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Love Island Beyond The Villa Season 1 Episode 4
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00:00This is Kayla.
00:00Yes.
00:01Kayla, you do miss her.
00:02Yeah, I do.
00:04I love you.
00:04Yeah.
00:05We dug the issue, but that hurt still remains.
00:08You do this every time to go out.
00:10Why aren't Kenny and I living together?
00:12You're so annoying.
00:14It's important for me to just have my space.
00:17Cordell's cat is coming to live with him in LA.
00:20I am, like, deathly afraid of cats, always have been.
00:24Maybe I'm like, oh, baby, get here.
00:26Oh, my god.
00:27I do have an appointment today to do a biopsy.
00:30I'm in sheer panic.
00:32The more you allow your thoughts to just dive
00:33into the negative of it, the worse you're gonna feel.
00:36I'm going home this weekend.
00:38Are you? Same.
00:39Really?
00:40Yeah, I'm going back for you.
00:41I'm very grateful, don't get me wrong,
00:43but I was happier with my little wife than this life.
00:46Yeah.
00:46I think Kayla likes the idea of this big, like,
00:49sissy life, but I think she's much more of a small town
00:52country girl.
00:53I'm OK.
00:54Sure.
00:55No, I'm not really OK at all.
00:57But I need a hug.
01:00Thanks.
01:20Are you excited?
01:22I'm a little nervous.
01:23That's OK.
01:23I remember in third grade in my first decade.
01:25I was nervous.
01:26What if I forget to feed it?
01:28What?
01:29No, that's what the dog bulls for.
01:33What if I forget to put the food out?
01:34Like, I'm rushing in the morning.
01:36Thank god I'm right next door.
01:38Kenny has never had a dog before.
01:40He's never had an animal growing up.
01:42So Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah and asking
01:45how the whole fostering works would be a good idea.
01:48You literally said it.
01:51The list of things that she wanted to do in LA,
01:54fostering a dog, taking care of an animal,
01:56was on that list.
01:57Because you voiced it.
01:59Hi.
01:59I did not have a list.
02:01The foster place is going to set up a meeting this week.
02:03OK.
02:04So we're going to meet the dog in person at a park.
02:06But then I said, yeah, I'll add it to the list.
02:09OK.
02:10And that's how it went.
02:11I was thinking of inviting Leah and Miguel,
02:13since they, this is what they do.
02:15Oh, yeah.
02:16Did you confirm that?
02:16Should we ask them?
02:17Yeah.
02:18I think they could give us, like, tips.
02:20We should check on them.
02:23Hi, beautiful people.
02:24Are you guys excited to turn?
02:26So excited.
02:27I'm so excited to be a dad.
02:30Do you feel like you've got the patience, the calm, two dogs?
02:33Look at him.
02:33He's fostered, like, one dog.
02:36Miguel's a pro.
02:37Well, you guys should come with us,
02:39if you would like to meet and pick him up.
02:42Absolutely.
02:45All three of you shook hands.
02:47I did not.
02:53All right, you guys.
02:54There are your aprons.
02:56You can go ahead and put them on,
02:57and then we'll get class started.
03:00Oh, you know what?
03:01Let's switch the aprons.
03:02I just realized that.
03:04Wait, what?
03:04That one apron is, like, I already said for someone, like, a little more petite.
03:08Oh, it's not for him.
03:10Oh, you finna get snatched.
03:11It's not for you.
03:11You finna get...
03:12You too big boy.
03:14Hey.
03:15That's my big boy.
03:17You see what I'm saying?
03:18Let's get started.
03:20Let's get started.
03:20We are going to be making a ribeye steak with bourbon mushroom cream sauce.
03:24Me and Cordell, we love being with each other.
03:26It's a lot of play, play, a lot of fun.
03:28We're going to salt.
03:30We're going to salt.
03:30Atta girl.
03:31You're not scared.
03:32Damn.
03:33All right, all right.
03:34I'm, like, wiping it off.
03:36He told me he was moving here right after the show.
03:38I was just so excited.
03:40I was so happy, like, I have my person in L.A. with me.
03:42I couldn't imagine, like, not being with him.
03:45I'm getting a little heat on my stove here.
03:48And then you are going to stand it up.
03:50Yeah, baby.
03:51And that is going to help the olive oil withstand the higher heat.
03:56The viscosity of the oil is actually going to turn, like, a little thicker.
03:59When that happens, lay it on its side.
04:01I do like watching Cordell cook.
04:03He looked real, like, sexy, and his, like, muscles be popping.
04:05Time to flip-a-roo.
04:07Look at that beautiful color.
04:09Yes.
04:10Get back.
04:10And, like, his hands be occupied so I can, like, smack that ass
04:13without him telling me to stop.
04:17That's got great color, you guys.
04:19A well done.
04:20Right here.
04:20Oh, that's well done?
04:21No, no, no, no.
04:22I should say well done when we're talking to sex.
04:25Look at that.
04:26You guys did awesome.
04:27Where's Gordon Ramsay?
04:29Right?
04:32This the one you made.
04:34Yeah.
04:35Let's see.
04:36We made?
04:39I have a secret.
04:42What?
04:42I have a secret.
04:44You finna say something like you're pregnant?
04:52And it's not true.
04:53I know.
04:54I knew you were trying to tell you.
04:55No, I was just gonna say that.
04:56I grew up in your typical Southern family.
05:00I was raised that nothing should come before the ring.
05:02I don't want to have kids till I'm married.
05:04I've had an IUD going on seven years.
05:06There's no babies.
05:07The IUD set.
05:09Every time a kid comes, honey, I don't lay.
