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S46 E10
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00:00She's joking! I can't get it out!
00:01She's bradycarded.
00:02Is she okay?
00:03She arrested, but she's stable.
00:05I know that you blame yourself for what happened,
00:07but please don't let your guilt blind you to what is going on now.
00:11They are lying to you.
00:12They are lying to all of us.
00:14You can have the sofa, can I?
00:16Are you sure?
00:17You have an autoimmune disease reader.
00:19Alopecia areata.
00:20The most important thing right now is to have a support framework.
00:24Friends, family, talk to them.
00:26That man is one in a million.
00:29You only get one, Dylan.
00:48Yeah?
00:49Sorry, Dylan, I know your shift doesn't start for another hour,
00:51but I've got an overdose patient of some kind.
00:53I just wanted to get your opinion.
00:55Have you looked at Toxbase?
00:57Yeah, but the symptoms are so general.
00:59There's shortness of breath, nausea, dizziness, confusion, tachycardia.
01:04So, I mean, tell me, what was the appearance?
01:07How did you treat 100%?
01:08He's quite cyanotic.
01:11Quite a lot, actually, given his oxygen saturation.
01:14Yeah, so has he got any antibiotics?
01:19Or to local anesthetic or sodium nitrate?
01:25Thank you very much.
01:25No.
01:26Yeah, because that would fit with hemoglobinemia.
01:42I'm sorry.
01:45I'm sorry.
01:46You need to run a venous blood gas bell so it can be for a blue infusion.
01:51Yeah?
01:52And, yeah, I'll be there as soon as I can.
01:54Thanks, then.
01:57Thanks, honey!
02:14Hey.
02:25Hey. Has all I not called you back yet?
02:27No.
02:31Are you sure you're ready to go back?
02:33Oh, Ian, for the hundredth time, yes. I want to go back to work.
02:38Okay. Well, Pearl's going to be hungry. Do you want to feed her before you go?
02:42Well, there's plenty of express milk in the fridge.
02:44Even more in the freezer.
02:48Come on, Faith. We need to talk.
02:50Ian, there's nothing to talk about, is there? I am fine, okay?
02:54This is what's best for all of us.
03:09I'm sorry to pause you so early.
03:12It's really okay.
03:12We're quite low on the blood gas.
03:1452%.
03:14Uh, sorry. Say that again.
03:1752% of the blood gas. Are you okay?
03:20Yeah, no, I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. Sorry. I would repeat the blood gas every 30 minutes.
03:26Keep an eye on the Met. He will go be leveled.
03:29You're very well.
03:29Look at me!
03:30Sorry.
03:30Nothing. I just said thanks.
03:40Yeah, I'll...
03:44Dylan.
03:46I saw you drinking.
03:51Look at us, Mummy!
03:53Uh, did that mask not stop me while I was talking?
03:55You might as well need me.
03:55I'm not, uh, entirely sure where your mummy is, but I do know the other paramedics are looking
03:59after her, okay?
04:00What about Rio? He's little. He can't get out on his own.
04:03Rio, he's fine.
04:04He's absolutely fine.
04:05It's a really good job that Danny got you out, isn't it?
04:07I just saw the windows explode.
04:09Oh, you weren't already inside?
04:10Well, I was just walking up to the house, and then I heard Cara screaming.
04:13Very brave going in.
04:15Look, their mum split up with me about six months ago.
04:18It's been hard, isn't it, eh? Not seeing each other much.
04:22Look, she's gonna be all right.
04:23Can you just help her keep her mask on? Is that all right?
04:25Cara, keep your mask off.
04:26Cara, I'm gonna... I'm gonna give you a bit of pain relief.
04:29I'm just gonna go in the back here.
04:30Hey, look at me. You're gonna be fine.
04:36I couldn't believe what I was seeing.
04:38Have you been drinking this entire time?
04:40No.
04:42I don't know what happened last night,
04:43but it's the first time I've had a drink in a very long time.
04:46A drink?
04:46Well, obviously, it's more than just one drink.
04:48You were drunk.
04:49Yes, and... and now I'm hungover.
04:52Sorry to interrupt. Your pre-alert's just arrived.
04:57It's not funny. You're an alcoholic.
05:00Yeah, I know.
05:01Should you even be awake?
05:03Oh, Matthew, come on. It's not as bad as that.
05:05Why did you do it? I mean, I've been sober for so long.
05:07I don't know. I don't know.
05:08Look, can we not make more of this than we need to, all right?
05:11I tell you what, there's a... there's a meeting tonight, all right?
05:13I will go to that, and I will sort myself out, all right? I promise.
05:18What have we got?
05:19Where's my daughter?
05:20This is our pre-alert from the fire.
05:22Where's my daughter?
05:23We will fine for you, Kelly. I can promise you that.
05:26Okay, reach on to one, please.
05:28Nearly there. Nearly there.
05:31I've got to ask about my drinking, and...
05:34I mean, I can't lie.
05:35I just... I don't want to tell me to anyone else's case.
05:39I don't... just tell the truth.
05:40Look, I've got plenty of examples, both recent and historical, to prove that they were poisoning people.
05:46But mine's important, isn't it?
