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00:09Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm here, and I hope you're here.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, you got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:20Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:23Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27Yeah.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:28We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:33We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I love Tahoe!
00:36I am ready to conquer the snow!
00:40Yeah, Iris!
00:42I can't stop!
00:44Look at this!
00:50Hi, Maya, how are you?
00:51Hi, sorry.
00:52Oh, you got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:04Jeez!
01:05Hey, y'all!
01:06I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair!
01:11So you picked the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good though?
01:19Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody, including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:44I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:47I am exhausted.
01:55I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
02:09And, like, the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:25I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:31And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where's he going?
02:41We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:47I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:49What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:51Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, that's some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling Chris, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian, be friends with
03:09Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker, but she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend, so she's not
03:23looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:36Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:37Yeah.
03:37I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not... they don't want to be, like, your friend because of mine, obviously.
03:43Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:51Like, we not over here talking shit on him or, like, don't want to be around him.
03:54Like, I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not... I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping to get out
04:02of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys.
04:28And it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you. I think you all are great people.
04:35But I have my own things to deal with.
04:39I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:44Sometimes I'm not, like, really present, but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:49People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55But in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:06You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I mean...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:18You know, it's just, like, be a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:21Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:23Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word.
05:25So it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We clicked the icons and said, what's up?
05:30Nothing.
05:31She looked away.
05:32What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:45Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:56I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:01I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their bodies.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone.
06:19And, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone.
06:27That's singling me out.
06:29It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31You're literally like, I praise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:43But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs. That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend. Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like, it's like girl code.
07:39Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh. I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella,
07:57but I think she always tries to bring everybody together
08:01and everyone should be friends. And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing
08:08is on the withhold right now because of the friendships
08:11and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can't understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces
08:23in the same rooms as your exes is because I've always just been cool
08:28with everybody. I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it,
08:33but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah. Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya. I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup,
08:47I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian for $20,000,
08:50and I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her,
08:56and I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:59I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just, like, a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those, like, schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not, like,
09:11completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's gonna push a mean-girl narrative
09:15that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just... I have a flight, and I'm gonna leave.
09:20You can leave. That's fine.
09:21Good night, everyone.
09:29Exhibit A.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out,
09:38it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but, like, that's...
09:42She does have a flight, though.
09:44But, like, that doesn't feel good
09:45to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad, and I'm not somebody that's, like,
09:55when I'm having a hard time,
09:56I can fake it with a smile on my face,
09:58and that can come off as, like, bitchy or rude, I guess,
10:02but I just kind of have to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay. I'm not standing for that.
10:15I'm finna go... I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:18She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
10:28I'm not standing for that.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much
10:29because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:33I've seen her going through some mental stuff,
10:36and I give her so much grace,
10:38but I'm not part of the situation,
10:40and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel,
10:44because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything, like,
10:55to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know. I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling now? How are you feeling?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03Like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night. Let's go to bed.
11:14Yeah.
11:16Or catch-all.
11:18Come on, get your ass up.
11:22Oh, boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:26I feel like I'm turning into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like, where he's like...
11:31That's me.
11:32Volcano coming out of my ass.
11:33You just need sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris, you're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me,
11:37at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:54So pretty.
11:55Yeah.
12:07This is so pretty.
12:09Yes.
12:09It is.
12:11You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:14The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we're going to have a nice view.
12:18Okay.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery
12:23before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:27So, what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:32I like New York and I like L.A.
12:35But I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home,
12:41continue to work towards the goals I had for myself
12:44before all of this was introduced,
12:46the life coaching in school,
12:48and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just going to stay in North Carolina,
12:53travel to New York and L.A. for work,
12:55and I'm going to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So, with content creation, social media,
13:03this will all help me be able to pay for school
13:06and be comfortable in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:13I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So, we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:21Clark decided to stay in North Carolina,
13:24showed me that, you know,
13:24she's looking at the bigger picture
13:26and not just trying to, you know, live in the moment.
13:27I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
13:30It's more of the slowest pace,
13:32not as bad as traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38It's 16.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:49Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs?
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed
13:56that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:58They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea
14:04that I'm friends with Pepe
14:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Look, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much more.
