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Love Island Beyond The Villa Season 1 Episode 2
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00:00Fucking single fuckers
00:03You guys ready for the love island summer party is there anyone you guys are like fuck
00:08I don't want to see you you know
00:10Connor
00:11I just don't know if she still wants to like tear my head off. Do you have beef with anyone
00:15here? None. Yeah
00:16I feel like you're in such a good spot like you're stressed frequently through this. Yeah
00:20I just feel uneasy about my friendship with Liv at this point. I don't trust her
00:26What are the odds I have an issue with Liv the day I'm seeing Erin for the first time? Erin's
00:30here
00:33You want to see my crib?
00:35I'm not gonna ask you to spend the night, babe
00:38No, cuz that's a bad idea. That's a stupid idea
00:44I just feel like you just reflected your name, bro. He came up to you. Yeah, we were I was
00:50talking to Aaron and then he's
00:51Let me pull you for a child. Yeah, so last summer. Okay, what do you want to talk about?
00:55Bro, what the fuck?
00:57Liv's been talking to this guy this athlete and he was having a birthday party last night
01:01So I was like hey, are you still going out for his birthday? She's like no the birthday party got
01:05rescheduled
01:05We're just gonna go out and have dinner just us. Bro, I wake up though to a fucking all the
01:10snapchats of you guys all together
01:11And I feel like shit. She lied to me now
01:13I'm on eggshells because I'm like I don't know what to believe in what not to believe
01:16And you're being a shitty ass friend. I'm done
01:19Get the cameras out of my face. I guess everybody got some tea to tell, huh?
01:41You know what I was gonna put out what caramel Tim Tams caramel Tim Tams you love a Tim time
01:48I love it Tim Dams
01:50Livy!
01:50Oh my god, Nae Nae!
01:52Wait, you look gorgeous!
01:54Wait, you look so pretty!
01:56Your hair looks beautiful
01:57Thanks, I just put it on
01:59Ha ha!
01:59Wait, you look shiny
02:00Put that on, baby!
02:01I hope so
02:01Oh my god, thanks for coming
02:02Oh my gosh, this is so cute
02:04I brought snacks just in case
02:07I eat every hour on the hour
02:09So just in case I had a snack in my purse
02:11What is that?
02:12I honestly don't know
02:13Remind me of your first toast
02:15Mmm
02:18Kendall, what are you doing here?
02:20I pretty much live here, Nae Nae Nae
02:21Hey, how was everyone's night?
02:23What happened?
02:24Like feeling very strong with them?
02:26So many things
02:27Babe, there were good things that did come out of that party, though
02:29What?
02:31Oh my god
02:32Oh my god, yes
02:33Wait, what was her name?
02:34Alana
02:35She's so hot
02:36She's stunning
02:36You can, like, get her a drink later and stuff, too
02:38Yeah
02:38What other time?
02:40I don't
02:41No, I'm excited
02:42So I haven't been on a date in a long time
02:44So I, like, I think she's the perfect girl for me to take out
02:46It's gonna be great
02:48It's gonna be great
02:48Okay, wait, but you guys, you guys, I mean, she's very pretty, but
02:52She was really pretty, I'm very proud of you
02:56But, like, she's, like, sweet
02:58I need somebody sweet
02:58How tall is she? She was tall
02:59She was tall
03:00But I'm 6'1", so we're good
03:026'1", with air force
03:03Ha, ha, ha, 9'5'10'
03:06Did you speak to Connor?
03:08Who was there?
03:09Yeah, apparently
03:11You guys wanna know something really crazy?
03:13Kenny comes and tells me that, apparently, Connor, he apologized via DMs
03:17If you publicly, like, come for someone, you should publicly apologize
03:25Connor's got a long path to redemption with Nae Nae, I'll be honest
03:28This is not a difficult decision
03:31Ouch
03:32Who is secretly two-faced?
03:343, 2, 1
03:36Serena
03:37Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
03:40He's trying
03:41I just feel like it's too late, man
03:43I know he has a birthday party
03:45I don't know why he felt the need to tell Kenny and I
03:47But, no, we're not going
03:49Are you gonna go to Connor's?
03:51I mean, yeah, I told him I'll go
03:55I'm just kidding, I'm just kidding
03:57You guys should go, you guys should have fun
03:58I'm, like, 50-50 on it because, like, you know, like, I'm friends
04:01With Connor, but also, it's like, I haven't seen Kay since that
04:05Oh, yeah
04:05And, like, I don't want it to be a repeat of, like, the situation
04:08Did you pull or did she pull you?
04:10She pulled me
04:10Oh, she gave it a hot
04:12I love you so much
04:13I pissed at you, why would I answer you?
04:14You're coming at me saying I'm not replying to you, that's
04:16You're looking so blind
04:17You didn't reply to me about the situation, the subject changed me
04:20When? How many days?
04:21The subject changed me
04:23I feel like I was just, like, so taken back and so, like, blindsided
04:28Oh, so terrible
04:29So terrible
04:30It's so terrible because it's like, I love her deeply
04:32So it hurts me that she has these issues, which is, like, one of my good friends
04:36I went to dinner with the guy I'm seeing and his friends for his birthday
04:40Kayla's upset that she wasn't invited because she saw that Kendall was there with me
04:44And I explained to her I never invited Kendall
04:47We just happened to end up at the same place
04:50But, like, she still had a problem about it
04:52Why didn't you text Kayla?
04:53That's my thing
04:53Why didn't everyone text Kayla?
04:54Like, hey, just letting you guys know
04:55We're all here, where you at?
04:56I mean, we could have sent a text
04:58But also, the thing that I get really confused about why it's also such a big deal
05:01You had a spray tan booked that night
05:04So, like
05:05Oh, so she can't go out when you spray tan?
05:07No, you don't really go out with a spray tan
05:09Oh, you don't go out with a spray tan?
05:10You kind of, like, sticky and, like, gross
05:13Okay
05:14I don't know how the little spray tan thing works
05:16Like, I'm just full of chocolate
05:18But the math is a math thing
05:21I get it's, like, the principle behind it
05:23But that's
05:23I would feel some type of way if my two best friends went out and didn't invite me
05:25I would probably take it out on the first time I'm going off on
05:27I get it's the little things
05:29And I'm the same way
05:30When you have one little thing, it's just the icing on the cake
05:33But it's not fair to, like, take it out on me
05:39And then after the argument, she could see I was upset and she's laughing at the bar
05:43You cried all summer about Erin and not once did I laugh at you
05:47I hate that we're fighting because I love Kayla
05:49And I have a lot of, like, gratitude and respect for Kayla
05:53I feel like I've been there for her
05:54At the end of the day, what's the worst thing that's going to happen?