05:49Because Zack died.
05:51Yeah.
05:52Yeah, Zack's case is important.
05:54And I will be there with all the information, right next to you.
05:57And the tissues as well.
06:03Right, I'd better get in.
06:05But you just give me a call if you need anything, okay?
06:07Right.
06:08I'll see you in a bit.
06:09Bye.
06:09All right.
06:13Hiya, Ian. Yeah, Diane's daughter should be sorting it now.
06:15Er, no. No, that's... that's not what it's about, Jorday.
06:18Why? What is it?
06:20Okay, look, there's no easy way to say this, but...
06:22The group have decided that they need somebody else to speak for them tomorrow night.
06:27Someone else? What?
06:28Yeah, someone.
06:31Someone with a bit more authority.
06:32Yeah, someone who will be taken seriously, you know?
06:35Why wouldn't I be taken seriously, Ian?
06:38Is it because I'm just a nurse? Is that it?
06:40No.
06:41No, no.
06:43Look, he's out of my hands.
06:45Okay.
06:47But we still need the evidence that...
06:49Goldcliffe knew, though, so...
06:50Can you send a bit over as soon as you've got it?
06:54You all right with her?
06:55Yeah.
06:56Yeah, of course I am.
06:59You're going to be all right, honey.
07:01Okay, four, please.
07:03Okay, this is Kelly, 31.
07:05Gina saw her trying to escape the first floor window when the roof fell on her.
07:09Got a mixture of full and partial thickness food.
07:11Oh, yeah!
07:12In the car.
07:13Read it, set it, lift.
07:14What are you doing here?
07:15I rode in the ambulance with her.
07:16Are you there?
07:18Oh, yeah, and it's a good job I was.
07:19That's who, where are we?
07:20Oh, yeah.
07:21Oh, yeah.
07:24Is there something else still in the Buddha?
07:26Who's she talking about?
07:27No idea.
07:28He was you.
07:30You did this to me.
07:31She's crazy.
07:31Of course I didn't.
07:32No, I didn't.
07:33Why would I do this?
07:34Why would I put my kids in danger?
07:36Get them away from me.
07:37What is wrong with you?
07:38Why are you...
07:39Okay, er...
07:40Oh, my God.
07:41It's all right.
07:42Just do not touch me.
07:43I'll be back in a minute, yeah?
07:44It's all right.
07:44Just do not touch me, yeah?
07:45I'm not touching you, but you're up to me.
07:48Back in a minute, car, yeah?
07:51Is your chest feeling tighter and tighter?
07:56So...
07:58I'm concerned.
07:59I think it's the smoke inhalation that's causing the tightness across your chest.
08:03You're in operation, I suspect.
08:04Let's have some morphine here as quickly as we can, please.
08:06These 10 minutes more, Dylan, are you okay over there?
08:09Oh, you can finish the primary survey for me while I work out the fluid.
08:25Right, right, okay.
08:26Yeah, thanks.
08:31You okay?
08:33I'm fuming at Ian, you know.
08:35What can I do?
08:36Come on.
08:37Nothing.
08:39I've just got to get on with it, haven't I?
08:44All right, well, have a good day.
08:52Okay, Penny for your thoughts.
08:57I phoned Dylan for advice on a patient earlier, and he was spot on.
09:04Nice.
09:04Well played, Dylan.
09:06Yeah, yeah.
09:08Am I sensing some nervousness about the Cesar presentation later?
09:13A little bit, but it's not the presentation.
09:15I think I know the content, it's just, am I ready?
09:20Am I ready to be the one people call rather than the person calling, you know?
09:26Yeah.
09:27I'd call you.
09:29Every day.
09:34Right, so Mrs Cooper's waiting for a bed upstairs.
09:37Bed three and four needs scans and blood work.
09:40Bed one hasn't been seen at all.
09:42And we don't have a doctor.
09:44Yeah, that's about the size of it.
09:45This is Mick and Emily.
09:48They were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary with a hot air balloon ride.
09:52Oh.
09:53It crashed.
09:54That wasn't on the list.
09:56Emily has a major blood force trauma to the abdomen.
09:59Mick has a head injury and sustained brief loss of consciousness, so they're both going to need Rhesus 3.
10:03Mm-hm.
10:04Er, erm, actually, yep, here she is.
10:06Mrs Cooper's just coming out, so I'll head into Rhesus 3, can you please, thank you.
10:10So, Faith, it's your first day back.
10:12You're going to be OK with Rhesus?
10:13Yeah, yeah, I'll be fine.
10:14Sure?
10:15Yeah, I've got Siobhan.
10:17We'll manage.
10:18Like riding a bike, Faith.
10:22Listen, er, spag bol and a nice red tonight.
10:25My treat for letting me stay.
10:26I don't know what time I'm finishing.
10:28Don't get too excited.
10:30You're doing the washing up.
10:36Hi, Ben.
10:38Let's get started with you, then, shall we, Emily?
10:41First thing you need to know is that I'm dying.
10:45Hopefully not today.
10:47Ovarian cancer, stage 3.
10:52OK.
10:53Let's move you across, shall we?
10:58Well, that's bang out.
10:59You can't just chuck me out.
