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💑 90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017) - Season 8 Episode 19

Love knows no borders—but trust is earned. In Episode 19, couples navigate the emotional rollercoaster of long-distance romance: video call arguments, family introductions, visa anxieties, and the ultimate question: will they meet in person? Watch as cultural differences, financial pressures, and heartfelt moments collide in this gripping chapter.

🔹 Episode Highlights:
• [Hook: "A shocking revelation tests [couple's name]'s commitment across miles"]
• Relationship milestones: first "I love you," meeting the parents, visa paperwork stress
• Cultural clashes: traditions, expectations, and finding common ground
• Emotional confessions: doubts, hopes, and the courage to take the next step
• Tell-All tease: what happens when the couples finally face each other?

🔹 Series Info:
• Format: Reality Dating / International Romance / Documentary-Style Series
• Original Network: TLC / Discovery+ / Max (International)
• Series Launch: 2017 | Season: 8 | Episode: 19
• Focus: Couples Before K-1 Visa Journey – Long-Distance Love Stories
• Setting: Global – USA, Colombia, Philippines, Russia, Middle East & more
• Language: English (Original Audio + Subtitles for foreign segments)
• Runtime: ~90 minutes (full) | Clip/Highlight version: ~10-15 min

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Transcript
00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No.
00:00:10I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:14I love Laura because she has a pure heart,
00:00:17and I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:50And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing,
00:01:21and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32We're moving together.
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear, but there's no action.
00:01:38Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:02It's your pet.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again,
00:02:08even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Oh, wait, please.
00:02:22Just, please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish she realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I do want us to be together.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it, literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations,
00:03:42and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom, and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:28And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me, and you're falling for me,
00:04:43and then you bring the girls back in disrespect to me, and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't tell me you love me.
00:05:05And then, like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, yeah, I've been so apprehensive, and so, like, like, my walls are up with him.
00:05:15Because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:35At least your sleeping pattern would be perfect for me.
00:05:43I'm going to steal some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33Left the place and turned up your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:39I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I just drove off here, off the road.
00:06:42I just had a panic attack.
00:06:45I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Stop fucking me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:50I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I was not in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37Like, she can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43So you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:48I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me.
00:08:02So I feel like I'm making you do something I don't want to do.
00:08:05Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:11All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14You look like you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles.
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:35And the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:07I have a flight to catch.
00:09:09Oh.
00:09:19Bye.
00:09:23Bye.
00:09:25Bye.
00:09:27Bye.
00:09:28Bye.
00:09:48I swear, yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, I feel bad that it is last day.
00:10:00Yeah.
00:10:02But I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:16before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile,
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving when we just got things back on track.
00:10:30And I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance,
00:10:34that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44OK.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:54Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer.
00:10:59And my last love was Laura.
00:11:03So I believe sharing the thing that I love most
00:11:06with her is important.
00:11:10I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing?
00:11:15Take the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18OK.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life.
00:11:22And it's hot as balls, and I'm in jeans, for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy .
00:11:39Balls.
00:11:45BeerCon is so good at soccer, it's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here, and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah.
00:11:52Do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now, you're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my.
00:12:05No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08No.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14Your instinct kick the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:27When it comes to soccer, if I give her between one to five.
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:39But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So, yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:09You believed in yourself and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:15And also, this has a meaning because, you know, you thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that you were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:26But this is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart, it's going to happen.
00:13:35Yeah.
00:13:36Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have in our future.
00:13:43We will have that distance.
00:13:46But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You will follow your heart.
00:13:54We will be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You are my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:18The left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:25It is the only finger that you have a vein goes through your heart.
00:14:33And this is why people wearing rings on that finger.
00:14:41See?
00:14:44We have a mind that bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:51No.
00:14:52All we need is a spell.
00:14:58Now, I'm asking you.
00:15:03You want to bond your heart with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lately, I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been luscious.
00:15:21So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him.
00:15:40And now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find a reason why.
00:15:47And I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:07So, Blakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:11Um...
00:16:13I've been luscious.
00:16:18So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:16:32I'm just gonna have to wait for a few more minutes, and I guess I'm gonna see all the answers
00:16:41to my questions.
00:16:44Okay.
00:16:46It's been a few weeks since our renewal about.
00:16:50Juvon's extended his visa to stay with me longer, and she's been amazing.
00:16:57It means a lot to me that he was willing to miss work so he could travel and make memories
00:17:03for me.
00:17:05He's actually been very helpful in caring, which makes me find him attractive.
00:17:11So, you know, we were very busy.
00:17:14Busy doing what?
00:17:15Oh, my God!
00:17:17Like, so many sex!
00:17:19I'm going to church on Sunday!
00:17:25Juvon!
00:17:27Boo!
00:17:29Juvon!
00:17:30What?
00:17:35Boo!
00:17:36Come here!
00:17:38Let me show you something.
00:17:40Okay.
00:17:43Go ahead.
00:17:45I want to tell you something.
00:17:46Okay.
00:17:47Go ahead.
00:17:48Check this out.
00:17:53Is that is what I think it is?
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:58Oh, wow!
00:18:01Wow, boo!
00:18:03Hey!
00:18:05Are we about to have a baby?
00:18:08Oh, steps!
00:18:10What's happening?
00:18:11Hell yeah!
00:18:13Yeah.
00:18:14Thanks, boo!
00:18:15I'm very happy.
00:18:16I'm very happy, too.
00:18:18Yeah!
