The Summer I Turned Pretty (2022) S3E2

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Season 3: The Ultimate Choice (Series Finale) ​Description ​The epic, emotional conclusion to the trilogy. Now a junior in college, Belly believes her future with Jeremiah is set, but a shocking truth about his past leads to an impulsive, high-stakes engagement that divides their families. When her first love, Conrad, returns to Cousins Beach and gets roped into helping with the wedding plans, long-buried feelings reignite. Navigating betrayal, adult choices, and a soul-searching journey that takes her all the way to Paris, Belly must finally make the definitive choice about who truly holds her heart.   ​Top Hashtags ​#TheSummerITurnedPrettySeason3 ​#TSITPSeason3 ​#TSITPFinale ​#TeamConradAtLast ​#TeamJellyfish ​#WellAlwaysHaveParis ​#BellyConklin ​#JeremiahFisher ​#ConradFisher ​#SeriesFinale ​#WellAlwaysHaveCousins

Transcript

00:12Previously, on the summer, I turned pretty.

00:14I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.

00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.

00:20Now here we are.

00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.

00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.

00:26Paris?

00:26Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?

00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.

00:32I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.

00:35I'm not graduating.

00:36We keep coming back to each other.

00:38It feels like it's never really over.

00:39I got that summer clinic job.

00:41Have you ever been in love?

00:42Once.

00:43So what was her name?

00:44Ellie.

00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?

00:46Hey, Jer.

00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.

00:50Oh, it happens in Cabo State in Cabo.

00:53Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?

00:55Shit.

00:56It happened when we were on a break.

00:57It didn't mean anything to me.

00:59It means something to me.

01:00You ruined everything.

01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?

01:22I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were

01:28so screwed.

01:31Fine.

01:31You are no fun.

01:33Hmm.

01:35Hmm.

01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?

01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?

01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.

01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.

01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...

01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time

01:58with your dad.

02:00Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.

02:04Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.

02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.

02:12Hey, okay, that's, that's not fair. I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.

02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.

02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.

02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.

02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.

02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.

02:36It's not that.

02:37Then what is it?

02:37What is wrong with you right now? You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.

02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.

02:43When did I ever say that?

02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.

02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.

02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun and spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight

02:53-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.

02:55Oh my God, what? Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.

03:01I wonder where that came from.

03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.

03:05Wow.

03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?

03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.

03:11You're being ridiculous right now.

03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.

03:17Are you serious?

03:18Yes, I'm serious.

03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.

03:21It is.

03:21Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.

03:23Bye.

03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.

03:32I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.

03:36Haven't you also not texted him?

03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.

03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?

03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview.

03:48I'm too depressed.

03:50Stop looking at Instagram.

03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.

03:54See?

03:56Okay, I'm heading out.

03:57Bye, Mom.

03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.

04:03I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...

04:05Just stop obsessing.

04:06You want to know what's going on, why don't you ask him?

04:09Yeah, but he's the real star...

04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.

04:12Guys are like dogs.

04:13They hide when they've screwed up.

04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is going to fuck up sometimes.

04:18You know he feels bad about it.

04:20Like, it's Jer.

04:21You're his oxygen.

04:22He can't breathe without you.

04:29I really thought Taylor was right.

04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.

04:36Are you really not going to come find me?

04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?

04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.

04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.

04:46Hey, no, it's okay.

04:50No.

04:52No, it's not.

04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.

04:56I'm just sorry.

04:57I'm sorry, Billy.

04:59Look, I mean, we had a fight.

05:03It's not the end of the world.

05:06What does this mean?

05:09Does this mean you want to get back together?

05:12We never stopped being together.

05:20Billy, when I was in Cabo, I thought we should have a little...

05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.

05:39You could never lose me.

05:47Uh...

05:51I got you this.

05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.

05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...

05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.

05:59No.

06:01I love it.

06:05I love you.

06:06I love you, too.

06:17I love you.

06:22I love you.

