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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 2
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00:28Transcription by CastingWords
00:30What's the truth?
00:33What's true?
00:43I think we each have our own truth
00:46So let me get this straight
00:48Okay
00:51You don't know why you're here
00:53You don't know how I'm supposed to feel about it
00:55You don't know why I haven't seen you
00:57And have in fact tried not to think about you for months
00:59And then you show up
01:01Tonight
01:03Precise and accurate
01:04In true Clay Jensen style
01:06And you're still allowed to make fun of me
01:08Allowed, obligated
01:10Who can say?
01:12Are you real?
01:14Do you see me?
01:15Are you corporeal?
01:16That seems like a science fiction question
01:18Can I touch you?
01:19That seems like a loaded question
01:24This is fucked up, right?
01:25Like I'm seriously fucked up
01:27I don't think you're fucked up
01:29I think you're just
01:30Working through things
01:33Things like seeing a ghost?
01:34And other things
01:38So you are a ghost
01:40Okay, does it matter what you call me?
01:42I'm here
01:43Are you here for a reason?
01:45I would think so
01:47But you don't know what it is
01:49I was hoping you would
01:51And you're not going away?
01:52I don't think so
01:53I mean, not for the moment
02:01That's just fucking great
02:09Clay
02:11Clay
02:12You're going to be late
02:18Clay
02:20Are you alright?
02:23Sorry, I'm fine
02:25Fine, I overslept
02:30You slept in your clothes?
02:33Yeah, homework and stuff
02:34But, um
02:36Everything's okay?
02:38Yeah, all good
02:41I was court yesterday
02:44Why don't you tell me?
02:46I was just there to drop off some files
02:49How about you?
02:50I was just curious
02:53Clay
02:54I know you said you don't think about Hannah
02:56That you don't care about her anymore
02:58But I'm worried that that's not true
03:03I gotta get dressed for school
03:06Well
03:13Nothing's going on?
03:15I have to go to school
03:17And you don't care about me anymore?
03:18Look, I tried, Hannah
03:20I did everything I could for you
03:22And nothing worked
03:23Nothing
03:25And now you're back
03:26And there's still nothing I can do
03:28If that's true
03:29Why am I here?
03:32Yeah
03:33Exactly
03:39What the hell?
03:46Shit
03:47I gotta go
04:04Hannah wasn't the only one
04:06What do you suppose that means?
04:13Who gave it to you?
04:15And why now?
04:16The day my trial started
04:20You think they're connected?
04:22You think they're not?
04:27I think that
04:29I need to get dressed
04:31And go to school
04:32And try to live my life
04:53Saddle up, partner
04:56Did we talk about you
04:58Giving me a ride last night?
04:59Did we have to?
05:01I mean, no
05:02But, uh
05:04Should we talk about last night?
05:06How about instead of talking
05:07We just ride
05:16We all have things
05:18We keep hidden
05:20Sometimes
05:21Keeping secrets
05:22Is how you survive
05:31Because in high school
05:33One rumor
05:34One picture
05:37One incident
05:37Can define you
05:39Forever
05:40Forever
05:45You're doing the right thing, honey
05:48I know
05:50Now it's gonna be out there
05:52Everything I said in my deposition
05:54Look
05:55What happened to Hannah
05:56After that photo?
05:57It happened to you too
05:58And that is not your fault
06:00You told the truth
06:01And that's
06:02All you're gonna do again today
06:08Is that Mikey?
06:09That
06:10Let me
06:11Oh, Todd, look
06:12Wow
06:13Wow
06:14He is a keeper, huh?
06:17I guess he is
06:19And the truth
06:20Doesn't even matter
06:23Barry emailed me last night
06:24He said it was Bryce's idea
06:26That Bryce asked you yesterday
06:27Asked me what?
06:29If we want to use their lawyer
06:30I'm not gonna let you take the stand
06:33Without some guidance
06:34This kind of thing
06:35Can ruin somebody's life
06:37Even if they're innocent
06:38I know
06:38It's just
06:39We can find our own lawyer
06:40It's fine
06:41This is the kind of thing
06:42Your father used to handle
06:43At times like these
06:45We need to benefit
06:46From our associations
06:51Who is it?
06:52It's, uh
06:54Bryce, actually
06:55He probably just wants to get some throws in
06:57Before practice
06:58I should go
06:59Okay, honey
07:00And tell him thanks
07:03No, I want to testify
07:05But?
07:07It's just
07:10Tyler Down
07:11Who testified yesterday
07:13Called out a couple of kids
07:14And they weren't happy
07:16That's all
07:19Well, if anybody gives you any flack
07:21You tell me
07:22And I'll handle it
07:26Thanks, Dad
07:29When rumors spread
07:31You can fight them
07:32Or ignore them
07:33But they never really go away
07:36When you're the target
07:37You do anything you can
07:39To protect yourself
07:47Dad
07:47Hey, you want to help?
07:49Ben
07:52Where else do you want them?
