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00:08Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm Hugh, and I hope you're Hugh.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, you got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:19Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:23Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:28We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:32We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I love Tahoe!
00:35I am ready to conquer the snow!
00:40Yeah, Iris!
00:42I can't stop!
00:44Look at this!
00:50Hi, Maya, how are you?
00:51Hi, sorry, no.
00:52You got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:03Jeez!
01:05Hey, y'all!
01:06I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair!
01:11So you pick the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good, though?
01:18Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody,
01:37including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:43I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:46I am exhausted.
01:54I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check on, see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry, I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
02:09And, like, the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:24I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:30And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where is he going?
02:40We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:46I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:48What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:50Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, it's some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling the critics, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian.
03:08Be friends with Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker.
03:21But she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend, she's not looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:34Know what?
03:35Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:36Yeah.
03:37Nah, I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:40They don't want to be, like, your friend because of my obvious.
03:42Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:50Like, we not over here talking shit on them or, like, don't want to be around them.
03:54Like, I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not...
03:56I'm cool with them.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping
04:02to get out of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys and
04:29it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you.
04:34I think you all are great people, but I have my own things to deal with.
04:38I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:43Sometimes I'm not, like, really present, but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:49People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55In reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:05You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I mean...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:17You know, it's just, like, being a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:20Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:22Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word, so it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We connected, I can't say what's up, nothing, she looked away.
05:31What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:42It might just be ego.
05:44Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:55I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:00I'm just very drawn off.
06:02Like, everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their body.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone.
06:19And, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone, that's singling me out.
06:28It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31Yeah, you're literally, like, I praise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39Like, I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:42But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:45The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:50Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:55I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs.
07:12That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15I brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend.
07:32Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like, it's like girl code.
07:40Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella, but I think she always tries to bring
08:00everybody together and everyone should be friends.
08:02And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing is on the withhold right
08:09now because of the friendships and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can't understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces, in the same
08:23rooms as your exes is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
08:28I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya.
08:43I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup, I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian
08:49for $20,000.
08:50And I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her.
08:56And I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:58I respect each one of you and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just like a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those like schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not like completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's going to push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just, I have a flight and I'm going to leave.
09:20You can leave.
09:21That's fine.
09:21Good night, everyone.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out, it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but like, that's.
09:42She does have a flight though.
09:44But like, that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad.
09:53And I'm not somebody that's like, when I'm having a hard time, I can fake it with a smile
09:57on my face and that can come off as like bitchy or rude, I guess, but I just kind of
10:03have
10:03to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay.
10:05I'm not standing for that.
10:15I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:17She's being vulnerable and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:32I've seen her going through some mental stuff and I give her so much grace, but I'm not
10:39part of the situation.
10:40And I have to say that I understand how these girls feel.
10:43Because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:46She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything like to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know.
10:58I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling though?
11:00How are you?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03Like, I'm sorry.
11:04I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night.
11:12Let's go to bed.
11:16I'll catch y'all.
11:18Come on, get your ass up.
11:22Oh boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:25I'm turning you into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like where he's like, that's me.
11:32Volcano coming out of my head.
11:33You just need to sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris.
11:35You're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me, at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:53Brr.
11:54Big brr.
11:55Ooh, I wouldn't want to miss you.
12:00Ooh, I'm feeling quite like this.
12:06Hmm.
12:08Isn't this so pretty?
12:09It is.
12:10You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we're going to have a nice view.
12:18Okay.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:26So, what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:31I like New York and I like L.A., but I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home, continue to work towards the goals I had for myself
12:43before all of this was introduced, the life coaching in school and, you know, that side
12:50of things.
12:50I'm just going to stay in North Carolina, travel to New York and L.A. for work, and I'm
12:56going to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So, with content creation, social media, this will all help me be able to pay for school
13:06and be comfortable in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:12I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So, we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:20Clark decided to stay in North Carolina, showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger
13:25picture and not just trying to, you know, live in the moment.
13:28I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
13:30It's more of a slower pace, not as bad traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38Sips tea.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:48Yeah.
13:49Shit.
13:49Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs.
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:58They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:07We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11If these are exes, no, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much power.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:21The problem is with Iris and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my text with Grayson.
14:29December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:31Yeah, and I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:34Did you guys squash it?
14:35I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her, and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in, like, you know, because what
14:45was I doing the night of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home, and I still made a point to make sure she was
14:53still okay.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them, and for them to just say this out of nowhere to
15:07me is very hurtful.
