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Temptation Island - Season 3 - Episode 08: The Tables Have Turned EngSub
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island.
00:09Are you prepared if she hasn't grown as much as you had wished?
00:13You know, I thought Aaron was the best I could do.
00:15Do you still believe that?
00:16I don't know.
00:19I'm so afraid of unexpected loss.
00:21I know.
00:22And I'm so afraid of giving him all my love and then him just, you know, disappearing out of my
00:27life.
00:33I was expecting at least something, but nothing came through.
00:36It was, I would say it's disappointing.
00:39I just don't know where Eric is at at this point.
00:43I don't know what the future holds, but I know that I can't go backwards.
00:47I need to keep moving forward, and that's what I plan on doing.
00:51There was not one semblance of love in that message.
00:54It sounds like she doesn't even want to salvage what we have.
01:01I don't know what it is.
01:02You're not gonna tempt me.
01:04You'll never forget me.
01:08You're not gonna tempt me.
01:11Oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:15You're not gonna tempt me.
01:18You'll never forget me.
01:22You're not gonna tempt me.
01:39Receiving her video message
01:40Made me hit rock bottom
01:42I don't see any love coming from her
01:44So if she's been cheating on me
01:45This is betrayal
01:49Is what I'm feeling
01:50So I didn't get a message
01:52You didn't get a message?
01:53I didn't get a message
01:54She didn't send a message?
01:56No
01:57Yo, yo, yo
01:59You were like way too calm and collected
02:03As disappointing as it is, I get it
02:06Hopefully she'll hear me out
02:07And she'll talk to me at the end of this thing
02:08But if not, it is what it is
02:12What about you, man?
02:13You feeling all right, Tom?
02:15What did she say?
02:17She said, she goes
02:18She's like, Thomas, we said we were coming here
02:21To be fully open
02:23And I just know that I can't move backwards
02:27I have to go forwards in life
02:28Seems like she probably cheated on me
02:30She thinks I already saw it
02:32And here she is like saying, this is why
02:34I feel like
02:37Like I'm losing my best friend
02:43Right now I'm emotional
02:45But if I do find out definitively that she has been cheating
02:49Once a contract is broken, it's a void
02:52That says a lot about how much I overestimated
02:56My faith in my partner
02:59There's just a very cold message
03:01I can't do it
03:03I can't do it
03:06I feel for him
03:07And, like, it hurts
03:08But I know that me and him
03:10And our connection on what we have is real
03:13And hopefully he's able to disconnect those thoughts
03:16At least for the time being
03:17So he can just really, really enjoy the time that he has left
03:20I should have known
03:22I'm so scared of letting go
03:26Because I don't feel the same way
03:30Without you here
03:32Okay, so, um, I got very emotional when I saw mine
03:36Because, like, right away Tom's like, baby doll!
03:39And, like, it's Tom that I know
03:42And I'm confused again
03:44Because that's not the time that I'm seeing at these bonfires
03:47And he's like, I am embracing my flirty side
03:50And when I'm seeing that, it's making me resent you
03:53Yeah
03:53And it's making me think, if there's better people here
03:56That suit me better
03:57Especially for a relationship
03:59I'm going to go with it
04:01Yeah
04:02And it's, like, 30 seconds or not
04:04It's, like, you're not proving anything to me
04:06There you go
04:07Actions speak like that in the words
04:09Yeah
04:10You're next
04:12Okay, so, basically in the video, he's just, like
04:15I appreciate you
04:16I love you
04:18And I know that we can come out of this stronger together
04:22What does he think?
04:22He didn't see what he did?
04:24No
04:24Is there an evil twin?
04:26Like, what's going on?
04:27Yeah, like, what is wrong with this guy?
04:28It's just nothing of
04:29It didn't hold any substance
04:30I'm not gonna let you steal this moment
04:35So don't ask me what I mean
04:38Listen
04:39Don't take yourself out of it
04:40And we're not gonna be around a setting like this ever again
04:42You know what I mean?
04:43Like, take advantage of being around, you know, women
04:46Take advantage of it, for real
04:47There's still things you can gain from this
04:50You know what I mean?
04:51Not knowing what's going on with Chelsea
04:55Finding it increasingly difficult to just party and have fun
04:58But anything I can do that gets me out of my head
05:00I'm all for it right now
05:02Let's play a game
05:03Read the questions
05:04If you did it, then you put the devil up
05:07If you did not do it, put the angel face up
05:10Okay, let's get spicy
05:13Have anybody been cheated on?
05:15Come on
05:18The cheaters!
05:20All right, cool
05:21Next question
05:22Given a lap dance
05:27Tom, let's see the lap dance
05:29Let's see the lap dance, Tom
05:31Let's see it
05:51I was in a very dark, dark place
05:55I was able to come out of it
05:57Definitely would not have been able to do it as quickly
05:59If Sophia wasn't there
06:00Being present with her, it's hard not to be happy
06:02Uh-oh
06:03Has anybody had a threesome?
06:08Kendall
06:08Okay
06:09Okay, get out of here
06:11That's one time at Temptation Island
06:16I think Kendall's at the point where he's not just playing games here
06:19And I think people recognize that there is something with Kendall and I
06:23But Nicole thinks she's connecting more than she actually is
06:27I mean, Kendall's off limits, but
06:28What, we just didn't invite her 24-7?