05:57I guess we wouldn't be together
05:59It's not the end of the world
06:00You've got to learn to shut the window
06:02And know that there will be a sunset the next day
06:05I want to make it work with her
06:06But it's also, like, you hurt me so much
06:09What if I wake up and never see your face again?
06:15I'm so sorry it happened
06:17You guys have to have a conversation, like, directly
06:19And I want to squash it back
06:21Squash it
06:21If you'd like, I feel like
06:22No, because I feel like she should want to do that herself
06:24I know
06:25I know
06:25Okay
06:36Okay
06:40Cheers, guys, to be back together
06:45Thank you
06:46Thank you
06:47Thank you
06:47Thank you
06:47Anything else I can grab for you guys?
06:48Just a quick thing
06:49Yeah
06:49I think that my cousin would think you're really hot
06:53Thank you
06:53You're welcome
06:54I'm girlfriend to that
06:56Okay
07:00This is gonna be gone so quick
07:01How are you guys?
07:02I, like, see your posts and everything
07:04You guys look so happy and so in love
07:06And it's so cute
07:07The other night, me and Cordell was like
07:09Who do you think would get married first out of our group?
07:11Who do you think?
07:11And we guessed you and Miguel
07:12I would marry him
07:15I don't know
07:15I'll always tell him, like
07:17Sometimes I'm like, fuck, like, you're too good for me
07:19Like, I feel like
07:20I really have been treated, like, so wildly to a point where, like
07:24When I am in a place of being treated so well and nicely and so lovingly
07:29That sometimes it just feels like, do I deserve it? Like
07:32Yeah
07:33And I'm, I don't know
07:34You so deserve it
07:34You do deserve it
07:35He's, like, healing something he didn't break
07:38Miguel is such a good person
07:40And he has, honestly, the purest soul I've ever met in my life
07:46He's always the first person to say, like, how deserving and loving of a person I am
07:52And I think, like, I didn't realize how healing, like, words of affirmation were
07:58Until I was with someone like Miguel
08:00And it's really nice to hear that
08:02Like, please tell me what the fuck I'm doing wrong
08:06Because, like
08:07Taylor, your, when I was your age, honey, oh, brother
08:11I was doing everything wrong
08:13Granny was doing everything that thought wrong
08:15I was feral
08:18Honey, I was outside, I was feral
08:20Like, I hated every man, so I didn't take any of them seriously
08:23I was having a time, I was getting a meal from you, I was getting a meal from you
08:27And, honestly, that's how it should be
08:28Be like cats
08:30Well, not really
08:31Oh, twins
08:33Why, because you just met Cordell's cat for the first time?
08:35No, I haven't
08:37Milo, Cordell's cat, is coming from Dallas to live with him in L.A.
08:41Now, I knew this time would come
08:43I just wasn't ready for it
08:45I am, like, definitely afraid of cats
08:47Always have been
08:49You got attacked by a cat?
08:50I did
08:51That looked just like his
08:51Child, it jumps up
08:53It, like, grips to my head
08:55No
08:55Like, the brain that I had in
08:57No
08:57So it was just hanging on
08:58And I'm running, so it's really, like, damn near in the air
09:01And the cat looked very similar to Cordell's cats
09:04They actually look like twins
09:07So, probably will be triggered
09:09And this is what I'm talking about
09:10You can't control them
09:11And the thing is
09:12Guess what?
09:13The cat
09:14Only two sons still, baby
09:15That motherfucker has 20 more years of life
09:18Yeah, I know
09:18So, that means I'm gonna have to live with it
09:20So I have to, like, get my shit together
09:23Yeah
09:23But, like, I'm glad that I ended up where I ended up
09:27Especially, like, with Cordell
09:29Those men are your cheerleaders
09:31You guys are actually so in love
09:32And this inspires me
09:34And I need one
09:37I'm gonna start that shit
09:39But I've been talking to this guy
09:42And I think I kinda like him
09:43Ew
09:44I know
09:45I'm like, I wanna have a hot girl summer
09:47But I like him
09:49The one from Coachella?
09:51This one you made out with in a port-a-potty?
09:55Yeah
09:56Guys, it's day two at Coachella
09:58And I already made out with a guy in a port-a-potty
10:01Caleb is this guy I've been talking to
10:03He's from the Montana Boys
10:04They are this group of guys
10:06That just do, like, thirst-trap TikToks
10:08And the girls go crazy about it
10:10Because they're good-looking
10:10Liv and I met him months ago
10:12Because he's friends with Kendall
10:14We do events together
10:15And I don't really know where things stand with him and I
10:18Just having fun and living life, yeah
10:21Life really does go on
10:23It really does
10:24How do you feel about Aaron?
10:28At the end of my conversation with Aaron
10:30I was like, do you wanna go back to my place
10:31And have a conversation?
10:32He goes, no
10:33He thought she was trying to
10:35Why would he ever think that I'm trying to hook up with him?
10:39Cause y'all would be getting it on for more
10:43Shut up, do we work?
10:45He's like, she wanna spend a ride
10:47Like, you have to be certain things
10:50Like, baby, no
10:50Has he messaged you since y'all still get to find him?
10:52Hell no
10:53Do you think there's any-
10:55No
10:55You don't even want it?
10:57No, I really don't
10:58At this point, like, shit
11:00Like, I actually have to talk to him
11:02Like, part of my life is an amazing thing
11:03Well, let me make sure you don't have to see him that much, right?
11:06Unless you want to
11:07No, but now Connor's birthday party is coming up
11:09Are you guys going?
11:10Um
11:11I don't think I'm going to
11:12I think we're probably gonna sit it out for Janae
11:14Yeah
11:15Is Liv going?
11:15Have you spoken to Liv?
11:17Yeah
11:17You guys really haven't spoken?
11:19None
11:19Like, friends are people you choose to have in your life
11:21They shouldn't be difficult
11:22You know what I mean?
11:24So you feel like you're not being told the truth
11:26Right
11:27Exactly
11:27Do you think it'll go back to normal?
11:29Never, ever, ever, ever
11:30You don't think so?
11:31Never, ever, ever, ever, no
11:33You think it's been tarnished?
11:34Yeah
11:36I do
11:49If we bring a prank
11:50We can get it in
11:51We gon' party all night
11:53We about to catch a vibe
11:55Throw your hands to the sky
11:58This place is sick!
