Ha sbranato la vita e la vita lo ha sbranato. L'ex 're dei paparazzi' torna in Rai dopo undici anni e dopo aver finito di scontare la pena. Fabrizio Corona non si risparmia e racconta luci e ombre del suo discusso lavoro. Belve 26 Settembre 2023
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00:00I have made mistakes so many times that they remain with me, and today I am almost certainly wrong about you.
00:12We've been waiting for you, huh? We've been waiting for a long time. Welcome.
00:18Once again, what can change is my life.
00:26I haven't been back to Rai since... I mean, I haven't been back to Rai, I haven't been back to Rai, I haven't been back to Rai for ten years.
00:31years, twelve.
00:32And we are happy.
00:34It will be the change, right? The change of the new government, right?
00:39Ah, I was thinking of yours. Fabrizio Maria Corona, good evening and welcome.
00:43Thank you.
00:44What a beast does he feel?
00:47But I don't feel like a beast, because a beast is a cruel and evil person.
00:52I am many things, cynical, ruthless, cunning, profiteering, calculating, someone who has sold his soul to the devil, but I am not
01:04neither bad nor cruel.
01:06Oh well, ruthless is getting closer though, huh?
01:07Ruthless, yes, but not a beast, not ruthless. Being ruthless is different from being cruel and evil.
01:14However, he does not feel related to any animal.
01:17No, I feel like an animal, I, who am not a definable animal.
01:22She said, "I'm in love with myself. If I'm reborn, I want to be the same." Still in love?
01:28But I believe, you see me, right? I'm 50 years old. I'm not García, it's 50 years.
01:37I did 10 years in prison, 15 years in prison, everything imaginable happened to me.
01:43I am calm, I am happy.
01:46I believe that there is no person more intelligent than me, more prepared than me, nicer than me, more beautiful than me.
01:51of me.
01:51Let's say, you're not lacking in modesty. Are you touchy?
01:56No, absolutely not.
01:57Perfect.
01:58Guia Soncini wrote about her...
02:00Guia Soncini, I'm opening the parenthesis.
02:02Eh, no, mom, I'll open the brackets, ask questions.
02:05Guia Soncini wrote about her...
02:08On one side there is always someone who says genius, on the other always someone who says idiot.
02:14Who is right or who is exaggerating?
02:16They're both right.
02:19Genius I'm a genius, imbecile I'm an imbecile, but more than imbecile I'm a bit of an idiot.
02:24Why?
02:25Well, because then I do so many stupid things without realizing it, because I do things on impulse without thinking.
02:32So I'm both a genius and an idiot, but genius and recklessness are part of great characters, let's say.
02:40Annalena Benini, in Il Foglio, titled an article dedicated to her, The King of Assholes.
02:45And Marco Archetti, in the same newspaper, The boxer played.
02:50If you had to choose, which of the two titles do you prefer?
02:52Neither.
02:54They are two journalists who, in my opinion, are absolutely unprepared.
02:58No, okay, but they are free.
03:00But in my opinion, I say what I think.
03:02In my opinion they are... I know them.
03:03But I was saying the title, Neither.
03:05Neither, period.
03:07The king of assholes was perhaps better than the dazed boxer.
03:09No, because I'm an idiot in the way I have fun, but in my head I'm not an idiot.
03:14I'm an asshole, but I'm not an asshole.
03:17Alright.
03:18He wrote about himself, I am a mythological creature.
03:21Half God and half shit, in equal percentages.
03:2550 and 50.
03:27But to be the God that I am, I have to be that 50% shit.
03:31Eh, half God why and half the other why?
03:34Doing that job like I've been doing it for 30 years, you have to be shit,
03:39otherwise you can't be that God there.
03:42And what job does he do, if you had to define it?
03:45I make money by moving around the entertainment industry.
03:50In her book she writes
03:52First of all, I am God.
03:54You who read, raise your head from the page.
03:57Is there a window near you?
03:59What plan is it?
03:59The third, the fifth?
04:01Well, if I threw myself down, nothing would happen to me.
04:04Don't do it, you are mortal.
04:06Look, was he right to warn us mortals?
04:10No, but you, I'm telling you seriously,
04:14I'm not here to come and make jokes,
04:17but I really believe that if I throw myself from the fourth floor I won't die.
04:20Isn't he dying?
04:20No, in fact I have to try to do it more.
04:22No, just in case, forget it.
04:25But let's see.
04:26But why did you feel immortal?
04:29We felt a bit about it, apart from the problem.
04:30Because so many of those things happened to me,
04:35fatal accidents at 300 km/h, with the car, overturned,
04:41strange things that happened to me, encounters,
04:44people who wanted to kill me, shoot me.
04:46So much has happened to me that in the end I've always come out without a scratch, never.
04:52But wasn't there a moment in his life when he felt mortal?
04:57Never for now.
04:59I mean, oh god, there is a moment.
05:00Which?
05:03A moment when I was informed that a person dear to me was seriously ill
05:11and he suffered from a disease and this disease was a congenital disease
05:14and there you feel mortal because if you have a person you love very much
05:19and you are convinced that you are God, the immortal,
05:22and you can fix all the things
05:25and you can't fix that thing and you become mortal.
05:28Which was more about the others than her, but hey...
05:30It's about my family.
05:32And instead, do you believe in that other God, the more famous, more universal one?
05:38No, absolutely not.
05:39Don't you think?
05:39Is she the only God you believe in?
05:41Absolutely yes.
05:43Listen, a research institute commissioned by a famous portal
05:48conducted an investigation into who was the VIP neighbor
05:51that no one wanted on the landing.
05:53Guess who won with a 47% landslide.
05:56But look, I...
05:59Eh, you think.
06:00It was when I lived in the previous house.
06:02Now, to avoid these problems,
06:04because I've always had very serious problems with the neighbors,
06:06I bought a ground floor loft and I have no neighbors.
06:10Why was he bothering the neighbors?
06:12So what did he do?
06:13I was screaming, making noise, arguing, sleeping, there were no schedules.
06:17In short, everything happened.
06:18But more than anything, two people came,
06:20that is, two groups daily.
06:23The police and the thieves.
06:25So those were always there.
06:26So having the police and thieves in your house regularly...
06:27But are there thieves at home every day?
06:29Thieves came on average ten times a year.
06:32They were looking for the famous money in the walls.
06:34In the sayings?
06:35The police found those.
06:36But for years and years I had money from the walls.
06:39Oh yeah?
06:40Yes.
06:41I don't have them anymore.
06:43Now let's declare everything.
06:45Now let's declare everything.
06:46Are you more loved or more hated?
06:48Absolutely beloved at this moment.