15:09I appreciate you always having my back and always listening to me, and always being there for me and giving
15:15me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:17And I love you.
15:19Thank you for always being there for me.
15:20I love you, too.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody, and with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:47I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love I love you.
15:59Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
16:01Waking up, waking up, waking up to the best life.
16:04Oh, oh, oh, oh, waking up, waking up to the best life.
16:07Good morning.
16:08Good morning.
16:09Good morning.
16:09Good morning.
16:12Hey, come on, everybody.
16:14Gather around.
16:14Let's go snowboarding.
16:16Woo!
16:18Snowmobiling.
16:19Snowmobiling.
16:19Fuck.
16:20All right.
16:21Come on, everybody.
16:21Let's go tubing and snowmobiling.
16:24Yay!
16:25Yay!
16:28Everybody, let's bounce.
16:29Bring your asses.
16:31All right.
16:31All right.
16:34I got something to prove
16:37and I got nothing to lose.
16:41So here we go.
16:42Go, go, go.
16:44Oh, my gosh.
16:50I'm excited.
16:51Yeah!
16:53We going snowmobiling.
16:55Hi, guys.
16:57Couples, man.
16:58Couples shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple.
17:06Whoa.
17:07We got heels and shit?
17:09Oh, my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Oh, damn.
17:11Wait, can we go down two at a time?
17:13Nah, bro.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:18Oh, shit.
17:22Ty?
17:22Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:25Oh, my God.
17:28Poor Grayson.
17:31Ow.
17:37Yeah, buddy.
17:44Oh, hell.
17:47Yo, how you making this shit go faster, dawg?
17:49Little dude, no, we ain't in competition, okay?
17:51This is couple versus couple.
17:52They don't even know.
17:52What's up?
17:53But...
17:54Damn.
17:57Probably gonna throw up.
18:03What?
18:04Oh, no, that is crazy.
18:08Yeah.
18:10Yeah.
18:12And that's what I call a rivalist style, bitches.
18:19Are you having fun?
18:21Uh, yeah.
18:22You?
18:23Uh, yeah.
18:25I mean, it's very like yesterday.
18:29Um...
18:31I feel like we need to talk, though.
18:34For sure.
18:35What's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us and our friendship,
18:42I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
18:46I'll bet.
18:47All right, then I'll stop.
18:47That's fair.
18:48But I've never once, like, led you on.
18:51No, that's not true.
18:53How's it not true?
18:55I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
18:59I know.
19:01Oh!
19:03Look at this!
19:06Hey.
19:07Good morning.
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
19:14Friendship.
19:15Best friend.
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
19:22We're flaring, we're posting a lot of content together,
19:25so everybody thinks we're together, and we're not.
19:31Yes, we flirt together.
19:33Yes, together.
19:34And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
19:35But the mix signals sing us like...
19:37Well, it's you always...
19:39Who stars?
19:41It's always you.
19:41All right, you got it.
19:42Hey.
19:42No, I don't...
19:43No, I'm...
19:44No, I don't want to make you...
19:45I promise we're good.
19:55No, I don't...
19:56No, I'm...
19:56No, I don't want to make you...
19:58I promise we're good.
19:59No, I don't want to make you happy.
20:07Well, that went bad, I think.
20:10If you care about me as your friend, why are you hurting my feelings?
20:15Like...
20:15You're literally playing with me.
