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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 05: Where the Hell is My Husband?
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00:00The End
00:01The End
00:05The End
00:08The End
00:09The End
00:14Wow
00:15Wow
00:17Time after time
00:18We will rise up
00:22We will rise up
00:24We will rise up
00:26Wow
00:28Wow
00:29Wow
00:29Wow
00:49I love you so much
00:52I wanted somebody to
00:55Love me the way
00:56That I've learned to love myself
00:58She's leaving
01:01I'm gonna go home
01:02I'm gonna go home
01:04But this isn't my husband
01:06But just somebody on the journey
01:13I opened the door
01:14And nobody was in there
01:18She left
01:19She was gone
01:21She wasn't even there
01:23I'm sorry brother
01:24Thank you bro
01:26Like this
01:27I'm sorry man
01:30You're good you're good bro
01:31I love you man
01:34That's so fucking crazy bro
01:37Doesn't matter
01:40These girls man
01:42Why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday
01:44I don't
01:46I don't blame her
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47I don't blame her
02:04I know I'm ready to commit to Brittany for the rest of my life
02:06I love her for who she is and what she stands for and what she believes in
02:10Her faith, her loyalty, her energy
02:13She has such a beautiful soul
02:14And that's what I'm attracted to
02:17I'm on cloud nine right now
02:19Take a breath and close my eyes
02:23I am going to be Mrs. Devonte Lee Anderson
02:28I am in love
02:30I bought a wedding dress for a reason
02:33I'm gonna be a wife
02:34We can go back
02:37I'm engaged to Brittany, Elena Wicker
02:40And I feel amazing
02:42We talked about popping up to the reunion with the baby
02:46So we'll see what happens
02:54We quite literally have zero idea what each other looks like
02:58I didn't give away the fact that I'm Hispanic
03:01I kept the Latina in wraps
03:04Because what's exciting about all of this is looks literally had nothing to do with it
03:09I wanted Devonte to know I am beautiful on the inside
03:13And he fell in love with my inner person
03:16So why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared
03:24But he's telling you
03:26But he's telling you
03:44Hello
03:45That anticipation
03:47Thank you
03:49It's so good to finally see you too
03:52Yeah
03:54Mmm
03:57Mmm
04:00Mmm
04:01Mmm
04:02Mmm
04:02Mmm
04:02Mmm
04:05Well, I don't want to make you wait any longer
04:09So Brittany
04:11I'm gonna get on my knee
04:12Yes
04:12And I'm gonna ask you if you will marry me
04:16Yes I will
04:17You're just my imagination
04:20Can you taste the anticipation
04:22It's beautiful
04:24Mmm
04:25Just like you
04:26Mmm
04:26Of your skin
04:28Or my skin
04:29Mmm
04:30Mmm
04:31That's so cool
04:32That you never felt anything like this
04:35What I was expecting was probably a little bit bigger
04:41He's shorter than I thought he would be
04:43Oh man, I started sweating when I got near and now I'm nervous
04:46I know you are so sweaty
04:49He was definitely very sticky
04:51I did not expect freckles though, so that's a surprise
04:54He's definitely not somebody that I would probably have gone for out like in the bar
05:01I don't think that he's someone that I would have been like, that's the one
05:06But, I don't care
05:07I don't care
05:09I don't care
05:09I mean, we're all gonna get fat one day anyway
05:11Oh man
05:12You've got red in your beard
05:13Yeah
05:14And from my mom
05:15Do you have gray?
05:16I do
05:16Look at you
05:19Like, he's still handsome
05:20He's very handsome
05:21I didn't know what color your eyes would be
05:23Yes, green, blue, whatever they want to be
05:25Yeah, like a greenish blue
05:26Gervonta's eyes are beautiful
05:28I hope your kids have your eyes
05:30Those are the kind of eyes that are gonna get me pregnant
05:33Did you have any idea?
05:35Did you think I was white?
05:36I had no idea
05:36I fell in love with Brittany just so happened that she is a woman of color
05:42You know, that's something I've never actually dated
05:44Let alone propose to get engaged to
05:47So, you know, that was something that kind of surprised me
05:51But I fell in love with Brittany because of her heart
05:54I literally don't think that we would've ever, like, crossed paths
05:57I know
05:57Any other way
05:58Yeah, that's so true
05:59I was like a very, like, quiet
06:01Like, if I was out and about
06:03Like, I would just be sitting at the table with my friends too
06:05That's me, yeah
06:06Yeah
06:07I'd just stay in the house
06:08I'd go to work, I'd go to the gym, go to church
06:11Right, mouth and mouth
06:12You're like, so how exactly did you expect to find a man?
06:14I was like, I don't know
06:15Yeah, exactly
06:16I'm so excited for you to meet my family
06:18I'm so excited
06:19I know, I think they're gonna love you
06:21You think so?
06:21Mmhmm
06:22I really do
06:24Oh
06:24Are they just as goofy as you?
06:27More
06:30I know
06:30Your lips do compliment my lips
06:31They do
06:32They do compliment each other
06:34You still think I have a nerdy voice?
06:36Yes, I do
06:38I get right back at you
06:41Are you sure you wanna put up with that?