05:12What you gonna be doing while I'm gone?
05:14In Atlanta.
05:15Crying.
05:16Speaking of Atlanta, when are you leaving?
05:18On 14th is the table read, so I'll probably be leaving on the 13th.
05:23Cordell's going to Atlanta to work on his first scripted series, Kiki Palmer's Southern Fried Rice.
05:30This is the longest we've been without each other since the villa, I believe.
05:34I'm very sad, but I'm proud.
05:38You know, we love a working man.
05:39But hopefully we're, like, busy enough to where we're not like, oh, my God.
05:43But you know I'll be waking up with, like, bad anxiety.
05:46Like, you've been helping with me waking up with that.
05:50So, like, I'm gonna have to just, like, raw dog that shit.
05:52But the thing is, we probably gonna be on Facebook, huh?
05:55But it's not gonna hit the same.
05:57If it don't, just come up.
05:58Come see me.
05:59Yeah, I'mma go. Don't worry.
06:00Come see a dude, man.
06:01I've always had pretty bad anxiety.
06:04And I think the older I get and the more stressors, the worse it gets.
06:09To the point where I wake up damn near with daily anxiety attacks.
06:13But I have an amazing man who is helping me figure that out.
06:18Oh, my God.
06:20Hi.
06:21Baby, I'mma miss you.
06:32That's that mac and protein right there.
06:34My-my got the green bean, healthy Queen.
06:36That's me.
06:38I'm so flippin' tired.
06:40You're flippin' tired?
06:41I'm so flippin' tired.
06:43Between that dog, off at 3 in the morning for a poop break.
06:47We got Kiwi, our foster dog, just last week.
06:51The best way to maintain a happy relationship
06:53whilst fostering a dog would be, uh, patience.
07:00Communication.
07:02Uh-oh, someone wants in.
07:05You're gonna try to eat your food.
07:06No, you're not.
07:07I'm a pro.
07:08I've had a lot of experience, and I'm lucky enough
07:10to have learned from this one, so...
07:12I feel like the dog's gonna be happy.
07:13I think that's the main thing.
07:14And, yes, I think the dog's gonna be very happy with them.
07:16You think you're gonna be okay leaving you not fostering?
07:21I've come to peace with it.
07:22I did very much fall for this girl.
07:25The whole beauty of fostering is literally, like,
07:27the nurturing, the taking care, the building them back up.
07:31I do want to say thank you for, like, being here
07:35and just, like, helping me with everything.
07:38Mm-hmm.
07:39I feel like it's been uncertain and strange,
07:42but even coming to the radiologist appointment,
07:45I really appreciate it, because you knew how freaked out I was
07:48about all of it.
07:49I still am, and I know.
07:51I've been crying, like, every three seconds.
07:53I'm literally still waiting on my arm biopsy results,
07:56but I had my blood work results come back,
08:00and my calcitonin levels were really high
08:03to a point where my doctor was concerned.
08:06So I had to go to the radiologist
08:10to see if I have any cancerous lumps in my thyroid.
08:16I know it's a scary thing.
08:18That kind of warning is a disgusting feeling
08:21I can only imagine.
08:23I hate seeing Leah worry,
08:25especially about something like this.
08:26All I can do is make sure she's in as light spirit
08:30as I possibly can.
08:33Her weight is my weight.
08:35The way you've been going about things, if anything,
08:37I really, like, respect and commend you,
08:40because you're so fucking strong.
08:42I'm definitely a hypochondriac.
08:45I'm not going to lie.
08:46I am someone who checks in on my health a lot.
08:50I'm here for you 100%.
08:51You're on my other half.
08:53Your happiness is my happiness.
08:55I am a victim of Googling
08:58and finding out that I have every disease ever.
09:01You know, who's not?
09:03But I think, like, for sure,
09:05I do worry about health things.
09:09I don't know.
09:10Maybe it's because, like, I studied cancer
09:12and cancer's in the family
09:14and thyroid cancer.
09:15It's really fucking scary and it's horrible.
09:18Just take it a day at a time.
09:19Yeah.
09:20And I got your back for it all.
09:21I love you, baby.
09:22I love you, mama.
09:23You're going to be fine, honestly.
09:25with you...
09:25Naomi!
09:30Mama said I'm a son of a gun.
09:32A trigger for funk that rides to the sun.
09:34When they tease my shine, I move on.
09:36Cause I'm good I just want to have fun.
09:38Ready? One...
09:40Two... Go.
09:42Oh, yeah, that's perfect.
09:44Okay.
09:45Hi!
09:45This is, this is unboxing.
09:47Wow this is insane.
09:49Air, fog.
09:51Beautiful!
09:53That's a wrap!
09:54Wow!
09:57Amazing.
09:58This is insane.
09:59How are you?
10:01Oh my God.
10:02My sister Taylor, she's two years older
10:04and she's lived in L.A. ever since she graduated
10:07from USD. She's an artist,
10:09photographer, model,
10:11she does it all. How's life been for you?
10:13Life is good.
10:15Saturday I've got another shoot.
10:17Booked and busy. Yeah.
10:18I'm glad I'm here in L.A. if you ever need more people
10:20to be in your shoot. Yeah. Like some like
10:22handsome, like unique looking. Right, right, right.
10:25I actually never thought that I'd actually
10:26move here, like full time. Like I never thought
10:28if I moved back to California, I'd move to San Diego.
10:30What the hell is going on in San Diego?
10:32I think San Diego's where I want to raise a family, you know?
10:34Yeah, and you're not even dating anyone.
10:37So...
10:38I'm thinking long term. So that's why you're here in L.A.
