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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 7
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00:30It's a giant fucking universe
00:34It is a giant universe
00:38Like, how are we supposed to do anything significant?
00:41Anything that means anything? We're not even dots
00:44But somehow, every day feels like life or death, right?
00:48Even though at some level, it also feels like nothing matters at all
00:52Or means anything
00:54And, like, in a real way, we're all just accidents of birth, you know?
00:59Like, it's just dumb luck that we're not having this conversation
01:02Somewhere much worse than this basement
01:05Like, some shanty town in South Asia
01:08Or the frozen north of Iceland
01:11Or a burning desert in Africa
01:14But that's it
01:15We are exactly who we are in this moment, in this place
01:20And I think that matters
01:22Because without you, without me, everything is different
01:26Well, I don't know if anything would be different without me
01:30I would be different
01:32Okay, like, if I do something that affects you
01:34Makes you do something that affects, I don't know
01:37Alex Standall
01:38Who affects Jessica Davis
01:40Who affects Justin Foley
01:43Then Zach Dempsey
01:45Then Mrs. Bradley
01:46And then Tony Padilla
01:48And on and on
01:50It's huge if you think about it
01:52It's an infinite universe
01:56Infinity
01:57It's funny how we have a word for that concept
02:00But there's no way we can understand it
02:02Maybe
02:05Love?
02:06Love?
02:09Maybe love is how you understand infinity
02:13When your love has no limit
02:15When it goes on forever
02:17Maybe that feels like infinity
02:21Yeah
02:21Maybe
02:34Hey Sky
02:37It's, uh
02:38It's me again
02:41Clay
02:42Calling you
02:45Nothing much new to report
02:47I go to court today
02:51To testify
02:54For Hannah
02:58Still dealing with Justin
03:01This is weird
03:04You should have some pancakes
03:06They're fucking amazing
03:08I'll get you a play
03:12Clay, your dad's going to take you to court today
03:16Great
03:17I wish I could be there as well
03:19Really, no problem
03:20I've got this
03:21And you've got Alt Clay here
03:22So
03:26But, I mean
03:28Things are actually great
03:30I'm glad to be going to court
03:31And I really think it's going to be a good way to get closure
03:40Yeah
03:41I'm really looking forward to being done with all this
03:45I love you
03:48Call me
03:48Bye
03:51Alex, honey
03:52Wake up
03:53Wake up
03:55Alexander
03:56What?
03:57What happened?
03:59Sorry, you were sleeping so soundly
04:02Sorry, I was
04:03I was dreaming about running
04:08Happy birthday
04:17So I heard from Peter
04:18And he is driving down this afternoon to be here in time for the party
04:24Do we have to have a party?
04:26But it's all booked
04:28And your father got his shift off
04:30And haven't you told all your friends?
04:32Oh, yeah, I mean
04:34Plus they got your evite with the bunnies on it
04:38You not feeling up to it?
04:39No, I am
04:41I totally am
04:42Good
04:43We'll have fun
04:44All right
04:45Get yourself up
04:45Do your stretches
04:46And I have a new hemp milk to try
04:48It's delicious
05:02You should come for a morning run next time
05:04Well, I don't run unless I'm being chased
05:07And even then, I don't run
05:10You ran pretty fast last night
05:12Yeah, uh
05:14I'm sorry
05:15I just said I got a text from Mrs. Baker
05:16Yeah, yeah, no excuses needed
05:20Look
05:21I don't want to tie you down
05:23And I don't want you to think that you owe me anything
05:28But I like you
05:30A lot, I think
05:43You know I'm done early tonight
05:44No self-defense class
05:48That's quite a group you got then
05:50Yeah
05:52Yeah, right?
05:53The, uh, the guy with no eye?
05:56What's his deal?
05:58I don't know really
06:00He got beat pretty bad a while back
06:01I think it was a mugging or something
06:03He takes a few classes
06:05I think he's still working through the PTSD from the assault
06:08He seems pretty haunted by it
06:11Jesus
06:15Do you remember much?
06:16I haven't spoken to him about it
06:18There's lots of stories in our class
06:20I bet
06:22Aren't we going the wrong way for your first period?
06:25I thought we'd take the long way today
06:28What is Zach waiting for us?
06:31Why is he smiling like that?
06:35Why is...
06:38Wait
06:39Is it your birthday?
06:42What?
06:43What?
06:44What?
06:45You guys got a banner made?
06:48It was a group project
06:49I made the design
06:50Clay ordered it online
06:52And Zach put it up
06:53Wow
06:54That's...
