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Falling - Season 1 Episode 3
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00:06I don't know.
00:38I don't know.
01:00Yeah.
01:03Does mum know you're back?
01:06I can't talk right now.
01:08Can you open the door? She's worried about you.
01:12Just tell her I'm fine.
01:14Just send her a text. Make up a lie.
01:17Priest allowed to lie.
01:18Because you fucking need to.
01:20What's your mouth?
01:21What's yours?
01:22You stink, by the way.
01:24And whatever this is,
01:26don't do it again.
01:28You know how she gets.
01:47You don't know.
02:19Good morning.
02:20Good morning.
02:27Good morning.
02:31Can I get you something to drink?
02:33No, thank you.
02:43Wow.
02:45We think...
02:48We'd like you to consider the notion that you have been hasty here.
02:55I don't think I have.
02:57You haven't broken your vows, Anna.
03:00You've just tested them.
03:04I've given my vows a pretty serious haircut.
03:08Will you reconsider?
03:17I spend most of every day convinced that I've made a terrible mistake.
03:26But I believe, I feel, that this is my decision.
03:39And this is because of a man.
03:44This is because something profound has happened to me.
03:49I...
03:51It just means that God speaks to me now in a different way.
03:58It hasn't changed the love I feel for God, or for you, or for my sisters.
04:11Then we will need to begin a formal process of renunciation.
04:17There will be opportunity for spiritual guidance and...
04:21Yes, I understand you have your process, and...
04:25I hope you understand I have mine, too.
04:29And I hope you believe me when I say that...
04:34I no longer wish to be a nun.
04:41And...
04:42And I...
04:44I hope you know I am sorry, Francesca.
04:49Abess.
04:54And I know.
05:01Although...
05:02Although there does make this whole incident...
05:07Any less shameful.
05:15No.
05:26Well...
05:27There we have it.
05:30Abess.
05:52Thank you so much.
05:54Thank you for coming, sister.
05:55And...
05:56Your exit.
05:56Yes, ma'am.
06:11Anna.
06:40I'll need your help today.
06:45I'm on a trip with the choir.
06:47There's a furniture order coming at the restaurant.
06:49I'll need you on the computer.
06:51No one else can work the damn databases.
06:55We're gonna sing at another church.
07:02Tina, we need every hand on deck right now. The pressures that were under...
07:05I can't today, Dad.
07:20I can't today, Dad.
07:22Because it hit your mate.
07:26No, he's not my mate.
07:29He's Father Hicks.
07:33Anna, no, it's not because of that.
07:36Because I told them I was going on the trip.
07:39So I need to.
07:52I'm going to the seaside today.
07:55I want you to come.
07:59It's with the choir.
08:00They could be the extra help.
08:05I've got a swimming costume you can wear.
08:08In fact, I've got two.
08:10One's a thong bikini.
08:20Will he be there?
08:22I thought we weren't afraid of him.
08:27You can wear the normal cosy.
08:28I'll wear the thong.
08:31I didn't even used to know what a thong was.
08:33Ah, well, I wore one once.
08:36An underwear thong.
08:38For Martin.
08:39Enraged my eczema.
08:48And here's me thinking this a sacred space.
08:51Well, today it can't be.
08:53You haven't forgotten the trip.
08:55How could I?
08:57It was the highlight of my year.
08:59Yeah.
09:01Where were you last night?
09:05What did you ask?
09:06Word is you were leaving voicemails for the bishop at 2am.
09:12I was working.
09:13I was working.
09:14I lost track of time.
09:16Are you okay?
09:19I'll just get things happening.
09:22Just try and make things happen.
09:25The Lord be with you.
09:28And with your spirit.
09:33Welcome.
09:35Welcome.
09:36What a wonderful day.
09:40Normally we would start with a hymn, but...
09:45Would you mind?
09:46I'm running a little late this morning and I'm trying to make breakfast for 45 people.
09:51So do you think you might possibly consider helping me?
09:58Yeah.
10:00God moves in mysterious ways after all.