07:56You guys are ridiculous
07:58That's sweet
07:59Hey, thanks for helping me with this
08:02Sometimes you hide
08:09Sometimes you fight back
08:14Anything you have to do
08:19There you go
08:22Thank you
08:27Let's go
08:28Damn it
08:30Such a gentleman
08:31This doesn't mean I'm going to put out
08:33Or anything
08:34What?
08:34Not even handy?
08:36My hand doesn't really work
08:37So
08:38Alright
08:42Hey, you know what?
08:43Let's take the side entrance today
08:44Yeah, but it's way further
08:45And I get tired
08:46I can care you
08:47Come on
08:48You're not
08:48Dude, you're not
08:49The whole reason I called you
08:51Was to avoid another scene
08:53Getting picked up by my dad
08:54In the cop car
08:55Is embarrassing enough
09:00Because the thing is
09:01In high school
09:03Everyone's watching you
09:04All the time
09:07You have to be careful
09:20Hey, you get my note?
09:24About driving by the office
09:25I was hoping that we could chat
09:27About what?
09:29About anything that you need
09:31Anything I can do to help
09:33With what you're going through
09:34Really?
09:36You think you can be helpful
09:37All of a sudden?
09:40Yes
09:40I think I can
09:43Look, I know what you think about me
09:45You know
09:46And about what happened
09:48But the most important thing
09:50To me right now, Jessica
09:51Is about keeping you safe
09:55Jessica
09:56Hey, where you been?
09:57We still get to celebrate, girl
10:00Um, the squad made Jess a flyer yesterday
10:03Wow
10:04Congratulations, Miss Davis
10:05Thank you
10:07Think about what I said, okay?
10:09Yeah
10:12Asshole
10:13You're welcome
10:15Do I know you?
10:17Uh, Nina Jones
10:19And trust me, Porter's clueless
10:21It's better to just keep your mouth shut around him
10:29You have to protect yourself
10:30Any way you can
10:32So that's what I did
10:34What's going on?
10:35Who are these people?
10:36They're all here for you
10:38My email list of concern moms
10:40Has over a thousand names in this county
10:42And moms do love a good craft project
10:48That's her
10:49That's her school picture
10:52Doesn't she look lovely?
10:54We're putting a face on this trial
11:04She told me that her foundation wanted to provide whatever support I needed
11:08But she didn't specify a picket line
11:10No
11:11You have to be careful, okay?
11:15These pyrotechnics can be useful
11:16But don't forget this is still your show
11:20I know that
11:21And she's staying with you?
11:23Well, I have a spare room
11:25That is the house is empty
11:27It isn't
11:27There's no reason for her to pay for a hotel room
11:31Just
11:32Be careful
11:35I spread a rumor about Hannah
11:37And I'm not proud of it
11:39And what happened after you spread that rumor?
11:43Boys asked me and Hannah to have sex with them
11:46Or got physical
11:47And
11:48They were aggressive
11:50And I couldn't handle it
11:53This was just a meaningless kiss
11:55Girls do it all the time
11:57And
11:57And
11:58What to your direct knowledge
11:59Did the school do
12:00In response to Hannah being sexually harassed
12:04Or
12:04The fact that
12:05A lewd photo of two students
12:07Was being shared on campus
12:10Nothing
12:12The school did nothing
12:18Who did this?
12:22Someone I talked about yesterday
12:23I'm guessing
12:27At the trial
12:32This is what happens when you tell the truth
12:39Ask him
12:42Did you just
12:43Come here to look at the destruction that is my life or
12:46No
12:47I was wondering
12:48Do you ever
12:49Work with Polaroids?
12:53Amateur hipster tripe
12:55I'll take that as a no
12:57It's retro analog bullshit
13:00There's no negatives
13:00So what's the point?
13:01Unless that is the point
13:03So no one can make a copy?
13:05No
13:06You can make a copy of anything
13:07You just take a digital picture of it
13:10But yeah
13:11You want one print to hold on to?
13:12Take a Polaroid
13:15Do you know these people?
13:18Tommy Schuster
13:19Erica
13:20Charles
13:21I think
13:21They shot Tommy a few times for baseball
13:24So they go here?
13:26They did
13:27They were seniors when we were freshmen
13:32Do you think you knew Scott Reed?
13:34Don't all those troglodytes know each other?
13:36Why do you care?
13:40I'm not sure I do
13:45Only have a second coach
13:46I got a class full of students
13:47What's up?
13:48Well I understand you
13:49I don't know
13:50I'll chat with one of my players yesterday
13:53I'd appreciate it if you come see me first next time
13:56Okay
13:56Well it's my job to have a chat with students
13:59I can't be coming to you every time one of them happens to play baseball
14:01No
14:02Sure, sure
14:04Look
14:05I'm glad we're working on awareness
14:07And educating these kids about consent
14:09And everything you're doing
14:10It's great
14:11I'm just looking for a little teamwork
14:14I give the right speeches
14:15You give me a heads up
14:17If you got a concern about one of my guys
14:19Okay
14:20I got a concern about all you guys
14:22Heads up
14:25You know what?
14:26I'm sick of athletes always being the targets
14:29Coach
14:30Athletes have to run into school and you know it
14:32I just don't want them to run kids over
14:34You want teamwork?
