We Are All Trying Here (2026) S01E06 English Dubbed (ORG) & Korean [Dual Audio]
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00:00:15I love you.
00:00:48I should have fallen in love.
00:00:51Instead of wrestling with a script that wouldn't come together,
00:00:54I should have fallen in love.
00:00:57Now all those lines I used to force onto the page
00:01:00are pouring out faster than I can get them down.
00:01:03It's like some kind of engine inside me just turned on.
00:01:07Vroom.
00:01:09And now everything's falling into place without any effort.
00:01:14Vroom.
00:01:15I never realized I had such a powerful engine inside me.
00:01:18I should have fallen in love.
00:01:21How come you didn't tell me you got a girl?
00:01:24Vroom. Vroom.
00:01:25Vroom.
00:01:30I'm pretty sure it's true.
00:01:32A few days ago, someone threw a rock through Ajit's window.
00:01:36Turns out it was Una.
00:01:37Why would she do that?
00:01:39Kyungse was bashing you in the director's group chat
00:01:41and you were fighting.
00:01:42I guess it happened then.
00:01:48Oh, shit.
00:01:50She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:03She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:04She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:05She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:09She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:09She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:09She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:10She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:10She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:10She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:11She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:11She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:11She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:12She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:13She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:14She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:19She's awesome, isn't she?
00:02:30When are you going to get married?
00:02:34When I was a child, the girls who were seated next to me in class would cry.
00:02:39But now a woman shiny as a blade has come into my life, and there's nothing I can't do.
00:02:45What can I do for you?
00:02:47What enemy do you want me to vanquish?
00:02:51I really just don't understand.
00:02:53What about Dongman could possibly appeal to you?
00:02:56Don't try to understand. You don't have to.
00:02:58Why do you need to know? Don't be a control freak.
00:03:01When I say it doesn't make sense, it's because I'm not a fan.
00:03:04Exactly. Just say you're not a fan of him.
00:03:08Why do you keep saying you don't understand? Say it straight.
00:03:12I'd much rather you just be honest with me, all right?
00:03:17Why are you giving me attitude?
00:03:18Hey, you picked a fight first.
00:03:21All it takes is one word or one wrong look to ruin someone's day.
00:03:25You know very well just how fragile people can be.
00:03:28In spite of that, you act like it's nothing.
00:03:35I won't tolerate it.
00:03:39Hey.
00:03:42My hair's pretty damn thick, Hyojin.
00:03:45If you're going to start a fight and pull it, get prepared to lose your fingers.
00:03:55Have a good one.
00:04:07Did you know that I've always envied the telephone poles standing in front of your place?
00:04:14Not to mention that smug little Gim-bop sold here sign hanging from your window bars.
00:04:20If only I could watch over you all day like that pole.
00:04:24Or hang from your front window every night like that Gim-bop sold here sign.
00:04:32I wish I could just, boom, blow myself apart like all the matter in the Big Bang so I could
00:04:37be everywhere around you.
00:04:41Especially that damn Gim-bop lying there on its back getting rolled tight in your hands.
00:04:47If I were that Gim-bop.
00:04:51Guna.
00:04:53Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:04:56Mmm, so snug.
00:05:10Whoa.
00:05:35You know, when all I think about is getting back at someone or getting revenge,
00:05:39I can go forever. I can keep myself focused for hours, like I'm wearing blinders.
00:05:45When I imagine good things, though, all my brain power's scattered.
00:05:49Why's that?
00:05:51Because I've never been happy before.
00:05:55And when my head feels all scattered, I get really anxious.
00:05:59Like I want to stay anxious till I make it all work.
00:06:06Is your brother home?
00:06:13He went to Taekwalyong to work in the Napa cabbage fields.
00:06:18Hmm. Napa cabbage?
00:06:21He does odd jobs when he's not welding.
00:06:24That's good.
00:06:27Why are you asking about him?
00:06:34Oh, my grandma made some kimchi, Jim, and I thought I'd bring you some.
00:06:39There's enough for both of you.
00:06:41There's enough for both of you.
00:06:56So...
00:06:57Then...
00:06:58Why don't we eat it together?
00:07:01Why don't we eat it together?
00:07:03Why?
00:07:03Why don't we eat it together?
00:07:06Sounds great.
00:07:10Sounds great.