00:18:21Thanks, boo.
00:18:23I don't even know what to feel right now.
00:18:26Part of me is happy about it, and another part of me is like,
00:18:29holy , I'm about to be a dad.
00:18:33I'm scared as .
00:18:37I'm in shock, but I don't know why, but...
00:18:40I'm not really surprised, but I'm so nervous.
00:18:43Yeah.
00:18:44Me, too.
00:18:46I'm happy, though, boo.
00:18:47Aw, me, too.
00:18:49Love you.
00:18:50Love you.
00:19:01Thank you, boo, for packing my bag.
00:19:03Appreciate it.
00:19:04Uh-huh.
00:19:06I am very happy.
00:19:08I just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly,
00:19:12but the timing is terrible because Javon is leaving tomorrow,
00:19:19and we haven't really made any decision for the future yet.
00:19:25How you feel?
00:19:27Bloated.
00:19:28Bloated?
00:19:29Gassy?
00:19:30Yeah.
00:19:30Uh-huh.
00:19:31But I'm very happy.
00:19:33We have a bonus, and I'm really excited.
00:19:38You know, you always question, like, what's the meaning of my life?
00:19:41Mm.
00:19:42And now I feel like...
00:19:44You have a reason.
00:19:45I have a reason why I'm doing what I'm doing.
00:19:48You know what I mean?
00:19:50Oh, there you go.
00:19:50But part of me feels anxious.
00:19:57Well, me too.
00:19:58Because there's a lot of things that we haven't figured out yet.
00:20:04Right now, the main focus is your health and the baby
00:20:08and getting things in order over here.
00:20:12Then once that's good, we will definitely look more into you coming over there.
00:20:22You know, baby alone is very expensive.
00:20:25Mm-hmm.
00:20:25You know?
00:20:26And then you add the visa on top of that.
00:20:31Yeah.
00:20:33But there's a lot of things you're going to be missing out.
00:20:35Yeah.
00:20:36Like the first appointment.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:38To the doctor.
00:20:39You gotta keep him posted.
00:20:42I know it's not the same, but it's all we have for right now, so...
00:20:50Realistically, when do you think you could come back?
00:20:54I can't give you an exact month because I'm not back home yet.
00:21:00But I'll be back before you even get birth.
00:21:03That I can tell you.
00:21:04Yeah.
00:21:06Yeah.
00:21:07Now that I'm pregnant, I thought he would want to work harder to live with me in one place together.
00:21:14But I guess I was wrong.
00:21:19I know he loves me so much.
00:21:21But I can't help but feel sad that I'm going through the pregnancy alone.
00:21:28Let's not worry about it too much tonight.
00:21:31We have to finish packing, and we have to get up kind of early.
00:21:36I'm not gay.
00:21:38I'm gay.
00:21:42This time, love cockles all the pain.
00:21:53Can't keep my heart from yearning inside.
00:22:00You ready for this?
00:22:02Ready for some exercise?
00:22:03No.
00:22:04No?
00:22:05It's a beautiful day.
00:22:06Come on.
00:22:07It's hot.
00:22:09This is really good for me.
00:22:10It helps me cleanse my head.
00:22:12And I really want to, you know, feel better.
00:22:15And, you know, be airy and light.
00:22:19Is that why you're blonde now?
00:22:21Why, because I'm an airhead?
00:22:23Yeah.
00:22:23No, I'm not an airhead.
00:22:25What does Daniel think of your blonde hair?
00:22:28He wants an African style braid.
00:22:30He wants braids.
00:22:32He does realize, one, how expensive and time consuming that is.
00:22:38And two, you're a white American.
00:22:44I know.
00:22:45Why do I have to say and be and act and look exactly as he chooses?
00:22:51It is.
00:22:52It's hard.
00:22:53I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
00:22:56I know.
00:22:57You're working three jobs.
00:22:59You're working your ass off to pay off debt that you also added on for him.
00:23:05Why isn't he going out and getting another job?
00:23:09Where is his effort?
00:23:12I don't know.
00:23:13I'm just feeling different.
00:23:16I was so sure of him.
00:23:19And so in love.
00:23:21And now I'm just insecure.
00:23:26When mom first came back from Nigeria, she was definitely really excited.
00:23:32She was making all of these wild plans.
00:23:35She said she wanted to go back to Nigeria and stay for about a year.
00:23:39And then over the next couple of weeks, she just started saying that he's not communicating with her much.
00:23:46And I wasn't liking the situation.
00:23:49I wanted to find if there was another reason why he's not communicating like he was.
00:23:54And I did find things.
00:23:58And none of them were positive things.
00:24:03It's not normal that he has four other phone numbers.
00:24:08And not even that.
00:24:10He also has a wife contact.
00:24:11That's not your number.
00:24:13No, it's weird.
00:24:15Who, who is this wife?
00:24:17Not you.
00:24:19You wrote her.
00:24:20She didn't deny it.
00:24:21I kept the conversation.
00:24:23Before going to Nigeria to show that I could trust Daniel, he gave me his passwords for his email account.
00:24:31Faith logged into his email and got his contacts.
00:24:34He has me listed as Liz baby.
00:24:38And then he has another number listed as wife chat.
00:24:43And it's a Nigerian phone number.
00:24:46Faith reached out to the number and introduced herself and said,
00:24:51Do you know Daniel?
00:24:52I've got your number from his email and you are listed as his wife.
00:24:57And the person answered back and said, So what do you want?