06:23Worth this.

06:50Taylor's here.

06:52I'm asleep.

06:53Got it.

06:59She's asleep.

07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.

07:02I think she should rest right now.

07:04Okay.

07:05Fine.

07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.

07:09Just make sure she eats something.

07:11Okay.

07:13Bye.

07:20Belly, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.

07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.

07:26Okay?

07:26Please just call me back.

07:28Like, just call me back.

07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.

07:34Please just tell me how she is.

07:35I don't know.

07:35She won't talk to me either.

07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.

07:41Taylor, please hear me out.

07:42No, I have always been on your side.

07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub

07:48cheater.

07:48It's insane.

07:49I didn't cheat.

07:50We were on a break.

07:51No, that's bullshit.

07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.

07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.

07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.

08:02Like, what are you doing?

08:03What are you thinking?

08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?

08:05Excuse me?

08:06You heard me.

08:08How are Davis and Mia?

08:10Don't turn it around on me.

08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.

08:14You were supposed to deserve her.

08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.

08:20Can you get out of here?

08:33Hey, this is Taylor.

08:34Leave a message.

08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?

08:41Yep.

08:41Yeah.

08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.

08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.

08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?

08:50Yep.

08:51Yep.

08:52Yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.

08:53So you saw it at Starrcade X?

08:57Starrcade X?

08:57Like, like, the gaming starter?

08:58Oh, my God.

08:59I knew you were a gamer.

09:00Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.

09:02Wait, no.

09:03No, no, relax.

09:04All right, I used to program that shit.

09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?

09:08Right.

09:08Remember?

09:08Yes, how could I forget?

09:10It is in your email signature.

09:12Mm.

09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?

09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.

09:19Okay?

09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.

09:24That was, uh, that was my, my ex.

09:27Well, ex?

09:28Ex?

09:28Oh, my God.

09:29No, no, no.

09:29Stop.

09:30Immediately, no.

09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?

09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.

09:37I don't care.

09:38Yeah.

09:41All right.

09:42Um, Starrcade X?

09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?

09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.

09:48Copy.

09:49Copy.

09:49Got you.

10:32You just have to make it to the library.

10:34One thing at a time.

10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.

10:41Like, I, I can't just study.

10:43I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously I'm not going to be in Cousins because

10:51Jeremiah.

10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to

10:57Susanna's memorial because, again, Jeremiah.

11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.

11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.

11:08No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is...

11:12Oh, my God.

11:17Hey, you're going to be okay.

11:20I'll meet you after a study group.

11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.

11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.

11:27I hung all my clothes in the closet you made.

11:31Even when he isn't really there.

11:33She's in the boxes I send him your way.

11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.

11:39I rearrange my memories.

11:44I try to rewrite my life.

11:47But no matter how I try to.

11:54And no matter how I want to.

12:01And no matter how easy things could be if I did.

12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying this.

12:16I wish I hated you.

12:19Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.

12:22Just two different endings you learn to repair.

12:26And I learn to keep me in one place.

12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us from when we were golden.

12:36Everybody, me.

12:36Tom.

12:38Ah, beautiful Tom.

12:40No, it's just a chance.

12:41Tom's going over in there at all.

12:46So, I just need to not be here.

12:59Hi.

13:00Mom, hi.

13:00Um, quick question.

13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible?

13:05Hello to you too, my loving daughter.

13:07I'm fine.

13:08Thanks for asking.

13:09How are you?

13:10Sorry.

13:11How are you, Mom?

13:13At an extremely dull conference.

13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.

13:17What do you need it for anyway?

13:18A passport.

13:20I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.

13:25That's fantastic.

13:27Honey, congratulations.

13:29How's JR taking it?

13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.

13:34Yeah.

13:35Um, Mom, I gotta go.

13:38Okay.

13:38Love you.

13:44Bro, you're tweaking.

13:46You need to level out.

13:49Try something with a cat I got.

