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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 05 EngSub
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00:17I gave this a real fucking life!
00:24He's a piece of shit.
00:26I'm shy.
00:29It's a lot.
00:30I feel so bad for her.
00:38Me too.
00:40Me too.
00:42She does not deserve that.
00:45I'd like the chance to talk to you about it.
00:47I hate this man.
00:49I don't know if that's the case or it wouldn't hurt this bad.
00:51You're so strong, Shy.
00:54Love is not real.
00:57All right.
01:01I'm ready.
01:03First of all, the pain you're feeling is real.
01:06What you saw is crazy.
01:08So it hits you harder.
01:10You're allowed to have the feelings.
01:12It's a sorry excuse of a man.
01:14Yeah, literally.
01:15What a loser.
01:16That is a boy.
01:17That is a child.
01:18And you know what's even worse?
01:19It's worse knowing that I truly love him.
01:22And everything that I was giving him was like all of me.
01:27I was constantly providing for him.
01:30I'm constantly making him feel like he's worth more than he actually is.
01:34He's a fucking loser.
01:35He's a fucking bum.
01:36He's never going to ever fucking be anything ever.
01:39I can't stand this man.
01:41I can't stand him.
01:44Next.
01:46Wow.
01:48Wow.
01:48Wow.
01:51What a fucking loser.
01:53Literally.
01:54I hope she enjoys her 30 fucking seconds of nothing.
01:59The words you used to describe this clip, and I know it's anger and upset.
02:04What a loser.
02:05He's never going to amount to anything.
02:06No, he's a fucking loser.
02:08Okay.
02:10Listen to where I'm going with this.
02:11Whether you're aware of it or not, your problem has been a little bit of concern of what's he going
02:16to be for me.
02:17Is he going to be the man?
02:18Is he going to show up and have a career and things like that?
02:20So in your anger and sadness, you're saying words that, to me, sound like a bigger issue.
02:30I just don't even know how to move forward.
02:33You'll find out one step at a time.
02:36We're going to be with you every step of the way, babe.
02:37You got it.
02:38Okay.
02:40It's never easy.
02:44You're good.
02:46I just don't even know how to live my life without him.
02:49It'll all make sense and you're going to be so grateful.
02:52You have your own career.
02:54You have so much going for you.
02:57Okay.
02:58I hate him.
02:59You do not hate him.
03:01I do.
03:02I fucking hate his guts.
03:03Oh.
03:04You hate him.
03:05I said you don't need him.
03:06Oh.
03:07Yeah.
03:09We all hate him.
03:10We all hate him.
03:11A lot.
03:12He better not sit next to me at the final bonfire.
03:14Because I'm going to jail.
03:18I'll be right there with you, babe.
03:20You gonna be okay?
03:22Yeah.
03:23Okay?
03:24Okay.
03:25Okay.
03:28Let's go to you, Sydney.
03:30All right.
03:31Let's do it.
03:35Find each other's breath.
03:37So breathe in.
03:39Kind of feel your breath, too.
03:40Yeah, you're starting to feel it.
03:41Yeah, I am starting to feel it.
03:42That's how we want it.
03:43Feeling somebody else's energy in that type of way, I truly just thought that was deep.
03:49Big smiles on both of your faces.
03:51Wow.
03:53I see the opposite, because you're not me.
03:55No.
03:56At all.
03:58Like...
03:58I feel like a lot of people that end up being, like, compatible, like...
04:02Are always different.
04:03Are kind of opposite in ways.
04:05Yeah.
04:05To be real with you, we both know what we got going on.
04:08It's just mad easy to chop it up with you.
04:10I don't really know where I fit in and all this.
04:13I know I fit in and having good conversations with you.
04:17I know.
04:25You know, I'm glad that he found a connection that he feels as though he can explore.
04:31So you're not feeling any emotional longing or sadness behind that?
04:35I'm not feeling anything about that.
04:37Like, if that's how he feels, that is great.
04:40I love that for him.
04:43I hate that it couldn't be me, you know?
04:45I hate that he doesn't feel like I was enough.
04:50But at the end of the day, I know I'm enough.
04:53And that's what that is.
04:56Point blank period.
04:59What I find interesting in this is the initial clip you saw last bonfire crush you for a moment only.
05:07When you watch a clip and it doesn't upset you, that lets you know you're free from that.
05:13Right?
05:14100%.
05:15I'm genuinely done.
05:17When I said that last bonfire, I meant it.
05:19And I'm like, thank God I'm standing on what I said.
05:22Because I can't let him, you know, hurt me.
05:25I can't let him continue to do the same cycle.
05:28I've been through it enough.
05:29I've put myself through it enough.
05:31Like, I see the other side, Mark, and it looks beautiful.
05:38Normally I would call somebody out for like, you don't really mean that.
05:41But I think literally you seem lighter and freer and happier, quite frankly.
05:46Yeah.
05:47So, um, you do you, girl.
05:51Always will.
05:53Kaylee, your turn. Here we go.
05:58Uh, this is...
06:00Oh.
06:01His stomach wants to go bad.
06:04Am I just out?
06:06No, they're not.
06:07I didn't look.
06:09There we go.
06:10And let go of the hands and reach for your own foot.
06:13Reach for your own foot.
06:14Reach for your own foot.
06:16Reach for your own foot.
06:17Reach for your own foot.