10:02I've got a seat and you've got a seat and you've got a seat and you've got a seat.
10:03Look at me.
10:08Oh.
10:12One second.
10:18Hey.
10:21What did she do?
10:22Jump up.
10:24That's all right, man.
10:26That's it?
10:30Right again.
10:30Oh, nice, nice, nice.
10:34Right, again.
10:35Right, got it.
10:51Good morning.
10:53Good night.
10:55Good morning.
10:57Good morning.
10:59Good morning.
11:02Good morning.
11:04There you are.
11:07Good morning.
11:10Sorry.
11:12Good morning.
11:15Good morning.
11:18Hello.
11:20My first one.
11:21No need for a sandwich.
11:24Ah, Frank.
11:27Lovely to have a birthday.
11:30It's not about him.
11:33Today is not about him.
11:35Hello.
11:36Hello.
11:36Hello.
11:37Hello, everyone.
11:39We can hear you.
11:40Yeah.
11:41Okay.
11:41Welcome, everyone.
11:43Today is a good day.
11:44For you.
11:46Yes.
11:47Today is a good day for me.
11:49She said today is good.
11:51Sure.
11:52Today is a good day for me.
11:53I'm excited to be here.
11:55I hope there are others.
11:56I hope there are others, Adishala excluded, who might share my excitement.
12:00To explain how today is going to work.
12:02Because you are all such wonderful singers, we are travelling to do a recital at the beautiful
12:08Our Lady Immaculate at 5pm today.
12:11We'll do a sound check at the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate at 4pm today.
12:16The beautiful Our Lady Immaculate, and this is not why this trip is arranged at all, happens
12:21To be near the beach of Western Supermare.
12:25Yay!
12:26So I will be buying everyone fish and chips for lunch on Western Supermare Beach.
12:31Yay!
12:33Come on.
12:35There may be swimming.
12:37There may be games.
12:39There may be an infamous tug of war.
12:42Short prayer.
12:43Our almighty Father, we thank you for our remarkable friends and the adventures we have together.
12:48We thank you for the weather, for the smiles, for the music, for the gift of travel.
12:58Thanks be to God.
12:59Amen.
13:00Amen.
13:02Yep, I did just say thank you for the music.
13:05I'm Bjorn again.
13:09Today's going to be fun!
13:11Yay!
13:33Says my son!
13:35There may be fun.
13:36Oh!
13:36Oh, yeah.
13:37You're in love with me.
13:38You're in love with me.
13:39It's star but now I'm in love with you.
13:42And you'll ever wait.
13:43I'm going to now.
13:44I'm in love with you.
13:45I'm in love with you.
13:45You're like you're in love with you.
13:45You're at love with you.
13:46Even though you were in love with you.
13:47Let's never die.
13:48You're in love with you.
13:48That's brilliant, please.
13:52We're on my journey to the Philcote Land!
13:56Come on, let's run.
13:57Hopefully you take some of the heat with us, come on.
14:02Hallelujah!
14:03Come on, get ready!
14:10Get ready!
14:13Get ready!
14:15We're on Judgement Day!
14:3424 cods, 16 sausage and batter, 6 chicken burgers, 6 cups of mushy peas, 1 pickled egg and a bucket
14:42full of chips.
14:45We're trying to book.
14:48Trying to avoid my time.
14:50Do you know it's married?
14:51No, no, no. You haven't done anything through that painting.
14:54She's not known what she's doing.
14:56No, no, no, no, no.
14:59It's not.
15:02It's not.
15:04It's not.
15:05It's not.
15:06It's not.
15:07It's not.
15:07It's not.
15:07It's not.
15:07It's not.
15:08What do you think of it?
15:12Come on.
15:17Look at me.
15:19Look at me.
15:20Look at me.
15:20I can't talk to you, so look at me.
15:23Don't mind us.
15:25We should talk to your sister.
15:26She's a wise woman.
15:30Look at me.
15:38Come on.
15:39Look at me.
15:40This is what she gave me to you.