06:31No
06:31I'm good with what I got
06:32Like here and there, yeah, sure
06:34But every day of the day, no
06:37No
06:38This is not a three-way relationship here
06:41This is definitely a turning point with Alexis
06:44And I've seen little bits of jealousy
06:47That's kind of funny to me
06:48But I'm developing a small connection with Nicole
06:51I mean, it is what it is
06:54My raw self is about to come out
06:57More than it ever has
07:00Like, I love you guys, seriously
07:02You guys have been, like, such an instrumental part of my journey
07:07But, like, my feelings were a thing too
07:12Like, I could like Alexis at the end of the day
07:16I could like you
07:17And, like, I could like both of you
07:18But, like, it hurts
07:21I'm not trying to be, like, stupid or, like, emotional
07:26No, you don't
07:27I'm sorry
07:27No, you don't
07:28But, like, it's something I felt in, like, the last couple of days
07:31Like, I'm a person that feels feelings too
07:36And, like
07:36No, no, I get it
07:38It's just hard
07:39Like
07:39I don't want you to come here and get hurt
07:43But, you know, like
07:44I'm not on the same page as you
07:57All right, that wasn't even close
07:59There was something in the grass
08:00Okay
08:01It, like, breaks my heart that possibly
08:03Corey doesn't love me anymore
08:04I don't know why he didn't say it in his video
08:07But I'm here on the date
08:08Like, I'm not trying to think about it
08:10And, I mean, it's working
08:12What?
08:12Oh, my God
08:14Whatever
08:16Hey, we didn't do bad for not knowing what the hell we were doing
08:18I know
08:19That's, like, the lessons on this island
08:21Come here not knowing what you're doing
08:22But you figure it out
08:23Mine's like a choker
08:24A choker
08:27You know, we don't always get to talk just about us
08:30Yeah
08:31What do you think you feel about me so far?
08:35I didn't think that I was going to make a connection
08:37And have chemistry with someone
08:39Because chemistry is, like, a huge thing for me
08:42I mean, I feel like we do have a connection
08:44too
08:46And when you're not around
08:48I find myself thinking about you a lot
08:52And then when I do get to see you
08:53I'm just like
08:54How do I steal her away?
08:58And I want to spend more time with you
09:06I don't know if I've actually voiced this to you
09:08But, like, I'm starting to really care about you
09:10Like, I love being around you
09:12And, like, I feel like everything has just been going so great
09:15Because a lot of the qualities you have
09:17Are a lot of the qualities that I absolutely love
09:19When I do have a partner
09:21If something continues after the island
09:24Something continues after the island
09:25But there's no need to push anything
09:28But if something feels right in the moment
09:30Like, just go for it
09:32You feel me?
09:32Yeah
09:33It's beating all fast, boy
09:36It's nice to see that she was opening up
09:38And being transparent with me
09:40And that means everything to me
09:42I'm gonna hold your hand
09:43Oh, say what?
09:45I'm a new woman
09:45Who is she?
09:49I feel the need
09:51The need for speed, baby
09:53It's game time, let's go
10:01I wasn't holding back
10:03We definitely hit it full speed
10:04I said, girl, you better hold on
10:05I'm hitting it today
10:09I'm having so much fun
10:10I know Tom has been in his head lately
10:13I'm just here to shake him out of his bunk
10:15I'm here to put a smile on his face
10:17Anytime he smiles, I smile
10:21We survived!
10:25That was so much fun
10:28It's getting closer to that time
10:30Where Kendall truly needs to make a decision
10:32On what he's gonna do next
10:34And I feel like I've been kind of
10:37Beaten around the bush a little bit
10:39With my questions
10:40But today I want to really
10:43Really truly dive deep
10:45And get to his heart
10:46Not just his head
10:46Like when you say something
10:50I feel like you say it with your mind
10:52And not truly your heart
10:54For me, that means like
10:55Oh, he doesn't have any heart
10:57To like give to me
10:58Do you feel like you had compassion with Erica?
11:01Like, you know, that's a big thing for me
11:04I want the compassion
11:05I want the love
11:06I want all of it
11:07Like the feelings and everything
11:09No matter what
11:11The compassion was there
11:14For a certain period of time
11:15But then I feel like it subsided
11:18I feel like
11:19The more I got to know
11:22Who she was
11:23The more I started to
11:26Find things wrong
11:27What's saying like
11:28You're not going to do
11:29What you did to Erica
11:31With me
11:33That innate trust
11:34That I'd have to develop with her
11:36And I think it's coming
11:37And that's the scary thing
11:39I think it's really been
11:41Coming in ways
11:42I didn't foresee
11:43I think that Alexis
11:44Might be afraid that
11:45I might emotionally disconnect
11:47From her
11:48In the same way
11:48I could have with Erica
11:50It was a way that
11:51I feel like I need to grow
11:52She wants real love
11:53And real compassion
11:54And as a man
11:55I would want to be able
11:56To give that to Alexis
11:59Take the
12:02Wave it on
12:03And through the creek
12:06I've grown to care for Corey
12:08Quite a bit
12:08And I genuinely know
12:10Where his head is at
12:11I don't feel like Aaron
12:12Is the ideal partner for him
12:14Of course selfishly
12:16I wish it was me
12:17But I never want to discredit
12:18The fact that he's feeling for Aaron
12:20It's tough on me
12:21Because
12:23I see the world
12:25With
12:26With Aaron in that picture
12:30Without her in that picture
12:31I could definitely see myself
12:32Having a real
12:34Real connection with her
12:36Can I say that I hate you right now?