14:15I can't even understand this concept
14:18of Pepe playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:22The problem is with Iris
14:23and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed,
14:27I was looking at my texts with Grayson.
14:30December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:32Yeah, and I said,
14:33I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:35Did you guys squash it?
14:36I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her,
14:38and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like,
14:42you don't check in, like, you know,
14:44because what was I doing
14:45the night of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home,
14:50and I still made an appointment
14:52to make sure she was still okay.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that
14:56they feel like I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them,
15:03and for them to just say this out of nowhere to me
15:07is very hurtful.
15:10I appreciate you always having my back
15:11and always listening to me
15:13and always being there for me
15:15and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:18And I love you.
15:19Thank you for always being there for me.
15:21I love you, too.
15:22Aw.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody,
15:40and with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:47I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love my life!
15:57I love my life!
16:04I love my life!
16:06I love my life!
16:07Good morning!
16:09Good morning, good morning, good morning!
16:12Hey, come on, everybody.
16:14Gather round.
16:15Let's go snowboarding!
16:16Woo!
16:18Snowmobiling!
16:19Snowmobiling!
16:20Fuck.
16:20All right, come on, everybody.
16:22Let's go tubing and snowmobiling!
16:26Yay!
16:26You're not breaking up, I want to talk to the side.
16:28Everybody, let's bounce.
16:29Bring your asses.
16:31All right, all right.
16:32All right.
16:34I got something to prove,
16:38and I got nothing to lose.
16:41So here we go!
16:43Go, go, go!
16:45Oh, my gosh!
16:47Oh, my gosh.
16:50I'm excited.
16:51Yeah!
16:53Hold on, we going snowmobiling.
16:55Hi, guys.
16:57Couples, man.
16:59Couple shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple.
17:06Whoa!
17:07We got heels and shit?
17:09Oh, my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Oh, damn.
17:11Wait, can we go down two at a time?
17:13Oh, damn.
17:14Nah, bruh.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:19Oh, shit!
17:22Ty?
17:23Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:24Oh, my God!
17:28Poor Gracie!
17:31Ow!
17:36Yeah, buddy!
17:44Oh, hell no!
17:46Yo, I hate making this shit go faster, dawg.
17:49Little dude, no.
17:50We ain't in competition, okay?
17:51It's just couple first couple.
17:52Yeah, they don't even know.
17:54But...
17:54Damn.
17:58Probably gonna throw up.
18:03What?
18:05Oh, no, that is crazy.
18:09Yeah!
18:11Yeah!
18:12And that's what they call a rival in style, bitches!
18:19Are you having fun?
18:21Uh, yeah.
18:22You?
18:23Uh, yeah, I mean, it's like yesterday.
18:29Um...
18:32I feel like we need to talk, though.
18:34Um...
18:35For sure, what's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us and our friends,
18:41our friendship,
18:42I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
18:46I'll bet.
18:47All right, then I'll stop.
18:48That's fair.
18:48But I've never once, like, led you on.
18:51No.
18:52That's not true.
18:54How's it not true?
18:55I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
18:59I know.
19:01Oh!
19:03Look at this!
19:07Hey.
19:07Good morning.
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
19:14Friendship.
19:15Best friend.
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
19:22We're flirting, we're posting a lot of content together,
19:25so everybody thinks we're together, and we're not.
19:30Why?
19:31Yes, we flirt.
19:33Together.
19:34Yes, together.
19:34And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
19:36But the mix...
19:36It's like...
19:37Well, it's you always...
19:39Who stars?
19:41It's always you.
19:42All right, you got it.
19:42Hey.
19:43No, I don't...
19:43No, I'm...
19:45I promise we're good.
19:55No, I don't...
19:56No, I'm...
19:57No, I don't wanna make you...
19:58I promise we're good.
19:59No, no, I don't wanna make ourselves better.
20:08Well, that went bad, I think.
20:10If you care about me as your friend,
20:13why are you hurting my feelings, like,
20:15you're literally playing with me?
20:19What up, mama?
20:20She here.
20:22What the hell?
20:24Are we gonna stay on?