06:57That's really, really nice you guys
06:59Aww
07:02Happy birthday buddy
07:05Ooh, sweet banner
07:06Is your mom bringing cupcakes later?
07:08Oh, I hope she brings enough for the whole class
07:10I mean we'll get a new cane this year too, huh?
07:12Yeah
07:14And some new friends
07:17Fuck you!
07:19You fucking rapist!
07:20You're a rapist!
07:30Dude
07:31Shit like that doesn't do anybody any good
07:33Yeah?
07:34Well it felt good to me
07:36Maybe if you stopped defending him all the time
07:38When have I ever defended him?
07:39Every day
07:40Every day that you hang around him and play baseball with him
07:43You choose his side
07:44Jess, tell him
07:47Why would you do that?
07:50Shit
07:51I'm so sorry
07:53I mean
07:54Jess
07:59Don't
08:11Come on!
08:12Didn't you see the red light?
08:14It means that you're not...
08:15Hey!
08:16Uh, hi
08:18Sorry
08:19No, uh, you're...
08:21No good deal
08:22I know what the red light means
08:24So, um, last day was really fun
08:27We should maybe do it again sometime
08:29We should clean the vomit off your brother's boots
08:32We should hang out
08:34Maybe not in the bathroom
08:35So, like, hang out in your yard?
08:38Or another building
08:40Restaurant
08:42Movie theater, perhaps?
08:43Do you mean like a...
08:45I mean like a date
08:45I mean like a date
08:47It's a early stage in the mating ritual of homo sapiens
08:51We agree to go somewhere together
08:52I obsess over what to wear
08:54And then you obsess over if you should pay
08:56Or if we're splitting it
08:57We show up
08:59It either goes great
09:00Or it goes terrible
09:01And then we decide if we want to put ourselves through it again
09:05What sadistic person invented this ritual?
09:09Every person
09:12So, you wanna?
09:14Um, yes
09:17I really do
09:20She was faithful
09:22She was kind to me
09:23And cared about what happened to me
09:25She never gossiped
09:27Or told lies about people
09:28And what sorts of things did you do together?
09:31We had some classes together
09:33We ate lunch together sometimes
09:35And we worked together at the Crestmont
09:37And we talked
09:38A lot
09:39What sorts of things did you talk about?
09:41I mean we talked about
09:42About books
09:43And shows
09:44And songs
09:45And eclipses
09:47And zombies
09:49And bike helmets
09:50And I guess our
09:54Our hopes and dreams
09:56Helmet
10:00Helmet
10:02Helmet
10:03If you don't help build this tower
10:05You don't get to help knock it down
10:08I just need to finish this chapter
10:10Do you really have homework?
10:12School's over in like two days
10:13All we do in my classes
10:14Is watch Stand and Deliver
10:19I want to get the summer reading done
10:21Before I, um
10:23Leave for my grandparents
10:25For the summer
10:27Wait, what?
10:29My parents think it's good
10:30For a growing boy
10:32To spend time in the country
10:34We don't exactly live
10:35In a thriving metropolis
10:38Ten minutes of my grandparents
10:39And you would disagree
10:42What am I supposed to do
10:44All summer without you?
10:46Wait, you're
10:47You're gonna miss me?
10:48Of course
10:49Maybe only friend I have left
10:52Come on, that's not true
10:55Will you write me?
10:57Like old school letters?
11:00Yeah, I mean
11:00Can I write them on the computer
11:02And print them?
11:03You may not
11:04And no postcards
11:05I want handwritten missives
11:08Filled with your deepest
11:09Darkest secrets
11:11Are you gonna write me back?
11:13Dear Helmet
11:14Today someone smeared feces
11:16On the bathroom wall
11:17And I got to clean it up
11:18But
11:19There was an expired box
11:20Of milk duds
11:21That I got to take home
11:22For free
11:23Those are your deepest
11:24And darkest secrets
11:26Write me
11:26And you'll find out
11:33I never wrote her
11:38I just
11:41Summer gets away from you
11:42And stuff happens
11:44And I guess
11:45I didn't really think
11:46That she'd be thinking of me
11:47I mean
11:48I didn't think
11:48I was that important
11:51You can always think that
11:53You can always think
11:54The old play of time
12:01I'm sorry
12:08The hell?
12:09Yeah, whatever happened
12:10What happens in the clubhouse
12:11Stays in the clubhouse
12:12Not in here, Jesus
12:15What the fuck is your problem?
12:16No, somebody's blackmailing me
12:20If my dad sees that
12:21I'm dead
12:22Fuck
12:24Look, you need to help me
12:25Shut this down
12:26I need to?
