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Made in Chelsea Season 31 Episode 8

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00:01You're not dating other people, no?
00:03I've been on dates, yeah.
00:04Oh.
00:05Oh.
00:05Was it just one girl?
00:06I've been on dates with multiple girls.
00:09Oh, okay.
00:10I give it a good...
00:11Nah, 20 minutes.
00:12You're insane, though!
00:13I know, I know, I know.
00:14I think you're like the forbidden fruit.
00:15The one rule is you don't go there with your friends' exes.
00:17You know that rule.
00:19When you are together, is it cuddly?
00:21Is it touchy-feely?
00:22Like, we share the same bed.
00:23I don't just see you as, like, a platonic friend.
00:26It's not what you'd consider a normal platonic friendship.
00:29Mm-hmm.
00:29We have established that it's not romantic, right?
00:33Mm-hmm.
00:34Right?
00:34It just makes me think that this whole thing between us
00:37was non-existent.
00:38In a world where I was ready to date,
00:41I have no idea if whatever we had
00:43would have been stronger for me.
00:47He is literally AI.
00:48I don't need that smoke.
00:49You were, like, kissing her all over her neck.
00:51He was trying.
00:52You are very mature.
00:54Huh?
00:55It's savage.
00:56He's let himself down.
00:57She's rewriting history.
00:59I'm just frustrated because they're lying.
01:01Why are you getting angry?
01:02You always, like, hear what you want to hear.
01:03Behave.
01:04Something's got enough to be said.
01:05This is hurtful.
01:06I'm not leaning you on.
01:07I'm done with that.
01:08No, I'm done with it.
01:09I'm done with it.
01:09I'm done with it.
01:23Oh, look who's up!
01:25Hey, bro!
01:26Oh
01:59do you want to hold him i've never held a baby before you've never held a baby
02:05oh my goodness can you tell i've never held a baby
02:12so how have you been i've been good yeah i heard you had an exciting
02:15day today two days yeah with the daughter-in-law is that what it's called georgia
02:21they came two days ago on the spade overnight do you feel like philip's ready for a relationship
02:25i you know what i i think it looks like it it looks like it it's the it's the right
02:30person
02:31but he doesn't want a relationship he's told me he doesn't want a relationship
02:35i think maybe he needs to just live at least some single time some single years yeah you never know
02:40it's very early days angus hey guys i'll be back i haven't met you hi guys how are you do
02:49you have
02:50a sister he's a charm i'll be careful you well i've got the same jumper as you yeah you're right
02:55very well angus is wearing the jumper that you i got recently that you hate that's the same cardigan
03:00as my husband i love it really just the same do you know what it was is the universe kind
03:05of made
03:05me feel like i was going to bump into you yeah i knew that i needed and i love a
03:08cardigan i think
03:09it's so proper what are you doing i'm just seeing friends but i mean now we're here yeah yeah good
03:15to
03:15see you brother the other night was super unpleasant yeah with you and chugs it was awful
03:19i'm just frustrated because of the lying really he's he's let himself down yeah massively you know
03:24what angus i think you are very mature thank you very much very you're a very wise man well i
03:30instantly felt the connection as soon as i came in no sorry this isn't even why i'm here sorry
03:35the angus finley charm you're gonna get wrapped up you'll be in love with him next week
03:39um sorry anyway um yeah what was i saying um do you have any friends in town actually like younger
03:46older older yeah all the women have something to give but you know just more experienced
03:51they just the conversation flows a bit better and they know what they want and what they don't
03:55want they do yeah i i think that's a chance there right we'll be in touch yeah she's also married
04:01to
04:01my father we are talking my future father-in-law boring
04:19dangerous driving very dangerous yeah so much fun is that what driving's like unbelievable yeah
04:24you're so unbelievable motivation to get your license yeah it is exactly like that it's almost
04:28like like in london driving around it's so fun um how's the moving big steps by the way huge you
04:34guys look i must say look like you're a little happy bubble got your new nest we've left the nest
04:37are you still saying that don't we i know i like that analogy who's the flavor of the week this
04:42week
04:42um what happened to georgia have you met georgia uh philip's georgia yeah she's fantastic is she