12:44If anything
12:45I just want you to know
12:46That you are a man
12:48I hear you talk
12:49And some of the things
12:50I hear you say
12:51Like when I ask you
12:52Your five year plan
12:53And it's all about my life
12:54That was me
12:56This is where we're going
12:57Because that's where
12:58My life partner wants to go
13:01And I want you to like
13:03Have your goals
13:03Because the things
13:04I admire about you the most
13:06Are how selfless you are
13:07But also at the same time
13:09Like know that there's people
13:11In this world that
13:13Might not see it
13:14For what it is
13:16Amanda definitely
13:17Fills up my love tank
13:18And she asks the hard-handed questions
13:19That make me think
13:20About my relationship
13:22It makes me
13:23You know
13:24Put things in perspective
13:25You know
13:25She has so much value for me
13:34I'm a daredevil
13:35You already know
13:36Dude I trusted you
13:37With my life
13:38And you're in one piece
13:39So
13:39Cheers to that
13:40I'm in one piece
13:41You're sitting in front of me
13:41So we're good
13:42Okay
13:43Cheers
13:47If you and Chelsea
13:48Still stayed together
13:48Would you still be my friend?
13:50Yeah of course
13:51Like I would never
13:51Make someone
13:53Choose
13:54To choose
13:55Between a friend
13:55And like you know
13:56If you have a friend
13:57They're your friend
13:58With Sophia
14:00Having someone here
14:02That can just
14:02Be there for me
14:04Be a shoulder
14:04I can lean on
14:05Is amazing
14:07And I'm very grateful
14:08To have her here with me
14:09Living in the moment
14:13Cause I know where I'm going
14:16Taking my sweet time
14:24Taking a paradise
14:27Dipping to the ocean
14:29Who's ready for the
14:30Olympic prize?
14:32Are you guys ready?
14:33Show me what you got
14:36Show me what you got
14:39Show me what you got
14:44The party don't stop
14:46Show me what you got
14:48Sophia brings out
14:50The fun side of me
14:51Where I can really just
14:53Be in the moment
14:54Have fun
14:55Enjoy myself
14:56While still respecting
14:57The boundaries I have
15:00Sophia
15:02Three
15:02Two
15:03One
15:06I thought I was going to win
15:08It was too much
15:09I couldn't take it
15:18I can't wait up any longer
15:21I can't wait up any longer
15:22That's what we're doing now
15:22Bye bye
15:23That's what we're doing now
15:24Yep
15:25Being in my position
15:27Is extremely difficult
15:28I know eventually
15:29I'm going to have to make a decision
15:30I'm going to have to
15:31Choose the right woman
15:32Who's right for me
15:33And after last night
15:35I really don't know
15:35What to think
15:36With Nicole at this point
15:37I don't want
15:38Alexis getting jealous
15:39But I really would be
15:41Interested in getting to know
15:43Nicole a lot more
15:43Now I see
15:46Our similarities
15:47More than
15:48Anyone in this house
15:50I mean my question
15:51At the end of the day
15:52Do you see yourself
15:53Leaving with Erica
15:54Do you see yourself
15:55Leaving with Alexis
15:56Do you see yourself
15:57Leaving single
15:59I mean for me
16:01At this point
16:01I would
16:03Still want to hear
16:04Erica out
16:04And see
16:05Where she is
16:06With certain things
16:07But if that didn't work
16:08And we're not leaving
16:09On a better note
16:10Or things haven't changed
16:11At all
16:12I would be open
16:13To leaving by myself
16:14Or leaving with
16:15Somebody else
16:18Which could be
16:19You know
16:21Alexis
16:23I mean
16:24Let's just throw
16:24Nicole in the mix
16:27Of course
16:28Kendall and Alexis
16:28Are very close
16:29But at the same time
16:31If I can wiggle
16:32Something in
16:33It could potentially
16:34Become a connection
16:35So I really just
16:37Wanted to be vulnerable
16:38Let him know
16:38And tell him my
16:39Intentions on being
16:40On the island
16:41I know who I am
16:43You know who you are
16:44Why didn't we
16:46Not talk about this
16:47Like day one
16:48I know
16:50How do you think
16:51You can overcome
16:51Your guilt
16:52I'm just ready
16:53To open up to her
16:54And just let her know
16:55That it wasn't
16:57Anything
16:57That she did
16:58That caused me
17:00You know
17:00To do the things
17:01That I did
17:02You know
17:02We'll take it back
17:03To 2014-ish
17:06I had just committed
17:08To my school
17:10At the time
17:11Had a huge group
17:12Of friends
17:12That threw me
17:14A great party
17:14You know
17:15I remember
17:16Everybody leaving
17:17And for some reason
17:19I was
17:19I stayed there
17:21I spent the night
17:22At the house
17:23There was a girl
17:24That you know
17:25We're both
17:25Mutual friends with
17:26You know
17:27But she was
17:28A friend of Kristen's
17:29At the time
17:30And um
17:32One thing led to another
17:33And you know
17:35Mistakes happen
17:36You know
17:37On my end
17:38Have you forgiven yourself
17:40Over what happened?