06:51And whoever loves her, loves her why?
06:52Who hates her, hates her why?
06:54Those who hate her because they're loser who would like to be like me and will never be like me.
06:58Whoever loves me is because...
06:58A judgment in light and shadow.
07:00Huh?
07:00A judgment in light and shadow.
07:02Yes, in the sense that he would like to be like me, but he will never be like me.
07:05Those who love me are obviously able to see my essence and what I am, because in the end I am
07:09a good person.
07:11Ele Mora once said about her, to work in a cynical sector like ours she wore the
07:17tough guy mask and now that he's discovered that people like it, he's playing it.
07:22So, at least at the beginning, how much was real and how much was constructed?
07:26Absolutely, he said perhaps the only intelligent thing in his life, because...
07:29But I don't say that in a mean way.
07:32Huh?
07:32And I love her very much, I'm grateful.
07:34But I absolutely told the truth, because when I got to him, I was already crazy, because
07:40Let's say I'm going a little crazy in 2016-2017,
07:43but I was good and clean, he came to him around 21-22 years old, I put on the mask and then
07:51I became that mask.
07:52Today there is no difference between that mask and what I really am.
07:55The writer Massimiliano Parente wrote about her
07:59In a world of hypocrites he is sincere, the hypocrisy of others is his business.
08:04I absolutely love this blackmailing hero who has turned his life, devoted to money, into a work of art.
08:10Do you like this description, does it match?
08:12Aside from the blackmailer, yes, I have never been a blackmailer.
08:16And then he likes compliments, he likes blackmailing heroes.
08:19No, I like the fact that I have made a business out of hypocrisy, but for years I have worked on it
08:24'people's hypocrisy by revealing the real mysteries, that was my job.
08:27And then we also get to the meaning of the blackmailer hero, because he tells her this.
08:31She said, "I'm 49 years old. Is there a man more handsome than me?" A question or a statement?
08:37It's a question, comma, it's a statement.
08:41Doesn't it exist, objectively?
08:44Objectively no.
08:45I don't just think with my head, I also think with the pectoralis major, the deltoid and the rhomboid.
08:50What does the rhomboid say?
08:51The rhomboid says that the adrenaline that the muscles release, which is energy for the brain,
08:58It makes you do crazy things that then get you results.
09:02Does everything start from the rhomboid anyway?
09:04Either the rhomboid or the deltoid.
09:06But it's always the same...
09:08More more?
09:09No more.
09:11Deltoid?
09:11Yes.
09:12What is its relationship with truth?
09:14How much of a liar is he if he is a liar?
09:17With the truth to say what I think?
09:21No, he always says what I think, but with the truth, I mean, is he basically a liar?
09:28Yes.
09:29In fact, once Don Mazzi, in an exchange of accusations, he said, Don Mazzi,
09:34has the satanic ability to manipulate the truth.
09:37On this point he was right, does he know how to manipulate reality?
09:42I have the satanic ability to manipulate not only reality, but he has the satanic ability to exploit the message
09:52of God for his interests.
09:54Amen.
09:55Listen, aside from immortality, what's his best quality?
09:59Sympathy.
10:01I'm one of the nicest people ever to come across.
10:06All the records, she's a record breaker.
10:08Everyone, he's very nice, yes.
10:10Look, not even Pamela Prati touched these.
10:12Is that his worst flaw?
10:14With age, absolutely sick of precision and sick of work.
10:19What is a compliment?
10:21No, it's an obsession.
10:24Well, is there a worse flaw than being picky?
10:27Yes, I'm very picky about certain things.
10:30Eh, but is there a worse flaw?
10:33No.
10:35I swear, no.
10:36I have no flaws.
10:38Her mother Gabriella said about her
10:41He was a perfect child, sweet, obedient, generous, helpful, diligent and respectful.
10:47Well, that fits.
10:48In the end, it was clear.
10:51Where did you see this child?
10:53I don't know, but really, I don't know.
10:55Also helpful, respectful, diligent.
10:58I was like that, but she also tells this thing here, which I wrote in a book that I wrote when I was 14, in
11:06a kindergarten for rich families, I jumped into a swimming pool, the pool was empty, I wanted to be a bully
11:11and to show myself, I jumped headfirst into the empty pool and from there I went completely out of my mind.
11:20If she says there are three events that changed her life, one is this, another is
11:26a joint a little too loaded that she would have made, another is a ball that she even hit
11:30took away the memories.
11:31I lost my memory for three days.
11:32Memory.
11:33Because if these things hadn't happened, would you be a scout leader today?
11:37But I would have committed suicide, I hope, if these things hadn't happened.
11:40In the sense that I love my life like this, I couldn't see my life any other way.
11:45Yes, but it's hardly credible that after being hit by the ball on your head you became like this.
11:49But in my opinion, well, I don't know, maybe that joint mixed with some amphetamine or methamphetamine that was strange,
11:55I don't know, something like that.
11:56Everything together was that day.
11:58In my opinion, they had given me a badly cut joint.
12:01However, everyone knows that she was born in Catania, in a family, as she said, bourgeois, her father was the great
12:08journalist Vittorio Corona,
12:09his uncle, the very well-known sports journalist Puccio Corona.
12:14He wasn't an athlete, he hosted a morning show on Rai, he didn't do sports, but he was a journalist.
12:19He was an expert, though, wasn't he, in that field.
12:22And she too, at the beginning, let's say, has a truth, a desire to be a journalist, she says...
12:26I'm becoming a journalist.
12:27She became a journalist, but she says, I wanted to be a war correspondent in Marricco, where should I do it?
12:32To Sam Moritz, war correspondent in Kstad.
12:35But no, let's say that now rich people, like Elon Musk, invent things to get an adrenaline rush.
12:41I would have liked to do this job as a cool guy, a bit like...
12:48In America there are journalists whose families are rich.
12:50And precisely, let's say, war correspondent in Sam Moritz, it couldn't be done...
12:54However, her mother says that, until she was twenty, she was a very quiet, very normal person.
13:00And then, let's say that, simplifying the dynamics a bit, she met the wrong people who changed her.
13:06It is not true?
13:08I believe that on your journey, you meet people who are marked, who you are meant to meet.
13:13And that in any case you are destined to take that path.
13:16If I hadn't met those, I would have met others and I would still have become this.
13:21But who is his mother referring to? Lele Mora?
13:24Of course, yes. In the world of Lele Mora.
13:26At the end of the 90s, more or less, more or less in 98-97, she met Lele Mora, entered his
13:33agency...
13:33I founded Coronas because I saw a hole in that market.
13:36I'm starting a photography agency inside, let's say, Lele Mora's agency, right?