00:25:02Faith pretty much told him my mom is also married to Daniel.
00:25:07I'm concerned about this.
00:25:08I think we should talk about it.
00:25:10And she said, Lose my number.
00:25:13Who the is wife?
00:25:14And why won't she talk?
00:25:18Daniel hasn't been giving me the attention that he was.
00:25:22I'm not getting the good morning texts anymore.
00:25:25He hasn't been calling like he used to.
00:25:29Daniel says he loves me and that he's been busy, but I'm suspicious.
00:25:34If there is a wife out there and he put me through all this and he has a wife out
00:25:40there.
00:25:41What does that mean?
00:25:45It's just too much at this point.
00:25:47Mom, what is your game plan now?
00:25:49Are you still going to go there and marry him?
00:25:54I don't know.
00:25:55I'm going to have to confront him.
00:25:56But I'm torn, Faith.
00:25:57I go back and forth every day thinking about this.
00:26:01I mean, he's going to gaslight you.
00:26:03You know that.
00:26:04But you also can't deny physical proof.
00:26:09I know that I need to confront Daniel.
00:26:12But I am afraid that he's going to gaslight me, just like he has in Nigeria.
00:26:21This is her picture.
00:26:22Do you remember her now?
00:26:24I don't know this person.
00:26:25You do know this person.
00:26:26I don't know her.
00:26:27No, no.
00:26:27You remembered last night when I brought it up.
00:26:29Now all of a sudden you're pretending you don't know her?
00:26:32I can't remember.
00:26:35Going through this has been very traumatic.
00:26:38And my head space is all over the place.
00:26:41There's proof.
00:26:42She didn't say, I'm not his wife.
00:26:44She didn't say, who are you talking to?
00:26:46That answer is everything I need.
00:26:48He can't come up with an excuse for that.
00:26:51It's time.
00:26:52It's time to tell Daniel what you have found.
00:26:55It's time to ask him about this wife.
00:26:57I love him.
00:26:59And I miss him.
00:27:01But I just feel betrayed.
00:27:04I'm mentally, physically, totally exhausted.
00:27:11I'm proud of you, Ma.
00:27:13You know I always support you.
00:27:21Off we go.
00:27:22I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:27:26I love you, purple bear.
00:27:27You don't need to be worried.
00:27:29She still manipulates.
00:27:32Better than anybody I know.
00:27:36You okay?
00:27:40I don't want you to leave me.
00:28:05I mean, words can't, you know, express how I feel at this moment.
00:28:12Having to leave Madagascar and not being able to say goodbye to Trish.
00:28:29I mean, it was hard not being able to be with her the last few nights.
00:28:36Because I still love her.
00:28:40But I know that it's not right or fair for me to not let go of the past.
00:28:54I'm really sad with it being over between Trish and I.
00:29:03But I couldn't help the way that I felt.
00:29:07And I couldn't lie and say that I don't have any feelings for my ex.
00:29:17Because of that, I lost something that could have been really special.
00:29:26There was a lot of times when everything was good between us.
00:29:30I was really happy.
00:29:32And I see so many good qualities in Trish.
00:29:36I feel like she lights up the room, you know, when she's in her good moods.
00:29:45I feel like I'm like the luckiest man alive to be standing next to her, hold her head.
00:30:01If my ex had never contacted me, Trish and I would definitely be in a much, much better place.
00:30:14Looking back at all these beautiful times that Trish and I shared together, I had such high hopes.
00:30:27Come on, baby.
00:30:29Come on, Trish.
00:30:32Good morning, baby.
00:30:39Yes, we are.
00:30:50This is making me think about how much I could be missing.
00:30:56How much I'm going to be missing in the future with her.
00:31:06Mama.
00:31:10This isn't how it was supposed to be.
00:31:15And this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out.
00:31:18Cause it's harder to fall.
00:31:21I'm leaving with no hope at all.
00:31:24When you're always on the ground.
00:31:30And I know I could love you forever and the day.
00:31:40Is cause great burps?
00:32:00No!
00:32:02Baby.
00:32:03Anywhere he found.
00:32:04I don't know.
00:32:05I don't know.
00:32:08Jane, why?
00:32:12I...
00:32:26This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:30Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:32They're not gonna, like, pop and explode?
00:32:34No, I think...
00:32:35Well, they...
00:32:36The air pressure's gonna be different.
00:32:37They might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:39No, I mean, people take their dogs on planes, so you don't explode.
00:32:43Right?
00:32:45Well, we'll find out.
00:32:53Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:32:56Oh, man.
00:32:57Yes, Mom.
00:33:05I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending.
00:33:10We had a lot of back and forth yesterday about why I have to leave today.
00:33:14She was hurt.
00:33:15She was upset that she wanted me to stay.
00:33:19All right.
00:33:20It was the hardest choice I ever had to make, saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:30Okay.
00:33:33Big ones first.
00:33:35Mountain of stuff.
00:33:36Thank you, guys.
00:33:40Waking up this morning, next to Forrest, I was really sad because it's been hard enough
00:33:46to wait as long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:51Off we go.
00:33:54It's so hard to let him go, but his mom meddles too much, so I don't have a choice.
00:34:03I love you, Machine.
00:34:05I love you, Papa Bear.
00:34:08The thing I'm going to miss the most is waking up in bed beside you and, you know, having
00:34:13you cuddle the snow out of me on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:18Grinding teeth.
00:34:19It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up.
