with you than safe alone.
00:43:03Stop saying things like that.
00:43:04Make me.
00:43:06There.
00:43:07Happy now?
00:43:08Worth it.
00:43:08That was definitely worth it.
00:43:10You're blushing.
00:43:11Shut up.
00:43:12This face.
00:43:14I barely recognize it anymore.
00:43:16I don't know.
00:43:17I don't have time for this.
00:43:19What am I even doing?
00:43:22Maybe.
00:43:23Maybe just one call.
00:43:26Come on, Victoria.
00:43:27You can do this.
00:43:29Hello.
00:43:29I need help.
00:43:31I need to make an appointment.
00:43:32For therapy.
00:43:33Yes, for myself.
00:43:36I actually did it.
00:43:38Maybe I'm not too broken.
00:43:40One step.
00:43:41That's all it takes.
00:43:44You sure you don't want to wait until you have a roommate?
00:43:46I'm sure.
00:43:47Rents due the first of every month.
00:43:48I know.
00:43:49Therapy continues weekly.
00:43:50I know.
00:43:51Call if anything goes sideways.
00:43:52I will.
00:43:53Good luck, Hale.
00:43:55For everything.
00:44:02House warming.
00:44:03Why is it the size of a small child?
00:44:04Because love is enormous.
00:44:07You need a couch.
00:44:08I will get a couch.
00:44:08And curtains.
00:44:09I will get curtains.
00:44:10And a personality.
00:44:11I'm cutting you out of the will.
00:44:12You don't have a will.
00:44:13You have a house plant.
00:44:14He's not wrong.
00:44:16I have things to do.
00:44:17You have nothing to do.
00:44:19I have everything to do.
00:44:21None of it here.
00:44:22Your apartment's ugly.
00:44:23I love it.
00:44:23Get out.
00:44:24Going.
00:44:25Does it feel real?
00:44:27Almost.
00:44:28My brick wall.
00:44:29A great view.
00:44:30Stop.
00:44:31Make me.
00:44:33I'm proud of you.
00:44:35Why are you here?
00:44:36I don't know.
00:44:37That's honest.
00:44:38My son told me he forgave me.
00:44:39How did that make you feel?
00:44:42Like I didn't deserve it.
00:44:43Why?
00:44:44Because I've been a terrible mother.
00:44:46That's a start.
00:44:46I don't know how to do this.
00:44:48That's why you're here.
00:44:49Looking at trade school night classes.
00:44:51Yeah?
00:44:52Mechanic program.
00:44:53Two nights a week.
00:44:54That's actually happening?
00:44:55If I quit one of the jobs,
00:44:57you're quitting one of the jobs?
00:44:59Apparently you outrank me now.
00:45:00I always have.
00:45:02It's tight.
00:45:02But I think I can do it.
00:45:04We can do it.
00:45:05Evan.
00:45:05I have a part-time job interview Friday.
00:45:07What?
00:45:08A law office.
00:45:08Answering phones.
00:45:09Filing.
00:45:10Evan.
00:45:10It's good money.
00:45:11And I want to.
00:45:11You're 16.
00:45:12I'm 17 in two months.
00:45:13You are a literal child.
00:45:14I'm a person who is doing this.
00:45:16Okay.
00:45:17Okay.
00:45:18Okay.
00:45:19We do this together.
00:45:20Together.
00:45:22How was your week?
00:45:24Quiet.
00:45:25Did you reach out to your sons?
00:45:26No.
00:45:27Why not?
00:45:28I don't know what to say.
00:45:30You could start with I'm sorry.
00:45:32I'm not sure I have the right-
00:45:33That's not how it works.
00:45:34Apologies aren't about rights.
00:45:35They're about honesty.
00:45:38I hurt them.
00:45:39Yes.
00:45:39Both of them.
00:45:40Start with one.
00:45:41Write a letter.
00:45:42A letter?
00:45:42Yes.
00:45:43Just to Mason.
00:45:44Start there.
00:45:45Hey.
00:45:47Walk with me.
00:45:48Properly.