12:00Yeah
12:01I've not hit incline rent in ages
12:02In years
12:03It's good
12:04Start with 135
12:05135
12:06Oh, right, okay
12:07Not kilos, not kilos
12:07I was gonna say, I'm not lifting that
12:10135 kilos
12:10I'm not Arnold
12:11You can do this
12:12I'll spot you
12:13Yeah, thanks
12:14This will work
12:15Oh, shit, now this is way too heavy
12:17No, you got this
12:18At least two reps
12:20No more
12:20At least one more
12:21I think you got two more though
12:23I'm right here
12:24I'm not touching it
12:25I'm not touching it
12:26No
12:27I'm barely touching it
12:28That was
12:29That was 95% of you
12:31Well, I almost died then
12:33Flipping up
12:33How are you, man?
12:34Pretty good to be fair
12:35I think I've had two days where I haven't got in the water
12:37So that's pretty good
12:38You've been surfing
12:39Yeah
12:39We should go surfing this week
12:41I did see dolphins today though
12:42I love dolphins so much
12:43Yeah
12:44But, uh, you met any girls?
12:46Nah, not at all
12:46Just been keeping your head down?
12:48Do you feel like you're, like, open to dating?
12:50I don't know, I feel like I'm probably, like, still dealing with, like, the last bit
12:52So you're just, like, still reeling from, like, the Kayla situation?
12:55Have you talked to any girls since?
12:57I just get too, like, paranoid and stuff, bro
12:58Like, I just don't like that sort of stuff anymore
13:00It's not like I don't trust relationships
13:02I just feel like I just needed, like, time for myself
13:05And it's been really great just to be able to, like, focus on myself
13:08And just almost, like, help with my mental health, really
13:13I don't know, what could it hurt to just talk to somebody?
13:15You look like a young Brendan Fraser
13:18Have you seen The Mummy?
13:19Yeah
13:20You look like Brendan Fraser in The Mummy
13:21I'll kind of take that
13:22How many reps are you going for?
13:24Let's go for eight
13:25Probably get twelve
13:30How was it seeing Kayla?
13:31Like, what did you guys talk about?
13:33Did you talk about the reunion?
13:34Did you just shoot the shit?
13:35Like
13:36Just saying, like, I apologize
13:38Um
13:39Then she was trying to get me back to hers
13:40Which was kind of weird
13:41And I was like, that's not happening
13:43The implication of asking somebody back to your place is like
13:46What, do you just want to talk?
13:48But I like to think that all she wanted to do was talk
13:51Look, it went generally quite well
13:52She didn't stab me or shoot me, so
13:54With Kayla
13:55I still care for her, obviously, quite a lot
13:56But I'd just rather hold her arms distance away
13:58And just, like, care for her from a distance
14:00We were just cool at the end of it
14:02It was almost just like seeing her old friend, I guess
14:04So have you invited everyone to your birthday party?
14:06Yeah, I invited everybody on Thursday
14:08Like, I wanted to make sure everybody knew that they were invited
14:11Did everyone say they were coming?
14:13I mean, like, a few people said they were coming
14:15But, like, I could kind of tell that they were, like, being nice
14:18It would mean a lot to me if, like, Cordell and Miguel came
14:21I don't know if Kenny will again
14:23Because, like, I feel like he wants to be a good boyfriend to Janae
14:26And if Janae's upset with me
14:28That might be weird for him to be at my party
14:30I would love for him to come, but I don't know
14:33She's clearly very upset with me
14:35Yeah, I don't know
14:36I just want to sit down and talk to her
14:39So, I don't know
14:40Yeah
14:41That's just tough
14:42Yeah, yeah, of course
14:43Yeah
14:48Feeling like Friday
14:50Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
14:53All right, here we go
14:55Ready, in, action
14:57What did I do?
14:58You tell me
14:59Who is Sarah?
15:00I heard you talking
15:01That was awesome
15:02Let's do it good
15:03Fuck out the door
15:04Fingers up
15:05Say your mama's been getting on your nerves all damn way
15:09Who is Sarah?
15:10Sarah?
15:11Um, Sarah Mize
15:12I heard you talking
15:13Great
15:14Um, so on this one
15:16Try it
15:16It's not who's and Sarah
15:17Just who's Sarah
15:18Who's Sarah?
15:19Okay
15:21Honestly, all the work that I've done post-Villa is super, super surreal
15:27Like, it's so much fun working with Cordell on this commercial shoot
15:30Because this is where we shine
15:33This is where we both have the most fun on camera and off camera
15:37And to be able to do these things, like, with my boyfriend
15:40Is, like, a blessing in itself
15:42So, 10 out of 10
15:44I was talking to the dermatologist
15:46I gotta do something about this
15:50Our schedules don't always align
15:52But when they do, it is great
15:54And, like, we typically are like, yes, yes, let's do it
15:57Because it gives us more time to, like, spend with each other
15:59Uh, I'll let everybody know what we're doing in here
16:02At any moment
16:03This is fun, though
16:04Working with you and stuff, man
16:05You the childish, like
16:07You playing too much
16:08I know you not talking to me
16:09I know you not talking to me
16:11Hey, I think I've been pretty
16:14Nah, you be, like, hella goofy
16:16Nah, I do, yeah
16:16It is, hey, look
16:18You gotta have fun
16:19You gotta have fun
16:21Never let them know you're like smooth
16:23Well, I used to do that
16:24Water gun, for real
16:25Watch this, look
16:31Oh, last night
16:33Got some bigger news
16:34Of two real big opportunities
16:36In May, too
16:37Yeah
16:37So that means you're gonna be gone even longer
16:39Yeah, unfortunately
16:43Come on, man, you see me every day
16:45Don't do that
16:45But, like, if, um
16:46Acting all sad like you don't see me
16:48Like, I don't live at your house
16:49Crinnell is going to Atlanta
16:50To film a scripted series
16:52He knew he wanted to act
16:53He knew what he wanted to get into
16:54And straight out of that villa
16:55He, like, did any and everything to get there
16:57And he's there
16:58So I'm so proud of him
16:59I'll barely be at home
17:00I mean, you know this
17:01He's gonna be gone for a little over a month
17:04And I'm very sad
17:06This will be the longest
17:08We've gone without seeing each other since
17:11Ever, actually
17:11So I'm definitely going to be missing him
17:14I promise I won't start any arguments
17:15Because I miss him
17:16I'm pro now
17:18But, yeah, we'll be on FaceTime
17:20Okay, so, where's Myla gonna be when you're in Atlanta?
17:24He probably gonna be with my sister
17:26We'll figure something out
17:27We're gonna have to
17:29We're gonna have to
17:31We're gonna do all baby steps
17:32Mm-hmm
17:33Is that a B?