00:34:24What I'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me, who's been farting
00:34:30all night, sometimes every day, almost 24-7.
00:34:33It was too good.
00:34:36You're funny, babe.
00:34:39You don't need to be worried.
00:34:41It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get
00:34:44you back home.
00:34:46Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:52Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:55I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy and to see him so in love.
00:35:00But I'm just, I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:06Are you hearing my love?
00:35:09I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:14Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:19Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
00:35:22No, I have more questions.
00:35:25I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship when it comes to her family and
00:35:33all of that.
00:35:33She still manipulates better than anybody I know.
00:35:37That's why I am so completely relieved that I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake of his life.
00:35:44I mean, if he would have stayed here, it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:52Which way is the gate?
00:35:54Right here.
00:35:55Uh-huh.
00:35:59Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves.
00:36:03Okay?
00:36:05I will see you again.
00:36:11It will be all right, okay?
00:36:14It will be all right, okay?
00:36:24Despite Sheena's faults, I know that they really truly love each other.
00:36:28And it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose them.
00:36:34It's gonna be all right, okay?
00:36:37That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:43He's taking care of you guys.
00:36:45We better go.
00:36:59You okay?
00:37:04This is not goodbye forever.
00:37:06This is the beginning.
00:37:11This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:17I love you, Sheena.
00:37:18Hi, Papa Bear.
00:37:31I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:34I'm sorry, baby.
00:37:35It's time for me to go.
00:37:37But you gotta be strong for me, okay?
00:37:52I want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:37:56What a bear.
00:37:57It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you.
00:37:59Okay?
00:38:01I know it's not much, but I love this hat and I love you.
00:38:05And I want you to wear it every day, all right?
00:38:08I'm gonna wear that work because my dogs might join.
00:38:10I know it's okay.
00:38:12It's all right.
00:38:15I love you, baby.
00:38:17I'm gonna sneak one more.
00:38:18I love you.
00:38:19Some day, you're gonna wake up and feel good.
00:38:23Before meeting Forrest, I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for what I am.
00:38:32But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:37I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't the
00:38:44end of our story.
00:38:55Thank you. Have a safe life.
00:39:04It's heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:08It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:13I'll be with you.
00:39:20I promise.
00:39:24Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start really making things.
00:39:31And changes that I should have been doing years ago to ensure that Sheena and I have a life together.
00:39:38This cannot be the end.
00:39:46I must continue moving forward.
00:39:50Back in the ring as I'm taking home cold times.
00:39:59I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:40:03Oh, yeah.
00:40:04Yeah.
00:40:05From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:12Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but I love her.
00:40:16Don't cry.
00:40:18And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:36I'm asking you, do you want to bond your heart with mine?
00:40:46Will you marry me?
00:40:47Yes.
00:40:48Yes.
00:40:51Yes.
00:40:51Yes.
00:40:51Of course I will.
00:41:02Can you believe that?
00:41:04Very engaged.
00:41:05No.
00:41:05It's crazy.
00:41:07Congratulations.
00:41:08You get engaged with me.
00:41:11I've never had an engagement string, so it's very cutesy.
00:41:16Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:20Probably not.
00:41:23I got everything I wanted.
00:41:24This is a win.
00:41:27Here is my trophy.
00:41:28Oh.
00:41:33Who needs a ring?
00:41:35I'm in my jeans and I play just football.
00:41:38And I just got engaged.
00:41:40Who cares?
00:41:41We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:43We don't need anything.
00:41:46Only thing matters is I love you.
00:41:49I love you, too.
00:41:53I am blown away by the fact that Beercom proposed today.
00:41:57It was something I thought was off the table as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:02But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:08And truthfully, if I had to do this over, I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:25I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:27That was a long road.
00:42:29Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now.
00:42:33It was.
00:42:36But all I want is you.
00:42:39I love that.
00:42:41I'm glad.
00:42:43You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:45You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:54You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:43:04It's up her mind, but she has red string.
00:43:08So she already knows her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:17Am I supposed to stay tight with you forever?
00:43:19Or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:21Okay, I'm going to think about that.
00:43:22You'll think about it well.
00:43:24Yeah.
00:43:58Long flight today.
00:44:00Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:04Those are pennies.
00:44:08Javon is flying back home today.
00:44:10And I am so grateful that I got to finally spend time with my husband in person.
00:44:16And even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:21But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant, I would be with my partner.
00:44:28That I'm not going to go through this alone.
00:44:30And that's not what's happening.
00:44:35Oh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:38Mixed emotions.
00:44:39I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:42Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:48You know.
00:44:49I know you're coming back, and I'll be okay here with Mama.
00:44:54But I wish you could be here.
00:44:56Yeah.
00:44:56While the baby's growing.
00:44:58Yeah.
00:45:01I don't know.
00:45:04I'm trying to stay emotionally strong, not just for us, but for her.
00:45:10But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure since she's pregnant, because we have a lot more finances
00:45:18to take care of.
00:45:19And it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:22Hello, Mama.
00:45:24Hello.
00:45:27She's petting your lunch?
00:45:28This is...
00:45:29Oh, thank you.
00:45:30Chicken adobo.
00:45:31Ah.
00:45:36I miss you.
00:45:38Miss you too.
00:45:39I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:47I promise her that you're going to come back soon for us and for the baby.
00:45:54I promise.
00:45:58Hmm.
00:45:58Okay.
00:46:11Hi, Mama.
00:46:12I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:14Aw.
00:46:16Miss you too.
