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00:00Do you have your eyes?
00:01I'm going to call an ambulance.
00:03Don't.
00:05Only me, Gromit.
00:07This has got something to do with the Wyvern Hill estate.
00:10Four very sick premature babies I've got in Neeku all live there.
00:13It's our place as a toxic waste dump.
00:15That was a challenging day.
00:16Yeah?
00:17Can say that again?
00:19I'm just going to give you something for the pain.
00:21What happened?
00:21She was overdosed with morphine.
00:23I know you overdosed a patient with morphine, Dylan told me.
00:26Yeah, that was your patient.
00:27I was covering for you.
00:28If you submit that datex, then everyone's going to find out about us.
00:32Flint, it's Rory Dixon.
00:34He's in the ED.
00:36Come on, let's go for a drink.
00:38Forgive yourself, Stevie.
00:40I would never want you to be any different.
01:24Oh, brilliant.
01:29you're drunk
01:30no I was drunk
01:31now I'm on a bit
01:33please can we just stop
01:36what is this
01:37what is what
01:38are you trying to sacrifice your career
01:41it's just a few drinks
01:42yeah that's exactly what I used to tell
01:46yeah but unlike some I have self control
01:49is this about the girl you were telling me about yesterday
01:52oh you mean the girl I tried to talk to you about
01:54but you wouldn't listen
01:54okay well I'm listening now what do you want to say
01:58whatever it doesn't matter
02:00I was upset I got drunk
02:01now I feel better
02:02okay all's well that ends well
02:05Dylan sorry sorry
02:06we've got a pre-alert stag do
02:08it's capsized boat two on their way in
02:10okay Matty you have to stop making mistakes
02:14otherwise this fellowship can and will be taken away from you
02:16yeah well maybe that's for the best
02:19a change of scenery might actually do me some good
02:21not sure what's left for me here anyway
02:49uh first of the drowners here Matty
02:53right this is Craig 31 years old
02:56drowning incident after the party boat
02:58capsized
02:59respiratory rest at the scene
03:01he's now in cardiac arrest
03:02PA rhythm since 827
03:04his core temperature is reading row
03:06we haven't managed to get an IV access
03:08peripherally shut down so there's no adrenaline gun in as yet
03:11all right if everybody's ready please let's get him across on there
03:14uh-huh
03:14ready
03:15yeah
03:15grace
03:16lip
03:17okay thank you very much
03:19save Matthew on the chest please
03:20Jodie take care for bagging
03:21and um let's get IV access because we need uh warm fluids and adrenaline in there and can
03:26somebody grab the bear hugger please we need his core temperature up as soon as we can
03:29yeah that right there is the steak and Indy's following in with the best man
03:33uh and tidal's low
03:36where's that the adrenaline
03:37okay so core temperature now 30 degrees let's give him a milligram of adrenaline IV
03:42and uh Siobhan can you do a pulse check for me please
03:49no pulse still in PA
03:50all right back on the chest then please
03:52Matty and let's stand by to give him all adrenaline in um in three minutes
03:56uh bay three please
03:58this is Aaron Lang 33
04:00put his arm trapped in a boat propeller
04:03uh complete degloving of his hand
04:06uh and crush injuries to his hand as well
04:08we've stemmed the bleeding with a pressure bandage
04:10and tourniquet applied at seven twenty-five
04:12uh he's had ten milligrams of morphine
04:14one of the
04:15five minutes later he makes his own muddy puddle for my pot plants and a bucket of water
04:24stomping all over my living room floor the little
04:27pepper pig has a lot to answer for then
04:29yep
04:29all good with terrible twos for nothing
04:32seeing the period is hard man
04:34and of course you know being a grumpy
04:40um hello we had an ivy osborne caught 999
04:44that's me it's mummy she fell down and won't wake up
04:50okay let's have a look
04:54can we get a temp check please
04:57is he alive craig is he okay craig
05:00try to keep still for me if you can
05:03please have to save them we're trying our best
05:13okay um get ready with the adrenaline
05:17here's an extra pair of hands
05:18yeah can you can you take over here please
05:20yeah sure
05:26that seems to show up
05:28yeah better than ever
05:31you all right
05:32there's rain
05:33all right adrenaline going in
05:36okay do you want to come off the chest do your pulse check
05:42come on come on come back to it
05:46oh we got a pulse
05:48yeah he's in rosk
05:50i've got spontaneous breathing um let's do one gram of ivy paracetal wall jody and uh
05:55yeah we'll do high flow oxygen through a non-rebreather
06:00uh
06:01i always knew we made a good
06:04massive
06:08uh okay can somebody uh fetch dr lynn laker a new set of scrubs while he cleans himself up please
06:16hi kirsty i'm jacob i'm a paramedic can you speak to me i heard mommy fall
06:22she couldn't speak so i put her on her side
06:26no signs of head injury
06:29yeah
06:30breathing has labored
06:35pinpoint pupils
06:38is your mom taking any medication
06:41Hmm, codeine, tramadol, hydroxycarbamide.