10:40That's why, yeah. It's funny you say
10:42that because I did meet somebody
10:45and then I actually took her on a date.
10:47Okay, cheers. Okay, cheers.
10:50Oh, hi.
10:52But
10:53I'm already kind of like in my head about
10:55the second date.
10:56Like I just moved to, I want to jump into a relationship
10:58right away, you know?
11:00You're trying to think like ten steps ahead.
11:02Like, you don't need to do that. That's true.
11:04Nicole was intently in a relationship, but I feel like
11:06that was a relationship. Yeah. But that's just me.
11:08I forget that it was a real thing for you.
11:11Y'all were definitely locked in
11:13for what it was.
11:14I think if you want to do something, you should do it.
11:21Until you realize what it really was.
11:23Obviously, the video is not okay.
11:25Like nobody deserves that. That is fucked up.
11:28That was like tragic.
11:30Like it didn't even have to be like that.
11:32You think you trust somebody and then when you get that
11:35form of betrayal, it just, it's like digging a knife into you and twisting it.
11:40No one who loves you is gonna talk about you like that.
11:44Yeah. So that's why like going into this like with Alana, I'm just, it's, I want to like do it
11:49right and
11:50Right. And not overthink things.
11:52My experience with Nicole has affected my dating life.
11:54Like before then, I would kind of jump into a lot of things and now it takes me a while
11:57to
11:58really open up and get back to that vulnerable side of me because
12:03when I, last time I did that, I got completely blindsided.
12:08That's the whole point of getting to know her.
12:09Like, are you someone that I can experience conflict with?
12:13But also it's like PTSD because like what we grew up with, with mom and dad was
12:17obviously like started off really good and then ended up so shitty.
12:19Yeah. The dream is just like love.
12:22Yeah.
12:22However that love, but I'm not worried about you rushing into something because you just don't do that.
12:28Yeah.
12:29Now, when it comes to dating, being a child of divorce automatically puts doubts in your mind
12:34because you come from a home where that trust between your parents was shattered.
12:39I think that it feels like a lot because you don't do it.
12:42It feels like, Oh, am I moving too fast?
12:43And it's like, you don't move at all.
12:45So just, so like, keep moving, I guess.
12:50That's so true.
12:51Exactly.
12:52Breaking away in the city, it was lost in the night.
12:57Falling the property in the life.
13:01You're taking a train to the end of the life, but I keep calling.
13:05Yo, bro. What's up, dude?
13:08I'm currently having a wig.
13:09Oh, damn.
13:11Nice.
13:11I'm shopping right now.
13:12You like these?
13:13Are these sick?
13:15What are you shopping for?
13:16Sweatpants, shirts, jeans.
13:18Do you guys fly skinny jeans?
13:20Hey here, dude. I don't do skinny jeans anymore.
13:23Wait, when are you flying back?
13:24Next Monday.
13:25So literally like six days time.
13:27Alright, cool.
13:27You got no one to deal with right now?
13:29I had planned to go shopping with Liv today.
13:31And I texted her this morning and she's like,
13:32I'm not like feeling super well.
13:34Well, cause she's hung over or just like sickness?
13:36No, she's, I think she has like food poisoning.
13:38I don't know.
13:39Not good.
13:40I know.
13:41But I feel bad.
13:43Liv's ill.
13:44Liv's ill.
13:45Taylor's in the hospital.
13:47Yeah.
13:47My kidney acted up this morning.
13:49I get huge kidney stones that I can't pass on my own to get surgery.
13:54Did you hear from her?
13:55No.
13:56She hasn't, she hasn't reached out to me.
13:58I don't know if I should or shouldn't have.
13:59But I just impulsively just like tried to FaceTime her.
14:02And she didn't answer.
14:03I don't know whether or not that's cause she was in surgery or what.
14:06But I just messaged her.
14:07I was like, oh, I hope you're good, mate.
14:08Um, and then I hope like a family next year.
14:11Hmm.
14:13I think me and Kayla's conversation on the rooftop was the first time that we've probably been
14:16able to like open up to each other.
14:18I almost feel like we've, we've just set all of our differences aside.
14:22And I was just able to give her a hug.
14:24And I think she felt better after it.
14:26It's just kind of what I wanted for her.
14:28How was Liv's party?
14:29The party was alright.
14:30We knew Kayla talked for quite a while as well.
14:32What'd you guys talk about?
14:34Just like the past and stuff.
14:37You know, she's not happy.
14:38Like, I think she's a cool person.
14:40And like, I never, I never stopped wanting her to, like, be happy.
14:44But even more so when I don't see her thriving like she was.
14:48I want Kayla to be happy.
14:49Cause then that means I don't have to worry about her.
14:52I'm glad you're back home with the fam, helping your mom out.
14:55Yeah.
14:56Have you ever seen like Star Wars with the little Wookiees?
14:58Yeah.
14:58Ewok.
14:59Dude, that is so cute.
15:14How about in?
15:16Can I get your ride?
15:17How about in, darling?
15:19Thanks.
15:20Well, thanks for driving.
15:22Of course.
15:22You're picking me up.
15:24I'm glad we got this opportunity.
15:25I was like, this is what we need.
15:27Jumpstart us.
15:27Kendra, I am so excited.
15:30Maki is like, apparently the best of the best.
15:32Since we hang out here, I haven't really seen her.
15:33I haven't really known what kind of avenue I want to do.
15:35You know?
15:36Cause like, I was so new to all of this.
15:38But I was like, I love talking.
15:40We are a big yarder.
15:42I do love the idea of like interviewing at people at like red carpets or events.
15:46I love to talk.
