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Temptation Island - Season 3 - Episode 06: Unexpected Loss EngSub
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island.
00:11Tonight, it's time for an elimination.
00:12I fire people in a minute, so this is easy for me.
00:15I have no emotion towards it.
00:16We think that you're here for a different reason and not on the same page as us.
00:21Now there's only 12 of us.
00:22Hopefully, it makes for a more intimate environment of us being able to spend more time together.
00:29Yeah.
00:33They just pretty much took their clothes off and hopped in there.
00:39She's either tired of him or she's using this to, like, let him know, like, bro, I'm done.
00:44Maybe a lot of people think that, and I don't like that because it's not true.
00:48And how I felt when I first got here is different than how I feel now, and I didn't know
00:52that was going to happen.
00:54You know, we've lost family together, you know?
00:58I've lost family that I've cared about.
01:00She's lost family that she's cared about.
01:03What happened?
01:04Lost my brother.
01:07He overdosed.
01:28You're not going to tell me.
01:31You'll never forget me.
01:34You're not going to tell me.
01:44It's hard.
01:53What happened?
01:54He lost my brother.
01:57He overdosed.
01:59And how did you find out?
02:01I found him.
02:02How did that make you feel?
02:04Awful.
02:05Responsible?
02:07Yes.
02:10Are you responsible?
02:11No.
02:13Have you shared it with Julian?
02:15Yes.
02:16Julian was there.
02:19Was this during a period of you guys being together or after he had cheated on you?
02:23After he cheated on me.
02:25I felt like I needed him.
02:30And he was there for me when I needed him.
02:33That was good.
02:35I'm going to go back over to my seat.
02:39Got it.
02:42Kristen.
02:44Now that you've shared this, and I acknowledge the bravery it took to do it, do you feel sadder or
02:51relieved?
02:52I guess relieved because now you guys kind of understand why I've been so vague and...
03:02I guess get a better understanding of my actions.
03:07I'm sorry you had to live through that.
03:11Well, ladies, that's bonfire.
03:15You can head back to your villa and I'll see you soon.
03:18Good night.
03:19Jeez Louise.
03:22I'm ready to move forward and not take any steps back.
03:25I have to keep this going.
03:27I have to keep talking about it.
03:29I've always known I've had to do it.
03:31I just had to take the first step.
03:52I've developed a crush and feelings for Sophia, but I am holding back from being physical because there's a line
04:00that Chelsea and I agreed upon.
04:02And I don't want to cross that line, and I wouldn't want her to cross that line, and I wouldn't
04:08want her to cross that line.
04:08Gentlemen, welcome back to Bonfire.
04:10I understand that these bonfires are getting more and more emotional.
04:14That's because the purpose of the bonfire is for you to face the truth by watching a clip of your
04:20girlfriend's experience.
04:21Tom, I'm going to start with you tonight.
04:23Okay.
04:23Ready?
04:33The fact that we click so good, now I kind of have a crush on someone.
04:37I'm like, this is so meant to be for me, but I'm kind of avoiding it.
04:41I feel like if you're feeling this way, like, you should go for it.
04:45Now there's only 12 of us.
04:46Hopefully it makes for a more intimate environment of us being able to spend more time together.
04:53Yeah, 100%.
04:58Okay, Tom.
05:00Tell me what you saw and how you feel.
05:02I feel that what I've been feeling and experiencing and worrying about, it's okay to feel what I'm feeling.
05:08The fact that I found a woman here, Sophia, that I connect with, has made it all the more challenging
05:14for me, but also the more exciting.
05:17And all these feelings mean that I'm growing, that I'm putting myself through this process, I feel, in a proper
05:23way.
05:23Okay, that's something.
05:25We're going to move to Julian now.
05:26Okay.
05:33Do you think that if he passes this test, that's confirmation that he is...
05:37That's my problem.
05:38My fear is, like, he's going to pass this test and I'm still going to be in the same exact
05:42spot that I was in before.
05:44I don't know why he messed up in the past.
05:46I couldn't explain to you.
05:47Do you trust him?
05:49No.
05:52So you're saying that you don't trust him.
05:53What makes you still be, like, hang around and...
05:58I have no idea.
06:03All right, Jules, what's up?
06:05That's why we're here.
06:07Everything in that clip, you know, is...
06:10That's why we're here.
06:11Why do you think you cheated?
06:13I didn't value what I had.
06:14It was me being an ignorant, arrogant asshole.
06:19And that's me being a man-to-man telling you straight up.
06:21That's contrite.
06:22I want you to ask the why a little deeper.
06:24Why was I discontent?
06:26And in that moment, there was something you were missing and you made a choice.
06:31Yeah.
06:31There was something missing within me.
06:33It wasn't her.
06:34My girlfriend gave me everything.
06:36And for some reason, you know, I put that to the side and...
06:39So slow down for some reason.
06:42Go there.
06:42I was missing something at that time that I don't feel that I'm missing now.
06:46That's the nugget, right?
06:48Because when you're able to say, baby, I made a mistake, but I figured it out, is where she's
06:54going to go.
06:59Right?
07:00Absolutely right.
07:01Okay.
07:03Corey?
07:04Let's go.
07:04Let's roll with it.
07:05Okay?
