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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 06: Never Have I Ever
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00:06It's a wild feeling, it's a great adventure, I think I'm falling in love, falling in love.
00:15Good morning.
00:17Good morning.
00:18Give me one more from scratch last night.
00:21Say magical.
00:22Aww.
00:26This is awesome.
00:32I think it's great.
00:33Yes, it was a great night.
00:35And this morning.
00:37In the middle of the night.
00:38Yeah.
00:39Pretty sure at one point we had sex with the seatbelt on.
00:42Yeah, I had to pull up.
00:43Yeah, I had to take the seatbelt off.
00:49Last night was great.
00:50We had very good sex.
00:52I enjoyed it.
00:53I think she had a good time as well.
00:56Lots of different positions.
00:58She's got a favorite position for sure.
00:59Now that we're on the couch, I might see it again here pretty soon.
01:03Um...
01:04Good morning.
01:09Night one was done.
01:11How'd you sleep last night?
01:12Like a baby.
01:14Yeah.
01:14I think we just meshed really well.
01:17Yeah.
01:18Felt good.
01:19We slept in until after 9 o'clock.
01:21Yeah.
01:22World record.
01:23Yeah.
01:26Today's Connor's birthday.
01:27Big ol' 3-2.
01:30All of his wishes came true.
01:32Yeah, already by...
01:33She's right here.
01:33...10 a.m.
01:34This frickin' view.
01:35Oh, it's incredible.
01:37I can't wait to go and explore today.
01:39This frickin' view.
01:40Oh, yikes.
01:41This girl.
01:42That's my view.
01:43The rest of time.
01:45She's stuck with me.
01:57Last night was incredible.
01:59It was.
01:59I can imagine, like, so many things in your head, but it's like...
02:02I know.
02:03I don't know.
02:04It's, like, above what I thought, too.
02:05Yeah.
02:06And I knew, like, in person it'd be the same, even though you maybe not have thought that.
02:09No.
02:09Yeah.
02:10I knew that it would be the same in person.
02:11We were so erotically open with each other from day one.
02:15Mm-hmm.
02:16And we were so honest and so...
02:20accepting of each other that it made it really easy.
02:23I do feel like we complement each other really well.
02:25Mm-hmm.
02:26And we look so good together, you know?
02:28We look good together.
02:28I just feel like we've just been, like, training, like, our lives, like, whether it was, like,
02:35relationship-wise or whatever, and, like, we were meant to, like, literally be at this
02:39point.
02:40I could not agree more.
02:41All the, like, hard shit and, like, all of the not-so-great moments, I feel like, have,
02:48like, made me ready for you.
02:51Feels right.
02:51Feels so good.
02:52And that's why I love that girl.
02:55Yeah.
02:56Yeah.
02:57Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
02:58Yeah.
03:01It's a little blind for you.
03:06Apparently it is.
03:06Apparently.
03:07Yeah.
03:08It just worked out because you're also, like, really hot.
03:10I'm right back at you.
03:12Where do we see ourselves in five years?
03:15We've gone on a ton of adventures.
03:17Mm-hmm.
03:17You've cold plunged in Antarctica.
03:19Knocked that off the list.
03:20I've watched because that's not happening.
03:22Fair.
03:23Swimming with sharks.
03:25I'm actually down for that.
03:27Okay.
03:27I face fears.
03:28Yeah.
03:29So, you said Antarctica for me.
03:30Where else are we going for you?
03:31Portugal, Spain.
03:32I do want to do Portugal.
03:33That's where Ronaldo was born.
03:34Sorry.
03:36Who's the other?
03:36Who's the goalie?
03:37Tom Howard?
03:38Tim Howard?
03:38Tim Howard.
03:39He's American, though.
03:40Oh, yeah.
03:41So, where is he born?
03:42Do you want to go see that?
03:42No, I met him already.
03:43He's a weirdo.
03:44Oh.
03:45Goalies.
03:45I mean, now you're getting there.
03:47Soccer players.
03:47Now you're getting there.
03:49You're stuck with him so far.
03:49Except Beckham.
03:50Get out of here.
03:51He's not even good.
03:52I just like Posh Spice.
03:54I respect it.
03:55They're a good couple for sure.
03:56They're adorable.
03:56We're going to aspire to be that.
03:58Okay.
03:58Oh, absolutely.
04:00I hope I'm as fabulous as her.
04:02Not hard.
04:04You're up there already.
04:05Mm-hmm.
04:05I'll take it.
04:06I bet.
04:07A couple ways.
04:17It is party time.
04:20Happy birthday, Batch.
04:25Are you excited to see everybody?
04:26I am excited to see everybody.
04:27Excited to meet the boys.
04:29The boys.
04:29Meet the gang, my boys.
04:32I think that girls need a full debrief.
04:34Probably.
04:35So, it'll be fun.
04:36It'll be fun to catch up.
04:37The air is good.
04:38I'm going to shove it.
04:39Oh, my gosh.
04:42What is wrong with you?
04:45Is that thing going to stay on tonight?
04:52That's nice.
04:53So cool.
04:54I have a mashed iron.
04:56Dry that food.
04:57And rosemary.
04:59Like our child's name.
05:01Hey, what you want from me?
05:02I'm a bad little baby running through the streets
05:04and take a real thing to impress me.
05:06So, what you going to do again next to me?
05:08Oh, come on.
05:10I'm so glad you did this.
05:12I love you.
05:14Good to see you, man.
05:16Good to see you.
05:16I was like, you just chat.
05:18It's so nice.
05:18Good time.
05:19Good to meet you.
05:20Good to meet you.
05:21Good to meet you.
05:32Good to meet you.
05:39Good to meet you.
05:42Good to meet you.
05:43Good to meet you.
05:44How we doing?
05:45Good to meet you.
05:46Alex is, he's very attractive.
05:50We're missing the birthday boy.