06:18Reach for your own foot.
06:19Aw.
06:21You know, you do give off this, like, mysterious vibe, you know?
06:25I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
06:27No, it's a good thing.
06:27Like, you know, especially, like, guys always want, like, what they can't have type thing.
06:32Yeah, I know what you mean.
06:32You know, like, mysterious is fun.
06:34Mm-hmm.
06:35I am.
06:35Cool, cool.
06:36Yeah, you're very cool.
06:38Very cool.
06:39You're almost, like, too cool.
06:40Really?
06:41Too cool for school.
06:42No, you're too cool.
06:43Aw, okay.
06:44I have to kiss someone.
06:45Yeah!
06:47You want to kiss someone?
06:48Let him pick who he wants to pick.
06:51You know who he's about to kiss.
07:06I mean, I don't know what to take of that, because I don't feel like I have full answers.
07:13Like, why would he pretend to kiss someone, or did he kiss her?
07:17I don't know.
07:20What does it make you feel?
07:21Like, I don't feel like he's thinking about me when he's acting like this.
07:26He's not taking how that would make me feel to watch.
07:32You don't learn by being disrespectful to your partner.
07:35You learn by, like, digging within yourself.
07:39That's right.
07:39And finding where your relationship is going wrong.
07:42That's right.
07:43I just, it doesn't look like that's what he's doing.
07:47What does it look like he's doing?
07:49Just having fun.
07:51Okay, in the clip you saw, it looks like he's having fun.
07:54Mm-hmm.
07:55Maybe what he's doing is having an experience that might turn on a light for him to understand
08:02why he has shown up for you the way he does, that leaves you upset.
08:07It's, it's just frustrating.
08:09This is not normal.
08:14But he went for the girl I expected him to.
08:20So what does that say?
08:22I can sense that you've got much deeper feelings than we're talking about.
08:26That you're in a lot of pain right now.
08:29I'm just like, I don't know what to make of half of that.
08:32I just need to process and reevaluate things.
08:37And there's nothing I can do about it right now.
08:41Besides go back to the villa and like, keep talking to people and getting to know other people.
08:46And understanding what is important to me.
08:51I agree 100%.
08:54That's exactly what you should do.
08:55Find out what's important to you.
08:58And then later, you can decide if he's the guy who can give it to you.
09:02Yeah.
09:03Because he may show up as the guy who can give it to you.
09:06Where he hasn't been that guy up to this point.
09:08I really want him to be.
09:09Okay.
09:10It's been a, a rough bonfire for some of you.
09:13I love that you're there for each other.
09:16I know this isn't easy, but every choice you make here brings you closer to the answers you are seeking.
09:24So tomorrow, you'll go on solo dates.
09:27Once again, you choose who best serves you on your journey.
09:32This is your chance to get exactly what you need.
09:35And you're not doing yourself a service if you don't get it.
09:39Now, on this island, you should always expect the unexpected.
09:47So, when you return to your villa, you'll see a change.
09:52It's called the temptation haven.
09:55In there, there are no cameras.
09:57It's a private space and an opportunity for you to explore temptation more fully if you choose to use it.
10:06Now, just so you know, both houses have a temptation haven.
10:11And when someone steps inside, a light will glow in the other house to let those people in that house
10:18know that someone is using the haven.
10:21You won't know who.
10:22You won't know why or how long, but you'll know that something is happening.
10:26I literally cannot do this shit.
10:29Well, you don't have to do anything.
10:31It's just there.
10:32You can go in there.
10:33There's no cameras.
10:34Okay?
10:35I think that's enough.
10:36You're doing great.
10:37You're right on time.
10:38You can handle it.
10:49You are going to be so much better than you ever knew was even possible.
10:54I promise you that.
10:55What's on the other side for you is bliss and love and all of the things that you are so
11:04deserving of.
11:06Shy, baby.
11:08We love you so much.
11:09We love you so much.
11:13I've done it.
11:13Can't make you love me.
11:14Can't make you love me.
11:16Can't make you love me.
11:16I've done literally everything to try and keep him in my life.
11:22For five years.