17:41I want to say yeah
17:43Because I know
17:43Where my heart is now
17:46But I still
17:47There's still
17:47That part of me
17:48That's like
17:48Because she's not
17:50Fully
17:50There yet
17:51Yeah why
17:52Why
17:52You know
17:53Tonight was super
17:55Uncomfortable for me
17:56You know
17:56It's not easy
17:57For me to
17:57You know
17:58Talk about this
17:59Because I'm talking
17:59About painful things
18:02That has happened
18:02You know
18:03In my life
18:03But um
18:04That's what this
18:05Journey's all about
18:06I'm getting there
18:07I'm getting closer
18:08You know
18:09I'm getting closer
18:15Welcome to the
18:16Temptation Island
18:18Backyard Games
18:32I swear that I am
18:33Not this clumsy
18:34But as long as
18:35It's a good time
18:36I mean
18:36Does it really matter?
18:38I've asked you
18:39A lot about
18:39Your relationship
18:41With Julian
18:41You know
18:42When you caught him
18:43Screwing up a little bit
18:44You say all the time
18:45That he goes out
18:45Over weekends
18:46With his boys
18:47This that the other
18:48He's always going to be
18:49Dealing with girls
18:50Coming up to him
18:50So what if the scenario
18:52Is you know
18:53She doesn't even ask
18:54What I'm doing
18:54On the weekends
18:55She doesn't follow up
18:56Like she doesn't really
18:57You know
18:57I can get away
18:58With around
18:59Here there the other
19:00To Erica
19:01I was like
19:01Sometimes I feel like
19:02The only reason
19:03He wants to be with me
19:04The rest of our lives
19:05Is just because
19:05I am so chill
19:07About everything
19:08And
19:10I don't know
19:11If he feels like
19:11He can take advantage
19:12Of me
19:13And I don't want that
19:14It's just like
19:15I tell him all the time
19:16I'm like
19:16If you want that
19:17Just be single
19:18And we can stay friends
19:20And it's just like
19:21No
19:21I love you
19:22You're the one
19:23Da da da da
19:23And I believe him
19:24But it's just like
19:25But you have to show me
19:26So looking at the outside in
19:27But how am I ever
19:28Going to believe him
19:29You know what I mean
19:29Even if I ask him
19:30And he says no
19:31How can I ever
19:35And that's why I don't ask
19:36Because it's just like
19:37Well it doesn't really
19:38Matter what he says
19:40So I just feel like
19:42You should feel confident
19:43In yourself
19:44And in him
19:45And stop thinking
19:46About this 30 second clip
19:47As like
19:48Because he didn't say
19:49I love you
19:49That it's like
19:50It's a hindrance
19:51On your relationship
19:52Because it's not
19:53I go back and forth
19:54No actually
19:55I don't
19:56I don't feel that way
19:58But I did bring Corey here
19:59Because I wanted him
20:00To learn to open up
20:01To people
20:01I wanted him to learn
20:02To communicate better
20:03And I did want him
20:04To get his confidence back
20:05It's like a double-edged sword
20:06Because it's like
20:07I see him opening up
20:08And I'm like
20:08Okay
20:09I can't wait for that
20:10To be us again
20:10I don't think you guys
20:12Are going to like
20:12What I have to say
20:13But I'm just eavesdropping
20:14Well you know
20:15I have done a ton
20:17Of listening on this trip
20:19So I call him
20:20Like I see him
20:21I call a spade a spade
20:22It's obvious
20:24I just honestly think
20:25Corey's too boring for you
20:28What have I said
20:29That made him seem boring
20:30Because that's not
20:31Anything I've ever said
20:32You just said like
20:33I just want him
20:34To have more confidence
20:35In himself
20:35And I want him
20:36To be more adventurous
20:37I feel like it's me
20:39That you know
20:39Is bringing his confidence down
20:41I have come from
20:42Toxic relationships
20:43Where I was treated poorly
20:45And now I'm carrying that
20:46Into my current relationship
20:47I think
20:48I think you're confusing
20:48Confidence with insecurity
20:50No I'm not
20:51No I'm not
20:51Because I'm the one
20:52That's insecure
20:53It's not Corey
20:54I am the one
20:55That's insecure
20:56You're insecure
20:56I kind of see both sides
20:58In the sense
20:58It's like
20:59You should stick up
20:59For your man
21:00Good for you girls
21:00Stick up for him
21:01But at the same time
21:04Where does cowboy
21:05Get this information
21:06That Corey is boring
21:08From Erin
21:09She has said it
21:10I don't like the fact
21:11That you're calling
21:11My boyfriend boring
21:12Because no you don't
21:13Know him
21:13And I don't owe you
21:14Anything
21:14So if I don't want
21:15To give you an example
21:16I'm not going to
21:17Alex
21:19Don't ever come for me
21:20My boyfriend
21:21Or my relationship
21:22When you of all people
21:24Know nothing about me
21:25Or my boyfriend
21:26Like I don't mean to press you
21:28I just was trying to
21:29Get to know you
21:29Yeah it's fine
21:30And I understand
21:30But we've all been hurt
21:31In different ways
