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90 Day Fiance Before the 90 Days 2026 Season 8 Episode 19
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:13I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend.
00:00:25Not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa?
00:01:00So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me, I had always thought that I was going to be the one
00:01:13moving here.
00:01:14I'll ask you, sweetie.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32You and I find a place we move in together?
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:03Chippet.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again, even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking what if they fall through.
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish you realized that I do love her and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36Let's be in love.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God.
00:03:28He stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning I just woke up and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me and then you bring the
00:04:45girls back and disrespect me and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:03Don't tell me you love me and then leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive and so, like, like, my walls are up with him because, like,
00:05:16you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:34No.
00:05:35At least your sleeping pattern will be perfect for you.
00:05:43I'm stealing some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems, especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33Left the place and turned up your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I just drove off the road.
00:06:43I just had a panic attack.
00:06:45I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Look at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I've wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:10I told you.
00:07:10I was not in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37She can be very nasty.
00:07:38She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:48I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me, so I feel like I'm making you do something I don't want to do.
00:08:05Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:12All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14Yeah, but like, you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles?
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:35In the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:07Like, what do I do now?
00:09:09Like, what do I do now?
00:09:18Like, what do I do now?
00:09:32I'm just confused.
00:09:32Like, what does it mean?
00:09:48Nice winter.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, too bad that it is last day.
00:09:59Yeah.
00:10:02But...
00:10:02I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving
00:10:27when we just got things back on track
00:10:29and I'm worried that
00:10:31as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama
00:10:36and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that
00:10:42is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:53Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer
00:10:59and my last love was Laura.
00:11:03So I believe sharing the thing
00:11:05that I love most with her is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls
00:11:24and I'm in jeans for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things
00:11:29to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:44Beer con is so good at soccer.
00:11:46It's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here
00:11:50and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong
00:11:56with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now, you're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:06No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14The only instinct kick the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:27When it comes to soccer,
00:12:30if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one
00:12:44if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:57F*** me.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:12:59Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself
00:13:10and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:14And also, this has a meaning
00:13:17because, you know,
00:13:19you thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that
00:13:23you were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something
00:13:32with your heart,
00:13:34it's going to happen.
00:13:36Yeah.
00:13:38And this is the same thing
00:13:39we have
00:13:42in our future.
00:13:44We will have that distance.
00:13:46But don't stuck
00:13:48on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You will follow your heart.
00:13:54We will be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You are my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:17The left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why
00:14:21people call this
00:14:22ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger
00:14:27that
00:14:28you have
00:14:29a vein
00:14:31that goes through
00:14:32your heart.
00:14:34And this
00:14:36is why
00:14:37people are wearing rings
00:14:38on that finger.
00:14:41See?
00:14:43We have a wine
00:14:45that
00:14:45bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:51Nope.
00:14:52All we need
00:14:54is a spell.
00:14:57Now,
00:14:58I'm asking you
00:15:03You want to
00:15:04bond your heart
00:15:04with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lately,
00:15:15I haven't been
00:15:16feeling well.
00:15:17I've been
00:15:18luscious.
00:15:21So today,
00:15:23I decided to
00:15:24take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me
00:15:33cleanse my head
00:15:34and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why
00:15:36you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure
00:15:39of him
00:15:40and now
00:15:40I'm just
00:15:41insecure.
00:15:42He's not
00:15:43communicating
00:15:44with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to
00:15:45find a reason
00:15:46why
00:15:46and
00:15:47I did
00:15:49find things.
00:15:50It's not
00:15:50normal
00:15:51that he has
00:15:51a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not
00:15:53your number.
00:16:02Oh.
00:16:06So,
00:16:07Lately,
00:16:08I haven't been
00:16:09feeling well.
00:16:13I've been
00:16:14luscious.
00:16:18So,
00:16:19today,
00:16:20I decided
00:16:21to
00:16:21take a pregnancy test.
00:16:32I'm just
00:16:33going to have
00:16:33to wait
00:16:34for a few
00:16:34more minutes
00:16:35and
00:16:36I guess
00:16:37I'm gonna
00:16:38see
00:16:39all the
00:16:40answers
00:16:41to my
00:16:41questions.
00:16:44Okay.
00:16:46It's been
00:16:47a few weeks
00:16:48since our
00:16:48renewal
00:16:49about.
00:16:51Javon's
00:16:51extended his
00:16:52visa
00:16:53to stay
00:16:53with me
00:16:54longer
00:16:54and
00:16:55she's been
00:16:55amazing.
00:16:57It means a lot
00:16:58to me that
00:16:59he was willing
00:17:00to miss
00:17:00work so he
00:17:01could travel
00:17:02and make
00:17:03memories
00:17:03for me.
00:17:05He's actually
00:17:05been very helpful
00:17:07in caring
00:17:07which makes me
00:17:08find him
00:17:09attractive.
00:17:10So,
00:17:11you know,
00:17:12we were very
00:17:13busy.
00:17:13busy.
00:17:14Busy
00:17:14doing what?
00:17:15Oh my god,
00:17:17like so many
00:17:17sex.
00:17:19I'm going to
00:17:20church all
00:17:20sudden.
00:17:25Javon.
00:17:27Boo.
00:17:29Javon.
00:17:30What?
00:17:35Boo.
00:17:37Come here.
00:17:39I'm going to show
00:17:40you something.
00:17:40Okay.
00:17:43Boo.
00:17:44Want us.
00:17:45You want to
00:17:45tell you something.
00:17:46Okay.
00:17:47Go ahead.
00:17:48Check this out.
00:17:53Is that is
00:17:54what I think
00:17:55it is?
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:58Wow.
00:17:58What do you think?
00:17:59Wow.
00:18:02Wow, boo.
00:18:03Hey.
00:18:05Are we
00:18:06about to have
00:18:06a baby?
00:18:08Oh,
00:18:08steps.
00:18:10We're pregnant.
00:18:11Hell yeah.
00:18:13Yeah.
00:18:14Thanks, boo.
00:18:15I'm very happy.
00:18:16I'm very happy, too.
00:18:17Yeah.
00:18:21Thanks, boo.
00:18:23I don't even know
00:18:25what to feel
00:18:25right now.
00:18:26Part of me
00:18:27is happy about it
00:18:28and another part
00:18:29of me is like,
00:18:30holy
00:18:30I'm about
00:18:31to be a dad.
00:18:33I'm scared
00:18:34as
00:18:37I'm in shock,
00:18:38but I don't know
00:18:39why, but
00:18:39I'm not really
00:18:41surprised,
00:18:42but I'm so nervous.
00:18:43Yeah.
00:18:44You too.
00:18:46I'm happy, though, boo.
00:18:47Aw, me too.
00:18:49Love you.
00:18:50Love you.
00:19:01Thank you, boo,
00:19:02for packing my bag.
00:19:03Appreciate it.
00:19:04Uh-huh.
00:19:07I am very happy.