13:51May help ease the pain.

13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.

13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.

13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?

13:59I know about breakups.

14:00You saw me after Sean.

14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.

14:04Felt like something to me.

14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.

14:08Dude, I dig your girl.

14:10I really do.

14:11And I say this with love, but...

14:13You two were broken up.

14:15Right?

14:15And you were wasted as hell.

14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.

14:19Bro, it's not an excuse.

14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.

14:22Well, yeah.

14:23Yeah, probably.

14:34Belly's been the center of my world

14:38since I lost my mom.

14:42She's everything to me.

14:46And losing her feels like...

14:50It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.

14:56Well, that's beautiful, man.

15:02So fight for her.

15:03Stop saying you're sorry.

15:05Find a way to show her.

15:09Make it sound so easy.

15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.

15:17I just can't believe it.

15:18He acts so devoted,

15:20but he's just as shady as the rest.

15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm,

15:24it's on sight.

15:25Don't smile, please.

15:27That won't be a problem.

15:28Kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.

15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?

15:34Look,

15:36if you really thought

15:37you were broken up,

15:40technically, it's not cheating,

15:41but to keep it a secret,

15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,

15:45and he chose to keep it from you.

15:48That's the part I can't get over.

15:51What Annika didn't know

15:53was that I had a secret, too.

15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.

15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat,

16:01Steven was visiting friends,

16:03J.R. was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.

16:06I figured,

16:07why be home alone

16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?

16:11So I borrowed Steven's car

16:12and went to Cousins.

16:20Oh, shit.

16:22Shit, shit, shit.

16:23Oh, my God.

16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?

16:26What would Kevin do?

16:28Okay.

16:30Okay.

16:43Steven, open up.

16:44It's me.

16:50Belly.

16:51You okay?

16:53Yeah.

16:54Yeah, sorry.

16:55Just the flash got to me.

16:57Okay.

16:58Next.

17:00Oh.

17:10Belly.

17:11No, please, don't leave.

17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.

17:15Please just talk to me.

17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.

17:19I'll tell you anything.

17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.

17:24Okay.

17:29How did it happen?

17:31Look, I was really sad.

17:33I was drunk.

17:36She was just there.

17:40How many times?

17:46Twice.

17:49Cher, how could you do this to me?

17:51Belly, please.

17:52I know I don't deserve you,

17:53but I love you more than anyone else in the world,

17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,

17:57and I would do anything to take it back.

17:59Just stop.

18:00You can't undo what you did.

18:02Belly, please.

18:04I'm sorry.

18:05I'm so sorry.

18:05I've never loved anyone but you.

18:08I love him, too, and I want to forgive him.

18:11I just don't know how.

18:16You were supposed to be the one person

18:18who would never hurt me,

18:21and are you the person who hurt me the most?

18:33I'm sorry.

18:33Laurel.

18:35Elliot.

18:36Hey.

18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.

18:39Oh, yeah, I've, you know,

18:41well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...

18:43As one does.

18:44Yeah.

18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year

18:47that I finally read

18:47La Recherche du Temps Perdue

18:50in the original French.

18:52Go for it.

18:53Live on the edge.

18:55You know, um,

18:56you and I,

18:57we could start our own book group

18:58if, uh, if you're interested.

19:00Ah, unfortunately,

19:01Professor Park dropped out of French

19:03her first year of college.

19:04John?

19:06What are you doing here?

19:07Open up a word with you.

19:08In private.

19:09Professor.

19:11Okay.

19:13See you later, Elliot.

19:14Uh, sure.

19:15Yeah, um,

19:17I'll be at the, uh,

19:18Flaubert Symposium

19:19if you want to drop by.

19:20Okay.

19:21Sounds great.

19:22Okay.

19:25What was that?

19:26So,

19:27TAs are allowed to flirt

19:28with professors now?

19:29He's an adjunct,

19:30and maybe I was flirting back.

19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.