07:05Let's do it.
07:12Look, there's no one else I would ever want to experience this stuff with.
07:16You know what I mean?
07:16Like, so for me, I'm like, when you get to spend that time with somebody who you respect
07:20and admire and, like, adore as much as I do you, then I'm just winning all around.
07:27You are the closest person I have here.
07:30You really are.
07:35All right, Corey.
07:37What did you see and what are you feeling?
07:40It's...
07:41It's okay.
07:42It's okay?
07:43Yeah.
07:44The last time you saw a clip, you got emotional, and tonight you're not emotional.
07:48Tell me what that's about.
07:50What strength is this?
07:51I like it.
07:51Every single day on the island, I'm just taking steps, growing, and, you know, I have nothing
07:55to stress about.
07:57That's, I mean, I have a lot of stress about, but it's not as bad as I think it is.
08:01You think any of these girls are laying in bed, kind of fantasizing about a little bit
08:05of Corey?
08:06I think so.
08:07I think so.
08:08You know, there might be a couple out there.
08:10How's that feel?
08:11It definitely feels good.
08:13It's filling up my tank and filling up that, you know, my...
08:16You know, my self-worth and self-love for myself.
08:20That's what I'm talking about.
08:22Kendall!
08:24Let's do it.
08:25All right, here we go.
08:32When you spend so much time making someone look so good, it's like, that's why I feel
08:37humiliated.
08:38No, no, absolutely not.
08:42So it's like, I really don't know what love looks like.
08:47Every time I feel like I'm so close to, like, being where I'm supposed to be, it's like,
08:51no, I'm just, like, so tired of it.
08:59All right, Kendall, what did you see?
09:00How do you feel?
09:02It's difficult to watch.
09:04It's, you know, coming into this experience, we set the no rules guidelines, but with Erica,
09:10I felt like there were some hidden rules that she had that she didn't really want to reveal
09:14to me or communicate to me.
09:19But it seems like Erica's seen something that she was highly disturbed about, and it looks
09:25like she's hurting right now.
09:27If you saw what she potentially saw of you, I'm not sure it would bother you.
09:32It might relieve you.
09:33Right?
09:34And you can watch that and go, oh, we're single.
09:37That tells me something.
09:38So tell me how you would feel if you saw that.
09:41I mean, personally, I would feel hurt.
09:43I would feel betrayed in a certain sense, but I'm also not the type of person to make
09:47excuses for anything.
09:48And even coming into this, anything done in the dark will always come to light.
09:52Okay, I got you.
09:54We want to make sure that everybody's taken care of.
09:56We're on the right path here, right?
09:58Yes.
09:59Gentlemen, that's bonfire.
10:01You can head back to your villa, and I'll check in with you soon.
10:04Tonight was definitely a new wave of emotions because I've seen Erica hurting, but I have
10:11to face the music.
10:12I also want to make sure I'm fully submerged in the experience without compromising and leave
10:18with my best love interests.
10:20If you truthfully love Erica, don't let it slip, because I have, bro.
10:27Man, that's one of the most hopeless feelings you'll ever feel in your life.
10:32I feel like it's already shifted a little bit.
10:37Where do we go from here?
10:39Where will we be tomorrow?
10:41What am I gonna do without your head?
10:45Come on, I'm here.
10:47Hey!
10:48Y'all doing big chilling, huh?
10:50I know.
10:50I am.
10:51We want to know the tea.
10:54I believe it's this.
10:56Tell us.
10:57What happened?
10:58Now, Erica's pretty much in the clip, and it just seemed like she was hurting.
11:02I guess she had seen something.
11:04I don't know what she's seen.
11:09What do y'all have to do?
11:11You know what she's doing.
11:13What do you know what she's doing?
11:21I mean, everybody knows the situation now.
11:25It is getting very real for me, you know, and I honestly didn't expect myself to really
11:32connect with someone.
11:33I really like the feeling that I'm getting from him.
11:36Yeah, text me in a couple weeks, and I'll be like, she's going.
11:41It's gonna be good.
11:41It's gonna be living.
11:43Strange how looking in the mirror I can see a silhouette.
11:51Slowly coming out your window, let you turn a good girl.
11:55Hey, guys.
11:56What's up, girls?
11:57Hello, hello, ladies.
11:58Hey, who?
11:59Smells like food.
12:00You guys look so nice.
12:02It was a tough night, and if we don't open up now,
12:06and welcome some of these other people into our lives,
12:08then we'll leave here, and we'll regret that we never took advantage of the opportunity.
12:13Are you sitting here?
12:14Nope, that's all you.
12:15Thanks.
12:17Hi.
12:18What's going on?
12:21Well?
12:23Well, this time I watched you have a threesome.
12:26You all right?
12:30Yeah, I don't know.
12:31Obviously, this relationship, in my opinion, should be long over.
12:35But I just need to continue to support Erica in the way that I've been supporting her,
12:39and be there and make this the best experience I can for her.
12:43I need your help.
12:44You'll help me dig out all this stuff.
12:46Yeah, let me know.
12:46If you want to get out of here at some point, like, just go upstairs with me.
12:50Like, we'll go talk it out.
12:51All right?
12:54I don't, too.
12:56Okay.