00:19:08I just
00:19:09wasn't expecting
00:19:10this to happen
00:19:11this quickly,
00:19:13but
00:19:13the timing
00:19:15is terrible
00:19:15because
00:19:16Javon is
00:19:17leaving tomorrow
00:19:19and we haven't
00:19:20really made
00:19:21any decision
00:19:23for the future yet.
00:19:24How you feel?
00:19:27Bloated.
00:19:28Bloated?
00:19:29Gassy?
00:19:30Yeah.
00:19:30Uh-huh.
00:19:31But I'm very happy
00:19:32we have a bonus
00:19:34and
00:19:35I'm really excited.
00:19:38You know,
00:19:38you always question,
00:19:39like,
00:19:39what's the meaning
00:19:40of my life?
00:19:41Mm.
00:19:42And now
00:19:43I feel like
00:19:44You have a reason.
00:19:45I have a reason
00:19:46why I'm doing
00:19:47what I'm doing.
00:19:49You know what I mean?
00:19:50Oh, there you go.
00:19:51But
00:19:53a part of me
00:19:54feels anxious.
00:19:57Well, me too.
00:19:58Because there's
00:19:58a lot of things
00:19:59that
00:20:00we haven't
00:20:01figured out yet.
00:20:04Right now
00:20:05the main focus
00:20:06is your health
00:20:07and the baby
00:20:08and getting things
00:20:10in order over here.
00:20:12Then once
00:20:13that's good
00:20:14we will definitely
00:20:16look more
00:20:18into
00:20:19you
00:20:19coming
00:20:20over there.
00:20:22You know,
00:20:23baby alone
00:20:23is very expensive.
00:20:25Mm-hmm.
00:20:25You know,
00:20:26and then you add
00:20:27the visa on top of that.
00:20:31Yeah.
00:20:32But there's a lot
00:20:33of things
00:20:34you're going
00:20:34to be missing out.
00:20:35Yeah.
00:20:36Like the first
00:20:36appointment
00:20:37to the doctor.
00:20:39You gotta keep me posted.
00:20:40Monthly, yeah.
00:20:41I'll keep you posted
00:20:42like what they're saying.
00:20:43it's all we have
00:20:45for right now,
00:20:46so.
00:20:50Realistically,
00:20:51when do you think
00:20:52you could come back?
00:20:53I can't give you
00:20:55an exact month
00:20:57because I'm not
00:20:58back home yet,
00:21:00but I'll be back
00:21:01before you even
00:21:02get birth.
00:21:03That I can tell you.
00:21:06now that I'm pregnant,
00:21:08I thought
00:21:09he would want
00:21:10to work harder
00:21:11to live with me
00:21:12in one place
00:21:13together.
00:21:15But I guess
00:21:15I was wrong.
00:21:19I know he loves
00:21:20me so much,
00:21:21but I can't help
00:21:23but feel sad
00:21:25that I'm going
00:21:25through
00:21:26the pregnancy
00:21:27alone.
00:21:28Let's not worry
00:21:29about it too much,
00:21:30Mike.
00:21:31We have to
00:21:32finish packing,
00:21:33and we have
00:21:34to get up
00:21:35early.
00:21:36Okay.
00:22:00You ready for this?
00:22:02Ready for some exercise?
00:22:03No.
00:22:04No?
00:22:05It's a beautiful day.
00:22:06Come on.
00:22:07It's hot.
00:22:09This is really
00:22:10good for me.
00:22:10It helps me
00:22:11cleanse my head,
00:22:12and I really
00:22:12want to, you know,
00:22:13feel better
00:22:15and, you know,
00:22:17be airy and light.
00:22:19Is that why
00:22:19you're blonde now?
00:22:21Why,
00:22:21because I'm
00:22:22an airhead?
00:22:23Yeah.
00:22:23No,
00:22:24I'm not an airhead.
00:22:25What does
00:22:26Daniel think
00:22:26of your blonde hair?
00:22:27He wants
00:22:28an African-style
00:22:29braid.
00:22:30He wants
00:22:31braids.
00:22:32He does
00:22:33realize,
00:22:35one,
00:22:35how expensive
00:22:36and time-consuming
00:22:37that is,
00:22:38and,
00:22:38two,
00:22:40you're a,
00:22:41um,
00:22:43white American.
00:22:44I know.
00:22:45Why do I have to say
00:22:47and be
00:22:47and act
00:22:48and look
00:22:49exactly as he chooses?
00:22:52It's hard.
00:22:53I've given
00:22:54so much
00:22:54to make Daniel
00:22:55happy.
00:22:56I know.
00:22:57You're working
00:22:58three jobs.
00:22:59You're working
00:23:00your ass off
00:23:01to pay off
00:23:02debt that you
00:23:03also added on
00:23:04for him.
00:23:05Why isn't he
00:23:07going out
00:23:07and getting
00:23:08another job?
00:23:09Where is
00:23:10his effort?
00:23:12I don't know.
00:23:14I'm just
00:23:14feeling different.
00:23:16I was so
00:23:17sure of him
00:23:19and so
00:23:21in love,
00:23:21and now
00:23:22I'm just
00:23:23insecure.
00:23:26When Mom
00:23:27first came
00:23:28back from
00:23:29Nigeria,
00:23:29she was
00:23:30definitely
00:23:30really excited.
00:23:32She was making
00:23:33all of these
00:23:34wild plans.
00:23:35She said she
00:23:36wanted to go
00:23:36back to Nigeria
00:23:37and stay
00:23:38for about a year
00:23:38and then
00:23:40over the next
00:23:40couple weeks,
00:23:42she just
00:23:43started saying
00:23:44that he's not
00:23:45communicating
00:23:45with her much
00:23:46and I wasn't
00:23:47liking the situation.
00:23:49I wanted to find
00:23:50if there was
00:23:51another reason
00:23:52why he's
00:23:52not communicating
00:23:53like he was
00:23:54and I did
00:23:57find things
00:23:57and none
00:23:59of them
00:23:59were positive
00:24:00things.
00:24:03It's not
00:24:04normal that
00:24:05he has
00:24:05four other
00:24:06phone numbers
00:24:08and not even
00:24:09that.
00:24:10He also has
00:24:10a wife contact.
00:24:12That's not
00:24:12your number.
00:24:13No, it's
00:24:14weird.
00:24:15Who, who
00:24:16is this
00:24:16wife?
00:24:17Not you.
00:24:19You wrote
00:24:19her.
00:24:20She didn't
00:24:20deny it.
00:24:21I kept
00:24:22the conversation.
00:24:23Before going
00:24:24to Nigeria
00:24:25to show
00:24:26that I could
00:24:27trust Daniel,
00:24:28he gave me
00:24:28his passwords
00:24:29for his
00:24:29email account.
00:24:31Faith
00:24:31logged into
00:24:32his email
00:24:33and got
00:24:34his contacts.
00:24:34He has
00:24:36me listed
00:24:36as Liz
00:24:37baby and
00:24:38then he
00:24:39has another
00:24:40number listed
00:24:41as wife
00:24:42chat and
00:24:44it's a Nigerian
00:24:44phone number.