11:00My kids are in here.
11:00My son.
11:01I need to see my son.
11:02Yes, I understand that, sir.
11:04And if you ask at reception, the police will be around somewhere.
11:07Look, she can say what she likes.
11:09I would never hurt my kids.
11:12Excuse me.
11:13Excuse me.
11:14Listen, mate.
11:15Just stay away from your ex, all right?
11:17She obviously doesn't want you around.
11:25Hey, Matty.
11:26How was last night?
11:28Last night?
11:29Yeah, Dylan's speech.
11:30Was he happy you were there?
11:32Yeah, I didn't end up going, but, um, I catch the highlights.
11:40I'm back.
11:41How are you doing?
11:43She's been so brave with all the treatment.
11:46I've asked Emily's oncologist for a note.
11:48OK, great.
11:49Can you check CT for me, please?
11:52Right, Emily.
11:52I definitely think you've broken some ribs, but we're going to do some scans and make sure
11:56there's nothing else going on.
11:57OK?
11:57She landed hard.
11:59Don't fuss in, will you?
12:00I got off lightly.
12:02Hi, let's see you got off lightly.
12:04Right, you keep sucking on that and I'll get that shoulder back in place, OK?
12:09Tell me what made you want to go up in a hot air balloon ride, especially in your condition, Emily.
12:14It's on our list.
12:15When I first got ill, we made a bucket list.
12:18Everything we'd do if the tomorrows were endless.
12:22OK, keep sucking on that.
12:23Just a wee bit more.
12:28OK.
12:31I know, I know.
12:32Well done, well done, you.
12:34OK, how's that feel?
12:35Oh, it's better.
12:38Oh, it's much better.
12:40Can you wiggle your fingers for me, please?
12:42Still got much more to do.
12:46Climb the Eiffel Tower.
12:48Trek to Petra.
12:50Oh, here's a new one.
12:52What's this?
12:53Eat a...
12:55What is it?
12:56Cronauts.
12:56Whatever that is.
12:59I think we could all do with one of them right now.
13:05OK, right, let's get this thing on you.
13:10So I'm estimating her weight at 60 kilos and 50% coverage.
13:14So that is 12 litres of heart.
13:16That's 6 litres the first 8 hours from the time of the accident.
13:20The car's gone to CT.
13:21Oh, great.
13:21Can you stay with us?
13:22We need to catheterise here and monitor urine output.
13:23Look, I can't breathe.
13:25Sam.
13:26Sam.
13:28Try and save your energy.
13:31Sam.
13:31Sam.
13:32I'm struggling to breathe here.
13:32You need to intubate this.
13:33Let's have the profile, please, and the fentanyl as quickly as we can.
13:37Drugs, then?
13:38Yes.
13:43Hello?
13:46Yeah.
13:46I can visualise the court.
13:48That's good.
13:48OK.
13:50One hour.
13:51An hour of burns?
13:52Let's take it.
13:52We're in here.
13:53Let's check the end tidal CO2, please, when we can.
13:55Let's have the blood results.
13:56We've got the latest blood gas results.
13:59I don't know how that CO2 is.
14:01OK.
14:02We've got it in tidal.
14:06That's good.
14:07The acidosis isn't great.
14:08Can you take over here for me, Cam?
14:11I need to check those burns.
14:20OK.
14:20Let's do the escharose to be here, please.
14:26Up in there.
14:27Take a seat for me.
14:30Lovely.
14:32This is baby Arthur.
14:34Hi.
14:35Jessica, what's happened?
14:37If possible, can I have someone else treating him, please?
14:40Yeah?
14:41I'll take it from here.
14:50OK, why don't you tell me what's going on?
14:52So he's had a temperature for ages.
14:54And then last night it got really bad.
14:56And about an hour ago he just started seizing.
14:58All right.
14:58May I take a look?
14:59It's so beautiful.
15:01I'm just going to pop you on the bed.
15:03Can you stay asleep?
15:05How long did the seizure last?
15:08A minute, maybe.
15:09I just didn't know what to do.
15:10No, you absolutely did the right thing bringing him in.
15:14Sometimes when babies get a fever, they find it hard to regulate their own body heat.
15:19And sometimes if they've got a virus, they get what's called a febrile seizure.
15:25Yeah.
15:26That's probably what's happened.
15:27Oh, I'm sorry.
15:28I'm sorry.
15:29I'm sorry.
15:30I'm going to pass him back to you.
15:33And I think what we're going to do now is take some bloods and then we'll get a doctor
15:38to have a look.
15:39All right?
15:44Um, I know this is really uncouth, but I feel like I need to tell you Dr. Masson's
15:49a really good doctor.
15:50Oh, I'm not saying otherwise.
15:55Why would he agree to go to coffee with me if he wasn't interested?
15:58I...
16:00We can't date our patients.
16:03If we did, I mean, he'd get totally struck off.
16:06I think he genuinely just cares for Arthur and you.
16:12I can't believe I was such an idiot.
16:15Dr. Masson's a bit too nice for his own good, actually.
16:17I'll go find a doctor for you, all right?
16:27Ventilator pressures are at the limit, but her volumes are still low.
16:31Her constriction's getting worse.