05:51Oh, yeah.
05:53What is the big birthday bash?
05:55Literally.
05:56Happy birthday to you.
06:00Happy birthday to you.
06:04Happy birthday, dear Connor.
06:08Happy birthday to you.
06:15So much.
06:16Hi, everyone.
06:16Hey, I'm Jordan.
06:17Nice to meet you.
06:18Hi, I'm Emma.
06:19Nice to meet you.
06:20Nice to meet you.
06:21Nice to finally see you.
06:22You too.
06:23Seeing Connor, it brought up a lot of emotions.
06:26It was a weird experience.
06:30Hey, thank you guys for the warm welcome.
06:32Cheers.
06:38What happened last night?
06:40Yeah, what happened last night?
06:41Nothing.
06:42Lots of, like, touching all over.
06:48He's such a gentleman, though.
06:49He's like, am I allowed to, like, touch your boobs?
06:52And I'm like, oh.
06:53Absolutely.
06:54You're like, I can't look at my boobs.
06:56Great.
06:56There were many moments where I was like, could be on separate, or we're going to be connected.
07:01God, you're so strong.
07:02I was like, take my clothes off.
07:03Me and Mike are on the fucking day bed, just getting it on.
07:06I'm obsessed with that.
07:08All of the girls have definitely been physical.
07:12And my promen is left out.
07:14She's a very devoted woman.
07:16But, like, obviously we're going to have some fun.
07:19She's like, you make it so hard.
07:20And I'm like, I'm sorry, I don't...
07:22You make it so hard, Bobby.
07:23I'm like, you make it so hard.
07:25You make it so hard.
07:26When we are ready to have sex, we will have sex.
07:29Right?
07:30And feel bad for him.
07:33You can open them legs then.
07:34Like, I love you, but...
07:35Look at them, they're sealed shut down.
07:37You're literally like...
07:38They're the blood of Jesus.
07:40I need a fucking cage.
07:41Put me away.
07:42And maybe you need to do that so my man will get some tonight.
07:49Want to go join your friends?
07:51Huh?
07:52You want to go join your friends?
07:53Would you like that?
07:54Yeah, we can.
07:55Doesn't matter.
07:56I'm having fun with you right here.
07:59You're why I'm here in the first place.
08:01You know?
08:02What we're doing here, right?
08:06She was just actually saying how she's kind of upset
08:10because you haven't made out with her.
08:11Oh, really?
08:12Yeah.
08:13Wow, weird.
08:16How we doing?
08:21She's the best big woman.
08:22Happy?
08:23Where's your man?
08:23You need a drink here?
08:24Okay.
08:24Bye now.
08:25Everybody here is attractive.
08:28Like, there is no question about that.
08:30But I think that, like, with your person, it's a different level.
08:36You meeting Chris?
08:38Yeah.
08:38I've met everybody.
08:40Cuties, right?
08:41Chris is the cuties.
08:42Okay.
08:43I don't feel like...
08:44Yeah, I was going to say...
08:45Nobody's really what I expected.
08:46Really?
08:46Mm-hmm.
08:47Yeah, man.
08:48All right, so what are your intentions?
08:50Yeah, what are your intentions today?
08:51Bad things.
08:54This is us.
08:55Rest of our lives.
08:58Have you talked to your ex-boyfriend yet, or no?
09:00Stirring the pot.
09:01I was like, I don't want to reveal too much, but I'm like, you got good taste.
09:04So I'm like, hey, I like it.
09:06The boys are cool.
09:07He does gas these guys up.
09:09I mean...
09:09It's all the same, actually.
09:10But the girls are hot.
09:10Same, like, hairstyle.
09:12Well, yeah.
09:13If they squint, I'm like, oh, they're all good.
09:15Hey, hey, take it in.
09:17Which one is mine?
09:18Whoa!
09:19Which one?
09:20Only shots.
09:21We gotta have all.
09:21At the end of the night.
09:23I gotta leg up.
09:25I'm gonna be honest, this is not what I expected.
09:28I expected a little bit more depth to this.
09:30Is it weird?
09:31Like, I don't know.
09:32Like, I kinda feel like we're all at a surface level here.
09:35I feel like I've made these, like, wild connections with people,
09:38and I thought we were gonna have, like, these moments where we're like,
09:41oh, my God, are you Brie?
09:42And I just, like, went around and hugged everybody, and I was like,
09:44I'm Brie.
09:45I'm like, I know.
09:47We've done so much together, so why aren't we acknowledging that?
09:50Oh, my gosh.
09:51Connor's palms just stopped sweating.
09:53But you can sense it.
09:54But it was a little sweaty on the way here.
09:56I was like, are you getting nervous to see Emma?
09:58Oh, my God.
09:58I'm stirring the pot tonight.
10:00She's stirring the fucking pot.
10:01But love is blind, right, Connor?
10:06Brie was like, uh, named me with one ex here.
10:09And I was like, yeah.
10:10And she was like, are you good with that?
10:11I was like, fuck yeah.
10:12I don't have a shit.
10:13Yeah.
10:14I feel like I've made so many cool connections.
10:16Yeah.
10:17And we're literally just like, let's rip shots.
10:19Yeah, I know.
10:19And that's fun.
10:21But like, it was just like, it's kind of bizarre.
10:23Like, we just literally went through this insane experience together.
10:26And no one's acknowledging it.
10:27Yeah, like, it advised me a little bit.
10:33One thing I don't like about Brie, she doesn't shut the fuck up.
10:39One thing I do like.
10:42One thing.
10:43One thing.
10:43One thing.
10:44Just one.
10:44I have one thing that I like about her.
10:46One singular thing.
10:47She lets me be me, man.
10:49Love that.
10:50Yeah.
10:50She's good.
10:51She's awesome.
10:51Yeah.
10:52I felt like some things would be, like, forced.