13:41It leans and somehow...
13:43I wanted to do it there.
13:44She creates a system, right? Next to...
13:47I changed the system.
13:48Alongside, let's say, the laid services, the paparazzi department was born, we could say, for which, let's say, they were not agreed.
13:56But she also says, we produce gossip and we don't expect it.
14:01What do you mean? That is, were they planned?
14:04No. So, what does the paparazzo do?
14:05The paparazzo meets the characters by chance and follows them.
14:09This was, or rather, the paparazzo meets to be.
14:12The method was different. If you were friends with the characters, if you knew where they lived, if you had the
14:19friendships with their friendships,
14:21you knew their crises, it's like you organized an army by posting them in certain places before the events happened,
14:31anticipating events.
14:32But this has always been there, didn't she invent it?
14:33No, no, I invented it. I ordered, I didn't have 100 photographers, I had 12.
14:39And to all 12 photographers, I told them every day where to go, what to do and how to get around, 24 hours a day.
14:45Many things were also faked, according to the characters, because they understood the business.
14:51How much did she earn during that period?
14:54The Corona agency was making 5 million euros a month.
14:58We sold the services, and I can also say fake services, we sold the kiss of Unzinger with her son
15:11of the witch at 100 thousand euros,
15:14with the witch for 150 thousand euros, with the witch's husband for 200 thousand euros, a photo.
15:19But was it real or staged?
15:22It was true. I sold photos of Lapo Erkan, after the tragedy, with a girl I introduced them to.
15:30that evening there,
15:31on purpose, at 220 thousand euros, per week, 220 thousand euros.
15:36But would they still buy these figures now?
15:39Today, the biggest scoop possible, imaginable, that could exist, that could be, I don't know, could be worth 3 thousand euros.
15:49But on average she earned more by selling a scoop to the newspapers, which then published the photos,
15:56or the VIP who was caught who paid her to collect them instead?
16:01So, this is the basis of the investigation.
16:04From 1998 to 2007 the Crown will have produced more than 85 thousand services,
16:10and the services withdrawn, found, were 8.
16:15No, but I'm not asking her about herself...
16:16There were 8, then the photos withdrawn from Gilardino, who paid, carrying three cases,
16:23the photos taken from Gilardino, who paid 8 thousand euros, were worth 40,
16:27the photos taken by Trezeguet, which cost me 5 years, were worth it,
16:31because he was the footballer of Juventus, of the French national team, of the international market,
16:34they were worth 70, he gave me 20.
16:36The question is this, regardless of the criminal aspect of the so-called photo blackmail,
16:43Have you ever perceived this thing when you go to a VIP and tell him
16:50look, I have this photo, do you want it or should I sell it?
16:54Are you like the others, is there a form of blackmail or not?
16:58Absolutely, Trezeguet, contacted him, me, good evening, hello Fabrizio,
17:02look at your number Gianni Chedda?
17:04Yes, do you have my photos? Yes, can I see them? Yes, I didn't call them, the eight of them,
17:08I called two of them, but they were my friends, Coco was a friend of mine,
17:12and I say, oh, French, but they found him here with a trans, what do you want to do?
17:16But you're stupid, that's how it went.
17:17Imagine if it was his enemy.
17:19But in an interrogation, in the first trial she underwent,
17:25he said, I feel like a piece of shit earning rotten money
17:29because they arise from a profit that most of the time causes
17:32emotional pain and enormous crises.
17:35Did he really believe it or did he say it to appease the magistrates?
17:39To appease the magistrates?
17:41He's never been sorry, not once...
17:44But what can I tell you? I'll ask you a question.
17:46No, was there one time when you went to sleep a little worse?
17:50Never.
17:51Truly?
17:51Never, but why am I asking you a question,
17:53If you are eight months pregnant and have to get married after a month,
17:59you're being cheated on, do you want to know or don't you want to know?
18:01But anyway, he's part of the couple, let's say, it's not like...
18:05The couple is normal.
18:06It's not that there is a moralizing mission.
18:08No, no, about the couple, I'm not moralizing,
18:10of the couple is normal.
18:11You are a showbiz couple, you earn.
18:14The moment you decide to enter the world of entertainment,
18:17they must know your life, deaths, miracles,
18:19and you can't say anything.
18:21If not, you stay at home and be a housewife.
18:23She said that the magistrates wanted to attack her divinity.
18:27I am like the Archangel Gabriel to them.
18:30That is, they would like to be me,
18:33but not being able to be me,
18:34on the one hand they disgust me,
18:36but on the one hand they would like to live like I do
18:38and therefore they condemn me.
18:40Because it's a world of its own,
18:42completely on its own.
18:43But the Archangel Gabriel himself,
18:44the comparison...
18:46However, in fact she transforms that arrest
18:48at that stage of his life
18:50a bit in a show.
18:51At a certain point he goes under house arrest,
18:53to all supporters...
18:54I sold a lot of underwear.
18:56Under the window.
18:57She just throws these panties of hers
19:00with the Coronas brand
19:01and says
19:02The peak of popularity
19:03I got it by throwing my underwear off the balcony.
19:05I can't be proud of it,
19:06but this way I fuel a business.
19:08What kind of popularity was his?
19:12Popularity is the people themselves,
19:13not the upper part.
19:14The entire mass of the lower-middle center,
19:16the one that looks at Durs,
19:17they were all in front of me.
19:19That stuff there.
19:20All of those.
19:21But was his a success?
19:23But that stuff there,
19:24you were loved on that side there,
19:26but the snob,
19:27who then maybe looks at you and says
19:29but no, Corona, that trash show,
19:31in his afterthought,
19:33he was thinking again.
19:36Understood?
19:37That's classic, that stuff there.
19:39What thoughts did the snobbish girl have?
19:41Maybe I'd take a little trip,
19:42that stuff there.
19:43His was more successful
19:46or more notoriety?
19:48More notoriety.
19:49I believe I still am
19:51one of the most famous and popular people,
19:54not famous,
19:54that is, popular.
19:56Is it still as popular as before or not?
19:57Exactly like before.
19:59But does the idea of getting out of the coup scare you?
20:01From the light cone?
20:02No, not from the light cone.
20:03I don't care about the cone of light,
20:05I won't go out there.
20:05That is, to go out, to go out.
20:07I will never leave the cone of light.
20:09But is he saying it in a superstitious way?
20:11No, I say this because
20:13because they are a piece of history,
20:15I'm not saying this because I'm crazy,
20:17because I am a referred ego,
20:19because I am convinced.
20:20A little, a little, a little.