15:47I love to learn something new about everyone.
15:49So I am looking forward to seeing if that's something for me.
15:53I will wait and see.
15:54Hi.
15:55Hello.
15:56How are you?
15:57I'm Marky Costello.
15:58I live.
15:59This is Kendall.
16:00I'm so happy you reached out.
16:01Thank you so much.
16:01Hello, Marky Costello.
16:03Pleasure to meet you.
16:03Pleasure to meet you.
16:04So excited.
16:04Let's work on that handshake.
16:05As a woman, no weak handshake.
16:07I'm Marky Costello.
16:08There we go.
16:08Yeah.
16:09Give it a nice one.
16:10Gotta get the firm handshake in there.
16:11Kendall's got a good one.
16:12Marky is a renowned presenter who specializes in like red carpets and the talking on camera.
16:18Okay.
16:19Obviously you were on Love Island USA.
16:20It was a huge hit.
16:22Everybody and their mother watched it.
16:23You have this huge platform.
16:24You went from maybe a couple thousand followers, half a million to a million followers.
16:29What's the game plan for you two?
16:31Since being off the show, I like was very grateful.
16:34I got to do a lot of brand trips and brand deals and stuff.
16:37But I haven't focused on like what avenue I want to go down.
16:40Do I want to do like posting?
16:42Do I want to do fashion?
16:44Do I want to do fashion?
16:45So I'm trying to get into all the fields and like target mainly the ones I think I would
16:49like.
16:50Right.
16:50For me, like to diversify my content is one of my goals for this year.
16:54And I did do a little like just randomly on my own.
16:57This wasn't even with a brand.
16:59You did a little man on the street.
17:00Man on the street thing.
17:01And so that was my passion growing up.
17:03I went to school.
17:04I got a degree in broadcasting.
17:06So I want to host my own TV show.
17:08I want to host red carpets.
17:09I got big ambitions.
17:10You need to have those goals or else you're never going to hit them.
17:13So being a great on camera host or personality, it's really the great balancing act.
17:18It's being able to balance your personality with that audience and then the creative.
17:22So on that note, let's see where we are starting with you, Kendall.
17:26Single shot.
17:27Live.
17:27Get up there.
17:28You can follow with the proctor.
17:29Three, two, one.
17:31Yo, what's up lovers of love?
17:33Welcome to Vibe Check.
17:35My peeps.
17:362025.
17:36But here, we don't want to waste time.
17:39Our queen Beyonce dropped that country album and...
17:42I can't remember my hand.
17:44And reminded us all who runs the world behind Kendall.
17:47Let's get into it.
17:48Okay, you do a very common thing when people aren't sure of themselves.
17:52They start to trail their voice lower and lower.
17:54Maybe I'll just whisper it and no one will fucking hear me.
17:57All right.
17:58Live.
17:58Put your hand down too.
17:59I know you want to have something physical.
18:01Everybody has a...
18:02The ADHD.
18:03Put it down.
18:04So like go straight like...
18:06No, don't go straight down.
18:07First of all, I don't want it coming from your physicality.
18:09I want it coming from your personality.
18:11Three, two, one.
18:13Yo, what's up lovers of love?
18:15I'm Kendall and welcome to Vibe Check where the drip is tight, the connections are real,
18:21and the chemistry...
18:22Well, that's up to you guys lovers of love.
18:24So much better.
18:26I think Kendall's actually pretty good at this.
18:28Maybe it was need a little bit of improvement.
18:30Don't tell him that.
18:32God, his head looks like improvement.
18:34Three, two, one.
18:37My peeps, it's heavy and it's real.
18:402025 hasn't been easy.
18:42The world keeps spinning and so do we.
18:44Might as well count the ride.
18:46I'm your host, Liv Walker, and this is The Highs and Lows.
18:50Love you guys.
18:51I actually like this read the best from you because I felt like towards the end, like
18:56I really saw you.
18:57And that's all an audience wants to do is go...
19:00They want to connect.
19:01That's what a great host does.
19:03I got that fire at me.
19:06Burn it hot like a hundred degrees.
19:10Hey!
19:12Look!
19:13We're ready!
19:14We're ready!
19:15Yeah!
19:16Where's the pop?
19:18Look at what stuff we brought, just in case.
19:20I can't wait to meet my niece or nephew.
19:22I think it's a boy.
19:23What's going on?
19:23It's a boy?
19:23It's Juan.
19:27We're so excited!
19:28We're so excited!
19:29We're so excited!
19:30We're so excited!
19:31Do you know the name?
19:32Juan.
19:32Juan.
19:33Juan!
19:33Juan!
19:34Juan!
19:34I wonder if Juan gets along with other dogs.
19:37I know.
19:38I don't know anything.
19:39Like what if he's like anti-social, but if he has anxiety?
19:41What if he gets nervous?
19:41My dog's on Prozac.
19:43Jesus.
19:44Like mother, like daughter!
19:48A squirrel!
19:51Operation adopt two animals today.
19:53I'm just coming with food.
19:56Oh my gosh.
19:57You just yeeted.
19:57You have to piece it.
19:59They're going to choke.
20:00A whole dog biscuit to a squirrel.
20:03A squirrel.
20:06What's better than a dog?
20:08Nothing but maybe a squirrel.
20:10I have more food!
20:13Have you ever seen someone walking around with like a squirrel on a leash?
20:17No, but I will be the first to do it.
20:18Watch.
20:19Oh my gosh, he's coming!
20:21I can definitely see myself adopting a squirrel.
20:24He's eating it, you guys!
20:25He's eating it!
20:26He's eating it!
20:27Right now on the top of my list though is like a turkey.