21:32Okay look
21:33The conversation
21:33Started productive
21:34It's kind of
21:35Gone somewhere
21:36Where it shouldn't have
21:37It could still be
21:37No no for sure
21:38Look
21:38No it's not though
21:39Because I don't want
21:40To talk about it anymore
21:41If you don't want
21:42To talk about it
21:43Then just say
21:43You don't want
21:44To talk about it
21:44But I'm just saying
21:45I just said it
21:47I'm just saying
21:47You should talk about it
21:49And I have
21:49With people that I trust
21:51Alright
21:53I don't get it
21:54What I said
21:56Trigger trigger
21:57If it gets to you
21:59Like that
22:00There is something wrong
22:01I'll bet the farm
22:03Back home
22:03She won't end up
22:04With Cory
22:04Well you don't have
22:06To listen to my
22:06And I'm not
22:07So end it
22:08So drop it
22:27To be honest
22:28I think it's all a show
22:29I think he's doing it
22:30Because he wants
22:31He wants to be funny
22:31He wants to be attention
22:32He wants to be that
22:33He wants to be that Dave
22:34That's now gone
22:35But he's not going to
22:36Get anything out of this
22:37True
22:37I feel like the situation
22:38Last night
22:39You needed zero advice on
22:40I went to zero to a hundred
22:41Real quick
22:42Last night
22:44I got into it
22:45With Alex
22:46I will not be disrespected
22:48And even if Cory and I
22:50Don't end up together
22:51I will still stick up for him
22:52I finally am
22:54Putting myself first
22:55Being selfish for once
22:56I mean I feel like
22:58Talking to these guys
22:58Has made me realize
22:59How much I love Cory
23:00Yeah
23:01Back in the day
23:02I used to be able to
23:02Throw a football
23:03Over them mountains out there
23:04If your coach would have
23:05Put me in
23:05We would have taken state
23:07Dr. Blake
23:08Where are you at
23:09With Chels?
23:10You guys seem like
23:11You're having a lot of fun
23:12Do you see it
23:14Going past
23:15The island
23:16The pace is going well
23:18We've made a bond
23:19And a connection here
23:20And I'm happy about that
23:21That's great bro
23:22Jessie is he like
23:24Someone you see
23:26By in the future
23:27A lot of the traits
23:28That made me fall in love
23:29With Kendall
23:30He has
23:30And a lot of the traits
23:32That I wish Kendall had
23:33He has
23:34It's just
23:35It's weird
23:36That doesn't mean I'm like
23:37Oh I'm about to make him
23:38My man
23:38No
23:39It just means that
23:41I now know
23:42All of the qualities
23:42That I expect
23:43Out of my next partner
23:46I feel like both of us
23:47Have become more vulnerable
23:49To our boyfriends
23:50During this experience
23:51Oh yeah
23:51What if I came to this point
23:53Of like finally feeling vulnerable
23:55And ready to open up
23:56To Julian
23:58And then I see something
23:59On a bonfire cliff
24:00That's what I mean
24:00I really feel like
24:01I've been working on myself
24:02And like I know that
24:03I want to be with Corey
24:04I know that I love him
24:06So if I were to see him
24:08Do something
24:08I feel like it would just be
24:10A huge like setback
24:13Get up, get up
24:14Second chance
24:15I just need a second chance
24:18I feel for you Tom
24:19We can see you walking around
24:21You know obviously
24:21We want the best for you
24:22Because you are a good guy
24:23And you deserve good
24:24I'm so grateful
24:26That I have you guys here
24:27As I'm going through this
24:28Because if I was by myself
24:31It'd be dark
24:32Hi everybody
24:33Nice to see you guys
24:36Nice to see you too
24:37You guys look like
24:38You're having like
24:39A family meeting here
24:39So
24:41Just wanted to let you guys
24:42Know that tonight
24:44Another bonfire
24:44I knew it
24:45So enjoy the rest of your day
24:47I'll see you tonight
24:48Okay
24:48Alright
24:49Thank you
24:51Take care
24:54Bonfire
24:54Comes in
24:55Dumps on us
24:56Literally
24:57Dump
24:58The old dump and leave
25:01Wasn't surprising
25:02Been dreading it
25:03I feel like she's cheating on me
25:05And I don't know
25:06Maybe that's wrong of me
25:08To have jumped to that conclusion
25:10But my gut is telling me that
25:12And that's what I'm feeling
25:12So congratulations
25:14I played myself
25:16She's over there
25:17Sleeping with another guy
25:18Kendall I don't see how
25:19You're so calm
25:19I don't see how
25:21You're so calm
25:21Well
25:22I mean at this point
25:24I know
25:27Like truthfully
25:28What if
25:28What if you saw
25:30In the bonfire clip
25:31Your girlfriend
25:32Doing the same thing
25:34You've done here
25:36I mean
25:38That just wouldn't happen
25:39What if she found
25:41Someone that
25:42Did something for her
25:43That you couldn't
25:44It's impossible
25:45I can say that
25:46With pure confidence
25:47I know that sounds crazy
25:48It's just
25:48It's literally impossible
25:49Dude you kill me with this
25:52I mean I know it's hard