00:46:17I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:19Okay.
00:46:20Okay.
00:46:21Pero, masakit na lalayo na naman si ng dalaw.
00:46:27Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin na broken family.
00:46:34Kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:37Naranasan na ni Jubon.
00:46:39So, ang pangarap ko para sa kanila ay isang buo at masahing pamilya.
00:46:43Sana lang yung promise ni Jubon, huwag na huwag niyang bibiguin.
00:46:49Para sa kanyang mag-inap.
00:47:09Well, I know one thing I'm gonna miss, the food.
00:47:13The food?
00:47:14Definitely gonna miss traveling with you.
00:47:17Mm-hmm.
00:47:18Yeah.
00:47:18That was really fun.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:20I'm gonna miss everything, boo.
00:47:22The good and the bad.
00:47:24Oh, yeah?
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25From arguing to make-up sex.
00:47:30Just how much we always find a way to forgive each other.
00:47:35And you make all the good things bad.
00:47:42A heavy load like fat.
00:47:45What?
00:47:46That's just what you do.
00:47:49There's no one else hurt you.
00:47:54All right, boo.
00:47:56I'm gonna miss you and I love you.
00:48:00I'm gonna miss this face.
00:48:02Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:06I'm gonna call you, all right?
00:48:07Don't cry.
00:48:15Looking back on the trip and what it meant to me, I've definitely learned a lot about Anna and our
00:48:23marriage as well as myself.
00:48:28Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but regardless of all the issues, I love her.
00:48:35And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind, you know?
00:48:39Wish I was there.
00:48:41Uh, Javon.
00:48:54I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:01It's not always fun.
00:49:03You have to work not just on a relationship.
00:49:07You have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:09I definitely need to work on myself a lot.
00:49:13Because I know I have, you know, I have some...
00:49:18I need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:29But no matter what happens, I feel totally, 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:36And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:41Of all the things we've done
00:49:44From this broken world we live in
00:49:48We need to stay and share the love we know
00:49:58Rolling.
00:49:59When you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:50:03I don't even know where to start.
00:50:05Like, it was crazy.
00:50:07Jeez.
00:50:35Mang Investment
00:50:38Rolling and stick up.
00:50:42It was out.
00:50:45Zero, zero.
00:50:48Hey.
00:50:52Here.
00:51:07Sorry.
00:51:10Sorry.
00:51:11It's like still so fresh, so.
00:51:15Yeah.
00:51:16All right, so when you're running,
00:51:20tell me what happened.
00:51:26A week ago, Stig broke off our engagement.
00:51:35And our relationship is over.
00:51:41There's so much that happened.
00:51:42I don't even know where to start.
00:51:44When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:48We had a great time.
00:51:51We traveled.
00:51:52We went to Vegas.
00:51:54Went to Houston and met more of his family.
00:51:56And then once he went home,
00:52:00I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:05He...
00:52:19I don't know.
00:52:20Just some days he seemed like so serious,
00:52:23but then he would go missing on me all night.
00:52:26I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know,
00:52:29having sex with somebody else or like physically cheating,
00:52:33but I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:40I could tell he was pulling away.
00:52:43And so then it went from like me basically just saying,
00:52:47over and over, I would respect you so much more
00:52:49if you just ended things.
00:52:52Because I already know what you're out there doing.
00:52:54I mean, just...
00:52:56just end things.
00:52:58It took him a while.
00:53:00I would say a few days.
00:53:02But then he finally texted me and was like,
00:53:04I can't do this.
00:53:06He blamed it all on me.
00:53:08He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:10It was crazy.
00:53:14I think he's projecting.
00:53:17He knows he did me dirty,
00:53:19and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:29He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:32Just did it over text.
00:53:39Then seconds later,
00:53:41he posted videos with other girls.
00:53:45I know she got little pretty friends,
00:53:47so more than likely you're looking beautiful,
00:53:49so...
00:53:49Come on.
00:53:51You got this guy!
00:54:00Like, I just like think,
00:54:10well, if I didn't do that,
00:54:11if I didn't do this,
00:54:12maybe if I handled this differently,
00:54:14like...
00:54:15it would have been a different outcome,
00:54:17but then it's like,
00:54:18I can't just...
00:54:20dwell on that.
00:54:25Are you questioning the whole...
00:54:28relationship at this point?
00:54:38I mean, I...
00:54:42I definitely have been left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:47Like...
00:54:48that's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:52It's like all the unknown.
00:54:55And...
00:54:57Yeah.
00:54:59Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:02I don't know.
00:55:03I'm going to die,
00:55:03but...
00:55:05I'm going to die.
00:55:12I'm going to die.
00:55:20I don't know.
00:55:22Baby!
00:55:27You are in the hole.
00:55:30And you are in the hole.
00:55:32You are in the hole.
00:55:32You are in the hole.
00:55:33You are in the hole.
00:55:41Bye.
00:55:46What does this mean?
00:55:55I forgot to give you this.
00:55:58Bye bye to matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:03Sweetheart, and we want a little cuteness together.
00:56:12Thank you, baby.
00:56:15So is this why you came here?
00:56:20Yeah, and also, I want to say goodbye.
00:56:31We're going to leave, and we'll never see you again.
00:56:37I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:40I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like, Trisha, I
00:56:44love you, I'll be with you, I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:54But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him.
00:57:05But you cannot be with him.
00:57:11It's sad, I don't know what to say.
00:57:17You know, I still love him.