00:24:46Faith reached
00:24:47out to the
00:24:48number and
00:24:49introduced
00:24:49herself and
00:24:50said,
00:24:51do you know
00:24:51Daniel?
00:24:52I've got your
00:24:53number from
00:24:53his email and
00:24:55you are listed
00:24:55as his wife.
00:24:57And the
00:24:58person answered
00:24:59back and
00:24:59said,
00:25:01so what do
00:25:01you want?
00:25:02Faith pretty
00:25:03much told
00:25:03him my
00:25:04mom is
00:25:04also married
00:25:06to Daniel.
00:25:07I'm concerned
00:25:08about this.
00:25:08I think we
00:25:09should talk
00:25:09about it.
00:25:10And she
00:25:10said,
00:25:11lose my
00:25:11number.
00:25:13Who the
00:25:13f***ed his
00:25:14wife?
00:25:14And why
00:25:15won't she
00:25:15talk?
00:25:18Daniel
00:25:19hasn't been
00:25:20giving me
00:25:20the attention
00:25:21that he
00:25:21was.
00:25:22I'm not
00:25:23getting the
00:25:24good morning
00:25:24text anymore.
00:25:25He hasn't
00:25:26been calling
00:25:27like he
00:25:27used to.
00:25:29Daniel
00:25:29says he
00:25:30loves me
00:25:30and that
00:25:31he's been
00:25:31busy
00:25:32but I'm
00:25:33suspicious.
00:25:34If there
00:25:35is a
00:25:35wife out
00:25:36there
00:25:36and he
00:25:37put me
00:25:38through all
00:25:38this and
00:25:39he has
00:25:39a wife
00:25:39out there,
00:25:41what does
00:25:41that mean?
00:25:45It's just
00:25:45too much
00:25:46at this
00:25:47point,
00:25:47mom.
00:25:47What is
00:25:48your game
00:25:49plan now?
00:25:49Are you
00:25:50still going
00:25:50to go
00:25:51there and
00:25:52marry him?
00:25:54I don't
00:25:54know.
00:25:54I'm going
00:25:55to have
00:25:55to confront
00:25:55him,
00:25:56but I'm
00:25:56torn,
00:25:57Faith.
00:25:57I go
00:25:58back and
00:25:58forth every
00:25:59day thinking
00:25:59about this.
00:26:01I mean,
00:26:02he's going
00:26:02to gaslight
00:26:03you,
00:26:03you know
00:26:03that,
00:26:04but you
00:26:05also can't
00:26:05deny physical
00:26:07proof.
00:26:09I know
00:26:10that I need
00:26:10to confront
00:26:11Daniel,
00:26:12but I am
00:26:13afraid that
00:26:14he's going to
00:26:14gaslight me,
00:26:15just like he has
00:26:16in Nigeria.
00:26:17I can't
00:26:18remember that.
00:26:19I was
00:26:19charged with
00:26:20an American
00:26:20guy.
00:26:21This is her
00:26:22picture.
00:26:22Do you
00:26:23remember her
00:26:23now?
00:26:24I don't
00:26:24know this
00:26:25person.
00:26:25You do
00:26:25know this
00:26:26person.
00:26:26know her.
00:26:27No,
00:26:27no,
00:26:27you remembered
00:26:28last night
00:26:28when I brought
00:26:29it up.
00:26:29Now all of a
00:26:30sudden you're
00:26:30pretending you
00:26:31don't know
00:26:31her?
00:26:32I can't
00:26:32remember.
00:26:36Going
00:26:36through this
00:26:36has been
00:26:37very traumatic
00:26:38and my
00:26:39headspace is
00:26:40all over
00:26:40the place.
00:26:41There's
00:26:41proof.
00:26:42She didn't
00:26:42say I'm
00:26:43not his
00:26:43wife.
00:26:44She didn't
00:26:44say who
00:26:45are you
00:26:45talking to.
00:26:46That
00:26:46answer is
00:26:47everything I
00:26:47need.
00:26:48He can't
00:26:48come up
00:26:49with an
00:26:49excuse for
00:26:49that.
00:26:50It's
00:26:51time.
00:26:52It's
00:26:52time to
00:26:53tell Daniel
00:26:53what you
00:26:54have
00:26:54found.
00:26:55It's
00:26:55time to
00:26:56ask him
00:26:56about
00:26:56this
00:26:57wife.
00:26:58I love
00:26:59him and
00:27:00I miss
00:27:00him, but
00:27:01I just
00:27:02feel
00:27:02betrayed.
00:27:04I'm
00:27:04mentally,
00:27:05physically,
00:27:06totally
00:27:06exhausted.
00:27:11I'm
00:27:12proud of
00:27:12you,
00:27:12mom.
00:27:13You
00:27:13know I'll
00:27:14always
00:27:14support
00:27:14you.
00:27:21off we
00:27:21go.
00:27:22I
00:27:23still
00:27:24don't
00:27:24completely
00:27:24trust
00:27:25Sheena.
00:27:26I love
00:27:26you,
00:27:26purple
00:27:27bear.
00:27:27You don't
00:27:28need to be
00:27:28worried.
00:27:29She still
00:27:31manipulates
00:27:32better than
00:27:33anybody I
00:27:33know.
00:27:36You
00:27:36okay?
00:27:40I don't
00:27:41want you
00:27:41to leave
00:27:42me.
00:28:05I mean,
00:28:06words can't, you know, express
00:28:08how I feel
00:28:10at this moment
00:28:11having to leave
00:28:13Madagascar
00:28:14and not being able
00:28:16to say goodbye
00:28:17to Trish.
00:28:29I mean, it was hard not
00:28:31being able to be with
00:28:33her the last few nights
00:28:36because I still love her.
00:28:40but I know that it's not right
00:28:44or fair for me
00:28:49to not let go of the past.
00:28:54I'm really sad with it being
00:28:58over
00:28:59between Trish and I.
00:29:03But I
00:29:04I couldn't help
00:29:05the way that I felt
00:29:07and I
00:29:08I couldn't lie
00:29:09and say that
00:29:10I don't have any feelings
00:29:11for my ex.
00:29:17Because of that
00:29:18I lost something
00:29:20that could have been
00:29:20really special.
00:29:26There was a lot of times
00:29:27when everything was good
00:29:29between us
00:29:30I was really happy
00:29:32and I see so many
00:29:33good qualities
00:29:34in Trish.
00:29:36I feel like she lights
00:29:37up the room
00:29:38you know
00:29:39when
00:29:41when she's in
00:29:42her good moods.
00:29:45I feel like
00:29:46I'm like the luckiest
00:29:48man alive
00:29:48to me.
00:29:51standing next to her
00:29:53to hold her head.
00:30:01If my ex
00:30:02had never contacted me
00:30:09Trish and I
00:30:10would definitely
00:30:10be in a much
00:30:11much better place.