00:45:49You sure?
00:45:50I've never been more sure of anything in my life.
00:45:53See?
00:45:53Yeah.
00:45:55Will you eat actual food today or just coffee?
00:45:58I'll try.
00:46:03You've got a boyfriend.
00:46:05Why does everyone always know within the first hour?
00:46:07Okay.
00:46:08You're hanging a Polaroid of him before you've hung your own clothes.
00:46:12Fair.
00:46:13Here at this school?
00:46:14Across town.
00:46:15Long distance.
00:46:16Short distance with traffic.
00:46:17You good?
00:46:18Better than good.
00:46:22I'm officially moved in.
00:46:24Pictures.
00:46:25Tell Dev I said hi.
00:46:26He says you sound made up.
00:46:28Tell him to come over and verify.
00:46:34You've been staring at that for an hour.
00:46:36I know.
00:46:37You want me to open it?
00:46:38No.
00:46:39You want me to leave?
00:46:40No.
00:46:41Then open it.
00:46:48Mason, I've never been a good parent to you.
00:46:51I want to try harder.
00:46:53I'll respect if you refuse.
00:46:55I am unreasonably yet truly proud of you.
00:46:57Mom.
00:46:58Wow.
00:46:59Yeah.
00:47:00Are you going to write back?
00:47:01I don't know.
00:47:02You don't have to decide now.
00:47:04I know.
00:47:06She's never said proud before.
00:47:08I know.
00:47:10Don't know how to deal with it.
00:47:11You needn't do anything.
00:47:13Why does forgiving feel so hard?
00:47:15Because it is.
00:47:18You take notes like a war crime?
00:47:21Excuse me?
00:47:22That handwriting is criminal in its perfection.
00:47:24I'm Maya.
00:47:26Evan.
00:47:27Evan, be my friend.
00:47:29Okay.
00:47:30Just like that?
00:47:30You said please?
00:47:32I like you.
00:47:33Boyfriend?
00:47:33Girlfriend?
00:47:34Person?
00:47:34No one?
00:47:35Boyfriend.
00:47:35On this campus?
00:47:36Off.
00:47:37That counts.
00:47:37That does not count.
00:47:38Anything that requires a bus counts.
00:47:43There is the smile.
00:47:45What's that?
00:47:46A letter.
00:47:47To Mason.
00:47:48Why not send it to him?
00:47:49What if he doesn't write back?
00:47:50Then he doesn't.
00:47:51But you'll have done your part.
00:47:52My other son.
00:47:53Jude.
00:47:54What about him?
00:47:55I don't know him.
00:47:56Whose fault is that?
00:47:57I'll write to him too.
00:47:59Good.
00:48:01Mom is being weird again.
00:48:02Come in.
00:48:03She asked about you.
00:48:05Define asked.
00:48:06She said your name without a sigh attached.
00:48:08Progress.
00:48:09She also asked if you were eating.
00:48:10What did you tell her?
00:48:11I told her you eat takeout in your apartment with your boyfriend like an adult.
00:48:14Subtle.
00:48:15Subtle.
00:48:15Did she write to you?
00:48:16No.
00:48:17I don't care.
00:48:18You do.
00:48:21Maybe.
00:48:21She's trying.
00:48:22With me at least.
00:48:23Good for her.
00:48:24Jude.
00:48:24I'm not ready.
00:48:25That's fair.
00:48:26Maybe someday.
00:48:28Someday.
00:48:31Mason.
00:48:32Mason.
00:48:33Almost done.
00:48:33You said that an hour ago.
00:48:35This time I mean it.
00:48:36Where are you going?
00:48:37Back to my dorm.
00:48:39Why?
00:48:39Because you don't notice when I'm in the room.
00:48:41Evan.
00:48:42I sat there for three hours, Mason.
00:48:44I have a midterm in two days.
00:48:45I know.
00:48:45Then why are we fighting?
00:48:46Because you said tonight was ours.
00:48:48And every week it's the same conversation.
00:48:51You're right.
00:48:52What?
00:48:53You're right.