11:30and i just feel embarrassed
11:39i promise you you're gonna be so much stronger without him you're already so much stronger
11:46without him like i can't keep taking him back like i have to i have to do what's best for
11:51me
11:52and i have to move on even though it just doesn't even seem possible
11:59love you fuck him whatever you need
12:38how y'all feeling y'all good why are y'all so happy i think we're just start you know
12:43our vibes are
12:43trying to be up vibes is up vibes is up it's all good let's do something let's take some shots
12:50let's turn up turn on some music let's turn up i mean he's in a really good mood he was
12:55crying like
12:56five minutes ago shit he brought me all the way to hawaii to be holding hands and shit with a
13:02grown
13:02ass man so shit we all saw it she said she said that they date she said that they date
13:07dating and
13:08that she's way more of a man than you are and then they were holding hands he did say that
13:12yeah
13:12well they were like dancing his was bad that's crazy mikey's acting like it was okay nothing that
13:18happened at the bonfire he was was like phasing him but it's all a coping mechanism to keep himself
13:23from breaking down gangster that's just mikey for you for sure but then it goes to me of course
13:30she's came to the realization while being here that she doesn't really need me anymore she said
13:38she's happier yeah she's happier without me wow but whatever fuck it i'm gonna go get a drink
14:03no hi hello hey guys welcome back what's up sid how is everybody doing great how are you doing
14:11i'm good who's ready to hear it jack's a fucking cheater oh bro straight so what happened was it
14:21like bad man he was making out with her and then uh she was in his bed and then he
14:27was like told her
14:28to get up and close the blinds and then the clip went off gotcha shitty i'm sorry to hear that
14:39i mean you got your answer though that's your answer got my answer that's right so yeah trash
14:45yeah the last thing that you wanted is being five more years with this dude that's clearly not
14:49supposed to be with you and that's clearly not who you want like that's the that's the worst case
14:53scenario this is not the worst case scenario yes it sucks right now but that's the worst case scenario
15:04i think i definitely had the best one i don't know i'm like oh one of us comes out of
15:09here still
15:09with our girlfriend i think you will i think your problems are pretty fixable you're very invested in
15:14one another you guys know that you want to come out of here with one another right and i really
15:19don't
15:19think either of you is going to do anything to put that in jeopardy i don't know what he's been
15:29shown
15:29but i think he is not receiving what i'm saying yeah all i saw was that came in the kitchen
15:36like
15:36talking to all the girls literally saying like she just needs to like leave that in the past but like
15:41how does that make you feel i just feel so stagnant right now i feel like if you go through
15:48this whole
15:48experience and you feel the same way at the end and go home you also do have somewhat of an
15:53answer
15:54you're right
15:58why are your eyes getting glossy because sometimes yours are glossy too are they yeah i thought you're
16:04gonna start crying or something no you remember how you said you wanted me to write you those
16:12affirmations so i wrote 10 of them i think those are things that you should be saying
16:18to yourself every day i don't need to change a thing to be amazing you don't need to change
16:24a thing to be amazing
16:28you're so sweet you're literally like the sweetest man ever these are things that you should believe
16:34within yourself i know i've been like made to think that i'm like too much or not enough of this
16:44and too much of that was that summit that made you feel the way yeah i mean it's been so
16:50many times in
16:50this relationship that i have taken a step back and i'm like i know this is not right like there
16:55was
16:56a night where i was like in his room beside myself and his friends were outside and he left me
17:03crying in
17:03his room we just left you to cry yeah and it's just like how can you do that to someone
17:09you love
17:10it's like sociopath yeah i i just never talked down on her yeah and even when i'm like
17:23you know oh i'm trying to make sure kaylee's the one you know because we're so different or whatever
17:29i'm never like i want her to change it's like i'm trying to make sure that she's the one for
17:34me
17:34so we're like a good relationship she's like just not happy with who i am i guess right exactly
17:40that's the hurtful part because i don't think you should change like you should be you and have a
17:45partner that appreciates it i have not talked down on her once or that i want to change her
17:51or that i wish she was this that's what hurts that she's just able to like talk down on me
17:57i don't
17:57want to be with someone no that yeah honestly she brought me here to play me oh it's gonna be
18:07good
18:07for our relationship we have problems we gotta work through them she sat front row at my sister's
18:16wedding with my mother two weeks ago
18:31bro bro i hate this shit bro it's not a you thing i mean that's an all her thing all
18:40on her that's not
18:40a reflection of you or anything that you've done it's really not that's a reflection of her
18:46she don't give up and she showed her ass but that's her character at least you know now
18:54obviously you know that we had a bonfire tonight but while we were there mark dropped a whole other
19:01bomb on us if you look outside there is the temptation haven right so we saw
19:09so basically what that is is if you go in there there are no cameras it's completely private
19:16you know whoever you choose to go in there with that's y'all that's your vibe so let's keep the
19:22vibes high energy higher okay
19:34there is a new addition to the house over here in the backyard it's called the temptation haven
19:44there's no cameras and you kind of just get to go in there and do your thing um and have
19:49fun
19:51and basically when you go in there it's going to send a red light over at the other house which