12:28You owe me
12:29I don't owe anybody
12:30Anything, Marcus
12:33I got a lot of eyes
12:34On me right now
12:35Okay?
12:35I can't get involved
12:36With some stripper shit
12:38You're already involved
12:39You were there
12:39I'm not in the video
12:41Are you fucking kidding me?
12:43After what I did
12:43For you in that courtroom
12:44You can't return the favor?
12:46A favor's only a favor
12:47If someone asks for it
12:48And I didn't ask you
12:49To drag my name
12:50Into this shit
12:51That's on you
12:59Clay, you've testified today
13:01That Hannah was a victim
13:02Of a culture of bullying
13:03At Liberty High
13:05But isn't it true
13:06That you are also
13:07A part of that culture?
13:08No, I don't think I am
13:10Isn't it true
13:10That you took pictures
13:11Of Tyler Down
13:12Through his window
13:13That you then circulated
13:14Around the school
13:15Via social media?
13:16Yes, but
13:17Objection, Your Honor
13:18Beyond the scope
13:19Of the direct
13:20Your Honor
13:20He's already testified
13:21To the nature
13:22Of bullying at Liberty
13:24I'll allow it
13:24Clay, isn't it true
13:26That you were suspended
13:27From school
13:27For possession of marijuana?
13:29It wasn't mine
13:30I was set up
13:30I see
13:31And at any point
13:32Subsequent to that suspension
13:33Did you attempt
13:34To buy more marijuana?
13:36Yes, but
13:37And isn't it true
13:38That your vandalism
13:39Caused thousands of dollars
13:41Of damage to Zach Dempsey's car?
13:42I was angry at him
13:43I paid for the damage
13:46What did you do
13:46When you were angry
13:47At Courtney Crimson?
13:48I just took her
13:49To Hannah's grave
13:50And isn't it true
13:51That you accused her
13:52Of being responsible
13:52For Hannah's death?
13:53She is responsible
13:54All of those kids
13:56Are responsible
13:56Are you responsible, Clay?
13:58Are you responsible
13:59For Hannah's death?
14:03Yes
14:04I am
14:05I let her down
14:06But there are kids
14:07Who did a lot worse
14:09Kids who you let skate
14:10Who did things
14:11That you won't even talk about
14:12And adults at liberty
14:13They don't
14:13Request to strike
14:14That answer is non-responsive
14:15So ordered
14:16The jury will ignore that answer
14:18Clay, you've testified
14:19That you were Hannah's friend
14:21But never her boyfriend
14:23Is that correct?
14:24Yes
14:24And you said
14:25That you kissed once
14:27Is that correct?
14:28Yes
14:29Did you ever spend
14:30A night together?
14:31You mean
14:31Have
14:32Have sex?
14:34No
14:35No
14:36I mean
14:37Spend
14:38A night together
14:39Evening
14:40Night
14:41Into the next morning
14:44Clay, did you and Hannah
14:46Ever spend a night together?
14:48Yes
14:49And did you do drugs together?
15:01Yes
15:05Go
15:07Hey
15:10Go
15:11Hey
15:12Go
15:13Go
15:14Hey
15:18Go
15:29Let's give it up
15:30For our
15:31Varsity
15:32Baseball team
15:36I did it
15:42Hey
15:42How about a hand
15:43For our new
15:43Cheer captain
15:44Chloe
15:44Right
15:49So sweet
15:51And now
15:53For our MC
15:54Of today's
15:55Assembly
15:56Marcus
15:57Cole
16:12That's right
16:13That's right
16:14I
16:15Dress
16:17For the occasion
16:18Who's impressed?
16:28He turned it into a fucking publicity stunt
16:31He's got this whole fucking school brainwashed
16:33You have to do something else, man
16:35Okay?
16:35Something bigger
16:38What do you have in mind?
16:46I'm sorry, dad
16:49For what, kiddo?
16:51For telling the truth?
16:54For not telling you
16:59Stuff
17:00And what did you say?
17:01I didn't
17:03I didn't know what to say
17:05I
17:08You know there's nothing you could do
17:11Nothing
17:13That
17:13Would stop your mother and me from loving you
17:16You heard Hannah say this
17:17And you did nothing
17:19I mean, I didn't think that she
17:20She meant it like that
17:23Why is it kids don't tell their parents
17:26Anything
17:28Ever
17:31Is it shame?
17:34Or fear?
17:36And it can't be fear of punishment
17:38Because no one's punished for anything anymore
17:42Are you afraid we won't understand?