00:07:11I...
00:07:57Whoa, careful, it's hot.
00:08:17No, what?
00:08:22You said you wouldn't be here, you have to pick cabbage.
00:08:25Next week I told you.
00:08:28And you're already drinking, really?
00:08:31You could have at least cleaned up a little.
00:08:33This place is a dump.
00:08:43Hey, how are you?
00:08:47Releasing steam.
00:09:08Are those matching watches?
00:09:14Why are they both bright red?
00:09:18Hey, maybe eat something other than booze.
00:09:22Our guest deserves some gratitude.
00:09:39What's your purpose in life?
00:09:46You start.
00:09:47What's your purpose in life?
00:09:59What kind of person do you want to turn into?
00:10:01Not career ambitions or whatever.
00:10:04A lot of folks with successful careers are morons.
00:10:07What I mean is, this is how I want to live my life.
00:10:10That purpose.
00:10:14It's okay, just eat.
00:10:21To be a strong mother.
00:10:28I want to be a strong mother in the future.
00:10:32I don't want to be strong because of money or status.
00:10:37I want to stay grounded, unwavering, and centered no matter what.
00:10:44I want to be the kind of person who makes everyone calmer.
00:10:50I want to work toward that.
00:10:58My grandma's like that.
00:11:15What?
00:11:17What is it?
00:11:21What?
00:11:36Name.
00:11:38Leo you are in?
00:11:40Name.
00:11:43Name.
00:11:49Free.
00:11:51Choose.
00:11:52Two.
00:11:57Name.
00:11:59Name.
00:12:00Name.
00:12:04Name.
00:12:06Name.
00:12:13I really appreciate it.
00:12:21I'm already compromising on everything else.
00:12:23What else do I have to put up with?
00:12:25I'm not doing it.
00:12:27So what?
00:12:27We drop it?
00:12:28Yeah.
00:12:29There's no point trying to work with assholes
00:12:31and stop bossing you around on day one.
00:12:33I'm done.
00:12:37Oh, shit.
00:12:39I thought OTT was bagging him on the show.
00:12:42Am I wrong?
00:12:43Or did National Stress Management Department get greenlit?
00:12:46Yeah, it did.
00:12:47It's just...
00:12:47So what's the deal?
00:12:48The thing is, it's eight episodes.
00:12:50They think it's too much for him to do alone.
00:12:52They want to bring on another writer.
00:12:57Of all the battles you shouldn't pick.
00:13:00You can't mess with a man's writing like that.
00:13:03What, now two writers means it goes twice as fast?
00:13:06Some nerd telling me how to write my own scripts?
00:13:09It's unprofessional.
00:13:10Because they're paying, I gotta listen?
00:13:12That's right.
00:13:13I can take it somewhere else, then.
00:13:14It's my project.
00:13:15It's my idea.
00:13:16Where would you go?
00:13:18By all means, try.
00:13:19See if anyone else is willing to give you this much.
00:13:22They're putting up billions, so their opinion means nothing?
00:13:24Listen, it'll be your first series.
00:13:26They want you to have some help from someone with TV credits.
00:13:29Why is that so crazy to you?
00:13:30Exactly.
00:13:31That's just it.
00:13:31Here's the thing.
00:13:32Why are they so desperate for a second set of hands?
00:13:34Because they think I'm not good enough.
00:13:37Gee.
00:13:38As if you've never been...
00:13:39Screw them.
00:13:40I'm the director.
00:13:43No, I'm writing the entire thing start to finish.
00:13:46A Pak Yun-se project should be written by me.
00:13:48You're being eaten alive, huh?
00:13:51All directors have the same insecurities.
00:13:54You're so damn desperate to make it big,
00:13:56but of course you think getting help makes you weak,
00:13:59like it ruins your perfect vision.
00:14:00It really is a pathetic way of seeing things.
00:14:04And I'm just trying to keep our payroll going
00:14:06to get our rent squared away.
00:14:08And you know I'll take any help I can get on that front.
00:14:11I'll take help from anyone with open arms,
00:14:13because I'm not proud.
00:14:14I'm desperate for it.
00:14:23Listen.
00:14:26The thing is,
00:14:28you're old.
00:14:32Outdated.
00:14:41And you have been for a while.
00:14:43How many movies have you directed that fell apart
00:14:45because you couldn't stick the landing?