06:42I will put up with it for the rest of my life
06:44Oh my gosh
06:45So happy
06:46I know, you too
06:48Seeing my fiance for the first time
06:50It honestly felt like a dream
06:51We're gonna get married
06:53Yes, we are
06:53We have babies
06:54I know
06:56Babies are on the way
06:58Well, I will set you on your way, beautiful
07:06One for the road
07:11I'm gonna walk backwards so I can see the whole time
07:13Okay
07:14Make sure I don't fall down
07:15Okay
07:19You can turn around now
07:20All right
07:21I'll see you
07:22I love you
07:23I love you
07:25Oh my goodness
07:27A ring on my finger
07:32Oh it's crazy
07:45Shut up
07:46What am I shutting up to?
07:49The roses and the cupcakes?
07:51Yeah.
07:51Oh, my gosh. These are beautiful.
07:53I've been waiting all day to talk to you,
07:56and I've been so nervous out there.
07:59Hearing your voice is making it a lot better, by the way.
08:02I wrote something.
08:03Oh.
08:04I'm just going to read this.
08:05Yeah. Yeah, read it.
08:07Dear Michael Christian Gibney,
08:10I thought I knew what I...
08:11I thought I... Oh, fuck.
08:14I thought I knew what I was looking for coming into this journey.
08:18I needed a strong, confident man who made me laugh,
08:21felt secure and stable, and was sure of himself.
08:25What I didn't know was I would find so much more.
08:30This journey has been crazy, emotional, life-changing, and turbulent.
08:36But the one consistency I have found is you.
08:39The consistency of your laugh,
08:42the way I know that we will always have a good day,
08:45the way you have done nothing but build me up.
08:48I've never had to push or beg or change who I am,
08:51and I've told you so many things,
08:53and it all felt so natural.
08:55I kick myself thinking that I didn't see this sooner,
08:57but this happened so slowly than all at once.
09:00And although that made me so scared,
09:02I knew it was the right decision.
09:04You make my heart flutter.
09:06I've never felt this way before,
09:08but I just feel balanced and calm whenever I'm with you.
09:10I choose you, and I am in love with you.
09:17That was beautiful. Thank you.
09:19I got a little emotional myself over here.
09:22I couldn't really be that emotional.
09:25The way that I did come up in my upbringing
09:28and the tough love,
09:30I really have never been this open with anyone else before.
09:34Talking to you, I feel safe. I feel secure.
09:38I don't feel judged.
09:39I feel like you actually listen to me
09:42and just basically tell me I want that man.
09:47Yeah.
09:47And that's all, really, I've ever wanted.
09:49It feels awesome.
09:51So...
09:52Oh, God. Oh, God.
09:56Take your time.
09:59Um...
10:01Oh, God. All right.
10:07Emma Leeloo Bedsinger,
10:10will you marry me?
10:19Yes. Yep.
10:21Let's go.
10:21A million times, yes. Let's go.
10:23Go.
10:24Oh, my God.
10:28I'm really, really, really, really excited.
10:31I am, too.
10:36Can't wait.
10:37Bye.
10:38Bye.
10:39I want to come through the clouds,
10:41break the sea, yeah.
10:43I want to dance.
10:44I want to lose you and me.
10:47Oh, my God.
10:50Oh, my God.
10:52Oh, my God.
10:53Oh, my God.
10:54Oh, my God.
10:57Oh, my God.
10:59Oh, my God.
11:00Oh, my God.
11:00Oh, my God.
11:01Oh, my God.
11:03Oh, my God.
11:08Wow.
11:09I told Tyler I was picking her yesterday.
11:13OK.
11:14But, of course, I also had those same feelings for Kia.
11:18Right.
11:19And it was flip-flopping.
11:21Tyler was fucked up because she did that.
11:24Carlos.
11:25You're a good fucking dude.
11:26He's, like, disrespectful and hurtful.
11:28I think you dodged a bullet, bro.
11:30I don't think you're in the wrong at all and you should not look at it and from that light
11:34like you did exactly what you needed to do
11:36You love two women. Yeah, I
11:39Feel like you generally did
11:41it's a big decision to choose
11:43Who you will want to spend the rest of your life with I ended up in a situation where there
11:48were two women
11:48I could see a future with and I felt pressured to make a decision. I told Tyler that I choose
11:54you and
11:55And for her to still run out after me saying that
12:01Makes that look like Kia being a second option, which she's not. She's a first of the first
12:07She's an amazing human being the way Kiev makes me feel. I've never felt like that
12:13Honestly in in forever. He is still over there. He is over there now. Yes
12:20What what do you want to do with here? So we've had the connection since the beginning
12:23Yeah, we've been able to connect and bond and really just open up our feelings Kia might be
12:30Smiling ears to ears right now. Yeah, because of that you're because of that a good conversation with Keely
12:36It's like a full like honest conversation. Mm-hmm. It could go. It could go really well Wow
12:43Wow, I will just talk with her. Yeah
12:45Be real this is the second time Tyler's ran on me
12:48I think the universe is telling me something I have had feelings for you like yeah, I would just be
12:52honest, man
12:53If that's what you want to that's what you want. This is a big decision as well. Yeah, absolutely
12:58Yeah, if it's meant to be it's meant to me. I still have time to make that decision and
13:03The choice is mine
13:05All right, let's get it
13:12I'm always going to be
13:15Somebody who is going to show up and fight and I'm never gonna run and
13:21When it comes to what I need from my wife, I just need you to just show up even when
13:27it's not easy to show up
13:29It's um
13:31Kia she's
13:33She's been amazing, man. She really has
13:37Hey, hi
13:39How are we feeling?