12:57After this bonfire, I'm literally losing it, and I need to talk to Blake because he just calms me down
13:04no matter what.
13:05I feel like I knew coming into this, this was going to happen.
13:09I think he thought that I was going to sit in the corner and not talk to anyone.
13:13And he's seeing that I'm having fun, and now he's realizing, like, okay, now I'm going to do whatever I
13:18want.
13:18But it's like, was that a plan?
13:20Like, was that his plan so that he can come here and live his bachelor life?
13:24Because he's been a bachelor for his whole life?
13:26And it's like, I don't know.
13:29And it's like, I don't want to treat myself in this experience because I'm so worried about what he's doing.
13:36You know?
13:38You want a hug?
13:47Just take a deep breath.
13:56I knew that that was the moment that I needed to be there for her.
14:00I really hope that she's seeing from being around me that she can have a better guy than the Toms
14:06out there.
14:08I just felt like, right after that clip, like, I felt like I just wanted to hug you.
14:13You know, I got you.
14:15Yeah.
14:16I appreciate you.
14:18I appreciate you.
14:43This is my second date with Aaron.
14:46I'm out here going to do a little paddle boarding.
14:48Super excited to get out there.
14:50We get along really well, but I'm at the point where I want her to open up with me.
14:54And I think that now is going to be a time where I need to press some questions that, you
14:58know, I think she needs to open up about.
15:01Thanks for bringing me out here.
15:02I had a good time.
15:03I did too.
15:04For sure.
15:05What happened at the bonfire last night?
15:10Sore subject.
15:12This is like the third bonfire in a row where, like, I've seen clips of, like, how maybe I've made
15:21him feel about himself.
15:23And, like, that breaks my heart.
15:25But then it's also, like, every time I have someone close to me, I feel like they either let me
15:35down or I end up losing them.
15:36And, like, I feel like for a while, like, internally, I just haven't genuinely been happy.
15:51And I just, like...
16:15Part of me gets nervous because it was my idea to come here.
16:18I'm scared of losing Corey.
16:21I just push people away when I feel like they're getting too close to me.
16:26Hey.
16:28I'm sorry.
16:29I don't mean to push those boundaries at all.
16:31I really don't.
16:32But it's, like, annoying.
16:33I think, like, everyone...
16:35We want to get to know you, and I think it's difficult to, like, not ask these certain questions and
16:40still get to know you.
16:42I mean, I feel like Griffin's helping me realize that I'm hiding stuff deep down, and I'm scared that it's
16:49going to consume my life.
16:52Feeling this way always, like, just negative and, like, mad at the world.
16:57I hope you're not upset with me.
16:58I'm not. It's fine.
16:59It's just weird emotions that I've never...
17:03No, I know.
17:05This might be toxic.
17:11I didn't think it was going to be quite this way.
17:14How so?
17:15As far as just being able to be vulnerable.
17:20I was never good at opening up and being vulnerable.
17:22Are you prepared if she hasn't grown as much as you had wished?
17:26You know, I thought Aaron was the best I could do.
17:28Do you still believe that?
17:30I don't know.
17:31I really am just trying to be his biggest, like, hype woman.
17:34I just want him to realize, like, don't hold on to a relationship that's not filling your cup up.
17:40He has such pretty eyes in the shirt.
17:42It's...
17:43Shhh.
17:45Shhh.
17:45Shhh.
17:46Let it fill my soul.
17:47Cause I'm tired of the games.
17:49Get away from the phantom.
17:50I wanna sing, baby.
17:56Strawberries are my absolute favorite.
17:58Mm-hmm.
17:59Mm-hmm.
18:00Mm.
18:02I'm so glad I met you here.
18:04I really am.
18:05You already know that I'm going out to L.A.
18:07Like, no matter where you're at in your life or who you're with.
18:10Because at the end of the day, what we have is so real.
18:12And it's like, I don't want to lose that.
18:14I don't.
18:15I don't.
18:15Same.
18:20It's so hard to look at you in the eye right now.
18:22I'm like...
18:23I'll never be able to forget these times we're spending together.
18:27She's going to be a part of my life, I hope, for the rest of it.
18:32You ready to exfoliate?
18:33I'm so ready.
18:34Come on, Tom.
18:38No!
18:40There we go.
18:41Are we gonna put on my neck?
18:43Touching Sophia feels very...
18:46I'm attracted to her.
18:47Her skin is very soft.
18:51It's a turn-on.
18:52I know Tom loves his booties.
18:54All right.
18:55Come on, Tom.
18:56I'm gonna exfoliate.
18:58You're enjoying this.
19:00No, I'm enjoying it, too.
19:01You know, I don't mind a little booty touching, a little booty.
19:05Oh, wait.
19:07What does that say?
19:08Tom.
19:09Tom?
19:10That is so funny.
19:13You're bad.
19:15I definitely feel like today is a turning point in our relationship.
19:18I feel like we connected in a deeper level, and we were able just to take in this moment together.
19:29When nothing really mattered, I could always count on you.
19:36Let me give it back to you.
19:40What do you think your mom would think of me?
19:42She would love you.
19:43Come on.
19:43I can't...
19:44She would love you.
19:44I think my mom would like you.
19:46And I really like these beautiful eyes you have.
19:49Oh, thank you.