00:57:22I still want to, I still want to see you.
00:57:25What's the point?
00:57:27Do you don't forget about your ex?
00:57:30You'll never change, so why you want to still see this?
00:57:35You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:40Is this going to take time?
00:57:44I want us to work, but I don't know, we've just...
00:57:51You can make it work, baby.
00:57:53You can make it work, baby.
00:57:54You can make it work, baby.
00:57:59You can make it work.
00:58:10Oh...
00:58:16It's not easy.
00:58:18It's just not.
00:58:22And, if nothing worth having ever is...
00:58:30You know, we don't have to commit to anything right now,
00:58:33but let's just continue to talk and see
00:58:37if we can work through it, OK?
00:58:47OK.
00:58:56But I'm not promising you that I'm going to get back with you
00:59:01or whatever.
00:59:03I'll take that.
00:59:05I'll take that.
00:59:12I don't want to get hurt again, but I'm hoping that he will change
00:59:19and not having feelings for his ex anymore.
00:59:25I'm going to take the day out of time,
00:59:29talking with him as a friend, and we will see.
00:59:33That's it.
00:59:38I have to call.
00:59:39I just leave it, sweetie.
00:59:52I know there's many, many things that I have to do
00:59:57to make it up to her, but I'd be willing to do whatever
01:00:01it takes to win her back.
01:00:04Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:10I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times
01:00:22that we shared together in the past.
01:00:27But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship,
01:00:31I have to start making a stronger stand of letting it go.
01:00:39because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had
01:00:44after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:48That's the feeling that has given me hope that we can get back to that place again.
01:00:59Oh, love is not lost.
01:01:06I am by your side.
01:01:16I feel sick to myself, man.
01:01:18Like, I just feel so ****, you know.
01:01:22I'm sorry.
01:01:23I'm sorry.
01:01:25My heart wants him.
01:01:27My heart cares for him.
01:01:28But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:31Put a hand on it better.
01:01:33If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing,
01:01:36it's never going to work.
01:01:38Can we move past that?
01:01:54I feel sick to myself, man.
01:01:56Like, I just feel so ****.
01:02:02I'm sorry.
01:02:03I'm sorry.
01:02:15My last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:20Like, I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends.
01:02:22Like, I'm a people pleaser, and I try to make you happy.
01:02:26Don't say yes to please me, and then have a fight with me.
01:02:29I don't have a choice.
01:02:29I didn't make a choice.
01:02:30Don't say yes to please me when I ask you,
01:02:32and then have a fight with me after when you said yes.
01:02:35OK, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:37But last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:39I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:40You made me feel really small, and you ruined our last night.
01:02:43That is, like, I didn't, that wasn't malicious or disgusting.
01:02:46And then you started talking **** about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:49I didn't.
01:02:49OK.
01:02:50OK, everything that I say, you're going to type out.
01:02:54I was kind of hoping that things would cool off
01:02:56before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:02:58But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:02Every time we have an argument, when I try and find a resolution
01:03:05or apologise, you know, it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:10You know, I love her a bit, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:21Last night sucked.
01:03:28I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me, and we're talking
01:03:36about, like, what's going to happen between us, and then it's just, like, all unraveled.
01:03:46Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:49You still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:03:54If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:03:59It's not going to work.
01:04:00And I don't want that.
01:04:01You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:05I feel like one minute you want this, and one minute you don't, and you're so easy to
01:04:09walk away.
01:04:09Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:11Yeah.
01:04:12Turned off your location.
01:04:13Turned off my location.
01:04:14But you're minimising that.
01:04:15It's very erratic.
01:04:16To me, that's scary.
01:04:18Because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:19Hmm.
01:04:20That's fair.
01:04:21You know, I could have handled it better.
01:04:24And I'm sorry.
01:04:26Can we move past that?
01:04:35I'm falling for you.
01:04:36I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:40I wanted it to work.
01:04:41So mad.
01:04:44You mean everything to me.
01:04:46I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:47I'm going to think about the great times, but I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:04:53I think I'm going to be settling and, like, I can't do this.
01:04:57It's not going to work out.
01:05:01I can't do this.
01:05:03I'm sorry.
01:05:04It's fine.
01:05:07I understand.
01:05:11It's all right, have you love this?
01:05:13I'm sorry.
01:05:18I'm sorry.
01:05:19I'm sorry to have you love this.
01:05:21I'm sorry to have you love this.
01:05:25I'm sorry to have you love this.
01:05:28that I would be doing myself a day of service
01:05:31if I stayed with him.
01:05:34His job situation, his son's situation,
01:05:36his living situation, I genuinely feel bad,
01:05:39and I want to take care of him.
01:05:40But it's not my job.
01:05:43Let me know you get home time.
01:05:46See ya.
01:05:55I wanted this so bad, but how can you tell me
01:05:58that you're in love with me,
01:05:59and then have no reaction when I'm breaking up with you
01:06:01and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:03If he really loved me and wanted to make this work,
01:06:06he would be fighting, right?
01:06:07Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:09Like, he's just, unfortunately, not the guy for me.
01:06:12And like, I came here so excited to fight love
01:06:15and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:32I'm not the type to sort of be like,
01:06:33no, baby, please don't.
01:06:35That's not me.
01:06:36Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know?
01:06:39I did what I could.
01:06:41You know, I didn't do the best,
01:06:42but I did what I could.
01:06:44I said I'm in love with her,
01:06:45and it's not an example of what I could do.