00:48:53You can't just say I'm right and have the fight be over.
00:48:55Why not?
00:48:56Because I had a whole speech.
00:48:58Tell me the speech.
00:48:59I love you.
00:48:59I love you too.
00:49:00And I will not be the kind of boyfriend who waits in your living room while you become
00:49:03a doctor.
00:49:04Okay.
00:49:05I want to be in your life.
00:49:06Not on the side of it.
00:49:07You are not on the side of my life.
00:49:08You are the center.
00:49:09Then act like it.
00:49:10You're right.
00:49:11Stop saying I'm right.
00:49:12Then stop being right.
00:49:13One hour.
00:49:13From now.
00:49:14Phone in the drawer.
00:49:15Just us.
00:49:16Promise?
00:49:17Promise.
00:49:20That was our first real fight.
00:49:21It was a small one.
00:49:23We're getting better at this.
00:49:24Yes.
00:49:25Tell me about your day.
00:49:28What happened?
00:49:29I called Jude.
00:49:30How did it go?
00:49:32He didn't pick up.
00:49:34Did you leave a message?
00:49:35No.
00:49:36Why not?
00:49:36I didn't know what to say.
00:49:38You could say I'm sorry.
00:49:41I'll try again.
00:49:42Good.
00:49:46Baby.
00:49:47Hi, Mom.
00:49:50Where's Noah?
00:49:51Parking the car.
00:49:51He still drives that ancient thing?
00:49:53With great love.
00:49:59Noah.
00:50:04You both look so old.
00:50:06Thanks, Mom.
00:50:08You look good.
00:50:09Both of you.
00:50:10Tired.
00:50:11But good.
00:50:12I want to talk, Noah.
00:50:14About what?
00:50:15About what I did.
00:50:17You don't have to do this today.
00:50:19I do.
00:50:19I've been waiting to say this for a long time.
00:50:23I lost myself, Noah.
00:50:25And I let you carry what I should have carried.
00:50:27You especially.
00:50:28Mom.
00:50:29Let me say it.
00:50:30I'm sorry.
00:50:31For the drinking.
00:50:32The screaming.
00:50:34Making you the parent.
00:50:35I am so sorry.
00:50:37I know, Mom.
00:50:39You didn't ruin me.
00:50:41You did not cause any of this.
00:50:43I did.
00:50:44And I'm fixing it.
00:50:46I'm fixing it.
00:50:51We're going to be okay.
00:51:00Did you forget your apartment was the other direction?
00:51:03Can we come in?
00:51:04Yeah, sure.
00:51:06He insisted on coming over.
00:51:09Iced coffee?
00:51:10Yeah, that'd be great.
00:51:11I'm graduating.
00:51:13Congratulations.
00:51:15I keep thinking about all the stuff I did.
00:51:18I was a nightmare.
00:51:19I want my moment.
00:51:21We both were.
00:51:23I'm sorry.
00:51:25Yes.
00:51:26Not because I'm off to college.
00:51:28I saw you as a problem, not a person.
00:51:34You already apologized.
00:51:35On the phone.
00:51:36Phone doesn't count.
00:51:37Riley.
00:51:38Just let me say it.
00:51:39I was awful to you.
00:51:41I blamed you so I wouldn't have to blame myself.
00:51:43I used Evan and Noah to turn everyone against you.
00:51:46Noah.
00:51:47I tried to use Noah.
00:51:49Noah.
00:51:52We could have been friends.
00:51:54Maybe in another life.
00:51:56Maybe in this one.
00:51:58Maybe.
00:52:00This is the most emotionally mature thing I have ever witnessed in this group.
00:52:05Don't make it weird.
00:52:10You've been staring at that for an hour.
00:52:12I know.
00:52:13You want me to open it?
00:52:14No.
00:52:15You want me to leave?
00:52:17No.
00:52:18Then open it.
00:52:21Mason, I've never been good at being your mom, but I want to try.
00:52:24If you don't want that, I understand.
00:52:26I have no right to be proud of you, but I am.
00:52:28Wow.