19:34You'd have eaten him alive

19:34in, well, five minutes.

19:36What's a history professor

19:37doing at a lit conference anyway?

19:38Researching potential crossover courses.

19:41Our provost is looking for ways

19:42to make history sexy again.

19:45And a lit conference

19:46is definitely the way to do that.

19:47Shoot me, Dad.

19:49Please make your way

19:50in the ballroom.

19:51B for tropes

19:52of old English epic poetry.

19:58That sounds...

19:59Worrying as shit.

20:00Yeah.

20:02Okay.

20:05New plan.

20:06We find somewhere to drink this.

20:08Steal a wine opener.

20:08I can't do that.

20:10Oh, you're right.

20:26Okay.

20:27Welcome to day one.

20:29By the end of the summer,

20:31I expect half of you

20:32will still be here.

20:33Don't piss me off

20:34and we'll be fine.

20:37Okay.

20:38First patient.

20:39We have a 15-year-old boy

20:41came in following a seizure.

20:42Any thoughts

20:43on what might be going on?

20:44Oh.

20:46I want to start off

20:47with our first years.

20:48What do you say?

20:49Well, it could...

20:51Uh...

20:52Could be puberty hormones.

20:54He's 15.

20:55Uh, could also...

20:55He's also recovering

20:56from the flu

20:57and fevers

20:58are the most common cause

20:58of seizures at his age.

21:00Very good.

21:00They also gave him

21:01nausea meds at the ER

21:02and that does increase risk.

21:04Good catch.

21:06Sometimes it's just

21:06the obvious answer.

21:08Absolutely.

21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.

21:10I'll keep that in mind.

21:11Okay.

21:12Next patient.

21:14Are you trying to make me

21:15the med student

21:16that gets cut on day one?

21:17I'm sure that's just a myth.

21:18It's fine.

21:19I'll take that.

21:19I'll make it up

21:20in the next one.

21:21Look, I know that

21:21climbing up Namazi's ass

21:23is just a coping mechanism

21:24for your all-consuming love

21:25for your brother's girlfriend.

21:26Why did I tell you that?

21:27Because you were, like,

21:28yearning to.

21:30Whatever.

21:31Safest place to hang out

21:32at an academic conference

21:34is in the hotel gym.

21:36Nice!

21:37Give me your phone.

21:38Mine's dead

21:38and I want to call the kids.

21:40It's in my room.

21:40Also, the kids are fine.

21:42Also, you're upside down.

21:44Yes.

21:44Yes, I am.

21:49What are you doing?

21:51Getting some things

21:52off my chest.

21:53Why did I ask?

21:55You know,

21:56even though our marriage

21:57went to shit,

21:58we ended up being

21:59pretty good

22:00co-parents.

22:02Yes, we did.

22:07Oh, my God.

22:08I just remembered.

22:10Belly called me today

22:11to say she is studying abroad

22:13next semester

22:14in Paris.

22:15Oh!

22:16Do you know

22:17how the Parisian police

22:18found Quasimodo?

22:20They followed a hunch.

22:22Please never tell that joke again.

22:25You used to love my jokes.

22:27You used to laugh so hard

22:28beer would come out your nose.

22:29In fact,

22:30wasn't that why

22:30you slept with me

22:31on our first date?

22:32I was fake laughing

22:33and I planned to sleep

22:34with you all along.

22:37You did?

22:39Mind if I work in?

22:42Uh, no.

22:42It's all yours.

22:43We're done here.

22:44Appreciate it.

22:59Why are you here?

23:01What are you...

23:01You haven't responded

23:02to my text all day.

23:04It's finals.

23:05It's a stressful time.

23:07Tay, are you okay?

23:07What's wrong?

23:10I'm...

23:10I'm hungry.

23:12Okay, then let's...

23:13Let's just grab some food.

23:15Come on, get in.

23:19Okay.

23:37So, uh...

23:39Uh, where do you want to go eat?