25:53I appreciate the level
25:54Of confidence
25:54No it's not even about that
25:56It's just that
25:56There's
25:57We've already
25:58Pinpointed and hit
25:59What the issues are
26:00And figured it out
26:01So it's not really about me
26:02It's really more about her
26:06My goal is to be a woman
26:07And I wanted that woman
26:08To be Erica
26:09I think she understands
26:11Who I am
26:11When I do have the opportunity
26:12To talk to Erica
26:14I think it's going to be great
26:14I think we'll be able
26:15To really hash some things out
26:16And see where we are at
26:17What if she found someone
26:18That makes her happy
26:19Like
26:20That could happen though
26:22She felt like she wasn't
26:23Enough for me
26:23And I never fully gave
26:24Myself to her
26:25So if somebody's doing that
26:26I mean
26:26I would be happy for her
26:28Like I'm so mature
26:29I can look at it
26:29Like that like
26:30You know what I'm saying
26:31You can't BS a BSer
26:32I'm not a BSer though
26:33I know
26:33But I feel like
26:34You're putting a lot of fluff
26:35Out right now
26:39I do see some things
26:40That are alarming
26:41When it comes to Kendall
26:42Like cut the BS
26:44He is emotionally
26:46And physically
26:46Investing himself
26:48In Alexis
26:48While he's here
26:49And he still has
26:50A whole girlfriend
26:51On this island
26:52You low-key
26:53Need somebody
26:54That can check you
26:55You do
26:56Nah
26:56Because at the end of the day
26:57I'm going to be good
27:12I am going in
27:14Expecting the worst
27:16I feel like
27:17I'm going to see
27:18Chelsea cheating
27:19No telling how
27:20This story can end
27:22For me
27:22At this point
27:23So I wonder
27:24How this thing will end
27:26Honestly
27:39I didn't get a video message
27:41So it's just
27:42Hard for me to process
27:43It's like a slight churn
27:45In my stomach
27:46But I'm really just
27:48Going to interpret it as
27:48She's still processing
27:50What's going on
27:50And her experience
27:51On the island
27:53Good evening
27:54Welcome back to Bonfire
27:56We're going to start
27:57With you Kendall
27:57Okay
27:57Alright let's do it
28:05I don't know
28:06If I've actually
28:06Voiced this to you
28:07But like
28:08I'm starting to
28:08Really care about you
28:09Like I love
28:10Being around you
28:11And like
28:12I feel like
28:13Everything has just
28:14Been going so great
28:14Because a lot of
28:15The qualities you have
28:16Are a lot of the
28:17Qualities that I
28:17Absolutely love
28:18When I do
28:20Have a partner
28:20If something continues
28:22After the island
28:23Something continues
28:24After the island
28:24But there's no need
28:26To push anything
28:27But if something
28:28Feels right in the moment
28:29Like just go for it
28:31You feel me
28:31Yeah
28:32Your head's beating
28:33That fast
28:34Boy
28:39Kendall
28:41No one wants to see
28:42Their significant other
28:44In the hands of
28:45Another man
28:45But I mean
28:46I can't change it
28:47I mean I know
28:49She's probably seen
28:50A lot of things
28:50On my behalf
28:51At the end of the day
28:52I know I'll have
28:53An opportunity
28:54To talk to Erica
28:54And we can see
28:55Where we both are
28:57It's going to be difficult
28:58It's going to be hard
28:58But
29:00How would you feel
29:01If you saw Erica
29:02In bed
29:02With Jesse
29:04And obviously
29:05Having sex
29:08I mean it'll be
29:09Devastating
29:10It'll be rough
29:12Would you still
29:13Be open to
29:13Rekindling with her
29:14After that
29:16It's
29:17I don't know
29:18The tables turned
29:19A little bit
29:20Yeah
29:21And nobody said
29:21This was going to be
29:22A comfortable ride
29:23Yeah
29:23Definitely
29:24All right
29:24How about you Corey
29:26You ready
29:27Let's go
29:28Let's do it
29:32Okay Corey
29:33Here we go
29:36Like honestly
29:36Like a big thing
29:37With me personally
29:38And I think
29:39Why are you laughing
29:40This is not good
29:41For our world
29:42Dude just saying
29:43Are you ready to stop
29:44Go
29:44All right
29:46Stop inching towards me
29:47I can't inch towards you
29:51Aaron you good
29:52I'm a love
29:53Oh yeah
29:53You're my favorite
29:54Seriously
29:54I'm a buzzer
29:55You are
29:59Corey
30:00What is it bringing up
30:01Any fear for you
30:02I mean of course
30:03You know
30:03No one wants to see
30:04Their girlfriend
30:04You know
30:05Being touched
30:05By another guy
30:06And
30:07You know
30:07It's
30:09I took a risk
30:10Coming here
30:11Worst
30:11Worst case scenario
30:12I don't even want
30:13To think about that
30:13Because it would be
30:15Heartbreaking for me
30:16But
30:18You know
30:18At the end of the day
30:19I want someone
30:19That's going to
30:20Go through thick and thin
30:21With me
30:21And I think
30:22I'm there
30:22For her
30:24And I hope
30:24You know
30:25She's going to be there
30:26For me
30:26At the end of this