17:46More like afraid you'd understand too well
17:49So you're protecting your secrets
17:51We were all
17:52Still recovering
17:54From drugs
17:55And that explains
17:57Why you did nothing
17:58Or we're protecting you
18:06I have to get to school
18:13Let's welcome this year's
18:14Varsity
18:15Track team
18:31Hey Sky
18:32Me again
18:34Court was
18:35Not great
18:38They found out about this thing Hannah said one time
18:41And they blew it way out of proportion
18:47But now I can't stop thinking about the morning she said it
18:51And the night we spent before
18:53Hey Jensen
19:00Did you have a class to get to?
19:03Not you guys?
19:04No man we just won steak
19:06You know that don't make us go to school anymore
19:09Yeah you wish
19:11I'm wondering why after such an excellent pep rally
19:14It seems like your pep has not been rallied
19:18I'm not a pep sort I guess
19:21Okay
19:24I didn't see you sit next to Hannah
19:28Well I never sit next to Hannah
19:30You always try to
19:33Not lately
19:39Remember that poem that everyone was talking about?
19:42Everyone was talking about a poem
19:44How is that possible?
19:45Who talks about poems?
19:47I
19:47Anyway
19:49I made fun of it
19:51And I didn't know it was hers
19:55And man if
19:57You and Hannah's relationship were a novel
19:59A major thing would be
20:02Mistakes
20:04Thank you
20:07We'll figure this out
20:09The last time I took her advice
20:11She ran out on me at the dance
20:12No no no no
20:13That wasn't my fault
20:14Alright
20:15If I recall correctly
20:16It was your nerves and uptight nature
20:18That just ruined everything
20:20Look you both are just
20:22Too hung up on shit
20:26Work on this
20:27I don't have an uptight nature
20:34Hey you know what
20:35We're gonna have a gathering this weekend
20:36Alright
20:37Me, you, Hannah, my girl, Leah
20:38And some friends
20:39I'll text you
20:42I don't really do parties
20:45Oh you'll do this one
20:48See you Saturday Jensen
21:07We're taking state this year
21:08It's for him
21:13He was what a teammate should be
21:16Loyal
21:17Yeah he always had your back
21:18Never had to wonder about that
21:21And he looked out for people
21:24Always took care of his guys
21:25No questions asked
21:26Yeah
21:27Right
21:34I just keep thinking
21:36Did I miss something huge
21:39Like I did with you
21:43Hey what are you doing here
21:46I stayed to watch them hang Jeff's jersey
21:51Yeah me too
21:56How'd it go
21:57In court
21:58Not well
22:02I'm sorry
22:03They asked me about that party at Jeff's
22:05Before summer last year
22:07Oh shit
22:08How'd they know about that
22:11God no
22:12Clay
22:13I would never
22:13I swear
22:17Someone must have brought it up
22:18At their deposition
22:19Maybe Leah
22:20I
22:20It doesn't matter now
22:23Was there anything
22:24In your text messages
22:27No
22:27Why
22:28Well cause the other night
22:29Your mom
22:30She was asking me about a text
22:32She said it was for a case
22:33She was working on
22:35Look anyways
22:36I'm sure it's not as bad
22:37As you think it is
22:40It's worse
22:44And like
22:46What other signs have I missed
22:49Call us with any questions
22:50You got it
22:51Continue guys
22:52Alright thanks man
22:53Let's go bud
22:55You good
22:56Ah hey
22:57There he is
22:58Tyler
22:59Good to see you
22:59Good to see you too
23:00Sir
23:01Hey
23:02Hey
23:02Baker Drugs
23:03This is a little out of your way
23:04Yeah
23:05Yeah
23:05They just carry some stuff
23:07That the wallplex doesn't
23:07So
23:08So we gonna see you
23:09At the party tonight
23:11Oh I
23:12I didn't know
23:13So
23:14I thought that you invited
23:15Only a friend
23:16Yeah
23:16Well Jessica was supposed to
23:18Oh it's at the epicenter tonight
23:19Come if you can
23:20I know Alex would love to have you
23:21Oh
23:21I don't know
23:22I don't want to
23:23No you should come
23:23Really you should
23:24Yeah
23:25Yeah
23:26Yeah
23:27Okay
23:28Yeah I'll be there
23:29Good
23:30Good to see you
23:30You too
23:31Later
23:33Later
23:36They do any fucking maintenance