17:35What?
17:36What are you talking about?
17:37That's it
17:38All right, guys, you ready for sound?
17:39Let's slide, we ready to do it
17:41We ready for your close-up?
17:43I'm ready to stunt
17:44If and when we get engaged and married
17:47We are going to move in together
17:49And by that time
17:50I'm going to need his cat
17:52To be my friend
17:54I'm gonna need it to know me
17:55And know that, you know
17:56I'm Big Mama
17:57And this is my house
17:58And you ain't about to be climbing on my damn counter
18:00Ready and action
18:03I'm glad we patched things up
18:05That's it
18:07Cut, cut, cut
18:08Very nice
18:30We didn't bring snacks for the pigs, they're gonna be so mad
18:33Oh my
18:35They're just lounging
18:40You know what that is, yeah?
18:42That's because I don't have no damn snacks, man
18:46Pony, what are you doing back there?
18:48Do you want some love too?
18:49No, Pony just wants food
18:50Pony is so cool with her little afro
18:53Look at you
18:53Since I could speak, I knew that I wanted to have every animal
18:59If your man doesn't like animals, I think you need to leave him
19:03I have three dogs, three pigs
19:06I think snakes are really misunderstood
19:08I've loved horses my whole life
19:10And then we moved into an equestrian community
19:12And I started taking riding lessons
19:16You done
19:17Oh, the drama
19:19Yeah, he said I don't want none of it
19:22We'll let you be
19:24My horse who I have now, Valentino
19:26He's just the best horse
19:27He's almost 21 now
19:28I've had him since he was 14
19:30He's a thoroughbred
19:31And that's always the breed that I wanted
19:33I want a thoroughbred and I wanted a Friesian horse
19:36I don't have a Friesian yet
19:37Clock in next
19:39You gotta tell me what kind of diet you're on, bro
19:41Because, like, your muscle definition is on a different level, mind you
19:44Train five times a week, six?
19:47You take creatine?
19:51Miguel has met all of my animals at the barn
19:54But today is the first day that he is finally riding Valentino
19:59And I definitely think that it's gonna open up another part of my world
20:04And hopefully it's gonna become our world
20:06Are you posing for them?
20:08Last time I rode a horse, I was a child
20:10It might have even been a dream
20:11That's how long that memory is
20:16Don't look good
20:18Do you remember when you did that to me?
20:20Reverse?
20:21I'd bite each other
20:23That's it?
20:24No, that's good
20:25Look at this
20:30Val is really good for beginner riders
20:32But, like, sometimes he'll try and fuck with you a lot
20:34Really? He can just sense it?
20:36Oh my god
20:37If you approach a horse nervous, it's gonna see that and be like, yo, homeboy's nervous
20:43Then I should be nervous
20:44Because they're fight or flight animals
20:46And you're gonna get bucked or you're gonna get fucked
20:47So, what's gonna go down?
20:50Okay, so we're gonna start with one side
20:51You're gonna take this foot
20:52No, wrong already
20:54You're gonna put your foot inward
20:56Okay
20:58And then just swing your leg over
20:59Yup
21:00The strap, baby
21:01Put the strap on your helmet
21:02Yes, yes, yes
21:03Safety's sexy
21:04Safety is sexy
21:05Let's see that positioning
21:06So let's not stick our feet out too far like that
21:09You want really good posture
21:11Chin up, shoulders back
21:13Chest up, baby
21:14Yes, sir
21:16Come on, Bailey
21:17Let's go to ballet
21:18Babe, you're honestly doing so well
21:20Really?
21:21Like, you're not wobbly, like, at all
21:23This is honestly amazing
21:25We need to do this more
21:27It has meant the world to me
21:28I never thought that I would be in a place where I had a boyfriend that would, like, care enough
21:33to even want to build a relationship with my animals
21:36That was really good, baby
21:37I'm actually really, really proud of you
21:39No, that was sick
21:40And I'm very proud of you
21:42You were so calm
21:45Oh, when a horse rubs their head on you like this, it means I love you
21:48You love me?
21:50Am I loved?
21:51Am I loved?
21:53Am I loved?
21:55Oh my god, I love you too
21:57It's really nice to know that the animals that she loves most are also starting to warm up to me
22:01I know that makes Leah feel good as well
22:05What do you think?
22:06No, that was actually really fun
22:07You think you would come and do it?
22:09No, like, I said, like, we need a farm, not even a barn, we need a farm
22:12We really do
22:13We really do
22:13Pick up the hay, put it out for the horses
22:16Go collect the eggs from the chickens
22:18Like, that's, like, the kind of life I want to live
22:20Really?
22:21No, like, 100%
22:22Oh, baby
22:25Do you think you black the head again?
22:27Do you think you black the head again?
22:35Hey, Kay, should we read our lines?
22:37Good morning, Highlanders
22:38Good morning
22:39Looks like your foundation's weighing you down
22:41Oh, I thought you were saying that to me
22:44This shoot is so huge because not only are we at, like, the biggest house in Malibu
22:49It's going to be aired, if I'm not mistaken, during season 7, Love Island
22:54I'm excited
22:55There's not much
22:56I love that they're one-liners
22:57Yeah
23:02I'm so tired
23:04Why are you tired?
23:05Shut up, bitch
23:08Kayler, a sleepover? Do we know who this guy is?
23:12I mean, I do, and you do too, but let's not talk with the name
23:14Okay, sorry, that's who I think it is
23:16Yeah
23:16I like him
23:18How do you know Kayler's man?
23:19I don't really know him too much
23:21I met him once, and from the time I met him, he seemed sweet and chill, so, yeah
23:26You guys were, like, such cute kids, you know what I mean?
23:29Oh, okay, you're really moving fast, bitch
23:31You're really moving fast
23:32But think about it, like, pageant babies and, like, little farmers
23:35Little farmers?
23:36Kidding
23:37No, no, no
23:38They're like a cute little country couple
23:40It's cute
23:41I'm just taking things one step at a time
23:44We're not even dating, we're just having fun
23:46So I know you had a conversation with Leah and Serena about Liv
23:50How did that go?
23:51It went really well, like, I also, like, don't want to involve other people
23:56You know, if I'm being very honest, I hate that I have to divide my time between you guys
24:01I mean, me too
24:01But we're always going to be family at the end of the day, you know what I mean?
24:04It doesn't, like, we're
24:05I don't want to be on that terms with her at all
24:07When I was talking to Liv, she mentioned the same thing
24:10The fact that you guys are arguing, like, you guys are sisters
24:13You guys been through way too much
24:15Like, the camera situation, she owned up to it, right?