14:35You check your boys so I don't have to
14:40We've been talking about how do you control your impulses
14:44Today we're going to do an exercise that will help you think before you act
14:50Because you're going to do the thinking for someone else
14:52You're going to be someone else's eyes and their ears
14:55And you're going to guide them around the room
14:57Or out of a window
15:00Maybe Cyrus
15:02But you'll be switching blindfolds halfway through
15:04So don't do anything you don't want done to you
15:08Okay
15:09That means find a partner
15:12Or I'll find one for you
15:14You think I'd run these class
15:16And use my focus group first?
15:19Ass class
15:20You're a pretty good artist
15:25Kind words from the master photographer
15:33That was you, right?
15:35You won that photo contest with that night vision picture of the dog pissing last year?
15:41Punk rock, dude
15:46Should we?
15:50Why the hell not?
15:53Kinky
15:54We just shared a class together
15:56We weren't really friends
15:58But she didn't confide in anyone else about her fears, correct?
16:03I don't think so
16:05Not any other friends?
16:07Her parents?
16:10I don't know
16:10I think it could be a stalker
16:12A stalker?
16:13I highly doubt that kind of thing is going on in our neighborhood
16:16It's a real thing
16:18Celebrities have them all the time
16:19Oh
16:19So we're a celebrity now
16:21No, you know what I mean
16:22Forget it
16:24Honey
16:24No, Hannah
16:26Honey, I'm sorry
16:27Alright, I just
16:29Look, I think
16:31That you have a little anxiety about this new school
16:34It's not anxiety
16:35Okay, I heard something out there last night
16:37Like clicking
16:38Well, maybe it was the wind
16:40Or, you know, just yesterday
16:41Your father was saying he thinks the raccoons are back
16:43It's not raccoons
16:45Honey
16:45Look, this
16:47Is the safest neighborhood
16:49That, you know, we could afford
16:51I mean, your father checks statistics on this kind of thing
16:54You know, and I just know
16:55I know that
16:56For me, when I have a lot on my mind
16:58I mean, my mind takes revenge
17:02Yeah, you're probably right
17:06So
17:07Finding no help from home
17:09She enlists you
17:12Mom can't help, but you can
17:15Why you?
17:17I don't know
17:19But like I said
17:20I was there
17:21And she was always nice to me
17:23Nice to you
17:25Defense exhibit C, Your Honor
17:27As stipulated
17:30I'm curious, Courtney
17:31Was Hannah just being nice to you there, too?
17:39Describe what you see, please
17:45There's, um
17:48More of Tyler's photos of Hannah and me
17:50From that night
17:53Now, you said before that it was just a meaningless kiss
17:57Correct?
17:58Yes
17:59So, now
18:01How could it be meaningless
18:03If there's more than one?
18:06Or is that not a picture of Hannah kissing you back?
18:17Hey
18:17Hey, where were you this morning?
18:20I was avoiding Chloe
18:21And like, everyone else
18:22What's wrong?
18:25Someone's trying to keep me quiet
18:27What? What happened?
18:29Not here
18:30Come on
18:32Wow, that is seriously messed up
18:34Yeah
18:35Somebody's fucking with my head
18:38My head's already plenty fucked up all its own
18:44Yeah, somehow I don't see Bryce walking into a sex shop
18:47What do you think about Chloe?
18:49I don't know
18:49She's in smart classes
18:50But she does stupid things
18:52I can't see her having any ideas
18:54It's gotta be someone
18:55Well, whoever it is
18:58It'll stop if you just tell the truth tomorrow
19:01How does that make any sense?
19:03Because they're doing it to protect Bryce
19:05And if you tell the truth
19:06Then there's no protecting him anymore
19:09Yeah, that sounds easy and simple
19:11Well, I think it's what you have to do
19:13I don't think you fucking get it, Alex
19:17Every time I look at him, it's like
19:20It's like it's happening all over again
19:23Right now
19:25Like it's gonna keep happening for the rest of my life
19:29And maybe this will make it stop
19:31And clearly I'm all alone in this
19:33Jess
20:04Everything cool?
20:07Uh, yeah, sorry
20:08That was just, uh, my mom
20:10Being
20:12Motherly
20:13Your mom's kind of like a stop, though, huh?
20:15Yeah
20:17I saw her watching us from the window the other night
20:20You saw that?
20:21They do know about me, right?
20:25I mean, of course
20:26We've been friends since, like, first grade
20:28Yeah, but I haven't seen them since, like, seventh grade
20:31I mean, I've grown
20:33I mean, so have you
20:37What they know about you?
20:39They do
20:39I mean, my mom was
20:40She was just saying that they want to have you over for dinner
20:42So
20:44You should
20:44You should do that
20:45At some point
20:47Are you sure that's a good idea?
20:48Did they know Hannah?
20:52Um
20:53No, no, they didn't
20:55You never told them about Hannah
20:57But you told them about me
21:00All these secrets, Clay
21:03I mean, I
21:04I told them about Hannah
21:06Eventually
21:07So you haven't told them about me
21:09Because you're still hung up on her
21:11No, that
21:12That is not
21:13And that's why you were in court yesterday
21:17How did you know that?