20:22So I would have asked her,
20:23but he already answered me,
20:24if at this moment his career,
20:25let's say what stage it is in,
20:27you're on the rise,
20:27are you static or are you descending.
20:29My career is stable.
20:31Yes.
20:31I've reached a point
20:33where for years,
20:35for years,
20:35I built my own storytelling.
20:38I've always had a media companion
20:40and when I didn't have a media companion
20:42I created the fake scoop.
20:43That is, every so many months
20:45or I argued with the traffic warden
20:46or I was kissing with one
20:48or I betrayed the other
20:48or well she left me
20:49or Nina beat me
20:50or I went with that one
20:51or I did that stuff there.
20:53It was a scoop built on her too.
20:54Built like this.
20:55Today, I am so iconic
20:57that I no longer make news
20:59because I have a girlfriend
21:00that no one has known for two years
21:02and I always remain in the cone of light.
21:05She just used the others
21:07or was it even used?
21:09I was used
21:10more than being
21:10more than having used.
21:12Everyone used me.
21:13Who used it?
21:14Everyone.
21:15Everyone.
21:16Everyone.
21:16Everyone used it.
21:17Let me give you an example.
21:19But also in compensation
21:19Elemora used me.
21:21Anyone person
21:22who was next to me
21:22until today
21:23including family members
21:24they were with me for their own interests.
21:27Everyone.
21:27Including family members why?
21:28Point.
21:29In general.
21:30This is what I think.
21:32And in fact today
21:32you tell me
21:33who do you have?
21:35Aren't you going to tell me?
21:36Who do you have in what sense?
21:37In the sense
21:38if everyone used you
21:39who are you with today?
21:39Eh.
21:40Two people.
21:42With his family
21:42did you break up?
21:44Half.
21:45Even with his brothers?
21:46Yes, half.
21:47And with his mother
21:48What is your relationship now?
21:49I have no relationship.
21:51And don't you miss it?
21:52A piece of history
21:54family?
21:55A piece of root?
21:56No.
21:57But it has always been
21:58she is alternating
21:58in family relationships?
22:00Yes, always.
22:00But it arrived
22:01at 50 years old
22:02one can choose
22:02to decide
22:03who he is with.
22:05Anyway, let's say in fact
22:06the worst period
22:07of his life
22:08It started in 2013
22:09with a conviction
22:11very heavy, right?
22:12At 13 years old
22:13and two months.
22:14AND
22:16from there, in short,
22:17he left
22:17a period
22:18quite painful.
22:19What
22:19he taught her
22:21the prison?
22:21She got it done
22:22ten years in prison?
22:24Nothing.
22:24Nothing?
22:25In prison
22:26you don't learn anything.
22:27In prison
22:28you just become
22:28more evil
22:29and more aggressive.
22:30In prison
22:31it's like when
22:31put a dog in cages
22:32which then comes out
22:33and gets meaner.
22:34Italian prisons
22:35at this moment
22:36I am what
22:37that of state
22:38it's worse
22:39throughout Europe.
22:40She also said
22:41in prison
22:42it happened to me
22:42the unimaginable.
22:44What
22:44that he never told?
22:46But of everything.
22:47Things, abuses
22:48on the part of
22:48penitentiary police
22:50arguments with the inmates
22:51you see strange things
22:52there is a world
22:53who commands himself.
22:54It's like being
22:54in a jungle.
22:56Then anyway
22:56I also passed
22:57of moments
22:57very funny
22:59very ironic
23:00in some cases
23:01I also rested
23:02I relaxed.
23:04But let's say
23:04that every time
23:05that was granted to her
23:07the opportunity
23:08to go out
23:08from the therapeutic filament
23:10and try
23:10she anyway
23:11he did everything
23:12to return
23:14nevertheless
23:14she said it
23:15the prison
23:15it was very hard.
23:18But some of my psychologists
23:20Even avoidable crimes
23:21permit violations
23:22that is, he did things
23:23avoidable too
23:24No?
23:25Absolutely
23:26but that one
23:27it's madness
23:28it's the adrenaline
23:29that is, if I come back to you
23:30at three o'clock
23:30you can't be found
23:32in the disco
23:32at eight o'clock
23:33with Nainggolan
23:34It looks ugly
23:35With Nainggolan
23:36then above all
23:37maybe with the Hebrew
23:38but with Nainggolan
23:40it looks ugly
23:40Yes
23:41but
23:41a normal one
23:43it doesn't come out
23:43and I went out
23:44But she suffered it
23:45Very
23:46the prison
23:47I mean, we remembered it
23:48at a certain point
23:48yes but freedom
23:50you think
23:51then you think
23:51you're at home
23:52and you say
23:53All right
23:54I have been in prison
23:55OK
23:55suppose I die
23:56in six months
23:57I want to go out tonight
23:58to have fun
23:58and I went out to have fun
24:02but she
24:02when at a certain point
24:03we were talking
24:04there were big concerns
24:05for her
24:06his mother
24:07he went on television
24:07always saying it
24:10suicide
24:11it was a thought
24:12that crossed it
24:13never
24:13never at all
24:14never
24:15so it's been used a little bit
24:17let's say
24:17No
24:18it was not used
24:19was
24:19the fact of not being well
24:21it can be
24:22it has also been used
24:24but I don't bother saying it
24:25It's normal in prison
24:26you're feeling sick
24:27but there has never been one
24:28that risk
24:29fortunately
24:30no but the penalty
24:31it was right
24:32come on
24:34listen but
24:35Anyway
24:35let's say that she
24:36when he came out
24:37he often went to the community
24:38recovery
24:39to get treatment
24:40from which dependencies
24:41he used cocaine
24:43how much it influenced
24:44cocaine use
24:46on his behavior
24:47zero
24:48because I for example
24:49then I stopped
24:49if she does the calculation
24:52that I have been doing since 2015
24:52I'm leaving prison
24:55and I had a life
24:56more unruly
24:57from when I used cocaine
24:58and I didn't use cocaine
24:59because every week
25:00I urinated every week
25:02and every month and a half
25:03I did the hair test
25:04so I couldn't do drugs
25:06and I didn't do drugs
25:07and yet I lived
25:08more madly
25:09from when I was on drugs
25:12maybe it remained with me
25:13something inside
25:14a little bit of
25:14a circle
25:15there is something
25:17that reminds
25:18of that previous period
25:19when exactly
25:20instead he did
25:21cocaine use
25:22my drug use
25:23plus alcohol
25:26I still drink a lot
25:28when I go out
25:28even if I couldn't drink
25:30in pain
25:30but I drink a lot
25:31when I go out
25:32because I like to drink
25:33or I like it
25:34it's not a form of addiction
25:36he says?