15:43It's...
15:44You're not the only one.
15:44It's not the one.
15:47Look at me.
15:47I don't want to walk this far.
15:49It's good.
15:55How did you get me to go?
15:59Is it so much here?
16:04Is it nice?
16:05Is it nice?
16:06Do you have a point?
16:08Well, they're just good.
16:19Do you go to many beaches as a kid?
16:24I came here.
16:26My mum would give me money for a donkey ride and I'd put all of it into one of those
16:31two-piece slot machines in the arcade.
16:40Are you okay?
16:45You?
16:50Well, the bishop told me this morning that I should be ashamed of myself, so...
16:57No.
16:59No, I'm not okay.
17:05I think our bishop is the sort of leader who thinks he should lead through judgment.
17:09I also think he doesn't understand the difference between shame and bravery.
17:14I'm not brave.
17:19When I came back to visit you at the convent, you told me I was a click of the fingers,
17:25Christian.
17:26You don't want to click your fingers and change something.
17:31Peter, the bishop, he just wants everything the same because it makes him feel safer.
17:38I think you've got nicer since we last spoke.
17:47If I put you in a difficult position, I'm so sorry.
17:50It's never my intention.
17:54I...
17:57I cannot change.
18:00If I admire you for changing.
18:06If the bishop can't see that, he's without worth.
18:15Come on!
18:17I believe Francis is summoning us to the front line.
18:42You're quiet.
18:46No.
18:48I'm just enjoying the day.
18:53You don't look like you're enjoying it.
18:57I am.
18:59I made a mistake bringing you, haven't I?
19:02No.
19:03I...
19:04I am pleased to be here.
19:15I love this one.
19:18I love this one.
19:19I love this one.
19:42I love this one.
19:46I love this one.
19:49We are not going to be here.
19:52If you say amen.
19:52We are not going to need you.
19:52We are like we're taking premieres, eaten in our350
20:02Fast as I can
20:14Oh, I'm so sorry, Father.
20:16Tug-of-war over there, I am.
20:19It's my fault.
20:22Shall we let them get set up?
20:24You better have, yes.
20:27Let's get started, everyone.
20:29Right, will things deal away?
20:31Can I have an A?
20:38The bishop is coming.
20:41Did he tell you?
20:42What?
20:43Yeah.
20:44I'm surprised, too.
20:46He didn't tell me.
20:48I think he wants to show you support.
20:53Must be nice.
21:05I'm sorry.
21:06I don't know where she's gone.
21:08Who's gone?
21:10Tina.
21:12She's still not answering.
21:14Yeah, and we're sure she's not just having a nice time somewhere in an arcade.
21:18She hasn't been herself all day.
21:20She kept saying she was feeling ill, but that, it wasn't that.
21:23Do you know, is there something we should know?
21:26Nothing she's told me, but she's not right.
21:29There's nothing wrong.
21:30She'll just be after a minute to pee.
21:31She'll be fine.
21:32Or something more serious.
21:33Let's arrange a search.
21:34Anyone under 18, find an adult.
21:37You will search with them.
21:38Excuse me.
21:40Let's go again.
21:41Have you seen me?
21:44Steal away, touch it all.
21:52Tina!
21:55Steal away, steal away.
22:18It's the road to Bristol, right?
22:24I'm saying whenever I'm feeling less than brilliant, I...
22:28I always try to go home.
22:30You don't live in my house, then?
22:34Where are you going, then?
22:37Well, I can't go back.
22:39To the coach.
22:41Why?
22:43He wants me to be you.
22:46Brother Hicks.
22:47But I'm not you.
22:50Well, thank God for that.
22:52No, I can't be.
22:54I can't be that.
22:57Well, you don't have to be anything.
23:01No.
23:02You don't understand.
23:05I am not my mum.
23:07I don't just drop my knickers for the first guy that looks at me.
23:16Experience.
23:18Lots of sisters do have experience with men.
23:22I thought he liked me.
23:25And he was wearing something.