06:46Mum have sickle cell disease.
06:49So we're going to move mummy now to help with her breathing.
06:53Because mummy's pain bad this morning?
06:55Very bad. She took the special medicine.
06:59Oh, yeah? What's the special medicine?
07:01I think it's over there.
07:06Oromorfin?
07:07Five milligrams three times a day.
07:11It's empty.
07:16Ah.
07:18Ah.
07:20Okay, leave me as holding.
07:21For now.
07:22Some warmth returning to the fingers.
07:25Capri full.
07:27Yeah, more than five seconds, so it's a concern of perfusion.
07:30Is it bad?
07:31Well, it's a hand and a propeller, so it's not great.
07:35Craig full overboard.
07:37I have to get him out.
07:39I don't know what else to do.
07:41Yeah, we'll get an x-ray and see where we'll go from there.
07:45Yeah, I think we need to give Vastler a heads up, the likelihood of him keeping those fingers.
07:49Great.
07:49Mm-hmm.
07:52Dylan.
07:53Yes?
07:53Had him again.
07:54Yeah, sorry.
07:55Yes, I'll call Plastics and I'll call Orthopaedics as well.
08:00If you're frightened about standing Matty down, he'll get over it.
08:05Er, no, he's going to get himself transferred.
08:08What for having a hangover and recess?
08:10No, he wants to leave.
08:11He told me himself.
08:21Hey, you.
08:23Hey.
08:26You all right?
08:27You look like he's in a ghost.
08:28Oh, I just got a call from a solicitor representing Alan's estate.
08:31Okay.
08:32Um, funeral's next week.
08:34Karana's ruled his death as non-suspicious.
08:37Well, that's a good thing.
08:39You can draw a line under everything.
08:41I guess, but they've asked me to come down to the office this afternoon.
08:43The family have got questions for me.
08:45What questions?
08:46Well, um, I was the last one to see him alive.
08:51You probably want to know why I let Alan die alone.
08:54Control to 3019.
08:56The scooter involves RPC in the Meadow Lane area.
08:59Can you deal with it, please?
09:00Yeah, 3019, er, received.
09:03Karana, it's not your fault.
09:13I see Alan Drip.
09:15Okay.
09:17You're, uh, you're handling my text message well.
09:20Um, what makes you think this is about you?
09:22Uh, my massive ego.
09:24And the 27 text you sent between 3 and 5 a.m.
09:29Oh.
09:31Oh.
09:33I'm such a...
09:36Wait.
09:38Wait, I didn't send you any...
09:40No.
09:41No.
09:42No unsolicited self-photography.
09:44You'll be pleased to hear.
09:47What did you get out of your system?
09:49What, you?
09:51The booze.
09:52But okay, yeah, me.
09:53Hey, listen, I've not thought about you once since I sent that 27 text.
10:01Dylan says that you're thinking about leaving.
10:06That would be totally daft.
10:07And it would be really tough on him.
10:10Just on him.
10:12We both know this couldn't last.
10:16Yeah, I guess so.
10:20Are we good?
10:22Mm-hmm.
10:25And look, I'm sorry.
10:26For what?
10:28Falling for you.
10:30You did tell me not to spoil it.
10:31Yeah, look, Maddie, you were never, ever falling for me, okay?
10:35I was never, never scared of that.
10:38Why, Andy?
10:39I mean, why last night?
10:41I mean, what changed?
10:45I want to change.
10:49Grow up.
10:51Sort out my own messes.
10:59Nicole, do you know Ian set up an action and support group for the victims?
11:02I've heard.
11:04We're having a meeting today at the Yankees.
11:06You should come along.
11:07Why?
11:09I'm not a victim.
11:14See, this is the problem, right?
11:15People don't get involved unless it directly affects them.
11:18It's human nature, babe.
11:20It's selfish.
11:21It's selfish.
11:23Anyway, how'd it go?
11:26GP, you said you had a check-up.
11:28Nothing.
11:28Routine.
11:29Clean bill of health for me.
11:32Rita, sorry.
11:33We need you in resource.
11:35Yeah.
11:41Nicole, where are we taking her?
11:43Resource, too.
11:45This is Kirsty Osborne, found collapsing in her bedroom with respiratory depression
11:48from a presumed oral morphine overdose, treating a flare-up of sickle cell disease.
11:51She's had 800 micrograms of iron naloxone, GCS-14, displaying symptoms of sickle cell crisis.
11:57We've given one gram of IV paracetamol.
12:00Okay, we're going to lift her, all right?
12:01On lift.
12:02Ready, steady, lift.
12:03Oh!
12:04Oh!
12:05Hurts.
12:06I'm a pet, but I'm going to try and help, okay?
12:09Er, Siobhan, can you get monitoring and oxygen on, please?
12:12And Rita, will you listen to our chest?
12:13Yeah.
12:14Do we know how much oral morphine?
12:17The bottle was empty when we found it, and we don't know how full it was to start with.
12:22It...
12:22It was nearly full.