16:32Yeah, blood gas isn't improving either, so there we are.
16:35Right, I'll give you one of the hairs.
16:38Um, don't mind me asking, isn't this risky?
16:40Yeah, but we don't have any choices where we are, so...
16:43Let's get ready to make the incision.
16:44Yes.
16:45So, in at 45 degrees and then down to 30.
16:48Yeah, through the subcutaneous fat, but don't go through into the musculature, okay?
16:51We're not trying to hit the fascia plane.
16:55Ooh.
16:58You okay?
16:59Yeah, yeah, that's just a bit tough.
17:01I do, mate.
17:04Start something, you think.
17:05All right.
17:06Give us a moment.
17:07If you want to, you can use your finger to...
17:11Uh, set...
17:15Do you, uh, do you want me to, uh, me to get Flynn, or...
17:17No.
17:18No, that's fine.
17:19Honestly, just...
17:23Keep on going.
17:24How are you doing, your side?
17:26Nearly there.
17:27Yeah.
17:28Uh, okay.
17:29There we go.
17:30Right.
17:33Right, the chest expansion's...
17:34It improves, isn't it?
17:36Yeah.
17:38And the end title's much improved.
17:40Good.
17:40Well done, everybody.
17:42Uh, can we get a hold of theatre, please?
17:43And, uh, let them know, we've done the esherotomy.
17:46Yeah, but, uh, we don't need a new ETA.
17:49Sorry, give me five minutes.
17:51Just clean her up.
17:52I'll be back.
17:57Swimming Miss Dolphins was the first one we did up in Scotland.
17:59It was amazing.
18:01It was freezing, though.
18:02Yeah.
18:02I want to try and dine and dash, but...
18:04Emily thinks it's unfair to the restaurant owners.
18:08Oh, I don't know.
18:09You could try a chain restaurant.
18:11That's exactly what I said.
18:12Ha, ha, great minds, eh?
18:15Thanks.
18:16Come back.
18:18What's going on?
18:19Great.
18:20Find it hard to breathe?
18:21I guess.
18:22Yeah, do your chest hurt?
18:23Yeah.
18:23Uh, Juliet.
18:24What's wrong?
18:24Is it her ribs?
18:25You get the ultrasound right and move to me.
18:27Hey, Siobhan, I need you in here.
18:30How are you looking?
18:32Has she had her CT sense?
18:33Yeah, not yet.
18:34Just going to drop you down a bit.
18:37It's just going to feel a bit cold, Emily.
18:39What are you doing?
18:40I'm just going to take a look at her chest.
18:42I'm going to take a look at her lungs and her heart, okay?
18:44Her heart?
18:45What's wrong with her heart?
18:46I don't know yet.
18:47Right, we're just going to have a look.
18:52Okay.
18:53Emily.
18:54Right, you do have a bit of food around your heart, do you mean, okay?
18:57It's got a pedicardial effusion and it's a bit rare, so we're going to go and get Dr. Byron.
19:00He's going to come and have a look, okay?
19:03Now, it's a bit scary, but the best thing you can do is just stay completely calm, okay?
19:07Both of you, come on.
19:08I hear you.
19:09I'm here.
19:09I'm here.
19:10You're okay now.
19:25What are you these?
19:34My dad was an alcoholic.
19:37A real drink of it, you know?
19:40A bit of monster.
19:42I hated him for that.
19:46Sorry, I didn't know.
19:48Well, I don't know what you're serious for.
19:52I could have gone with you.
19:54What?
19:54I could have done something.
19:55What would that have done?
19:56You couldn't have done anything?
19:57What could you have done?
19:58I don't know.
19:58I could have helped.
19:59I am your son.
20:00Well, I didn't want to be a dad.
20:04I knew I couldn't do it.
20:07I don't want your help.
20:08Okay.
20:08I don't want your help.
20:09I'm not stupid, okay?
20:10I know what you're trying to do.
20:11Look at me.
20:13No, properly.
20:13Properly.
20:14Look at me.
20:15I am disgusting.
20:17Your mum was right.
20:18We've tried everything, haven't we?
20:20But I'm just a dead loss.
20:23So, thanks for these.
20:25You can leave me alone now.
20:34How did it go for a dead loss, then?
20:36It was good.
20:37It was a stranger at first, obviously.
20:40Yeah, we got into it.
20:42I think I'm going to stay in about a month or so.
20:45Come on.
20:47I'm happy for you, mate.
20:48Well done.
20:48Thanks, ma'am.
20:53Wow.
20:55This is how the over half live.
20:58Yeah?
21:08Hey.
21:09He's 38 degrees.
21:11It won't lift.
21:12Okay.
21:13Rewind for me.
21:14I was getting ready to go out.
21:16I thought he was getting ready for school.
21:19But I went into his room, and he was absolutely burning up.
21:24Wipe your feet.
21:25Don't worry about the doors.
21:27I'm airing the house.
21:31He can't get out of bed.
21:33Was he on work last night?
21:35Well, he said he felt a bit rough, but I had no idea.
21:39His father's away with work.
21:41I suppose I should have gone in earlier, but he is 17, and I thought he had a study period.