19:55is a little scary but
19:58yeah i mean if this house does turn it up it's probably going to be my girlfriend i'm just going
20:03to put that out there now um
20:06i don't owe jack shit so is this more so about jack or is it more about you i don't
20:13need to worry
20:14about him anymore it's all about me right so i think at some point like i don't need a i
20:21don't
20:21need to care jack sucks it's just not worth it to fight for somebody that's not fighting for me back
20:27and he doesn't care about me jack doesn't care about me what's up shy i'm about to make a scene
20:34how you feeling i'm making a scene go for it i'm finally going to be able to start focusing on
20:39me
20:40oh
20:42why can't you make me fall in love
20:44like every day i'm going to be moving on
20:46i've been waiting on shots fired
20:47oh my god
20:50why can't you just play your part
20:53oh
20:54shit
20:55oh my god
20:58oh
21:00yeah
21:01hey
21:04open that thing up
21:06oh my god
21:06that was so quick
21:09i've got in there
21:10ladies first
21:12go for it
21:14oh shit that red just turned on
21:18cheers
21:18cheers
21:21i've been so fucking
21:22through all the shit bruh
21:26oh
21:29oh
21:29dog dog dinner
21:30oh my god
21:34that was so quick
21:41that's my girlfriend dude i'm just letting y'all know that now
21:46it's it's my girlfriend i could put money on it
21:50she said i'm not man enough
21:52bro i hope you know i think you're a really great person and i think that that's very obvious
21:56other people are gonna see that
21:58i'm sorry
21:58that's fucking
22:01you really don't think i was like his girlfriend
22:07shhh
22:25shhh
22:31shhh
22:32you good
22:41i'm great
22:43i wanna do something
22:46bad something i can't take
22:48back
22:51good night
22:52good night guys
22:52good night
22:53yeah
22:54let me go today give me hugs
22:57i love y'all
22:58you're not coming to my room
23:02i'm just kidding you can i want you to come here
23:05trying to think straight
23:08but i know that it's true
23:10good night
23:10cuz i feel it coming over me
23:16i wanna do something
23:18bad
23:19something i can't take
23:21back
23:24something to give me a heart
23:26like a heart i've never had
23:29i wanna do something
23:31bad
23:36bad
23:36i wanna do something
23:38bad
23:45i wanna do something
23:51oh my god i see surf ports
23:52i know this is so perfect
23:54this is like exactly what we were talking about on my first day
23:56and the sun's coming out i feel like i'm finally like in hawaii now
24:00i asked julianne out on my first date and i wanted to ask a different girl out for every date
24:05just because i wanted to you know experience temptation island as much as possible
24:11but i had to go with my gut on this one and julianne and i vibe
24:16you get what you want
24:17nice
24:18you found your man
24:21you care for what you want
24:25you know the best
24:26you care for what you want
24:38you're excited
24:40i'm nervous
24:40why
24:41i don't know what to expect
24:42christelle is one of my biggest supporters
24:44within the house
24:46she's truly like a breath of fresh air
24:49i'm 100 excited to share this with christelle
24:53when i used to get in my head a lot i was going fishing
24:57so this is a perfect thing
24:58nah so like the fact we're doing this perfect timing
25:01i was today years old but i started fishing so
25:05it's new it's new
25:07there's a million things going on when you're fishing
25:09but the fact that you can lock in and find peace in
25:13in situations that are unseen
25:15and i think that's perfect for what i'm going through right now
25:18there you go
25:19there you go
25:20this is the most happy piece i've been since i've been here
25:23lately had a lot of money
25:26now i'm just gonna have a good time
25:29this is gorgeous
25:31it looks like a castle
25:32where even are we
25:34what is this
25:35secret garden painting
25:38let's read this
25:40take some time to explore yourself and appreciate the natural gift between your legs
25:46as you imagine all the ways you can represent this beauty with paint and canvas
25:50okay
25:50take inspiration from the orchid and the anthurium flowers to paint a representation of your secret garden
25:57painting what's between our legs
25:59yeah our secret garden
26:00okay
26:01um
26:03creative but just not what i was expecting i don't know it's
26:09weird situation
26:10okay
26:12i'm gonna slip back here
26:13i have to have a muse
26:17all right
26:19all right
26:21get a good look
26:21sometimes you just gotta refresh in the memory
26:24yeah
26:26how's it looking what's it looking like
26:28it's looking just like me
26:29is it
26:30yeah
26:30pretty
26:31big flowers
26:35i wasn't gonna say it
26:36we gotta get a bigger canvas
26:38yeah
26:38next time
26:40let's
26:41let's
26:41walk forward and not look back
26:45i'll carry you to the great impact
26:50so much fun
26:51i mean you did so well you were standing up on the board
26:54i know i was like surprising myself
26:56you were paddling killing it that was awesome
26:58no i'm really glad that you asked me
27:00i feel like we've gotten so close so fast and like all the other guys too but definitely especially you
27:06obviously
27:07i'm your favorite
27:08yeah
27:10you already knew that
27:11it's just good to hear it out loud
27:13the second i'm around him i just feel like more energized like i come alive
27:17as soon as i start talking to him like i can't stop smiling i can't stop laughing
27:20i wish he didn't have a girlfriend
27:24i love that you're like so bubbly and outgoing and happy to like talk to everyone
27:30she doesn't love that
27:31a beautiful thing
27:31yeah i know
27:32it feels like i'm sacrificing a lot
27:35yeah
27:36to like be in the relationship with kaylee
27:39like i just don't really know what i can do differently to be like
27:42yeah
27:44appreciated
27:45it's like go out there and find this like perfect boyfriend that you keep talking about
27:50yeah
27:50clearly it's not me
27:51right instead of putting me through this and trying to change me and morph me into that
27:55like why are you dating me if i'm such a shitty boyfriend
27:56yeah
27:58it's exhausting
27:58and it's a painful feeling to feel like your partner wants to change certain things about you