20:34hey maya can i talk to you for a quick second about what uh i'm respecting your boundaries
20:42and that's kind of what i just really quick just want to touch on the only thing i want to
20:47say is
20:47i wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries i just feel
20:52like the boundaries switched and if you real quick was like brian real on some real we can't really
21:00greet each other i'm just doing this for me and my relationship i would have been like cool noted
21:04like we're good the only thing i felt hella like slapped in the face with was like the dinner table
21:10thing at the end of the day if i don't with someone i just don't with you i thought the
21:16the dinner thing
21:17was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural way like that's why i
21:22was
21:23like even questioning like is that about me i mean if you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on
21:29his
21:29cheeks to say hi that's a you problem no but that's not something i'm cool with and that's not something
21:34my man's cool with and we will never be not for sure no i see that and that's cool like
21:39i'm not negating
21:39that at all especially with this new relationship that i have right now that i'm very content in i
21:45don't want anything especially brian boundaries confusion to destroy this beautiful love story
21:58that i have currently going on we gave each other a hug in palm springs right we said hi boom
22:02that's
22:03it that's it how are you love good good good it's not like i was giving you like it was
22:09a heritage
22:10thing we know that like we we both went through that like with with the villa thing i'm not
22:15trying to say that you came in there with the tension of trying to be malicious or anything
22:19like that but what i'm saying is that before we were just saying hi keeping it casual but now as
22:25my relationship is progressing it's like i don't even want to say hi to you and that's fine i was
22:29just confused i'm gonna pull me for a child right now no i know just because it was like this
22:33is the
22:33last day on the trip like i was just confused as in like if i really od disuspected it or
22:37something
22:37like that that's being disrespectful okay then i apologize for that that won't happen again well you go
22:42that way i'll go this way and that's cool like that's what it is that's literally what it is yes
22:46it's wild to hear that she thinks i was trying to disrespect her relationship uh i hope that works
22:52out like i really do i've wished her nothing but the best god bless god bless
23:01that is literally the clarity i need book is closed and it's sent away i'm happy that
23:07that was carried out whatever the fuck happened right there because motherfucker don't even
23:12fucking come near me yeah are you crazy you see how long my motherfucking hair is when i flip it
23:17that's how far you got to stay back away from me back the fuck up from me and my
23:23bitch the fuck all right can i can i jump and go okay no christopher please be careful do you
23:31have
23:32gloves no i'm such a mom let me just relax he's nuts he's literally nuts no
23:42it's so weird bro he was like i've always been clear we're friends what he said that yeah i'm like
23:47i'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird the day before the bar he kissed me yeah
23:53i
23:53never said that to make him look bad yeah so how you oh gotcha oh my god too late okay
24:01i'm your
24:01best friend but you kissed me two days ago but not only just kissing me but also being all over
24:08me
24:09i think he's trying to protect his image you've never escalated even though we're flirting at the
24:16the end of the day like i know we're just friends and i'm not gonna like do something to jeopardize
24:20that has she ever tried to escalate things with you no i have all the test messages it's always him
24:26testing me i'm like if we're friends we don't need to talk every day he's like hey just checking on
24:30you don't check on me yeah me and taylor are friends he's not checking on me you should sometimes
24:40i just grace it with my life i forgot how to start it already i'm not even gonna hold you
24:44i forgot how to start it already y'all i'm walking over here okay you're talking yeah bye
24:54this is getting all over again at the end of the day i think that when you use words and
25:00say things
25:00like i let you or i allow you it gives a false perception that it was one-sided i never
25:07said that
25:08i said you're always the one to initiate everything and i follow like i do it back yeah that feels
25:15like
25:15different than like neutral though like it just feels like i'm like just annoying you or on your
25:19body crazy no because i always said it's fun and i like it but it has to stop because that's
25:25smooth
25:25like that's all you had to say i feel like the conversation but i think i said the same thing
25:29just
25:29in different words but at the end of the day it's like you want the flirting to stop i'm so
25:34down for that i guess i mean after this trip i guess i'll see you around i'll see you around
25:42is crazy i mean i don't know what okay good
25:49at first i didn't understand where anjun was coming from because i was like i'm telling you we're just