12:25Mummy was in lots of pain this morning.
12:28Um, guys, this is Ivy.
12:30Er, you can trust whatever she says.
12:33She's a very caring child.
12:36Okay.
12:37Er, Rita, how we're looking?
12:39Airway, payton, equal entry, but breathing's laboured.
12:42Yeah, pinpoint pupils.
12:44Sats are at 94%.
12:46Er, respite 10, and GCS is now 12 and 14.
12:51Er, Rita, can we give another dose of IAM naloxone, and can we set up for a naloxone infusion as
12:55well, please?
12:56Ivy, you've been very brave.
12:59And these people are going to take care of you, Mum.
13:02And I'll also take care of you too, okay?
13:10Guys, do we think that this OD was deliberate?
13:12You don't drink nearly a whole bottle of morphine by accident.
13:15That is not pain management.
13:16I think that's a death wish.
13:17No, you don't know that.
13:19I mean, sickle cell flurries are brutal.
13:22Mistakes can happen.
13:24But it shouldn't be happening when you've got a six-year-old daughter in the house.
13:28It's so unfair that she has to see any of this.
13:43You're saving them.
13:45And from what I heard, you're the hero.
13:48Jumping in after him.
13:50I had to.
13:51It was my fault.
13:54What do you mean?
14:00Oh, there we go.
14:04Boat trip is my idea, isn't it?
14:06Stupid.
14:08What was I thinking?
14:10Craig hates boats.
14:15Craig.
14:16Britt.
14:22Is he going to be okay?
14:25He's sleeping now.
14:27His body's taking quite a hammer in.
14:29Um.
14:31Can I wait with him?
14:33Mm-hmm.
14:34Britt, I'm so sorry.
14:37It was an accident.
14:39Don't speak to me.
14:52What happened?
14:53Sats are dropping.
14:54Oxygen's not helping.
14:55Yeah, resps are down.
14:56I don't think this is just a sickle cell flare-up.
14:59Maybe try 400mg of oral ibuprofen.
15:02I don't think it's going to do anything.
15:04I think we might need to try ketamine.
15:06With kettle dosing, yeah.
15:10She needs a special medicine.
15:13It's the only thing that works when it's this bad.
15:16I know, but she's had too much special medicine.
15:18That's why she's so poorly.
15:20I can't give her any more.
15:24Rita, maybe Ivy could go to the relative's room.
15:27Yeah.
15:27Okay, Ivy.
15:29Shall we get you a nice drink?
15:30I want to stay with Mummy.
15:34I know, honey, but this isn't the place for you to...
15:36No!
15:37I look after Mummy.
15:38It's my job.
15:40And you have been brilliant.
15:42But now it's my job, okay?
15:44Do you trust me?
15:45No.
15:47Ivy, love.
15:51Do what the doctors say.
15:53Mummy will be okay.
15:55I promise.
15:59Come on, then.
16:01Good girl.
16:01Let's go.
16:06I can show you the colouring part.
16:09Come on, get that mask back on.
16:14Hey, Stevie.
16:16Yeah.
16:16Hey.
16:16You okay?
16:17No, not really.
16:19Rory's taking a turn for the worse.
16:20He's in theatre.
16:21Okay, sorry.
16:23Yeah, thanks.
16:23Listen, I want to go be there, okay?
16:26So can I leave you to hold down the fort here?
16:27Yeah, of course.
16:28You sure?
16:29Yeah.
16:29I just need Stevie.
16:31Yeah.
16:31It's Aaron Lang.
16:32I'm a bit worried about his delayed lymph infusion and his beep.
16:35Sorry.
16:35Sorry.
16:36I meant to ask.
16:37Did I leave my credit card in the bar last night?
16:38Did you pick it up?
16:39Er, no.
16:40Sorry.
16:41Oh.
16:41Damn it.
16:42Right, yeah.
16:43Let's do an angio CT, okay?
16:44Mm-hmm.
16:51Okay, listen up, everybody.
16:57Thanks for coming.
16:58Do you want to take a seat?
17:00Right, listen, as you all know, we engaged a solicitor and they have confirmed that a
17:06case can be made for gross negligence, even manslaughter, if, and it is a big if, we can
17:12provide the evidence.
17:13What more evidence do we need?
17:15The barrels were there for all to see.
17:17Yeah, I wish it were that simple, Rex.
17:19I really do.
17:20But the burden of proof is on us to find.
17:22So, Jodie?
17:23Yeah.
17:24That premature births were caused by chemicals.
17:26That the land is still unsafe.
17:29There has been a sustained and ongoing increase in forms of cancer in the Wyvern area.
17:34And finally, that the developers knew of the dangers and chose to ignore them.
17:38I know, right, but a lot of the work has already been done, and I'm dealing with it as a
17:43case can be in the way.
17:47Yes, so we need to agitate.
17:49We need to work together.
17:51Write to our MPs, local newspapers, really get the word out there.
17:55What about the water?
17:57Is it safe?
17:59Water?
18:00There's all sorts of rumours that there's toxins in the water supply.