23:42I don't know.

23:49What?

23:53Uh, I broke up with Mia.

24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.

24:04What?

24:08Uh, sorry.

24:10I just...

24:11I thought you'd be happy

24:12that I just wanted to be with you.

24:14But after the other night,

24:15sleeping over...

24:16Steven, I...

24:16You're wrong.

24:18And I've told you before,

24:19I just want this to be casual.

24:20Okay, it's never casual

24:22with you and me, Taylor.

24:23You know that.

24:24Oh, my God.

24:24We're not fucking around.

24:26You know, and do it for real

24:26so we don't keep hurting other people.

24:27They don't even know about us.

24:28That doesn't matter.

24:29It's still messed up.

24:32Taylor, I want you and me

24:33to have a fresh start.

24:34You know, free and clear and clean.

24:37Steven, we've tried before.

24:38We've tried a million times.

24:39We were kids, then.

24:39It doesn't...

24:39We don't work.

24:40It never works.

24:41Taylor, you are the only girl

24:42I want to be with.

24:44What?

24:44I'm telling you.

24:45I think I love you.

24:46Stop, stop.

24:46No, don't.

24:47I can't do this.

24:48What are you talking...

24:49Can you pull over

24:50and let me out of the fucking car?

24:51Taylor, no.

24:51No, Taylor, I need you to listen to me.

24:53Please, that's all I'm asking for.

24:54Steven, please, just let me out of the car.

24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.

24:56I don't care.

24:57I want to leave.

24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.

25:01Fine, fine, fine.

25:03Fuck.

25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?

25:11Taylor, what the fuck?

25:27Taylor, I told you, I don't want...

25:31Oh, my God.

25:36Taylor.

25:40I'm really sorry.

25:42What happened?

25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?

25:46What happened?

25:47I wasn't in the car.

25:49Okay.

25:50We were arguing.

25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.

25:56Okay.

25:59What?

26:07It's just my fault.

26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.

26:12Yes, it is.

26:13You're with Stephen Conklin?

26:15Yeah, yeah.

26:16Is he okay?

26:17Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.

26:21Cerebral contusion?

26:23It's a bruise on the brain.

26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.

26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.

26:29So we just wait and see, is that it?

26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.

26:35Can that be one of you?

26:36I'm his sister.

26:38His sister works.

26:39Okay.

26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...

26:42It's in the paperwork there.

26:47I need to try my parents again.

26:50I couldn't...

26:50Okay, I will try them.

26:52I will do it.

26:54I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.

26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?

27:00I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.

27:05Of course, Stephen bragged about anything.

27:10Okay, O negative.

27:12He's O negative.

27:14Okay.

27:15I'm going to try your parents again.

27:17I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.

27:22Do you want me to call Jer?

27:26I don't know.

27:27An hour ago, I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...

27:32I just wish he was here.

27:35You know what to say to make me feel bad.

27:41I'm going to be your Jer today.

27:44Okay, I will track down your parents.

27:45I will call Jer's dumbass, too.

27:48Okay.

27:49Just...

27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.

27:52I'm going to do it.

27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?

27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.

28:00Yeah, I got you.

28:00I'm going to call Conrad.

28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.

28:08No, it's fine.

28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then.

28:10Okay.

28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.

28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.

28:16He basically blew us off.

28:17We're trying to get updates, but...

28:18Well, maybe I can help.

28:19Where's he admitted?

28:20We're at, um, Providence General.

28:24But how?

28:25I will figure it out.

28:28I just want to do something.

28:32Hey, how's Belly?

28:34She's fine.

28:35Yeah?

28:35Okay.

28:36Yeah.

28:37Yeah.

28:37Great.

28:38Okay.

28:39Well, just keep me updated, okay?

28:41Yep.

28:42Will do.

28:42All right.

28:45Dr. Namazi?

28:46Excuse me?

28:47What's up?

28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.

28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.

28:54And he's at Providence General.