21:47Does he have any medical history we should know about?
21:50No.
21:50He's always been very healthy.
21:52His name's Louis.
21:56Hiya, Louis.
21:57I'm Teddy.
21:58This is Jacob.
22:00Just going to see what's going on with you, okay?
22:02How long have you been feeling ill?
22:04A few days.
22:05A few days?
22:06Why didn't you say something?
22:08I thought it was just a bug.
22:10Any shortness of breath?
22:12Any serious coughing fits?
22:14Any stinging you weak?
22:15No.
22:20Sass 90, heart rate 110.
22:24Oh, any vomiting?
22:26Okay.
22:27I'll get the wheels.
22:28So you do think he needs to go in?
22:31Yeah.
22:32You don't think it was silly of me to ring?
22:33No.
22:34No, I'm afraid not.
22:35He's quite unwell.
22:37Your father thought you'd be faking it.
22:39No, he's definitely not faking it.
22:41I'm just going to take a look at your chest.
22:43Timing's terrible.
22:44What with your A-level so soon?
22:46It's fine.
22:46I know it all.
22:47Stop stressing.
22:48He's going to Oxford.
22:50Same college as his father.
22:51Nice.
22:52I must be very proud.
22:57I'm here, love.
22:58Doctor's coming.
22:59Hey, this could have been a good one from the list, couldn't it?
23:02Scare Mick half to death.
23:03Could you step back, please?
23:04Yeah.
23:05Doctor Byron is coming as quickly as he can.
23:07Okay.
23:08Well, I've called cardiothelastic, but no one's available.
23:10Well, I mean, she's increasingly tacky.
23:12Her BP's still full and she's tamping Adam now.
23:15What are they doing?
23:16I promise she's in safe hands.
23:17Do you want to wait outside?
23:18But she's asleep.
23:18She's asleep.
23:19I have done one before, really.
23:20Yeah, I was in cardiology as a junior ACP.
23:23Look, he'll be here soon.
23:25No one would blame you for waiting.
23:26Oh, come on.
23:28The infusion's getting worse.
23:29She's already perry arrest.
23:31We'll leave it any longer, she'll arrest.
23:32Do you know that?
23:36Your call.
23:41Right, we're going to do this.
23:42I'll just sound guided.
23:44You give the local.
23:47Let's lower the patient to 30 degrees.
23:57Okay.
23:59Right.
24:00Okay.
24:01Between the zephysternum and the left costal margin.
24:06In at 40 degrees.
24:10Here we go.
24:13Lowering down to 20 degrees.
24:17In for the shoulder.
24:18No.
24:19It's okay.
24:20It's okay.
24:21It's okay.
24:22Do you keep that probably still?
24:25There's the needle.
24:27I'm going to try and aspirate, okay?
24:34It's okay.
24:37Nothing.
24:40Right.
24:41I'll go a wee bit further.
24:45Faith.
24:46Ectopic on the monitor.
24:47Just a wee bit too far.
24:48All right.
24:48Everybody stay calm.
24:49What do you mean?
24:50What's happening?
24:50It's okay.
24:51I'll try again.
25:01There we go.
25:03There we go.
25:04There we go.
25:06Heart rate's coming back to normal.
25:08There we go.
25:10Okay, Mick.
25:11She's stable for now, but she's still going to need major surgery, okay?
25:14So, really gentle.
25:16Hello, love.
25:18Hello.
25:19That was incredible.
25:21You just did a pericardial scentesis first day back.
25:26You and his doctors, eh?
25:28I'm proud of you.
25:39There you are.
25:43Good job you can walk around again now, eh?
25:46Where's Rio?
25:47I want to see him.
25:49He'll be down in a minute.
25:50Are you sure?
25:51Yes, I promise.
25:52He's going to be down.
25:52It's great.
25:52There's a brief sensor too, please.
25:54Is he on the same plane?
25:55Yep, the roof collapsed on him.
25:57Flight service couldn't get him out.
26:01Can I get a sensor to him, please?
26:09The guy in there was the one that Kelly was shouting for.
26:11That was Samir.
26:13Couldn't get an ID on the daughter or the mother.
26:15Okay.
26:15Right.
26:16When you're ready, guys, let's bump her over.
26:18Yep.
26:18On three.
26:18One, two, three.
26:20There you go.
26:22Is she going to be okay?
26:25Hi.
26:25Uh, the doctors are looking after her right now.
26:30Do they live with you?
26:32Mum says she doesn't have enough money without them.
26:37Their country wasn't safe.
26:41What's her name?
26:43Leila.
26:45Can I go speak to her, please?
26:47Yeah.
26:47Yeah, of course.
26:52Hi.
26:54Hi.
26:54You all right?
26:56It's just, they were arresting someone when we were there.
27:00Obviously, someone in that street doesn't like migrants.
27:04Hi.
27:12I get that you don't want to tell your mum everything, but for us to help you, we need to
27:17know.
27:18So, what is it?
27:20Is it drinking, drugs, vaping?
27:22All of the above, obviously.
27:25All of the above, obviously.
27:25Um, have you been in any fights?
27:28Got any injuries?
27:30Something that an infection could have got into, like, wrong toenail.