24:18And she was, like, 100% in the wrong
24:19I shouldn't have put our relationship before him and his business
24:22And you know what, I was stupid
24:23I said to you, I will take full accountability for that
24:26I will
24:26I should have fucking told you that
24:28I think it hurt her that you guys already resolved that
24:30But you brought it up again, you know what I mean?
24:32If you truly forgive someone, you can't keep on throwing that situation in their face
24:36Because then it's as if you didn't forgive them
24:38But here's the thing, Janae
24:39The reason why I don't trust her is because of that situation
24:43So, like, okay, forgive, but I'm not going to forget
24:46I feel it, I feel you
24:47If I'm being honest, I can't see her anymore
24:49I just want to see them back together
24:50Because Liv and Kayla separate is, like, the weirdest thing
24:55It just doesn't feel right
24:56Do you ever see yourself reaching out to her soon?
25:01For right now, no
25:02Like, a text message isn't going to fix anything
25:05I mean, if I'm being honest, what I need to do is have a conversation one-on-one
25:09Because I'm pretty sure you guys are going to see each other soon, right?
25:11Aren't you guys both going to that one kid's party?
25:13Oh, Connor, yeah
25:16Do you think she's going to go?
25:18I thought she should go because that's her friend
25:19And she should support her friend on his birthday, you know what I mean?
25:22Are you guys going?
25:24Kayla, I'm going to need you to ask more logical questions when it comes to me
25:28Let's be realistic
25:30I don't know, forgive and forget, Janae
25:32No, it's forgive, but we never forget
25:36Facts, facts
25:43I want to dance with you
25:45I want to dance with you
25:47I want to dance with you
25:48Under the cell phone
25:53Yo, what up? How are you?
25:55Yeah, good
25:56You're not wearing black tonight, I'm wearing black tonight
25:58I've got other options, I can wear it
26:00We can't match a good
26:00No, we could, we could, we could do
26:02So, are you excited about your birthday?
26:04Yeah, I went shopping today
26:05Did you? Like, what did you get?
26:07I got two pairs of black jeans and this shirt I want to wear
26:10They're just like a darker wash of these
26:12Yeah, they're pretty cool
26:13These are cool
26:14I feel like I've seen you wear them before
26:15I already have worn these
26:18How are you feeling?
26:19I feel like tonight will be fun
26:22Might be some single girls there tonight too
26:24That's why they're going to stay single
26:34I need to introduce you to all my friends here
26:37This is Fifi
26:39Do you ring her from home?
26:42She's been holding it down for you
26:44No, she really has
26:45No, my mom went to Target and put ponytails in her
26:47Aww
26:48I'm so glad you're here
26:50Literally, last year, at this time
26:52You were helping me audition for Love Island
26:55Like, in my bedroom, filming you
26:57Dude, I could literally cry
26:59I'm so proud of you
27:01Thank you
27:01Oh, I don't want to ruin my claim
27:03No, you're making me cry
27:05But it's just like a full circle moment
27:07Like, last year we were fucking running bottles to table
27:09I was like
27:11Kaylee is my best friend in the entire world
27:13She is from back in Pennsylvania
27:16So I invited her to LA
27:18Because I feel really lonely
27:19Since Liv and I have been feeling weird about our friendship
27:23Kaylee is a real good friend
27:25Tonight should be fun
27:26I want to actually have a fun night
27:27It's like our first night in LA together
27:29But like, I don't want you to feel like it's gonna be weird with you and Liv too
27:33Because you obviously have a relationship with her
27:34Right
27:35Liv lived with me
27:36In Pennsylvania
27:37And of course I was so excited to introduce her to my very best friend
27:41Kaylee
27:41Kaylee and Liv had a lot of time to get to know each other
27:45Like, how do you feel?
27:46I feel sad
27:47Like you, it's really unfortunate
27:48That this is how this is playing out right now
27:51It's a weird feeling for me as well
27:54Because I was there when the lie was presented
27:56Kaylee was there for the lie
27:58About the camera
27:59Wait, what lie? What lie?
28:00A whole fucking fabricated lie Liv made up about a goddamn camera
28:04Oh yeah, I know the camera thing
28:06She didn't say that she got the camera from him
28:09No, instead she called Kaylee and I
28:10And said she went to the Canon store with her cousin
28:12And bought it for $800
28:14To be real, now I'm convinced she's just a liar
28:16Like, the camera
28:17The glam situation
28:19The party
28:19Babe
28:20Okay, receipts
28:22Timeline
28:22You lie to me once
28:23Cool
28:24You lie to me twice
28:25I catch you in it
28:26Fine, done
28:27Like, I'm not doing this shit
28:28I haven't seen or spoken to her since
28:30So, it's just
28:31It's like an icky feeling
28:33Yeah
28:33This is the last thing I wanted to happen
28:35Like, this is the worst case scenario
28:38Is that your little model friends?
28:51They're your little model friends
28:57What's up guys?
28:58Hey!
29:00Hey!
29:00What's up man?
29:01Hi yo!
29:02What's up man?
29:05What's up man?
29:08What's up man?
29:09What's up man?
29:10What's up man?
29:10What's up man?
29:10Happy motherfucking birthday
29:12Thank you dog, thank you
29:13How you living?
29:14Amazing, incredible, immaculate
29:16Fist up all black with the forces
29:18I mean there's a lot of girls here
29:20There's some single girls here
29:22Yeah, I went on a date deal
29:23I dated
29:24And it went well
29:24Is this spicy?
29:26Uh, not really spicy
29:26Okay, cheers
29:27Okay, cheers
29:29We're hot
29:30We're hot
29:32We're hot
29:33But the only thing that's like
29:34Making me have hesitation
29:35Is that she lives, bro
29:36She lives deadass
29:37Like two hours away
29:39Are we flying or driving?
29:42I think Kayla and Liv are gonna fucking
29:44Oh yeah, are they coming?
29:46They're not coming
29:47Kayla and Liv are late
29:48But they're coming
29:49They're not coming together
29:50They're not coming together
29:51Good times
29:52Good times
29:53Good times
29:54Hi
29:54Thank you so much
29:56Oh
29:57Hi guys
29:58Hey
29:59Hi
30:01I had a shoot yesterday
30:03I'm Kaylee
30:04Connor, nice to meet you
30:05Nice to meet you
30:05Happy birthday
30:06Thank you
30:06Hey Kaylee
30:07Oh my god
30:09Yes
30:09We're getting you back together
30:10We are so back
30:12We are so back, baby
30:13Kendall, Kayler, Connor, and now Kaylee
30:16This is starting to sound a lot less like a friend group
30:18And more like a law firm
30:20I want to introduce Kaylee to you
30:21Is he here?