01:06:46It's an exaggeration, but she always was hesitant.
01:06:49But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:06:52Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt,
01:06:54so she'd cut it off first.
01:06:57I don't know.
01:06:59But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:03She goes one way, I'll go the other.
01:07:21I can't wait to get back to Miami and see my cats,
01:07:24and I'm going to be okay, but the roots are sad.
01:07:29We did have a great connection,
01:07:31and I did really like him, and I do so really like him.
01:07:34I know I made the right choice, but it hurts.
01:07:41I don't want to let you go.
01:07:47Good morning.
01:07:48Good morning.
01:07:49When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries,
01:07:53but I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:07:56that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:00You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:01I feel an emotional.
01:08:03Fair enough, man.
01:08:06We got engaged.
01:08:09No.
01:08:11Ha, ha, ha.
01:08:32I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:34This sucks.
01:08:35They're all good fun.
01:08:37I know.
01:08:38I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:41If you think about it, it's getting hard when I was talking.
01:08:45I know.
01:08:46I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:50It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:08:55And now I don't get it.
01:09:00Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:03And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:09And now I have to leave.
01:09:18I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:20It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:23I know.
01:09:24Everything has a price.
01:09:26I know.
01:09:27It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:32But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:39end up together.
01:09:41What if you change your mind?
01:09:43But if you change your mind, I believe in us.
01:09:49Yeah, I do too.
01:09:51I don't want you to cry.
01:09:55I don't want you to cry.
01:09:58Too late.
01:10:07It's probably Michael.
01:10:11Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:13I'll grab my bag.
01:10:14Okay.
01:10:16I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:20So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:24Good morning, my good man.
01:10:25Good morning.
01:10:26How are you?
01:10:27Doing well.
01:10:28How are you?
01:10:29Yeah.
01:10:30Very good.
01:10:32So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:33Yep.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35I have a cab downstairs.
01:10:36Excellent.
01:10:37Excellent.
01:10:39When it comes to Michael, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship.
01:10:45There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch.
01:10:52We have to have better boundaries.
01:10:55It's worth it to make beer kind of feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:00But it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:09You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:11How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:14It's been pretty good.
01:11:15It's really hard to leave.
01:11:18I can imagine.
01:11:20But yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:27It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:38It's funny.
01:11:39I found you engaged and here you are again.
01:11:43It's a fascinating world.
01:11:45Very interesting.
01:11:47Cool.
01:11:49It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:11:51Like everything he does has so much meaning, which I love.
01:11:54It was great.
01:11:59Come in.
01:12:01I can't.
01:12:03There's a point.
01:12:05I can't go in.
01:12:08Are you taking too long?
01:12:11It's the best.
01:12:13In the camp?
01:12:15Okay, excellent.
01:12:16Cool.
01:12:22Well, congratulations both of you and...
01:12:24Thank you, man.
01:12:25Thanks.
01:12:26Yeah.
01:12:26I appreciate that.
01:12:27Well, we got to get going.
01:12:28Those planes don't wait.
01:12:30Yep.
01:12:32It takes time to make her mine.
01:12:37She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:41So you're kind of still a mystery to me.
01:12:42But, I mean, it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy.
01:12:46Is he right for Laura?
01:12:48I mean, he's still young.
01:12:49And they just have such different lives.
01:12:51And long-distance relationships are very hard to navigate.
01:12:54A lot of them end up failing.
01:12:57I don't think love is enough.
01:12:58And right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:02That's just, that's all they got.
01:13:05I know the next 9 to 18 months are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:09We know.
01:13:11Yeah.
01:13:12It feels overwhelming.
01:13:16Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:20I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:26Oh.
01:13:27Oh, God, we're here.
01:13:32Our struggle just began.
01:13:34We have distance.
01:13:36We could have problems.
01:13:39But if we both want it, it will work.
01:13:43All right, buddy.
01:13:44This is where our journey ends.
01:13:46Yeah.
01:13:47It is just the beginning.
01:13:49I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months, apparently.
01:13:51Okay, don't say it out loud.
01:13:53It's just sad.
01:13:55All right.
01:13:55I will give you your last moments here.
01:13:57And see you on the other side, girl.
01:13:59Thanks.
01:14:00Okay.
01:14:06Oh, God.
01:14:07No crying.
01:14:09No crying.
01:14:10No crying.
01:14:11No crying.
01:14:12Oh, I hate this.
01:14:24We had our moments.
01:14:26I know.
01:14:28And we will still have our moments.
01:14:33Ultimately, if we are going to get married, I feel like there's so many challenges that
01:14:38BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:40This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:43He could get denied.
01:14:45Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:48But I love him, and he loves me.
01:14:53And it's all worth it.
01:14:57Do you believe this?
01:14:58Yeah.
01:15:00I believe us, too.
01:15:02I would, too.
01:15:04I love you, too.
01:15:08Oh, thank you.
01:15:13Thank you for loving me.
01:15:16I will always love you.
01:15:18Always.
01:15:22This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:25And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:28All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:30I want more time.
01:15:31And I'm out.
01:15:50How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:15:55I don't know what you're talking about.
01:15:57Faith went on your email.
01:15:59I have screenshots.
01:16:00It is true.
01:16:03And you're being real.
01:16:05I'm being real.
01:16:24Begging for your love to save me.
01:16:27You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:30You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:33I don't know.
01:16:34Oh.
01:16:36I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:37Daniel's calling.
01:16:42Hello?
01:16:44Hello, beautiful.