00:52:29Yeah.
00:52:29Are you going to write back?
00:52:30I don't know.
00:52:32She's never said proud before.
00:52:34You don't have to do anything.
00:52:37Why does forgiveness feel like work?
00:52:39Because it is.
00:52:42It is.
00:52:49Mom wrote you a letter?
00:52:50Yeah.
00:52:51She wrote you?
00:52:52She wrote me.
00:52:52Did she wrote me?
00:52:55I don't know.
00:52:56Of course not.
00:52:57I'm sorry.
00:52:59It's fine.
00:53:02Can I come over?
00:53:03Yes.
00:53:04Just to sit on your couch?
00:53:06Yes.
00:53:07Not anything.
00:53:07I know.
00:53:10You came.
00:53:11I came.
00:53:12Come in?
00:53:15Water?
00:53:16No.
00:53:17You read the letter?
00:53:18Yes.
00:53:21Did you bring an answer?
00:53:23I brought myself.
00:53:26That is more than I deserve.
00:53:27Probably.
00:53:28I've been seeing someone.
00:53:30A man?
00:53:31A therapist.
00:53:32You said therapy never worked.
00:53:34I lied.
00:53:35I never went.
00:53:36She told me to write the letter.
00:53:38The therapist?
00:53:39What do you want?
00:53:40To be your mother.
00:53:41You haven't been.
00:53:42I know.
00:53:43But you're still my son.
00:53:45I won't pretend.
00:53:46I'm not asking you to.
00:53:46I won't forget.
00:53:47I'm not asking you to.
00:53:48Then what?
00:53:48Let me try.
00:53:51Once a month?
00:53:52Once a month.
00:53:52Coffee?
00:53:53A walk?
00:53:53Something small?
00:53:54Yes.
00:53:54Write to Jude too?
00:53:55I already did.
00:53:56You did?
00:53:57Yesterday.
00:54:05I have to go.
00:54:06I know.
00:54:08Mom?
00:54:09Yes?
00:54:11Don't make me regret this.
00:54:13I will try not to.
00:54:15She'll be here.
00:54:16She promised.
00:54:17I know.
00:54:17She's never missed anything.
00:54:18I'm not worried.
00:54:23Riley Quinn.
00:54:24Come on up.
00:54:39Hi, graduate.
00:54:41Hi.
00:54:43Hi.
00:54:47What are you doing here?
00:54:48Why would you drive all the way here?
00:54:49We're a quirky crew stuck together.
00:54:51Like it or not, you're one of us.
00:54:53You came too.
00:54:55It's 20 minutes, Riley.
00:54:56Don't make it a thing.
00:54:58Still.
00:54:59It's still something.
00:55:00You didn't have to.
00:55:02Stop it.
00:55:03We didn't say anything.
00:55:06You're being nice.
00:55:07It's weird.
00:55:07Stop.
00:55:08I refuse.
00:55:09Deal with it.
00:55:10I refuse.
00:55:10I refuse.
00:55:10I refuse.
00:55:12Deal with it.
00:55:12I refuse.
00:55:14Congratulations, Riley.
00:55:15Thanks.
00:55:15I mean it.
00:55:16I am going to cry.
00:55:17I can feel it coming.
00:55:18Someone stop me.
00:55:19Do not cry.
00:55:19Not here.
00:55:20Not now.
00:55:21You'll set me off too.
00:55:24We need a group name.
00:55:26A what?
00:55:26A group name.
00:55:27We are clearly a group.
00:55:28No.
00:55:28Absolutely not.
00:55:29What about the disasters?
00:55:30That is too accurate.
00:55:31Painfully accurate.
00:55:32Let's call us the people who did not kill each other.
00:55:34The survivors?
00:55:35Too long for a hashtag.
00:55:36We are not getting a hashtag.
00:55:42What?
00:55:42When?
00:55:43Is she okay?
00:55:44Can't.
00:55:45Last break.
00:55:47Yeah.
00:55:48Yeah.
00:55:49I'll come.
00:55:52What's wrong?
00:55:53My sister.