19:50Like, don't have a problem staring at those.
19:51From the minute I spoke to Blake, I knew that he and I would have a connection.
19:58It's just I was running away from it.
19:59But not anymore.
20:01I feel like with Blake, it's not if but when something's gonna happen.
20:07Woo!
20:07I can't.
20:09Make you nervous?
20:10Yes.
20:12Why?
20:21I feel like a lot of girls in the house, they know my situation, they know what I'm
20:25in, you know, and they respect that.
20:27But with that being said, I feel like they completely backed off because of that.
20:30And Maya is one of the girls in the house that has tried to get to know me more as
20:34a person.
20:35You know, it takes two to be in a relationship.
20:37And it would be really, really horrible if you were to live the rest of this relationship
20:42in a situation where you feel like you're walking on eggshells and you have to keep proving yourself.
20:46Because then you'll never be happy.
20:47You know, my girlfriend's the type that kind of bottles up her emotions.
20:50And unfortunately, things haven't been right ever since.
20:53You know, we're together, but, you know, we're not able to, you know, move forward.
20:58And honestly, it took, you know, it took crazy losses, you know, on both of our ends.
21:04You know, with family and that kind of, you know, brought us back together.
21:07And if it wasn't for those, you know, terrible things that happened, those catastrophic losses
21:12that we've dealt with.
21:13I don't know if we would have been still together till this day right now, you know.
21:17I always think at the end of the day, you can only love you as much as you want to
21:22be loved.
21:24Yeah.
21:24I'm still sorry, babe, that I couldn't get through with you.
21:32We had something real, but I can't change what you feel.
21:36I'm still sorry.
21:38Last night, like, at the bonfire, I saw Jewel, like, breaking down by himself in his room.
21:45And I finally understand how he feels because I never let him be there for me.
21:50It was always like, well, you were the one who messed up, and that's why we can't move forward,
21:54because you messed up.
21:55The reason I can't move forward is because I'm so afraid of unexpected loss.
22:00Yeah.
22:02And I'm so afraid of giving him all my love and then...
22:08and then him just, you know, disappearing out of my life.
22:15I lost my brother.
22:18He had an addiction problem.
22:21I had no idea, because he was struggling behind closed doors.
22:24And I see myself going in the same cycle as him, trying to struggle behind closed doors.
22:30I can't.
22:33It doesn't end good.
22:39So...
22:41I had a friend that also had an addiction, and it was just random.
22:56I just got the text, and he was gone.
23:02It's like a whole weight just lifted off my shoulders.
23:06Never told anybody about my situation with my friend.
23:09I didn't want to burden everybody on how I feel, and she felt the same way.
23:14So it's refreshing to find someone that is just like you.
23:17I'm feeling like now you can get a better understanding of who I am
23:22and why it's been so hard for me to open up.
23:25Boy, you gotta come down from the clouds.
23:28Keep your feet on the ground.
23:30All you did was push me to be who I am.
23:34Thank you for saying I can.
23:36I want to know why you decided to come here.
23:39Well, I want to have a family in the future, you know?
23:42See, it's funny. I'm so close with my family, too.
23:44Really?
23:44Yeah. Kendall convinced me that, like, my family was just taking too much of my time,
23:48and I wasn't working on myself, so...
23:51You can't go back to that.
23:54The last thing I want to see is you fall back into that trap.
23:57And I just... I like you.
23:59I want to get to know you more in the future.
24:01You know, I could come visit you. You could show me your hometown.
24:04I could fly you out to mine. I could show you around there.
24:06Yeah. Jesse's definitely the kind of guy that I should be with.
24:09He's just such a genuine and just patient, just well-rounded man.
24:13I think there's a very good chance that I am falling for Jesse.
24:16You're gonna come back and then in... What?
24:20I was hearing that you're gonna drop the camera.
24:22Good job!
24:23You'll never let go, not be afraid, but lose control.
24:27Look in my eyes, just take these hands, my heart is yours to hold.
24:31Coffee, cheers to date number four.
24:34And then five.
24:37How do you foresee, like, things in the future if we were to leave the island together?
24:43I see us staying together.
24:45Yeah?
24:45I mean, only if that's what you want, but I see that.
24:50I see us working well back in L.A. together.
24:55Eventually, like, grow to the point where we want to have a family, you know?
24:59I'm open to having a family.
25:01I at least want four or five kids, but I'm also not...
25:05Is that scary to you, first and foremost?
25:06No, I said I wanted ten.
25:08Ten what?
25:09Kids?
25:10Oh, yeah.
25:10I'm kidding about ten.
25:13But I want to make sure that we're on the same page.
25:16Like, I don't like wasting my time either, you know?
25:19Yeah.
25:19After the bonfire last night, seeing the way that Erica was feeling, I don't really know what to expect.
25:24Is that something you want to go back to, or...?
25:26I don't feel like I necessarily want to completely give up on the situation, but also I don't know how
25:31things will transpire over the next few weeks here.
25:34It makes me a little bit nervous that Kendall is a little bit conflicted right now.
25:38You know, if he does end up choosing her, I will be heartbroken because I can see myself falling in
25:44love with Kendall.
26:05You make that everywhere we go, paradise everywhere we are, perfect love and what it's all.