25:54friends how you're getting mixed signals but if i'm telling you we're just friends and we're flirting
25:57like we're not just friends that's how you get mixed signals come come over here yeah come
26:03is my hair messed up i can't even see anything i can't even see you what are you gonna do
26:08shit she knows the type of conversation we need to have she's already texted me this morning crying
26:12we don't need to do this if you don't want to she was basically giving me an out like dead
26:15ass she
26:16gonna take that bad either way but how would you plan to do it in the first place off camera
26:20coco keeps telling me to do it off camera like talk to her off camera
26:24i know my boy chris is uh scared to talk to coco because he's scared that
26:29courtney might come out but i think he should just rip the band-aid off instead of like having
26:34it lingered on because the longest it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore
26:38the real courtney gonna come out i hope he does it quick because it's only gonna get worse
26:43and respect their wishes because if you don't she'll get more mad at you for not respecting her
26:46wishes that's what i'm saying okay all right guys i'm ready to go back to be honest for you yeah
26:53i'm starving i'm cold
26:58i feel like today was the first day i was finally able to enjoy myself fully
27:02i really had such a great time it was so fun
27:10time to pack our stood up and get the hell out of here
27:18oh my god it's time to go back home
27:25i didn't even get to wear my fur
27:29tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end i feel like the division just grew
27:34more
27:37prominent and i hate that for us guys quick we're gonna miss the sunset i had a great time in
27:48tahoe
27:49there were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird but we're a big family at the
27:55end of the day we went through a very unique experience together and i'm just so happy to have these
28:02friendships
28:14i think we got a good that says eight bars from last time yeah and i think we got a
28:21nice little
28:22record here honestly i'm excited my team and i are hoping to drop the album right before summer
28:28because we want to make sure that all of the girlies all the papayas are you know what the dads
28:34could
28:49dance to it too since you were sick in tahoe did you even get to talk to grayson wait how
28:53was that for
28:53you though sitting here it was fine we're both just kind of at the understanding now it's just not
28:57like gonna happen you're gonna kick with her oh yeah like i mean
29:02she's a really great friend do you know what i mean andrina just texted me put it on dream inside
29:08i love you i miss you where you at i'm just kidding i'll give it 10 minutes to the flight
29:13and stuff
29:29thank you
29:38what's up brother tees how we doing good to see you bro long time no i see my name is
29:42nick vance i'm from
29:43jacksonville florida you might know me from season seven love island
29:52i'm a mom mamacita
30:01quick hurry up get in what the
30:05you might not and if you don't my name is nick vance cheers bro good to see you man as
30:12well
30:12how's wifey how's life great bro we're now dating and everything so sick yeah i've been staying with
30:18her for a little while i'm with jeremiah all the time i'm with hannah iris like pepe all the time
30:22no he honestly hasn't been showing up really is there beef there's a bunch of stuff he said took away
30:28from
30:28iris and i's relationship but uh we're not on the same page we uh you know we'll just we're just
30:34not gonna be friends i'm not that surprised that you know that there's tension since the beginning of
30:40time girls will make men go crazy pepe and i are boys i just support both my boys at the
30:45end of the
30:46day like i stay out of it where'd you get that thing bro elandria got it for me oh really
30:50that's
30:51fire bro it's dancing i gave her a present and um i like filmed it for my youtube video or
30:56whatever
30:56and people started like crashing out like why the i guess like the louis box just it was small
31:03but like people were like oh like he didn't get her yeah oh my god i got her something good
31:09but that
31:09that's like some of the toughest things like since the villa like dealing with the public and like
31:15everyone watching everything and like have an opinion i think it's like it's crazy yeah because
31:19like you kind of control like the narrative in a little bit of a way like i only let people
31:24see like
31:2410 percent i think there is some things that we keep private but we post every day basically it's
31:30just a part of our daily life so the public knows majority of what's going on in our lives so
31:36i saw
31:36elandria went to the golden globes yeah yeah you couldn't make it or something i never got the invite
31:43in the mail because my car kit moving so that's my home address yeah yeah no but next year i
31:49want
31:49yeah i really want to get into acting and like yeah what's your plans you think you're moving out
31:53here or anything or you know like the djing's so time consuming and like i go back and forth every
31:59other day dude i've been i've been debating it for forever but i don't know it's it's kind of not