21:19Tyler Down told me
21:22Because I asked him
21:23And I stood, like, super close to him
21:25So he got all nervous and told me the truth
21:27Yeah, I'm
21:30I'm not going back
21:32It was just one time
21:33He keeps saying that, like, maybe it'll make it true
21:36I'm not going back
21:37Relax
21:39I'm messing with you
21:40Here, eat
21:43That tastes like pasture
21:45Meat is murder
21:49So is choking a person to death with weeds
21:51I like her
21:52She makes you try new things
21:54It's good for you
21:57I'm serious
21:59Okay, you seem less afraid when you're with her
22:03I like it
22:06And it also makes me kind of sad
22:08Is everything okay?
22:13Totally
22:14But you're not here with me
22:20I am here
22:25Promise
22:26Honestly, that's the truth
22:27It was just a game
22:29Truth or dare
22:30Maybe
22:32Or
22:33Maybe it was more
22:37For Hannah
22:38Maybe Hannah suggested the game to take advantage of you
22:42Take advantage of
22:45Why?
22:47Because she liked you
22:48Objection
22:49Relevance
22:51Goes to motivation, Your Honor
22:53I'll allow it
23:01Is it just me
23:02Or is this whole locker room concept super antiquated?
23:06Like, just because there aren't guys around doesn't mean it's not weird to get naked in front of strangers
23:11Yeah, totally
23:14Isn't that why she asked for your help that day?
23:16No
23:17Really?
23:19Well, you said that you're not a lesbian
23:20But can you be certain that Hannah wasn't?
23:23Hey, uh, do you want to maybe proofread each other's papers from Mrs. Cousin's class?
23:28I barely passed the last one
23:30Sorry, I got an A
23:34Sure
23:35Let's do it
23:37Courtney, you testified that when this picture got around campus, rumors were spread
23:42And these additional photos show that Hannah kissed you back
23:48Is all of that correct?
23:50Yes
23:51Then isn't it possible that Hannah had a crush on you
23:53And when this picture got around, she was the one that spread the rumors
23:56To put the suspicion on you
24:00Isn't Hannah the real bully here?
24:05Courtney
24:08No
24:08But if Hannah was the aggressor
24:11Doesn't it seem that she might have been a lesbian
24:13Or at least bisexual
24:16And that she was using you
24:17Isn't that possible?
24:19No, it's not possible
24:21Because it was the other way around
24:24I liked her
24:26I was the one with the crush
24:31Maybe we should get back to the game
24:36Sorry
24:37No worries
24:39I mean, it's like you said
24:39It doesn't have to mean anything, right?
24:49Hey, what's wrong?
24:56I feel stupid
24:57What?
24:58Why?
25:02Because it does mean something
25:10To me
25:13Oh
25:16Oh, I didn't
25:18Oh, shit
25:22It was my first kiss
25:23See?
25:25And I felt like it was ruined
25:27Maybe because her own first kiss had been ruined
25:30Maybe because she just felt bad
25:32But
25:35That's the real reason she kissed me back
25:38That's what's in those photos Tyler took
25:40Proof
25:42That she was a good friend
25:44And maybe that means I was bullying her the whole time
25:46I don't know
25:47But
25:49That's the truth
25:55No further questions for this witness
25:57Redirect, Your Honor
25:58So
25:59Courtney
26:00You're saying, in fact, that Hannah didn't bully you that night
26:03That
26:04Actually, she was kind to you
26:07Yes
26:09Look, I didn't know Hannah
26:12That well
26:12But that night
26:14She was my friend
26:18She was there for me
26:19And Liberty should have been there for her
26:21What a day
26:23It was a big win for us
26:26And for Hannah
26:28That poor girl, though
26:29That
26:30That can't have been easy
26:31Well, she must have been carrying that around for a long time
26:34It's what happens when you bottle things up
26:38This room is always so
26:41Sad and empty
26:44Do you know I've never
26:46Lived alone
26:47I went right from my parents' house to a college roommate
26:51And me
26:53Oh, Olivia
26:58Who?
27:01Um
27:04I'm
27:06Sorry
27:06I
27:08I forgot
27:09I
27:09I put this in here
27:13I
27:20This is the dress I was wearing the day I
27:24I found Hannah
27:30I always meant to wash it
27:31But then I just couldn't bring myself to
27:35I'm so sorry
27:38I used to carry one of Tessa's socks in my purse
27:43For months after she died
27:45I carried that sock everywhere
27:49Do you still have it?
27:50No
27:51No, eventually I decided it was time to
27:55To move on
28:01Right
28:03No, that's
28:05That's probably what I should do, too
28:10Hey, so, um
28:11So what's up with you helping out Alex so much?
28:14What, are you like his butler now, or what?
28:16Yeah, no, it's
28:17It's nothing
28:18My mom's making me help him, actually
28:19Because she's friends with his folks
28:21And, yeah
28:23Huh
28:25So is he gonna testify?