26:16Hello!
26:16What's up, boys?
26:18Hi!
26:18Oh, Lex!
26:19Oh, Lex!
26:21Look at you guys!
26:22Hello!
26:23After my date with Jessie, I'm starting to realize that I am starting to really like him, but I'm still
26:28processing the fact that my relationship has just pretty much crumbled at this point.
26:33And before I can even consider letting anybody else in, I have to learn how to love myself first.
26:38On our date today, I felt like he was himself.
26:43You know, I wasn't here to really fall in love or like someone.
26:47I was just here to work on my relationship, work on myself.
26:50And then today, like, we had so much fun and we were ourselves, and like, I couldn't stop laughing.
26:55And then I was like, this is really scary for me.
26:58Mm-hmm.
26:59Because it's like...
27:00But scary why?
27:01It's scary because it's like, I didn't think about Tom at all.
27:04And the fact that like, when you're in love with someone, like you, you go on a date and it's
27:11like, all you think about is them, I think.
27:13I mean, I don't think that's something that you should be scared of, but I think that you should acknowledge
27:17that maybe it's a sign.
27:18Yeah.
27:20Chelsea and Blake definitely have some chemistry.
27:22And I don't know, like, I feel like I've seen a difference in her too.
27:25And I do look up to that.
27:27I definitely want to open up.
27:29Just checking in on you.
27:29How was your day?
27:30It was a lot of fun.
27:32During my one-on-one, I did realize that I should open up more because I feel like no one
27:37really knows why I'm the person I am or like maybe why I'm so reserved and why I like put
27:43on this front.
27:45It's nice to see that side of you, to be honest.
27:47So I feel like we're always laughing and like, yada, yada, yada, but I feel like we don't have a
27:51lot of like, super serious conversations about you.
27:55Mm-hmm.
27:56Uh-huh.
27:57Will you work it out for me, ma?
27:59Well, ladies and gentlemen, welcome to tonight's Masquerade Ball.
28:03Tonight, all bets are off the table.
28:05Your wildest dreams will come true.
28:09This time it is.
28:11Baby girl, you make me wanna.
28:12Uh-huh.
28:16I should've put our door on.
28:29Ladies love the curls.
28:30They love, they love the curls.
28:32Curls for the girls.
28:33I think we have to go talk.
28:35My toys.
28:36Goodbye.
28:36What?
28:37I don't know about that.
28:38That's aggressive.
28:39As this little threesome has formed, I don't want to overstep on their relationship because I care about both of
28:46them, but I think conversations need to happen so I get clarity and I don't get hurt.
28:50I'm good.
28:51Like, I'm glad that you guys let me have fun with you.
28:54I think that we had a good time.
28:56Yeah.
28:57I'm so glad that you guys had such a cute date today, though.
29:00Yeah.
29:00Like, I will always be your spare animal, and if you ever need a toy, let me know.
29:05Oh, my God.
29:06Well, at this point, I feel like I'm starting to be inauthorical.
29:11I mean, I have a great connection with Alexis, but I feel like I'm developing a small connection with Nicole.
29:15It's pretty steamy right now.
29:18We think more of you as a, not just a toy, but more.
29:22I love you guys.
29:23I love you guys.
29:36I'm definitely waiting on him to kiss me.
29:39I'm kind of just, like, so close, but it's not happening.
29:42Um, and it sucks.
29:43Tom, what?
29:45Uh-oh.
29:47What the ?
29:49Quit acting like you guys don't know each other.
29:52Hello, it's very very very challenging to resist Sofia at this point no big deal
30:00I'm just right here and now she's really making her move
30:20So we take that great energy from our day through the night pool party jungle party
30:26I was just really in the moment with Chelsea things are starting to heat up a little bit
30:32I don't play around I feel like you know that that's why we're both nervous
30:37Yeah you make me nervous
30:38Good, you showed me nervous
30:41I know, I'm still nervous with you, right?
30:44Mm-hmm
30:44Right
30:50She's so like attentive to whatever you think
30:54Didn't you feel that?
30:56I did
31:00I know that love could be the thing that opens in a door
31:05The way we are together, it really makes me happy
31:11Mm-hmm
31:12Does it make you happy?
31:14Yeah
31:14I really think that we're gonna be very close when we leave here
31:18I agree
31:19You know
31:20Really, really, really, really, really, really, really need your love
31:27Really, really, really, really, really, really, really need your love
31:50You
31:50Three I don't know how Julian's being a trooper over there. You can't teach an old dog new trick
31:55She's gonna be stuck in that damn relationship till kingdom come bros. He loves them
31:59Let's see today Kendall will it be three people will it be four so we didn't get to talk about
32:06our dates
32:06Yeah, you seem genuinely happy. I really am and it's like
32:11I feel bad about it kind of no don't
32:15Bad about your own happiness. We know and you
32:20You guys like
32:23Don't even really kiss my boyfriend you say you don't really kiss your boyfriend. Yeah, like we don't really like
32:29We're affectionate, but we're yeah, I feel weird if i'm just like going to kiss. I don't know
32:34I can't really like plan it out either like if it happened, but what would you do if he went
32:38in for it?