27:36I'm going to examine the rest of you.
27:38That's...
27:38You touch me and I'll make a complaint.
27:43It's embarrassing.
27:44She'll...
27:44Look, whatever it is, I'm sure your mum just wants to make sure you're all right.
27:49I've got your iPad and your books.
27:51I hope I've got the right ones.
27:53So no time is wasted.
27:58Right, you're out to do your belt.
28:08I, er, just thought you'd like to know that Kevin's being treated upstairs.
28:14Er, what about that Sammy?
28:16His family?
28:18Yeah, he's not allowed to watch out.
28:22I thought you didn't know him.
28:25I didn't do anything.
28:29Look, I might have mouthed off about having some immigrant in my house with my kids,
28:33but I didn't realise they'd do that, did I?
28:40No, I'm not a mind reader.
29:03He's very enthusiastic about this list, isn't he?
29:07Oh, yes.
29:09You're younger than me, but when I was a child, people did nothing a lot more.
29:14Well, now everything has to be so meaningful.
29:19How come social media gets to decide what's meaningful?
29:22Yeah.
29:23Hey, hey.
29:25I think we should plan something for when you get out of hospital.
29:29Mate, she's just about to have a major heart surgery.
29:32She's going to need rest.
29:33No, no, no.
29:35She's tough as old boots.
29:36I'm not.
29:37I'm dying.
29:44I'm dying, Mick.
29:50I know.
29:52What would I do without you?
29:56Well, maybe you could do the list.
29:59Beats moping about, grieving me.
30:03But right now, assuming I survive this operation,
30:09I've got another, what, six months on this earth?
30:14I want to spend it sitting on our sofa,
30:18watching old films, being with you.
30:22That's all.
30:28Whatever you want.
30:30Oh, I'm so glad I got to spend my long, precious time with you.
30:36So much.
30:38And you are a very lucky one.
30:46This is Louis17.
30:48He's had a couple of days of feeling generally unwell.
30:51Sorry, guys.
30:52He's hypoxic, hypotensive, and his temperature is 38 degrees.
30:57There's no known source of infection.
30:59But he has refused examination of his legs.
31:01Louis, are you all right to move yourself across, mate?
31:04What?
31:04OK.
31:05All right.
31:05His heart rate is 120.
31:07BP's 98 over 60.
31:08He's got increased breasts.
31:10Sat's 93 on 15 litres.
31:12GCS 13.
31:13He's had a gram of IV paracetamol and 500 mils of saline.
31:16That's great.
31:17OK.
31:18Jodie, let's do a full examination when we can, please.
31:21And let's do the sepsis six.
31:25So, babies of Hartman's, please, 500 mils IV.
31:28Let's have blood gas, blood cultures, please,
31:30and tazacin 4.5 as soon as we can, please.
31:32Yes, sir.
31:33Are we all right to take Mum to the family room?
31:35Why?
31:37She can stay.
31:39OK.
31:40All right.
31:41No worries.
31:41Take care.
31:56OK.
31:56Well, that's the source of the infection, then, isn't it?
31:59Yeah.
31:59Yeah.
32:01Yeah, we may see more of that.
32:02So, let's get those cleaned up as soon as we can, please.
32:05And should we send a post sample to the lab?
32:07Yeah.
32:07You did this to yourself?
32:27I don't think I could show my face tomorrow, but good luck.
32:32Ah, thanks.
32:34Um, yeah.
32:40Uh, Rash?
32:45Dr. Massoon.
32:46Excuse me.
32:47Oh.
32:47Coming through.
32:50I'm sorry about earlier.
32:52I'm just for everything.
32:54No.
32:55No, it...
32:55It was me.
32:57I'm...
32:57I'm sorry.
32:59I should never have given you the wrong impression.
33:01No, it's...
33:02It really was me.
33:04Baby hormones, doing it all on my own.
33:07I feel like I've spent more time here than I have at home with him.
33:10Yeah, I...
33:11I bet.
33:12Look, I...
33:12I know you were there when Laura's baby died.
33:15If you feel like you need to talk to someone...
33:20You...
33:21You could consider counselling or...
33:24Or maybe a baby group, maybe.
33:26Yeah.
33:27I will.
33:29You're a brilliant doctor.
33:33Thank you, Dr. Massoon.
33:49What's a new party you fancies going up in a hot air balloon?
33:53What, 80 days around the world?
33:55No thanks.
33:56You used to be so adventurous.
33:59Yeah, speaking of things I do fancy...
34:01Mm-hmm.
34:03Periocardisontesis.
34:05Yeah, I should've all been singing your praises.
34:07Aw, I'm sure you're less so.
34:09Anyway.
34:11How are you?
34:13Generally.
34:17That was very loaded.
34:21Not you as well.
34:22I'm delighted to have you back.
34:24For me.
34:24Mm-hmm.
34:25Obviously.
34:26But, you know, if I recall your due date correctly...
34:30Perl should still be...
34:32on the inside.
34:33Yeah, she should, but I thought you of all people would get it.
34:36You're my best mate.
34:37You know me.
34:38I...
34:38You know, I'm not just a mum.
34:41I'm still me.
34:42My life can't revolve around having a child.