00:14:47That's why people say you skim the surface and never go deep.
00:14:53At least with the two-hour feature,
00:14:55you can cover it up somehow.
00:14:56A series exposes your problems, though.
00:14:59You can't hide,
00:14:59and if this project fails,
00:15:01you'll be done for.
00:15:02Kyung-se,
00:15:03don't be an idiot.
00:15:05People want to help you.
00:15:07How could you be so harsh?
00:15:11Is there
00:15:14any love in your heart?
00:15:18We've been together two decades.
00:15:19You're just tossing out a cliche like,
00:15:21is there love in your heart?
00:15:22And somehow you think you should write this alone?
00:15:25I wouldn't say all of this
00:15:27if I didn't love you anymore.
00:15:29So since I do love you,
00:15:31then I'm doing it for your own good, okay?
00:15:34Think carefully here.
00:15:37You know Pyong-nuna is a magician with rewrites.
00:15:40Now Dong-man's working with her.
00:15:41So you can either be the director
00:15:43who flopped with Sister Vengeance
00:15:45and watch Dong-man finally make his breakout feature,
00:15:47or put something new out there, quickly.
00:15:51The end.
00:16:07Sorry, I didn't know my brother was there.
00:16:09Must have felt awkward.
00:16:11It was nice.
00:16:13I had no idea I had such a clear goal in life.
00:16:17He asked me out of the blue,
00:16:18and I responded without thinking.
00:16:24I've noticed that when you speak,
00:16:26a vacuum is created everywhere around you.
00:16:29You said you wanted to be a strong mother earlier,
00:16:32and suddenly, poof.
00:16:36Like the three of us had left the planet.
00:16:39We were in space eating dinner.
00:16:43Yeah, it's funny to think about
00:16:44a nice space meal.
00:16:57Looks like it's an emotion watch notification.
00:16:59From the agency, I guess.
00:17:01Hi, customer 4,000.
00:17:03Your software update is scheduled for Friday.
00:17:06Oh.
00:17:07They only made 4,000, right?
00:17:08So you're the last one.
00:17:09Yeah, I made the cut.
00:17:10They gave me number 38.
00:17:14Lucky number 38.
00:17:16Ooh, so you got in early.
00:17:19Nice to have luck on your side.
00:17:21You got it made.
00:17:22I don't know.
00:17:23Number 4,000 feels luckier somehow.
00:17:25I like to get in right under the wire, you know.
00:17:31Oh, my gosh.
00:17:32Feels like winter's coming.
00:17:34You're not a fan of winter?
00:17:36No, but I like the wind, though.
00:17:37No matter the season, I love when it's windy.
00:17:45Hello?
00:17:48Um, hello?
00:17:50Hello?
00:17:51Hello, Xiong.
00:18:03It's, uh, your mother.
00:18:26Wrong number.
00:18:27All good.
00:18:28Oh.
00:18:46Isn't it weird?
00:18:47The leaves are all falling.
00:18:48And still, there's napa cabbage growing in Kangwon Do.
00:18:56I think it is.
00:19:06Does Pyun Siyeon sound better than Oona?
00:19:08Pyun Oona's much better, really.
00:19:10Pyun Siyeon's trying too hard.
00:19:12You changing your name?
00:19:14Nope.
00:19:15Pyun Oona's the winner.
00:19:16I'm serious.
00:19:17I am.
00:19:17Mm-hmm.
00:19:21A while ago,
00:19:24my brother,
00:19:27he'd say the names are tricky,
00:19:30just can't overdo them.
00:19:31He didn't want his kid to stand out,
00:19:33so he named his daughter Yong Si.
00:19:36But our family name's Hwang,
00:19:38so it's Hwang Yong Si.
00:19:40Sounds so tough.
00:19:43Yung Siu.
00:19:45It's good.
00:19:46I like it.
00:19:50Your brother's daughter is how old?
00:19:56Probably...
00:19:5614?
00:19:59Around there.
00:20:09Oh, let's go.
00:20:15It's cold.
00:20:23Good night, then.
00:20:24Oh, good night.
00:20:28Here.
00:20:53Don't be smug.
00:21:09It's mom.
00:21:10Give me a call.
00:21:25What's going on?
00:21:28How come you're hammered already?
00:21:29It's early.