10:54Like, you know, you do certain things.
10:55Yeah.
10:55Dude, it literally feels, like, so natural.
10:58Yeah.
10:58Like, nothing is clear.
11:00She loves you.
11:01Like, and I felt like that even before I even met her, which is crazy.
11:06It's wild.
11:07Authenticity is a big thing for me.
11:08Yeah.
11:08And there's a level of confidence where she just knows exactly who she is.
11:11And eye contact is dangerous in my eyes.
11:15I haven't found a negative yet.
11:17I mean, if you want to get picky, like, she's not the type I'd normally go for.
11:21I love dark features, but at the same time, I'm very happy.
11:24Nice, dude.
11:26What about you, Big Mike?
11:27Her sense of humor and my sense of humor are exactly alike.
11:30Dude, that's huge.
11:31Like, we fucking connect.
11:33If you two could just cackle together, it's different.
11:35Really good banter.
11:37Love that.
11:37The thing I don't like, dude, her fucking suitcases are all mess.
11:44Holy shit.
11:49It just feels like everyone's meant to be with, like, who they're supposed to be.
11:52It just feels natural.
11:53I was so off with everybody, though.
11:55Really?
11:56I was so on.
11:57What do you mean?
11:57Really?
11:58Like, I had no idea what anyone looked like.
12:00I was surprised about Alex.
12:02You have, like, an idea in your head.
12:03Yeah, he's not what I thought he would be like.
12:04No.
12:07But I feel like everyone else, I think I, like, knew.
12:11Really?
12:12Someone.
12:12I wouldn't have guessed Jordan.
12:15No, I would have guessed Jordan.
12:17Really?
12:17I love that.
12:19Like, I love, like, Big Husky Guy.
12:21I don't know.
12:22He's, like, so amazing.
12:24I know.
12:24Literally, like, when you walked in, I was like, yep, I see it.
12:27Yeah, makes sense.
12:27I see it.
12:28Makes sense.
12:29Yeah.
12:29Trust me.
12:30He's amazing.
12:30And he's just, like, a, he's a fucking good guy.
12:32I have such, like, a strong distaste for men and, like...
12:37Strong distaste?
12:38Strong distaste?
12:43We would have never guessed.
12:45I guess I've never not been with a fucking asshole.
12:49He's like, oh, let me open that.
12:50Like, let me open this store.
12:51Like, and it's genuine.
12:52It's not, like, I want to fuck you type of thing.
12:54Yeah.
12:55You know what I mean?
12:55Because you know the difference.
12:56It's, like, truly because he, like, wants to do things for you.
12:59Yeah, and he does that for other people, too.
13:00I, like, see that out there.
13:01And he's like, oh, let me get that.
13:02Let me do this.
13:03Let me do that.
13:04And I'm like, oh, my God.
13:05Like, this girl actually has a new respect for men.
13:08Men are good.
13:09Men are good.
13:11Men are good.
13:11She says.
13:12From red to green.
13:14From red to green, baby.
13:15Red to green.
13:16Straight to the penthouse.
13:22We deserve it, brothers.
13:24On top of that, happy birthday.
13:26Oh, thank you, Bella.
13:28The high one, but the high one.
13:30The high one, but the high one.
13:32Okay.
13:33Be brief.
13:34Thoughts, feelings, prayers.
13:36Okay.
13:37I thought it was cool.
13:38Yeah?
13:39Yeah.
13:40Um, who surprised you the most?
13:44Surprised me most?
13:45Yeah, girl-wise.
13:46Um, I did not expect Amber to look how she did.
13:50I feel like that's, like, the biggest surprise of them all.
13:53Yeah.
13:53She's got a kid and everything.
13:54Like, that's fucking crazy.
13:55She looks great, yeah.
13:57Amber and Jordan, they are perfect for each other.
14:00Amber and Jordan are, like, Chris and Jess,
14:02who are, like, the perfect fucking couple.
14:05Yeah.
14:05Yeah.
14:06Amber, Jordan, Chris and Jess, not surprised about.
14:09I know they loved each other from day one.
14:12What did you think of all the guys, though?
14:13I did not expect Conor to be Conor.
14:16Conor to be Conor?
14:17Conor to be Conor.
14:18What did you expect?
14:19I don't know.
14:20I think you picked pretty well.
14:22Yeah.
14:23I think you're the hottest one there.
14:25No.
14:26Fact.
14:27What did you guys talk about in the guys?
14:29Oh, you want to know what I said?
14:30Yeah, yeah.
14:32Fair.
14:33Um, I said you were a little unorganized.
14:38I feel like I've got a real good sense of that.
14:40How unorganized you are.
14:42Just the toothpaste, your bags, not making your pen.
14:48Okay.
14:49Fair enough.
14:50I'm not hating.
14:51No.
14:52I'm getting a feel for it.
14:54You're getting a feel for it.
14:54We're learning.
14:55We're learning.
14:56Yeah.
14:57Time to be alive.
15:00Time to be alive.
15:04Time to be alive.
15:06I thought it was a great night.
15:08Yeah.
15:09I think it was a really good night.
15:11We were all genuinely happy for each other.
15:13Yeah.
15:14Especially Amber.
15:15She has such a big heart.
15:16She's a really good person.
15:17So, it's nice that he was able to show her, like, how a good man can be.
15:25Yeah.
15:25And, like, make her really happy.
15:26I believe in the fact that, like, we are going to get married.
15:29Yeah.
15:29You know, we all came here by the same thing.
15:31That's amazing.
15:38Well, I am getting sleepy.
15:41Very, very sleepy.
15:44So, I think we're getting ready for some bed.
15:51Sleep tight.
15:52Me too.
15:54Don't forget the lights.
15:56Sleep tight.
16:01Thank you for a great birthday.
16:0332, babe.
16:04It was a really fun night.
16:06Yeah.
16:07Good people.