04:50honestly so lovely funny like a ball of energy but off the cards i mean she's
04:57she's quite loved up i think i mean is it loved up when like have you not heard what's what
05:02you
05:02not heard what they're exclusive she's in love with big phil she's not in love with she said the l
05:07word she said the l word yeah and he said it back surely not he is literally ai honestly i'm
05:14gonna
05:14give it a max two months okay come on i think i think me and georgia would look great together
05:19and i would love to get to know more just tread care please sam uh nah
05:36sam's dad named sam's brother jack daniels was it yeah like daniels is the middle name
05:44and i don't think his mom realized for a long time after hello hello oh my god oh my god
05:51oh my god
05:53sorry this is not down to me by the way hi guys sorry hi sorry oh my god there's a
05:59baby there it's
06:00yours this is your baby good um hi guys hello i'm a bit distracted i had no idea look how
06:09small it's
06:10that you invited freddie no it's fine you guys are fine right yeah like a year yeah we're fine
06:16thanks aren't we yeah we're fine wasn't all good at all the other night did you two hook up no
06:21no
06:21okay he was trying yeah did he whisper sweet something
06:26freddie said to me what do you think about like getting back together until i go on holiday
06:31well okay uh healing of course you can't did you actually say exes with benefits was the sort of idea
06:37yeah you can i'm not gonna use foul language we don't like the foul language but i think i was
06:41too
06:41honest that was a problem and i understand why you would never do that because you respect yourself
06:46too much but i don't want i didn't ask for any of this situation why are you getting why are
06:50you
06:50angry because you're annoying me it's fine we've got a baby around us that's exactly what you you walked
06:56into here don't worry about him but he's he's he's healing he loves to gossip oh if you had told
07:02me
07:02he was having a baby two years ago oh my god yeah you wouldn't believe that would you no no
07:07obviously
07:07that's your husband now he's a change man but you told me change man from what i was always good
07:12no one tells me i never saw my raffles every day yeah lads lads lads
07:31i've actually been fortunate enough to get a place in the marathon yes jasmine jules what i'm so
07:38excited for you and we're running for the same course i can't imagine doing that oh what's the
07:42course uh the shooting star children's hospice yeah um but have you heard about the brunch yaz is
07:48arranging tomorrow yeah she was like just a heads up but inga will be there um so as much as
07:53i want to
07:53hang out with everyone all the girls i just think i know what's good for me and i just gonna
07:58sit this
07:59one out okay fine and you haven't seen inga since since she went away no yeah since she left mine
08:05like the last thing that we did was like hug and then she left and then literally radio silence and
08:11how are you feeling like now about everything there have been some hard nights where i've re-read i've
08:16gone to the very top i've reread the messages and i'm like i definitely wasn't going crazy but i can't
08:21help but replaying moments in my head like sending me texts like i'm craving you and i'm like me too
08:29me too oh wait that wasn't romantic craving you that's yeah that's not a friendship like if i
08:36received that text from someone i would think you are into me right if you tell her how you feel
08:43and
08:43then she's still and she still acts how she's acting she's got nothing to fall back on she can't use
08:48that i had no idea that jazz felt this way as an excuse honesty is the best policy but also
08:53jack like
08:53you've also had conversations with her where you yeah say in your opinion this is what you think and
08:59then she's just like and she's like i need to hear that from jazz i've tried to set boundaries i've
09:04tried to have honest conversations with her you guys haven't had honest conversations you haven't
09:08had one honest conversation really eventually something's going to have to be said and it's
09:15just going to get worse the longer it goes on it is it is killing you here
09:36yeah this looks amazing well thank you so much for coming to help me i've done a really let me
09:41get
09:41the last bag so who's coming i just invited a bunch of the girls jazz is not coming yeah i
09:48haven't seen
09:48her name tag yeah i haven't actually spoken to her in over a week but then since being away i