28:28I don't know if he can because of the
28:31I mean, he's, like, crippled
28:32Right, right, right, right
28:33Yeah
28:33So when are you up?
28:35Couple days
28:36Oh, and, uh, my mom says thanks, by the way
28:38For the lawyer
28:38Yeah, sure
28:39Yeah, she
28:41She said that you had already asked me
28:44Yeah, no, I meant to
28:45I just
28:46I figured it was better to act fast, you know
28:49Yeah
28:49No, yeah, that totally makes sense
28:52But, so, does that mean that they called you in, too, or
28:54No
28:56No, I'm just looking out for you
28:58We're in this together, right?
28:59Yeah
29:07Hey, you know what?
29:07I'm just gonna catch up with you at practice
29:09My mitt's in the car
29:11All right
29:15What's their deal?
29:16I get that you're not called, but I still could be
29:19I have to be ready
29:20I need to know what was on those tapes
29:22Maybe it's better you only know what Jessica told you
29:24Why? Why is everyone protecting me?
29:27What the fuck are you two looking at?
29:29Hey, come on, buddy
29:32Alex, you need to calm down
29:33Yeah, you need to wake up
29:34You heard what happened to Courtney today
29:36And who knows what Jessica's gonna do tomorrow
29:38Okay? I can't, I
29:40I can't
29:41Fail at this, too
29:46It's not always easy to know how to be a friend, but
29:51Hannah knew how
29:52And she was brave
29:54One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
29:58One, two, three, four, five, six, eight
30:01Sorry
30:04Okay, that's okay, guys
30:06Everyone take five
30:10Hey
30:11Hi
30:12Is, uh, is everything okay?
30:15Yeah, fine
30:16Okay, look, it's, it's not
30:18And I'm just gonna say this because that's what leaders do, right?
30:24Look, um, look, I messed up yesterday
30:27I should have talked to you about Bryce
30:30Best eating
30:31And I didn't realize how it might affect you
30:33On the squad
30:35And, and I, I'd hate for that to be weird
30:38Weird?
30:39Well, I know that you and Bryce had a thing
30:41But it's before my time, you know
30:44And it's just one night
30:45And I really do think it's so brave of you coming back here after everything that happened
30:52Everything that happened?
30:54Yeah
30:54You know, like
30:56What everyone's saying that you cheated on Justin and called it rape or whatever
31:00Because you regretted it
31:02Which, hey, look, look
31:04I totally, I totally understand
31:06Because, you know, I should know he's my man
31:08But
31:09I don't have a problem with it
31:11So there's no reason why we shouldn't have to let that affect our work, right?
31:16Oh, God
31:17Okay, Jessica, look
31:18I'm so sorry
31:19Don't touch me
31:25Really?
31:26This is for yearbook?
31:27Don't you have windows to stop, Perv?
31:32Off with you!
31:34I'm sorry, Tyler
31:35The decision is final
31:42What?
31:42What happened?
31:44Mr. Kurtz just freaked out on me
31:46And apparently I'm no longer allowed to photograph female sports
31:49This is how our school has decided to respond to my testimony
31:54By only letting you photograph the jocks who bullied you
31:59This school is king of irony
32:02Yeah, I don't really understand irony exactly
32:07Yeah, no one really does
32:09Hey, so, um
32:10Did you make a copy of Hannah's tapes?
32:14Why?
32:16I mean, I mean, I thought about it
32:19For insurance or whatever, but
32:23No
32:26Well, thanks
32:28Sorry
32:31Hey, um
32:35Those pictures you took of me in the hospital
32:38Um
32:40Can I see them?
32:42Yeah
32:44Of course
32:57It's, uh
33:00It's a lot to take in
33:03Yeah
33:17Can I see them?
33:18Can I see them?
33:19Can I see them?