28:05because you're such a beautiful person
28:07that means a lot
28:09that like really hits home just because it's like yeah that's that's what i want
28:13you know
28:14kaylee still doesn't know if i would be like an amazing partner in life so if that's how she truly
28:20feels
28:21you know why why am i putting all this like effort into the relationship
28:25i think that like what you are is so rare i think kaylee's so lucky
28:30yeah
28:31julianne just like sees me for who i am which is awesome
28:35and she's not trying to change me at all you know she just is like stoked on who i am
28:42and that's it's refreshing
28:46i don't need a reason to love you
28:49this is something i do when it's hard to see
28:56the last few days have just been so overwhelming this has been so fun and light
29:05it's just been like refreshing to have conversations that are easy and not always so hard
29:13yeah
29:13you know or you just make them easier
29:17honestly i feel like today's date could have been weird with anyone else in the house
29:20but bradley really does just get me
29:24it's like i don't even have to say anything and he knows what i'm thinking
29:27or i won't say anything and he'll say it for me
29:31having bradley here has honestly been my saving grace
29:36okay are you ready to see how gorgeous i am
29:39i'm actually nervous to show you mine
29:40i'll show you mine if you show me yours first
29:43okay
29:45let me see this this is the big reveal
29:46big reveal should we get the cap table
29:48i don't know i think the cat wants to see
29:54that's amazing honestly
29:56wait isn't it
29:57and it's subtle
29:58mine's like straight to the point
29:59okay
30:00more than yours
30:02let me see
30:04you ready
30:07so an eggplant
30:09essentially
30:09yeah
30:10you love it
30:11yeah
30:11really
30:12yeah
30:12you gotta hang it on your wall
30:13i will i'll look at it every night
30:33this is so dope
30:34wow
30:35this is beautiful
30:37i wonder how far down it goes
30:39i heard some caves are like miles deep
30:42he reminds me of like all of my friends back home
30:46and he just makes me feel like i can just be myself around him and i don't have to like
30:51put on a show
30:51i don't know he's just a vibe
30:54he's just fun
30:56and he's cute or whatever
30:58okay
30:58oh mine's a
30:59mine's a
31:00mine's a wolf
31:02come here
31:03i have no idea what the future is with preston
31:07i uh
31:10i think he's great and i think that we have a great connection
31:13but i don't know what's gonna come out of this
31:15because i have only been single for 24 hours
31:19i feel like i'm five years old again
31:23wait make it look good in the shadow
31:26aww
31:27ready now ready now
31:29ready for that feeling
31:31wait i love this
31:34dude it feels like a dream
31:35no this is insane
31:37look at the little tent
31:38that's so cute
31:39this is our fourth date
31:41and i think things are getting a little bit more serious
31:44i do like jack
31:46which is so scary
31:47like what am i doing
31:48like this man literally came here with a girlfriend
31:50like what is happening
31:53how do you like her marshmallow
31:55mmm
31:56do you like her burnt
31:57yeah
31:58i want to know more about you
32:02like where do you see yourself
32:04ten years from now
32:05like if it was a perfect world
32:09i don't know
32:10i'm not really like a person
32:11like i don't really have plans
32:13with relationships
32:15it's like
32:18i never really put any thought into like where it could go
32:21i kind of just
32:23live in the moment
32:25that's exactly how i am
32:27i feel like that's kind of where me and you align is
32:29we really don't do much too too much thinking on
32:32we're just doing life
32:33we just live
32:35talking to carter
32:36i can be myself
32:37and i feel like she can look at me and i can look at her and i kind of know
32:40what she's feeling
32:41do you want to take this and go
32:43and go stargaze
32:44yeah
32:45that's something i've been missing over the course of five years
32:48so i think that's you know a huge comfort thing for me and it feels good to like feel that
32:52way
32:52ooh she feeling it cup tipped over spilling it
32:56what i gotta do to be the one that you be chilling with
33:00this is honestly the best day yet
33:01i think this is like a dream
33:03yeah
33:04come here and give me a hug
33:05it's the right time
33:08baby it's the right time
33:12iron the hole
33:15look at that
33:16there you go
33:17hell yeah
33:17it's like charlie and the chocolate factory
33:19lexi for sure makes me feel a lot more comfortable to you know to open up about my relationship
33:24like in a respectful way and it makes me feel makes me feel good
33:27perfect
33:28there we go
33:28perfect
33:30it's been hard for me to like open up about things in my relationship
33:33i've been very vulnerable lately and you know sometimes i think i can be too hard on myself
33:38and i just want to like really enjoy the moment when i can
33:41knowing you for the short amount of time from when you started and like came into the house
33:46versus now i feel like you're a lot more receptive and open and vulnerable
33:51i don't know it's just refreshing to see you vocalize and verbalize you know the way you're feeling
33:56just because i feel like men are not always taught to do that
33:59yeah i've never like expressed my emotions um going in here it was tough for me i was obviously
34:04you know hesitant about coming here but realizing that you know for the meantime like i'm on this
34:11journey i'm trying to lean into like those kind of themes to make sense in light of things
34:15i think there's a lot of growth that you know will come from it
34:19but ultimately it's been like a really challenging process for me
34:22oh shit
34:25okay we're done
34:26there you go
34:37i don't know what we're about to walk in on it's so cool it's like a whole spa night
34:44oh my god this is amazing
34:52yeah
34:52yeah give it that
34:55i'm so bad at being in the moment like i've always been that way
34:58is it because you're like constantly thinking about like what's about to come next
35:01yeah i feel like i have to like figure out like what could go wrong before i even do anything
35:07and it's exhausting