23:38At this place
23:39Olivia
23:39Seriously with what we pay
23:41For this plot
23:41I'll speak to them
23:43On the way up
23:43They promised
23:44Weekly maintenance
23:46They can't even
23:47Cut the fucking grass
23:49Liv
23:49Liv
23:56This day
23:57Andy
24:00I don't
24:02I'm not even sure
24:03How well that kid knew Anna
24:04He knew her well
24:07I think he was in love with her
24:11He's a good kid
24:15Yeah we'll encourage her
24:16To do some bad things
24:17One
24:18One thing
24:19And it wasn't
24:21Wasn't that bad
24:23The thing that you
24:24And
24:26You and I didn't do
24:27When we were in high school
24:28But what'd she said to him
24:30The next morning
24:31I've said to myself
24:32Over the years
24:36Was it my fault
24:38Andy did I
24:39Was she sick
24:41Did I
24:41Give something to her
24:43God no
24:43The women in my family
24:44Stop Liv
24:45Just stop
24:46Our Hannah was very happy
24:48She was
24:49Kind
24:49Intelligent
24:50Beautiful
24:51And she was very very happy
24:52That's
24:53Our Hannah
25:05We were happy
25:08Aren't we
25:09We were happy
25:37Should we go have some dinner
25:44These are kind of cute
25:46Alright
25:46I need more yoga pants
25:48How many pairs of yoga pants
25:50Does one person need
25:52Do you even do yoga
25:53I
25:54Do
25:55I
25:56Alright
25:56Shut up
25:58How long have you guys been together
26:01Uh
26:01It'll be
26:02Five months next Thursday
26:05Damn has it really been that long already
26:08Wow
26:08Okay
26:09Don't act so excited now
26:11I
26:12See
26:13That's her way of saying
26:14I can't get enough of you baby
26:16Wow
26:17You guys are adorable
26:18And by that
26:19I mean disgusting
26:23I'll let you guys
26:24Do your thing
26:25Alright babe
26:26Alright thanks
26:35So is he like
26:36In college or
26:38Uh
26:39Junior college
26:40But he's transferring to Berkeley for fall semester
26:42Pre-law
26:43Shit
26:45He's kind of amazing
26:46I know right
26:49I mean hey
26:50I
26:51I deserve amazing
26:54And so do you by the way
26:56You know whatever you're ready to get back out there
27:03Shh
27:03Shh
27:04Shh
27:04Shh
27:12I'm
27:12I'm
27:12I'm
27:12I'm
27:13I'm
27:13I'm
27:13I'm
27:13I'm
27:13I'm
27:19I'm
27:19Don't worry about it
27:21I'm
27:21I'm
27:24I'm
27:25I'm
27:26I'm
27:41Jessica!
27:43Hey!
27:45You need to pay for that.
27:47Um, that's not here. It was an accident.
27:49I'm sorry. She's not buying it.
27:52I'm sorry.
27:53I'm sorry.
27:54I'm sorry.
27:55I'm sorry.
27:56I'm sorry.
27:56I'm sorry.
27:59It's okay.
28:01It's okay.
28:03Are you okay?
28:08Yeah.
28:09It must have been a trigger or something.
28:12The security tag triggered the alarm.
28:13It's no big deal.
28:15Are you sure you're okay?
28:17Um, babe, can you go get us some gelato, actually?
28:20Please?
28:20Good idea.
28:22Thank you so much.
28:23My treat.
28:24Thanks.
28:27He knows how we know each other, right?
28:31Uh, well, yeah, it's cool.
28:35I don't let what happened to me define me.
28:38So why should I tell him when it's not who I am?
28:41Yeah, yeah, that makes sense.
28:47You haven't been here in a while.
28:49It didn't feel right at first.
28:53How's the store?
28:55Uh, yeah, I was able to find some new distributors for a lot of the items so we could compete
29:00price-wise.
29:02Cosmetics, for one, so...
29:04That's great.
29:05Yeah.
29:05And the new pharmacist?
29:08He's good.
29:09He's young, so he knows the medicine part, but not the people part.
29:16What about you?
29:17How's...
29:19Wallplex?
29:20Getting used to it?
29:21Yeah.
29:22I realized that I liked being my own boss.
29:25Or...
29:27Letting you be the boss.
29:33I don't really know the right way to say this.
29:35Just say it, Andy.
29:40We need to finalize things, Liv.
29:43We can't stay in limbo forever.
29:52This is...
29:53About the divorce.
29:59I don't wanna wait till after the trial.
30:01We need to move on.
30:04You wanna marry her?
30:05No.
30:07I want...
30:09I wanna close the door that I can never go back through.
30:18Yes.
30:22I see.
30:28Hey, Skye.
30:30It's me.
30:32Again.