00:30:14Looking back
00:30:15at all these
00:30:16beautiful times
00:30:18that
00:30:19Trish and I
00:30:20shared together
00:30:21I had such
00:30:23high hopes.
00:30:27My baby!
00:30:29Trish!
00:30:31I love you!
00:30:32I'm mourning, babe.
00:30:39Yes, I did.
00:30:41Eating a baby!
00:30:51This is making me think
00:30:52about how much
00:30:54I could be missing
00:30:55and how much
00:30:57I'm going to be missing
00:30:58in the future
00:30:59with her.
00:31:06She's alive, man.
00:31:10This isn't how it was supposed
00:31:11to be.
00:31:15And this hurts me deeply
00:31:17that it
00:31:17didn't work out.
00:31:19Cause it's
00:31:20harder
00:31:21to...
00:31:22I'm leaving
00:31:22with no hope
00:31:23at all.
00:31:24When you're
00:31:26always
00:31:27on the ground
00:31:29and I know
00:31:31I could love you
00:31:36forever and a day
00:31:40It's torture to refrain
00:31:46Baby!
00:31:48Baby!
00:31:49It's beautiful
00:31:51When you're always
00:31:56On the ground
00:31:57And I know
00:32:01I know
00:32:03I know
00:32:03I know
00:32:05I know
00:32:08Jane, why
00:32:09I
00:32:10I
00:32:11I
00:32:26I
00:32:27This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:29Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:32They're not gonna like pop and explode?
00:32:34No, I think well
00:32:35The air pressure's gonna be different. You might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:39No, I mean people take their dogs on planes so you don't explode, right?
00:32:45Well, we'll find out.
00:32:53Well, I think we're just about there you guys.
00:32:56Oh, man.
00:32:57Yes, mom.
00:33:05I can't believe that the time
00:33:08was Sheena's ending.
00:33:10We had a lot of back and forth yesterday
00:33:11about why I have to leave today.
00:33:14She was hurt.
00:33:15She was upset. She wanted me to stay.
00:33:17Yeah.
00:33:19All right.
00:33:20It was the hardest choice I ever had to make
00:33:22saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:28Oh!
00:33:30Okay.
00:33:33Big ones first.
00:33:35Mountain of stuff.
00:33:36Thank you, guys. Thank you.
00:33:38I know.
00:33:40I know.
00:33:40Waking up this morning next to Forrest,
00:33:43I was really sad because it's been hard enough to wait as long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:49I bet. Oh!
00:33:51Yeah, off we go.
00:33:54it's so hard to let him go but his mom meddles too much so i don't have a choice
00:34:04i love you machine i love you papa bear the thing i'm gonna miss the most is waking up in
00:34:11bed beside
00:34:12you and you know having you cuddle the snot out of me on top of your grinding teeth
00:34:19it's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up what i'm missing is the good old bear
00:34:26who loves me to take care of me who's been farting all night sometimes every day almost 24 7
00:34:38you don't need to be worried it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going to
00:34:43take seven years to get you back home thank you papa bear
00:34:52overall this trip was a wonderful experience i feel really good that i got to see forrest
00:34:58happy and to see him so in love but i'm just i'm afraid of what the future is going to
00:35:04bring
00:35:14truthfully i still don't completely trust sheena
00:35:19here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
00:35:24i still don't have a full understanding of sheena's financial you know relationship when
00:35:31it comes to her family and all of that she still manipulates better than anybody i know
00:35:37that's why i am so completely relieved that i saved forrest from making the biggest mistake
00:35:43of his life i mean if he would have stayed here it would have been a nightmare
00:35:59well we're gonna go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves okay
00:36:03i will see you again
00:36:23despite sheena's faults i know that they really truly love each other and it hurts me and breaks
00:36:31my heart to know that they might lose that it's gonna be all right okay that truly is the hardest
00:36:39part of all of this
00:37:03part of all of this
00:37:30i don't want you to leave me i'm sorry baby it's time for me to go but you got to
00:37:37be strong for me okay
00:37:38i don't want you to leave me i'm sorry baby it's time for me to go but you got to
00:37:39be strong for me okay
00:37:52i want you to have this until i get back okay
00:37:56what a beer
00:37:57it's a guarantee that i'll be back for you okay
00:38:01i know it's not much but i love this hat and i love you
00:38:05and i want you to wear it every day all right
00:38:07i can't wear that work because my dog's my choice
00:38:10i know it's okay
00:38:14i love you baby
00:38:16we gotta sneak one more
00:38:22before meeting forest
00:38:24i was afraid that
00:38:26i wouldn't find someone
00:38:29who would love me for what i am
00:38:32but forest opened my heart back again
00:38:37i just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't the
00:38:44end of our story
00:39:04it's heartbreaking saying goodbye to sheena
00:39:08it's going to be the hardest thing i've ever done
00:39:24being with sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant to grow up and start really making changes that i
00:39:32should have been doing years ago to ensure that she and i have a life together
00:39:38this cannot be the end
00:39:46i must continue moving forward
00:39:59i'm gonna miss everything
00:40:03i'm gonna miss everything the good and the bad
00:40:16don't cry
00:40:18and i feel like i'm leaving a piece of me behind
00:40:36i'm asking you
00:40:38do you want to bond your heart
00:40:40with mine
00:40:46will you marry me
00:40:51of course i will
00:41:01can you believe that
00:41:03very engaged
00:41:04no it's
00:41:06it's crazy
00:41:07congratulations
00:41:08you're getting engaged
00:41:09with me
00:41:11i've never had an engagement string
00:41:13so
00:41:14it's very cute see
00:41:16probably not a lot of people had that
00:41:20probably not
00:41:22i got everything i wanted
00:41:24this is a win
00:41:26here is my trophy
00:41:29oh
00:41:33who needs a ring
00:41:35i'm in my jeans and i play just football
00:41:37and i just got engaged
00:41:40who cares
00:41:41we don't need fancy boat rides
00:41:43we don't need anything
00:41:46only thing matters
00:41:48i love you
00:41:49i love you too
00:41:52i am blown away by the fact that beercom proposed today
00:41:56it was something i thought was off the table as soon as michael showed up
00:42:02but i think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple and truthfully if i had to
00:42:11do this over i would have done it the exact same way
00:42:25i've never been this happy in my life
00:42:27that was a long road
00:42:29yeah it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now
00:42:33it was
00:42:35it was
00:42:36but
00:42:36all i want is you
00:42:39i love that
00:42:41i'm glad
00:42:43you are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:45you are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:47so
00:42:50i never thought that i would fall in love again
00:42:53i always thought that i'm gonna die alone
00:42:57so
00:42:58i guess i'm not
00:43:01the distance could mix up her mind
00:43:05but
00:43:05she has red string
00:43:07so
00:43:08she already knows her soul is bonded to mine
00:43:17am i supposed to stay tight knee forever or do i get an actual ring
00:43:21okay i'm going to think about that
00:43:22you'll think about it well
00:43:24yeah
00:43:29so
00:43:32a
00:43:58Long flight today.