35:09yeah i mean it makes you like it like takes you away from where you're actually living
35:13you're such an overthinker i overthink everything
35:16same
35:17i just really need to learn how to like let go of that and just try to live life like
35:22a little more freely
35:24like i want to find a way that i can be happy because i feel like right now i'm not
35:28happy with knowing
35:32a big issue in our relationship was that summit is so happy and he loves his life so much and
35:38i always felt like i wasn't happy deep down
35:43and why can't i be like that and it it took a toll on our relationship for sure
35:49you know i'm like genuinely
35:49i've never talked to a guy like this before
35:52really
35:52yeah
35:53oh damn
35:54you're like so much more mature
35:56thanks
35:57than most men
35:58thank you
35:59it's crazy
36:00chris is like the kindest man
36:03and i know he cares like so much about me and he wants the best for me
36:07and i've like literally never met anyone like that before
36:11like someone that just cares so much and he's so like intuitive and in tune with his own emotions and
36:17with my emotions
36:18you've helped me a lot along the way
36:20you really have
36:22i hope that i can keep helping you
36:23yeah
36:24you make me think about things that i don't want to think about
36:28and you give me new perspectives
36:31even though you challenge me sometimes
36:33i feel like i challenge you too much sometimes
36:36i appreciate your insight you do
36:38it's just like i feel like i know like where your head is at
36:41like with the way you think
36:42you can like read my mind
36:44yeah i feel like i can read your mind
36:47you got me opening up in new ways
36:51never thought someone make me feel so sick
36:57hi
36:58hi how are you doing
36:59i'm nat naya
37:00got it
37:01and i'm going to be your sensual embodiment coach for tonight
37:03we're gonna pass me again as a sensual
37:05embodiment
37:06gotcha
37:06embodiment got it
37:08i have never done anything like this before
37:11please don't play with me
37:13very nice
37:14don't throw shade on me
37:15and you know as a woman i feel like that's a great thing to explore
37:19okay then you're gonna mirror each other
37:21uh-huh
37:22you're gonna keep doing your hip circles okay
37:23okay
37:24all right
37:25circle
37:25keep going
37:27circle
37:30take a deep breath
37:31and allow him to dip you
37:46honestly being so close to xavier is very new
37:50this date was what was needed to push us to the next level next step whatever you wanna call it
37:56but it felt great you know to explore the physical side of things
38:05and release
38:08and let's back up just a little tiny bit
38:15you've been stuck on my mind
38:18imagine it a million times
38:19i've never felt this level of being comfortable with somebody that i'm only talking to
38:24you
38:25it gives you more insight to what it could look like if i if we were dating
38:30at the end of it like i i feel like me and xavier just like matched up in the perfect
38:35way
38:36and like we synced
38:37cheers to um deeper connections and um new beginnings
38:46yes
38:46i like that
38:47that was good
38:49yeah
38:49that too
38:56hey y'all to a great night to a great night
38:58hey hey hey
38:59to the simbers at the top of the hill it says she won't but her sister will
39:01all right
39:02hey
39:03what did he say
39:04i don't know
39:05we are playing kinky king's cup
39:08each card is associated with something you have to do
39:11i'm gonna leave the rules on the table
39:15everyone understand
39:16yeah let's work
39:17all right we're getting into it ready
39:18three
39:18what is it
39:20four
39:20look at the sheet
39:22that got vetoed
39:23dance
39:24dance
39:24dance
39:25dance
39:25dance
39:26dance
39:26dance
39:31tonight we are trying to get them to get a little bit more frisky
39:34a little more spicy
39:36hopefully
39:36we could get one of them in the haven tonight
39:39fingers crossed fingers crossed let's all do a prayer hold hands
39:44all right
39:45what'd you get
39:46two
39:46what is that
39:47remove a piece of clothing
39:48whoa
39:51come on jack jack
39:52come on
39:53you went right for the band
39:56why are you going to take this fucking band
39:58stop
39:59you always take these bands off
40:01make a rule
40:03every time somebody crosses their legs
40:06give the person to your right a kiss
40:09like the cross right there
40:10that's that's a cross
40:12it's time to turn up
40:15that's crisscross applesauce
40:17another kiss
40:18ah
40:19two
40:20remove a piece of clothing
40:21dude
40:22what the fuck
40:23we about to go crazy
40:25turn up
40:26yeah turn up
40:28coming out the clothes we about to go crazy
40:30i think we should play
40:32there or shot
40:34whoo
40:35yay
40:37all right
40:39we're shy
40:40get shy in a way
40:42she's asleep
40:43all right
40:44i dare kaylee
40:45to
40:46kiss
40:47brayden
40:48on the cheek
40:50he's gonna take my shot
40:53let me just get through one more bonfire okay
40:56and then maybe we'll get cheap kisses
40:58i don't know
40:58i can work with that
41:00okay
41:03bradley i dare you to kiss scarlet's toe
41:07who's doing that
41:08i'm down for that
41:09i'm down for that
41:09get in there
41:11i'm doing that
41:18everybody drink right now the last person to drink has to go in the haven with someone of your choice
41:22okay
41:22what what what what i didn't hear
41:25y'all are some pussies i'll do it
41:27yeah
41:29come on carter
41:31all right
41:32man
41:33my brother is living
41:34everybody cheer them all
41:35woo
41:36do you realize how bad this is gonna look
41:38they're cooked
41:40oh my gosh i can't believe this is happening right now
41:43yay
41:45buy a prom
41:58ppl
41:59uhhh
42:02ahh
42:06haah
42:08take a stroll on the badside
42:12Oh my god, oh holy shit
42:36Last night that the light went off it didn't yeah you were asleep that came upstairs
42:41to check on you and see if you were up but the the light went off and you were asleep
42:46I know
42:50We don't know who it is it might not have been jack but I did want you to know you
42:55know
42:59I know it's okay
43:11Oh my god
43:14Like I know that was him
43:20This shit sucked so bad. I wish I would have never have came here
43:25But it's like if you would have never came here. Would you know?