30:33Listen.
30:34I don't know if you get news out there.
30:36Uh...
30:36You might hear about...
30:39About stuff I did.
30:41That came out in court.
30:43It's kinda bad.
30:47Hungry?
30:47Uh, sure.
30:49Are you out of your mind?
30:51No.
30:53Dude.
30:53Listen.
30:54You know my body's a temple, right?
30:56I don't ever think about your body.
30:58What I mean...
30:59Is you know how healthy I am.
31:01You're an athlete.
31:03Yeah.
31:03And a damn good one.
31:05But on rare occasion, when I want a deep, lovely night with my lady...
31:09We'll do a little love drug.
31:10I've read that that shit can...
31:11Can fry your brain.
31:13Like, first time you try it.
31:14Yeah, and riding your bike without a helmet can kill you.
31:17But which one's gonna help you let loose...
31:20And help you get past your shit with Hannah...
31:22And into each other?
31:24Hmm?
31:25This is peer pressure.
31:26No, no, no.
31:27I don't wanna pressure you.
31:29Put too much pressure on yourself.
31:31I mean...
31:33That's the whole point.
31:34You agonize over every decision.
31:39I do not.
31:43Are you sure?
31:45I mean, we don't know where these drugs come from.
31:47Or even what drugs they are.
31:49The way you say drugs makes you sound like a Republican senator.
31:53I'm just saying.
31:54We don't...
31:56We don't have to do this.
31:58I mean, we can...
32:00Go hang out somewhere else.
32:05Sure.
32:06If you want to.
32:08But...
32:09Aren't you curious?
32:11I'm telling you, Clay.
32:12It's a very good idea for you.
32:16Where?
32:18Guys, what if we stayed a bunch of sugar and caffeine?
32:20That's a certain kind of high, right?
32:22Oh, seriously.
32:23Do not worry.
32:25Alright.
32:26Here you go.
32:26Three first-timers.
32:29Three veterans.
32:31We got you guys.
32:34Totally.
32:36This is so peer pressure.
32:38Like, at its worst.
32:55Tell me the truth.
32:57How's he doing, guys?
32:58He's good.
32:59Yeah?
33:00Yeah, his balance is getting better every day, and so is his strength.
33:02He's still working on his memory.
33:04But he's doing great.
33:06Turns out you only need one hand to whoop your old man at skee-ball.
33:09Hey.
33:11You should've challenged me at Dance Dance Revolution.
33:16I'm the first day.
33:17You're supposed to laugh at my jokes.
33:19Alright.
33:20Wings.
33:21Yeah.
33:22Fries.
33:23And curly fries.
33:25Burgers will come up when they're ready.
33:28And you guys got all your game cards?
33:30Oh, yeah.
33:30Yeah, thank you, Miss Steddle.
33:34Hey, Jess.
33:38Hey hey hey.
33:39How's this?
33:40How's this?
33:41What's this?
33:42Hey hey.
33:42How's he gonna?
33:43Here you go.
33:44Yeah.
33:50Yeah.
33:51Here you go.
33:51Hey.
33:52I won this for you.
33:54Just...
33:56say sorry about today.
33:58you didn't have to do that yeah well if i hadn't wanted i'd just be saying sorry and i thought
34:03maybe the cuteness would help look we don't need to talk about it
34:19i just think it's complicated the thing is to be in the group
34:23isn't that about the group you know what i mean no what do you mean all right take it out
34:30your friend with justin foley which is like whatever he says you're a good guy he didn't
34:39say that about most people he doesn't it's because he's a dick
34:46i just feel like tremendous positivity for everyone right now
34:54exactly in fact i think it's time that a few of us actually slipped off for a while
34:59sound good totally wait wait no wait wait where are you
35:04enjoy your night it's already a great night
35:08i agree it's like it's like everything is what it is but like more like touching touching things
35:38there's someone who hates parties i go to a lot of parties
35:42yeah
35:45it never ends well
35:49no
35:56what is he doing here
35:58oh alice told me to come
35:59tyler he was just being nice
36:01he doesn't want you here
36:03i want to talk to alex okay look i brought him something what oh happy birthday alex here's a photo
36:09book of you in a coma
36:10i told you about that
36:24wait where's tyler going
36:27where's tyler going
36:27don't worry we got rid of him
36:28no i told him to come
36:30alex look i know he visit you a lot in the hospital but he's a fucking pervert
36:34after what he did to hannah
36:35what he did seriously at least tyler tried to help hannah in court that's more than you can say zach
36:41you helped turn her into hannah the slut at least we didn't do drugs you guys come on
36:45you come on you didn't help either i tried from what you said today in court you hurt her more
36:50than
36:50any of us did they took all of that out of context you didn't let her down
36:53how are you any different than us
37:00what are you thinking about
37:02what are you thinking about come on tell me what are you thinking about
37:06i i don't know