09:57just
09:57i kept hearing all these like little things that just did not sit right with me like basically kind
10:03of implying that like i had you know been done romantic things with her which i know i haven't so
10:11has it ever been a romantic no never so you've never seen jazz in that way no never i've never
10:17done
10:17anything sexual with her never done anything romantic with her do you know what i mean one
10:21thing i heard she said before this is quite it's quite say it no it's so explicit
10:38i've never done anything sexual with her never done anything romantic with her
10:42do you know what i mean one thing i heard she said before this is quite if no it's quite
10:47explicit no it's so explicit no just that you said goodbye you're like kissing her all over her neck
10:55or something huh that's when she's heard oh my god i've given her kisses on the cheeks but you know
11:02like when we hug i'll be like on the cheek but like this is what i mean i feel like
11:07she's something's
11:08getting lost she is i feel like she's either like flat out lying or exaggerating on some things i got
11:15the vibe that she almost felt like she's being led on by you like i don't know that well this
11:21is kind
11:21of what i've heard from but that's the vibe yeah and i just went away and i had in my
11:26head i thought
11:28that what her and i said to each other was gospel and was the truth but it sounds like she's
11:33painted a
11:34very different picture outside of what's actually happened and i think she's misunderstood a lot of
11:44things
12:03phil i hear things going very well with you and georgia mate yeah i have also heard didn't you post
12:09story of georgia the other day and then delete it straight away keep her on our toes yeah but i
12:15hadn't put her on my story before you see oh that was the start launch that story spurred on did
12:21some messages from certain individuals right and then you thought get rid i just thought i don't need
12:26that smoke let's um was it the other four girls you were dating message only three of them sorry only
12:34three of them anyway sorry that was rude what's actually going on though i did i've heard
12:39whisperings of some words being chucked about so georgia said she loves me the other day and
12:47i did say it back and i kind of woke up the next morning
12:52with a big hangover and i just thought did i maybe say it too early in the moment i did
13:02genuinely mean it
13:03and why in the moment do you not mean it anymore three tequila no i'm joking um no mate i'm
13:09just a
13:10bit confused about the whole thing obviously i was in a long-term relationship and it just feels weird
13:15even saying that to yeah another girl at this stage so early on um which is which is reasonable
13:22yeah i do have very strong feelings for her but i don't want a relationship but that's kind of
13:29the crossroads i'm at right now there's nothing wrong with taking things at your own pace but there
13:34is something wrong with giving false promises yeah you have to just be honest as soon as possible because
13:39i think that's the least she deserves yeah you it will get it will only get worse before it gets
13:42better yeah to be honest i'm not in a relationship with her yeah you kind of are mate i'll be
13:48honest
13:49like i love you to bits mate but you you're exclusive and you told her he loves her like you're
13:53committed
13:57so do you see the pickle i'm yes yes it's hard to feel sorry for you mate
14:11next to me this is so cute yeah well please look i've given my favorite people better ones
14:19no no she's not joking right so it's got all the essentials in you know the hyaluronic acid
14:27oh yeah yeah oh my god these are great for the handbags yeah
14:42thank you thank you
14:47is everyone excited for jazz night oh yeah i love a jazz vibe julian's moved into his new place he's
14:55moved
14:55in it's really close to where i am and he's moved in yesterday actually you're gonna just like slowly
14:59move all your things in he's got he's got in his bathroom he's made me a makeup station oh
15:08when i saw that i was like that's so cute exactly yeah yeah what's been going on with you guys
15:14how's it how's it going with philip uh yeah it's going really well met the dad last week
15:19went to the family home do you like my dad
15:23what do you love your dad love your dad you're showing me the birds and the garden no my parents
15:29do love you to be honest yeah your mum honestly she's an icon i'm obsessed with her like so nice