30:22Is he here?
30:22I can't see
30:23Is he?
30:24Oh, he's right here
30:26Aaron!
30:27How are you doing?
30:28Oh, I've not seen you before
30:29Hello
30:30Kaylee, Kaylee
30:31What's your name?
30:32Huh?
30:33What's your name?
30:33What's your name?
30:34What's your name?
30:35What's your name?
30:36What's your name?
30:38Don't be a fucking weirdo
30:40Bro, you're fucking crazy
30:42You're fucking crazy
30:43That's my best friend Kaylee
30:45Oh
30:45Whatever you want from Instagram
30:47I didn't block your Instagram
30:48Yes, you did
30:49Get it up right now
30:50If I search it and look
30:51And she comes up
30:52Hey, wait, but go
30:53Go to your call
30:54Unblocked
30:55No, because it says it here
30:56You twat
30:56Look, block
30:57She's unblocked
30:58Okay, guys, everyone back home
30:59Can you see this right now?
31:00I haven't blocked any of her friends, sir
31:02I thought Aaron had Kaylee blocked
31:05But after the reunion
31:06I was asking my friends to check up on Aaron
31:10Because I knew I was blocked
31:12And they were also fucking blocked
31:14I'm just glad we're in a good place now
31:15Cheers
31:16Cheers
31:16To being unblocked
31:17Cheers to being unblocked
31:19Oh, hell yeah
31:19Oh, no, I'm still blocked
31:21With this sort of whole social media world
31:23Post Love Island
31:24Everyone wants to become the sort of influencer
31:26And people have almost segregated into
31:30If you're over a million followers
31:31You're in this friendship group
31:33If you're between half a million and a million
31:34You're in this friendship group
31:36So I do believe people have changed a little bit
31:38And I think I've tried to
31:39As much as possible
31:40Remember the people from the show
31:42Are the real people that I met
31:44And not the ones that sometimes I see now
31:46Post-show
31:47You guys see Liv
31:48Huh?
31:49You guys see Liv
31:50You guys are gonna talk tonight, right?
31:51That's the only time
31:52I mean, I'm not seeking a best friendship
31:55Out of like
31:56You don't want a best friendship again?
31:58Kendall, I don't think you understand the situation
32:02Hi, thank you
32:03No, I know, I know
32:04But you're just
32:05So I'm just
32:05It's a question
32:06I know
32:07But like, no
32:08I don't want to be best friends right now with her
32:12Liv's here
32:12Yeah, Liv's here
32:13Oh!
32:14Liv!
32:16You look stunning
32:18Hi!
32:24Liv!
32:26Liv!
32:26Yeah
32:26Happy birthday
32:27Thank you
32:28Thank you
32:28Thank you for having me
32:29Yeah
32:30Why are you saying hi to me?
32:37Are you gonna go say hi?
32:38Yeah
32:38I should
32:39Yeah
32:39I'll wait for her to talk through
32:43She's not even acknowledging
32:44I know, I can't even wait for you to get up
32:48It's like I just want to like dip honestly
32:52I'm gonna get out of here
32:54Because I just hate standing here and acting like we're strangers
32:57And we're clearly not fucking strangers
33:01I'm trying to hit that
33:04I'm trying to hit that
33:07I'm trying to hit that
33:08And let me do that
33:09I'm trying to hit that
33:10Let me do that
33:12Let me do that
33:13I look like a clown
33:16Yay!
33:18We're matching!
33:20Hi, dude!
33:21Hitting out
33:21I know
33:22Really?
33:24I knew you were gonna say it
33:25Hi, dude
33:26Hi, dude
33:27Hi, buddy
33:28It just so happened that
33:30I wanted to go bowling
33:31The same day as C-boy's birthday
33:33Did I know it was his birthday?
33:34No
33:35I can control that
33:36I just want to be born that day
33:38There's nowhere else we'd rather be than with Miggie and Leah
33:42Guys, I have him bowling so long
33:44He's gonna need the slide that the kids use
33:48That slide, that's it
33:50Let's start this
33:51Oh, he's ready to go
33:53Yeah, he's on it
33:54He cannot hold himself back
33:55Jeez!
33:57Oh, close but no cigar
33:59Fuck!
34:01I am more competitive
34:02Kenny thinks he's more competitive
34:04And I let him think that
34:05But we right now
34:06I have a drive from within
34:08I don't always voice it
34:09But I do feel it
34:11It comes from the heart
34:12Be for real right now
34:18Wow!
34:21Are you serious?
34:23Babe, no!
34:25Just wait for it
34:26Oh!
34:29I'll take it
34:29Yes!
34:31Walk, mid-weight
34:32Did it late, but it's alright
34:35I followed you guys
34:36No, no, no, no, sorry
34:37Take this as a note
34:38Don't listen to men
34:39Men are always wrong
34:41Oh!
34:47Tell me the top three foster dog places here in LA
34:51Kenny thought maybe reaching out to Leah
34:54And asking how the whole fostering works
34:56Would be a good idea
34:57And I agreed
34:58So
34:58Fair enough
34:59Foster a dog for the summer
35:00Yogi's house is one of the rescues that I work with
35:04We fostered one of their dogs during the fires
35:07Oh my gosh
35:08Done!
35:08It's really cute
35:09Okay, so he's never had a dog
35:10So last night he goes
35:11Bring him to the dog at your place
35:13I'm like, okay, step one
35:13If you want a dog
35:14You're gonna, like, just leave at someone else's place
35:16Kenny!
35:17You're gonna fail
35:18Kenny, we're starting off on a very wrong foot
35:21I was under the impression
35:22That maybe we'd share time
35:24With the dog
35:25The dog would stay at her apartment
35:26The dog would stay at mine for a little bit
35:28Maybe I have a busy day
35:30She has a free day
35:31Maybe the dog's
35:32I've never seen you know that
35:34And then he was like
35:35No, it's gonna be at my place
35:37I'm like, oh, what shit
35:38It's gonna be at both of yours
35:39You fucking neighbors
35:40You're acting like it
35:41No, she doesn't want it at hers
35:42I've always had a dog
35:44So, like, I know what I need to do
35:46But I would love to see how Kenny acts
35:48When there's another responsibility at hand
35:50Do you think the dog is gonna cause, like, any rifts?