20:31You want to adopt a turkey?
20:33Really badly.
20:34They're the cutest things in the world.
20:36And they purr when you pet them and they like to get cuddled.
20:40I see him!
20:41I see him!
20:42I see Juan!
20:42I see him!
20:43No way.
20:45Am I blind?
20:46Look, he's right there!
20:47He's right there!
20:48He's right there!
20:49Oh my gosh, you guys!
20:50It's Juan!
20:50Juan!
20:51You know what?
20:52I give up.
20:52My eyes aren't working.
20:54Look at this guy!
20:56Juan!
20:57It's our kids!
20:57Babe, it's our kids!
20:58It's our kids!
20:58He's so small!
21:00So small!
21:01Oh my gosh!
21:02How are you?
21:03Thank you so much for coming.
21:05He's really cute.
21:07Who wants to watch him for a nice safety?
21:08Oh!
21:09He's a little puggle.
21:10Oh my gosh!
21:11He's so cute!
21:12How you doing?
21:13Nice to meet you!
21:14Nice to meet you!
21:15He's so cute!
21:16You ready?
21:17He's never had a dog before.
21:19Really?
21:19And we're fostering together.
21:20Oh my gosh!
21:21Shay, you want to hold him?
21:22Yeah, you can hold him for now.
21:24I don't think I'm there yet.
21:25What do you mean, Kenny?
21:26Do you see what I mean?
21:28I think Kenny is one of those people we've got to push him a little bit when it comes to
21:32doing new things.
21:33Like, yeah, you're scared of holding the dog now, but you're not going to kill the little
21:36homie.
21:36Because if you can't hold a dog, then how you can hold a baby?
21:39And four of them.
21:41Weird.
21:42We'll cuddle in bed later.
21:44Okay, I'll hold him for now.
21:46This is my first dog.
21:47I don't really encounter dogs frequently.
21:49Maybe he does bite.
21:50He has an underbite.
21:51He looks kind of evil to me.
21:53Is this a lot of change for Kenny or Juan?
21:55A lot of change for Juan.
21:57I'm approaching him with caution.
21:59One step at a time.
22:00Maybe tomorrow.
22:01Should we go make sure he has his shots and everything?
22:03They come fully vaccinated.
22:04He's already neuter.
22:05When they're at the shelter, they make sure.
22:07Okay.
22:08He's very calm.
22:10He's like me.
22:10Very calm.
22:11And the underbite, too.
22:13I don't have an underbite.
22:19I'm feeling the man.
22:22Y'all are you standing?
22:23There's some lights in here.
22:24Hey!
22:25Why do you look so cute on us?
22:28What's up, man?
22:29You look fine.
22:29You look cute.
22:31I am throwing a party to send my man off.
22:34I rented out the rink to celebrate with him.
22:37Alrighty.
22:38Yeah, this isn't going to be great.
22:40And I only wanted PPG and PPG in there.
22:43poor girl does not like drama at all and i feel like when you get everyone together something's
22:47balanced like i know i'm a size 12 she's a size 6 thank you i have to put these on
22:57right now
22:58i i don't even remember the last time i went roller skating i'm basically waiting to fall
23:04well change your mindset and you won't i've never been roller skating before i've been ice skating
23:10how do you move walk yeah so i'm a millennial this is like not really my type of vibe
23:20but i'm about to teach them a few tricks you guys ready
23:31i might fall on top of you okay wait how do you stop baby
23:36do not take me down with you i need to get off of here
23:41yeah serena the bitch obviously should own a roller skating ring
23:46oh you're zooming
23:48yeah
23:55look at the foot worker
23:58skating's more about elegant it's about finesse
24:01than about speed
24:03yeah
24:05can't even sue that big to be moving outside
24:0810
24:09ready
24:10do not hurt yourself
24:15i'm thinking about not getting up
24:19we did good
24:24there he is
24:28what's up dog
24:30what's up brother
24:31how you living
24:33good
24:33busy all over the place right now
24:35it looks tough
24:36thank you
24:37i might have beat you for once
24:38for once
24:39bro i just got back from pilates
24:41you're busy what you've been doing
24:43cheers bro
24:44there we go
24:47um
24:47it's been interesting having everybody back here too
24:50yeah
24:51yeah
24:51yeah
24:52it's just like the energies have been kind of weird
24:54really
24:54like
24:55i don't know i just feel like everyone's kind of like
24:58tense
24:58tense
24:59everything feels a little like
25:01sectioned off
25:02and like
25:02yeah
25:03it feels like there's times when we should probably all be like getting together
25:06yeah
25:06but we are
25:07and it just in the sentence just feels like this
25:09it's like a split
25:10yeah
25:10we all came out here to la all of us
25:12people get closer with other people and they
25:15certainly like have different
25:17i won't say cliques but
25:18i feel like everything is just a little bit different
25:20us at ppg
25:23yeah it's
25:24i'm just gonna hit up cordell and be like
25:25yo
25:25we'll have to see you before
25:26because we're talking about that
25:28i live in the house
25:28yeah when's he leave
25:30like really like
25:30i think it's either like
25:32thursday
25:32yeah he's gonna be gone for a couple weeks
25:34i think if i was really close with somebody
25:36and they had a going away party
25:37and they were leaving town
25:38and i didn't get invited
25:40i would
25:40be a little hurt by that
25:42for sure
25:43kendall's always got a smile on his face
25:44but
25:45i think there's a small part of him
25:46that's a little bit
25:47you know
25:48stung
25:48by not being able to go to that party
25:51i'm not gonna cry myself to sleep
25:53i'm not invited to what they're doing
25:55yeah
25:56you know
25:56it just would have been a cool thing to go to
25:58you know
25:59yeah
25:59yeah
26:01i know
26:03like jenna didn't want to come to live's party
26:04if i was gonna come there
26:06yeah
26:06and like that
26:08i probably definitely could have done a few things a little differently
26:11and said some things differently for sure
26:13but you know
26:15like what'd you do of an apology right now
26:17yeah for sure
26:19would you actually