23:33Turns out he called me Greasy Tina, just like all the others.
23:38I just...
23:40I just...
23:41I thought...
23:44I don't know.
23:47I guess I hoped.
24:00I don't know.
24:01I don't know.
24:03I don't know.
24:04I don't know.
24:10But I'm not my mum.
24:10I don't know.
24:11Oh, my God.
24:13You're coming to me.
24:25Well, there's still time.
24:26It's a late entrance, but people do want to hear you.
24:28Um, I don't think we can right now.
24:33I'm sorry for your wasted trip.
24:36I do like the way they sing.
24:38You're quiet.
24:41But I really came here to talk to you.
24:45I know.
24:46I'm concerned about you, Father.
24:49Those messages you sent last night.
24:53I apologize.
24:55Did you even know what you said?
24:59No.
25:00No.
25:01No, I thought not.
25:08It's not Christian.
25:10It's not.
25:11It's not Christian.
25:13People are dying, and we are watching them do it.
25:17You are.
25:17You're watching them do it because of heated fucking floors.
25:21You know, it's an impressive rant.
25:24It goes on for two and a half minutes.
25:26I wasn't myself.
25:27Well, just to be clear, you weren't sober.
25:31No.
25:32No.
25:33Do we need to make the necessary arrangements?
25:36We still have the place you used before.
25:37No, no.
25:38I don't think that would be necessary.
25:41It's my own failing as a Christian, but I despise being lectured to by the weak, and it's the modern
25:50disease, isn't it?
25:52So many people think it's their job to tell me how to better myself, and I think, well, how arrogant
26:00they are.
26:02I am everyone's servant, but I am God's servant most of all.
26:08No, no.
26:09I know what you are.
26:11Well, he speaks with venom.
26:13I wonder what he wants to say.
26:16Just that I think shaming people is easy, and I think you enjoy it.
26:21I think you hide your own shame a little too tightly.
26:34You'll get another chance.
26:38Fail, and I will make sure that you are no longer part of my diocese.
26:44There will be no needle exchanges, not even a mention.
26:49No more drinking.
26:51Not even a drop.
27:13Where's he going?
27:15You're not leaving.
27:17I'm afraid I have to.
27:18Are you going to reimburse the tickets?
27:20I'll tell you not to charge for tickets.
27:23You arrogant.
27:24Go on, go on, go on.
27:24Please, do.
27:25Tell me.
27:26Tell me what I am.
27:31Hmm.
27:55Did she tell you?
27:58Are you angry at me?
28:00No.
28:02I am angry at me.
28:09I don't know what I do now.
28:11Now?
28:14Well, I'm just going to be supporting you in a different way.
28:19And my dad.
28:20And the first thing we're going to do is make sure you're out of that house.
28:23We'll try and find you somewhere safe to stay.
28:26I can't do that.
28:27Where you can continue your education, you work at the church, and somewhere safe to have a child.
28:34If I leave, if I leave, he kills mum.
28:37He's told me that.
28:39And her.
28:41And she leaves too?
28:43She won't.
28:45You know that.
28:48This isn't some...
28:54He isn't a father.
28:56I'm sorry.
28:58No.
28:59No.
29:01That's an okay question to ask.
29:05And I get why you asked it.
29:08But no.
29:13He looks at me sometimes.
29:15In a way that I don't like.
29:18But he's never touched me like that.
29:21All he does is hit mum.
29:27How horrible.
29:32It sounds funny to say, but...
29:35I was more scared to tell you than anyone else.
29:39Even him.
29:42I think because...
29:46I think you're the only one who thought I was better.
29:50You are better.
30:03I get really scared, do you know?
30:08Sometimes I think I'm full of fear.
30:13Sometimes I make mistakes.
30:17The horrible, destructive mistakes because of that fear.
30:27Because despite everything, I see your love before I see your fear.
30:39You're God's creature.
30:42You're God's creature.
30:44And...
30:45You're on a path.
30:47And you'll find great happiness on that path because you meet that path with love.
30:55Do you understand?