18:04Why wouldn't there be?
18:05Those bloody chemicals are everywhere, right?
18:07Well, erm, I wouldn't know about that.
18:10But I'd certainly be careful if I was a resident.
18:13You know, we can't know for sure what's safe and what's not.
18:16Well, if it is in the water supply, then the babies are being exposed all the time, aren't they?
18:20Yeah, and God knows what it'll do to their development.
18:23Yeah, absolutely.
18:24Look, it's something else we can look into, yeah?
18:26Yeah.
18:27Can you mind her for a bit?
18:28I'm going to go into work.
18:30Why?
18:30Just to check my payslips.
18:32And she's going to be hungry in about an hour.
18:34Yeah?
18:35Yeah.
18:42OK, OK.
18:43All right.
18:48Hey, you were with Flynn last night?
18:51Yeah, what about it?
18:52With Flynn.
18:53At a bar.
18:54When you sent me that break-up text.
18:55Yeah, Matty, I know what you're thinking, and that's absolute nonsense, OK?
19:00Flynn's a mate who went for a drink, that's it.
19:01No, don't gaslight me!
19:03Beg your pardon, gaslight?
19:04Yeah, I've seen you two together.
19:05Just tell me the truth.
19:07Here's the truth.
19:08There's nothing going on between me and Flynn.
19:09Right, are you lying to me or to yourself?
19:10Neither.
19:11Stevie.
19:13Aaron lying.
19:14Yeah, sorry.
19:15What about him?
19:16Well, that's good if I've had a look at his CT.
19:17They want him upstairs as soon as possible.
19:19OK, is there a problem?
19:20Yeah, he's refusing to go.
19:22Right, I'll be right there.
19:26I told you, I ain't going anywhere until I know Craig's all right.
19:28Yeah, I know.
19:29Look, Mr McCutcheon's stable.
19:30We're taking the best care of him.
19:31OK, but I'm going to give you a heads up.
19:32I want to speak to him.
19:33I want to know for certain that he's going to be OK.
19:35Uh, guys?
19:35Can I explain to you?
19:37At the moment, there isn't enough blood supply to your hand.
19:39So if you delay this decision any longer, there is a chance that you might lose the whole thing.
19:43Well, that's a risk I'm willing to take.
19:44Oh, for goodness sake, Aaron.
19:46Stop being such a martyr.
19:47It's pathetic.
19:48Oh, I love him too, Britt.
19:49No, stop, stop.
19:50Craig's waking up.
19:53OK, look, why don't you let them wheel you over here?
19:56You reassure yourself he's OK, that we can get you to theatre so you don't lose a limb.
19:59And, you know, everyone lives happily ever after.
20:02Deal?
20:04Deal.
20:08Craig?
20:10Craig, you're at whole BED.
20:12Some people here who want to speak to you, if that's OK?
20:16Hey.
20:17Hey, I'm here, baby.
20:19Oh, my God, you gave us such a fright.
20:21Oh, I'm so, so sorry.
20:24You don't have to be sorry.
20:30I love you.
20:34It's OK.
20:35I'm here.
20:36You're OK?
20:37Everything's going to be fine.
20:39I'm not sure about that.
20:40Stevie, we've got blood here.
20:41Can we let the atom out, please?
20:42Yeah, sure.
20:43Let's re-wrap pack and reapply the tourniquet.
20:45I'll give them a heads up.
20:46Let them know we've been delayed.
20:51What a mess.
20:53That's what you get for falling off on your scooter and using your face as a brake.
20:57Will it go better?
20:58If you keep your ice pack on, it might.
21:05Are we going to be stuck in here much longer?
21:07The ED is a bit backed up.
21:09Welcome to the NHS.
21:11So why are we going so fast?
21:13Later class.
21:14I'm an MUA.
21:15We're supposed to be practising my final project today.
21:18What's a MUA?
21:19Make-up artist.
21:20I take ordinary faces and make them extraordinary.
21:24Nice.
21:26Hey, why don't I practise on you?
21:29Er, I don't really do the whole make-up thing.
21:33That's cos you don't know how.
21:35Trust me, I'll be subtle.
21:40I'm telling you, man, I can't see.
21:43I'm blind.
21:44Oh, you're not blind, Andy.
21:46You're just very drunk and very bloody.
21:48Scalp laceration.
21:50Yeah, he's fighting outside Shakia's kebab house.
21:54Bottlers were involved.
21:55Oh, you're all right, love.
21:56Come on, it's just the blood.
21:58We'll get you inside.
21:59Come with us.
22:00It's all right.
22:01We'll sort you out.
22:02We've got you.
22:04We've got the murder of Shakia's kebab right now.
22:07Oh, yeah.
22:09Excuse me, Lord.
22:18Okay.
22:19I don't...
22:20I feel...
22:21I feel...
22:22I can't breathe.
22:24Just try and find this.
22:26I can't stop shaking.
22:29It feels like my heart's going to explode.
22:31Then we'll go in and get you some help.
22:33Yeah.