00:21:34You just heading home now?
00:21:44Hey.
00:21:45Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:21:46Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't.
00:21:47Whoa.
00:21:49Ten points.
00:21:58So was it nice and peaceful
00:22:01in my absence or what?
00:22:03Well, sucks to suck,
00:22:05because that's about to end.
00:22:10Well, it's all good,
00:22:12all good, guys.
00:22:16I accept your apology.
00:22:19Hmm?
00:22:25Oh, look at this place.
00:22:26I missed it like crazy.
00:22:28Great to be back.
00:22:29Oh, sweet home.
00:22:33Over the past 20 years,
00:22:35our club has decided to break up
00:22:38and get back together
00:22:38more times than I can count.
00:22:40Hey, how about you sit down?
00:22:41You're making me nervous.
00:22:44Dongman left us,
00:22:45and we dragged him back into the fold.
00:22:47The A-Club's been reunited,
00:22:49but who knows
00:22:50when our group will be fractured.
00:22:52Hold on a minute.
00:22:53We're here because of you,
00:22:54and you're late.
00:22:56Sorry.
00:22:57Oh, jeez.
00:22:58Hey, sit over there,
00:22:59next to Kyung-se.
00:23:00Uh-uh.
00:23:02Go on.
00:23:02Hey, hey, why?
00:23:04Go.
00:23:05Over there, right now.
00:23:06Why?
00:23:06You need to be next to Kyung-se.
00:23:08It'll be easier
00:23:09because you can't really see each other.
00:23:10Go.
00:23:11Whatever.
00:23:12Oh, you're ridiculous.
00:23:14These two can't even look at each other,
00:23:16you know?
00:23:17You put them across from each other,
00:23:18it's a bloodbath.
00:23:21Oh, wow.
00:23:23Boy, it's nice to be looking away.
00:23:25Oh, I would love
00:23:26to not have to hear his voice.
00:23:28Hey, get me some glue.
00:23:30I should seal their mouths, too.
00:23:32These are your seats from now on.
00:23:34This way,
00:23:34you don't have to look at each other,
00:23:35got it?
00:23:36To think,
00:23:37you guys used to be best friends.
00:23:39Let's not rewrite history,
00:23:40Young-se.
00:23:40Just because we were roommates,
00:23:42you think we got along?
00:23:43Really?
00:23:43Yeah.
00:23:44Like Frodo and Sam,
00:23:45but gay.
00:23:46Hey.
00:23:47What?
00:23:48Jeez.
00:23:49You would be up all night
00:23:50watching movies
00:23:51that when somebody would ask
00:23:52what you saw,
00:23:53you could never answer
00:23:54because you were watching
00:23:54porn together till dawn.
00:23:56Hey.
00:23:57Frodo and Sam
00:23:58were best buddies
00:23:59till the end, right?
00:24:00You guys both
00:24:00kind of look like hobbits, too.
00:24:02Just saying.
00:24:04Anyway,
00:24:04I dare you to squabble again.
00:24:06There's a lot more
00:24:07dirty laundry
00:24:08from your past.
00:24:09All right?
00:24:09Understand?
00:24:10Ponzi made all of a snub.
00:24:12They saw crappy times
00:24:13shares over the phone
00:24:14in Non-kyum-dong.
00:24:15Hey, come on.
00:24:17We heard you.
00:24:18Someone toast already.
00:24:20To Frodo and Sam
00:24:22finally being reunited.
00:24:23All right.
00:24:23Hear, hear!
00:24:24Hear, hear!
00:24:29You should all be writing
00:24:30while you're still young
00:24:31and up to it.
00:24:33Once you're my age,
00:24:34you can't take a crap
00:24:35much less write.
00:24:37Seriously.
00:24:38You know when you have
00:24:38to push out a shit,
00:24:40script writing takes
00:24:40the same kind of strength.
00:24:42Ah, in the old days.
00:24:45I'd say
00:24:46this could be tough
00:24:48on my asshole,
00:24:48but I gotta blast it out.
00:24:50I'd brace myself
00:24:51and go for it
00:24:52and it would come out.
00:24:53At this point,
00:24:54I wouldn't even dare.
00:24:56I could go so wrong.
00:24:57It's the same with writing.
00:24:58Even if I stay up straining
00:24:59three nights in a row,
00:25:00I'm still constipated.