00:55:55Oh, no.
00:55:56Mom wants me home.
00:55:57Then go home.
00:55:58It's three states away, Riley.
00:56:01I'll come with you.
00:56:02Riley.
00:56:03What?
00:56:03You don't have to.
00:56:05Hey.
00:56:05It's fine.
00:56:06Let's just pack up.
00:56:07Go get dressed.
00:56:13That's different.
00:56:14No, it isn't.
00:56:15What time are we leaving?
00:56:17First flight tomorrow.
00:56:18Then we pack tonight.
00:56:23I'm here.
00:56:24I know.
00:56:24Whatever happens.
00:56:25I know.
00:56:29Don't.
00:56:30For becoming somebody who would do this.
00:56:33You did that.
00:56:34Not me.
00:56:35Both.
00:56:35We did it together.
00:56:37I know.
00:56:38You came.
00:56:40Of course I came.
00:56:43You must be Riley.
00:56:45Yes, ma'am.
00:56:47Caleb has told me about you.
00:56:50Surprise.
00:56:54Thank you for coming.
00:56:56Of course.
00:56:58Allie's stable.
00:57:00She's going to be okay.
00:57:01The scare was worse than the situation.
00:57:03Come see her.
00:57:05We'll be right here.
00:57:06Took you long enough.
00:57:08I drove very fast.
00:57:09You flew.
00:57:10Same energy.
00:57:12You must be Riley.
00:57:14Hi.
00:57:15You're cute.
00:57:17Oh.
00:57:18Allie.
00:57:19What?
00:57:19He is.
00:57:20Read the room.
00:57:21The room is fine.
00:57:22The room is happy.
00:57:24The room is allowed to compliment your boyfriend.
00:57:28You are the actual best.
00:57:30I know.
00:57:35She liked you.
00:57:36She's 14, Caleb.
00:57:38Her opinion doesn't count.
00:57:39In our house, her opinion is law.
00:57:41Then I guess I passed the test.
00:57:42You passed.
00:57:44Caleb, yes.
00:57:45I love you.
00:57:46I know.
00:57:47That's not the right answer.
00:57:48I love you too.
00:57:50We are never moving again.
00:57:52You said that about the last apartment.
00:57:54I meant it more this time.
00:57:55We have a window.
00:57:57We have a real window.
00:57:58With a real view of a real other building.
00:58:01A king's view.
00:58:03Stop.
00:58:07Second house warming.
00:58:08I brought snacks.
00:58:09You two never eat properly.
00:58:10You are an angel.
00:58:11I am aware.
00:58:12I've been told.
00:58:14You two officially moved in together.
00:58:15This is huge.
00:58:17Yeah.
00:58:20You came.
00:58:22I lied.
00:58:23I figured something would need fixing.
00:58:25Many things need fixing.
00:58:26Most things, actually.
00:58:34This is what I always wanted.
00:58:36Pizza on a floor?
00:58:38A room with all my favorite people in it.
00:58:41He has not named anyone.
00:58:43You are one of the favorite people.
00:58:45Vindicated.
00:58:53I'm proud of you both.
00:58:55Don't.
00:58:56Hear it.
00:58:59Okay.
00:59:00You are putting too much vanilla in.
00:59:01You cannot put too much vanilla in.
00:59:03Yes, you can.
00:59:04We can.
00:59:05Mason.
00:59:05It's scientifically proven.
00:59:07More vanilla eats more happiness.
00:59:08You and your fake science.
00:59:12That's him.
00:59:13Don't set off the fire alarm.
00:59:14No promises.
00:59:16Where is the cake?
00:59:17Pancakes first.
00:59:18I will accept this.
00:59:20You wrapped a thing?
00:59:22I wrapped wrapping.
00:59:23You hate wrapping.
00:59:24I do.
00:59:28Noah.
00:59:29It's not jewelry.
00:59:30It's a placeholder.
00:59:31A placeholder for what?
00:59:33For when you turn 21.
00:59:37You said wait until 20.
00:59:38I said come back at 20 and we talk.
00:59:40And?