22:43Ivy, look at this.
22:45You've got an injured Mr. Bear.
22:48Hello, Mr. Bear.
22:48I'm Nurse Reader.
22:50And this is Nurse Ivy.
22:53We're going to make you feel better.
22:56Why do you wear that thing on your head?
22:59What, this?
22:59My hijab.
23:00It's my headscarf.
23:02Is your head cold?
23:04No.
23:06It's to cover my hair.
23:08Why do you want to hide your hair?
23:10Are you ashamed of it?
23:12No.
23:15It's not about shame.
23:17Then what's it about?
23:20Lots of things.
23:22Do you not have any girls at your school who wear a hijab?
23:26Well, I do school at home with Mummy.
23:31OK.
23:32Sorry.
23:33I didn't mean to make you feel bad.
23:36Oh, you didn't make me feel bad.
23:38In my culture, some women...
23:42Actually, most women wear a headscarf.
23:45Some do it for religious reasons and others for their own.
23:49What's your reason?
23:55Um...
23:57I guess, for me, my hair's quite special.
24:03And I don't want to share it with the whole world.
24:07I want to save it for someone really, really special.
24:14When I find them.
24:17Um...
24:18So, your hair's, like, a secret for your husband?
24:25Ha-ha!
24:27Um...
24:28Yeah.
24:29I mean, I don't have a husband yet, but...
24:32Something like that.
24:34I think that's beautiful.
24:37Yeah?
24:38So do I.
24:42I...
24:42have a secret, too.
24:45OK.
24:50I gave Mummy the special medicine.
24:53She was hurting so bad, more than ever.
24:58I gave her too much.
25:01This is my fault.
25:04No.
25:05No.
25:06No.
25:08Listen to me.
25:10None of this is your fault.
25:13OK?
25:14None of it.
25:19Perfect.
25:20Look.
25:22I don't know.
25:23I don't actually see that much of a difference.
25:24You are radiant.
25:25Trust me.
25:28E-scooter RTC.
25:29We're ready for use.
25:32What?
25:34Er, nothing.
25:35You look different.
25:36You look, um...
25:37Radiant?
25:38Exactly.
25:39Yeah.
25:39Told you.
25:40Oh.
25:41Oh.
25:42Er, can you jump in?
25:43Yeah, of course.
25:44Hold on.
25:45Just hold that.
25:46Hold your phone.
25:49I'm so sorry.
25:50I really don't mean to be a bother.
25:52It's probably just a panic attack, right?
25:54No, no, it was definitely just a panic attack.
25:55Er, but it's always best to be sure, though, right?
25:58Yeah.
25:59Yeah, yeah, right.
26:00Because, you know, you've been through a...
26:02...traumatic situation.
26:03I'm such an idiot.
26:05I mean, we're engaged.
26:07I just can't believe I've been so naive.
26:11Come on.
26:12You weren't to know what was in his heart.
26:13You didn't know he was gay.
26:15Craig's not gay.
26:17Craig's bi.
26:18Aaron's gay.
26:19It was supposed to be just sex.
26:22Craig was supposed to love me.
26:23I mean, why?
26:24Why would he lie to me about something like that?
26:26OK, look, your blood pressure is a bit high,
26:29so we're going to run a few more tests, do some bloods,
26:31and I'm going to get you an ECG, OK?
26:33Stevie, you need it in recess?
26:34Er, OK, you go.
26:36I'll do the ECG.
26:37No, you're on maternity leave.
26:39Ian and Pearl can survive for a couple of hours without me.
26:41Come on, I'll take care of it.
26:47I have to speak to Brit.
26:50I hurt her.
26:51Hurt her?
26:52Hello, I'm the one bleeding over it.
26:54Do you mind?
26:54This is hard enough without you yapping.
26:56I need to explain.
26:57Explain what?
26:59You made your choice.
27:00She saw it, we all did.
27:02Matthew, focus, please.
27:03My choice.
27:05You chose me.
27:06What's he still doing here?
27:07He's still bleeding, so...
27:09The band is just holding.
27:10Can you stop lying to Brit?
27:12Er, Manny, do you want me to take over?
27:13No, I've got it.
27:14It's OK, I don't mind.
27:15I said I've got it.
27:16But don't you trust me?
27:21OK.
27:25There we go.
27:26It's ready for theatre.
27:29For what it's worth, I don't need any more lectures from you.
27:40You don't need to sugarcoat it.
27:41I've been preparing for this moment my whole life.
27:44I'm dying, aren't I?
27:45Well, you do have a severe case of anterior epistaxis.
27:50Is it curable?
27:51It's a nosebleed.
27:53Oh, so I'm not dying?
27:55No, no, not today, I shouldn't think.
27:58But we will have to pop that nose peg on
28:00and Cam here can cauterise the bleeding point.
28:02Given you had a brief loss of consciousness,
28:04we'll organise a head CT.
28:06But next time, no more racing e-scooters.
28:13Oh, Dr Massam, I'm sorry.