20:23are we gonna stay on
20:34hey maya can i talk to you for a quick second about what uh i'm respecting your boundaries
20:42and that's kind of what i just really quick just want to touch on the only thing i want to
20:46say is
20:47i wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries i just feel
20:52like the boundaries switched and if you real quick was like brian real on some real shit
20:59we can't really greet each other i'm just doing this for me and my relationship i would have been
21:03like cool noted like we're good the only thing i felt hella like slapped in the face with was like
21:09the dinner table thing at the end of the day if i don't fuck with someone i just don't fuck
21:15with
21:15you i thought the the dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in
21:20a
21:20cultural way like that's why i was like even questioning like is that about me i mean if
21:26you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi that's a you problem no but
21:32that's
21:32not something i'm cool with and that's not something my man's cool with and we will never be not for
21:36sure no i see that and that's cool like i'm not negating that at all especially with this new
21:41relationship that i have right now that i'm very content in i don't want anything especially
21:51brian boundaries confusion to destroy this beautiful love story that i have currently going on
21:59we gave each other a hug in palm springs right we said hi boom that's it that's it sorry you
22:04love
22:04good good good it's not like i was giving you like it was a hair it was a heritage thing
22:11we know that
22:11like we we both went through that like with with the villa thing i'm not trying to say that you
22:16came
22:16in there with a tension of trying to be malicious or anything like that but what i'm saying is that
22:21before we were just saying hi keeping it casual but now as my relationship is progressing
22:26it's like i don't even want to say hi to you and that's fine i was just confused i'm the
22:30one that
22:30pulled me for a child right now no i know just because it was like this is the last day
22:33on the
22:33trip like i was just confused as in like if i really od disrespected it or something that is being
22:37disrespectful okay then i apologize for that that won't happen again well you go that way i'll go this
22:43way and that's cool like that's what it is that's literally what it is yes it's wild to hear that
22:48she thinks i was trying to disrespect her relationship uh i hope that works out like i really do have
22:53wish her nothing but the best god bless god bless
23:01that is literally the clarity i need book is closed and it's sent away i'm happy that that was clear
23:08whatever the fuck happened right there because motherfucker don't even fucking come near me
23:13are you crazy you see how long my motherfucking hair is when i flip it that's how far you gotta
23:18stay back away back the fuck up from me and my bitch the fuck
23:26can i can i can i jump and go okay no christopher please be careful do you have gloves
23:33i'm such a mom let me just relax he's nuts he's literally nuts
23:41no shit's so weird bro he was like i've always been clear we're friends what he said that yeah
23:47i'm like i'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit the day before the bar he
23:52kissed
23:52me yeah i never said that to make him look bad yeah so how you gotcha oh my god too
24:00late okay i'm your
24:01best friend but you kissed me two days ago but not only just kissing me but also being all over
24:08me
24:09i think he's trying to protect his image even though we're flirting at the end of the day like
24:16i know we're just friends i'm not gonna like do something to jeopardize that has she ever tried to
24:21escalate things with you no i have all the test messages it's always him testing me i'm like we're
24:28friends we don't need to talk every day he's like hey just checking on you don't fucking check on me
24:31yeah me until our friends he's not checking on me you should sometimes
24:40i just graced it with my life i forgot how to start it already i'm not even gonna hold you
24:44i forgot how to start it already y'all keep walking over here okay
24:48you're fine yeah bye
24:54this is giving you all over again at the end of the day i think that when you use words
25:00and say
25:00things like i let you or i allow you it gives a false perception that it was one-sided i
25:07never said
25:07that i said you're always the one to initiate everything and i follow like i do it back yeah that
25:14feels like different than like mutual though like it just feels like i'm like just annoying you or on your
25:19body crazy no because i always said it's fun and i like it but it has to stop because that's
25:25smooth
25:25like that's all you had to say i feel like the conversation but i think i said the same thing
25:28just
25:29in different words but at the end of the day it's like you want the flirting to stop i'm so
25:34down for that i guess i mean after this trip i guess i'll see you around i'll see you around
25:42just crazy i mean i don't know what okay good at first i didn't understand where anjun was coming
25:51from because i was like i'm telling you we're just friends how you're getting mixed signals but if i'm
25:56telling you we're just friends and we're flirting like we're not just friends that's how you get mixed
25:59signals come come over here yeah come is my hair messed up i can't even see anything i can't even
26:05see you
26:06what are you gonna do she knows the type of conversation we need to have she's already
26:10texted me this morning crying we don't need to do this if you don't want to she was basically giving
26:14me an out like dead ass she gonna take that bad either way but how was you planning to do
26:19it in
26:19the first place off camera coco keeps telling me to do it off camera like talk to her off camera
26:24i know my boy chris is uh scared to talk to coco because he's scared that courtney might come out
26:30but
26:31i think he should just rip the band-aid off instead of like having it lingered on because the
26:34longest it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore the real courtney gonna come out
26:40i
26:40hope he does it quick because it's only gonna get worse and respect your wishes because if you don't
26:45she'll get more mad at you for not respecting her wishes that's what i'm saying okay all right
26:49guys i'm ready to go back to the honest video yeah i'm starving i'm cold
26:58i feel like today was the first day i was finally able to enjoy myself fully
27:02i really had such a great time it was so fun
27:10time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here
27:18oh my god it's time to go back home
27:25i didn't even get to wear my fur tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the
27:32end
27:32i feel like the division just grew more prominent and i hate that for us
27:43guys quick we're gonna miss the sunset i had a great time in tahoe there were obviously some
27:49tough conversations and it was a little weird but we're a big family at the end of the day we
27:56went through a very unique experience together and i'm just so happy to have these friendships
28:14i think we got a good this is eight bars from last time yeah and i think we got a
28:21nice little
28:22record here honestly i'm excited my team and i are hoping to drop the album right before summer because
28:29we want to make sure that all of the girlies all the papayas are you know what the dads could
28:34dance
28:34to it too
28:49since you were sick in tahoe did you even get to talk to grayson wait how was that for you
28:53though
28:53seeing her it was fine we're both just kind of at the understanding now it's just not like gonna
28:58happen you're gonna kick with her oh yeah like i mean she's a really great friend do you know what
29:04i mean andreena just texted me what did andreena say i love you i miss you where you at no
29:11i'm just
29:11kidding i'm gonna give it 10 minutes to the flight and stuff
29:13fuck off
29:27thank you
29:30Enjoy.