00:59:42And I am asking you to wait one more year.
00:59:44Because I want to be the version of myself you actually deserve.
00:59:47I am almost there.
00:59:48Not quite.
00:59:49Noah.
00:59:50One more year.
00:59:51And then what?
00:59:52And then I take you on a real date.
00:59:54You are infuriating.
00:59:56I know.
00:59:56You make me wait years to get one date.
00:59:59I want it to be a real one.
01:00:01Promise?
01:00:03Promise.
01:00:10I am going to cry into pancake batter.
01:00:13Already in the batter, Mason.
01:00:14Then it is seasoned.
01:00:17Stop fidgeting.
01:00:18You are fidgeting.
01:00:19I am the older brother.
01:00:19I am allowed to fidget.
01:00:20That is not how this works.
01:00:22She's here.
01:00:24Hi.
01:00:25Hi, Mom.
01:00:26Welcome home.
01:00:28Grandparents really aren't coming back.
01:00:30They sold the place to me.
01:00:31You bought it?
01:00:32At a discount.
01:00:34They wanted it gone.
01:00:35You?
01:00:36With what money?
01:00:36I work.
01:00:39You bought a house?
01:00:41Slowly.
01:00:42For us.
01:00:43And me?
01:00:44For all of us.
01:00:45Now.
01:00:46Noah.
01:00:48Mom.
01:00:49I am sober nine months.
01:00:50We know.
01:00:51I will go to meetings four times a week.
01:00:54Okay.
01:00:54I will not bring a single drop of anything into this house.
01:00:58Okay.
01:00:58And if I slip?
01:00:59You will tell us?
01:01:00I will tell you.
01:01:01And we will help?
01:01:02You are too kinds to me.
01:01:04No.
01:01:04Noah.
01:01:05We did this together.
01:01:06You, me, Evan.
01:01:08We are still doing this.
01:01:09Together.
01:01:12How was it?
01:01:13Big.
01:01:14Good big or bad big?
01:01:15Good big.
01:01:16You crying?
01:01:17A little.
01:01:18Want me to come home?
01:01:19Yes.
01:01:20On my way.
01:01:21My mom was sober and home.
01:01:22My brother was my landlord.
01:01:24My boyfriend was coming home.
01:01:30Happy birthday.
01:01:31Hi.
01:01:32Yesterday was my birthday.
01:01:33It is still birthday week.
01:01:34That's not a real concept.
01:01:35It's for you.
01:01:36You're bad at flirting.
01:01:37I'm out of practice.
01:01:38By a few years?
01:01:39By many years.
01:01:40This is a real date.
01:01:41This is a real date.
01:01:43I waited a long time for this.
01:01:45I know.
01:01:47Are you going to make it worth it?
01:01:49I will spend my life trying.
01:01:52That is the worst pickup line I have ever heard.
01:01:55And it worked.
01:01:56It worked, Noah.
01:02:01Let me.
01:02:02I have a part-time job.
01:02:03This is the first one.
01:02:04I get the first one.
01:02:05And the next one?
01:02:06The next one is yours.
01:02:07Promise?
01:02:08Promise.
01:02:09You waited a year.
01:02:10So did I.
01:02:11Will you?
01:02:15I am still scared.
01:02:16I know.
01:02:17I am still going to be scared.
01:02:18I know.
01:02:19But I am here.
01:02:20That is all I asked for.
01:02:25Was that worth waiting for?
01:02:27Was it worth it for you?
01:02:29Every second.
01:02:30Then it was worth it for me too.
01:02:35Can you tell me the name of the muscle that elevates the scapula?
01:02:38The Leventer scapula.
01:02:39That kid is okay now.
01:02:40That kid made it.
01:02:41You good for Friday?
01:02:42Got plans.
01:02:44Boyfriend?
01:02:44Yeah.
01:02:47Today we are painting feelings.
01:02:49What if I don't have any feelings?
01:02:51Everyone has feelings.
01:02:53Some of us just paint them better.
01:02:58You memorize the play three times over.
01:03:01You'll be great.