30:28As long as
30:29You're there for you
30:30Yeah
30:30But it still
30:31Still sucks
30:32All right
30:33Julian
30:35You ready
30:35Let's do it
30:36Okay
30:41All right
30:41Here we go
30:43Again
30:43You say all the time
30:44That he goes out
30:45Over weekends
30:45With his boys
30:46Is that the other
30:47He's always going to
30:48Be dealing with girls
30:49Coming up to him
30:50So what if the scenario
30:51Is you know
30:52She doesn't even ask
30:53What I'm doing
30:53On the weekend
30:54She doesn't follow up
30:55Like she doesn't really
30:56You know
30:56I can get away
30:57With around
30:58Here there the other
30:59To Erica
31:00I was like
31:00Sometimes I feel like
31:01The only reason
31:02He wants to be with me
31:03For the rest of our lives
31:04Is just because
31:04I am so chill
31:05About everything
31:07And I don't know
31:08If he feels like
31:09He can take advantage
31:10Of me
31:11And I don't want that
31:12It's just like
31:12I tell him all the time
31:13I'm like
31:14If you want that
31:14Just be single
31:16And we can stay friends
31:17And it's just like
31:18No
31:18I love you
31:19You're the one
31:20And I believe him
31:21But it's just like
31:22But you have to show me
31:26What did you see
31:27You know
31:28She is chill
31:29You know
31:29She's
31:30My girlfriend's not
31:31You know
31:31Controlling
31:32Or never tells me
31:33To you know
31:34Not do something
31:35Or not go out
31:36With my friends
31:37But I think
31:38You know
31:38Throughout the years
31:38Maybe I have
31:39Taken advantage of that
31:40You know
31:40You're both on this
31:42Path of growth
31:44It's been emotional
31:45For you
31:46Have you had some periods
31:47Of really kind of
31:48Breaking down a little bit
31:49Yeah I have
31:50You know
31:51One thing is
31:52Just the mistakes
31:53I've made in my past
31:54You know
31:55I've always
31:56I've tended to tiptoe
31:57Around this situation
31:58And just called it mistakes
31:59And left it at that
32:01But I was able
32:02To open up to
32:02You know
32:03Someone in the house
32:04And it's something
32:05I know that I'm going
32:06To have to do
32:07With Kristen
32:07It's something that
32:09We've both avoided
32:10You know
32:10Because it's painful
32:11It's painful to hear
32:12But I know for us
32:13To move forward
32:14In our relationship
32:14In a positive way
32:15It's something
32:16That we're going
32:16To have to do
32:17It's not about
32:19Proving that you
32:20Won't do something
32:20But being able
32:22To answer why
32:22You did do something
32:23Yeah
32:23A conversation
32:24That has to happen
32:25Yeah good
32:26Good
32:28Okay Tom
32:29You're next
32:35Alright
32:36You ready Tom?
32:37Ready
32:39Right now
32:40Nothing else matters
32:40Except for these waves
32:41Crashing
32:42The sunset
32:43And us
32:43Okay
32:44No more balls
32:46Okay
32:47Promise?
32:49Promise
32:49Do you?
32:51I think so
32:52You think so?
32:57Okay
33:12Let's talk about it
33:14Confirmed
33:16My suspicions
33:18Because I figured
33:20She was cheating
33:21She's cheating on me
33:24Why do you think
33:25That she did that?
33:27I think she saw
33:29Clips of me
33:30Being very flirtatious
33:32And she used it
33:34To go towards
33:36Another man
33:37And betray me
33:39That's what you're feeling?
33:40Betrayed?
33:41Betrayed, yeah
33:41Yeah
33:42We had an agreement
33:43A commitment
33:44A promise
33:45And she broke that
33:46So yes
33:47A kiss
33:48In the grand scheme of things
33:49It's not the end of the world
33:50It's not a big deal
33:51But a broken promise
33:52To me is
33:53I get that
33:53Because now
33:54I no longer can have
33:56I don't have
33:56It's gone
33:57It's gone now
33:59She was so focused
34:00On whether or not
34:01She could trust me
34:01She never looked in the mirror
34:03To ask herself
34:04Can she be faithful?
34:06I know you feel betrayed
34:07And I get it
34:09But
34:10Your feeling
34:11What she came to the island feeling
34:13All you can do
34:15Is lean into it
34:17Keep looking for answers
34:18Answers about you
34:19Answers about your relationship
34:21Answers about what you want
34:22Yeah
34:25Gentlemen
34:25That's bonfire
34:27You can head back to your villa
34:28And I'll check in with you soon
34:30All right
34:30Thank you, Mark
34:32I've done a lot
34:34To restrain myself
34:35From breaking any of the rules
34:36And Chelsea
34:40Is just
34:43She's doing her own thing
34:44Without regard to me
34:46It actually kind of
34:47Pisses me off
34:48To be honest
35:10The video message that I got from Corey
35:12It's left me confused
35:13He didn't say I love you
35:15I mean, my mind
35:16Automatically goes to like
35:18Oh, he's doing something
35:19Like scandalous
35:21And now the thought
35:22That I am losing him
35:24Is scary
35:27Well, good evening, ladies
35:28Welcome to Bonfire
35:29We're gonna start with you, Erin
35:31Okay?
