00:00Two years ago, I discovered I have epileptic seizures.
00:02Since then, I've been in and out of the hospital because of the seizures.
00:05And everyone's been telling me, oh, don't do this, don't do that, don't do this, it's too dangerous.
00:09Well, guess what?
00:10I'm the one with the seizures.
00:12That's what they keep forgetting.
00:13They're not the one with the seizures.
00:14I am.
00:17Of course, having epilepsy, you know, everyone tells me, don't go in the pool, it's too dangerous, man.
00:23And yeah, sure, it is.
00:24But you know what?
00:27But all of you who are telling me not to do this, you're out of your fucking mind if
00:32you think I'm going to let my seizures stop me from actually enjoying myself and enjoying
00:40myself in a way that I am comfortable.
00:43As I was walking to the pool, I went out of the way to call my mom and let her
00:47know.
00:49And all she has to say was in a very annoyed tone, well, call me when you get back, if
00:57you get back.
00:58And then she hangs up before I can reply.
01:00I'm like, what the fuck?
01:05Yeah, she says that as if she's kind of justified to me and to herself while she's causing me a
01:09shit ton of emotional pain.
01:12Like, she may not be trying to, but she definitely is.
01:16You might as well walk into a cancer ward and also tell the cancer patient, oh, just pull
01:20the plug because everything will be too dangerous for you from now on.
01:24Yeah.
01:26You know, tact.
01:30Like, look, I don't know when the next, if the next seizure will cause me to mmm.
01:37That's why I'm going to live my life the way I want to live it.
01:41I'm not going to let these seizures drag me down.
01:45And I'm not going to let them drag me down and only do things when I'm not comfortable
01:50doing them.
01:51Like, sorry if it's a big inconvenience for all of you.
01:55But yeah, I'm aware of the danger and I accept the danger.
02:01This is the picture.