01:03:02You are not going to come, are you?
01:03:04I am 100% going to come.
01:03:07You said football was for people with no inner life.
01:03:11Did I say that?
01:03:14Vertif.
01:03:15I was 20.
01:03:17A lot has changed.
01:03:19You are 22.
01:03:2022.
01:03:21Like what?
01:03:24I love you.
01:03:25For one.
01:03:26You loved me when you were 20.
01:03:28I loved you when I was 18.
01:03:30That long?
01:03:31That long.
01:03:31Why didn't you say it?
01:03:33I was a disaster.
01:03:34True.
01:03:37Recovering disaster.
01:03:39I will take it.
01:03:41Whoops.
01:03:42I'm early.
01:03:42Didn't mean to rush you.
01:03:43Yeah, you are.
01:03:44But it's all good.
01:03:45I'll just sit out in the hallway.
01:03:46No biggie.
01:03:46Take your time.
01:03:47Get in here, Mom.
01:03:48Don't be silly.
01:03:52You look well?
01:03:53I feel well.
01:03:54Med school?
01:03:55Last year.
01:04:00I had a son who is a doctor.
01:04:02You have a son who will be a doctor.
01:04:04Judah told me he saw you last week.
01:04:05He sees me every week.
01:04:06He told me.
01:04:07Mason, you have been kinder to me than I deserve.
01:04:10We agreed not to say that anymore.
01:04:11I forget.
01:04:13Try harder.
01:04:14Okay.
01:04:15I see your father sometimes.
01:04:16What?
01:04:17At a meeting.
01:04:18For survivors.
01:04:20You go to those?
01:04:21I do.
01:04:22Mom.
01:04:23He has not asked about you.
01:04:25I would not let him if he did.
01:04:26But he is sober.
01:04:28He is older.
01:04:29He looks like a tired stranger.
01:04:31I just thought you should know.
01:04:34You owe him nothing.
01:04:35No meeting.
01:04:35No forgiveness.
01:04:36Never.
01:04:37I know.
01:04:38But if you want to know how he looks these days, hit me up.
01:04:40I'll tell you everything.
01:04:41Okay.
01:04:44Drive safe.
01:04:45I will.
01:04:45Love you.
01:04:46Love you too.
01:04:50What?
01:04:52Nothing.
01:04:52That is not nothing.
01:04:53I'm thinking.
01:04:55Dangerous.
01:05:00You are being weird.
01:05:01I have been thinking about you.
01:05:02That is also dangerous.
01:05:03I am 23.
01:05:04Yes.
01:05:04You are 22.
01:05:05I am.
01:05:06We have been together five years.
01:05:07Mason.
01:05:07I am not asking you to marry me right now.
01:05:09I am asking you if one day, bigger apartment,
01:05:11me as a doctor, you as a lawyer, all of us in the same room because we won't let each
01:05:13other disappear.
01:05:14Yes or no, Evan?
01:05:16Are you proposing to propose?
01:05:18I am proposing to propose.
01:05:20Yes.
01:05:20Yes?
01:05:21Like for real?
01:05:22Yes.
01:05:23For real.
01:05:24I've been sure for years, Mason.
01:05:25I just, I had to ask.
01:05:28And I just answered.
01:05:29Yes.
01:05:30Yes.
01:05:31Yes.
01:05:31I am going to marry you one day.
01:05:34You are.
01:05:34On purpose.
01:05:35In words.
01:05:36In front of everyone.
01:05:37Yes.
01:05:38And we will be those people who are old together.
01:05:41Old and annoying.
01:05:43Old and annoying.
01:05:46Don't ever let me forget that this is real.
01:05:49Never.
01:05:52A toast.
01:05:53Quiet.
01:05:54To my boys.
01:05:55Mom.
01:05:56Both of them.
01:05:57To Noah, who held this family together when nobody asked him to.
01:06:01To Evan, who held his brother together when he could not do it himself.
01:06:04And to the people they brought home with them.
01:06:06Mason.
01:06:07Jude.
01:06:08Caleb.