26:19for sure
26:21like i didn't want her to think i was like ducking her
26:23okay
26:23i wanted to at the reunion
26:24yeah
26:25that just didn't happen
26:26that conversation will happen
26:27i'm gonna throw something probably next maybe next week
26:29i want to think about saddle ranch
26:31oh
26:32some mechanical bull dude
26:33yeah
26:34what if we all went there
26:36that's a good spot
26:37i feel like i never host anything
26:38i'm always the one who wants to just make sure to keep the peace so
26:42i feel like if i host this party
26:44it could be a good thing
26:46to get everybody back together again
26:49and like just vibe
26:50have a good time
26:51ride the bull
26:51drink
26:52and just lay it off
26:53people can invite whoever the fuck they want to invite
26:55yeah everybody come come one come all
26:57and the whole fucking farm
26:58nice dude farm puns
27:00saddle ranch invite the whole farm
27:02this is cool
27:07i heard you got a puppy man how's one
27:09oh yeah
27:10puppy
27:11puppy
27:11puppy
27:12puppy
27:12puppy
27:12puppy
27:14he's great
27:14man that's his name bro
27:15the first few days were rubbed
27:17do y'all have any adoption inquiries
27:19one person reached out to show interest
27:22only one
27:23only one
27:24i didn't really want to get him adopted
27:26so we can do the next one
27:27and then the next one
27:29jenna jumped the gun when she said that
27:32no i'm pretty far removed from adopting more animals
27:36i'm struggling with the one i have
27:38right now
27:40guys i was rubbing on mylo last night
27:42i fed him like four trees
27:44wow
27:46give it up
27:47no
27:48i didn't
27:48do i hear marriage material
27:51she's been doing real good
27:52he's not gonna leave me
27:55now that cordell is gonna be gone
27:57it's important to be close with milo
27:59me and milo man
28:01oh my god he's looking at me
28:03wait i don't think i can do this
28:05look
28:05hey what's up man
28:08we
28:09we're coming it's a
28:11a building relationship we're building here
28:13you know
28:14we're gonna see
28:15wait who's taking care of milo while you're gone
28:17uh my god sister i was thinking about taking him to atlanta for a little bit with me too though
28:21are you set to be going to atlanta yeah man i'm so ready for it to start
28:25this looks exciting i know who knows when he's coming back he keeps getting more
28:29they keep extending it
28:29yeah that's another one right after we after we after we i might not even be able to celebrate my
28:33birthday
28:33i know
28:34oh
28:35congrats that's you
28:36my hand's teasing
28:37we'll facetime you on your birthday
28:38i'm happy to support serena
28:40whatever she wants to do i'm down
28:43i'm here to distract her while cordell is gone
28:45i think i'm a good replacement
28:48surprise
28:52here's a cake for my baby going away
28:58so proud of you
28:59thank you
29:00for booking your first role
29:02and many more to come
29:09i think we're perfect
29:20i think we're perfect
29:21wow bonito
29:25feeling good buddy
29:27how about your octopus let's play with your octopus
29:31not interested with their octopus
29:34i'm learning how to deal with juan
29:37he does seem a little bit uncertain about his surroundings
29:41this is your bed
29:42good boy
29:45we're warming up to each other
29:47yeah
29:49he wags his tail when he sees me now and brings me his toys
29:53he likes to bite my shoes and bring it to his bed
29:57and you know
29:58you ultimately you know fall in love with him
30:01yes
30:02yes
30:02walk in part
30:03let's go
30:04once you cross it
30:12let's go
30:13coming
30:15hi
30:15hi you look so cute
30:16thank you
30:17thank you for having me these are for you
30:19i already got me
30:20i know but i didn't want to come on two-handed
30:22how are you and i brought some cookies
30:24thank you that's so sweet
30:25the place is so clean
30:26how are you feeling
30:27feeling fine
30:28i just had a killer uti
30:30are you on meds for it
30:31yeah i'm on like five different medications
30:34yeah my kidney acted up this morning
30:37i go home from my best friend's brattle shower
30:39wake up the morning of
30:41and i'm in the worst pain ever
30:42i had a kidney infection
30:44i was on the verge of sepsis
30:46so i stayed there for four nights
30:48i'm so glad that i was in pa with my family
30:51so yeah fuck kidney stones
30:55i have a stent in my kidney
30:56so it's like a tube basically that's like
30:58allowing like helping me like pee
31:00wait what
31:01you pee through a pulp
31:04i pee through a tube
31:06can you see it
31:07no
31:07oh
31:08no you can't see it
31:10it doesn't like just hang out
31:11no but i've had one of those two before
31:13i am a little bit like lost for words
31:16and i feel like i have a lot of words
31:17but it sounds very serious
31:19especially in your young years
31:21but no matter what we're going through
31:22i'm here for her
31:24this is what i need to catch you up on
31:26so
31:26so
31:26the guy that i'm talking to
31:28i was at stagecoach
31:29with kaylee
31:31kendall
31:31everyone
31:33that's where i met this kid
31:35so who was he friends with
31:37he's friends with louis
31:39caleb
31:41that's where it's messy
31:42but i promise you it's not as bad as it sounds
31:49did i hear that right
31:50he didn't know
31:51caleb and i's like history
31:53and i didn't know
31:54that he was friends with caleb
31:55kay run that shit back
31:57what were you saying
31:57so how did he know the boy
31:59well he works for their agency
32:01oh
32:02then caleb found out
32:05caleb was like what the fuck
32:06and like freaked out
32:07what the fuck
32:08is what's going through my brain
32:12hey
32:12don't hate the play
32:13i hate the game
32:14i didn't do it
32:15out of like maliciousness
32:17i didn't know
32:18you would have gone
32:19one of his better friends
32:20yeah
32:22rule number one
32:23to be a boss-ass bitch
32:24okay