43:29Or would you like would it just keep happening and then y'all would just keep being okay with it,
43:34you know?
43:35And that's not fair to you
43:41Can't believe it went off
43:46What could make this better some mimosas or something
43:52We could if you want to get day drunk today, I'm right there with you
44:04What's your type I don't I don't have a physical type. Yeah, it's really just personality. Yeah
44:11Yeah, I just think like energy is just such a big thing it is when I first started dating cool
44:18He was like, I've never heard the term energy. I was like, that's my life. Yeah, you can only
44:24Meet someone to the depth like they've met themselves. Wait. Yeah. Yeah, that's literally it. Yeah
44:32Bro
44:52Oh
44:53What's up?
44:56What's up?
45:05I mean
45:09That's just like your baby girl, you know
45:19Yeah
45:21I can see you hurting bro
45:23I feel like she just doesn't got me, you know, and she always prides herself on my team and like
45:28Getting each other's backs, and I'm just like I don't feel like she has my back right now. I have
45:32hers. Yeah
45:41I just feel like she doesn't care
45:42Just fucking rubs me the wrong way, man
45:48Like I'm fucking I'm solid with that chick
45:52I'm just too fucking genuine and kind of a dude honestly to like I mean I have so much to
45:57give so much to offer
45:59Yeah, my girlfriend's like I don't know if they fucking even see that
46:02Yeah, to my understanding a week and a half ago
46:05They did and then it's like you live with 12 dudes and all of a sudden like you don't
46:09Yeah, and I'm so sick of crying bro
46:13Me too, dude
46:18I'm sick of just every night going to bed just staring at the fucking ceiling and cry asleep for like
46:22hours and then
46:24Waking up in the morning food doesn't even look good like anything. I'm just like yeah
46:27What are we doing so I can just take my hopefully take my mind off it?
46:30And I just hope the sun goes down I can fall asleep and wake up next day just keep ticking
46:33off days now
46:34Yeah
46:49Tonight's the phone party, but there is a kicker
46:54Ladies the fellas here have a surprise for you. We gotta add a little uh
46:59Pizazz twice one two three
47:04Oh
47:10The rumor is everyone filled their speedo tonight everyone saw a pack their johnson with some socks because they're not
47:17big enough
47:22Nothing left to the imagination after tonight
47:44I
47:45Definitely like scarlet. I love being around her. I love having conversations with her
47:48But it's tough to tell it's like she
47:52Is feeling me in like an intimate way
47:55But it's kind of like the powers in her hands at this point, so i'm gonna let her kind of
47:59decide where that that goes
48:04I
48:05I put a big-ass heart on your back. Yeah, does it look like it? No is the effort there?
48:10Yeah, 100 percent. Hey, that's all I need come on now
48:12I don't even know what to say about xavier anymore like everything with him feels so natural everything feels so
48:18genuine
48:18He just makes me feel like seeing in her and I feel like that's all a girl wants and then
48:26We can't stop kissing in our dreams
48:29Just make me look sick. Yeah. Yeah, duh
48:36When I first arrived here, I feel like I was afraid to like really like
48:43Connect and have deeper conversations
48:46But I feel like bradley is just
48:49He gets me more than anyone
48:52It's scary and it's like ah. I feel like i'm walking on eggshells like is this wrong is this wrong
48:57But it's like now like as i've been here. I am just fully embracing it
49:02Do you feel good?
49:10Do you feel it too?
49:24Guys guys what we're gonna do an abc party so you can wear anything but clothes
49:32Let's go get ready
49:37I'm talking abc anything but clothes when you come around me
49:42All the pretty girls getting low to the beat
49:45Spice it up
49:48I'm talking abc anything but clothes when you come around me
49:53All the pretty girls getting low to the beat
50:06I'm talking abc anything but clothes when you come around me
50:11All the pretty girls getting low to the beat
50:14All the spice it up yeah, bring it in the heat
50:17I'm talking abc anything but clothes when they come around me
50:22And what?
50:31Bad news. Bad news. You got to resist temptation, and you got to see the temptation in order to resist.
50:39You have to see the temptation in order to resist it. That's real.
50:42That's true. That's real. And I feel like I saw the temptation, and I resisted it.
50:56Bad girl. You know you like it, I'm a bad girl. The way I like it, I'm a bad girl.
51:02Thought I told you I'm a bad girl. You know you like it, I'm a bad girl.
51:10She's good. She's good. Get in there, Jack. All right, get your candy in there.
51:15It's your man. All right. Better lock in right now, okay?
51:20You know you like it, she's a certified bad chick. You can see it by the way that she move
51:24the hips.
51:25Gotta do a double take when she lick her lips. And she always get away when she throw a fit.
51:30I thought I told you she's a bad girl. All right, that's all you have. Come on.
51:32You know you like it, I'm a bad girl. The way I work it, I'm a bad girl.
51:37Bad girl. Bad girl. Bad girl.
51:39You guys are cute together. You think? Yeah.
51:42Low-key goes together. It makes sense, low-key. It does.
51:45Should we get a little dare shot going for no reason? Only if you got good dares.
51:49Preston, I dare you to tell us what your favorite thing is about shot.