29:38What's up, brother?
29:39How we doing?
29:40Good to see you, bro.
29:40Long time to see you.
29:41My name is Nick Vance.
29:43I'm from Jacksonville, Florida.
29:44You might know me from season seven, Love Island.
29:52I'm a mom.
29:54Mamacita.
30:01Quick, hurry up, get in.
30:03What the fuck?
30:05You might not.
30:07And if you don't, my name is Nick Vance.
30:09Cheers, bro.
30:10Good to see you, man.
30:11You as well.
30:12How's wifey?
30:13How's wifey?
30:13Great, bro.
30:14We're now dating and everything, so.
30:16Sick.
30:17Yeah, I've been staying with her for a little while.
30:18I'm with Jeremiah all the time.
30:20I'm with Hannah, Iris.
30:21Pepe all the time?
30:22No, he honestly hasn't been showing up.
30:24Really?
30:25Is there beef?
30:26There's a bunch of stuff he said
30:27took away from Iris and I's relationship.
30:29But, uh, we're not on the same page.
30:32We, uh, you know, we'll just, we're just not gonna be friends.
30:36I'm not that surprised that, you know, that there's tension.
30:39Since the beginning of time, girls will make men go crazy.
30:42Pepe and I are boys.
30:44I just support both my boys at the end of the day.
30:46Like, I stay out of it.
30:47Where'd you get that thing, bro?
30:48Well, Andrew got it for me for Christmas.
30:50Oh, really?
30:50Yeah.
30:50That's fire.
30:51Bro, it's dancing.
30:53I gave her a present and, um, I, like, filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever.
30:56And people started, like, crashing out, like...
30:59Why?
30:59The, I guess, like, the Louis box was, it was small.
31:02Oh.
31:03But, like, people were like, oh, like, he didn't get her shit.
31:06Yeah, yeah, yeah.
31:06I was like, fuck you.
31:07Oh, my God.
31:07I got her something good, but...
31:09That, that's, like, some of the toughest things.
31:12Yeah.
31:12Like, since the villa, like, dealing with the public and, like, everyone watching everything
31:16and, like, having an opinion, I think it's, like...
31:18It's crazy.
31:18Yeah.
31:19Because, like, you kind of control, like, the narrative in a little bit of a way.
31:22Like, I only let people see, like, 10%.
31:25Yeah.
31:25I think there is some things that we keep private, but we post every day, basically.
31:30It's just a part of our daily life, so the public knows the majority of what's going
31:34on in our lives.
31:35So, I saw Alandria went to the Golden Globes.
31:40Yeah, yeah.
31:41You couldn't make it or something?
31:42I never got the invite in the mail.
31:44Oh, yeah?
31:44Oh, shit.
31:44My car kit moving, so that's my home address.
31:47Yeah, yeah.
31:48No, but next year.
31:49I really want to get into acting and, like...
31:51Yeah.
31:52What's your plans?
31:52You think you're moving out here or anything, or...?
31:54I don't know.
31:55Like, the DJing's so time-consuming, and, like, I go back and forth every other day.
31:59Dude, I've been debating it for forever, but I don't know.
32:04It's kind of not my vibe out here.
32:06Yeah.
32:07Talk about long distance.
32:08Like, is that hard for you?
32:09Yeah, I mean, like, it's literally the opposite sides of the country.
32:12Yeah.
32:13What about you?