00:25:02Hmm.
00:25:04That's because you're
00:25:05trying to force it out of you.
00:25:07Know what I mean?
00:25:08Get the engine started,
00:25:09get things moving,
00:25:10then it just comes out
00:25:11on its own.
00:25:12It might hit you
00:25:13while you're sleeping
00:25:14or taking a shit,
00:25:15but one way or another,
00:25:16it will just pour out.
00:25:18We all got it inside us.
00:25:20The engine, right?
00:25:22So how exactly
00:25:24do you turn it on, though?
00:25:26I'm not sure, actually.
00:25:28I don't know.
00:25:29It just turned on.
00:25:31I didn't know
00:25:32I had my own engine.
00:25:33He's saying
00:25:34you need to fall in love.
00:25:36No, I'm not.
00:25:37It's not that simple.
00:25:39Everyone has it.
00:25:41Beethoven had it deep down,
00:25:43and I have it, too.
00:25:44Uh-huh.
00:25:46I once read
00:25:46this biography of Beethoven,
00:25:48and I never understood
00:25:49anything in it.
00:25:50Beethoven wants a drink
00:25:51while he's writing,
00:25:52so he has his servant
00:25:53heat up some milk.
00:25:54He puts the cup
00:25:55to his lips and drinks,
00:25:56but it's totally cold,
00:25:57so he chews out the servant.
00:25:59I wanted it hot.
00:26:00Why is the milk cold?
00:26:01But here's the thing,
00:26:02it turns out.
00:26:02It actually was hot earlier.
00:26:04He was so absorbed in his work
00:26:06that it went cold
00:26:07without him noticing.
00:26:09I remember thinking,
00:26:11how could you be so oblivious
00:26:13to something like that?
00:26:14Then guess what?
00:26:15Last night,
00:26:16I was writing like crazy,
00:26:18and suddenly I thought,
00:26:20ooh, some coffee
00:26:21would be really nice.
00:26:22So I got up,
00:26:23but then,
00:26:26it was already there.
00:26:28And it was cold, too.
00:26:30I completely forgot
00:26:31that I made it.
00:26:33Beethoven and I
00:26:34shared a connection,
00:26:35I thought.
00:26:36I'm like him.
00:26:37Come on,
00:26:38you wouldn't forget
00:26:38if Ramyun was on the table,
00:26:40would you?
00:26:41What's wrong with you?
00:26:42Trying to bring me down,
00:26:44aren't you?
00:26:44You know why we hate each other,
00:26:46Gyeongse?
00:26:47It's like when you see
00:26:48your flaws more clearly
00:26:49in someone else.
00:26:50We're alike.
00:26:52We're both shallow,
00:26:54our work is safe
00:26:54and superficial.
00:26:56Our writing
00:26:56barely skims the surface.
00:26:58No deep dives,
00:26:59no dangerous waters.
00:27:01But now,
00:27:02I can explore
00:27:03the entire ocean.
00:27:04I'm gonna scoop up
00:27:05pearls from the sea floor.
00:27:06I'm not
00:27:08one of your kind anymore.
00:27:12Bye!
00:27:22Watermelon would do you good.
00:27:23Man,
00:27:24eat the good part
00:27:24for once, you know?
00:27:26Stop licking the rind.
00:27:27Taste what's underneath.
00:27:37All hands,
00:27:38brace for impact.
00:27:39Brace for impact.
00:27:51Watch me.
00:27:52Because I'm gonna
00:27:53catch a wave.
00:28:03This book's good.
00:28:06So many lines there
00:28:07are brilliant.
00:28:08They make you stop
00:28:09and take them in.
00:28:10Pick ten expressions
00:28:11you like
00:28:12and memorize them.
00:28:13And then one of them
00:28:15will occur to you
00:28:16at the perfect moment.
00:28:19That's when people
00:28:20will begin to see you
00:28:21as unique.
00:28:23Did you finish the book
00:28:24I gave you last time?
00:28:27Stop scrolling.
00:28:28Be present.
00:28:30Another person's
00:28:31talking now.
00:28:31Someone who claims
00:28:32to have gone to school
00:28:33with your biological daughter.
00:28:37They even posted
00:28:38a photo of her
00:28:39as a kid.