25:37No
25:37because it is stronger
25:38the obsession of the physique
25:40that alcohol addiction
25:41she said
25:42the night
25:43if I don't take this stuff here
25:44I imagine the tranquilizers
25:46all my past comes back to me
25:47I enter a world
25:48of devastating nightmares
25:49and so I am absolutely
25:50dependent on psychotropic drugs
25:52totally
25:52I have this stuff here
25:55I'll give you an example
25:56if I go
25:57then I can't stay still
25:58now when I have work permits
26:00I don't know
26:00I'm going on Friday
26:01to spend an evening in Naples
26:02I take
26:03I finish at 4
26:04I'm taking the plane
26:05at 7
26:06OK
26:06me in those 3 hours
26:07I'm trying to sleep
26:08I don't sleep
26:10I see
26:10but not the monsters
26:11the monsters
26:12what do you see?
26:14On the contrary
26:15anguish
26:16flash
26:17smokes
26:17it's like I'm living
26:18the greatest films
26:19of the horror you have
26:19because your brain
26:20it's so muddy
26:22after many years
26:23it never stops
26:24that if I every night
26:25I don't take
26:2630-25 drops of Xanax
26:29and a table and a half
26:30and I mix it
26:31with sweets
26:33which are either sweets
26:36or popsicles
26:37or ice cream
26:37because then glucose
26:39some sweets
26:39with the effect of the
26:40amplifies it
26:41amplifies it
26:42I don't sleep
26:43and I feel bad
26:44she said
26:44I take pills
26:45all day
26:46to train
26:47to sleep
26:48to stand
26:49to make love
26:49how many does he take?
26:51overall?
26:52it's not bullshit
26:53I'll take 100
26:53on average
26:55everyday?
26:56everyday
26:57listen
26:58she had the opportunity
26:59to see
26:59his ex-wife
27:00Nina Moric
27:01here in Belve?
27:03yes unfortunately
27:04what effect
27:04did he do it to her?
27:05an incredible pain
27:06she said
27:08Perhaps
27:09if he had found
27:10a better man
27:11now it wouldn't be like that
27:12I'm the most wrong man
27:13that he could find
27:15if Nina is so sick today
27:16and it arrived
27:18to what it is today
27:19it's my fault
27:21Yes?
27:22it is recognized
27:22a total responsibility?
27:24my fault
27:24it's of the world
27:26where we entered
27:27we have decided
27:28to enter
27:28she before me
27:30in that world there
27:31how it affected
27:33so heavily
27:34she on her life
27:35how?
27:36I was thirsty
27:37of fame
27:38candies
27:38success and money
27:39and I had her do it
27:41anything
27:41and we became
27:43a unique thing
27:43with the world of entertainment
27:45the world of work
27:45the world of money
27:46the problem was
27:48love
27:48because she was
27:50very much in love
27:51I fell in love
27:52by Belen
27:53there too it was a thing
27:55that I don't wish for it
27:56to no woman
27:57to Candida Morvillo
27:58on the Corriere della Sera
27:59she said
28:00they are projects
28:02even loves
28:03you're confusing things
28:04more Belen
28:05and Nina
28:05they became famous
28:06the more I loved them
28:07but now I know that
28:08it wasn't true love
28:09I had a lot
28:10of moments of love
28:11of moments of happiness
28:12the first months with Nina
28:13a few months with Belen
28:14but I've always had
28:15a goal
28:15and I was focused
28:16on that
28:17I had a demon
28:18and a hair on the stomach
28:19who has never had any
28:21but it's absolutely true
28:22that's what happens
28:23Today
28:24but she
28:25when he says this
28:26exaggerate
28:26or really
28:27he's so unloving
28:29but
28:32I
28:33and those stories there
28:35era
28:36the beginning of an era
28:38which is today's
28:39of social media
28:40that at the moment in which
28:41you are in a relationship
28:43sentimental
28:43told daily
28:45at the time
28:46from newspapers
28:46televisions
28:47radio
28:48you make it dirty
28:49and you no longer live
28:50the real relationship
28:51but you live that relationship there
28:52this same thing
28:53what do I do
28:54everyone does it
28:56I'm talking about the 15 million
28:5710 million
28:58I don't want to tell you names
28:59I can't do them for you
29:00who don't love each other
29:01that do not live
29:02that do the same thing
29:03what do I do
29:03with one difference
29:04that I say it
29:06not them
29:07but did she love them or not
29:08these women?
29:10basically no
29:13she said though
29:14what do we say?
29:15several times
29:15that the love of his life
29:16it was Belen
29:17but I loved Belen
29:19but the moment
29:20you arrive later
29:20the question
29:21that I did to myself
29:22and what do I do?
29:22I did some things
29:24to Belen ugly
29:27various
29:28if one truly loves
29:29he does those bad things there
29:30No
29:31because she hasn't got anything left for Belen
29:33with bad things
29:34what do you say she did to him?
29:35because he forgave me
29:36why Belen
29:37unlike Nina
29:38he was able to see
29:38beyond the bad things
29:39and he knows me in my soul
29:40of the deep
29:41what is the worst thing
29:42what did he do to Belen?
29:43that is, if I go to the Maldives
29:45we do the posing for whoever
29:46and then
29:47there are my paparazzi
29:48that the photos are coming
29:49and they take photos
29:51while we make love
29:53and you
29:53you are an Argentine girl
29:54he comes from a good family
29:56and the photos come out
29:57completely naked
29:58who made love
29:58and you're sick for five days
30:00and you say
30:00but damn it
30:01but who was it?
30:02Why?
30:03but how could this happen?
30:04did you sell them?
30:05it's a bad thing
30:05but is it possible that she
30:06it has never been heard
30:07uncomfortable with yourself?
30:09but Belen
30:09thanks to those photos there
30:10she became Belen
30:12but she doesn't think
30:13let's say to evolution
30:13to her
30:14I'm telling you
30:15and is part of this world
30:16and if today
30:17ask Belen
30:18if those photos there
30:19they did her good
30:20they did her good
30:21but this is what we say
30:22it's his deduction
30:23but I asked her something else
30:24if she with himself
30:26from a person
30:27for example
30:27from whom he wanted a child
30:28he didn't feel bad
30:30to do things to her
30:31of this type
30:32Understood?
30:33No
30:34Why
30:35in the end
30:36in the optics
30:37of that
30:38that he wanted
30:39that she wanted
30:41it was a good thing
30:42because it arrived
30:43where she wanted
30:43now she is
30:44with a beautiful girl
30:46young
30:46Sara is 23 years old
30:48he revised a bit
30:49these theories of his
30:49of love?