32:25what's the new guy think of it
32:27he feels like the biggest piece of shit
32:29in the world
32:30has he spoken to
32:31caleb
32:32yeah
32:33and they're cool
32:34yeah
32:35or if he's cool with him
32:36he has to be cool with you
32:37no
32:39what did he want you to do
32:40call him and give him a heads up
32:43hey mate
32:43about to just fuck your friend
32:45and get my back blown
32:45hope you're good
32:46good night
32:48this is so messy
32:49so is touring gonna come on thursday
32:51like have you invited him to set around
32:52yeah i think i should invite him
32:55aaron's gonna be there too
32:56that's gonna be so weird
32:57it's only as weird as you make it
32:59like
33:00bringing a guy around aaron
33:02may feel weird
33:03i don't know
33:03but why do i even care
33:05it was nice to talk to aaron
33:06at love's party
33:07i think we had
33:08a good conversation
33:09but that door was closed last summer
33:11we're both over it
33:13done
33:13we'll move on
33:24hi pretty girl
33:26hey pookie bud
33:27we come bringing gifts
33:29are you expecting that
33:31hey hey
33:32i brought some goodies
33:35that looks so good
33:36they're slow roasting right now
33:38so when it's closed
33:39it's like soaking up the heat
33:41you want me to bite one
33:42and make sure like it's doing good
33:44no i don't think you should
33:45okay
33:46did you make her vegan dogs
33:48yeah they're on the road
33:49maybe we should start eating vegan dogs
33:50they're honestly pretty good
33:52i'm gonna start tomorrow though
33:55here you go
33:55wow
33:57all righty
33:58bottoms up
33:59cheers
34:00to
34:01getting the gang back together
34:03no
34:04even though we just saw each other
34:06what the hell are we cheersing to
34:08three cheers to juan
34:13no okay i'm sorry
34:15sorry
34:17no man canary good
34:18i like to see how he takes care of juan
34:21how is it
34:22he's obsessed with juan
34:24really
34:25he's like you know what
34:26this is what i signed up for
34:26i'm gonna do it
34:27and like his whole mentality
34:28everything changed
34:29i just told him like hey
34:30since he's staying at your place
34:31so you can see what it feels like
34:32to have 24-7 a dog near you
34:33i will come every morning
34:35why did y'all decide to like
34:36live next door instead of like
34:37giving like a show
34:38yeah oh my gosh no
34:38um
34:39good question
34:40i ask myself that every day
34:42and at first we were gonna live together
34:43and like last minute
34:44he's just like
34:45is it okay if you live separate
34:46and i was just like
34:46that's weird
34:47i think he just asked me
34:48if we want to live separate
34:49like did i hear what i thought i heard
34:50and he was like
34:51yeah like
34:52i don't know
34:53i'm crying in a grossest voice
34:54i don't even get to hear this
34:55oh i remember this
34:55i called leah
34:56like i'm like i'm tripping like
34:58yes
34:58i found out that kenny
35:01would rather live separate
35:02rather than together
35:03for the summer
35:04when i was grocery shopping
35:06i was so confused
35:08and like maybe like humiliated
35:09and embarrassed
35:10i dreamed of what the summer
35:12would be of us living together
35:14everything but without the ring
35:16silly me
35:18and then like
35:19i don't know
35:19it's definitely just like
35:20my ego for sure
35:21because it's not your ego
35:22though janae
35:23well his reasoning was like
35:26valid enough for me to humble myself
35:28it was like
35:29we're doing
35:29i know
35:30no
35:31i'm trying
35:32i felt so sad for janae
35:34because janae is like
35:35the most loving and giving person
35:38and i know janae would be there
35:41like taking proper care of him
35:43and so
35:44it's like you're missing out
35:46is he gonna renew another lease in dallas
35:49like are y'all gonna keep
35:50i don't know
35:51because that's the thing
35:52he has a one bedroom in dallas
35:53and a one bedroom in new york
35:54and he's been going back and forth
35:57kenny having an apartment
35:58not only in dallas
36:00but also in new york
36:02makes it very
36:05interesting of how our future
36:06is going to play out
36:07i live in vegas
36:09and long distance relationships
36:11should be illegal
36:11i don't understand how people do it
36:13not for me
36:14his lease ends at our one year mark
36:17so it's like
36:18would you move in with someone
36:19after dating them for one year
36:20yeah
36:21if that's what you want to do
36:22and you're talking to someone
36:24who is like fully against
36:26living with someone else
36:27i'm like right now
36:29while i'm not engaged or married
36:30let me get my mother fucking alone time
36:32because forever
36:35forever
36:35yeah that sounds beautiful to me
36:37i am the only one
36:40out of pg right now
36:41who wouldn't want to live with
36:43a partner until
36:44we're married
36:45but if i told a man
36:48i want to move in with you
36:50for two months
36:51and he told me no
36:52it would hurt my feelings too
36:54i don't think i could marry someone
36:56that i didn't live with
36:57what about house hunting
36:58how's that going
36:59oh yeah how's that house hunting
37:00dude
37:01there was this house that i love
37:04love
37:04but we didn't get it
37:06that's the only house i've liked
37:07and now i'm like i hate every house
37:08i've ever seen since
37:09so for right now
37:11i feel like that's on pause
37:12unfortunately sadly like
37:14my brain has been so
37:16preoccupied
37:17preoccupied
37:18i've literally been having to go to
37:20doctor's appointments
37:20like every day this past week
37:23that's crazy
37:24janay last week was the craziest day of my life
37:28yeah
37:28it was crazy
37:29like i was at the skin doctor
37:31like and they and they cut off a piece of my skin to do biopsy for to see what that
37:35was
37:36and i was really worried about that
37:37and then i had to go to my other doctor
37:39this is a separate doctor from the skin one