34:46Four of them, actually.
34:47Is that what this is about?
34:49Yeah, I...
34:52I do know you.
34:54And I know that you know that recess will be here whenever you decide to come back.
34:58But...
34:59I also know that all that first smile, first step stuff...
35:04I know that you love that stuff.
35:07And that you want to be there for that.
35:10Even if you're scared.
35:17I'm so good, aren't I?
35:19So wise.
35:21Right.
35:22Back to the word of broken hips and D.O.A. injuries.
35:25No, come dead.
35:26Yeah, I can't wait.
35:38You must think I'm a dreadful mother not knowing he was doing that.
35:41I...
35:42I try not to make a dreadful.
35:45We were so close when he was little.
35:50I should go and talk to him, shouldn't I?
35:51Well, I...
35:52I dare say that he would appreciate the opportunity to explain to you how he feels.
35:57You know, how he could come to do something like that.
36:13You know, I just don't know what to do now.
36:15Like, Laura's expecting me to be there, but I don't know.
36:18Did they ever really need me?
36:21Yeah, I'm so sorry, Jodie.
36:24What's the matter?
36:25Nothing.
36:29Rita.
36:31What's the matter?
36:36Jodie, I've been, erm...
36:39I've been diagnosed with alopecia.
36:40I've been diagnosed with alopecia.
36:42What?
36:45What?
36:45Erm...
36:46How bad is it?
36:51Shh.
36:54Shh.
37:02Shh.
37:04Shh.
37:04Shh.
37:05Shh.
37:06Shh.
37:06Shh.
37:09Shh.
37:12You all right?
37:13Yeah.
37:14Fine.
37:14Thanks.
37:22Uh, we've got heart rate coming down.
37:23Blood pressure both heading in the right direction.
37:25So he's okay?
37:26He's gonna be okay?
37:28Well, I mean, we never make promises like that, but yeah, as I said, things...
37:32Heading in the right direction.
37:33I should let your father know he's been worried.
37:35Worried I might mess up my A-levels.
37:38Embarrassing.
37:43We're not monsters.
37:47Then why do I feel like I'm on a treadmill I can't get off?
37:51Like, you only care when I'm the best, when I make the choices that you want me to make.
37:56That's not true, Louis.
37:57That's not true, Louis.
37:58We'd love you whatever.
38:00Oh, come here.
38:06So I can forget about Oxford, take a gap year, work out what I want to do?
38:12We expect a lot of you.
38:14We'll take you to Dr. Mark.
38:16He'll help.
38:18Put me on your happy pills, you mean.
38:23We all have things we lean on.
38:25Things that help us get through the day.
38:28In the end, you'll see.
38:30Your father and I just want what's best for you.
38:35And there he is.
38:38Let's see if he's managed to get us out of this grotty hospital yet.
38:42Hi, darling.
38:43He's all right.
38:45It's ghastly.
38:46How are you getting on?
38:47I don't know why I bothered.
38:51Well, I think you've made a step forward.
38:54Ah, you know.
38:55She's had a shock.
38:56Give her time.
38:57Try again.
38:57Really?
38:58Yeah.
38:59Yeah.
38:59But don't leave it too late, because we tend to harden, I think, as we get older.
39:05And no escaping out, I'm afraid.
39:14How long ago did it start?
39:15Yeah.
39:16Aging ago.
39:17You know, when the CQC was here.
39:20Yeah.
39:21Yeah.
39:21And I thought it was stress, but I got my diagnosis a couple of weeks ago.
39:27Oh, Rita.
39:29I'm so sorry that I've just been so busy that you haven't been able to tell me.
39:34You know, in a weird way, it's actually better now that I know what it is.
39:39Hmm.
39:41And I'm getting used to the shedding.
39:45I hate hiding it from you.
39:47Yeah.
39:48Well, you don't have to hide it from me now, do you?
39:50You never really have to hide it from me.
39:52I just feel so... exposed.
39:56Yeah.
39:59I feel I'm feminine.
40:01Oh, I know.
40:02And I get it.
40:03I get it.
40:04I wasn't showing my hair, so why does it even matter?
40:06But it's mine.
40:08It's my hair.
40:10It's my body.
40:12Of course, I know.
40:13It's a part of me.
40:15And if I lose my eyebrows...
40:17Jodie, if I lose my eyebrows, I'm not...
40:18Rita, just calm down.
40:19Calm down.
40:21Okay?
40:21Don't get ahead of yourself.
40:24Have you thought about treating?
40:28Yeah.
40:30I...
40:30I've started injections.
40:32Okay.
40:33But, you know, who knows if they're gonna work.
40:36It's worth a try, isn't it?
40:41Okay.
40:44Do you know what I think?
40:48I think that, hair or no hair, you, Rita Aman, are beautiful and sexy and super cool in a way
40:58that I could never be.
41:00You are.
41:01It's just not fair to be honest.
41:04And, you know, I am just so sorry that I've been so distracted I didn't even notice.
41:11No.
41:13I'm so sorry that Ian's group made you do all that work and then got a man to take credit
41:17for it.
41:18Oh, I didn't say a man.
41:18Er...
41:19Yeah.