33:28I don't see them
33:34why did i do this to myself you didn't do this everyone else at this school did
33:43so the credits from detention transfer 50 percent depending on what your teachers say
33:50you probably have to do summer school that's fine
33:58um how does it feel being back how do you think i imagine it's been difficult but um i was
34:09hoping
34:09that you would tell me if you want it's only been half a day i mean everyone stares no one
34:14says
34:15anything are you thinking about going back to cheerleading are you kidding no don't you know
34:23about what goes on at the school or i mean at least have an idea yes i do that's why
34:29i i want to help
34:33well i think we both understand too little too late i hope it's never too late
34:41sherry
34:45why don't we schedule a check-in nah i'm good but i'll be sure to stop by though you know
34:51if i'm ever raped
35:01good nice dude your balance is totally better than last week one more big push let's do this come on
35:13what's going on man my legs don't work and my brain doesn't work my arms hurt
35:21where's this piece of shit dude come on no okay it's true man i i can't help jessica because i
35:29can't
35:29remember shit and everyone that can help me remember they won't even help me your memory will come back
35:33just you're a fucking doctor now how do you know that seriously what the
35:38fuck do you even know about what i'm going through why are you even here
35:43go hang out with the rest of your dumb jock fucking rapist friends
35:54i need a lift out of here ask your doctor i guess what is this some twisted physical therapy test
36:00yeah okay i don't know exactly what you're going through but i know what it's like to feel like
36:05shit's never gonna get better every time i come home to my empty fucking house i remember that feeling
36:12zach zach i forgot and i come here every single day because i remember last summer
36:19it was pt that helped me get through it i'm really sorry
36:24you know i i could i could still really use a lift out of here
36:51you had no right no right i'm so sorry i thought you said well i didn't say okay
36:59this was all i had left everything else is in evidence or donated or gone
37:05and he wanted to fucking get rid of everything and he did it he did it jesus the clothes he
37:10wore
37:11that day he washed them and he wore them again this my daughter's blood oh god
37:22olivia i'm so so sorry i i thought this was i thought this is what you want
37:26no don't just don't don't i never would have dreamed honestly i'm we were we were talking about
37:33that girl on the stand and being bottled up and i just wanted to help you you can't help
37:38with this part okay because i'm not i'm not i'm not that girl and this part i have to do
37:46on my own
37:47i do whatever's gonna happen i have to i have to do it in my time and my way yes
38:01i should no i should go no no instead of facing my fears and clearing up all the rumors
38:18i let hannah take the fall i was afraid of what people might think if they knew
38:37courtney some people might be wondering if you didn't tell the truth for so long
38:41how do we know you're telling the truth now because it was time and because i owe it to hannah
38:50and i guess we all have things we try to hide
38:56but they can't stay hidden forever
39:04that was brave sorry i read that blog what you did today at court it was brave i don't know
39:12about
39:13that no it was you helped hannah yeah but i hurt her first i told lies about her and i
39:20messed up her life
39:22you weren't the only one
39:26did anyone threaten you before you testified no why did something happen to you no no i
39:41was it hard to tell the truth yes but it was time
39:56and i think this trial this trial is going to force a lot of people to tell the truth
40:03for better or for worse
40:30so
40:39Hello? Mom?
40:42Hey, kiddo. Mom's still at work. We're in here.
40:45See what this is springy like? It's like gluten-free pasta. It's like moisture-free water.
40:52Sounds delicious.
40:54Guys, what's going on?
40:56We're making hand-load pasta. Your dad taught me when you check it.
41:01When it's done, it'll stick.
41:03Okay.
41:04And why are we hand-rolling stuff?
41:07Well, Skye said she'd like to tally, and I figured it was the least we could do.
41:09It's our first dinner together. Your mom's thrilled, by the way.
41:12Big points scored there.
41:14Our first dinner?
41:16Hey, Clay, this was your idea. Remember? We talked about it at lunch.
41:19Um, yeah, but it's not exactly...
41:23Yeah, I think this might be ready. Let me try it again.
41:27Ready?
41:28Yeah, try not to...
41:29Ooh, ow.
41:30Okay.
41:31Hey!
41:34Yes!
41:34Bella, bella molto bene!
41:38That is... graphic.
41:40Oh, I don't know if I have proof of this again.
41:42Let's go again.
41:46Dad, what is this?
41:48What? No, I want to learn.
41:51Well, at this rate, that's gonna take years.
41:54Huh.
41:55And besides, I... I heard you on the phone with the school earlier.
41:59So, what's up?
42:03Well, I was wondering if maybe we shouldn't, um, transfer you to another school.
42:10I don't want.
42:13Really?
42:17But...
42:18How would that look for colleges?
42:21Well, I really just want to make sure that you may get to college.
42:26I mean, what about my friends here?
42:31I have Alex.
42:33He needs me, Dad.
42:34I know.
42:35But Alex, he's recovering from a traumatic...
42:39I don't know if it's the healthiest thing for you.
42:43So, I can't hang out with him anymore?
42:45No, but...
42:48Is there no one else, you know, that you have a connection with?
42:51No, I do.
42:53Actually, yeah.
42:54Yeah, no, I totally forgot.
42:57Uh, Cyrus.
42:58In Mr. Porter's class.
43:00He's like an amazing artist, and, uh, you...
43:03Um, you'd like him.
43:04That's great.
43:05Yeah.
43:06Great, bring him over.
43:07Cool, yeah.
43:07Play some vids.
43:10No one calls them that.
43:13I call them that.
43:16Okay.
43:18All right.
43:19Here we go.
43:22Yes.
43:24Desert Hearts.
43:25Supposed to be a classic.
43:27The kids are all right.
43:28Blue is the warmest color.
43:30Maybe we wait and watch this one last.
43:32Well, isn't this just very binary thinking?
43:35Movies and shows are a wonderful way to open up a dialogue.
43:38So, we're screening one about a man who breaks up a lesbian couple?
43:42Oh, God, I forgot about that part.
43:44Yeah.
43:45At least the lesbians aren't serial killers or policewomen.
43:47And the male gaze makes blue is the warmest color.
43:49Very suspect is spotted for positive conversation.
43:52Good Lord, you overanalyzed everything.
43:54That's probably why she didn't tell us before.
43:58Are you saying that it is my fault?
43:59It's nobody's fault.