00:29:16I don't think
00:29:17staying silent
00:29:18is an option anymore.
00:29:20We should do
00:29:20an exclusive interview
00:29:21and then put it out
00:29:22immediately.
00:29:23Yum's waiting
00:29:24on our word.
00:29:24We can call him whenever.
00:29:26I'll have everything
00:29:27set up at the office
00:29:27so you can do the interview
00:29:28after we finish up today.
00:29:29No, don't.
00:29:31I'll tell the public
00:29:32on my own.
00:29:33Everybody in Korea
00:29:33will hear me speak the truth.
00:29:35If we don't address this
00:29:36till after the awards ceremony,
00:29:37the public is going to think...
00:29:38Don't forget,
00:29:38people with nothing better to do
00:29:40love to watch celebrities
00:29:41embroiled in scandals.
00:29:43They can enjoy it
00:29:44a little longer.
00:29:48Thank you, Mr. Huang.
00:29:49Thank you, sir.
00:29:49Yep, good work.
00:29:53Mr. Huang?
00:29:55Yeah?
00:29:56You want to grab lunch?
00:29:57I have a script
00:29:58to revise tonight.
00:29:59I better push hard
00:30:00because I want to be
00:30:00fully cast by next week.
00:30:03It's wild.
00:30:04My script's going to get read
00:30:05by actors.
00:30:06I hope that you invite me
00:30:08to the very first screening.
00:30:10You better believe it.
00:30:12Bring your whole family.
00:30:13Best seats in the house.
00:30:14But you're right by the actors.
00:30:15That'd be amazing.
00:30:16Let's go.
00:30:17Yeah.
00:30:29Sir.
00:30:32You got this.
00:30:34No, you got this.
00:30:36See ya.
00:30:37Bye.
00:30:42Bye.
00:30:43Bye.
00:30:48Bye.
00:30:53Bye.
00:30:55Bye.
00:30:59Bye.
00:31:14Hey, on a day like this, it feels good to be alive.
00:31:17If you have gone far away, it would be a good day to come back.
00:31:50Oh, my God.
00:31:58Oh, my God.
00:32:53I don't know.
00:32:58I don't know.
00:33:28I don't know.
00:34:04I'm sorry.
00:34:05Something came up at home.
00:34:06I don't think I can come to work today.
00:34:40Where are you going?
00:34:43Where do you think?
00:34:44To work.
00:35:12I don't think I can come to work.
00:35:42I don't think I can come to work.
00:35:44I don't think I can come to work.
00:36:14I don't think I can come to work.
00:36:44I don't think I can come to work.
00:37:09I don't think I can come to work.
00:37:19I don't think I can come to work.
00:37:35I don't think I can come to work.
00:38:17I don't think I can come to work.
00:38:37I don't think I can come to work.
00:39:16I don't know.
00:39:30I don't think I can come to work.
00:39:31I don't think I can come to work.
00:39:50I don't think I can come to work.
00:40:18I can come to work.
00:40:49I don't think I can come to work.
00:41:19I don't think I can come to work.
00:41:48I don't think I can come to work.
00:42:16I don't think I can come to work.
00:42:19I don't think I can come to work.
00:42:23I don't think I can come to work.
00:42:25I don't think I can come to work.
00:42:28I don't think I can come to work.
00:42:35I don't think I can come to work.
00:42:35I don't think I can come to work.
00:43:10I don't think I can come to work.
00:43:10I don't think I can come to work.
00:43:11I don't think I can come to work.
00:43:38I don't think I can come to work.
00:44:35So please initial here.
00:44:36Don't worry about this section.
00:44:42Sorry, sir.
00:44:44But by law, we're forbidden from disclosing information about adoptive households.
00:44:49At this point, the only option is to wait until your niece decides to look for her biological parents.
00:44:54How can a young child be adopted without the father knowing?
00:44:57I mean, even with a divorce, there must be some approval process for the father.
00:45:02According to her records, the whereabouts of the biological father were unknown.
00:45:06So at the time, the mother's sole consent was sufficient.
00:45:11How about the location of the house?
00:45:14Help me out.
00:45:15Could you just give me an address?
00:45:18To not know where your child's been living, that's just plain cruel.
00:45:31I'm not even hoping for success.
00:45:34I just don't want to be miserable.
00:45:37I'm not a child.