41:21Look, anyway, you have to know that you're not alone.
41:25Okay?
41:25You're not on your own.
41:26So is now, right?
41:28Yeah.
41:29I promise.
41:30Come here.
41:35I love you.
41:36I love you.
41:37It's gonna be okay.
41:52I love you.
41:54I love you.
41:56I love you.
42:01I love you.
42:01I love you.
42:01I love you.
42:01Hey, Frank, thank you so much.
42:03Of course, of course, I'm gonna try and get home before bedtime, okay?
42:07Sure.
42:07Um, by the way, maybe, just maybe, you were right in there earlier.
42:15Aw.
42:15I know.
42:17Bye.
42:19What's that all about?
42:20That's for me to know.
42:23How did that go?
42:25It was good.
42:27Um, I gave a full statement.
42:29Rory, Jack, everything.
42:32Good.
42:32That's great.
42:33I'm glad.
42:42Matty.
42:43We're going for food if you want to come.
42:45Yeah, that sounds good.
42:46I'll see you outside.
42:47All right.
42:47See you in a bit.
42:49Did you manage to catch up with Dylan about his speech highlights?
42:51Er, no.
42:52I haven't seen him.
42:53Er, guys, you're talking about Dylan.
42:54He's gone, actually.
42:55He wasn't feeling very well.
42:56Did his paperwork.
42:57Didn't really see him himself.
43:01What's going on?
43:03What have you met?
43:03I mean, earlier, when I asked you about Dylan, you were being weird.
43:06Why didn't you go?
43:07You can't read me that well.
43:10Okay, I did go.
43:12And he was drinking.
43:16Drinking?
43:16Drinking?
43:17Mm-hmm.
43:18Now, are you sure?
43:18Yes.
43:22Okay, we need to go find him.
43:23No, no, no, no.
43:24I'm not going anywhere near him.
43:25He made it pretty clear that he doesn't want anything to do with me,
43:27or he's got no space for me in his life.
43:30A message I've had a lot recently.
43:31Right, okay, Matty.
43:32I get it.
43:34I will...
43:35I will go and check on Dylan.
43:37He'll be fine.
43:37Promise.
43:45See you in a picture, guys.
43:48Hey, are you still doing it?
43:51Uh, yeah, just some paperwork.
43:55What's the matter?
43:56Nothing.
43:57Again?
43:59You know, if you want to talk to someone, we take to listen, right?
44:07I've done something stupid.
44:10Okay, well, whatever it is, we can always find a solution.
44:17I've let myself catch feelings, I think Indy would say, for someone.
44:27And why is that stupid?
44:30Because she's straight.
44:33Because she's my friend.
44:36Because she's in my house right now making me spaghetti bolognese.
44:43Hmm.
44:45So, do go on.
44:48What's your solution for that?
44:53Hmm.
45:00Ian?
45:04Ian?
45:10Me and Pearl are having a little trip to space, aren't we?
45:15Aren't we?
45:21How was work?
45:23Work was fine.
45:25I'm not.
45:27So, you were right.
45:32We need to talk.
45:35Ever since that respiratory arrest, I've been scared that she's not, she's not safe.
45:43With me, that I can't take care of her properly.
45:46I get that.
45:48It must have been awful.
45:50Ian, we do CPR all the time at work and we're almost casual about it.
45:55But, see, when it's your own daughter, I thought I was watching her die and I was useless.
46:03I should have been there with you.
46:05No, you don't.
46:06You don't because every time I shut my eyes, that's all I see.
46:09I see fingers doing compressions on that tiny wee chest.
46:15And so I didn't, I didn't go back to work because it's more important than her.
46:23I mean, because, because the more time I spend with her, the more I love her.
46:29Even what if something bad happens to her?
46:32It won't.
46:34Ian.
46:35It won't.
46:36You don't know that.
46:36It won't.
46:39Alright, well, it might.
46:42But, that's what loving someone is, isn't it?
46:46Anyone.
46:47You put your heart on the line.
46:49Yeah.
46:55It was way too soon to go back to work.
46:58Whatever you want, we will make it work.
47:01Okay.
47:06Look, look at this.
47:08Look what your daddy did.
47:13You're such a brilliant dad.
47:17You're a brilliant mum.
47:19Not to her, I'm not.
47:22You will be.
47:24You just need to let yourself.
47:29Do you think somebody might be hungry?
47:32Sounds like it, isn't it?
47:33You seem to be hungry.
47:36I'll make you a cup of tea.
47:37Oh yeah, please.
47:39I know, I know, I know.
47:41Hi baby.
47:43Mum's home now.
47:45Mum is home.
47:53Dylan!
47:55Dylan!
47:56It's Stevie!
47:59Dylan, if you're in there, I know we're not exactly friends right now and you do want to talk to
48:02me, but I just want to know you're okay.
48:05Sorry, love.
48:06You left in a hurry.
48:07You seem pretty wound up.
48:08Right, thank you.
48:09Not a city, I'm sorry.
48:12I'm not a city, but I know what I have to do.
48:14I'm sorry.
48:14I know that this is true.
48:14What's the same?
48:16I'm sorry.
48:20I know that this is true.
48:21You
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