44:02It's nobody's fault.
44:03Or it's my fault.
44:06Oh, no, no, no.
44:07No.
44:08Honey.
44:09Honey.
44:09Oh.
44:10Hey.
44:11Sweetie.
44:13Everyone takes the time they take.
44:17Why are you crying?
44:20It's nothing.
44:21It's nothing.
44:22It's...
44:25You're just amazing and...
44:28I'm so lucky to have you both.
44:30Oh.
44:32Come on.
44:34Come here.
44:38Oh.
44:41The truth can free you.
44:43If you let it.
44:44So...
44:45It's graffiti?
44:47It's a...
44:48It's a mural, Mom.
44:49It's called street art.
44:50Very popular.
44:52It's one of the oldest art forms, right?
44:54If you think about it...
44:55Cave paintings are street art.
44:57Yeah.
44:57Yes.
44:58Thanks.
44:59Thank you, Dad.
45:00And, um...
45:01How long have you two been making this art?
45:05Couple months?
45:06How long?
45:06Months?
45:07This must be some mural.
45:09Well, we don't...
45:10We don't always paint.
45:13No?
45:14You don't?
45:14You're gone for hours, Clay.
45:16What else are you doing?
45:17Yeah, what else do we do?
45:18Clay?
45:19I mean, we, um...
45:21We hang out.
45:22Mostly.
45:23What does that mean?
45:24I never know.
45:25Is that...
45:26Is that slang for sex?
45:28Mom!
45:28That's hookup, honey.
45:30Hookup.
45:30Yes.
45:31Well, if you two are, um...
45:33Hooking up...
45:34I just hope you're being careful.
45:38Uh...
45:39Aren't...
45:39Hooking up, I mean.
45:40We're, uh...
45:42So...
45:42All good.
45:43Yeah.
45:44Okay.
45:47Um...
45:47Should we...
45:48Can we, uh...
45:49Can we give you an excuse?
45:50Honey, what's gotten into you?
45:51We're in the middle of dinner.
45:52Nothing.
45:53I mean, I'm...
45:53I'm just full.
45:54Yeah.
45:55And this pasta is, uh...
45:56It's filling.
45:57Yeah.
45:57It was so good.
45:58So good.
45:59Thank you, guys.
46:00Appreciate it.
46:01Yeah.
46:02Thanks for dinner, guys.
46:05Bye.
46:05You guys are the best.
46:06Thanks.
46:11Jesus, what is your...
46:15Holy shit.
46:31Hey, don't forget to breathe.
46:33I am breathing.
46:33You're not.
46:34So much.
46:41Wow.
46:43Got some hard hits today.
46:45You got something on your mind?
46:47No, I don't.
46:48I just need you to, uh...
46:51Sign this form for...
46:53My probation officer.
46:54Right on.
46:56Six more sessions left.
46:58Not bad.
46:59You think your anger's been adequately managed in our time together?
47:02Huh.
47:03I'll let you know.
47:06We gotta get in the ring before you're done.
47:08You and me.
47:09Uh...
47:10I don't think so.
47:11But, uh...
47:16She washes one dress and it sets me back five months.
47:20But I swear, I was ready to kick her out right then and there.
47:26But I think she might be a friend.
47:29And I don't have many of those right now.
47:31Uh-huh.
47:33Present company excluded.
47:35Oh, I get it.
47:37You mean friends who aren't in high school.
47:42You know, Andy...
47:45Andy used to tell me when I'd listen to the tapes for the umpteenth time,
47:48and I would call you with new questions,
47:50he would say how inappropriate it was that I was spending time with you.
47:54Really?
47:55And you didn't tell him that I don't play for your team?
47:59Hey, what happened to that boyfriend of yours?
48:01The handsome guy?
48:03I haven't seen him around here in weeks.
48:05Brad.
48:06Brad.
48:09Yeah, we broke up.
48:12Aw.
48:13That's too bad.
48:16He was pretty.
48:17Yeah.
48:18I mean, he didn't talk much, but he was very pretty.
48:22What happened?
48:27He didn't want to date a kid anymore.
48:31He wanted bigger things.
48:32He was tired of the high school bullshit.
48:35And here I am bringing you more high school bullshit, huh?
48:38No.
48:38Never.
48:39I'm here for you.
48:41Always.
48:46God, I sit in that courtroom taunting.
48:51And I feel like I never knew my daughter.
48:55She kept all these secrets.
48:59Why did she have so many secrets?
49:03I think, uh...
49:05I think sometimes we aren't keeping secrets to hide from other people.
49:12I think sometimes we're keeping them to protect those people.
49:21What's wrong?
49:23Nothing.
49:27Okay.
49:28Just...
49:28Just stop.
49:38Are you ashamed of me?
49:41What?
49:43Skye, no.
49:44Then what the fuck is going on here, Clay?
49:48I mean...
49:49Why didn't your parents know about me?
49:52Because they're...
49:53My parents.
49:54They metal.
49:55Honestly, it has nothing to do with you.
49:58Really?
49:59Yeah.