30:51completely
30:52but I'm also old
30:53I'm completely old
30:54Sara is the first
30:55Sara is the first girl
30:56of my life
30:57the first woman
30:58of my life
30:59that I
31:00which I have not done
31:01of evil
31:01that I did not exploit
31:02that I have not used
31:03and that didn't help me
31:04to do something
31:05is he getting married?
31:07he doesn't want to marry me
31:08did he ask him?
31:09yes he told me no
31:13Well yes
31:13if he doesn't want to marry me
31:15eh
31:15she wrote
31:16on the street
31:17they turn around
31:18males and females
31:19everyone likes me
31:21everyone wants me
31:23here no
31:23I wanted to know
31:24since I met
31:25James Urtis
31:26at a concert
31:27what he was doing
31:28the preparations
31:28the participations
31:30at the wedding
31:30How is it going?
31:31eh
31:32we are organizing
31:32a wedding?
31:35hand
31:35come on Giacomo
31:36and James
31:37we are friends
31:37from Ania
31:38I made myself
31:40a laugh
31:40me and Giacomo
31:41we have a relationship
31:41we are friends
31:42but he believed it
31:43Urtis
31:44yes he believed me
31:46he felt bad
31:47but in fact
31:48Now
31:49I think he's scared
31:50from what I say today
31:51that is, therefore
31:52will be in front of the TV screen
31:53to see
31:54if I deny
31:55I confirm this thing here
31:56the wedding
31:57eh yes but if I asked
31:58to marry Sara
31:59he told me no
31:59it's just a fallback
32:00I'm going with Giacomo Urtis
32:02well Urtis says yes
32:02anyway let's say
32:03jokes aside
32:05here in Belve
32:05he has sincerely
32:07let's say
32:08expressed involvement
32:09sentimental
32:10towards him
32:11and she
32:12let's say doing then
32:13an interview
32:13he said
32:14there was nothing serious
32:15a taste
32:16tastings
32:17I gave them
32:18to anyone in the past
32:20it's always
32:21it's always
32:22on the thin one
32:23ironic line
32:24which is part
32:25of riding
32:26and that is the tasting
32:27but what a taste
32:29it's just a taste
32:30actually
32:30there is
32:31what is it
32:32there is an immense good between us
32:33but surely
32:34I don't
32:35if I had had
32:36of experiences
32:37homosexuals
32:38I would say so
32:39because I'm not afraid
32:40not at all
32:41but I didn't have
32:42homosexual experiences
32:43and I have had no experiences
32:44sexual with Giacomo
32:45maybe now that she becomes a woman
32:47could be
32:48he decided
32:49and now her name is Jenny
32:50a part is missing
32:51of the transition
32:53with a certain discretion
32:55let's say
32:55he wanted to say it
32:57Anyway
32:57she added
32:58I am very
32:59transgressive
33:00from that point of view
33:01I invite you to try
33:02these experiences
33:03because they are liberating
33:04if you remain ancient
33:05always faithful
33:06always with your wife
33:07leaving men alone
33:08you won't get bigger
33:09if you do something else
33:10you need it for work
33:11after all
33:12homosexuals
33:13I've always used them
33:14how I used
33:15everyone
33:15Always
33:16Therefore
33:17net of that
33:18which is the tasting
33:18I am the greatest
33:20perfumer
33:21that exists
33:21on the face of the earth
33:22but she
33:23what I want to ask you
33:24he tried
33:25a sincere attraction
33:26and it has always been
33:27instrumental only
33:29Alone?
33:30instrumental
33:30it has always been instrumental
33:31these tastings
33:32they were instrumental
33:33or an attraction
33:34a little every now and then
33:35it has always been
33:36all instrumental
33:38Always
33:39but also with women
33:42Always
33:42but it's always nice
33:44to women
33:44like before?
33:46do you still like it?
33:48when one does
33:49this question
33:50they always answer you
33:51Still
33:51it is assumed
33:52that I like
33:52it's not if he tells you
33:53we know each other
33:54for many years
33:56I still have
33:57that charm
33:58but still
33:59because she
33:59presupposes
34:00that I was subjected to
34:01the charm
34:01no because you
34:02and she
34:03it was too much
34:03it was too much
34:04it was too much
34:05focused
34:06at work
34:06now that you are
34:07even a woman
34:08of show
34:09I can realize
34:10of his life
34:11you are lighter
34:12and maybe
34:13you can get involved
34:14and maybe
34:16she
34:16he will get engaged
34:17with someone like me
34:18a little younger
34:19she wrote
34:20I have a magnetism
34:21I look at a woman
34:22and after a moment
34:23I'm there
34:23that I do it
34:24oh well
34:28boom
34:29At that time
34:30since I'm in love
34:31and faithful
34:32I can't put
34:34at work
34:34this thing here
34:35but I could do it
34:36live
34:36it would be like this
34:37it would be like this
34:38if we turn off the lights
34:40let's eliminate the public
34:42and let's put on some music
34:43in the background
34:43and we know
34:44that there is nothing left
34:45around us here
34:46maybe a kiss
34:47would go off
34:48hand
34:50in another passage
34:52she wrote
34:53I was engaged
34:54with three or four lesbians
34:56I've done a lot
34:57sexual experiences
34:58orgies with women
34:59men
35:00he has no idea
35:01I mean she seems
35:02every now and again
35:03a bit
35:03Manuel Fantoni
35:04remember how it ends
35:05Borodacco
35:05which in the end says
35:07nothing is true
35:08I told you
35:08a lot of nonsense
35:09ninth
35:10I've had some
35:10I've done some of these things
35:11they happened to me
35:12of those hallucinatory things
35:13but I believe that
35:14I believe that
35:15each of us
35:17have a sort
35:17of internal perversion
35:19that little by little
35:19that age passes
35:21he's afraid of finding out
35:23and then he finds out
35:24it ends badly
35:24but she a little
35:25exaggerate
35:26no no no
35:27look
35:28it happened to me
35:29some things
35:29truly mind-blowing
35:30has he ever paid
35:31to have sex
35:32Yes
35:32Yes
35:33Yes
35:34and instead it has never been
35:35I was going for a while
35:37we were obsessed
35:38we went to Lugano
35:38at least twice
35:40per week
35:40and instead she was
35:42never paid for sex
35:44never
35:44I usually ask
35:45what grade
35:46one gives himself physically
35:47I only ask her
35:48with honors or without honors
35:50with much praise
35:51a lot too
35:53but then it happened to me
35:54this thing here
35:55that I have improved
35:56from all points of view
35:57with age
35:57I didn't expect it
35:58from this point of view
35:59there is a reason
36:01because if you take
36:03substances
36:03like Cialis
36:04and viagra for years
36:06continuously
36:07everyday
36:09it's basically like
36:09if they increased your
36:11the blood flow
36:12thus increasing
36:13daily
36:14the flow
36:14if you pumped up your muscles
36:16everyday
36:17if you pump them
36:18your muscles get bigger
36:20and then taking
36:20these pills
36:21you pump yourself up
36:22in fact the night said
36:23maybe I'll die
36:24but I die thin
36:26no I was referring to
36:27to something else
36:27to those drugs
36:29no I was referring to
36:30to the enlargement
36:30of another type of muscle
36:31which then got bigger
36:33that gets bigger
36:33more and more
36:34but what does it have to do with it now?