32:14I'm in Houston, so it's, like, only two and a half hours away.
32:17But at the same time, it's like, she is never in Houston, and I'm never in Florida, so it's
32:22like...
32:23You guys are so busy and everything.
32:24How do you make time for each other?
32:27It's rough.
32:28I mean, I'm in a club, like, probably Wednesday through Saturday, and she's 99% doing a shoot
32:34throughout the week or whatever.
32:35But, honestly, our schedules have been, like, aligning up pretty nicely.
32:41Oh, really?
32:41It's like yesterday, yesterday, so we got dinner, chilled, cake dish.
32:45I mean, just pray that it aligns.
32:47Iris and I are the same way, but, you know, she has a lot more going on than I obviously
32:51do.
32:51But I have more with, like, the real estate and the stuff over in Tampa, so that's kind
32:56of, like, where we are, like, a little off schedule.
33:01I've never really done a long-distance relationship before, so it's very new to me, and there's
33:06a lot to learn, and it's a lot to balance.
33:09But Iris and I were making the long-distance work.
33:11I feel like we don't get to see each other every single day, so when we are together,
33:15we're making sure that it's quality time spent.
33:17It's good to see you, bro.
33:19Yeah.
33:19Thank you for coming out, bro.
33:20Of course.
33:28You know what to do, yeah.
33:38Honey, I'm –
33:39Hi!
33:40Oh, you look good.
33:42Hi, I'm really.
33:42Yeah, I like this necklace.
33:44Oh, thank you.
33:44I've never seen it.
33:45You look cute.
33:49thank you so you and tj how are you guys doing you guys said i love you like officially
33:57yeah we were in bed so i was like oh i love you oh he's always there for me like
34:02you know
34:03sebastian like he's always like there for you and always has your back that's what we needed
34:07this whole time when are you going to aruba during valentine's day i told myself no more
34:13cold places i like tahoe though it was beautiful it's really beautiful i was just going through it
34:19yeah and i felt like everybody was kind of like attacking you the thing is i was just not having
34:23like i was not doing good and like i feel like that's okay i feel like my friends would like
34:30know that we know i just feel like people don't understand how i deal with things because it's
34:36different than the way that they deal with things like i'm doing my best and it's just really hard
34:41that like i feel like everybody's just going against me i always say like you need to just
34:47be yourself and the people that like you want to be around you and the people that don't don't you
34:52know and like that's okay doesn't this spot on my my set kind of look like a penis it does
34:59that one's a penis i was staring at it right now i was like ah i feel dirty
35:14so cute
35:22hi baby how are you
35:26where's gray
35:36you look good girl you look good i'm like a twilight vampire right now literally
35:42i don't see that we love the little edward moment though um oh we all got the same thing
35:47thank you so much thank you wow these look that breather was great right yeah i haven't really
35:53talked to many since the trip but i mean it's only been like a week so i talked to andrena
36:00a
36:00little bit but yeah me too she's kind of nice she kind of was like in her corner a little
36:04bit
36:05i just wish there was like no animosity no tension obviously like hannah asked me so it's like if
36:12you're gonna ask me i have to speak on it i understand what you're saying but i'm also really
36:16happy that you did speak your mind because otherwise that's something that you would have been like
36:20holding in yeah all of that aside have you spoke to chris lately how have you guys been
36:31girl i feel like what's that look don't piss me off i mean i sent him a message and i
36:39let him know
36:39that things are off i'm not sure why but if we need to call it quick we can yeah
36:49you know so i was looking for him to fix it and it didn't feel like that it felt almost
37:03like a drag
37:04felt like he was just sweeping out of the rug during the trip in tahoe i realized i wasn't
37:10going to get what i needed from him in a relationship there was still a certain attentiveness
37:15that he lacked hey watch my board bro watch the board i got the handles on oh my god i'm
37:24having a
37:24hard time i'm not a baby but at the same time when i'm with a man i'm his baby so
37:31did you guys speak
37:32again after tahoe we did it was very inconsistent communication and now we've kind of like called
37:39things off so that's where you guys stand yeah we're done i don't like the story the ending was
37:45better in my head girl me too but no babes
37:49i have a ride i ain't going no i know i know i know i ain't going no i have
37:58a ride
37:58oh what's going on brother what's up ryan big dog for a big guy i know big guy we got
38:05boundaries
38:06brother boundaries hey hi hi maria how are you hi sorry no oh you got makeup no it's just that
38:13my
38:13relationship and boundaries hey high dive forward you good though what's happening man this is coda
38:22bro hi then coda coda's already tired he went to the park earlier yeah that's you done for the day
38:28huh no coda need to hop on the gluten-free dairy-free diet for a little bit out here that