01:06:08Riley.
01:06:09You are also my boys now.
01:06:10Stop.
01:06:11I am at a dinner table.
01:06:13She has not even gotten to the actual toast.
01:06:16The toast is to all of you.
01:06:18To being here.
01:06:19Together.
01:06:20Five years ago, I couldn't have imagined this room.
01:06:22Thank you for not giving up on me.
01:06:24Thank you for coming back.
01:06:26Okay, we are crying.
01:06:27Caleb, pass the rolls.
01:06:30You okay?
01:06:31I'm okay.
01:06:32Liar.
01:06:33I'm a lot of things.
01:06:35Good a lot of things?
01:06:36Yeah.
01:06:37Mason proposed to propose.
01:06:40What?
01:06:40He asked if one day he could ask.
01:06:42And I said yes.
01:06:46Evan.
01:06:47Don't cry.
01:06:48I'm not crying.
01:06:49You are crying.
01:06:50I am not crying.
01:06:52I am so happy for you.
01:06:53I know.
01:06:54You are sure.
01:06:55Five years sure.
01:06:57Then I am sure too.
01:06:59He is still on probation.
01:07:01Forever.
01:07:02Forever.
01:07:04Deal.
01:07:05Deal.
01:07:09It is a classic.
01:07:12How was the office?
01:07:13Long.
01:07:14We won the custody case.
01:07:16The little girl?
01:07:17She is going to her grandmother.
01:07:18Where she should be.
01:07:19You are a hero.
01:07:20I am a tired person who likes paperwork.
01:07:23Same thing.
01:07:24How were rounds?
01:07:25A kid threw up on me.
01:07:26Glamorous?
01:07:27I love it.
01:07:27I know.
01:07:29Diane sent leftovers.
01:07:31Mom is not allowed to send you to deliver leftovers.
01:07:34Noah is at the garage.
01:07:35I am the messenger.
01:07:36Have you set a date?
01:07:37Jude.
01:07:38You have been engaged for two years.
01:07:40Set a date.
01:07:40We will set a date.
01:07:41When?
01:07:42Eventually.
01:07:43That is the same answer mom uses about cleaning out the garage.
01:07:46Jude.
01:07:46I'm just saying.
01:07:48Tell me my fiance is not here annoying you.
01:07:50I am here annoying them.
01:07:52Sorry.
01:07:53He brought leftovers.
01:07:55Earn tolerance.
01:07:57Stay for dinner.
01:07:58We were always staying for dinner.
01:08:00He invited himself two hours ago.
01:08:02Are you happy?
01:08:03Hey yourself.
01:08:05This is nice.
01:08:07I love you.
01:08:08I know.
01:08:09You're impossible.
01:08:11That's why you love me.
01:08:12We are gathered here to witness two people who have already decided.
01:08:18Today is just the paperwork.
01:08:23Mason.
01:08:24Vows.
01:08:24I told you the first time we sat at a lunch table that I did not know why I was
01:08:28there.
01:08:28I know now.
01:08:29I showed up because deep inside my messy, fractured self, I could one day become someone
01:08:33worthy of staying beside you.
01:08:35You made me realize sharing is never losing.
01:08:38You helped me break free from my own shackles.
01:08:40I will spend the rest of my life trying to be the man you already think I am.
01:08:45I love you.
01:08:46I am yours.
01:08:47Forever.
01:08:49Heaven.
01:08:50For most of my life, I thought love meant being chosen.
01:08:53You taught me it meant being seen.
01:08:55You've taught me so much, Mason.
01:08:57You tried to shield me, and I found my own strength.
01:08:59And when you changed, I learned to truly believe in it all.
01:09:02You said you wanted to be a person worth sitting across from.
01:09:05You have been.
01:09:06For a long time.
01:09:08I will sit across from you for the rest of my life.
01:09:10Then by the power of the state, the city, and these people who love you both, I now pronounce
01:09:14you married.
01:09:15Kiss the boy!
01:09:22We did it.
01:09:23You keep saying that.
01:09:23Because I can't believe it.