16:10What did you think of the girls?
16:13No one's cute as you.
16:15Aww.
16:16What were your impressions about the guys?
16:18It's wild to, like, finally put it all together in person.
16:21Yeah.
16:21But I feel like, out of respect for the connections and the things that we had in the pods, it's
16:26I just felt like we would have actually had a more genuine conversation than what I did with a lot
16:32of people.
16:33Even the guys I dated.
16:35And it kind of bothered me.
16:38Like, are we not acknowledging all the depth?
16:42Like, there were some people in there that I was like, I've told you things that I've never told anybody
16:46else.
16:50Are you just, like, not feeling the same way?
16:54I mean, I think I had a different experience where...
16:57Okay.
16:57Well, tell me about it.
16:58Well, I told you more than anybody else.
17:02So it was...
17:05I obviously don't care that you had your other connections, but...
17:13Okay, but, like, that, it wasn't meant to be dramatic.
17:16No.
17:17I just thought people...
17:18How people showed up in the pods, I thought people would show up differently at night.
17:22Really?
17:22Yeah.
17:23Like, we came into the pods so vulnerable, no?
17:26Yeah.
17:27It was just kind of bizarre.
17:28Like, we went through this whole experience and we're all just, like, looking into, like, we didn't just do this.
17:32Did Chris pull you aside?
17:36To talk more about this shit?
17:40I mean, that's a good question.
17:42I don't know.
17:48I'm not asking, like, in a wrong way.
17:50I'm just asking, like...
17:51No, I literally don't know how I answer your question because, like, I just thought we were all adults and
17:56we'd, like, show up differently.
17:58I did not have one conversation with Emma, so...
18:02You just pretend it didn't happen?
18:04No.
18:04If Emma would have pulled me aside and just wanted to talk, I would be happy to talk about shit,
18:10but I wasn't gonna do it.
18:12That's what I'm saying.
18:13Like, I feel like today was just very surface level.
18:16Maybe the second time we see each other, it would be, like, real conversation.
18:21I don't know.
18:22I'm assuming, like, you showed up vulnerable to Emma, and I'm sure Emma showed up vulnerable to you.
18:29It's an ex.
18:30I mean, I don't know.
18:31It's a pseudo ex.
18:32It's just, like, why aren't we acknowledging that?
18:34We all just, like, saw each other for the first time ever.
18:37Yeah.
18:37And no one said anything.
18:38Like, I'm kind of getting emotional about it.
18:40Like, it's just, like, we just went through these pods and we were so expansive and so insane.
18:45And, like, we're, like, writing these letters to each other and, like, telling each other we love them and, like,
18:51breaking up with each other and all of a sudden we just come and rip shots.
18:56I hope that there's a part two to that, to, like, talk to Chris.
19:03I kind of need the part two.
19:09You need the part two.
19:22Here we are.
19:23Just getting a workout in this morning.
19:26In this giant pool.
19:27I'm just gonna watch him swim.
19:30I'm just here for support.
19:31I'm not doing any of the physical activity.
19:38I just feel, like, a little bit lonely in the mornings.
19:43Because I wake up and then I have to, like, kind of go search to figure out where Devante is.
19:50And I'm not used to that.
19:51I feel like every time we kiss, it's because I'm going in for a kiss.
19:57Like, I'm grabbing his hand.
19:59He still is talking about future stuff.
20:01It's just...
20:02He seems...
20:05...disengaged.
20:06It looks gorgeous!
20:16Woo!
20:17Thank you!
20:19Hello, hello!
20:20Are you excited?
20:21I am.
20:26This is pretty damn cool.
20:29I am.
20:32Don't check any equipment.
20:34All right.
20:34I'll just...
20:35So, ladies first.
20:36Okay.
20:37Here.
20:37Here.
20:43Just pedal.
20:44Pedal.
20:45Oh, my God.
20:46Let's go.
20:48Wait.
20:48This is so cool.
20:50Michael.
20:51Come on!
20:53I'm coming, baby boy.
20:55High five.
20:56High five?
20:57Can we hold hands?
20:58Yeah.
21:01Nice!
21:01Look at this.
21:02Look at us.
21:03Who would have thought?
21:05This is probably the coolest thing I've ever done.
21:07Yeah, it's up there.
21:11Now, we're gonna do some jumps.
21:12Hey, I'm ready for it.
21:13You first, though.
21:14Okay.
21:15Keep it on with you.
21:16You're doing great.
21:19You like that?
21:20Yeah.
21:21It looks like a...
21:21Snap dragon.
21:23Why is that so bad?
21:25Just look at your wrist like...
21:29That was terrible!
21:32At least I can cut.
21:35No, no, no, no!
21:36No, no!
21:36No, no, no!
21:36Freeze me!
21:39Oh, this is so great.
21:40Oh, this is so great.
21:41This is so nice.
21:47Let's go!
21:48Wait, you're actually kind of good.
21:50Oh, God.
21:51Oh!
21:52Come on!
21:52There you go!
21:54Stay center!
21:54Ah!
21:55He did it!
21:57No!
21:57Let's go!
21:58Come on!
21:59The score is 13-10.
22:02Cornhole.
22:03Cornhole.
22:03Cornhole champion right here.
22:06Whatever.
22:07Whatever.
22:15Back there.
22:17Oh, that is salty.
22:25It just came up.
22:26We could see it.
22:32If we have boys, you're in trouble.
22:35You're going to be on the beach like...
22:37I know.
22:37I'm just going to have to walk away and trust that you take care of them.
22:45What else is on your mind?
22:49Um...
22:51Just, I...
22:52I feel like you've been a little distant.
22:55You've just been, like, disconnected.
22:57Yeah.
22:58That's fair.
22:59But I think for me, I think you'll start to realize, like, sometimes when I get quiet,
23:03it's because I'm trying to, like, stay calm.