38:35they do in la
38:35but he old for real yeah he's about to be eight that's why he got the great hill that's what
38:40i'm
38:40saying bro like he's not about to be shredded i'm gonna be officially moved out here february word
38:46yeah yeah oh shit okay i went hollywood being in la the past few months and going from the east
38:54coast
38:54to west coast has definitely been adjustment but i can't lie i can't deny this the weather and the views
38:59yeah i'm loving cali i'll say that it's just about that time all the brands and stuff work out here
39:04too so
39:04yeah you want to chill here for a little bit yeah bro i think coda need a break
39:11i'm berry i'm hella excited bro moving out here yeah me too spend the summer out here and stuff like
39:16that so how are you though bro since tahoe since that whole situation and everything really good bro
39:23really honestly like that was like because obviously we left off like when we first talk it was cool and
39:29everything and then tahoe kind of like everything switched yeah but like it was more so like we're
39:34cordial like that chapter's been closed i feel like i closed the chapter in some part of my life
39:38bro and i'm opening up in brand new chapter out here in la yeah starting fresh and stuff like that
39:43so
39:43how you feeling post tahoe oklahoma that was a lot how's stuff with you and coco we're done
39:52really yeah i told you we should just be friends bro i just don't think i can meet the expectations
39:58that
39:58she has that's just where i am in life right now bro i i i can't be stressed and worried
40:05about getting
40:06that done coco was raised by a single dad and you know he he instilled some expectations and treatment
40:12that you know a man should be giving her which any dad should do i would do that for my
40:16own daughter
40:17i think when you're on the other side you're actually dating the girl that has those expectations
40:22from her father i think it's a little tough what do you think she's saying to the girls right now
40:26about you i'm not really tripping bro another one bites the dust wait so you guys are like done you
40:35called it quits i gave him some space and then kind of reached out i kind of let him know
40:40like hey i'm
40:41gonna keep the band with you i feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent in the beginning i feel
40:45like
40:46you were really invested and excited to get closer to me but i feel like now i'm not really sure
40:51how
40:51you feel and then i go on instagram and like he's outside with brian he went to the club over
40:58the
40:58weekend without you i was just like oh well maybe he's just dealing with whatever personal things he
41:05has going on and then i just dealing with it on instagram and i'm like oh you're at the club
41:09in a
41:10section you're outside i thought and i'm inside waiting for your text did you speak with him after
41:17the club or did you just see him i did i did okay so you kind of confronted him about
41:21that i did i sent
41:22him a message i know i kind of brought it up the other night but i'm bringing it up again
41:25because it's
41:26kind of weighing on me i want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really really like
41:31and if this is truly not that we don't have to do this the reason he gave didn't feel legitimate
41:37and we both agreed like let's just call it a quid i really wish we would have just stayed friends
41:41he doesn't have the experience of having like a girlfriend right in front of him that he has to
41:47court regularly you know what i mean and i just don't have the energy to teach um a 27 year
41:53old man
41:53how to do that no there's nothing wrong with that at all like you know exactly what you want and
42:00if you
42:00weren't getting exactly what you want like you're not trying to waste your time you're not trying to
42:04waste his time and it's not even a one it's just a bare minimum you know when you get to
42:08know
42:08somebody it's dating it's going out and like courting properly and like being attentive and like
42:14because you want to pay attention to what this person does and how this person is i just i require
42:19that kind of attentiveness i mean you tried yeah i did i really tried i stepped up romantically
42:29um i handle situations in a grown matter in my opinion with me dating coco for these last two three
42:37months i think it gave me a new perception on what i want for my future it gave me even
42:42more of a clear
42:43head of what i won't tolerate what i will put up with and what i will accept and also what
42:50i want going
42:51forward i think i need a day older someone who's more established i want a queen bro i don't want
42:56a princess that make sense like i want my girl to have her own i want my girl to be
43:02established with
43:03her career and what she wants in life knows what she wants and how she wants to go about it
43:08like a real woman not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment
43:16all the time damn sheesh it's really a lot of family granted see how you feel bro
43:22shit it didn't really work out i think for now it's single chris all 26. on your time on my
43:29time
43:29what i want to do where i want to go okay leaving the seat belt open riding dirty