32:05my
32:05vibe here yeah talk about long distance like is that hard for you yeah i mean like it's literally the
32:11opposite sides of the country yeah what about you she's in houston so it's like only two and a half
32:16hours away but at the same time it's like she is never in houston and i'm never in florida so
32:22it's
32:23like you guys are so busy and everything how do you make time for each other it's it's rough i
32:28mean
32:28i'm in a club like probably wednesday through saturday and she's 99 doing a shoot throughout the week or
32:35whatever but honestly our schedules have been like aligning up pretty nicely like she coincidentally
32:40was in la yesterday so we got dinner chilled kicked it i mean you just pray that it aligns iris
32:48and i
32:48are the same way but you know she has a lot more going on than i obviously do but i
32:51i have more with
32:52like the real estate and the stuff over in tampa so that's kind of like where we are like a
33:00little
33:00off schedule i've never really done a long distance relationship before so it's it's very new to me
33:05and there's a lot to learn and it's a lot to balance but iris and i were making the long
33:11distance work i feel like we don't get to see each other every single day so when we are together
33:15we're making sure that it's quality time spent it's so good to see you bro yeah thank you for coming
33:36it's course
33:38honey i'm hi oh you look good yeah i like this necklace thank you thank you thank you uh you
33:46look cute
33:50thank you so you and tj how are you guys doing you guys said i love you like officially yeah
33:58we
33:58were in bed so i was like oh i love you oh he's always there for me like you know
34:03sebastian like
34:04he's always like there for you and always has your back that's what we needed this whole time when
34:09are you going to aruba during valentine's day i told myself no more cold places i like tahoe
34:15though it was beautiful it was really beautiful i was just going through it yeah and i felt like
34:20everybody was kind of like attacking you the thing is i was just not having like i was not doing
34:25good
34:25and like i feel like that's okay i feel like my friends would like know that we know i just
34:32feel like
34:33people don't understand how i deal with things because it's different than the way that they deal
34:38with things like i'm doing my best and it's just really hard that like i feel like everybody's just
34:44going against me i always say like you need to just be yourself and the people that like you want
34:50to be around you and the people that don't don't you know and like that's okay doesn't this spot on
34:55my
34:56my set kind of look like a penis it does that one's a penis i was staring at it right
35:02now i was like
35:03like i feel dirty
35:13this one's a job like my yes
35:15so cute
35:38i'm like a twilight vampire right now
35:42i'm like a twilight vampire right now
35:44um oh we all got the same thing thank you so much thank you wow these look that breather was
35:52great right yeah i've never really talked to many since the trip but i mean it's only been like a
35:58week
35:58so i talked on a little bit but yeah me too she's kind of nice she kind of was like
36:04in her corner a
36:04little bit i just wish there was like no animosity no tension obviously like hannah asked me so it's like
36:12you're gonna ask me i have to speak on it i understand what you're saying but i'm also really
36:16happy that you did speak your mind because otherwise that's something that you would have been like
36:21holding in yeah all of that aside have you spoke to chris lately how have you guys been
36:31girl i feel like what's that look don't piss me off i mean i sent him a message and i
36:39let him know
36:39that things are off i'm not sure why but if we need to call the quits we can yeah
36:50i mean i sent him a message and i let him know that things are off i'm not sure why
36:55but if we need
36:56to call the quits we can yeah you know so i was looking for him to fix it and it
37:01didn't feel like
37:02that it felt almost like a drag felt like he was just sweeping out of the rug during the trip
37:09in tahoe i realized i wasn't gonna get what i needed from him in a relationship there was still
37:14a certain attentiveness that he lacked hey watch my board bro watch the board i gotta handle something
37:21oh my god i'm having a hard time i'm not a baby but at the same time
37:28when i'm with a man i'm his baby so did you guys speak again after tahoe we did it was
37:34very
37:35inconsistent communication and now we've kind of like called things off so that's where you guys
37:41stand yeah we're done i don't like the story the ending was better in my head girl me too but
37:49no babes
37:59oh what's going on brother what's up right big dog for a big guy i know that boundaries brother
38:06boundaries hey hi how are you sorry no you got makeup no it's just that my relationship
38:14and boundaries hey high dive forward you good though what's happening man this is coda bro
38:23hi then coda coda's already tired he went to the park earlier yeah that's you done for the day huh
38:29no
38:30coda need to hop on the gluten-free dairy-free diet for a little bit out here that they do