13:41We are feeling good
13:43Same I've really been just
13:47Loving everything that we've been able to connect on all I know is that Kia is
13:52That's one of one
13:54My heart has always been loving and caring
13:58For you
14:01Kia you truly are a
14:07Flower that has bloomed man
14:09For us to really just kind of talk about
14:11What that love feels and then also you not demanding
14:16That peaceful spirit about you is what made me really like have love and feel that in my body and
14:24soul
14:25I thought I had an idea of what I want out of my wife
14:28Yeah, but then I met Kia
14:32You Kia you truly really opened my heart and so my heart to find that love was just so
14:43Powerful, you know, you're probably one of the most beautiful souls i've ever met in my life you
14:50Truly truly truly opened my eyes to knowing what I need for it to be a forever thing
14:57It's been one of the most beautiful experiences i've ever had in my life
15:03Kevin oh my god
15:05And I have to be accountable like yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame like i've spoke with you
15:11don't
15:12Tyler and i i'll be honest like i
15:15Asked tyler if you want to try to make something happen and do this because she was like i'm i
15:20didn't want to see her go either
15:21You know, yeah, and
15:24I made a
15:26Decision out of pressure
15:28That was stupid
15:30Kia you are nobody's
15:31second option well
15:34No, go ahead go ahead for clarity
15:36I never felt like a second okay
15:39Ever I have to be accountable though
15:42Yeah, before you
15:43Yeah, hold yourself accountable though. I feel like we've spent a lot of times with
15:48You kind of saying how you're feeling and me working through that so yeah
15:53I do want to take some time for me for a second and
15:56Yeah, kind of let you know what's going on in my head. Yeah, talk to me. I feel like I
16:01was
16:02Put here for a purpose
16:04Mm-hmm
16:04And my purpose here was to be vulnerable
16:10Potentially find love and I think you are so awesome
16:14Like you are such a great guy you are kind you are heartfelt you are self-aware you are empathetic
16:22all of those things
16:24Will make a great husband
16:31Kevin I have love for you and you've said so many so many kind words to me
16:40However, I'm not falling in love with you
16:45I
16:46I
16:47Have to stand on business when I say that you are not the one for me
16:54You are not ready for a relationship at least that one of this magnitude
16:59Um, and that's okay, but you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now
17:05And I mean that with love. Yeah, yeah
17:09One could probably say and pass judgment that you should not have come here because you were not ready
17:14But I think that there is beauty and trying something different to get to a place where you understand
17:20That you aren't ready
17:22I felt ready, but it just was a situation where I had
17:28Found different qualities with some people and it's
17:33Fucking shitty your heart was not even ready to be pulled into
17:37Separate ways to be clear
17:40Tyler deserved more to she did
17:44Even with you asking her to move forward
17:47She deserved more she did
17:51Molly stand on business, and I got to choose me every time
17:58Get your shit together, you know yeah and be great and
18:03Make sure you're looking at that watch to make sure you stay in check
18:07One thousand percent
18:08Thank you
18:10Thank you for everything
18:21I feel phenomenal I feel free I feel perfect
18:28I feel perfect
18:30I feel perfect
18:32Hello, hello
18:33There's a smile
18:35I chose me, bitches
18:37How was the scream?
18:40That was good
18:40That was a good scream
18:41That was a good scream
18:42That was a good scream
18:43That was a good scream
18:43That was a bad scream
18:46I was not in love, I'm in love with myself
18:49You know what's weird is I've always choose myself
18:54So this feeling feels very, very, very familiar
18:57What's unfamiliar is the journey I took to choose myself
19:02And that's a testament to the amount of growth that happens in this experiment
19:07Yesterday I was a bit confused because there is a part of me and a part of a lot of
19:12women
19:13That want to fix men and help them get to where they need to be
19:18I'll give you some of this anyway
19:20I love you guys
19:20I love you guys
19:22And that is not typical key at all
19:25But I love that I was able to kind of lean into that for a second because
19:30Kevin is going to be a phenomenal husband when he understands that he has work to do to get there
19:37Because a man wants you doesn't mean you have to want him
19:40You guys
19:40And it feels really, really, really good to not only choose me
19:45But to let someone else know how they should choose them
19:52What a fucking magical woman
19:55That is a woman
20:10Knowing that Mike is choosing me and is ready and is committed
20:14To starting a life with me and spend forever feels like a weight has lifted
20:20Throughout life, I feel like there's been mental roadblocks
20:23There's been physical roadblocks
20:25I've thought a lot about what people have thought of me
20:28The fact that this man knows so much about me
20:32And he's not running, he's here
20:36That's amazing
20:41I can't wait to meet Emma and start our lives together
20:46I mean, it's a great warming feeling like just knowing
20:49That that other person on the other side of the wall chose you too
20:52She is so caring, she's kind, compassionate, empathetic to me
20:58I do love her
21:02I am nervous about not being his physical type
21:07In terms of race, of height, of body type
21:13But he makes me feel like I am enough
21:18And I'm just so excited to start this life with him
21:21It just feels like a dream right now
21:25Everything fell into place
21:27Like, Emma told me about her adoption
21:28That doesn't matter to me
21:29When she told me about the birthmarks
21:31I mean, the first thing that goes to my mind is obviously
21:33How big are the birthmarks?
