00:03I just wanted to say thanks for yesterday.
00:06Was something going on with you two?
00:08Nah, you're the only girl for me.
00:10You just need to look for a tell, bro.
00:11Just keep your eye on Joanie, yeah?
00:13And you'll soon figure out if he's cheating on your mum or not.
00:22You were telling the truth about that phone though, right?
00:25Yeah.
00:26Yeah, of course I was.
00:27I knew he was lying!
00:34It's happening.
00:36Things are about to get real.
00:38I know.
00:39I know.
00:41I know.
00:42I know.
00:43I know.
00:45I know.
00:58I know.
00:59I know.
01:09I know.
01:10I know.
01:13I know.
01:16I know.
01:41I don't really know what I'm supposed to say.
01:44Like, is it supposed to be honest or just interesting?
02:00Imran pulled me aside.
02:02He told me something that he's not even telling you.
02:12I know what I need to do, I just need to plan it carefully.
02:51Don't change your mind, have you?
02:53I wanted to reiterate, I meant every single one of those three words.
02:59Me too.
03:01Oh.
03:07Have you got this?
03:11Yeah.
03:16What do you think it is?
03:17I dunno.
03:18But knowing Leah Barnes, whatever it is, there'll be something in it for her.
03:25Vic Kent.
03:26Yeah?
03:28Are you sure you don't want to talk about that?
03:32What, yesterday?
03:32Mm.
03:33Yeah.
03:34Yeah, I'm sure.
03:38Oh, please tell me that you've got that as well.
03:40Yeah?
03:41Sorry.
03:47Right, Leah, have you seen that?
03:49Hey, what is this?
03:50You'll have to wait and see.
03:51Excited by today?
03:53Yeah, I'm really excited.
04:02Do you remember this one?
04:04Mm, yeah.
04:06It was on the radio, first time we kissed.
04:08Mm.
04:08The way I remember it was Mum, just a kiss.
04:10Excuse me.
04:13Are you okay after, erm...
04:16My not-so-little meltdown?
04:18Yeah.
04:19Thanks to you.
04:20Didn't do anything.
04:21Yes, you did.
04:23You shut down you-know-who.
04:25And looked after me.
04:27Like you always do.
04:28Mm-hmm.
04:28And always will.
04:29Mm.
04:36Hi, mate.
04:37What's up with you?
04:37We're embarrassing you with our love.
04:39What's all this for?
04:41Oh, well.
04:42Caleb's off to some fancy lunch on Leah and Imran's boat.
04:44And I'm making the most of being self-employed,
04:46and I've given myself the day off.
04:48Teresa's looking after the flower stall for me.
04:50So the three of us are gonna go on a picnic?
04:52Don't think so.
04:53Well, I think so.
04:55And I think you'll change your mind when you realise
04:56your mum's made some of them horrible peanut butter
04:59and corned beef sandwiches you love.
05:00I said no.
05:02Hey, don't speak to Jonah like that.
05:05I'll talk to him whatever way I want.
05:07No, you will not.
05:09Hey, what's wrong with you?
05:11Excuse me, he asked you a question.
05:14No.
05:15Nothing's wrong.
05:16Right, well, stop acting like there is then.
05:17Go upstairs, get the sun cream and put a smile on your face
05:19cos you're coming.
05:27Here you go.
05:29Who's that?
05:30My dad.
05:31You don't want to bother Rex enough?
05:33No.
05:33Me and Emma are fine with that now.
05:36But after that knife thing in the club the other day,
05:39you really sent your mum down.
05:40He's literally not stopped texting me.
05:42He's your dad.
05:43He cares about you.
05:44He was sending me under thinking about what could have went wrong.
05:46I'm okay.
05:47Only cos a prince.
05:49Man's a hero.
05:52I just want today to be perfect.
05:55And it will be.
05:57I'm so excited, you know.
05:59I really hope we're all up for it.
06:01Something tells me that they will be.
06:03Somehow.
06:04Thank you for that.
06:06It's no biggie.
06:07It is to me.
06:09If everything goes well today,
06:11I'm gonna be the start of something.
06:13Hmm.
06:13And you know even if it isn't then...
06:17I'll make sure you're okay.
06:19Look after you.
06:20I know you will.