23:05Sometimes I'll just go walk around and, like, take photos and, like, get my creativity out.
23:14Sometimes I feel like I need to be in my nothing box, I call it.
23:18Like, what's wrong?
23:19And I'm, like, nothing.
23:19I just don't feel like talking right now.
23:21Yeah.
23:22Oh.
23:22So when you are, like, in those moods, is that, like, a you don't want to be touched?
23:26If it's hot, probably not.
23:29Yeah.
23:30While we've been out here today, you're like...
23:33So, like, when I'm hot, I'm just like, no, get away.
23:36Yeah.
23:36Yeah.
23:37But you also know my love language is physical touch.
23:40So if you're, like, not touching me, I'm like, he hates me.
23:43There's something else.
23:46I had fun today.
23:47I did, too.
23:48Your eyes look really pretty.
23:50Well, thank you.
23:51You're glowing.
23:52Just wait.
23:52I get real golden.
23:54That Latina brings out the golden side.
24:07We have to, like, figure some things out in Ohio.
24:09Yeah.
24:09Your lease ends in June, you said?
24:11June.
24:11We can draw it down.
24:13End up in Florida.
24:14Test it out.
24:15Test it out.
24:15If we love it.
24:17Fly out to Arizona for a little bit.
24:18Test that.
24:19See how things go.
24:20And I've proven I can get any type of job that I want anywhere that I want.
24:23I've done that three times in a different country.
24:26What would make you nervous about living with me?
24:29Uh, nothing, honestly.
24:31I mean, I think we're kind of doing it right now.
24:33I have no fear.
24:34You have to be nervous about something.
24:35I don't have to be nervous about anything.
24:36There's no nerves.
24:37Like, I sit here and I'm very comfortable, confident in who I am and what I bring to
24:40the table and who I chose.
24:42So, yeah, no, there are no nerves on my end.
24:44And that's not even a, I'm sitting here convincing myself so I can convince you.
24:48It's, I'm almost, I guess my nerves are the fact that I don't have any right now.
24:52The nerves of not having any nerves is making you nervous?
24:55Yeah.
24:56It's like, when's the, when's the shoe gonna drop?
24:58But where's the, where's the catch?
25:00I've been through so much.
25:02I'm not nervous about it because of everything that I've been through.
25:04And I realize, okay, I can pivot in this country or a different one.
25:08I didn't have my father in my life and that didn't make a difference.
25:11I know exactly how to handle myself in most situations.
25:14So, yeah, I don't think there's anything to be nervous about.
25:16You gave me goosebumps.
25:18I love that.
25:19Yeah.
25:19I love that you're very confident.
25:20I think I should be.
25:22Yeah.
25:22I haven't had that previously.
25:24There's nothing to be afraid of in my end.
25:27Come change my life.
25:29Come spend the night.
25:31Come change my life.
25:34Come change my life.
25:36Come change my life.
25:38Come change my life.
25:38You're so pretty.
25:46I love that we can just kind of be silly.
25:49Yeah.
25:50And be goofy.
25:50Right.
25:51Oh.
25:54Yeah.
25:55In the pods, it was like that.
25:56What's the bad thing?
25:57Oh.
25:59No, there's no bad thing.
26:01Not a bad thing.
26:01Just me tripping over your shoes.
26:04Shit.
26:04It was one time.
26:06It was one time.
26:09You make me laugh.
26:12And I'm not, like, nervous around you.
26:17Yeah.
26:17How would you feel, being a husband and wife?
26:21Yeah.
26:21I think it would be awesome.
26:23Yeah.
26:24I feel like it would just be amazing.
26:27Biggest thing, I think, is, like, just the idea of, like,
26:30chasing each other and, like, it's always been you.
26:36Yeah.
26:38Yeah.
26:40Every moment we make it feels like a beautiful dream.
26:46We're floating up and we're free.
26:50We're in love.
26:53We never felt so hard.
26:56Cheers.
26:56Cheers.
26:58Happy birthday, baby.
26:59I love you.
27:00Thank you, I love you.
27:13I love you.
27:20the fact that you think that's old though is wild to me i mean i think it's because you are
27:23i mean
27:24because you are older than me is what i'm saying i feel like maybe you think like that more
27:28careful with your words i know i didn't get it out i'm kidding i'm saying i feel like the fact
27:32that you think that is because you're older than me i don't feel old no you're not i think my
27:36mom
27:37like knows me so well she like she knows like hey like you're not having kids man or like really
27:44why would i want a kid like i don't know people are like oh my god i have three kids
27:47i want to
27:47teach them sports i want to do all this shit like like i don't care she's like you need to
27:52be with
27:52someone that really understands you physically emotionally and like love them like and they
27:56need to be a special type of person too and like that's what i need and like that's what i
28:01have
28:03i'm serious
28:06i think both of us at the beginning had some certain feelings about our age difference
28:11and that it's so much less relevant than either of us anticipated i just really hope that you know
28:18i get to be with him forever
28:22that was that was great that was a great yeah thank you
28:28it was so nice to do that it just gives you like a glimpse of like
28:32things we're gonna do like how life can be today was good being able to like swim in the morning
28:38until the workout was like like i have to do that like every morning or something like that
28:42yeah i wish i felt that way
28:45that's okay you're there in support it's all i need to do
28:48yeah everybody has their different way of recharging
28:51yeah
28:52i wish mine was like running 10 miles every morning but it's not
28:59well you never know maybe you'll get into it
29:01i mean i told you i'll try the cold lunch but
29:04oh you're definitely gonna try it
29:06i'm not gonna love it
29:07but it's worth it though i promise
29:11yeah
29:12you wanna get in bed
29:13i've been caught in your love
29:17i've been living in darkness
29:23so show me the love
29:28never felt this feeling before
29:31okay we're getting ready for the pool party
29:33uh amber's gonna shave my back for me
29:35while she's so while she uh soft hands
29:40or it's directly on your tits
29:44this is love
30:06oh my gosh shout out 10
30:08good job
30:20give us a show
30:22oh chris like really was expansive and challenging for me in the pod
30:26and it's so bizarre to like not address that
30:30here we go here we go
30:31oh my gosh
30:35hey bro we're getting intimate huh
30:39okay that was brave
30:41admit nothing between me and him i swear
30:44connor i knew it i knew when we were gonna get together as a group
30:47and to not acknowledge that in this moment to be like we shared a lot with each other
30:51oh my gosh hi
30:53and like this is crazy and like i thought about you a lot
30:56i thought you and connor probably looked the same