21:35How big are the scars?
21:37But I want to judge her based on the connection that I've made with her
21:40And that's what I've done so far
21:45My biggest concern out of everything would be if she turns around and says she does not want kids
21:52I think she sees how passionate I am about having children
21:56And I do think that Emma would absolutely be able to see herself having children
22:03And I think I'm the right man for it
22:05You do?
22:06I do
22:07Let's do this thing, let's get married
22:20Hi
22:21Hello
22:22How are you?
22:23I'm doing good, how are you?
22:25Doing good
22:25You look so beautiful
22:26You look so good
22:28You look so beautiful
22:28Oh my god
22:32It's you
22:34I know, right?
22:37This is wild
22:38This is insane
22:42All right, hold on, I got something for you
22:44Do you know what I'm going to say?
22:46I hope it's yes
22:55Emma
22:57Will you marry me?
23:00Yes
23:04Oh my gosh
23:07This is so beautiful
23:09Thank you
23:09Shut the fuck
23:11There we go
23:17It's so creepy
23:20I love you
23:26I had a image in my mind of him
23:29And it was completely wrong in like the best way possible
23:33Tall, dark and handsome
23:35He is a beautiful man
23:38Oh
23:40It's real
23:40It's real
23:41You're real
23:42I'm real
23:43I'm a little person
23:45You're so handsome
23:46You look so good
23:47Thank you
23:48You look beautiful
23:49I love the blue
23:50Thank you
23:51Emma had mentioned her birthmark on her arm
23:54And how she had to get that skin graft
23:56So that wasn't a surprise to me to see that
23:58And to be honest, I didn't even really acknowledge it
24:01I was too busy looking at her smile
24:03And I think that she's absolutely gorgeous
24:05I like having heart palpitations
24:08I had no idea
24:10Kinda
24:11Kinda what she would look like
24:12You know, I guess
24:13But it didn't mean I was gonna be right
24:14And it just so happens that she is Asian
24:18I never dated a different race before
24:21So to be able to fall in love with someone from a different race is really amazing in my eyes
24:27Do you want to pop open some shoes?
24:28I do
24:28Let's go
24:29Yeah
24:29I just can't wait to to start the rest of my life with her
24:32I'm speechless
24:34I'm speechless
24:38I like literally to not know what she would look like
24:40Check please
24:43You're gorgeous
24:44You look beautiful
24:45You have a beautiful smile too
24:46Thank you
24:47Which I like
24:47I like a nice smell
24:48Thank you
24:50I like literally just can't stop staring at you
24:52This is so wacko
24:54This is so wackadoodle
24:57Who would've thought?
24:58Who would've thought?
24:58Seeing him in person
25:00I still felt so comfortable
25:02So grounded and like so light with him
25:04I didn't have to worry about like what he was going to think about like my birthmarks
25:10Or like my physical characteristics
25:12Like it just felt really comforting for myself
25:17What do you think the family's gonna say?
25:19They're gonna be so shocked
25:23Wait till I say something to mine like
25:25Yeah
25:25And they find out oh my god
25:26They're gonna be losing their lives
25:27I
25:28You're gonna have to fly out
25:29You'll like them
25:30They're fun
25:30I'm nervous
25:31They're a little rowdy
25:32We do too
25:33Don't worry
25:33We do too
25:36I'm excited to meet your family
25:37And your friends
25:38Me too
25:39They'll look good
25:40You'll get along with them
25:41Really?
25:42Yeah
25:44I was looking for marriage
25:45I was looking for a lifelong partner
25:46And I know that we will be so compatible on all like facets of physical, emotional
25:53And I know that when we get old looks will fade but we'll still always have this emotional connection
25:59It is more than everything I've ever, I've ever dreamed of
26:13See you in a little bit
26:14See you soon
26:15Bye
26:17Oh man
26:18I'll watch you walk out
26:19Yeah watch right watch me look at this ass all right
26:22Hell yeah
26:26Damn
26:30Bye bye
26:31Bye
26:32Bye
26:51My god
26:52Wow
26:53You're beautiful
26:54After finally seeing each other for the first time
26:57I love you
26:57I love you
26:58You're gorgeous
27:00Will you marry me?
27:01Dad?
27:02Seven couples are now headed to a romantic getaway
27:05There they will have the chance to discover if their physical connection is as strong as their emotional
27:18We're on our way to Malibu
27:20We're gonna spend some quality time together
27:22How do you feel?