00:45:43I don't want to be a child.
00:45:47I don't want to be a child.
00:45:49I don't want to be a child.
00:45:51I don't want to be a child.
00:45:53I don't want to be a child.
00:45:54I don't want to be a child.
00:45:55I don't want to be a child.
00:45:55I don't want to be a child.
00:45:56I don't want to be a child.
00:45:56I don't want to be a child.
00:45:57I don't want to be a child.
00:45:58I don't want to be a child.
00:45:58I don't want to be a child.
00:45:58I don't want to be a child.
00:45:59I don't want to be a child.
00:45:59I don't want to be a child.
00:46:00I don't want to be a child.
00:46:02I don't want to be a child.
00:46:03I don't want to be a child.
00:46:16What?
00:46:18Did your engine die?
00:46:24Would you rather we all succeed together?
00:46:28Or all go down together?
00:46:30Going down together would be easier.
00:46:35Yeah, well, at least we have each other.
00:46:46Man, it's funny, because I find when I'm struggling with my emotions, you don't seem bad.
00:46:57When I'm really happy, I don't hate you, and when I'm really sad, I don't hate you.
00:47:14So good.
00:47:32It's funny.
00:47:49Shhh.
00:47:50Shhh.
00:48:14Yes?
00:48:17Shion Hai.
00:48:20This is Una.
00:48:23Your name used to be different.
00:48:30I wasn't aware your father passed away.
00:48:33But you don't need to worry any more.
00:48:35You've got me now.
00:48:38Now, your future's yours, whatever you want to do,
00:48:42You could, uh...
00:48:44You could go back to school.
00:48:48Or study abroad.
00:48:50Anywhere you want to go, just tell me.
00:48:53I'll make it happen.
00:48:54Why would you?
00:48:56Are you ashamed of me?
00:48:59Do you want me to go abroad and disappear, or maybe...
00:49:02You want to save your career?
00:49:05Using the daughter you abandoned?
00:49:07I would never abandon you.
00:49:09I made a choice to leave your dad.
00:49:11If I'd known he was dead, I would have come back for you right away.
00:49:15Because you would have been my little girl again.
00:49:17Not your father's daughter.
00:49:19I'm sure you're backed into a corner.
00:49:21Just don't ask your little girl to rewrite our history.
00:49:25Don't pretend like you have a maternal bone in your body.
00:49:28Your nine-year-old child...
00:49:30Packed her own lunch for a school field trip so nobody would suspect she was alone.
00:49:34I moved on and lived quietly.
00:49:37I changed my name to erase that little girl.
00:49:40So please, don't let anyone know I'm the poor, unfortunate child that Oh Jung-hee abandoned.
00:49:50And I won't tell anyone either.
00:50:09We're here, ma'am.
00:50:32And I won't tell anyone anyone who gets married to
00:50:44Fine, leave! You've lived your whole life leeching off my name anyway!
00:50:57Pyeongchang!
00:51:00Pyeongchang!
00:51:14Pyeongchang!
00:51:14And the award for Best Actress in a Leading Role goes to…
00:51:23My mother, Oh Chung-hee! Congratulations!
00:51:52Thank you so much.
00:51:56Actors are happy just to be on stage, even for a background role as a tree.
00:52:01It would have been enough to have a career as a tree.
00:52:04And yet, I wound up here.
00:52:05Part of me is amazed, but at the same time, it feels like it was inevitable.
00:52:10Like there was some path laid out for me, and I followed it with every step.
00:52:15My heart feels torn as I accept this award.
00:52:18I feel two separate and distinct emotions.
00:52:21It's astounding that I was able to achieve this.
00:52:24And, of course I did!
00:52:27I also feel joy and guilt at the same time.
00:52:31I feel deeply proud.
00:52:33But I know these awards are one at the expense of another's hard work and sacrifice.
00:52:40I certainly took advantage of our crew's efforts.
00:52:44And I am.
00:52:48Feel like I took away the happiness of my daughter.
00:52:52Because I couldn't race her all the way through.
00:52:56And I'm deeply sorry that my guilt prevented me from loving my child.
00:53:03I am.
00:53:04I am.
00:53:04I am.
00:53:04I am.
00:53:08I took on this film hoping that it would bring some comfort to mothers like me who certainly have the
00:53:14regrets.