49:59It doesn't have to do with the way I look or that I have, like, tattoos and piercings and, like,
50:06cuts all over?
50:08Jesus, Skye, no.
50:09I don't care about that stuff.
50:11You know that.
50:12You don't care?
50:16I mean...
50:18Skye, hang on.
50:19Look, let's just...
50:21That's not what I meant, okay?
50:22What I mean is...
50:23I like the way you look.
50:25I like you.
50:27Really?
50:28Because your body is kind of saying the opposite.
50:30Well, maybe my head's still a little scrambled from you trying to jerk me off in front of my parents.
50:34Well, I'm sorry.
50:36I'm sorry.
50:37I'm sorry for trying to be fucking spontaneous.
50:39Skye, you could have talked to me.
50:40You didn't have to just show up at my house.
50:43It was weird.
50:44I'll tell you what's weird.
50:45I'll tell you what's weird.
50:46You still being in love with a fucking dead girl.
50:51Don't...
50:51Don't say that.
50:53Please, that's not true.
50:55Really?
50:56You freaked out at our spot last night, the day that our case is going to trial, and then you
51:01freaked out at lunch today because I brought up you going to court.
51:04It's like, wherever we go, she's there.
51:08No, that's...
51:09That's not...
51:10That's...
51:11That's insane.
51:12Is it?
51:13It's all about Hannah Clay, and it always will be.
51:18How am I supposed to compete with that?
51:20She's perfect.
51:22And she's dead.
51:23Really?
51:24Skye, look, can you just sit...
51:25I don't want to fucking sit down!
51:28Tell me I'm wrong.
51:30Tell me you love me.
51:33Tell me you're over her then.
51:35I...
51:37I love you.
51:39And...
51:42And you're over me.
51:43Clay, it's okay, just say it.
51:50Clay.
51:51I can't!
51:56I'm sorry, but I can't say that.
52:01You have been lying to me, you fucking...
52:06Locked!
52:07Skye!
52:09Skye!
52:12Skye!
52:21Skye!
52:22Skye!
52:29Skye!
52:31What are you gonna do?
52:34I'm gonna go after her.
52:35You sure that's a good idea?
52:37No.
52:38I think it's a terrible idea, but a worse idea is staying here and discussing it all with you, so...
52:43You think that's what she wants? For you to chase her?
52:46Are you serious right now?
52:48Are you fucking serious?
52:51Part of me was saying, don't go.
52:53Remember that, Hannah?
52:54Your words, my tape?
52:56Part of me was saying, don't go.
52:58I remember.
53:00There you go.
53:02She's not me, Clay.
53:05No.
53:06No one is.
53:10I think it projects strength and confidence.
53:14Don't you?
53:16Maybe we can pull your hair back a little.
53:19Something like this.
53:21Sure, Mom.
53:23Whatever you think.
53:28You wanna sleep in your own bed tonight?
53:31You must be getting tired of our floor.
53:33No.
53:35No, I'm not.
53:39Okay.
53:42Where fear of the truth can keep you trapped in your secrets.
53:47In discovery, the plaintiffs found that your date book was missing a page.
53:52Which seems to be the page from the last date of your meeting with Hannah.
53:58Hmm.
53:58Now, I'm not gonna ask you why that page is missing.
54:01Not now, not in court, but they will.
54:05Well, I heard you made Courtney Crimson come out on the stand today.
54:10That's, uh...
54:11It's messed up.
54:12I didn't make her do anything.
54:16Just ask the questions I had to ask.
54:18Well, they're...
54:20They're kids.
54:22They're children.
54:24They knew what they were doing.
54:27Did you?
54:39And someone who's keeping a secret.
54:44Who's desperate to keep that secret and desperate to stay hidden.
54:52Can hurt everyone around them.
55:07There will always come a time when we're forced to face the thing we're most afraid of.
55:11No, no, no, no, no, no.
55:15Hey, Skye!
55:16Hey, Skye!
55:17Hey, Mrs. Miller!
55:18What...
55:18What happened?
55:20Nothing happened that hasn't happened before.
55:22I didn't mean to upset her.
55:24She's not upset.
55:25She's ill.
55:25Please, just...
55:26Just go home.
55:46You really do have a thing for... complicated girls.
55:50For help finding crisis is...
55:52It's not.
55:55It's not.
55:58You don't know what the situation has to do.
56:03You're not.
56:05You're not.
56:07You're not.
56:07No, no, no, no.
56:15No, no, no, no.
56:18The help finding crisis is to take more than a place.
56:20resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info.
57:20Yeah, a burning house of love, a burning house of love, a burning house of love.
58:02I can still remember a couple of years ago when the smoking flame from our name was a burning
58:14house of love.
58:16Yeah, a burning house of love, a burning house of love.
58:24The rusty nail over our front door is where I hung our tears in rain.
58:31I drew that horseshoe into the wings.
58:35I see what love can bring.
58:38I see what love can bring.
58:46Well done, Ed.
58:47Well done.
58:50Well done.
58:51Well done.
59:16Well done.
59:17Well done.
59:17Well done.
59:17Well done.
59:17Well done.
59:26You
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