27:24How do you feel?
27:29Good
27:29All right, so we're getting ready to tour the place
27:31It's day one
27:33We're matching
27:33We're like twins right now
27:35Yeah, it wasn't even intentional
27:40And with their weddings only four weeks away, their love is about to face some serious tests
27:46So amazing
27:48Hey, can we get some drinks? Let's go
27:52Okay, we're in Mexico
27:53Oh no
27:54And in Cabo
27:55So have you been here before?
27:56No
27:57All right
27:58Never even been in Mexico
27:58What?
27:59Cabo is my happy place
28:00Is it really?
28:01Yeah
28:02Holy
28:02Shit
28:03I don't know
28:04And my hands aren't that sweaty?
28:05They're kind of sweaty
28:06Yours are kind of sweaty actually now
28:07Mine?
28:08No, because yours is coming off at me
28:10Yeah
28:10Don't put that on me
28:12Come on
28:13Hola
28:13Thank you
28:15My gosh, cheers
28:17Where their looks, race, lifestyle, or insecurities tear them apart in the real world
28:22First time in Mexico actually
28:23What?
28:24I know, I know
28:26You have to show me around
28:26You're like, I want to go to Antarctica, but I haven't been to Mexico
28:30It's just
28:31Yeah
28:31It's beautiful
28:31We got everything
28:32You?
28:33I can't
28:33Oh my god
28:34Stop
28:34Seriously, I can't
28:36I can't help it
28:40Wow, look at the view
28:42Oh my gosh
28:44Cabo
28:45We made it
28:46I know
28:49Is love truly enough to conquer it all?
28:54I remember you're like all the girls like close their eyes and see if we sound like what we
28:58And I was like never would have got like I would have been so confused
29:02Because I feel like your voice does not sound
29:04I know I was like I sound white
29:08Now it's hard because I see you in person
29:10Yeah
29:10It's like I don't know
29:11My dad is black and my mom's Colombian
29:13Okay, I like that
29:15Is your mom from Colombia or just
29:17Yeah
29:17Is she?
29:18My mom was adopted when she was two days old
29:21My grandpa's admission
29:22My grandparents are actually white
29:23Actually, my mom wanted to name me Liliana
29:25Ooh, I could see that
29:26And that would have given it away
29:27I could see that
29:28I probably would have gone by Lily
29:29I like Liliana
29:32Has such little hands
29:33Oh, you've got clean nails
29:36Oh gosh
29:38You're amazing
29:38Can I do what I can?
29:48You're so pretty
29:50Also, this is how tall I actually am
29:53It works for me
29:55Because like I didn't care about like if you were like
29:57Maybe she'll think I'm like really short
30:00And then you're like
30:01I was like I literally couldn't get it
30:02And then you're
30:03I've never
30:04Never been an issue
30:05Yeah
30:07Are you happy?
30:08I'm so happy
30:08Me too
30:10It's just like crazy
30:11You know, I was thinking about the other night
30:12I was just like man, I feel like she's just like perfect
30:14Like
30:15I'm absolutely not
30:16I was like perfect
30:17No, like
30:18Like the time when I saw you
30:19I was like
30:20I literally couldn't have like
30:21Like if you had to picture something
30:23I was like that's like literally like perfect
30:24Stop
30:25I swear
30:26Stop it
30:26I swear
30:27What about you?
30:28You're gorgeous
30:29During those like pod sessions
30:31We connected so well in there
30:33Where I knew like hey
30:35If we were in person
30:36Like obviously we don't know what each other
30:38We don't know what each other look like
30:39But it's like at the same time it's like
30:41I felt like that just didn't matter
30:42And almost like now at this point
30:44Like we've spent time with each other
30:46It's like it doesn't matter
30:48Dude it's
30:51It's amazing
30:53Ugh I never want my phone back
30:55I know we're actually talking about that
30:56Yeah
30:56It's incredible
30:58I feel like so much more clear-headed
30:59Yeah
31:00And like I don't get bombarded by like
31:02Oh shit that like stressed me out
31:03And this like made me upset and whatever
31:05Especially like the news
31:07That's like really nice to me
31:08It's all I'm gonna do is stop
31:09Anyways
31:09You don't have cable already thanks
31:11Well I don't either
31:12But like my I'm on Instagram
31:14Yeah
31:14And because of like my strong political views
31:19A lot of the accounts I follow are like
31:21Yeah I like that
31:22Updates on that
31:22I mean I should know about it
31:23Very very
31:24It should be
31:25Yeah
31:25I appreciate it
31:26I appreciate that about you
31:28Thank you
31:30I think you know that though
31:32It's just so cool to just be with you
31:34And like see you and talk to you
31:36I never anticipated like being physically
31:38Attracted to you before I saw you
31:41I already think that Chris is hot
31:43And I haven't seen him
31:44Like I was like that's a weird sensation
31:46Like I just didn't anticipate that
31:48I was like that doesn't make sense Jessica
31:52None of it does
31:53None of it does
31:54That's kind of the beauty of it
31:56It is right
31:57We're so lucky
31:59Literally
32:05I always said this earlier