00:53:15And to those daughters who always put up with their mothers no matter what.
00:53:21I dedicate this to mothers and their daughters everywhere.
00:53:26That have come through trauma and pain.
00:53:29That have struggled and persevered.
00:53:35I have to have a good triumph.
00:53:39Thank you very much.
00:53:42That is his very amazing life.
00:53:46And I look forward to it.
00:53:48Thank you too.
00:53:48Thanks.
00:53:53And I have to go back to my home.
00:53:56Let's go back to my heart.
00:54:27Oh, ma'am, are you okay?
00:54:29Let's get you down, all right?
00:54:31Nice and smooth.
00:54:36If you could erase memories from your childhood and finally be done with this pain, would you choose that route?
00:54:48No.
00:54:51If I could make this pain vanish, then...
00:54:57that woman would be innocent.
00:54:59I'm sorry.
00:55:14I'm sorry.
00:55:16I'm sorry.
00:55:21I'm sorry.
00:55:27I'm sorry.
00:55:30I'm pretty sure I haven't had that one.
00:55:32Oh, you might not have noticed it.
00:55:34It's happened twice so far.
00:55:36The first time was on October 29th.
00:55:42It's weird.
00:55:42It doesn't ring a bell at all.
00:55:43Hmm, when you experience an unknown, the device records some audio from that encounter.
00:55:47Since some participants might not recall the emotional circumstances.
00:55:52I could play it for you right now.
00:55:54I could play it for you right now.
00:56:11I could play it for you right now.
00:56:23I could play now.
00:56:31Ah, looks like there was another instance pretty recently.
00:56:35Would you like to listen to it?
00:57:07Oh, I'm sorry.
00:57:11So what emotion might you associate with that?
00:57:16I don't know. I...
00:57:20I'm not sure what I would call it.
00:57:26One other participant has an emotional pattern similar to this one, actually.
00:57:33Could you pull out file number 38?
00:57:36They gave me number 38.
00:57:38Lucky number 38.
00:57:4138. This participant seems to have...
00:57:45They have a history of childhood neglect,
00:57:47and when they're put in a similar situation, they experience this emotion.
00:57:52Looks like it happens fairly often, about once or twice a month.
00:57:57This person said the emotion they experienced felt like an implosion of sorts.
00:58:03I've been calling it implosion.
00:58:12So what about you?
00:58:13How exactly would you describe that feeling?
00:58:17Can you think of a name for how it affected you?
00:58:23Does some kind of inner implosion capture it?
00:58:29According to our data, it's a little different from typical anger or frustration.
00:58:33There's some sort of bitter desperation mixed in about 7%.
00:58:41Are you okay?
00:58:43Why don't we come back to this?
00:58:44You can tell us, you can tell us about it in more detail later.
00:58:54I need your help.
00:58:59It's a cry for help.
00:59:05That's 7% of desperation.
00:59:09That's a cry for help.
00:59:12I need your help.
00:59:16That's something I've never been able to say in my life.
00:59:23I need your help.
00:59:41Remember I said there's another participant who's showing the same emotional patterns as you?
00:59:46It's number 4,000.
00:59:49Hi, customer 4,000.
00:59:52Oh.
00:59:52They only made 4,000, right?
00:59:54So you're the last one.
00:59:56That person's showing the same pattern once again.
00:59:59It has the same characteristics as that feeling when you get a nosebleed.
01:00:03That person offered the following description of it.
01:00:08A cry for help.
01:00:11An inner voice saying, I need you.
01:00:13Like a desperate cry for some form of support.
01:00:17Does that sound right?
01:00:41I want to know what they said made them feel like that.
01:00:52I want to know what they said.
01:01:25I want to know what they said.
01:01:48I want to know what they said.
01:01:54I don't know if you don't know
01:02:32Oh
01:02:56I
01:02:56I
01:02:56I
01:02:56I
01:02:57I
01:02:57I
01:03:29I
01:03:30We both help each other out already
01:03:33Don't you think?
01:03:46We're in sync
01:03:55We're in sync
01:04:37We should
01:04:39We should
01:04:45Find your sync
01:05:34What kind of weather should I make for you?
01:05:38Just tell me and I'll make it happen
01:05:41Whatever you like, Una
01:05:44I love wind
01:05:46Any wind, no matter the season
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