00:44:00Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:04Those are pennies.
00:44:08Jovon is flying back home today,
00:44:10and I am so grateful that I got to finally spend time
00:44:14with my husband in person,
00:44:16and even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:21But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant,
00:44:25I would be with my partner,
00:44:28that I'm not gonna go through this alone,
00:44:30and that's not what's happening.
00:44:35Ooh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:38Mixed emotions. I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:42Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:48You know?
00:44:49I know you're coming back,
00:44:51and I'll be okay here with Mama,
00:44:54but I wish you could be here...
00:44:56Yeah.
00:44:56...while the baby's growing.
00:44:58Yeah.
00:45:00Oh, my God.
00:45:01I don't know.
00:45:04I'm trying to stay emotionally strong,
00:45:07not just for us, but for her.
00:45:10But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure
00:45:14since she's pregnant,
00:45:15because we have a lot more finances to take care of,
00:45:19and it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:22Hello, Mama.
00:45:24Hello.
00:45:27She pet me a lot.
00:45:28This is...
00:45:29Oh, thank you.
00:45:30Chicken adobo.
00:45:31Ah.
00:45:36I miss you.
00:45:38Miss you, too.
00:45:39I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:41Ang masasabi ko lang,
00:45:43promise, ha?
00:45:44Babalik ka ka agad
00:45:45para sa amin at sa baby niya.
00:45:47Promise her that you're going to come back soon
00:45:51for us and for the baby.
00:45:54I promise.
00:45:58Hmm.
00:45:58Okay.
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:11Hi, Mama.
00:46:12I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:14Aw.
00:46:16Miss you, okay?
00:46:17I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:20Okay.
00:46:21masakit na lalayo na naman si ng dalaw.
00:46:27Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin na broken family,
00:46:34kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:37Naranasan na ni Jubon.
00:46:39So, ang pangarap ko para sa kanila,
00:46:41isang buo at masahing pamilya.
00:46:43Sana lang,
00:46:45yung promise ni Jubon,
00:46:47huwag na huwag niyang bibiguin
00:46:49para sa kanyang mag-inap.
00:47:09Well,
00:47:10I know one thing I'm going to miss.
00:47:12The food.
00:47:13The food?
00:47:14Definitely going to miss
00:47:15traveling with you.
00:47:17Mm-hmm.
00:47:18That was really fun.
00:47:20Yeah.
00:47:20I'm going to miss everything,
00:47:22boo, the good and the bad.
00:47:24Oh, yeah?
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25From arguing
00:47:26to make up sex.
00:47:30Just how much
00:47:31we always find a way
00:47:33to forgive each other.
00:47:36You made
00:47:38all the good things bad
00:47:42a heavy load like friends.
00:47:45Come on.
00:47:46That's just what you do.
00:47:50There's no one else
00:47:52like you.
00:47:54All right, boo.
00:47:56I'm going to miss you
00:47:57and I love you.
00:47:59I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:01Keep me posted
00:48:02with the baby, okay?
00:48:06I'm going to call you,
00:48:07all right?
00:48:07Don't cry.
00:48:15Looking back on the trip
00:48:16and what it meant to me,
00:48:18I've definitely learned
00:48:19a lot about
00:48:21Anna
00:48:22and our marriage
00:48:24as well as myself.
00:48:27Obviously,
00:48:28we still have a lot
00:48:29to work on,
00:48:30but regardless
00:48:32of all the issues,
00:48:33I love her
00:48:34and I feel like
00:48:36I'm leaving
00:48:37a piece of me behind,
00:48:38you know.
00:48:39Who knew they did?
00:48:42Javon.
00:48:54I feel like
00:48:55I learned that marriage,
00:48:56it's not always
00:48:57about your happiness.
00:49:01It's not always fun.
00:49:03You have to work
00:49:05not just on a relationship,
00:49:06you have to work
00:49:07on yourself
00:49:08individually.
00:49:09I definitely need
00:49:11to work on myself
00:49:12a lot
00:49:13because I know
00:49:14I have some...
00:49:17I need to work
00:49:19on my temper,
00:49:19but it's really hard.
00:49:29But no matter
00:49:31what happens,
00:49:32I feel totally
00:49:33100% sure
00:49:34that I made
00:49:35the right decision
00:49:36and I can't wait
00:49:38for us to be
00:49:39together as a family.
00:49:40of all the things
00:49:42we've done
00:49:44from this broken world
00:49:47we live in
00:49:48but we need to stay
00:49:50and share the love
00:49:51we know
00:49:58Rolling.
00:50:00When you're ready,
00:50:02tell me
00:50:02what happened.
00:50:03I don't even know
00:50:04where to start.
00:50:06Like,
00:50:06it was crazy.
00:50:07Jeeves.
00:50:22Rolling.
00:50:23Rolling.
00:50:39Rolling and stick up.
00:50:41He was out.
00:50:4600!
00:50:4700!
00:51:07Sorry.
00:51:09Sorry.
00:51:11It's like still so fresh, so.