01:16:46Hey.
01:16:47Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:16:50Let me give you a call right back.
01:16:52Um, yes.
01:16:53Make sure you drive carefully, OK?
01:16:55All right.
01:16:55Bye.
01:16:59Oh, good God.
01:17:01He hasn't called me, and now he calls me, and now I'm scared.
01:17:05But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:10And I'm trying to harden my heart, and I don't know how to do that.
01:17:14I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:18It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:25Faith communicated with this woman that he's saved in his phone as wife.
01:17:29And she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:32She didn't deny anything.
01:17:34Does he have a wife?
01:17:36Does he have kids?
01:17:37Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:39Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:42I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this,
01:17:45maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:47But I know that I need to talk to him immediately and say,
01:17:52what the hell are you doing?
01:17:54I can't keep doing this.
01:17:56I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel
01:17:59until I find out what's going on.
01:18:11Hey.
01:18:12How are you doing, friend?
01:18:14How are you?
01:18:17I'm fine.
01:18:18How are you doing?
01:18:19I'm okay, stressed.
01:18:21It was a stressful day today.
01:18:24Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:18:26You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:31I'm going to walk around a little bit.
01:18:34Hold on.
01:18:35I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:37Baby, I love your wig.
01:18:43I don't understand.
01:18:44I'm confused.
01:18:46Suddenly, he is being attentive and loving.
01:18:50Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:18:54Where has this been?
01:18:56It feels like he knows he did something wrong
01:18:58and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:03So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:09Baby, I do communicate with you, but I don't, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:15Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:20So, when I came back to my States, I find out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:29I have a lot of debt, too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:33Yes.
01:19:34And I'm working three jobs, and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:39I'm so sorry.
01:19:40I'm sorry about that.
01:19:41I'm sorry.
01:19:44You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:48I never changed my mind.
01:19:50I still love you.
01:19:51Nothing will ever make me to denounce the love I have for you.
01:19:55I can't do that.
01:19:58Then I have a question.
01:20:00How come in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz Baby, and you have somebody listed as White?
01:20:10I don't think that's true.
01:20:12Faith went on your email.
01:20:14I have screenshots.
01:20:15It is true.
01:20:22And you're being real?
01:20:24I'm being real.
01:20:28Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:31It's not about accusations.
01:20:33Faith texted that person.
01:20:35And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:38She said, Daniel has you listed as White.
01:20:41And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:46So, who is this White?
01:20:50I don't know what you're talking about.
01:20:52Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:20:56I do have the evidence.
01:20:58So, don't, don't, don't.
01:20:59You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:02He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:05He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:10But not this time.
01:21:12All right, I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:14And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:21You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:23And you lied.
01:21:24And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:30I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:33I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:35I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:37I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:40And you changed.
01:21:42He's not admitting it.
01:21:44But he's not really denying it either.
01:21:47That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:49It answers all my questions.
01:21:51Everything's answered.
01:21:52What other conclusion can I come to?
01:21:56No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:02You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:04You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:06Oh, God.
01:22:08You're not caring.
01:22:09This is a joke to you.
01:22:11But I'm done.
01:22:12Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:15And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:21I want to call it a quits.
01:22:23Because you think I have a wife.
01:22:26This is so funny.
01:22:29Honestly.
01:22:30It's not funny.
01:22:31And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:33Did you find out?
01:22:35I'm done calling people.
01:22:36I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:37I'm done.
01:22:38Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:39Goodbye forever.
01:22:45You okay?
01:22:46No, I'm not okay.
01:22:48He tried to gaslight me again.
01:22:50Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:22:52And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:02He made a fool out of me.
01:23:04And he broke my heart.
01:23:05And he used me.
01:23:10I'm not taking him back.
01:23:13I'm done.
01:23:14I can't do this anymore.
01:23:15I'm tired of being made feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:20This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:24There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:30Shh.
01:23:32Next time on 90 Day Fiancé, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:37Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:41Yes.
01:23:42Oh, my God.
01:23:44Oh, my God.
01:23:45Get married.
01:23:49Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:23:53Yes.
01:23:54All of the money with her family, Sheena changes the story daily.
01:23:59No, no, no, no.
01:24:00Her parents were asking her for money as recently as a week ago.
01:24:04That's the last time.
01:24:05Oh, my.
01:24:06Oh.
01:24:07I started just thinking Molly was the problem, and now I switched to making Sheena's the problem.
01:24:14Aviva and Stig.
01:24:15The engagement is broken off.
01:24:19Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:22Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:26Oh.
01:24:28Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:30Oh, my God.
01:24:33Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:37Huh?
01:24:37Oh, wow.
01:24:38Yeah, because you're saying to me, you're on your own.
01:24:41Oh, my God.
01:24:42I was joking.
01:24:44At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:24:51Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:24:54We are broken up.
01:24:54No, no, no.
01:24:55Hold on.
01:24:56Listen.
01:24:56The situation now is complicated.
01:25:00She's my wife.
01:25:02What?
01:25:03I am not with you.
01:25:04You tricked me.
01:25:05Oh, no.
01:25:09Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:13If I did sex with him, I would not say I did it.
01:25:16So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:18Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:20You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:21Oh.
01:25:23You are a fake father.
01:25:25I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:27I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:34There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:36Okay.
01:25:36I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:39I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:41I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:43I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:46I'm the victim.
01:25:47When I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:48What is happening?
01:25:50Don't raise your voice at me.
01:25:51Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:25:53That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:25:54He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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