32:06You're gonna not like it
32:07Um
32:09But I said this to the girl
32:10I said if I like saw you in the wild
32:13I would think that you would only want to be with like a gym rat
32:16And you would never eat pizza with me
32:18That's interesting you say that
32:20Um
32:21You don't eat pizza
32:22Oh I do
32:23Fucking love pizza
32:25No like I
32:26I mean I told you like I come home and I'm like
32:28Even if it's not that late
32:29And like it's not like super like whatever
32:31Like I'll Uber eat to DoorDash like all the time
32:33Same
32:34I just love eating and I do not love working out
32:39I only think of like running as punishment
32:44It does suck the first like couple miles
32:46But I think once you get like into it it's like
32:48I would never get through two miles
32:50That's the thing
32:51It's hard to get through the first two
32:53But like you don't even have to go fast
32:56Like I will go on every walk with you
33:01Obviously I think she's the most beautiful like human being I've ever like
33:05Like been around like I love her
33:07I'm super attracted to her and like everything else like physically
33:10I didn't think like someone like her even existed for me
33:13To be honest with you
33:18I don't know
33:21The gym
33:22Did I go to the gym
33:25Maybe you're in the gym
33:26We're in the sauna for the second time
33:28we in the sauna
33:28the second time
33:30And we did a jacuzzi
33:31Now we get some pizza and some wine
33:33Yeah
33:35Balanced the gym with pizza and wine
33:40Get in the pool
33:45I fell in love with Britney
33:46but as far as like what each other looked like,
33:49I know she's dated white, mixed, black,
33:51so I don't think she had like a set preference
33:53of like what exactly she was looking for.
33:58So grateful.
34:02And maybe my judgment in the past,
34:05it's like maybe that wouldn't have been someone
34:07I had approached and nothing against who Brittany is
34:10as a person, like I was attracted to what I thought
34:13was my person, but I definitely think love is blind.
34:17And it didn't matter what race she was
34:18on the other side of the wall to me.
34:20Now it's like you see her and it's just like,
34:22how could I walk away from this?
34:24Like, that's my person.
34:25Like, I'm hopeful that this moment doesn't stop,
34:28but it's just like the groundwork for, you know,
34:30what 10, 15, 20, 30 years looks like from now.
34:34I wonder what like time you're gonna have to wake up tomorrow.
34:37Is it gonna have like-
34:386 a.m.
34:39I don't run.
34:40Me neither.
34:42Oh my gosh, sure.
34:43You're looking at the wrong person for a run.
34:46Unless you can't run with this.
34:48Yeah, you can.
34:49No, you can.
34:50Not comfortably.
34:51I prefer it.
34:52I bet you do.
34:55Yeah, no.
34:57Running in Big Titty City don't go together.
35:01Does it still look okay?
35:02Yeah, it looks good.
35:03Let me share it.
35:03I promise.
35:08Just look at me.
35:10And it's like green, blue, golden eyes.
35:14Yeah.
35:16Kissing Brittany has been like a long time coming.
35:19It's like every time it's just like, oh, wow.
35:20That takes your breath away.
35:22She has really nice lips, so I'm excited to be able to kiss some more.
35:26I've been drifting away for so long, spilling our words till I'm empty.
35:39Oh, I'm not running away anymore.
35:45Oh, I love the purple lights.
35:52It's so pretty.
35:53Did you see the moon?
35:55Yeah, it's awesome.
35:57Glad we could be here together.
35:59Me too.
36:03I, you know, you have a child when you're unwed and 26 years old and you just kind of watch
36:10everybody else's life go and to sit here and like have a ring on my finger, like it's crazy
36:15to me and it's amazing and it just feels right because it's with this like person that I laugh
36:21with and that I feel so genuine.
36:24But now to actually like see that smile and to see that laugh, it's one of the most incredible
36:29experiences I have ever had in my entire life.
36:33It looks good on you.
36:37It does.
36:38I know.
36:40You got your sparkly nails too?
36:41Mm-hmm.
36:42Did you do that for Emma?
36:43Mm-hmm.
36:44I love it.
36:45It's pleasant to be around you.
36:47It makes you feel good.
36:56Oh, my belly's just hanging out here, buttons up.
37:02Hush.
37:04Don't you hush me.
37:06Mm.
37:07Do you want another pillow?
37:08Or you can lay like this if you want.
37:12Your hair smells good.
37:16Freshly washed.
37:17You got a lot more hair than I do.
37:20Mm-hmm.
37:21Oh, my belly's just hanging out here.
37:22Yours is really thick.
37:24Tumles straight.
37:24Did you say you used to have your hair like red red?
37:26Mm-hmm.
37:27I bet that was pretty hot to you, honestly.
37:32You look amazing as blonde as well.
37:34Mm-hmm.
37:38Mm-hmm.
37:43See the barriers.
37:46I'm tearing them down.
37:48Definitely can get used to this.
37:50Amber.
37:52Oh, my way way goes up now.
37:56Together a voice is echoing.
37:59We are inside the world.
38:00Wait a minute.
38:01I see your scars.
38:02Is this a scar?