32:39You don't need to answer if you don't want to. I don't know
32:42I don't know. I'm being true to this process and I was afraid
32:47To really get to know Blake because I kind of had a feeling that we would form a relationship
32:52But I'm realizing this is a crazy opportunity that I'm not going to give up
32:57What can I expect you on it?
33:07Juwan and Julian they're both goofy
33:10They're both genuine. It's just that I never allowed Julian to get serious with me and that's my fault. Thank
33:15you for coming to my gym
33:17Uh personal trainer. That would be 60 bucks
33:22I was trying to remind myself last night like okay, what do I do after all this is over?
33:27Yeah, like I'm just yeah, what have you thought about like so what's your
33:30I wonder like what he can say like what is he gonna say?
33:35That's a problem. I love you. I got it out of my system like oh my god
33:39I feel like the first thing he's gonna try to say is like
33:41Well, we came with no rules. Yeah
33:44Yeah, we came with no rules, but you came and literally did the worst thing that you could possibly do
33:48The point of no rules was so you can show your true character and so I can see that and
33:52that's exactly what you did
33:53Like I have to be fully equipped to deal with him when we do have that conversation
33:56Just because he's managed to pull me back in so many times and it's worked every single time
34:02I wish I could be like a fly on the wall when you and him talk
34:14I feel like we should be working out, but no, I just enjoy watching
34:18No, no, no working out just watching get it corey
34:22I like that hat
34:24When are you gonna kiss tom sophia because last night you were getting all up around in and around it
34:30Hey listen, did you kiss him? I kissed him everywhere everywhere on his face
34:35But his lips even when I'm drunk I still respect tomasito
34:40Do you respect tom or just tomasito?
34:43All righty guys masquerade party was a hit
34:45I think we dial up some pina coladas a little dac reaction and hit the pool
34:58Do you really want to leave the island with your girlfriend like for real?
35:02Why would you think I wouldn't want to?
35:03Because just your actions like do you think that your girlfriend would want to leave with you after seeing those
35:09bonfire clips?
35:10I think she knows what I bring to the table
35:14I mean, I hear you candle, but I don't know
35:16If I was his girlfriend and that man made me cry while I was in another house
35:21You better believe I would be coming for his throat
35:25Period what if she did the same thing over there that you were doing over here
35:28Like truly, I mean they ask me that all the time. I'm a different person. I know how I think
35:33and I know how she thinks
35:34I mean, it sounds hypocritical, but I don't feel like Erica can emotionally balance everything I can
35:38I know who I am. I know what I expect. I know what I want
35:41And Erica still has a lot of questions to really establish who she is as a woman. That's a pickle
35:46to be in
35:48You know when we were hanging out yesterday
35:51You mentioned that it took a death in the family for you guys to come together. How did you find
35:57out and vice versa?
35:59It was like 2 in the morning. She called me and told me you know what had happened and
36:04She was numb, you know, you could hear it in her voice
36:05She was just like, you know, I just had to call you and tell you that
36:08Kenny passed away, you know, we found him today. That was it just like that and I think I hung
36:14up the phone
36:15I didn't want her to hear me, you know, just lose it and I did
36:19I was in a stairway when she called me and I just I lost it. Is it okay to ask
36:23like how did he pass away?
36:26Um
36:28He had like a drug problem, you know
36:31um
36:32Her brother is is literally like my brother. He's literally tired. He's tatted on my leg like he's my family.
36:38He's like my big brother to me, so
36:41The last time I was able to see him I promised him that I was gonna take care of uh,
36:47you know his sister
37:00You know, I made that promise to him and trying my best to uh stay true to that
37:05um
37:15Because he's not here to do that
37:24Sorry
37:29Take all your pain
37:59To be honest, I don't feel any different than I did the last time
38:01I think the one thing that I was scared of seeing I saw so at this point it's like
38:05There's nothing to be afraid of and if anything the bonfires are just more clarity and more of like a
38:10wake-up call like
38:10Hey, you literally deserve better and he's showing that through his actions so
38:16Good evening ladies welcome back to bonfire
38:20What did we get through a lot last time didn't we yes
38:24Erica how are you feeling?
38:25I think I've just sort of come to the realization that it's not for me to understand kendall or why
38:29he does what he does anymore
38:31So really just trying to focus back on myself and remind myself why I'm here
38:35You know which is to grow as an individual this isn't easy you guys you're cracking open stuff. That's really
38:40difficult. Yeah
38:42Erica you ready we're gonna start with you, please. Okay
38:50Here we go
38:52Here we go
38:53How do you foresee like things in the future if we were to leave the island together?
38:58I see us staying together eventually like
39:02Grow to the plan where we want to have a family, you know, I'm open to having a family. I
39:06at least want four of our kids
39:09But I want to make sure that we're on the same page like I don't I don't like wasting my
39:13time either, you know
39:17Okay
39:18So how does that make you feel?
39:20At least I don't have to watch him have sex this time
39:23I mean, I really wish I could just warn her
39:27And just remind her what she's getting herself into because for two and a half years
39:31He's been putting on this facade and showing me a fake version of himself up until this point
39:35It's like you haven't known him for even a month yet
39:38And if you think that that's really what you're gonna get like
39:40It's not the truth if you don't have a solid foundation your relationship
39:44Like what's the point of even talking about kids Erica?