00:51:15yeah all right so when you're ready tell me what happened
00:51:26a week ago um stig broke off of our engagement
00:51:35and our relationship is over
00:51:41there's so much that happened i don't even know where it'll start when i got back from belize
00:51:47he did come to see me we had a great time we traveled we went to vegas went to houston
00:51:55and
00:51:55met more of his family and then once he went home i started to really see a side of him
00:52:02i didn't know
00:52:18i don't know just some days he seemed like so serious but then he would go missing on me all
00:52:25night i'm not sure if he went as far as you know having sex with somebody else or like
00:52:31physically cheating but i definitely think he was talking to other women
00:52:40i could tell he was pulling away and so then it went from like me basically just saying i
00:52:46over and over i would respect you so much more if you just base ended things because i already i
00:52:53already know what you're out there doing just just end things
00:52:58took him a while i would say a few days but then he finally texted me and was like i
00:53:05can't do this
00:53:06he blamed it all on me he said he just didn't trust me like it was crazy
00:53:13i think he's projecting he knows he did me dirty and he just is hiding from it
00:53:28he didn't even have the decency to call me just did it over text
00:53:39and then seconds later posted videos with other girls
00:53:44i know she got a little pretty friends so more likely looking beautiful so
00:54:08like i just like think oh if i didn't do that if i didn't do this maybe if i handled
00:54:13this differently
00:54:14like it would have been a different outcome but then it's like i can't just dwell on that
00:54:25are you questioning the whole relationship at this point
00:54:38i mean i
00:54:41i definitely have been left with so many unanswered questions like that's just the part that i i struggle
00:54:50with is like all the unknown and yeah do you think you'll ever get the answers
00:55:03i don't know
00:55:03i think you'll ever get the answers
00:55:20oh baby
00:55:27i'm here
00:55:32okay why
00:55:45what does this mean
00:55:54i forgot to give you this
00:55:57i buy the matching outfit before you come in here
00:56:01yeah sweetheart
00:56:05a little cuteness together
00:56:12thank you baby
00:56:14so is this why you came here
00:56:20yeah and also
00:56:25i want to say goodbye
00:56:30we're gonna leave and we'll never see again
00:56:37i'm not hoping anything from him
00:56:39i'm not hoping he would make the right decision like trisha i love you i'll be with you i'm going
00:56:46i'm not hoping to block my ex i just wanted to see him that's it but when i see rick
00:56:57at the airport
00:56:58my heart tells me that i do still love him but you cannot be with him
00:57:11it's sad i don't know what what to say
00:57:17i don't know what to say
00:57:18i still love him
00:57:22i still wanna i still wanna see you
00:57:25what's the point
00:57:27do you don't forget about your ex
00:57:29you'll never change so why you wanna still see this
00:57:35you know that eventually i'm gonna get over that
00:57:40it's just gonna take time
00:57:44i want us to work but
00:57:47i don't know we just
00:57:51you can make it work baby
00:57:52you can make it work baby
00:57:56you can make it work
00:58:16it's not easy
00:58:18it's not
00:58:22and if nothing worth having ever is
00:58:30we don't have to commit to anything right now
00:58:32but let's just
00:58:34continue to talk
00:58:36and see if we can work through it
00:58:38okay
00:58:43okay
00:58:56but i'm not promising you that i'm going to get back with you or whatever
00:59:03i'll take that
00:59:04i'll take that
00:59:12i don't want to get
00:59:14hard again
00:59:15but
00:59:16i'm hoping that he will change
00:59:19and not having feelings for his ex anymore
00:59:25i'm going to take the day
00:59:27at a time
00:59:28talking with him
00:59:30as a friend
00:59:31and we will see
00:59:33that's it
00:59:37i have to go
00:59:39i just leave it
00:59:52i know there's many many things that i have to do to make it up to her
00:59:58but
00:59:59but i'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back
01:00:04are you willing to block your ex right now
01:00:09i mean really i i can't block her because
01:00:18it would be like
01:00:20on our times that we shared together
01:00:23in the past
01:00:26but i know that for trisha and i's relationship
01:00:30i have to start you know making a stronger stand
01:00:35of letting it go
01:00:39because i still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting their approval
01:00:47um
01:00:47that's that's the feeling that
01:00:52that's giving me hope
01:00:53that we can
01:00:56that we can get back to that place again
01:01:16i feel sick to myself man
01:01:18like i just feel so
01:01:25my heart wants him
01:01:26my heart cares for him
01:01:28but like
01:01:29i want a guy that's fighting for me
01:01:32if every little speed bump becomes this massive thing
01:01:36it's never gonna work
01:01:37can we move past that
01:01:53i feel sick to myself man
01:01:56like i just feel so
01:02:00sorry
01:02:03sorry
01:02:15last night was so eye-opening
01:02:20like i didn't come here and hang out with all your friends
01:02:22like i'm a people pleaser i try to make you happy
01:02:26don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me
01:02:29i don't have a choice i didn't mean
01:02:30don't say yes to please me when i ask you
01:02:32and then have a fight with me after when you said yes
01:02:35okay then we're gonna have our differences
01:02:37but last night you've hurt my feelings
01:02:39i didn't feel hurt
01:02:40you made me feel really small
01:02:41and you ruined our last night
01:02:43that is like i didn't
01:02:44that wasn't malicious or
01:02:46and then you tried talking about me when i went in the bedroom
01:02:49i didn't
01:02:49okay
01:02:50everything that i say you're gonna type out
01:02:54i was kind of hoping that things would cool off
01:02:56before you know we got to the airport
01:02:58but the tension was just you know palpable
01:03:02every time we have an argument
01:03:03when i try and find a resolution or apologize
01:03:06you know it's just
01:03:07it doesn't go anywhere
01:03:10i love her a bit like
01:03:11i don't know what to do
01:03:21last night sucked
01:03:28i mean like i just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me and we're talking about like
01:03:38what's gonna happen between us and then it's just like all unraveled
01:03:46well look i don't know how many times i can say i apologize for it
01:03:49you still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note
01:03:54if every little speed bump becomes this massive thing it's never gonna work it's not gonna work and i don't
01:04:00want that
01:04:01you are so hot and cold with like how you feel i feel like one minute you want this and
01:04:07one minute you don't and you're so easy to walk away like you just said i'm out
01:04:11yeah turned off your location and it turned off my location but but you're minimizing that it's very erratic to
01:04:16me that's scary because i don't know what's going on in your head
01:04:19hmm that's fair you know i could have handled it better
01:04:24i know this is how it is
01:04:26can we move past that
01:04:35i'm falling for you i care about you more than you ever know
01:04:40i wanted it to work so mad
01:04:44you mean everything to me i'm gonna think about you all the time i'm gonna think about the great times
01:04:49but
01:04:49i don't like feeling uncertain
01:04:53i think i'm gonna be settling and like i can't do this
01:04:57it's not gonna work out
01:05:03i'm sorry
01:05:04it's fine
01:05:07i can understand
01:05:11sorry i have my eyes
01:05:24my heart wants him
01:05:26my heart cares for him but i know that i would be doing myself without service if i stayed with
01:05:32him
01:05:34his job situation his son's situation his living situation i genuinely feel bad and i want to take care of
01:05:40him but it's not my job
01:05:54i wanted this so bad but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:00no reaction when i'm breaking up with you and i'm about to never see you again if he really loved
01:06:04me and wanted to make this work he would be fighting right like i want a guy that's fighting for
01:06:09me like he's just unfortunately not the kind of thing that i want to do it
01:06:11guy for me and like I came here so excited to find love and I'm leaving alone I'm not the
01:06:32type
01:06:33to sort of be like no baby please don't that's not that's not me like I'm not gonna force someone
01:06:38you know I did what I could you know I didn't do the best but I did what I could
01:06:43I said I'm in love
01:06:45with her it's not an exaggeration but she always was hesitant but I think she played with my
01:06:50feelings a little bit well she was scared that she'd get hurt so she cut it off first I don't
01:06:57know
01:06:59but it's devastating yeah she goes one way I'll go the other
01:07:08I just want to let you know I don't want to let you go maybe in another lock every case
01:07:16he gave to me
01:07:16is in my memory like we were meant to be I can't wait to get back to Miami and see
01:07:23my cats and
01:07:24I'm gonna be okay but my roots are sad we did have a great connection and I did really like
01:07:32him and
01:07:33I do still really like him I know I'd be the right choice but it hurts
01:07:40I don't want to let you go
01:07:47good morning good morning when it comes to Michael we have to have better boundaries
01:07:53but I'm feeling a lot of anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us
01:07:59you look a little bit emotional
01:08:02yeah
01:08:06we got engaged
01:08:31I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on this sucks
01:08:35it will be fun
01:08:37I know I didn't think it was going to be this hard
01:08:41if you think about it it's getting hard
01:08:43I know I'm trying not to think about it it's hard when I'm packing everything up
01:08:50it's just hard to have spent this much time with you
01:08:55and now I don't get
01:09:00today I'm going back home
01:09:03and it sucks
01:09:04to have just gotten engaged yesterday
01:09:08and now I have to leave
01:09:12after they approve that paper
01:09:15I think it's going to be a long time before that happens
01:09:20it could be like a year and a half
01:09:22I know
01:09:24everything has a price
01:09:25I know
01:09:27it just feels like a lot can go wrong
01:09:29in that time
01:09:32but always
01:09:33if you really want to be with me
01:09:36if I really want to be with you
01:09:39we will end up together
01:09:41but if you change your mind
01:09:42but if you change your mind
01:09:46I believe in us
01:09:49yeah I do too
01:09:51I don't want you to cry
01:09:55I don't want you to cry
01:09:58too late
01:10:07that's probably Michael
01:10:10you want me to take the door?