38:03What?
38:04Actually, it might be surgery.
38:06There's like a soccer one that kind of goes in the back here.
38:10There's a scar?
38:11No, no, no.
38:12A tattoo?
38:13It's like a kid with a ball in his hand looking up here.
38:17Okay.
38:17It's almost like a skeleton of a dragon that kind of circles this and then he's looking up at that.
38:22You're into dragons?
38:23Oh, no.
38:23So cool.
38:25So you like dragons?
38:25You're like, I don't like dragons.
38:27Wait, did I tell you what I was?
38:28I had to like read a book.
38:29I was trying to like read a book.
38:30But the book I had had like dragons on the side and all these kids were around me.
38:33I was like, I can't read this.
38:34It's about dragons and like dragon riders.
38:37What was the book?
38:38It's called Fourth Wing.
38:41Oh, is it?
38:43Yes.
38:44It's like smut, as the kids say.
38:47Yeah, I still don't know what that stands for if I have to explain it.
38:50It doesn't stand for anything.
38:52I know what it means.
38:53Yeah, that's what it means.
38:54I like to read.
38:56I'm a nerd though, for sure.
38:57I like stoicism.
38:58I like to read like not just like someone else's interpretation of it.
39:02Like I will go in and read Letters to a Stoic by Epictetus.
39:05And like...
39:05Cliff notes?
39:06No, I actually read it.
39:07Okay.
39:07Just making sure.
39:08It makes me a nerd.
39:10Goddamn.
39:11Don't do that.
39:12You can see those eyes.
39:14I don't do anything.
39:16Damn.
39:18What?
39:19Eye contact throws me.
39:22Don't do that.
39:23I saw what you just did.
39:24Throwing eyes around.
39:25I haven't even done any of like my moves.
39:27You haven't?
39:28I haven't seen them yet.
39:29You're not.
39:30Oh.
39:31Yeah, you're dangerous.
39:33Very dangerous.
39:35Dangerous.
39:36Yeah.
39:36Dangerous.
39:40I would bite your lip like that.
39:42I was just smiling.
39:43No, you weren't.
39:44I was just smiling.
39:45No, you weren't.
39:45No, you weren't.
39:46Yes, you were.
39:48I was just smiling.
39:49You know exactly what you're doing to me.
39:54God, stop doing that.
39:56Doing what?
39:57Throwing eyes around like that.
39:58I don't know what you're talking about.
40:00I think you might.
40:01I think you might.
40:03Just kidding.
40:04I know what I'm doing.
40:06Yeah, you do.
40:06Yeah, you do.
40:10Oh my God.
40:11You're making it difficult.
40:14Do I make it hard?
40:17Very good choice of words.
40:18Very good choice of words.
40:19The answer is yes.
40:20You finished?
40:22Only after you.
40:25It would not matter if Alex was not the hottest man alive.
40:28Fortunately for me, he is.
40:31He's fucking hot.
40:35You happy?
40:37Yeah.
40:46Connor, is your hips that bad?
40:47Yeah.
40:49Connor, you can't cross your legs.
40:52I think I just like pulled.
40:53This is a joke.
40:54What do you mean?
40:55This is being dramatic.
40:56What do you mean?
40:57This is dramatic.
40:58So this.
40:58How do you sit?
40:59I just sit like this.
41:01Like a normal dude.
41:03Wait, I'm shocked.
41:04You can't, you can't do this.
41:06Not like that.
41:07Stop me.
41:07Go to cross your legs.
41:08Like should have been exposed to me.
41:11Deal breaker?
41:11That was like an ick.
41:12I didn't know I had to watch that.
41:13Deal breaker?
41:14I was like, please stop crossing your legs.
41:16You can fix me.
41:16How was your first day with me?
41:18I knew it was going to be comfortable, but.
41:20Yeah.
41:21I'm like, it's easy.
41:23Chemistry's there.
41:24Just even walking through the villa.
41:26Ooh.
41:27Ooh.
41:27Ooh.
41:28I was like, yeah.
41:29This is it.
41:30This is it.
41:31This is it.
41:33That's, that's a thought process in my brain.
41:35That's so, that's so attractive.
41:38Don't make fun of me.
41:39I'm not.
41:40That was satirical from you.
41:42Do you want me to say the opposite next time?
41:45No.
41:45Okay.
41:46Only the truth.
41:49To be able to look you in the eyes and talk to you,
41:52I'm like, oh.
41:52I know.
41:54I know.
41:55It's more intense.
41:56Nuts.
41:57I can't stop staring at you.
41:58Yeah.
41:59I'm not mad about it.
42:00I know you have to fly.
42:03Oh.
42:05So you can say goodbye.
42:09Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
42:12I think my biggest fear was like, how we be physically
42:16from emotionally.
42:18Cause like, we were like, we've been so good emotionally.
42:20Yeah.
42:21But I feel like I'm very comfortable with you physically.
42:23That was something that I was obviously nervous about too.
42:25Yeah.
42:26Cause I feel like.
42:28It's okay.
42:30I'm sorry.
42:32I'm sorry.
42:33I'm so sorry.
42:37I'm so sorry.