35:32Okay
35:33Why are you getting emotional?
35:43You've kind of been like
35:44My rock since day one
35:46I still have a lot to learn about myself
35:48And I still have a lot to learn about you
35:50You've helped me a lot
35:51Along this way
35:53So
35:54Let's see what else you can help me with
36:02What do you think, Erin?
36:03What'd you see?
36:04I'm very proud of him
36:06Because I do feel like
36:07He is gaining confidence
36:08And he is
36:10Opening up to someone
36:11And I can tell
36:12The way he's carrying himself
36:13Like, I'm proud of him
36:14But, like
36:15I can see that I'm losing him
36:19And I knew this was gonna happen
36:20Like, the second day coming here
36:23That almost just clarified
36:25Why he didn't tell me he loved me
36:28In
36:30His video I got
36:32And now I'm scared that
36:33Yeah, I lost him
36:34I'm scared it's too late
36:37I know it's painful
36:38The thought of losing him
36:39My concern is
36:41Have you really made changes
36:42Or if you guys end up leaving together
36:45It will be very easy for you
36:46To fall into a pattern
36:48That you know from before
36:49I mean
36:50I know the changes
36:52That I need to make
36:52In order to not only make
36:54My partner happy
36:55But to make myself happy
36:57And I believe
36:57There's a lot of truth in that
36:59And I believe
37:00That you do love him
37:02Yeah
37:02All right
37:04Erica
37:05You ready?
37:06You're up
37:14Do you feel like you had compassion with Erica?
37:17The compassion was there
37:18For a certain period of time
37:20But then I feel like it subsided
37:22I feel like the more I got to know who she was
37:25The more I started to find things wrong
37:34How does that feel to you
37:35Hearing that?
37:36I feel like I did this to myself in the sense
37:38Like I feel like
37:40I
37:42I should have put my foot down
37:44But I continued to do it for another year and a half
37:47And why do you think that is?
37:49I guess deep down it's like
37:51I watched my mom continuously sacrifice
37:54And give everything that she had to my dad
37:56And then would go sleep on the couch
37:57And cry every single night
37:58And tell me everything's fine
38:00So like
38:01I always said
38:02I don't want to be like my mom
38:03But I'm like
38:06I'm just like my mom
38:07And I don't
38:09I just
38:09I don't know what love is supposed to look like
38:12So I'm going to ask a real simple question
38:14What do you want?
38:17I want to be happy
38:18So what's stopping you?
38:22I'm stopping me
38:23But I'm done stopping myself
38:30Okay, Kristen
38:31You're up
38:41I think I'm done messing with you
38:43Oh, my God
38:43Oh, my God
38:43Oh, my God
38:44Oh, my Godindeiyenne
38:49Rainy leg
38:51play Well,
38:51I'm
38:51Belly leg Oh,
38:53my God Hey
38:53Hey Hey Oh,
38:55my
38:56Hey
38:57Hey That wasidée
39:02talk to me what scares me is him not having his priorities straight what scares me is that he's
39:10not going to prioritize his love for me and if he can't prioritize his love for me who's to say
39:16he
39:16can prioritize his love for our family he likes to party that's not a big deal but cheating is a
39:22big
39:22deal to me and that's why i came here to find out are we on the same page do we
39:29have the same amount
39:30of love for each other because right now it feels like i have more love for him and i can't
39:33live that
39:34way have you guys ever really talked about the details of him cheating um no because i know that
39:44if i know the details so it's replaying in my head the same way as when erica saw those videos
39:49it's it's just like that traumatic experience where those visions just come to your mind and i
39:55knew that i wouldn't be able to move forward if i knew what happened i'm hearing reverting back to
40:00a pattern which is if we don't talk about it it won't haunt me but the truth is it haunts
40:06you every
40:06day or you wouldn't be a temptation i'm wondering if he's going to cheat on you again and the only
40:10way
40:10you and julian are going to have a future is for you to be able to talk about the most
40:17painful things
40:18and ask the questions that you're afraid to hear the answers to i agree with that all right
40:24chelsea you're up next
40:28okay hold my breath guys
40:47take it down
40:59dude that girl's so annoying her voice the worst i can't okay how'd they make it feel
41:10i will say that when i see these clips i makes me not miss him and it's crazy because my
41:19video
41:20was the sweet tom that loves me so much and then i see this it's like he's not falling in
41:27love i feel
41:28like he brought me here so that he can do whatever he wants and have fun and at the end
41:31oh did you get
41:32my 30 second video i missed ben and bud and it was like i'm still feeling disrespected so this doesn't
41:37make sense the question is is this the relationship for you yeah well have you found it somewhere
41:43else or the beginnings of it or a taste of it yeah it's true
41:51it's true ladies that's the bonfire you can head back to your villa
41:59i feel like tom's not respecting me as a woman i feel like he's just over there
42:05doing magic mike moves on this girl it's ridiculous so for me i have to worry about myself now
42:14you
42:15you
42:17you
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