28:16I know I should have gone to the ED with my GP,
28:18but Arthur, they say something's in the water
28:21and he's just been so quiet recently
28:22and I don't know what to think.
28:24It's OK, it's OK.
28:25You have every right to be concerned.
28:26Look, he seems alert enough,
28:28but I have a friend in P's.
28:29Why don't I give him a call?
28:30We'll get Arthur looked at it, OK?
28:31Get him with us.
28:34Hiya.
28:35How are you feeling, Kirsty?
28:37Less pain?
28:39Good.
28:40Catman's working.
28:41Yeah, heart rate's increasing and BP's dropping.
28:44Blood gas results.
28:46Ivy, she OK?
28:48Yeah, she's OK.
28:50She does blame herself, though.
28:54I know.
28:55I hate that her life is defined by my disease.
29:00But all we have is each other.
29:03Humoglobin's too low.
29:07Oh, breathing hurts.
29:09And your chest?
29:11Well, yeah.
29:14Maybe what's happening right now isn't just sickle cell.
29:21Humoglobin's way too low.
29:24I'm just going to feel your tummy, OK?
29:29Is that ten?
29:30Oh!
29:30I'll take that as a yes.
29:32Have you had a fall or banged into something recently?
29:38This morning, around 4am, I got up to go to the bathroom.
29:43Didn't want to wake Ivy.
29:46I slipped and hit the side of the sink.
29:49But it was OK.
29:50It didn't hurt any worse than I usually do.
29:54OK.
29:56Can we get her cross-matched, please?
29:57And if her blood pressure drops any more, can we get her unit of own egging?
30:01Can you book an urgent abdominal satay for me, please?
30:04And can we get a haematologist down here as well?
30:08Kirsty, I think you might be bleeding internally.
30:32OK, there we go.
30:34Good, isn't it?
30:36Almost.
30:47Does she know you love her?
30:49Huh?
30:50The paramedic?
30:51The way you look at her?
30:53Yeah, she's my girlfriend.
30:56Then you're one lucky sod.
30:58She's brilliant.
31:00I couldn't agree more.
31:02I hope you tell her that.
31:03Every chance you get.
31:07You do tell her, right?
31:10Uh, yeah, um, Simon's now going to take you through CT.
31:15I'll see you in a bit.
31:19Thanks, man.
31:39Is Mummy going to get better?
31:42She is, yes.
31:43Thanks to you.
31:44Me?
31:46Yeah.
31:48This morning, your mummy had a bit of an accident, and she got a tiny, tiny little bleed inside
31:56of her belly, which was very painful.
31:59But if you hadn't called 999, we would never have known about it.
32:04But you can help her?
32:05We can.
32:07She's getting a blood transfusion now.
32:09And then after that, we'll help her with some special blood for her illness.
32:14Do they have enough of the right blood?
32:17Sometimes they don't.
32:19I offered to give some once, but they said I wasn't old enough.
32:24They've got plenty blood, but thank you.
32:29And after that, the surgeons are going to come down, and they'll do a little operation,
32:34and they'll use a tiny camera, so they can see inside her.
32:40I trust you now.
32:43Aww.
32:44Come on, then.
32:45Let's let the doctors help Mummy, and we can go back to playing games.
32:55Right, so your ECG is clear.
32:58Your blood gas, OBS, all normal?
33:00Yeah, so you're good to go.
33:02It's just a panic attack.
33:07Complete waste of your time.
33:08Don't be silly.
33:09Come on.
33:10Helping people's never wasted time.
33:12Yeah.
33:12Probably a million other things you could have been doing.
33:18Believe me, there is nowhere else I would run.
33:20I'd rather be.
33:21Okay.
33:22Come on.
33:22I'll walk you out.
33:24Okay, thanks.
33:27Matty.
33:28What?
33:29Where are you going?
33:30HR.
33:31Fine.
33:32It's a jump before I'm pushed.
33:33I reckon I'm pretty much done with this place anyway.
33:35Okay, now who's the coward?
33:38So what?
33:40Well, I've heard of a lot of different reasons for doctors torpedoing their own careers, whether
33:44it be ambition or avarice or addiction, but I like a girl and she doesn't like me back.
33:49That's a new one on me.
33:50It's a bit more complicated than that, isn't it?
33:52Well, it had better be, because the way you spoke to Dr Nash was completely unacceptable.
33:57Stevie's a big girl.
33:58She can handle it.
34:00Well, she's a good doctor.
34:01She's a friend of mine and you will show her some respect.
34:03You have no idea how much you have to thank her for.
34:05Me?
34:06Thanks, Stevie.
34:07Right.
34:07Yeah.
34:09How many times has she saved your job?
34:10An unauthorized, unsupervised spinal tap?
34:13You almost killed a little girl?
34:15Abby.
34:15Abby, okay?
34:16Her name was Abby and it was your precious Stevie's mistake, not mine.
34:21What are you talking about?
34:22No, it wasn't.
34:27It was Stevie who missed the paramedic's handover.
34:29I just covered for her.