39:47You're saying a lot of gold here at the end of the day. He doesn't deserve me. I
39:52Know it's been a lot. You've been through a lot. Yes
39:56Okay
39:57Kristen it's your turn
40:03Have you thought about how you feel about the fact that she
40:07Has said no or indicated that she would say no if you propose and the time you put in and
40:11everything?
40:11Oh for sure, you know, it's discouraging if anything, you know, it's like damn like
40:16I'm trying to constantly change who I am
40:19You know to make somebody happy and ultimately, you know, I don't know if it's making me happy
40:24You know when you put so much time and energy into something and it's still not good enough. It's gonna
40:29hurt
40:33What you feeling that is
40:36Very true. It's not always
40:40Him and his mistakes
40:43It's me trying to
40:45Control any possible bad outcome by shutting myself down
40:51And it took me to open up about my brother to realize that i'm just so afraid of
40:59Being heartbroken again, but then i'm just
41:03Staying in this heartbreak and then i'm hurting him
41:06But it took me up until the last bonfire to finally understand that wow okay proud of you
41:15Erin yes you ready yes if you are i am
41:22Here we go
41:26I
41:27Didn't think it was gonna be quite this way how so
41:31As far as just being able to be vulnerable he has such pretty eyes in the shirt
41:39Yeah
41:46Okay, what did you see and how does that make you feel it did annoy me that they're that close
41:52and they're having an intimate
41:53Conversation, but i don't know what happened after and i don't want to assume because then i get in my
41:58head and i self-destruct
42:00What does self-destruct look like for you?
42:02I am just angry at corey
42:06At people around me and i need to work on my trust issues
42:10Where do you think the trust issues started when i lost my best friend and
42:16While i was going through that i was dating someone who
42:21Destroyed me and he took advantage of me and he did put his hands on me before and he put
42:28hands on you
42:30Yeah
42:31And then you're translating that into and that made me angry because angry feels powerful
42:37I mean all of my relationships in the past have been toxic but
42:41I also don't want to just put the blame on them because i was a part of it too
42:46Do you know the classic the abuse 101 right yeah the people that hurt people have been hurt
42:52Mm-hmm right yeah
42:55it's not your fault
42:57And i don't think you're giving yourself enough credit for that that we're this far in and i'm just hearing
43:02it
43:04i think it's just something that
43:06i never really talked about and that it scared me because i don't think my parents know
43:11so you got some shame about it
43:14and then you're just living miserably
43:16and sabotaging what could be the most beautiful relationship you've ever had
43:21okay
43:24chelsea you're up
43:25okay
43:32come on tom
43:34that exfoliate properly
43:36you're enjoying this
43:40is it bad that i'm enjoying it more than you
43:42no i'm enjoying it too handsome man rubbing my booty
43:47ah
43:48tom
43:50you know i don't mind a little booty touching a little thing
43:54always
44:00okay
44:02talk to me
44:04i feel nothing
44:06look that's not fun to see your boyfriend smacking somebody's butt i get it
44:10i don't want my man to want to touch other women like that
44:14and i don't think i'll get over it like i don't think i'm okay with it
44:18i can't change myself and how i feel about that and how i want to be respected in my relationship
44:22and he can't change his flirtiness and that i think that's okay and i can accept that now
44:28and i feel like he found a reason oh if she's over there doing whatever she wants i'm going to
44:34open up he took that to do whatever he wants and to act like that you don't know what he
44:39saw of you
44:40but you're immediately taking his actions and making you the fault of it
44:44yeah that's true what have you done that's so scary to look at
44:48i feel like he's making a connection with that girl but i'm making a connection with blake
44:55okay you know that's what this is about yeah you connect with other people to see if the one
45:00you're with is the one for you yeah okay thank you for your candor and your honesty that's it
45:06that's bonfire you can head back to the villa thank you i feel like tom is not taking this whole
45:12experience seriously he's just doing whatever he wants and he doesn't care about how i'm going to
45:18feel you have a lot to talk about i know you're around blake would never act like that because he
45:23respects women
45:40erica was very strong i'm just curious like how you feel about how she's been feeling so far i'm at
45:46the
45:46point where i'm just looking forward to having a conversation with him and if things can be
45:50salvaged do you want to salvage it at this point yes for sure you know it's just weird for me
45:57to say
45:57that you're trying to salvage the relationship so you lean on alexis or you're leading on erica at the
46:02end of the day it's uh it's just complex
46:18at this point i'm fully single right now so we came here with no rules i don't feel like i've
46:23overstepped too many boundaries but i did you know kind of move pretty quick but we're here
46:31we're here we're here gentlemen welcome back to the bonfire i'm glad to see you guys we mixed it
46:36up pretty good last time you want to start with you corey let's uh start with me okay
46:45here we go
46:49what happened at the bonfire last night
46:53it's a sore subject this is like the third bonfire in a row where like i've seen clips of like
47:00how
47:01maybe i've made him feel about himself and like that breaks my arm
47:09all right corey what'd you hear it's tough to hear that she's taken the full blame you know for my
47:16lack
47:16of confidence you know it's not her fault you know it's my fault as well you know it sucks to
47:22see my
47:22significant other feel that guilt and i i wanted to take it away from her but that's her own journey