36:36we were talking
36:38for the praise
36:39we were talking
36:40from one point of view
36:41what grade do you give yourself?
36:42the praise
36:42but not from that point of view
36:43physically as a whole
36:45ah overall
36:46that's not part of the physique
36:48yes yes but
36:49it's not that it was let's say
36:50sectoral
36:51but that's what matters
36:52Then
36:52but it's true
36:53that during his
36:54stay in prison
36:55during the oradaria
36:56he put the tin foil on
36:57to sunbathe
37:00absolutely
37:00in change
37:00like a maritime Milan
37:01in prison
37:03we were doing
37:04this thing here
37:05we were mixing
37:06we bought Johnson's oil
37:07and we mixed it
37:08at Nivea
37:10we were doing
37:10we took some pieces of cardboard
37:12with tin foil
37:13and we got tanned
37:14in prison
37:14absolutely
37:15but meanwhile she let him in
37:17we also say
37:17one of his surgeons
37:18aesthetic
37:19she said
37:19but they couldn't let me
37:20inject nothing
37:21they smeared me
37:22It is not true
37:23he gave me injections
37:24I was the only one
37:25to make up for it
37:26in all the years
37:27of imprisonment
37:28it wasn't very strict
37:29then this imprisonment
37:31but where did it happen?
37:32the interview room
37:33Where
37:34no I'm telling you this
37:35which is very funny
37:36then I
37:38I had done
37:39some medical stuff
37:40In short
37:40that was a scam
37:41that they made me do
37:42and he was coming
37:44for a period
37:44he came too
37:45James Urtis
37:46At that time
37:46she imagines
37:47overpromised move
37:48she imagines
37:50this cell
37:51reserved
37:52of the operations
37:53in this environment
37:54dilapidated
37:55very poor
37:55with these officers
37:57young
37:57who will have a middle school diploma
37:59in short this stuff
37:59here who doesn't understand
38:00and he arrives
38:01love I love
38:02hello love
38:03over here
38:04but you need to know
38:05that that
38:05he did that
38:06and he began to tell me
38:07all the stuff outside
38:09these shocked
38:10in the meantime
38:10it stung me
38:11to the right and to the left
38:11these shocked
38:13that is, therefore
38:13they returned to me in heaven
38:14and they told
38:15of those things never seen before
38:16but why did she do it?
38:17that she needed
38:18Botox in prison
38:20to support myself
38:20why you have to do it
38:21always little
38:22but good
38:22I'm quite a bit old now
38:23that I don't make up for
38:24if he did it in prison
38:25it's not done now
38:26now I want to come in
38:27in the phase
38:28a bit
38:29to the wise old man
38:31suffering
38:32fascinating
38:33if he can do it
38:34more than toy boy
38:35if he can
38:36listen tell me
38:37the thing
38:38and you see why they laugh
38:39Excuse me
38:40but why are they laughing
38:41for the essay
38:42she said
38:43Carlos today for me
38:44it's the most important thing
38:45of the universe
38:46but at the beginning
38:47it was an editorial project
38:48among others
38:49we needed a new element
38:50to communicate
38:51in a different way
38:52our union
38:53other covers
38:53other services
38:54other brands
38:55I lived Carlos
38:56more like a medium
38:57that as an end
38:58let's say he tells it to himself
39:00you see though
39:00you see though
39:02the difference
39:03between me and the others
39:04I this
39:05when I said it
39:06I thought so
39:08but this is what I
39:09I said
39:10that's it
39:11That
39:12I won't give you names
39:14they all do it
39:15but what I want to tell you
39:16if he tells it
39:18Carlos knows it
39:19you will have also talked about it
39:20but anyway
39:20he told it
39:21so Carlos
39:21then you become a father
39:22but then you become a father
39:24then you become a father
39:24but Carlos
39:25how did he experience this?
39:26I want to understand
39:28Carlos knows very well
39:29his father
39:30but how did he experience it?
39:31but she's not there either
39:32he doesn't even think
39:33to that content
39:34what is written there
39:35on that stuff there
39:36just answer me
39:37if he thinks it's right
39:39Certain
39:39no I answer
39:39ninth
39:40if he thinks it's right
39:41Carlos wasn't doing very well
39:43let's say
39:44in the last period
39:46Yes
39:46how is he now
39:47bad
39:48eh
39:50and she like
39:51let's say
39:51faces
39:52the teacher
39:53who is a psychological master
39:54no of his son
39:55I don't want to get into the disease
39:56because he deserves his respect
39:58and how I deal with it
40:01I fought for years and years
40:03at this moment
40:03I'm in a phase
40:06very ugly
40:07my
40:07in the sense that
40:08I have a little
40:09abandoned
40:10hope
40:12And
40:13it's as if
40:15I'm detaching myself a bit
40:17I have to find the strength again
40:18to return
40:19but
40:19you know that life
40:20he gave you this
40:21and you have to face it
40:22and you have to live with it
40:23she as for Nina
40:25it is recognized
40:27a share of responsibility
40:28in Carlos's malaise
40:29in the sea
40:31what does Carlos have?
40:32it's a malaise
40:32and she must not recognize herself
40:34a share of responsibility
40:36because it is a genetic disease
40:39tested by doctors
40:41listen Nina
40:41when she came here
40:42however he expressed
40:43a lot of pain
40:44for not being able to see
40:45his son
40:47do you see it now?