38:35in l.a
38:36he old for real yeah he about to be eight that's why he got the gray hill that's what i'm
38:40saying bro like
38:41he's not about to be shredded i'm gonna be officially moved out here february word yeah
38:47yeah oh okay i went hollywood being in l.a the past few months and going from the east coast
38:55to west
38:55coast has definitely been adjustment but i can't lie i can't deny this the weather and the views yeah
39:00i'm loving cali i'll say that it's just about that time all the brands and stuff work out here too
39:04so
39:05yeah you want to chill here for a little bit yeah bro i think coda need a break
39:11huh barry i'm hella excited bro moving out here yeah me too spend the summer out here and stuff like
39:16that so how are you though bro since tahoe since that whole situation and everything really good
39:23bro really honestly like that was like because obviously we left off like when we first talk it
39:29was cool and everything and then tahoe kind of like everything switched yeah but like it was more so
39:34like we're cordial like that chapter has been closed i feel like i closed the chapter in some
39:38part of my life bro and i'm opening up in brand new chapter out here in l.a yeah starting
39:42fresh and
39:42stuff like that so how you feeling post tahoe oklahoma that was a lot how's stuff with you and coco
39:50we're done really yeah i told her we should just be friends bro i just don't think i can meet
39:57the
39:58expectations that she has just where i am in life right now bro i i can't be stressed and worried
40:06about getting that done coco was raised by a single dad and you know he he instilled some expectations
40:12and treatment that you know a man should be giving her which any dad should do i would do that
40:16for my
40:16own daughter i think when you're on the other side you're actually dating the girl that has those
40:21expectations from her father i think it's a little tough what do you think she's saying to the girls
40:26right now about you i'm not really tripping bro another one bites the dust wait so you guys are like
40:34done you called it quits i gave him some space and then kind of reached out i kind of let
40:40him know
40:40like hey i'm gonna keep it a band with you i feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent in
40:45the beginning
40:45i feel like you were really invested and excited to get closer to me but i feel like now i'm
40:51not
40:51really sure how you feel and then i go on instagram and like he's outside with brian he went to
40:57the
40:58club over the weekend without you i was just like oh well maybe he's just dealing with whatever personal
41:05things he has going on and then i just dealing with it on instagram and i'm like oh you're at
41:09the club
41:10in the section you're outside and i'm inside waiting for your text did you speak with him after
41:17the club or did you just see him i did i did okay so you kind of confronted him about
41:21that i did i sent
41:22him a message i know i kind of brought it up the other night but i'm bringing it up again
41:25because it's
41:26kind of weighing on me i want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really really like
41:31and if this is truly not that we don't have to do this the reason he gave didn't feel legitimate
41:37and we both agreed like let's just call it a quid i really wish we would have just stayed friends
41:41he doesn't have the experience of having like a girlfriend right in front of him that he has to
41:47court regularly you know what i mean and i just don't have the energy to teach
41:52um a 27 year old man how to do that no there's nothing wrong with that at all like you
41:57know exactly
41:58what you want and if you weren't getting exactly what you want like you're not trying to waste your
42:03time you're not trying to waste his time and it's not even a one it's just a bare minimum you
42:07know
42:07when you get to know somebody's dating it's going out and like courting properly and like being
42:13attentive and like because you want to pay attention to what this person does and how this person is
42:18i just i require that kind of attentiveness
42:23shay i mean you tried yeah i did i really tried i stepped up romantically
42:29um i handle situations in a grown matter in my opinion with me dating coco for these last two or
42:37three months i think it gave me a new perception on what i want for my future it gave me
42:42even more
42:43of a clear head of what i won't tolerate what i will put up with and what i will accept
42:48and also
42:50what i want going forward i think i need a day older someone who's more established i want a queen
42:56bro
42:56i don't want a princess that makes sense like i want my girl to have her own i want my
43:02girl to be
43:03established with her career and what she wants in life knows what she wants and how she wants to go
43:07about it like a real woman not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment all the time damn sheesh
43:18sheesh it's really a lot family granted see how you feel bro it didn't really work out
43:25i think for now it's single chris all 26. on your time on my time what i want to do
43:31where i want
43:31to go okay leaving the seat belt open riding dirty yes enough about me honey