30:58just from like how i don't know you made this picture in your mind and i thought you were gonna
31:02be like super like
31:03rugged and like dark hair and like really stark pictures
31:07like you had an ax on my hand like you know somebody could just pick him up
31:10you're just like
31:10yeah just like
31:12oh my gosh i don't know
31:13they kind of like almost like is he a liability at the bar like i don't know
31:16is he a liability at the bar
31:18that's why that's why that's why he's so sweet
31:20you literally paint this picture like i had a picture you looked like
31:22yeah and i was like paint paint me the picture
31:24and i saw you i was like who the fuck is that
31:25and you're like oh that's brie i was like what the
31:27what's up really you were like that's not it wasn't like good or bad i was just like i literally
31:30you paint a picture in your head and you're like it's crazy to like see you in person
31:33like the voice all like obviously matches now
31:35okay so you were surprised too
31:37yeah your voice is like i was like all right brie either smokes fucking three packs a day
31:41or she fucking just doesn't stop talking
31:43just have terrible vocal cords
31:45yeah
31:45obviously i was super excited to see you
31:47and i was telling connor that i'm like i can't wait to meet chris
31:51and all these people i spent so much time with
31:53i think that was like what was so cool about like i could like just see it i was like
31:57chris
31:57and i are like hanging out we're doing this we're doing that like it was just so easy
32:01to be like oh yeah like we would do all these things we probably still would do all these things
32:05yeah no for sure
32:06i was like absolutely like that's why i was like chris is still gonna like take me to do all
32:11these things
32:11so sorry sorry jess and connor i appreciate you for like just i don't know just the
32:17like vigor and energy you have for life like it's so attractive
32:20i'm gonna get connor to come over to my place and you guys can both can try the fucking ice
32:25plunge together oh i'm not kidding we were talking about like date ideas in columbus i was like
32:29so do you do like uh ice plunge he's like no but i was like chris does
32:34he's like you're an asshole and i was like i'm just saying that's how you guys i feel like you
32:37guys vibe like that though you think i don't know like i like like i push him i was like
32:42i don't
32:42know like it's interesting to see outside because we've been in such a bubble i'm like what do
32:45other people think like i don't know i don't know either like i look at you and jess and i
32:49was like
32:49that guy though yeah that works what is like like i'm like if you look at me and connor you're
32:53like okay that works yeah really okay i don't know i needed validate i don't know i haven't
33:00had any validation i feel like you guys are like on the same like he's like yeah let's just fuck
33:05up
33:05i'm like you're like yeah i don't shut the fuck up i don't know i don't know though i don't
33:08see like
33:09what it's like when you guys are like by yourself so i have no idea yeah
33:14getting the pods it really came down to like you and connor you guys are great together i promise
33:18you're like are we though oh you are okay there it is thank you for everything yeah no it was
33:23fantastic
33:26it's been a long weirdish day love seeing everybody love talking to the girls and the guys but
33:32it was a day where some of my insecurities came back out i have been so sure of myself
33:38and so i'm trying not to let it get to me but i don't know it sucks dude
33:53welcome to the office hi how are you good how are you i'm doing good i'm doing
33:59great great great better than good better than good since there's no sun i will take this off
34:05how are you and re doing we're good how are how are you and mikey doing we're doing really good
34:10he's clean he's clean he's like yeah he just has his shit together i am cluttery and he doesn't like
34:17that okay yeah how about you guys she's a neat freak yeah are you a neat freak not really yeah
34:24but like when we get back to the real world when i do just leave clothes again because when i
34:29shower
34:30just take it on clothes put in the corner of the bathroom yeah i'll deal with it later yeah
34:34because i'm like it takes like 10 seconds yeah and i know she's gonna go like bonkers i know i
34:38think
34:38that's like what mike's gonna do if you ever need anybody especially about mike here if he's pissing
34:42me off just let me know shout it from the rooftops yeah
34:46you got me singing yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you got me singing yeah yeah yeah yeah
34:53gosh this is like a live movie i appreciate that thank you
34:57thank you what are you guys doing
34:59chit chatting oh okay doing shots
35:07boys come over here let's integrate it's that time at the middle school dance
35:12let's play let's play never have i ever okay no i like this
35:17five fingers never ever ever yeah all right jordan you start
35:22never ever ever had a threesome
35:46never have i ever had sex on a balcony
35:55are you considering aren't you balcony i mean
35:57is it a balcony yeah
36:01ever have i ever had a hickey
36:03what
36:04for a hickey look at me my man is more pure than me
36:09my innocent baby maybe he's looking for his first
36:13that's what i said i said i can give you a first one
36:15hey i don't want a hickey
36:19i need another drink
36:22not 100 confident that our emotional is going to translate to the physical
36:26if i'm being honest because so far it hasn't
36:29i straight up told him we can have sex that's fine
36:33if that's what you need to like feel connected to like break down whatever
36:37wall is between us right now we can have sex
36:48i just felt so lonely
36:50your man loves you girl that's what a lot of people keep saying but i'm like i wish that
36:54he would fucking show me
36:58day one we were like making out hardcore and like he was being super respectful like can i touch
37:04you and i'm like you can touch my body please do yeah everybody else is having sex that's why i
37:10literally said to him today i'm like
37:12we can have sex
37:42putting myself out there and feeling like a slight like rejection of like that hurt you just give me like
37:48these little pecs like you don't want to like touch me
37:51and then like he was the one that actually like gave me a kiss goodnight i'm like okay so it's
37:56in there but it's like
37:57break
37:58i'm tired of feeling like i have to like engage everything
38:02but i'm like i need more yes he doesn't say i love you to me unless i say it to
38:08him
38:09tell him not i guarantee
38:12he doesn't even realize
38:13yeah
38:14a like kind of uncomfortable conversation now is way better than a shitstorm later