40:48No
40:48he never sees it
40:50then he came out
40:50since the last imprisonment
40:52I went out
40:52in December 2019
40:54the early days
40:55we stayed a long time
40:56very united
40:57all in the family
40:58but Carlos lived with me
40:59then she went crazy
41:01the last time
41:02maybe that time
41:03contributed
41:04then he did something
41:05really really ugly
41:07that I for the first time
41:09I made him pay
41:10and I did something
41:11which I regret today
41:12why I reported her
41:13for one thing
41:14and I hope I can
41:15withdraw the complaint
41:17and then she
41:19the last two years
41:20and a half
41:21I think they were
41:22the most difficult years
41:23of all of it
41:24his life
41:24alone
41:26I can't
41:27still
41:28to hit her
41:29or to hate her
41:30Why
41:30I know it
41:32that she in her depths
41:33in those few moments
41:34of lucidity
41:35he's sick
41:36because she is not a mother
41:37why Nina
41:38the early years
41:39for Carlos
41:40she has always been a mother
41:41and today
41:43he's too sick
41:44or
41:44it's too far out
41:45to understand
41:46that must hurt her
41:47Carlos calls her
41:48why he's looking for it
41:50maybe one day
41:51he answers him
41:52he tells him come
41:52the next day
41:53disappears for months
41:54it's a thing
41:54that he hurts him
41:55but you can't do it
41:56nothing more
41:57she will no longer be there
41:58for him
41:59and how is she there?
42:00for him instead
42:01I'm here
42:02at this moment
42:03like a presence
42:04who knows
42:05that he in his life
42:06will never have problems
42:07of no kind
42:08because I put
42:09in the right place
42:10the right people
42:11that can be there
42:12but I have to think
42:13at the same time that
42:14anyway I'm 50 years old
42:15he has 20
42:17he is not a person
42:18that will be able to manage
42:19his life alone
42:21and the 50 years
42:22with the life I've led
42:23it can happen to me
42:23anything
42:24at any time
42:25so I have to think
42:26that Carlos has no one
42:27because he has a grandmother
42:29and me
42:30end
42:31he has no one else
42:33so you have to understand
42:34at the moment in which
42:35if I weren't there
42:36and his grandmother anyway
42:37he is many years old
42:40who will he be with?
42:41but he is the most important person
42:42of his life
42:42sincerely
42:43or not
42:43his son
42:45he is a person
42:46he is the only person
42:47certain of my life
42:48but at this moment
42:49he's not the most important person
42:50of my life
42:52it's different
42:53because you feel
42:55to understand
42:55you know it's a solution
42:56that you hardly solve
42:58and at this moment
42:59in which you have
43:01so many demons
43:02because I continue
43:03to have immense demons
43:05especially now
43:06that I'm getting closer
43:07after 16 years
43:08to freedom
43:09freedom also scares me
43:10the fact of not having
43:11a person who controls you
43:13the fact of living
43:15a different life
43:16and anyway I have
43:16many of my problems
43:18personal
43:18head
43:20of work
43:20of problems
43:22that revolve around me
43:23of legal issues
43:24and then
43:25you should be
43:26more serene
43:27and more lucid
43:27to be able to help him
43:30and make it become
43:31a figure of injury
43:31I with serenity
43:32with lucidity
43:33he doesn't have it
43:34listen
43:35after one of his
43:36you are interested
43:36his mother said
43:37I love him more than anything
43:38what should I do
43:39what he should have done
43:41more than loving him
43:43understand that
43:46leave me alone
43:46and understand that
43:47if the children
43:47they make decisions
43:49they don't have to chase each other
43:50the feelings
43:51of the children
43:52if you love yourself
43:53you have to want the good
43:53of the person
43:54the good of the person
43:55it doesn't mean
43:55which must be present
43:56in your life
43:57he did all the calculations
43:58she with anger
43:59or not?
44:01No
44:03I did
44:04a bit of the accounts
44:05with
44:05with the reactions
44:08I'm thinking about it
44:09once or twice
44:11she said
44:12not to be afraid
44:13to die
44:14of wanting to die young
44:16but now we have
44:16overtaken
44:17youth
44:19but now I am
44:20completely gone
44:21completely gone
44:23to put a little
44:24more on the lighter side
44:25she said
44:26that the tombstone is little
44:27that a monsoleo
44:28first of all I bring myself
44:29at least two or three million
44:30of euros in cash
44:31inside the coffin
44:31why does he have it around?
44:33that is, those who are
44:34left around
44:34I put them in the coffin
44:35declared I guess
44:37it will arrive now
44:38with the new government
44:39the voluntary
44:40Therefore
44:40I declare them
44:41you know there is the rule
44:41of the cassette law
44:42thanks to the new government
44:43I declare them
44:44and I put them in the coffin
44:45but then
44:45he has it
44:46let's say
44:47I take them
44:48I take them
44:49and I put them in the coffin
44:50at least three million
44:51of euros in the coffin
44:52in pieces of a hundred
44:54she said
44:54all my life
44:55come to think of it
44:56it was self-sabotage
44:58I always told myself
44:59I do it
45:00and then I find a remedy
45:01there is something
45:03to which instead
45:04he didn't succeed
45:04to find a remedy?
45:06No
45:06in all things
45:07but also when
45:08when I do something wrong
45:10and then I realize
45:11to have done it
45:11and tragedies happen
45:12they still happen
45:14I am so convinced
45:15that I find the remedy
45:17this is one
45:18this is the summary
45:19of my life
45:20I'm the bullshit
45:20I always do it
45:22and then at the end
45:23I'll solve it
45:24because in the end
45:25you can't tell me no
45:27that is, you have to forgive me
45:29Understood?
45:29or
45:30but let's be honest you're a judge
45:31that you are a thing
45:32that is, at the end
45:33I do the stupid thing
45:34but then I'm so like this
45:35that I make myself forgiven
45:37what can I do?
45:37No?
45:38and I know how to do it
45:38but ten years that it was
45:39six facts
45:40Understood?
45:40but it's a nice experience
45:42I said it was ugly
45:44to anyone who would like to apologize
45:46today if he hasn't done it yet?
45:50Is there someone you would like to apologize to?
45:53that it didn't happen to her?
45:56No
45:57What advice would you give her?
45:59if he were still alive
46:00his father?
46:02if my father were still alive
46:04maybe the relationship with my mother
46:06these wouldn't be the ones
46:08maybe my mother
46:08it wouldn't be this
46:11and maybe me
46:13I would have done
46:15I would have reasoned
46:17and thought
46:17in better ways
46:18and she
46:19if he were still here
46:20what would he say
46:22to his father?
46:23if he had the chance
46:24even for a minute?
46:26I wouldn't be able to
46:27to share the feeling
46:29the only person
46:29with which I am capable
46:30to share
46:31my feelings
46:32my fears
46:33all my problems
46:34and it's a reason
46:35that's why I'm together
46:37paradoxically
46:37she's my girlfriend
46:3823 years old
46:39to whom
46:39with whom I share
46:41joys, tears, sorrows
46:42what I've never done
46:43because basically
46:44we are two souls
46:45damned similar ones
46:47Thank you
46:58shall we leave him?
46:59it's good
47:00anything goes
47:03Thank you
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