34:31All right, why would you do that?
34:35Isn't it obvious?
34:42Wow.
34:43You did quite long.
34:44Are you serious?
34:45I don't like these colours because my favourite colour's pink.
34:49Ivy?
34:50Where's Mummy?
34:55Good news.
34:56It all went really well.
34:58So we can go home soon?
35:00Um, well, we do need to keep her here overnight for observation.
35:04Okay.
35:05I can stay here too.
35:06I don't mind.
35:09Well, that's...
35:11That's...
35:12That's not really possible.
35:13Well, it's okay.
35:16We'll call social services and they'll find somewhere nice for you.
35:19You can't do that.
35:21They'll take me away.
35:23It'll only be for a little bit.
35:25Just until they know you and your mum are okay.
35:27We are okay now.
35:30Yeah, not really.
35:31Oh, yeah.
35:32Look at what happened this morning.
35:34I made a mistake.
35:35It won't happen again.
35:36I promise.
35:39Please.
35:40Don't take me from Mummy.
35:49Hey.
35:49Hey.
35:50Hey, all good?
35:50Yeah.
35:51He's absolutely fine.
35:53Just a little colic, apparently.
35:55I'm sorry I overreacted.
35:57No.
35:57No, it's...
35:58It's totally understandable.
35:59It's okay.
36:00It's just...
36:01That estate.
36:03There's all people to dream and now it's a nightmare.
36:06And being here...
36:07I feel safe.
36:09Well, anytime you need anything, we're here.
36:16Do you be interested in maybe coffee sometime?
36:21Oh, not like a date or anything.
36:23Just, you know.
36:26Yeah.
36:26Yeah, I know.
36:28Sounds lovely.
36:30Like I said, anytime you need me, I'm here.
36:39How long?
36:41A few months.
36:43But she started it.
36:45No.
36:46It was mutual.
36:48Unexpected.
36:50But mutual.
36:52She definitely ended it then.
36:54Did she ask you to cover for her with Abby?
36:56She didn't know about it.
36:57Not until after.
37:00Okay.
37:01I see why you're upset, though.
37:04I'd had angry at her.
37:05Not really.
37:06I think you should be.
37:07I'm angry at myself.
37:09Getting too close, you know.
37:11She did warn me.
37:12Put up boundaries.
37:13I just jumped over them.
37:14Boundaries?
37:15I mean...
37:17She's a consultant.
37:18You're a kid.
37:19You know?
37:19It led to you feeling trapped, feeling like you needed to leave.
37:24I'm not going to leave.
37:26Good.
37:28You were right.
37:29It wouldn't be cowardice.
37:31I'm glad.
37:33Where are you going?
37:34I'm...
37:34I'm going to sort Stevie out.
37:36No.
37:36No, don't.
37:37Please.
37:38It's my mess.
37:39I can clean it up.
37:40No, certainly it's not your mess.
37:41Okay.
37:43But...
37:43Just let me sort it out with Stevie myself.
37:53That girl this morning should not be having to look after her own mum.
37:58No.
37:59She shouldn't.
38:01How are things going with your dad?
38:04I know.
38:05You haven't seen him yet?
38:07I didn't see him in the first place.
38:10But I thought you said that.
38:11I know.
38:12I know what I said.
38:13I lied.
38:16I cancelled on him and we haven't spoken since.
38:19No, don't.
38:19Come on, Teddy, Teddy.
38:21You invited your dad back in your life for a reason.
38:24Hmm?
38:25You can't just drop it.
38:27That's not fearing him, are you?
38:30He left when I was young.
38:31I survived.
38:32I'm fine.
38:34Turns out I never really needed a dad.
38:50This is where mummy's been, I do.
38:52Really?
38:53Hmm?
38:54Yes.
38:55Look at you.
38:58Hmm.
39:00I like it here.
39:02Yeah.
39:03What's in the world, goodbye?
39:05No.
39:06Here.
39:07It work.
39:08You know?
39:10Being useful.
39:13I've decided to come back to work.
39:16After maternity?
39:18No, I'm going to start in a few weeks.
39:20Actually, I've already spoken to HR and they've got slots for me, so...
39:26I want things to go back to the way they were before.
39:31Before what?
39:34Before Pearl.
39:37Until then, I got the tips with her.
39:37Meow!
39:38So...
39:38Meow!
39:39continuation identify the other thing!
39:40Meow!
39:40Meow!
39:41Meow!
39:41Meow!
39:42Meow!
39:42Meow!
39:42Meow!
39:44напр� open psych shop!
39:47Meow!
39:55Meow!