31:00That's a really nice thing to say.
31:05And...
31:07When it gets hard for you,
31:11we're here.
31:13Okay?
31:14Not just me, but the whole church.
31:18Because...
31:18We believe in you.
31:21We...
31:22We love you.
31:28We love you.
31:33Fare you well, my dear
31:37I must be gone
31:40And leave you for a while
31:46If I roam away
31:50I'll come back again
31:54Though I roam ten thousand miles
31:59My dear
32:02Though I roam ten thousand miles
32:17Oh, yonder doth sit
32:21That little turtle dove
32:25He doth sit
32:27On yonder high tree
32:33I'm making a moan
32:37For the loss of his love
32:40As I will do
32:44For thee, my dear
32:50As I will do
32:56For thee
33:10We thought we could have a pint
33:13Sparkling water for you, obviously
33:15Wash away the worst of the day with carbonated water
33:18If you fancied it
33:20I know
33:22It's kind of a, but
33:23I should go back
33:26For another win
33:28No dead bodies
33:29No drowned souls
33:32Yeah
33:35It's great
33:47You may not realise it
33:48But I like you
33:49But I like you
33:50Very much
33:52I actually like everyone
33:54A lot more than people think
33:59Thanks, Francis
34:20So now everyone knows
34:22Not everyone, but some people
34:26And are you keeping it?
34:29You know, you're the first to ask me that
34:32Of course I am
34:33Yeah, I guess Catholics don't ask that question
34:36Yeah
34:38How do you think?
34:40How are you going to tell your dad?
34:42Er, I haven't thought about that yet
34:46Or I have, but I'm just
34:48I'm trying not to
34:49What, you think he'll be okay?
34:52He won't give you too much shit, will he?
34:54I don't think he'd tell me
34:56What a good grandpa he'll be
34:58Can I come in with you?
35:00No
35:01You sure?
35:02Yeah
35:05Thanks though
35:31Just wanted to talk to you
35:34Make sure you're okay
35:38I know Tina was your project
35:40No, I thought she wasn't
35:41I thought she was my congregant
35:42My
35:44Friend
35:45Can you imagine what I could have done
35:46Helping her into robes?
35:48Finding her a place in the convent
35:51There are a lot of confused people in there
35:55She would have found a way
35:57No, I've let her down
36:00At least you tried
36:03And I don't judge you
36:06Or maybe I do
36:08Maybe you do
36:12But I also love you
36:16I watched you today
36:21And I loved you
36:29How ridiculous I am
36:32You shouldn't love me
36:34No
36:37No, I know
37:00I love you
37:25Pee, are you okay?
37:29Yeah, I didn't expect it to feel like that.
37:34That's good.
38:27I'm the tempter and you're a priest.
38:31You've intended me to admit to it.
38:34I feel for you.
38:36You are not ready for me.
38:37You're a priest.
38:40I love you.
38:43Do you?
38:46Do you...
38:46Or do you love everyone?
38:48Or do you love the way I made you feel just now?
38:50Or do you...
38:54I'm sorry.
38:55No, no.
38:57I'm sorry.
38:57No, no, no.
38:58Not like this.
38:59It's not your fault.
39:00It's my fault.
39:02I am shameful.
39:04No, no, no.
39:04I just kissed a bloody priest.
39:08Just don't.
39:09Please, I'm sorry.
39:35I've started.
39:37I was hungry.
39:42It looks amazing.
39:46Oh.
39:47Oh, no.
39:49No, no, no.
39:51Hey.
39:51Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
39:53It's okay, darling.
39:55It's okay.
39:56I know.
39:57I know.
40:00Let it out.
40:02Let it out.
40:03No, no, no.
40:08Charlie is here for the announcement, so we're just about going to the side.
40:12I'm going to the present.
40:14We're going to see you soon.
40:16We're going to see you soon.
40:19We're going to see you soon.
40:25Hello,PI.
40:50I don't know.
41:06I'm close, I can't.
41:28I can't.
41:56I can't.
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