35:54I don't know
35:55I feel like it's a good test
35:57It will force us to have better communication
35:59Like, it's like playing practice
36:00Like, mom and dad
36:02I think it's gonna be good
36:03It's gonna be fun
36:04Fostering a dog would be the perfect test
36:07To our parenting skills
36:08Because I know I'm gonna be great
36:10I just can't wait to see how Kenny does
36:12It's literally like having a child
36:13Cause you gotta take care of it
36:14You gotta take it for walks
36:15You gotta make sure he's fed
36:16It's like Playhouse
36:17Cause let's not forget
36:18I want four kids
36:20I think it's gonna be good
36:21It's gonna be fun
36:31Talk to any girls tonight?
36:32No
36:32Have you been talking to any girls?
36:33No, no
36:33You've been on going on any dates?
36:36Come on
36:37But I don't think this guy's talked to a girl
36:38Since he left the villa
36:39So one of my goals this summer
36:41Is to get that ball rolling again
36:43Like, there's no shortage of great looking girls in LA
36:46And a lot of them aren't looking for anything serious
36:50Let's introduce you guys to Aaron
36:52We can do it
36:52I believe in us
37:07Let's do it
37:09I'm basically just visiting Connor for two months
37:11From LA
37:11Yeah
37:11A whole different bar
37:12Basically
37:13We got some sun here
37:14Do you not have a good summer in London?
37:16Or like in the UK?
37:16I mean, I don't live in London
37:17But
37:18Six hours away from London
37:20Where I live
37:20And
37:21Not at all
37:22And
37:25Yeah
37:25I live on a farm next to the beach
37:27Do you have horses?
37:28No, we have sheep
37:28That's about it
37:29That's fine
37:30Yeah
37:35Look at Aaron rising the girls up
37:38Hey babe, they're hot
37:39I don't blame you
37:40Get your wrist on
37:42Go ahead
37:43Fit helps your confidence
37:44It's actually entertaining for me
37:46To see him interact
37:48Are we gonna get like
37:49Some like ex donkeys?
37:50What's an ex donkey?
37:52You know the ones that they like abuse
37:53And they make them work loads
37:54Oh
37:55It's like a
37:56It's like a retirement donkey
37:57Don't say that
37:58Yeah
37:58Oh
37:59I have no interest whatsoever
38:01In exploring anything
38:03Yeah, I just
38:04I have to be nice to them
38:05And just say hi
38:06And speak
38:07And yeah
38:08But
38:09I'd rather be chilling by the snacks
38:12Hey
38:13Hello
38:14Hello stranger
38:15This is spicy mag
38:16You got the same?
38:18Nah
38:18I got a mezcal margarita
38:19I just want you to get out of this conversation
38:22Um
38:22Are you gonna
38:23Are you gonna
38:24You should go up and say something to her
38:25But why
38:26Why do you guys
38:27Talk to each other?
38:29She's the ones with the issues with me
38:30So
38:31If you have the issues with me
38:32Then you should then be like
38:33I wanna talk to you as a friend
38:36I'm gonna go talk to Liv
38:37Oh
38:37It's like weird that I haven't said anything yet
38:39You know?
38:40Yeah, yeah, yeah
38:41Love you
38:41Love you
38:43Look at Erin talking to a girl one on one
38:46Oh
38:46You act as if it's a solo eclipse
38:48Hi beautiful
38:49Hi Liv
38:50You look stunning
38:51So do you
38:51Sorry
38:52I feel like
38:53I haven't said hi to you yet
38:55No, same, same
38:55I didn't wanna like
38:56Yeah, I didn't wanna like cross the line or anything
38:58You're not crossing the line
39:00How are you feeling?
39:01I haven't talked to you
39:02But I know you have to be upset too
39:04I'm like not even gonna lie
39:05Or try and be like one of the
39:06Like I've deadass cried for the past six days
39:09But also
39:10If you're that hurt
39:11You wouldn't move like that
39:13I've obviously hurt her
39:14Enough for her to do that
39:15Yeah
39:15But I thought that she would then
39:18Like have a little respect to be like
39:20Can we have it in a private setting?
39:22How are you?
39:24Actually
39:24I mean
39:24Real talk
39:26I'm fine
39:27But like also like
39:28This shit is so weird to me
39:30Like I hate this
39:31Like I hate this
39:32I
39:33I think everyone who cares about both of you
39:36Like you still wanna be friends with both, right?
39:40Honestly
39:41Like
39:41It's never gonna be the same
39:47Test me
39:51You know what sucks?
39:53I'll tell you later
39:54Let me not say that out loud
39:55No
39:56What?
39:57Taylor
39:57I'm following with today on Instagram
40:00You're lying
40:01Yes
40:02I don't know
40:03But
40:03It makes me so sad
40:04Like the problem is
40:05They will call each other
40:07Like
40:07Oh she wants to talk she can call me
40:08Well if she wants to talk she can call me
40:10I'm like okay
40:10You guys
40:11You know what I mean?
40:12If you guys are real friends
40:13And you actually really have created something serious with each other
40:16Speak with each other
40:17I have a plan for you to sign
40:18Just do sign outside of a group setting
40:22Seeing Liv and Kayla's bond fall apart
40:24Honestly it hurts my feelings
40:26Even though it has nothing to do with my feelings
40:28They've both vented to me about the situation
40:30If Kayla and Liv refuse to talk to one another
40:33I will gladly step in and handle it
40:35Because I'm big sis at the end of the day
40:37We're not gonna spend our whole summer with them arguing
40:40That sounded like a nightmare
40:47I feel like your guys friendship has been like a little rocky for a few weeks
40:51I just think you guys need to have a conversation
40:53Both like drop the defense
40:55But I also have to defend myself
40:56Because you're coming at my character
40:57In a group of people setting
41:00They all went out the night before
41:02And I was seeing her the next day
41:04I didn't get invited
41:05Babe, babe
41:06You didn't live with her
41:07It's completely different
41:09It's completely fucking different
41:11I feel like you both think
41:13That the other one did something to hurt each other
41:16And that's why I keep saying
41:17The only way you're gonna get past this
41:18Is if you both drop that
41:20And you'd have to believe
41:21That the other person didn't do it maliciously
41:23Or else you won't get past it
41:26I miss having an amazing best friend
41:29I miss it so much
41:30I hate that we're in this spot
41:31But like also
41:33We need to have a conversation
41:35Look guys
41:36This is what lack of communication does
41:39A happy birthday
41:40I'm gonna leave
41:41Yeah, I love you
41:42Thank you for having the talk with me
41:44I want you guys to sit down and talk
41:45I know, me too
41:47But right now is not the time
41:48Okay
41:49Yeah
41:49I understand
41:50I don't think Kay
41:52Understands how embarrassing it was
41:53To like
41:54Sit down and like
41:55Your best friend coming straight
41:56Guns blazing at you
41:58As she said
41:59I have no more tears left to cry
42:03Hey guys
42:07You wanna leave or you go?