51:56That's a good one. That's a good one. Honestly, she's literally the realest.
52:01That is why we get along so well. It's because she's so dead-ass real.
52:04Yeah. And I'm real to her.
52:06It's your turn.
52:07Xavier, I dare you to lick Sydney's earlobe before kissing her neck.
52:15It's sad. Pull that hair back, dog.
52:17Oh, shit.
52:18Yeah.
52:22Oh. Oh. Oh. Shit.
52:25Oh. Oh, yeah.
52:27Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
52:28Okay, that's cool.
52:29There's a lot of tension between me and Sydney, and I think we both kind of like that to an
52:34extent.
52:34But, like, it's sooner than later, as far as us just, like, pushing further.
52:42Her face was like...
52:44I felt something on that one.
52:46What? Honestly.
52:47I'm down for trying it. You're down for diving it. Let the wave crash over me.
52:53You're interesting.
52:56Why?
52:57You're just interesting to me. You got the baddest body in this crib.
53:02Thank you, Jack.
53:03Jack?
53:04I want to take you on a date, but, like, it's going to start a lot of shit.
53:09You're bad.
53:12I know me and Carter have a thing. We've gone on a lot of dates, but I want to see
53:16where things go.
53:17It's probably going to start drama, but if you knew me, I don't give a fuck. So, who cares?
53:29Okay, cheers to fucking tonight.
53:33Literally, it's a good vibe.
53:34And good people.
53:38Scarlett likes that, man. I swear to God.
53:41Scarlett likes that, man.
53:43Yeah, I think so.
53:44Y'all want to go get his drinks, and then me and Scarlett can talk?
53:47Yeah, for sure.
53:48Okay, perfect.
53:49Oh, then you can go with him.
53:50Oh, we're going to leave you here?
53:52No, it's just us.
53:53Yeah.
53:53Oh, did you get you guys?
53:54Okay.
53:55Just that.
53:55Top it up.
53:57Keep fucking with it.
54:00Okay.
54:01Let me say this.
54:02Oh, God.
54:04Don't.
54:05Don't.
54:07Don't.
54:07I just, like, genuinely love the friendship that you and Bradley have.
54:11I know.
54:11Okay, okay.
54:11Yeah.
54:12Okay, perfect.
54:12Like, genuinely, it's real.
54:15No, he's so great.
54:18He's such a good person.
54:20And what I love is that I can have this friendship, and he's like, I see you.
54:26I see what you're going through.
54:28Like, and I'm like, he literally reads my mind.
54:31I don't have to settle.
54:33Exactly.
54:34I would not be okay like I am if it wasn't for him being here.
54:40Literally.
54:43Wait, ready?
54:46Yeah.
54:50Wait, try again.
54:53Preston's a good time.
54:54There's a bottle in the Haven.
54:56I'm down.
54:57I don't think about Jack when I'm with Preston.
55:00We'll be back in 15 seconds.
55:04I like that Preston's hot and he has big muscles, and that's a reason to take him
55:09a minute to finish, Nathan.
55:11Take me through the love, through the love, through the love.
55:14I can feel the home, it's all right, it's all right.
55:20Oh, shit.
55:21Straight to it.
55:23Okay.
55:28Shut the fuck up.
55:30No.
55:31No.
55:33No.
55:33No.
55:34Oh, no.
55:35No.
55:36Uh-oh.
55:36Who get in fuck tonight?
55:40She get in fuck tonight.
55:43Jack, get in there right now.
55:45Go.
55:47It's wild.
55:48Is it your girlfriend?
55:50Maybe.
55:57You good?
56:00You just know what to do.
56:02You've never been with anything else.
56:04Like the view?
56:06Best.
56:12Would you go in there with me?
56:15Oh, my God.
56:17Oh, my God.
56:17But is that one?
56:18Is that one?
56:18Is anyone gonna see us?
56:22Oh, no.
56:26That's so messy.
56:30Let's go.
56:31Let's hurry up.
56:34Are you sure you can handle it?
56:36Feel the heat.
56:37Feel the blood so skinless.
56:39This is so bad, Jack.
56:41Oh, my God.
56:42You were just in there yesterday with someone else.
56:46Oh, my God.
56:48Yo, Jack, you're bad.
56:50Oh, my God.
56:58This is so bad, Jack.
57:01I'm the one you are, so tell me.
57:10Oh.
57:14Oh.
57:17What the heck?
57:19His eyes in there.
57:21It makes my stomach drop.
57:28Bring your drugs to me, of course.
57:34I'm a bra.
57:37Jack.
57:39How do you want this?
57:41You're crazy.
57:44I need you to sleep in my bed tonight.
57:46Blind up your pants.
57:49Let the games begin.
57:55I'm the king of revenge.
57:59I'm the king of revenge.
58:00I'm your favorite thing.
58:02I'll get under your skin.
58:05I'll get under your skin.
58:06Let your heart be on him.
58:08Feel the fire within.
58:11You're my king of revenge.
58:14I'll get under your skin.
58:18Let the games begin.
58:22Let the games begin.
58:29I'll get under my skin.
58:30I'll be back.
58:30Look!
58:31I'm the king of revenge.
58:33You're for eight years.
58:36Is this hidden fish anymore?
58:40Jack.
58:40foolishleyurfezitorium.
58:40You
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