42:40I'm so sorry.
42:41I'm so sorry.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:43I'm so sorry.
42:43I'm so sorry.
42:44I love you so much.
42:45This is supposed to be bedtime.
42:46You're tired, right?
42:46I know.
42:49And like, I think.
42:50I'm sorry.
42:52I'm sorry.
42:56Okay.
42:57It's okay, dude.
42:57You're tired.
42:59I don't know why I'm so uncomfortable right now.
43:01I think like now, like, for me, like, we've gotten like, to such.
43:07What?
43:08No.
43:08Okay.
43:09We've gotten to like such an emotional level.
43:11That's what I was like racking my brain around.
43:13Will you like me physically as much as emotionally?
43:15Yeah.
43:16I do.
43:22I do too.
43:32Good night.
43:36What are you thinking about?
43:40Dangerous eyes.
43:44Just enjoying you.
43:46Yeah?
43:46Yeah.
43:47Okay.
43:49Not on?
43:50Mm-hmm.
43:53I'm very excited for sex.
43:56Honestly.
43:57I'm a very sexual person, but like, I'm a very loyal person.
44:00And I do not give it out to just anybody.
44:04So, I'm very excited to share this moment with Alex.
44:07Love's my religion, but he was my faith.
44:11Something so sacred, so hard to replace.
44:15Falling for him was like falling from grace.
44:18I know what I like.
44:19I know what I want.
44:21I know how to treat a man.
44:23I think it's very attractive.
44:24Like the confidence for a woman to have, knowing exactly what she wants.
44:29Those things are very attractive to a man.
44:31Are you happy?
44:32Yeah.
44:33Confident.
44:34Happy.
44:35Are you?
44:36Yeah.
44:37Get used to it?
44:38Yes, sir.
44:39Good answer.
44:41I'm a little sexually flustered, I guess, right now.
44:45You're just so handsome.
44:47Beautiful small.
44:48Beautiful man.
44:51Don't look at me like that.
44:53Too late.
45:00You're getting used to my hands there?
45:01Yeah.
45:02Yeah?
45:03Yeah, love you.
45:04Love you too.
45:06They say all good boys go to heaven, but bad boys bring heaven to you.
45:26You'd definitely be okay with having sex tonight for sure.
45:31We'll talk about it.
45:32I'd be okay to wait too.
45:34Sex is sex.
45:36Like, most men will like put their dick in a chicken sandwich.
45:40Those things really don't matter to me as much.
45:42But, I mean, I'd rather have with the person like I love and I'm attracted to for sure.
45:47Being in his arms feels amazing.
45:50It's kind of indescribable.
45:53Oh, look at this bad boy.
45:55What do you think?
45:58What do you think?
45:58Maybe I'll let you try it if you're nice.
46:00I do.
46:02I love you.
46:04Me too.
46:11How do you feel about being in person together?
46:14Better.
46:15I'm not gonna lie.
46:16At first I made me like real nervous because I was like, oh my god.
46:19And it kind of freaked me out, but I feel like we have a good base.
46:24Yeah.
46:25To go from.
46:29I feel like we're gonna be 70 dancing in our kitchen.
46:33Oh, for sure.
46:34Together.
46:34Oh, I might break my hip, but that's okay.
46:38As long as we're together.
46:39You're right.
46:39I'll take care of you.
46:41I am your little nurse now.
46:43Your own personal nurse.
46:45I love that.
46:45I'm excited about, like, just, I don't know, physical connection, being in person.
46:50If I broke your heart, what'd you do?
46:54The next time that I do have sex with somebody, I want it to be with the person that I,
46:58100%,
46:59we are going to spend the rest of our lives together.
47:04So, I think that eventually we will have sex.
47:09I feel hopeful.
47:10I feel excited.
47:13I feel like we have a good thing.
47:15I feel like we have a very strong connection.
47:18I'm not scared of losing you.
47:21I'm not scared of anyone or dying young.
47:25We're gonna have a good life.
47:27Yes, we are.
47:30I think what I'm most hopeful for is that we're gonna actually get married and build a future together and
47:37have kids and just have the life that we both always dreamed of.
47:41Like, I feel like I could just do this forever.
47:42Good night.
47:45Love you.
47:47I love you.
47:53You know, I hope to be with Chris forever.
47:56Like, and this is, you know, the first night of hopefully thousands.
48:01I'm so happy.
48:03I'm so happy.
48:04I'm chill.
48:08Oh my God.
48:10Wow.
48:10Wow.
48:11This could be the start of the rest of my life.
48:13I'm not scared of anyone dying young.
48:17If you're gonna find somebody new.
48:21Cause how could they love you?
48:24As much as I do.
48:27As much as I do.
48:30Cause I'm not scared of loving you.
48:34I'm just scared of losing you.
48:37Cause I'm not scared of you.
48:40I'm not again.
48:41Are down with him.
48:42Cause I'm not scared of anyone dying young.
48:42If you're gonna find somebody new.
48:47Cause how could they love you?
48:50But how could I love you?
48:50As much as I do.
48:53As much as I do.
49:00You
49:54You
50:24You
50:33You
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