01:10:12yeah you go get the door
01:10:13I'll grab my bag
01:10:14okay
01:10:16I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today
01:10:20so I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me
01:10:23good morning my good man
01:10:25good morning
01:10:26how are you?
01:10:27doing well
01:10:28how are you?
01:10:29yeah
01:10:29very good
01:10:32so you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:34yep
01:10:34good morning
01:10:35and the cab downstairs?
01:10:36excellent
01:10:37excellent
01:10:39when it comes to Michael
01:10:40I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:10:42about the future of our friendship
01:10:45there's no way we can continue to
01:10:47watch movies in bed
01:10:49and cuddle on the couch
01:10:52we have to have better boundaries
01:10:55it's worth it
01:10:56to make beer conning feel secure in our relationship
01:11:00but
01:11:01it's a little bit sad to me
01:11:03that things aren't going to be the same between us
01:11:09you look a little bit emotional
01:11:10how's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:14it's been pretty good
01:11:15it's really hard to leave
01:11:17I can imagine
01:11:20yeah
01:11:21I mean
01:11:21I don't
01:11:26it's just
01:11:28we got engaged
01:11:37it's funny
01:11:39I found you engaged
01:11:40and here you are again
01:11:43it's a fascinating world
01:11:45it's very interesting
01:11:46cool
01:11:49it was just so sweet and sentimental
01:11:50like everything he does has so much meaning
01:11:53which I love
01:11:54it was great
01:11:59come in
01:12:00I can't
01:12:03there's a point
01:12:04from the knocking
01:12:05I can't go in
01:12:07are you taking too long?
01:12:12it's the best
01:12:13in the camp
01:12:15okay
01:12:15excellent
01:12:16cool
01:12:21well congratulations both of you
01:12:23and
01:12:24thank you man
01:12:25thanks
01:12:25yeah
01:12:26I appreciate that
01:12:27well we gotta get going
01:12:28those planes don't wait
01:12:29yep
01:12:32takes time to make her mine
01:12:37she's got all she wants and doesn't
01:12:41fear con is still a mystery to me
01:12:42but
01:12:43I mean it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy
01:12:46is he right for Laura?
01:12:48I mean he's still young
01:12:49and they just have such different lives
01:12:50and long distance relationships are very hard to navigate
01:12:54a lot of them end up failing
01:12:57I don't think love is enough
01:12:58and
01:12:59right now that's what they got
01:13:00in my eyes
01:13:02that's just
01:13:02that's all they got
01:13:05I know the next 9 to 18 months
01:13:07is going to be difficult for you guys
01:13:09we know
01:13:10yeah
01:13:12it feels
01:13:14overwhelming
01:13:16actually everything is overwhelming right now
01:13:20I feel like
01:13:21half of my soul is leaving me
01:13:26oh
01:13:28oh god
01:13:29we're here
01:13:32our struggle just began
01:13:34we have distance
01:13:36we could have problems
01:13:39but
01:13:39if we both wanted
01:13:41it will work
01:13:43alright buddy
01:13:44this is where our journey ends
01:13:46yeah
01:13:46it is just the beginning
01:13:48I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months apparently
01:13:52don't say it out loud
01:13:53it's just sad
01:13:54alright
01:13:55I will give you your last moments here
01:13:57and see you on the other side girl
01:13:59thanks
01:14:00okay
01:14:04um
01:14:07no crying
01:14:08no crying
01:14:10no crying
01:14:11no
01:14:12oh I hate this
01:14:24we had our moments
01:14:26I know
01:14:27and we will still have our moments
01:14:32ultimately if we are going to get married
01:14:35I feel like there's so many challenges that BeerCon and I are going to have to face
01:14:40this visa could take up to 18 months
01:14:43he could get denied
01:14:44long distance communication is exhausting
01:14:48but I love him and he loves me
01:14:53and it's all worth it
01:14:57do you believe us?
01:14:58yeah
01:15:00I believe us too
01:15:02I love you too
01:15:13thank you for loving me
01:15:16I will always love you
01:15:18always
01:15:21thank you
01:15:21this was truly the experience of a lifetime
01:15:25and I wouldn't change it
01:15:27all I can think is that I need more time
01:15:30I want more time
01:15:31and I'm out
01:15:50how come in your contacts
01:15:52you have somebody listed as wife
01:15:55I don't know what you're talking about
01:15:57Faith went on your email
01:15:59I have screenshots
01:16:00it is true
01:16:03and you're being real
01:16:04I'm being real
01:16:27you know that these thoughts keep me awake
01:16:30you did too much damage baby
01:16:36Daniel's calling
01:16:42hello
01:16:44hello beautiful
01:16:45hey
01:16:47listen I'm driving home from work
01:16:49let me give you a call right back
01:16:51um yes
01:16:52make sure you drive carefully okay
01:16:54alright
01:16:55bye
01:16:59oh good god
01:17:01he hasn't called me
01:17:03and now he calls me
01:17:04and now I'm scared
01:17:05but his voice gives me butterflies
01:17:07in my stomach still
01:17:10and I'm trying to harden my heart
01:17:12and I don't know how to do that
01:17:14I don't know how to do that with him
01:17:18it has been at least a week
01:17:20since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again
01:17:25Faith communicated with this woman
01:17:26that he saved in his phone as wife
01:17:29and she didn't deny knowing Daniel
01:17:32she didn't deny anything
01:17:34does he have a wife?
01:17:36does he have kids?
01:17:37does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:39was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:42I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this
01:17:45maybe because I don't want to face reality
01:17:47but I know that I need to talk to him immediately
01:17:51and say what the hell are you doing?
01:17:54I can't keep doing this
01:17:56I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria
01:17:58and get to Daniel
01:17:59until I find out what's going on
01:18:10hey
01:18:12how are you doing?
01:18:14how are you?
01:18:17I'm fine
01:18:18how are you doing?