43:41you know seeing austin post his relationship with the girl that he had told me he wasn't going in
43:56that direction with it was kind of a shock but at the same time no it wasn't because i always
44:02knew
44:02there was something going on he just kind of made me feel like i was crazy and it's like
44:09baby i mean clearly i wasn't it clearly she wasn't i didn't imagine i really just want austin to be
44:14happy and if this makes him happy then i'm happy for him so i don't feel any sort of animosity
44:21towards
44:21him it was just kind of like people lost us and that's not our loss but we have each other
44:29and we
44:29found each other yeah through our hearts yeah and like i'm so grateful like i see you guys at my
44:36wedding like i see you guys going through life experiences but you know what i mean like you know
44:41it's really special like and we're so lucky because this is what we wanted through it you know and just
44:46because we didn't find it with everyone how lucky are we to have found it with even just us
44:51oh that's when i came into the love island experience like hoping for girl you know don't make me cry
45:04and
45:09maybe we're silly for having our heart as much as we did but yeah i'm just i'm glad that like
45:16at least
45:17we have each other oh my god damn this is way more work than i expected oh my nursing graduation
45:46cat i'm gonna put this here for now oh my gosh to finally be in my own place my own
45:56apartment my own
45:57castle it feels so free and papa papaya approves i don't like this it's like a flower growing out of
46:07power shit i still can see the look in his face that he doesn't want to let his little papaya
46:14go but he
46:15does approve and he knows that i'm safe which is the most important part this is crazy like how
46:20much the lip gloss a girl needs
46:27i'm miss clarkies
46:31what's up baby girl i miss you i miss you more i'm at my castle and no matter how much
46:38i unpack bro
46:40the boxes just keep coming big it's like a bad nightmare there's more but no honestly like i'm
46:48really happy that i just finally have a place where i could call home just a place where i feel
46:55like i
46:55worked for you know i'm so happy for you oh my god wait do you want to see do you
47:01want to see the
47:01apartment did i show you okay let me give you a tour this is one of my closets we're trying
47:07to do
47:07what i was trying to say period period this is the bathroom i'm going to make this into like old
47:12haughtywood country style and i also have a balcony you can see the water wait literally you can see
47:19the water from here and then that's the city oh my god the fact that i'm here been in my
47:25home together
47:25it's like wow i can't believe it i can't believe it i'm just very very proud of myself and i
47:32am happy
47:33to basically just make that little girl in me smile i just also wanted to say thank you you were
47:40such a
47:40great support system on this journey really does mean a lot and i really do have a lot of love
47:45for
47:45you seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things and accomplish these crazy goals is very
47:52motivating and i have so many things that i want to accomplish putting myself back into the cheer world
47:57owning multiple businesses and just continuing to grow into the best version of myself what's tea
48:06what's next for amaya papaya um i'm just going to continue on following my journey
48:18i'm so proud of you you're doing big things and even bigger is coming up they don't even know amaya
48:26when somebody calls your name you just have to go for it you know exactly it's your passion
48:30this past year just taught me a lot of resilience and to keep on having faith and when life give
48:37you lemons make the fucking lemonade i just see amaya papaya not stopping men who are gynecologist kind of
48:44freaking out you know i got a 97 on my vagina exam we didn't get the happy ending on the
48:50villa in fiji
48:51but this ending is better yeah this is the way it was supposed to be and look at us now
49:00look at us
49:01now we made it we made it i never would have thought i could be doing long distance i don't
49:19think anybody would choose this
49:23it's strengthened our relationship it has made me more like hopeful for what the future looks like
49:31for us christmas pj it's a friend's giving my life in a year should have been my life over the
49:39span of
49:39like six years there's so many opportunities that lie ahead i want to travel the world have fun get
49:46married and have babies you know i met somebody yesterday and she told me i'm gluten free
49:53fuck is gluten my first time in the west coast was this past summer and now i'm moving here
49:58it's so crazy and this experience it forced me to change in a lot of ways that i need to
50:02change and uh
50:03hearing people like my mom say i changed it means a lot
50:21and guess what we have more crazy ass memories to be more made okay so get prepared
50:27make sure that buckle seat is buckle up
50:36why not bring a white christmas to la
50:45tomorrow night a new bomb ship enters the village yeah guys like i got a few properties
50:57that was good
50:58you
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