28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?

29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.

29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.

29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?

29:09I'll see what I can do.

29:12Do you think you need to take the date?

29:17Uh, no.

29:19I'm good.

29:20Okay.

29:50Jayra's in the lobby.

29:52Yeah, I know, babe.

29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.

29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.

29:59That's so sweet.

30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?

30:04Should I text him?

30:09Isabel Conklin?

30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.

30:13I head up the neurology team.

30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.

30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?

30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.

30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.

30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.

30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.

30:28Have you seen him yet?

30:31Well, let's get you back there.

30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,

30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.

30:38Follow me.

30:47Any news on your friend?

30:48No.

30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?

30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.

30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.

30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.

31:00No cell phones?

31:02Yeah.

31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?

31:05Good.

31:05Great.

31:11This is mislabeled.

31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.

31:15That's my mistake.

31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk.

31:19I'll fix it right now.

31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.

31:21It won't happen again.

31:22No, it won't.

31:24You're done here.

31:25You're not ready for this.

31:28You're firing me for one mistake?

31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...

31:32You may see this as one mistake,

31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,

31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.

31:39Dr. Namazi, I...

31:41You can always apply again next year.

32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?

32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.

32:16Do you know how scary that is?

32:23I know I act like I don't care,

32:25but I just, I care so, so much.

32:33You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time

32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.

32:38You're just gonna be like,

32:41actually, you're not worth it.

32:54So I figured if I just keep pushing you away

32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,

33:00then you can't hurt me.

33:03And I don't know how to stop doing that.

33:17You know, the first time we got together,

33:19you remember you told me that you were like,

33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.

33:26You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.

33:48I have good news. The CT scan is clear.

33:50The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?

33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,

33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.

33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.

33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.

34:05It's okay. He's gonna be okay.

34:08I've just been scared.

34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.

34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.

34:21No, I never should have judged you.

34:24But you're right.

34:25I've been all over the place.

34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,

34:30but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.

34:33It's shitty.

34:34And selfish.

34:36And Steven was trying to do the right thing,

34:39and I'm just freaked.

34:41But all this...

34:47I think...

34:48I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared...

34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again.

34:55I'm more scared not to try.

35:01I'm gonna...

35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis.

35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.

35:18All right, how rough do I look right now?

35:21Do I look hot?

35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.

35:24I look that bad.

35:28Just go back to the house.

35:30Eat something.

35:31Chower.

35:34You heard the doctor.

35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while.

35:37Okay.

35:37Thanks, babe.

35:43Hey...

35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.

35:50I never said that.

35:52And make him beg.

35:52Obviously.

35:54But...

35:55Don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.

36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.

36:03I love it.

36:08Okay.

36:18Laura.

36:22We gotta get him.

36:25Shut up.

36:28Still not a morning person, huh?

36:33My eyes are crispy.

36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?

36:38Yeah.

36:49Oh, my God.

36:52John, get in here.

36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?

36:58Belly, I just got your messages.

36:59What's going on?

37:01Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?

37:03He's gonna be fine.

37:05I've been trying to keep it together,

37:07but I was so scared.

37:11I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.

37:15I'm so, so sorry.

37:18Have you been there all alone?

37:20No, no.

37:21Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.

37:26And Jer's here.

37:28He stayed all night.

37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.

37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,

37:35and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.

37:39I love you so much, Belly.

37:42I love you, Mommy.

37:45What is that?

37:46Steven was in a car accident?

37:47He's okay.

37:48Okay.

37:48He's gonna be fine.

37:49Fuck.

37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.

37:52It's okay.

37:52You just meet me in the lobby in five.

38:04You just meet me in the lobby in five.

38:16We hadn't seen each other much over the years.

38:19And we hadn't been alone together since...

38:21Hey.

38:22...that day at the motel.

38:24Hey.

38:32Why are you holding a poker?

38:35Oh.

38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.

38:39Of course you did.