01:18:19I'm okay
01:18:20stressed
01:18:21it was a stressful day today
01:18:24oh
01:18:25I'm so sorry
01:18:26you know
01:18:27I always tell you not to walk so hard
01:18:31I'm gonna
01:18:32I'm gonna walk around a little bit
01:18:34hold on
01:18:34I'm tired of sitting
01:18:37baby I love your wig
01:18:41thank you
01:18:43I don't understand
01:18:44I'm confused
01:18:46suddenly he is being attentive and loving
01:18:51where has this been for the last two
01:18:53two and a half months?
01:18:54where has this been?
01:18:56it feels like he knows he did something wrong
01:18:58and he's trying to cover it up
01:19:03so like
01:19:04why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:09maybe I do communicate with you
01:19:11but I don't
01:19:12yes
01:19:13I don't communicate with you like before
01:19:15because you know
01:19:16we spent some weeks in Lagos
01:19:19so when I came back to my States
01:19:22I find out that I'm having a lot of debts
01:19:29I have a lot of debt too
01:19:30but I always make time for you
01:19:33yes
01:19:33and I'm working three jobs
01:19:35and you're not doing anything
01:19:36but going to football
01:19:37and working one job
01:19:39I'm so sorry
01:19:40I'm sorry about that
01:19:41I'm sorry
01:19:44you're not the same Daniel
01:19:45that I used to talk to
01:19:48I never changed my mind
01:19:50I still love you
01:19:51I'm not sure
01:19:51you ever make me to
01:19:53deny the love I have for you
01:19:55I can't do that
01:19:58then I have a question
01:19:59how come in your contacts
01:20:01you have me listed as Liz baby
01:20:04and you have somebody listed as white
01:20:10I don't think that's true
01:20:12Faith went on your email
01:20:14I have screenshots
01:20:15it is true
01:20:22and you're being real
01:20:24I'm being real
01:20:28why do you like laying accusations on my head
01:20:31it's not about accusations
01:20:32Faith texted that person
01:20:34and I have the screenshots of what she texted
01:20:37she said
01:20:38Daniel has you listed as white
01:20:40and she said
01:20:42so what do you want of it
01:20:45so who is this wife
01:20:50I don't know what you're talking about
01:20:52maybe you should come up with the evidence
01:20:56I do have the evidence
01:20:57so don't
01:20:58you're not going to do this to me
01:21:02he gaslights me all the time
01:21:05he thinks I'm a fool
01:21:07because I've fallen for everything he's done
01:21:09but not this time
01:21:12all right I'll send you the screenshots
01:21:14and then I'd like to hear what you have to say
01:21:20you have a contact that says wife
01:21:23and you lied
01:21:24and now you're smiling and smirking
01:21:26and acting like you don't care
01:21:30I'm not playing these games anymore Daniel
01:21:33I loved you with everything I had
01:21:35I worked three jobs to get to you
01:21:37I already made the effort to be there with you
01:21:40and you changed
01:21:42he's not admitting it
01:21:43but he's not really denying it either
01:21:47that's why he's ignoring me
01:21:48it answers all my questions
01:21:51everything's answered
01:21:51what other conclusion can I come to
01:21:56no matter how much I love Daniel
01:21:58this is the final straw
01:22:02you have been laying accusations on my head
01:22:04you're not even acting like you care
01:22:08you're not caring
01:22:09this is a joke to you
01:22:11but I'm done
01:22:12once I hang up
01:22:13I'm not calling back
01:22:15and I'd like you to know
01:22:16that I don't want this relationship anymore
01:22:21I want to call it a quits
01:22:23because you think I have a wife
01:22:26this is so funny
01:22:28honestly
01:22:29it's not funny
01:22:31and I'm hanging up
01:22:32because it's not funny
01:22:33did you find out
01:22:34I'm done calling people
01:22:36I'm done checking up on you
01:22:37I'm done
01:22:38goodbye Daniel
01:22:39goodbye forever
01:22:46no I'm not okay
01:22:47he tried to gaslight me again
01:22:50again he's trying to gaslight me
01:22:52and again
01:22:53he just showed his true self again
01:23:02he made a fool out of me
01:23:04and he broke my heart
01:23:05and he used me
01:23:10I'm not taking him back
01:23:13I'm done
01:23:13I can't do this anymore
01:23:15I'm tired of being made
01:23:16feeling like I'm crazy
01:23:20this marriage that I wanted
01:23:22more than anything in the world
01:23:23is over
01:23:24there is no marriage to Daniel
01:23:32next time on 90 Day Fiance
01:23:34before the 90 days
01:23:35the couples tell all
01:23:37Trisha
01:23:38you have a big update
01:23:40yes
01:23:41oh my god
01:23:43oh my god
01:23:45get married
01:23:48Molly
01:23:49do you still feel
01:23:51like Sheena lies to you
01:23:53yes
01:23:54all of the money
01:23:55with her family
01:23:56Sheena changes the story daily
01:23:59no
01:23:59no
01:23:59no
01:24:00no
01:24:00her parents were asking her for money
01:24:02as recently as a week ago
01:24:04that's the last time
01:24:05oh my
01:24:06oh
01:24:06I started this thinking
01:24:08Molly was the problem
01:24:09and now I switched to thinking Sheena's the problem
01:24:14Aviva and Stig
01:24:15the engagement
01:24:17is broken off
01:24:18Aviva
01:24:19got caught talking to other men
01:24:21somebody texted me
01:24:23that guy is never gonna love you
01:24:25like
01:24:25like I would
01:24:26oh
01:24:28look at me right now
01:24:29and say that you didn't cheat
01:24:30oh my god
01:24:33Michael and I have not really seen each other
01:24:35since Turkey
01:24:36huh
01:24:37oh wow
01:24:38yeah
01:24:39because you said to me
01:24:40you're on your own
01:24:40oh my god
01:24:42I was
01:24:43joking
01:24:44at no point in time
01:24:46would I say
01:24:46oh you are such a condescending man
01:24:50Lisa and Daniel
01:24:52you're definitely not back together
01:24:53we are broken up
01:24:54no no no
01:24:55hold on
01:24:55listen
01:24:56the situation now is complicated
01:25:00she's my wife
01:25:02what
01:25:02I am not with you
01:25:04you tricked me
01:25:05oh no
01:25:09is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex
01:25:13if I did sex with him
01:25:14I would not say I did this
01:25:16so you like to participate
01:25:17but you don't want to talk about it right
01:25:18because that's your religion right
01:25:19you're a fake Muslim
01:25:20oh
01:25:23you are a fake father
01:25:25I'm a real father fool
01:25:27I'm more father than you will ever be
01:25:29ever in your life
01:25:31you piece of
01:25:34there is something that I've been like upset about
01:25:36okay
01:25:36I found out you tried to hook up with him
01:25:39I really cared about a friendship with you
01:25:41I feel like I don't know who I can like trust
01:25:43I think it's very weird that you're like
01:25:45poor me I'm the victim
01:25:47when I didn't do anything wrong
01:25:48what is happening
01:25:49don't raise your voice at me
01:25:51don't get me mad and attack me
01:25:52that guy's not your boyfriend
01:25:54he's able to do whatever the he wants
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