47:27and you are always wanting to make her feel better and that's great so i'm wondering what have you
47:32discovered that you bring to the table that you may have forgotten you know that that i am a great
47:36guy
47:36i'm a catch you know i'm funny i'm goofy i'm witty and i'm pretty darn good looking i could say
47:41right
47:42you bet you are now the question for you to grapple with is who's the person you want to value
47:49you at
47:50that level is it going to be aaron or is it going to be amanda or someone else and that's
47:55for you to
47:55figure out julian sir you're up
48:05okay here we go
48:10i lost my brother
48:14he had an addiction problem i had no idea because he was struggling behind closed doors
48:19and i see myself going in the same cycle as him trying to struggle behind closed doors i can't
48:28it doesn't end good
48:32tell me what's up looks like everything you know that i'm going through on my journey um you know
48:39she's kind of going through the same thing you know i never want to see her crying but it's a
48:45subject that is very hard you know to talk about and um it's real you know that
48:50we've been through in the clip it looks like kristen who was pretty locked down when i met her is
48:57unloading some stuff on joan talking about something you guys never talk about
49:02while that's scary to look at because is she following somebody or sharing you know that
49:06intimacy is scary i would assume could that be both of your paths to find each other by getting this
49:12shared drama expressed and a lighter you and a lighter her are you brave enough to continue that
49:20path i am you got a long way to go but keep chipping keep chipping i will i will thank
49:25you
49:27kendall let's do it you ready yeah okay buddy
49:40you deserve a lot more than what you've been getting you're you know i like you you're a cool
49:45girl i want to get to know you more in the future you know i could come busy you could
49:49show me your
49:50hometown i could fly you out to mine i could show you around there yeah i'm gonna make more of
49:54an
49:54effort to like really just open up to you and like help you to understand like why i
50:00why i do certain things like that's what i'm here for all right kendall what's that what do you
50:07think's going on there he's explaining that she deserves more she has hidden talents and these are
50:12things that we talk about all the time and i think erica's still coming into realizing who she is
50:17as a woman and becoming that leader does it bother you to think about her flying out to hang with
50:22jesse
50:22and i mean i wouldn't like that but i i highly doubt that would happen because to be able to
50:28get to
50:28those layers it's gonna take a long time and a long time of digging you think that she can recover
50:32and forgive some of the things that she may have seen definitely you think so definitely you know
50:39her longer and more than i do yeah all right hey tom you ready i'm ready last to go
50:53i don't play around i feel like you know that that's why we're both nervous yeah you make me nervous
51:00nervous good you should be nervous because i don't know i'm still nervous but they are right all right
51:24we're gonna be scared thomas mark what's going through your head right now
51:36that we're going to lose each other.
51:39And how's that feel?
51:42I'm sad.
51:43It's...
51:45It hurts.
51:46You know, it hurts.
51:46It's just weird seeing her in someone else's arms,
51:49but also it would be very hypocritical of me
51:52because I'm literally having a similar experience
51:55where I'm at in our villa,
51:58but I really didn't think that she would be falling for something.
52:02So it's...
52:03So what do you think, if that's the case,
52:06she's finding that was lacking before?
52:10That she doesn't feel valued enough by me.
52:15That's...that's a really powerful statement, Tom.
52:17That might be something you might want to think about saying to her
52:20when and if you get a chance to really communicate.
52:23And now you're...you're hanging out with Sophia.
52:25You're having a great time with Sophia.
52:26What are you getting with Sophia that feels great that you missed?
52:30Just an acceptance for my personality type,
52:33for how I am, how I behave.
52:35I feel completely comfortable that I can be myself,
52:38and she's okay with it.
52:39She's more than okay with it.
52:40She...
52:40Loves it.
52:41She seems to love it, yeah.
52:42So you're at a real crossroads, aren't you?
52:45Yeah.
52:48Okay, one more thing before we go.
52:50Tomorrow, you'll have a chance to send your girlfriend a 30-second video message.
52:57Now, in this message, you can say whatever it is you want to say.
53:01And if you don't want to send one, you don't have to.
53:04It's entirely up to you.
53:05Take some time to think about what you're going to say and really make it count,
53:08because it's the only time you get to communicate directly to her
53:12until you see her again at Final Bonfire.
53:14All right, guys, that's Bonfire.
53:16Head back to the villa.
53:17Have a great time.
53:17I'll check in with you soon.
53:18All right.
53:19Good night, guys.
53:21Oh, man.
53:22Another one?
53:24Seeing this clip is hurtful.
53:26It looks like she's falling for someone.
53:28I'm nowhere in her heart or mind.
53:31I feel angry, betrayed.
53:39It's really hard for me to watch this because I didn't think I had to worry about her being unfaithful.
53:47I was wrong to have put that much trust into my partner.
53:55How do you guys feel about that?
53:57Hurt and rage.
54:01I'm angry.
54:04My heart hurts.
54:06Well, you got us.
54:07No, we won't be here for you.
54:09I mean that.
54:10And you have something to lean into at the house, too.
54:14But I feel you.
54:14And trust me, if I was doing the same thing, I mean, I get it.
54:18I definitely get it.
54:26I feel the same thing, too.
54:27I'll see you in the next one.
54:27You
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