38:45Where's Jer?

38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.

38:51Right.

38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?

38:54Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.

38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.

39:00Hmm.

39:01What are you doing here?

39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,

39:05and Steven's in New York.

39:07I was all alone at home.

39:10So...

39:33You have chocolate all over your face.

39:35No, I don't.

39:36What did you do?

39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?

39:39Shut it!

39:41No, I don't.

39:43You called.

39:43I could start a fire.

39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.

39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.

39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.

39:59It's really good to see you.

40:06You too.

40:15The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.

40:32You're okay?

40:34Oh, no.

40:36Leave me alone.

40:37You hurt?

40:37Can you move?

40:39I thought you were gone.

40:41Nope.

40:42Still here.

40:47Let me help you up.

40:48No, no, no.

40:49Ow.

40:50Just...

40:50Just give me a minute.

40:52Okay.

41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?

41:05Eleven.

41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.

41:08No, I'm not.

41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.

41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.

41:20What?

41:21You calling me an animal?

41:30I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.

41:33No, no, no, no.

41:34Just, just, just, no.

41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.

41:37Just leave me here.

41:38Okay.

41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.

41:44Okay.

41:46Okay, come on.

41:48Okay.

41:49Ow!

41:50You're okay.

41:51Ready?

41:52Why?

41:53Ow.

41:56Watch your legs.

42:00Ow.

42:02You're okay.

42:03Yeah.

42:04Ow.

42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.

42:12A part of me will always love you.

42:26We spent the day together, but not together.

42:31Oh, to see without my eyes.

42:34The first time that you'll kiss me.

42:40Boundless by the time I cry.

42:43Entertainingly expressive.

42:45H-blank-blank-blank-y.

42:48Hmm.

42:49That's one.

42:51Hammy.

42:53Hammy.

42:54Hammy.

42:57Hammy.

42:58Hammy.

43:00Hammy.

43:01Hammy.

43:02Hammy.

43:03Hammy.

43:04She's better off with Laszlo.

43:06You're insane.

43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.

43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.

43:14Oh, my God, dude.

43:16What?

43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.

43:20I know you are way too young to be this cynical.

43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.

43:24Strange.

43:30Belly.

43:31Hey.

43:31Belly.

43:32Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.

43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.

43:36What do you have to?

43:37I'm actually in Cousins.

43:39I-I got super lonely, so I-I drove up.

43:42Oh, nice.

43:42Uh, did you bring Taylor?

43:44No, I came by myself.

43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.

43:48Conrad's flight got messed up because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.

43:52Yeah, he, uh, he's-

43:54What?

43:56Hello?

43:56Belly.

43:57Can you hear me?

43:58Jer, I-I can't hear what you're saying.

44:00Uh, never mind.

44:02What?

44:04Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.

44:06Okay.

44:06Bye, Bells.

44:07Okay.

44:08Okay, love you.

44:14Hey, I-I would've told Jer that you're here too.

44:17Don't worry about it.

44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.

44:22Because there was nothing to tell.

44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.

44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.

44:38The next morning, Conrad was gone.

44:44He left just like I thought he would.

44:49No goodbye.

44:51Just gone like a ghost.

44:53No goodbye.

45:03Conrad Fisher.

45:05The ghost of Christmas past.

45:07Blackbird on my shoulder.

45:11And what difference does it make?

45:14When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?

45:24River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head, till I breathe my last breath.

45:38Oh, the woe is me.

45:42The last time that you touched me.

45:47Oh, the wonders ever cease.

45:51You blasted me the mystery of love.

46:16Come in.

46:24Hey.

46:24Can you take your shoes off?

46:25I'm gonna be here for like a sec.

46:28I was just on my way in and...

46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?

46:31No, jerk.

46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.

46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.

46:36Thanks.

46:37Good.

46:38This is for you?

46:41You're welcome.

46:44Um...

46:45So look, um...

46:47About yesterday.

46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.

46:52I'm fine.