37:08you're not saying
37:11i have
37:14so many thoughts
37:16give me one
37:33infinity
37:36it's an infinity ceiling
37:38it totally is look at it
37:51infinity
37:55it's funny how we have a word for that concept but there's no way we can understand it
38:02maybe love
38:05love
38:07maybe love is how you understand infinity
38:11when your love has no limits when it goes on forever maybe that feels like infinity
38:16it's a bleeding and if my heart is a wall it's so hesitant
38:21but the love has split off
38:24behind the roots of god
38:27yeah maybe
38:29but the vibe that knows off and maybe that won't stop
38:34how are you feeling
38:36i feel fucking great
38:40at this moment i am not afraid of anything i am fearless
38:49i feel
38:52peaceful
38:55but it's just the drug right
39:05i'm not sure that's how it works
39:09do you believe we have a soul
39:12i don't know i hope so
39:15if you could see the future would you want to see the future
39:19no
39:21you answered that fast
39:23well
39:25like can i change the future
39:29because if i can see it and i know what's coming and there's nothing i can do about it
39:34then it's just anxiety
39:35you can always change the future
39:39so you don't believe in destiny
39:42i do i just believe it can change
39:59this is the saddest birthday party ever
40:07shit uh i gotta take this
40:10hey mom
40:12yeah no i'm just out with the guys
40:16i'll be home soon
40:17yeah no i know i know
40:22okay yeah i'm uh i'm on my way
40:24bye
40:28the guys
40:30just out with the guys
40:32i just told her that i'd go home and watch me
40:34home from what why'd you lie about where you are
40:37i wasn't sure exactly
40:39of course you should lie to her and everybody
40:41because that's better than admitting that you're my friend
40:43she knows that you're my friend
40:44does bryce know where you are
40:45come on man
40:46fuck you zach okay
40:47okay go home
40:50yeah i i should um thank you guys so much for having me
40:54no you don't have to go zach
40:59i'm gonna go play some games
41:07all right you guys truth now what the hell's going on he's not all right
41:16i think he does pretty well most days
41:19oh you said he made progress he hasn't made any progress since the day i saw him last that was
41:23a
41:23month ago
41:24but he's trying
41:25he's really trying
41:29oh
41:30shit
41:36hey buddy
41:38what are you doing
41:39just playing a game dad
41:42okay maybe this isn't the right thing for you to be playing about
41:45why not
41:45i'm really good at it
41:48all right let's play another round of football
41:50oh dad
41:50fuck that
41:51alex
42:04all right
42:05all right give me the seconds
42:05fuck no
42:06fuck yeah
42:07no
42:09all right buddy i'm sorry
42:10don't you
42:10fucking let me go
42:14i'm broken okay
42:21i'm
42:21fucking broken
42:22that's just how it's gonna be so why don't you just live with it
42:25alex you're not broken
42:26how the fuck would you know i've seen you twice since i got out of the hospital
42:30i had school i had fucking school too
42:35and i had friends
42:37and now i don't have anything
42:40except all of you standing around feeling sorry for me
42:42not fucking knowing what to say
42:45you know what maybe it would have been better if it had worked right
42:48and i put the bullet through the middle of my brain the way it's supposed to go
42:51wouldn't that be better you could all just get on with your stupid fucking lives
42:55fuck you alex okay shut up just shut up no listen to me you
43:00asshole how could you do what you did after hannah i needed you you were the only one i could
43:07trust the
43:07only person who i just did what i was going through and you were just gonna
43:09fucking leave me behind that's messed up alex it's messed up
43:14sorry everybody here loves you and you just don't care i do care i i care i'm sorry
43:29okay
43:31okay it's okay
43:42hey hey how was the party stupid party stupid people sounds right why are you sitting in the
43:52dark i'm introducing my old man to the wizarding world of harry potter seriously seriously he's
44:00like the last person in the world left that doesn't know what his patronus is fucking muggles right hey
44:08pay attention here you need to know that for the sixth movie hey so uh i want to do zach
44:16next
44:19okay again yeah he's just a fucking asshole who needs to be checked
44:25cool yeah so i have this whole idea for him something hey ty you know you know i'm down
44:29for whatever but i gotta make sure my dad doesn't fall asleep he's like 47 they tend to do that
44:35during movies hey just tell me what the plan is i'll be there fine later
45:15clay isn't it true that you heard hannah say that she wanted her life to be over and isn't
45:19it true that you did nothing you did nothing to help her