43:35enough about me honey y'all peep this off pause what do you mean girl she's talking about austin
43:46you know seeing austin post his relationship with the girl that he had told me he wasn't going
43:55in that direction with it was kind of a shock but at the same time no it wasn't because i
44:02always knew
44:02that there was something going on he just kind of made me feel like i was crazy and it's like
44:07you know yeah baby i mean clearly i wasn't and clearly she wasn't i didn't imagine i really just
44:13want austin to be happy and if this makes him happy then i'm happy for him so i don't feel
44:19any sort
44:20of animosity towards him it was just kind of like people lost us and that's not our loss but we
44:28have
44:29each other and we found each other yeah through our hearts yeah and like i'm so grateful like i see
44:35you
44:35guys at my wedding like i see you guys going through life experiences i'll cry stop but you
44:40know what i mean like you know it's really special like and we're so lucky because this is what we
44:44wanted through it you know and just because we didn't find it with everyone how lucky are we to
44:49have found it with even just us so that's when i came into the love island experience like hoping for
45:01girl you know don't make me cry and
45:09maybe we're silly for having our heart as much as we did but yeah i'm just i'm glad that like
45:16at least we
45:17have each other no matter where you go oh my god damn this is way more work than i expected
45:43oh my nursing graduation cat i'm gonna put this here for now oh my gosh to finally be in my
45:54own
45:55place my own apartment my own castle it feels so free and papa papaya approves i don't like this it's
46:05like a flower growing out of power shit i still can see the look in his face that he doesn't
46:11want to let
46:12his little papaya go but he does approve and he knows that i'm safe which is the most important part
46:19this is crazy like how much the lip gloss a girl needs
46:27time this clarky
46:31what's up baby girl i miss you i miss you more i'm at my castle and no matter how much
46:38i unpack bro
46:40the boxes just keep coming back it's like a bad nightmare there's always more there's more
46:47but no honestly like i'm really happy that i just finally have a place where i could call home
46:53just a place where i feel like i've worked for you know i'm so happy for you oh my god
46:59wait do you
47:00want to see do you want to see the apartment did i show you okay let me give you a
47:04tour this is one of
47:05my closets we're trying to do what i was saying period period this is the bathroom i'm going to make
47:11this into like old haughtywood country style and i also have a balcony you can see the water wait
47:17literally you can see the water from here and then that's the city
47:23the fact that i'm here building my home together it's like wow i can't believe it i can't believe
47:29it i'm just very very proud of myself and i am happy to basically just make that little girl in
47:36me
47:36smile i just also wanted to say thank you you were such a great support system on this journey really
47:42does mean a lot and i really do have a lot of love for you seeing all of my friends
47:46do these amazing
47:48big things and accomplish these crazy goals is very motivating and i have so many things that
47:54i want to accomplish putting myself back into the cheer world owning multiple businesses and just
48:00continuing to grow into the best version of myself what's tea what's next for amaya papaya um
48:11i'm just going to continue on following my journey i'm so proud of you you're doing big things and
48:21even bigger it's coming up they don't even know amaya when somebody calls your name you just have to
48:28go for it you know exactly it's your passion this past year just taught me a lot of resilience and
48:34to keep on
48:34having faith and when life give you lemons make the fucking lemonade i just see amaya papaya not
48:41stopping men who are gynecologist kind of freaking out you know i got a 97 on my vagina exam we
48:48didn't
48:48get the happy ending on the villa in fiji but this ending is better yeah this is my girlfriend oh
48:55yes tj
48:57this is the way it was supposed to be and look at us now look at us now we made
49:01it you made it
49:08what was that i never would have thought i could be doing long distance i don't think anybody would
49:20choose this it strengthened our relationship it has made me more like hopeful for what the future
49:31looks like for us christmas tj it's a friend's giving my life in a year should have been my life
49:38over the span of like six years there's so many opportunities that lie ahead i want to travel the
49:44world have fun get married and have babies you know i met somebody yesterday and she told me
49:51i'm gluten free fuck is gluten my first time in the west coast was this past summer and now i'm
49:57moving
49:57here it's so crazy and this experience it forced me to change in a lot of ways that i needed
50:02to change
50:03and uh hearing people like my mom say i changed it means a lot
50:17i'm so glad that i went on this crazy ass show and we did it and guess what we have
50:24more crazy
50:24guys memories to be more made okay so get prepared
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