37:41um and he's like yeah like something's going on with your calcitonin levels and he said we need to send
37:48you to a radiologist to check for like your thyroid to see if anything's going on with it and like
37:53i'm thinking obviously like radiologists like that's people that like you know the c word
38:00and then i go in the fucking office it's like all the people
38:04i really freaked myself out very easily over any health problems so to hear like the c word i was
38:10like oh my fucking god
38:11my mind is filled with a lot of what ifs
38:15and i feel like what ifs are just the worst like you're just thinking of like all the what ifs
38:20don't you dare drop a tear you're okay girl we're gonna be here to support you at all times
38:24it just like stresses me out because like
38:26because you're human and that's a scary thing
38:28at the fucking radiology office yesterday just like i can't believe like this is even a thing right now
38:40it just like stresses me out because like because you're human and that's a scary thing at the fucking radiology
38:46office yesterday just like i can't believe like this is even a thing right now
38:52you're okay don't you fucking cry bitch because i didn't put something spray on like i can't i think
38:58everything that's been going on with my health it does get you thinking and when i start thinking about
39:04it too much i feel like i go down a really nasty rabbit hole it's like scary for the thyroid
39:10pictures
39:10that they took with the ultrasound um i have to wait 14 days like imagine someone tells you something's
39:17really wrong with you and they're like but you have to wait i also just have been like so
39:21unenjoyable to be around because of all like the doctor shit i feel like with how stressed and like
39:26anxious you've been about it you have not been showing it you're fine i promise you're going to
39:31be okay they're gonna your doctors seem like they're on it it's gonna be fine and it's gonna be
39:35nothing but i'm like what if it's not though don't think like that worst case scenario if it's not
39:40you have a fucking village behind you which doesn't cancer doesn't care about a village
39:45okay what guess guess guess guess who guess who yeah guess who it should worry about
39:51no come on you're gonna be fine i'm petrified for leah that should never ever be in anyone's cards
39:58cancer is an evil evil thing i really can't process what she just told me it's crazy
40:06i always feel bad like saying how i feel to like the people that i'm really close to because i'm
40:10like
40:10i don't want to like burden them with my problems but and that's the thing it's crazy because i love
40:14when my friends do it to me but i don't want to like feel like someone's like issues but i
40:20will
40:20say i've been feeling so bad lately why because i've been having like an anxiety attack every morning
40:28why like it's becoming like a routine it's to the point where cordell will wake up before me
40:34to anticipate the anxiety attack and then like he'll be there he'll come and he just won't go to sleep
40:39i would have never known i've always struggled with anxiety though my anxiety it was always like
40:45little things that will like trigger but it would never be bad now it's just like it's a lot different
40:50because you have i mean now millions of eyes on you granted i am an extrovert i love talking to
40:56people i love meeting new people so it's conflicting because the things that may trigger it's also the
41:01things that i love i have to like cut my phone off or i'm like anxious about it i'm like
41:05oh my god
41:06like what if they hate me like anxiety to a never something that i have never experienced in my life
41:11people like tear me apart and i was never insecure of how i look ever people have made fun of
41:17my me
41:18myself my dog they've basically insulted any and everything in my life i never thought i was like
41:24ugly or anything but i'm also like if you are making fun of somebody's appearance
41:31you need to shut the fuck up they were like oh my god bitch you need this this and that
41:38you need a
41:39nose job you need this you need that don't worry even if you have one you still get made fun
41:43of
41:44and that's the thing it's a lose fucking lose i struggle with finding help in the people that i
41:52love oh but i will say i kind of i feel not like depend on cordella but but he like
42:01understands it
42:02he gets it and like he knows how to like get me out of it and he's very patient yeah
42:07he's so patient
42:07and so sweet and i love that so i'm like when he's in atlanta y'all we gotta go all
42:14out i knew y'all
42:15we will not let you know you know we're right here baby mama like like i'm going straight to party
42:20city and getting a katrillion balloons what that's not what we're going for i'm sorry
42:30we're getting all the balloons and you're like no bitch i need to get in front of me
42:37one thing that is so funny is you they can never read the rules
42:40i can never and i have no idea what's going on half the time
42:52i'm dead
42:55next time on love island beyond the villa
42:57what it's really crying it needs milk
43:03what is it like kendall's birthday are you going y'all know i'm not going
43:07i was worried about you last week yeah you're the first person that texted me
43:11i honestly i'm happy for you i'm really glad that you've met there's something new
43:13i don't think she wants me to be fine with it but i'm fine with it
43:16i know looks like you
43:19tauren looks just like an american version of erin
43:22you artificially like brought him over to piss me off
43:25it's not like we were fucking making out before i left
43:28i can't be gonna fucking try it i hope you didn't tell miguel that
43:31we both wanted space because that's not the case
43:34i wanted separation from you
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