38:21let's read the song
38:23let's the flames get higher
38:25help me understand
38:27what's up g
38:31i wouldn't really put britney ahead of anyone else that we've had conversations with in the sense of
38:36um we're all going through this process together but at the same time i think there's a physical element
38:40that goes on to to marriage i think if it's the rest of your life you want somebody that you're
38:44physically attracted to how are you good to see you how are you what's going on i think britney is
38:49someone i would date before you know coming to the pause without a doubt i mean that she has the
38:52physical attributes that i find attractive tan skin dark eyes dark features and obviously very fit
38:57bodies uh so yeah so how are things for you great great i'm excited with where ash and i are
39:03at the
39:04moment i will admit ash is is a different type of person that i would have gone after before she
39:09so is davante right yeah um i i do like darker features i like certain things in my woman and
39:16i'm still trying to figure out engage whether the physical matches the emotional i think it's
39:20important that you have a physical connection and i'm still exploring that at the moment
39:26have you expressed that to her at all like she's not your typical type
39:29briefly but i i think it needs to be kind of reset and and and spoken about a little bit
39:33more
39:33it's a tough conversation right like it's like one of those like how do you say
39:37to someone that you're emotionally connected with like hey like
39:40you're not my usual type yeah yeah i'm comfortable saying okay it's not it and i don't have a
39:47problem with it i will break your heart to your face i'm not foreshadowing here but it's one of
39:50those like if we're not there i'll be very comfortable saying that and i hope you're in the
39:55same spot but i'd love to hear
39:58i struggled with that i haven't even mentioned at all sure that he's like not my usual type what's
40:05your usual type my usual type is like tall athletic i was like yeah yeah like that's not what i
40:13normally go for there's a physical aspect to this entire process and it does need to kind of meet
40:18that level and if it doesn't like you would end up settling yeah and i let me rephrase that because
40:23i love the dude upstairs like he's my personal it's more it's a very uh prevalent part of this
40:32process and you have to give space for that and i think both ashley and davante would also kind of
40:37understand that because they're probably playing the same level of game i know that i love this
40:42person i've always said like love is blind to an extent but it's not fully blind all the time no
40:49this is where the real test of does the emotional trump the physical right
40:58the conversation between me and alex is surprising because you know
41:04he has a little ruthlessness in him so that makes me a little nervous for ashley
41:10i don't want to ruin something that could be great because i think there's somebody that's
41:14fantastic there for you thank you for saying that
41:24good
41:24yeah
41:28yeah
41:29yeah
41:32yeah
41:39any interesting conversations you have uh any flirty girls any girls flirting with you i don't think so i mean
41:45i i i really
41:46focus most of the conversations on on like my guys and be like hey how are we doing like in
41:52that way
41:52um so i don't really think it was really flirty like in in reality it was more like for example
41:58jess
41:58like i'm talking about how great chris is and how he lights up and yeah i mean kind of harping
42:03on that and then with amber it's you have one of the funniest people alive and most genuine people
42:08that i know um and i mean most of them just are like yes i completely agree like this is
42:12my person
42:13same thing with emma i don't really think it was flirty yeah who else davante and brit it sounds
42:18like they might have some work to do um but that's not really my place to say um flirty conversations
42:23i don't think so i mean i'm very open and easy to talk to so maybe that comes off that
42:28way but i
42:28don't think it did davante's my dude like i'm supporting them in their relationship and and trying
42:33to kind of i guess push them in that direction so i don't really think it was flirty on my
42:38end but
42:39happy to run it back with you if you want yeah play it back no run the same i'm confident
42:44in it so
42:45i don't know cool yeah yeah what else you haven't lived with a girl right uh i've never signed a
42:53lease
42:54with a girl but i've lived with a girl and a dog for a couple months and it's been easy
42:57yeah i'm not
42:58not super pumped about going back to cleveland obviously or columbus but no um the way we've
43:04been talking is it doesn't seem like we're going to be there for very long we'll get through that
43:08time period and then move on to what's next and kind of be happy with it but again i'm used
43:12to a
43:12new city every couple months and that's that's home for me i've been in the unknown for a long time
43:17so
43:17like i don't feel as though there's anything to be nervous about you're nervous for nothing but like
43:22do you feel anything for the future no i mean i'm excited for the future but like nervous i
43:27think it's like a weird word yeah i just get like it's the unknown yeah it's not that i'm like
43:33so
43:33scared or like petrified but i'm like oh there is like there's changes involved without a doubt i mean
43:38it's not going to be the same but at the same time like i don't think there's anything to be
43:43nervous
43:43about i guess for me like when we do get back i'll just kind of need your like support i
43:48guess you're
43:48very comfortable in the unknown and i'm this is new for me i think it's normal to feel that way
43:53if you haven't been in in this type of lifestyle but at the same time yeah it's something that i've
43:58been through so i feel comfortable with it and happy to like be that rock if you need that as
44:03things come
44:03up because we don't really know what's going to come up there are things in life that you can't plan
44:06for we talked about this before give the pause and i mean look i've been through meeting my father and
44:14then traveling the world randomly and then losing a soccer career at the last second so like this is just
44:18far from the course for me yeah i guess i just want to make sure like you feel something like
44:22i don't want you to be like completely numb to like what our future is and no whatever you need
44:26on my end i'm happy to provide it's just you gotta let me know i know i think my biggest
44:30thing was
44:30just like i didn't want you to just be like completely numb like i was like do you even have