40:10I'm sorry
40:12I was selfish
40:15I took what I needed from you
40:16and when it all got too much
40:18I cut you loose
40:22over text
40:23well
40:26you didn't force me into doing anything I didn't want to do
40:28right
40:34yeah but
40:36I wasn't honest with you
40:37not completely and you were right
40:40like I was scared
40:41of you
40:43your feelings I mean whatever
40:48and I should have ended this sooner
40:49that's on me
40:52but truthfully
40:56it just made me feel good about myself again
41:01good
41:03I'm glad
41:04you deserve that
41:07to feel good about yourself
41:10you deserve better
41:13nah
41:13not better
41:16maybe someone else
41:19but not someone better
41:21you're worth falling for Stevie
41:26when you realise that
41:27you just might let yourself be happy
41:43you just said
41:45I really love you
41:45I love you
41:47good
41:48you just said
42:02I got some bed stuff for you, a blanket and a pillow, so you can snuggle right down here
42:08next to your man tonight, okay?
42:09You're very kind.
42:20For not turning on me.
42:40Hold on, hold on, I want my help.
42:42What's this?
42:43Er, oncology data from the Wyvern Hill area between 2005 and 2006.
42:50This stuff was never digitised, so I've had to pull it out of the paper archive.
42:53This is just the tip of a very large iceberg.
42:57Well, I mean, it's good, you're passionate about it.
43:00Yeah, well, someone's got to be.
43:04Listen, do you fancy dinner tonight?
43:08I feel like we haven't really spent much time together.
43:12I don't know, I could use a chat.
43:14Rita, I would love to, but I really need to make a start on this.
43:17Can we, can we rain check maybe?
43:19Is that okay?
43:20Yeah, yeah, sure.
43:21I mean, we'll just do it another time, won't we?
43:23Yeah, yeah, definitely.
43:25All right, well, um, I'll leave you to it, detective.
43:28Okay.
43:36Hey, you ready?
43:37Where we going?
43:41What's wrong?
43:41What's happened?
43:43I went to the solicitors.
43:46Alan left me this in his estate.
43:50It's for his retirement.
43:51As a teacher.
43:5350 years.
43:56He left me a note as well.
44:03It says, um, to Cam, someone else who tried to do good and the system gone mad.
44:11Why would he do this?
44:13Because you cared.
44:17I failed him.
44:19No, you didn't.
44:21He died, Indy.
44:23That was his choice.
44:25Because he felt like he didn't have a choice, because I didn't do enough.
44:28No, I think you did everything you could, and I think Alan knew that.
44:32Cam, you have to stop beating yourself up about this.
44:34It's unbearable.
44:35He died alone because of me.
44:37He didn't die alone.
44:39He died.
44:41He died on his own terms.
44:43How could you possibly know that?
44:46Because I was there.
44:50I dropped back in, and he asked me to help him open a bottle of pills, and I obviously
44:56didn't know what they were.
44:57You didn't know what the pills...
44:57How do you expect me to believe them?
44:59No, I knew what they were.
45:00I didn't know what he intended to do with them.
45:03And I ran back as soon as I realised what I'd done, but it was too late.
45:07He'd already taken them all.
45:08You called 999, right?
45:11Because you're a medical professional, and that's what we do, right?
45:13Yeah, I wanted to, but he wouldn't let me.
45:15I mean, he's an 80-year-old man.
45:17Yeah, Cam, he asked me not to, okay?
45:20He just asked me to hold his hand.
45:22I didn't know what else to do.
45:25And you didn't tell me because...
45:26Because I was just scared how you would react.
45:30And how did you think I might react?
45:33I thought you might hate me.
45:35Hmm.
45:40I need some time to learn.
45:41What, Cam?
45:53You sure?
45:56Quite certain.
45:58I think...
46:00That maybe it was, um, induced by stress.
46:04You have an autoimmune disease, Rita.
46:08Alopecia areata.
46:13And is it, uh, curable?
46:17No.
46:19But there are treatments.
46:21Topical and intralesional steroids,
46:23JAK inhibitors,
46:24and contact immunotherapy are just some of...
46:32The most important thing right now
46:35is to have a support framework.
46:37Friends, family, talk to them.
46:41Stigma thrives on silence.
46:43Do you understand?
46:51I think we should probably start with immunotherapy.
46:58Yeah.
47:09Hey, you want to see me?
47:10Um, yeah.
47:12Close the door and take a seat, please.
47:16What's happened?
47:17Is it...
47:17Is it Rory?
47:18Uh, no.
47:19Actually, he's stable.
47:21He's out of the woods.
47:22Okay, thank God.
47:23That's a relief.
47:25Yeah.
47:27Take a seat for me, Stevie.
47:34What's happening?
47:37Seriously, you're scaring me.
47:38What's happening?
47:40There's been a complaint made against you.
47:43It's been elevated to port level.
47:47And it alleges that you made a serious,
47:51near-faithal mistake
47:53in the prescription of morphine to a child.
47:58And then contrived
48:00to have another junior member of staff cover for you.
48:07A junior member of staff
48:08that you were in an undeclared sexual relationship with.
48:16Which amounts to sexual coercion.
48:21Obviously, there'll be an inquiry.
48:24I strongly suggest that you speak to a union rep.
48:29And I will be, um,
48:31pulling you from your shift for the rest of the day.
48:37But what about...
48:39Stevie,
48:40I think it's best that we don't discuss this any further.
48:49Okay, thank you.
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