46:54Cool.

46:54Uh, that's...

46:57Actually, I was gonna say that she kind of has a point.

47:01Oh.

47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?

47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously.

47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.

47:11Excuse me?

47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.

47:17They're not going anywhere.

47:20And...

47:21As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.

47:30Hello.

47:30Would have been nice.

47:32Hello.

47:36Steven?

47:37You ready for a visitor?

47:38Oh, yeah.

47:39Oh, you're awake.

47:40Ow!

47:41Ow!

47:42Ow!

47:42Careful of his fridge.

47:43No, no.

47:44Break another one.

47:45Why don't you?

47:45It's barely cracked, you baby.

47:49How's, uh...

47:50How's mom and dad?

47:51Where are they?

47:52They're on their way.

47:52Hey.

47:57Uh, hi.

48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.

48:02I'm glad you're alive.

48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.

48:10You know that?

48:11Belly was worried to death.

48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen.

48:14Obviously.

48:16I was in a coma.

48:17So?

48:18Yeah, but...

48:20medically induced.

48:22Huh.

48:26Steven, I'm joking.

48:28I was worried about you too, obviously.

48:30Yeah.

48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said

48:32since I woke up.

48:33You know, before the crash.

48:35Me too.

48:35And you were right.

48:39You and me, we don't work.

48:43What?

48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,

48:51we would've just gone about our lives and been fine.

48:53So let's just pretend we didn't.

49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.

49:06I couldn't let you go.

49:09You know I love a challenge, but...

49:15It is a wake-up call.

49:18You were right.

49:20You and me, we don't work.

49:22Hmm.

49:26Good.

49:27Then we're on the same page.

49:29Yeah, yeah.

49:29Finally.

49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.

49:42First loves are important.

49:45Conrad was mine.

49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.

49:49The way you do your first pet.

49:52The first car you drove.

49:54But they're not as important as last.

50:09Stephen's gonna be okay.

50:12Thank God.

50:18Do you wanna get some air?

50:22Yeah.

50:23Yeah, I would love that.

50:29I was...

50:31I am so mad at you.

50:34And you have every right to be.

50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.

50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.

50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,

50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.

50:54I'm sorry, too.

50:57I'm sorry for you.

50:58Sorry for what?

51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.

51:06And to Cabo.

51:10I can see how you thought we were broken up.

51:14You can?

51:17Yeah, but I...

51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.

51:22I mean, I could barely function.

51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?

51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.

51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...

51:34when we had sex.

51:37After I...

51:38I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't...

51:41I don't even know how long.

51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?

51:51Maybe we...

51:52shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.

51:58I mean...

52:00if we both believe that what we have...

52:03is bigger than our mistakes, then...

52:07maybe we can just start over.

52:09I want that.

52:11Bells, I want that so much.

52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.

52:18I promise.

52:23I promise.

52:38I don't want to mess this up again.

52:41We won't.

52:43After Steven, I get it now.

52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.

52:53I want to be with you always, no matter what.

52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.

53:00Me either.

53:01Belly has always been our story.

53:03Yours and mine.

53:05Nobody else's.

53:10What are you thinking?

53:14It's... the future. It's just crazy.

53:16I don't know what. Say it.

53:21Would you...

53:22Yes.

53:23You don't even know what I'm about to say.

53:27Try me.

53:33Isabel Conklin?

53:36Will you marry me?

53:39Yes.

53:39Yeah, I'll marry you.

53:42I love you.

53:52I love you too.

53:53I love you.

54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.

54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?

54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.

54:44I knew that smile from miles away.

54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day, a day.

55:02In all my lives, I'm waiting every time to hear you say

55:11I'm yours forever and a day.

55:27I don't believe in destiny, but I might have the same.

55:38Your melodies, they're changing me.

55:46I'm yours forever.

56:19You're the most amazing.

56:35You're the most amazing.

56:38You got the same, even the transition to life.

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