06:22I love you for that.
06:24But...
06:25I just want something of my own.
06:29I love you.
06:31I love you too.
06:39Have you worked out what's wrong with it?
06:42Erm...
06:42Yeah.
06:42It's not working.
06:44Oh well, with that extensive knowledge.
06:46Hey, if he ever gets bored of being an accountant,
06:48he could be a mechanic no drama, couldn't he?
06:50Whatever.
06:50Don't worry, I'll have it fixed in all time.
06:54Right, that's it.
06:55Admit defeat.
06:56Call the breakdown service.
07:01Right, now that he's on the phone,
07:02what's his attitude all about?
07:04I don't know what you're going on about.
07:05Yes, you do.
07:06Been in a paddy all morning.
07:07Look, is it because of me yesterday?
07:09If it is, I'm really sorry.
07:10I just was having one of my moments.
07:13It's not you.
07:14So what is it then?
07:16Look, has Jonah done something to upset you?
07:18Because if he has, I'm sure he didn't mean it.
07:20I know for a fact that that man worships around you, me and Gawcon.
07:23You reckon?
07:25I don't just reckon, I know.
07:28When it was just you and me, I loved it.
07:31I was so happy.
07:33Me and my little boy against the world.
07:35But when Jonah and Caleb came into our lives,
07:38it just made our fantastic little life even better.
07:41Look, I'll be honest with you Mads,
07:43I don't know what I'd do without that man.
07:45Just promise me you just got up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.
07:49Everything's all right, yeah?
07:51Yeah.
07:52Just in a bit of a grump, that's all.
07:55Er, they said it could be anything from one hour to six hours
08:00till anyone comes out.
08:01I'm sorry.
08:02Picnic's ruined.
08:03Well, I'm here with two of my favourite people.
08:06Who needs a seaside anyway?
08:08We're gonna have a picnic right here.
08:09Yeah?
08:10Yeah?
08:10All right.
08:19Seen a bankroll in this.
08:20I don't know why you sent me an invite.
08:22Well, you know what I'm like with Etika?
08:24Yo, this is absolutely crazy.
08:27What?
08:28Take all the participants.
08:29Hey, don't even friends.
08:33Slip of the tongue.
08:35This is lovely.
08:36Hey, guys.
08:37Wow.
08:39Nice to see you all.
08:41So what have we got ourselves into then?
08:43Whatever it is, I hope there's food because I am starving.
08:45Don't worry about that, mate.
08:46I got you.
08:48So, what's this then?
08:49You just wanna show us your swanky new pack or something?
08:51I just wanted to show you mine in a man's home.
08:53Er, no.
08:54Come on, I know you inside out.
08:56There's gotta be something else going on here.
08:59Well, there is something I need to talk to you all about.
09:02Yeah?
09:03So, what is it then?
09:05Let's grab a drink first and I'll show you around.
09:08Yeah!
09:09All right, follow me. Come on.
09:10What if they say that you're a plumber?
09:14Naturally, I'm worried if I do it alone.
09:17Who really cares?
09:18Welcome to the crib.
09:24This is the dining area.
09:26Come on.
09:28Yes!
09:29What do you want to wear?
09:31What do you want to wear?
09:31What do you want to wear?
09:32What do you want to wear?
09:34What do you want to wear?
09:37What do you want to wear?
09:38What do you want to wear?
09:45What do you want to wear?
09:51What do you want to wear?
09:53What do you want to wear?
09:54You're a clover.
09:59What are you waiting for?
10:05What are you waiting for?