45:30he had been honest with us about the drugs did you know they were gonna ask
45:35no of course not i removed myself matt if i were to interfere with a witness or a witness
45:42or he's your son if i were to interfere in any way i would be fired i could be disbarred
45:48that
45:49the boy did drugs and we didn't know yeah he had a homeless boy in his room for a week
45:52and we didn't know what the fuck lady
46:00i can't stop thinking about it sky you destroyed me ask me why she was depressed why she was
46:06destroyed ask me who did that to her no further questions sorry will disregard witness stand
46:11down what did i deserve it
46:16who ordered the cinnamon rolls
46:19if you put that in my mouth i will literally puke
46:22are we like all in bad moods i am i just don't even have the energy to care
46:30no we're just coming down it's normal it's the point right
46:35yeah exactly no but like really what's the point of anything it's just a molly talking
46:45her name's hannah
46:50you gotta handle the lows if you want to choose the highs
46:54come on drink some water let your mind go to that dark place
46:59do you ever think i can't do it anymore like i want to die
47:03yep every single minute
47:12like everything's black
47:16guys get through this okay get through this moment
47:21it'll all be clear
47:30sky she said it and i heard it
47:33i couldn't help her then and i couldn't help her today
47:39i've got to be able to do something to help
47:44people need to know the whole story
48:04that's great
48:06this is perfect
48:11clay honey
48:17come on lover give me a little i had a shitty day
48:21yeah i know i heard alex had one of his pampers
48:26the kid's sick
48:28i feel bad for him forget about that
48:35babe i thought we were watching a movie tonight
48:37i've seen it
48:38but you chose it
48:39yeah so i don't have to pay close attention
48:42i'd rather pay attention to you
48:52ow careful
48:57is that better
49:09babe what is up with you tonight
49:11just the usual
49:14being into you
49:20babe what
49:21what about the movie
49:33you're good yeah
49:35yeah
49:36you want to right
49:38right
49:51oh
49:52oh
49:53oh
49:53oh
50:02Oh, my God.
50:47You can keep up the silent treatment as long as you have to, I understand, but Justin will
50:53need your support tomorrow.
50:54And on Monday, okay?
51:03You're reading the comments.
51:05Don't ever read the comments.
51:07The shit that people say about you, about me, they don't know the whole story.
51:19Don't do this.
51:20I'm doing it for you.
51:21I'm trying to make things right.
51:23You know it won't.
51:24What else can I do?
51:26You can help Jessica and Justin.
51:28You can figure out those pictures.
51:29I don't care about the fucking pictures.
51:30I care about the truth.
51:32I care about you.
51:33Then don't do it.
51:34You know I don't want you to.
51:35Yeah, well, maybe you don't get a say anymore.
51:37People did terrible things to you and they're getting away with it.
51:40You left those tapes for a reason.
51:42What reason?
51:43To make people face what they did and admit it and understand how fucked up it was.
51:50Do you think I wanted revenge?
51:51I don't know what you wanted, Hannah, because you left a huge fucking mess.
51:55And I'm the only one who seems interested in cleaning it up.
51:57It wasn't revenge.
52:00I had to tell my own story.
52:04I wanted people to know what happened to me so that maybe it wouldn't happen again.
52:08Exactly.
52:09So everyone should hear it.
52:11No.
52:11Not like this.
52:16You don't get to decide.
52:19You left.
52:40It could be wrong.
52:46For help finding crisis resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info.
52:53It could be wrong.
52:59I could be wrong, I could be right
53:01I could be black, I could be white
53:04I could be right, I could be wrong
53:07I could be white, I could be black
53:10Your time has come, your second skin
53:12The cost so high, the game so low
53:15Walk through the valley
53:18The written word is a lie
53:21May the road rise with you
53:31Could be wrong, I could be right
53:51I could be wrong, I could be right
53:56I could be wrong, I could be right
54:09I could be black, I could be white
54:12I could be right, I could be wrong
54:15I could be black, I could be white
54:18They put a hard wire to my hand
54:21Cause of the things I did and said
54:23That made these feelings go away
54:26My old citizen in every way
54:29May the world rise with you
54:31May the world rise with you
54:34May the world rise with you
54:36May the world rise with you
54:45Could be wrong, I could be right
54:51Could be wrong, I could be right
55:06Could be wrong
55:15Well done, Ed, well done
55:58Thank you
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