44:35feelings for me at this point it's like there aren't problems yeah fair and we'll solve them when they
44:42show up we don't have any problems right now don't make them okay deal deal deal deal
44:58i'm really grateful for going into today and seeing everybody because i needed the part two yeah
45:09and i could even do a part three to be honest
45:16and it's not because i'm like romantically interested in somebody but it's like
45:21there's a lot to unpack obviously we had different kind of days there wasn't any like unresolved
45:30feelings at least for me once i cut something off in the pods that was it for me yeah i
45:36don't know if
45:36you need to like figure it out or whatnot but just i guess it's a little weird for me just
45:40to
45:42see you like stumble over like a connection that you had cut off didn't love it
45:50i'm not gonna fall out of love or anything but i think just at the same time it was just
45:54like
45:54uncertain didn't love hearing it yeah usually i wouldn't say these things i'd probably just
46:00keep them internalized and then either blow up in a day or two or like resent you for them when
46:07i
46:07didn't tell you what i was feeling right maybe a path where i've just been like
46:12oof i'm not getting the validation that i need yeah but it's turned into
46:18like it's not about how she feels about you it's like this is what she needs at this moment
46:24this is about like her yeah
46:33that's a partnership like that's a relationship like that's what we are looking for as people
46:41progressing forward in life for a forever partner yeah and like seeing chris it actually
46:48was kind of like i don't know like i appreciated him but like he's also so happy yeah so like
46:55i
46:55really didn't like have much to talk about it was kind of a little fluffy which is kind of interesting
47:00because he was my number two connection but like seeing him adjust just makes sense for me so it was
47:06like what more do we have to debrief it's hard because i have to compare the experiences but i
47:13believed in you more than i believed in those i believed in you and just need patience with me
47:23like it's gonna be a lot and i appreciate your patience yeah and like i'm grateful for you
47:32a lot
47:51how's the party for you
47:57and i just feel like we have not been living like connecting with each other
48:04like when you walk by me it's like you just walk by me you don't like interact or like grab
48:10me or like
48:11touch my back or give me like a kiss or anything like that it's just like do you even like
48:15find me
48:15attractive because you don't ever tell me and do you even want to be here with me i literally don't
48:21feel like we're even engaged like i feel like we're just hanging out every time we've been together we've
48:27been like having fun talking like i'm always willing to sit down and have like a conversation with you
48:32like the fact that i don't wake up in the bed next to you like sorry i get up early
48:36and i don't want to
48:37lay in the bed all morning i want to be out here watching the sunrise reading my book i fall
48:41asleep
48:41out here like that's not me isolating from you like but you take that as such like a personal thing
48:47where it's like what do you want me to do you could be in there talking to me asking me
48:52questions like
48:53doing things i guess i didn't want to be cooped up inside the whole time you have that such idea
48:58like
48:59i have to be hugging you at all times of the day or being there it's like that doesn't like
49:02don't think
49:03that that doesn't mean i don't care about you i don't think that but i'm saying what you just
49:08said like no i'm saying we should be in a honeymoon phase okay if we're not it's not the honeymoon
49:14we
49:15still have like to live together like figure out life and like it doesn't mean i have to walk by
49:20you
49:21and always hug you and kiss you like every single second i'm not saying that but i'm saying don't walk
49:25by me and not acknowledge i'd never have not walked by you not another you have multiple times i have
49:31like i
49:31wouldn't be saying that i feel like we aren't connecting if you weren't doing that i get that
49:36but if i have nothing to say i can't always spark up a conversation 20 hours of the day
49:42like i told you that yesterday when we talked about that there's just a lot going on in my head
49:46right
49:46now all the stuff with my family adjusting back to life like there's a lot that like to take in
49:52and like i'm walking back like with someone not in my family anymore like that's a lot to take in
49:58so sorry like that you feel this way but you know there's other things on my mind too
50:05i'm not saying your feelings aren't valid but i don't know moments like this
50:12moments like this show what you made of i don't think you're ignoring me but i'm saying that i feel
50:21actually in pure shock
50:30we should want to be in each other's space if we're talking about getting married
50:36i think it's time that we settled in unfinished business
50:57i know what it's like to feel loved now you're bringing out the best of me i'll never ever felt
51:04confident about anything in my life we can have fun together but i can like call you anything and
51:08everything you're my best friend he's still celebrating christmas yep a little bit there is
51:14a keg outside i feel like i'm visiting my children at college your project oh my god
51:18when am i gonna have a grandbaby so any direct fear with me having a white woman as the mother
51:24of
51:24your children um if we have a kid and you resent your child you resent me i could never live
51:31with
51:31that yeah you're flashy you're very polished convince me that you're real i am absolutely in
51:39love with your daughter that's not it no no i've never been in a position of being that involved with
51:45kid's life before it gets scary i am pretty much you like to talk let me fuck off okay i'm
51:51good
51:54yeah you look amazing thank you
51:59i by no means do i expect you to like text me all day long i don't text anybody
52:04chris fuzco let's see it do you want me to answer no is this really the person i'm supposed to
52:12be with
52:13forever and always i don't know listen to me i like connor but he's too submissive of a guy to
52:20be with you
52:24get out see yourself taking this i'm making the biggest decision of my life now is the time to
52:34decide if love is blind i was thinking about what it would be like if i was with the number
52:40two person i had
52:48i can't count but the reason is
52:53I'm still alone without you
52:57I'm pleased to be wrong
53:01I can't believe myself no more
53:05No more, no more, no more
53:13No, no
53:40No more, no more
54:05No more, no more
54:35No more, no more
55:18No more, no more
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