10:07one of us we've all got something that we don't say out loud that we keep buried or we try
10:13not
10:13to think about and why is that because it's easier than actually dealing with it
10:22you wouldn't let me down
10:25but secrets don't go away they change things they shape what we do how we act and who we become
10:36for better or often worse
10:46so we're gonna do something about it upstairs is my studio today think of it as more of a confessional
10:55booth as one by one each of us are going to go in there and record our darkest secret
11:16the dark secret the one that keeps us up at night
11:21the one that when it pops into our heads it stops us dead in our tracks it's probably the one
11:27that
11:27we're all thinking about right now
11:33do you seriously think that any of us are going to say anything on a video to the girl with
11:38the
11:38loudest gob in the village they're all protected by randomized cryptographically secure passwords
11:47without those passwords there's no access to the recordings not for me not for anyone else
11:55shall we get out of here why don't we just finish hearing her out thanks caleb any questions so far
12:03uh yeah i've got one what's the actual point in all this well my first year
12:12the union states was a disaster i messed up big time and i ended up getting thrown off my course
12:20how come she didn't tell anyone shame
12:25embarrassment no i thought it was game over but there was this one lecturer that saw something in
12:32me and despite the skipped classes and missed assignments professor tate saw that i had potential
12:39potential potential for what most people think that the vlogging i was doing was a waste of time
12:44she thought i had a flair of understanding people i could work out what would make them tick
12:52so that's when i got my idea which i still don't get by the way if we all do this
12:58none of us will
12:58forget we've done it so keeping a secret requires a lot of hard work once it's said out loud even
13:05to
13:05ourselves it'll reduce the pressure that we feel to keep it hidden and therefore it will change your
13:12life that sort of makes sense if you agree to do this i'll do monthly check-ins see how you're
13:19all
13:19getting on if you feel different whether you are different and uh what will you do with your findings
13:28professor tate put me in touch with an early stage wellness behavioral startup they're developing an
13:35anonymous voice disclosure platform and it's set on psychology of confession they're building a digital
13:42confessional and they've asked me to help help them in what way using my data from my project
13:48and that is why you're all sat here all right okay well you've still not answered the question what are
13:53you getting out of this well if the project's a success which it will be professor tate has promised
14:00me a year-long internship with her in america so i'm really sorry leah but don't know about anybody else
14:10i'm out wait turn the envelopes over
14:22is this for real one hundred thousand pounds each six months tell your secrets
14:34lock them away stick to your check-ins and tell me the results
14:42and the money is yours
14:48i can't do it just sit back knowing that he absolutely not you shouldn't have to
14:56then what do i do that when i get out of here
15:00you and me are going to make lila pay for what she's doing
15:08what would you grant a shed load of money and i presume you're bankrolling all this nonsense
15:14no this is leah's baby
15:17so we're just gonna get all this money for just saying something something that could literally
15:22ruin your life i'll fix it like leah said you don't know that though no but neither do you
15:30this is mad you do all get that right like proper mad secrets are secrets for a reason
15:38yeah but it's not like anyone's gonna marry him that's not the point it kind of is
15:44once it's said out loud it stops owning you or it makes it real
15:49well it's already real and for six months what we're basically lab rats participants that's the
15:56same thing if you ask me it isn't are you seriously considering doing this
16:01not like properly though no holding back
16:07if i commit to something then i commit
16:14i mean
16:19four hundred grand
16:22it's all right
16:24vicky
16:26yeah i suppose
16:28what if someone lies and just makes something up then they'll only be cheating themselves
16:33oh well what a convenient answer that is
16:38are you scared no
16:43why don't you go first then
16:53come on
17:10i'm gonna need a little help here
17:14the stairs
17:15yeah of course we'll help you get all up
17:24yeah
17:25yeah
17:27yeah
17:28yeah
17:30yeah
17:59MUSIC PLAYS
18:00ABOUT WHO'S RESPONSIBLE
18:03ABOUT WHAT I DO TO HIM
18:06SO YOU GET AWAY WITH IT
18:10AND IT BECOMES THIS THING THAT IS JUST YOURS
18:13AND IT'S YOUR SECRET
18:16AND NO ONE ELSE CAN
18:19COMMENT ON OR
18:22OR RUIN OR TAKE AWAY FROM YOU
18:25IT WAS ALMOST LIKE SOMETHING HAD BEEN MADE CLEAR
18:30LIKE A LINE HAD BEEN DRAWN
18:34AND I KNEW WHICH SIDE I WAS ON
18:42AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST PART OF THIS IS?
18:45IS THAT NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW?
18:46WILL THEY?
18:48BECAUSE NOBODY IS EVER GOING TO SEE THIS
18:53YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST PART OF THIS IS?
19:23YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST PART OF THIS IS?
19:26YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST PART OF THIS IS?
19:30YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST PART OF THIS IS?
19:58YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST PART OF THIS IS?
20:07THERE'S A GUN
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