42:08Yeah, I'm over it
42:11There's no point to be here
42:12We can't be friends
42:15I love you
42:17Alright
42:17Thank you
42:18I hope you guys can talk
42:20At some point
42:22Get home safe
42:29Bye, I love you guys
42:30Have a good night
42:32Goodness gracious
42:36Why are you laughing in these situations?
42:38Happy birthday to you
42:42Happy birthday to you
42:46Happy birthday dear Connell
42:47Happy birthday to you
42:51Oh shit
42:51Fuck!
42:53Just throw that out
42:54Throw that out
42:55Yeah
42:56Hey
42:57How was that?
42:59It's just not a time for you guys to have a conversation.
43:01Like, she's too defensive.
43:03I don't think resolution's coming tonight,
43:05so I don't think you guys should have a conversation tonight.
43:07Yeah, I don't care to.
43:09Yeah, honestly.
43:36Oh, that's so cute.
43:40Right this way, love's right.
43:41Oh, thank you.
43:42Thank you so much.
43:44I don't think I brought the right album.
43:45I got you.
43:47Okay, we're going to go on with positive vibes.
43:50Positive vibes?
43:51Are you hungry, hungry?
43:52Yeah, like I'm peckish, I feel.
43:54What does peckish mean?
43:55Like, you want to pick up some things?
43:56Yeah, pick up little things.
43:58That is so cute.
43:58Okay, let's do like, yeah, let's do like little,
44:00like two, three appetizers.
44:02This is beautiful here.
44:03Can we actually leave that?
44:04Of course.
44:07Do you recommend anything?
44:08Yeah, our spicy margarita or our cucumber margarita.
44:12I like the way you think.
44:13So I have this plan,
44:15and I don't think a lot of people will like this plan,
44:18but really, if this is what it takes for Liv and Keely to be one again,
44:22I've placed it upon myself to be the mediator of the situation,
44:26only because I love them both equally and dearly,
44:31and they know that.
44:32Make some margarita.
44:34Thank you so much.
44:35They look beautiful.
44:36So the plan is to get Liv and Keely to meet up at a lunch.
44:41Not exactly tell Keely,
44:43only because I didn't know if she was going to show up or not.
44:50Hi.
44:52Hi.
44:53Hi.
44:53Hi, pretty girl.
44:55How are you?
44:55I'm good.
44:56How are you?
44:57You look so cute.
44:58So cute, too.
44:59Are you shocked to see Liv here today?
45:03Is that a fucking question?
45:05I bet I would have told you you wouldn't shut up,
45:08so just to play it safe.
45:09No, I would have still shut up.
45:10Junaid and Liv are both aware that I'm coming in.
45:13I'm the only one being blindsided.
45:14Like, I literally was caught completely off guard.
45:17Wait, do you want to order a drink?
45:19I would actually love one.
45:20Can we please order a drink?
45:21I just thought with a sugar rim would be great.
45:23Sugar rim.
45:29Welcome to Nene's Mediation.
45:32I love you guys so much.
45:33You guys are too much of bad bitches to be, like, fighting.
45:36You guys are sisters.
45:38I think you should start first.
45:40Say your piece, whatever you need to say,
45:41and then when she's done, let her know how you feel.
45:43But you have to be honest.
45:45You have to be transparent.
45:46If you guys want this relationship to, like, really heal
45:48and go back to what it was.
45:53I hate arguing with you,
45:54but I felt like whenever I came and approached you
45:57at the Love Island party, I came out of my heart,
45:59and I think I caught you off guard, and I'm sorry for that,
46:02but I felt like I was being left out.
46:04I can see how you can be hurt,
46:06but also it's not my birthday.
46:08But also, like, there was things that, like,
46:10leading up to that that I would never do to you.
46:14Like, the hair and makeup.
46:16Hair and makeup, lying, leaving you out.
46:19What's bothering you?
46:21I'm hurt, especially that you were saying that I was fake.
46:24To me, I think that's very questionable,
46:26because I feel like I've been a good friend to you,
46:28and you've been a great friend to me.
46:29I felt like our friendship has been indifferent
46:31ever since you made up the lie about the canon
46:33and all of that stuff.
46:34Did you voice that to her a month and a half ago?
46:37Absolutely.
46:38Did you apologize a month and a half ago?
46:39She apologized once.
46:41But did you forgive her a month and a half ago?
46:43I did forgive her, but since that situation,
46:45our friendship hasn't been the same.
46:48Why didn't you just say, hey, I'm here?
46:50You weren't thinking of it?
46:51Because I was already going through my own thing with him.
46:54I should have said, hey, I'm going to this club.
46:55And that made me selfish of me to be just prioritizing my guy.
46:59And, like, I should have probably checked in more.
47:01But if I'm honest, I also went through something that night,
47:04and I was heartbroken, and you heard about it.
47:06And I even texted you, and you didn't even text me.
47:08What happened that night?
47:10Wait, no.
47:12Well, I can't say it.
47:13She's going to freak the fuck out.
47:15Saying, like, what went down between me and him?
47:17No.
47:18I was so emotional.
47:19I reached out to KK.
47:21I turned to you, and you didn't do anything.
47:24And I was so confused why she wasn't replying
47:27or answering me back.
47:29I was sick to my stomach.
47:30I was also hurt.
47:31So I think, and I'm sorry.
47:32I want to be there for you, Liv.
47:33I fucking love you.
47:35You are my sister, but I don't feel like I can trust you.
47:40But it also goes back to, like, just my life.
47:42And, like, I was raised also in a household.
47:45Like, Liv, you know my situation.
47:47Like, I can't trust.
47:48I could never trust people growing up.
47:50So I guess now, like, whenever I get, like,
47:52someone in my life that's really close to me, lying to me,
47:55I feel different about them in my heart.
47:59I have just had people in my life growing up
48:02that have lied a lot to me,
48:04but also Liv's aware of the liars that have been in my life
48:08because she lived with me.
48:09So she knows and understands my trauma
48:11and what I've been through.
48:12I just simply don't want people in my life
48:15where I feel like I can't trust.
48:17And if you can't understand that,
48:19I don't really know where to go from here.
48:30I don't know where to go from here.
48:30I don't know where to go from here.
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