15:34he's meeting my mum on sunday oh it's getting serious yeah boyfriend and girlfriend no not yet okay
15:41maybe one day i heard you guys like the love the love yes came out that has come out yeah
15:50who said it
15:50first me did he he didn't respond i no because i said it and then i was like wait i'm
15:59not going
15:59to say it anymore and then he was like no no say it again so i said it again and
16:03then he said it back
16:04oh cute and i was like oh yay i was like ew okay i'm shy now
16:27chance what is going on with your eye mate you know what i'm torn i could either make up a
16:31really
16:31elaborate lie or just tell you the truth i um i was playing rugby on saturday that's
16:35fucking boring you didn't have a fight you had a fight with almond didn't you no no no head on
16:40head annoyingly but yeah it hurts yeah i love these days i really do it's literally honestly my my
16:46favorite days because you love beer i never used to come and then i have to come otherwise he doesn't
16:50come home for like a day yeah that's my bad angus what's going on with you i've had like a
16:55i don't want to use the word epiphany okay please continue i'm delighted so so
17:00so recently i just have found myself being drawn towards sort of women on the matura
17:06end of end of things junior toyboy era yes yeah i just feel like there's a lot of excitement to
17:11be
17:11had there there's a lot of things to learn there's a lot of experience that they can share
17:15and just there's just less bs do you mean they're not playing games with you and i just think that's
17:19something i really want to explore further okay i bumped into jules and tristan and jules's mum was
17:24there called siri you got a thing for siri yeah we just hit it off like straight away and she
17:30was
17:30just really confident a little bit flirtatious and i was like yo i could get used to this anyway so
17:34i've
17:35reached out to this lady called stephanie who i met a while ago would you write her a letter telegram
17:40yeah carry a pigeon straight to straight to a nursing home and she is genuinely like very
17:47attractive and um i'm gonna take you for drinks tomorrow night i'm very excited i wish you all
17:52the best mate i hope you have a lovely day oh we will behave maybe i have to say it's
17:58quite sad that
17:59jasmine here um today i think she's finding the whole situation with you guys quite uncomfortable
18:03yeah well we haven't spoken now in like over a week which is like six days longer than we've ever
18:10not spoken for so yeah it's um it's it's been difficult i just think a lot's been said and
18:19happened behind my back that i've just not been privy to and i just feel a bit like sorry my
18:24heart's
18:24like racing um it's just like it's just a tricky one because i've now been hearing certain things
18:32that i don't believe to be true apparently she said i've been kissing her neck like and it's all just
18:37very like i'm really taken back by her because for me it was never a romantic thing and i always
18:43said that to her straight up and she said the same thing back that's the thing she said to me
18:48yeah yeah yeah like i've not seen it a romantic way either but do you not feel it was obvious
18:52like
18:53how she felt about you like i don't think it takes like a rocket scientist to figure out like just
18:57like
18:57the way she she is with you and i i do think because i've seen how you guys are together
19:01like
19:01you do it is from what i've seen that's more than a friendship like jazz and i aren't like that
19:07like i have seen text messages between the two of you and to me some of the messages like that's
19:13not
19:14a friendship thing like but like what for example a text message i saw was like you sent her saying
19:18like i'm craving you i don't remember saying that but i really don't remember saying i'm just saying
19:25like no it's just because i've like seen the uh the messages and i think to me i think if
19:31someone
19:31said is it like i'm craving jazz time that kind of thing i'm craving i've seen like i know how
19:36you
19:36speak though yeah like i feel like you don't maybe if it was said you don't mean it like i
19:41feel like you
19:42are but the guys i think the thing that's difficult is jazz is a gay woman i think this is
19:46a thing we
19:46need to remember like maybe from your side it was all innocent yeah i think from her side she's gay
19:51like she she likes females and you're obviously a beautiful girl and you guys like did have this
19:57amazing connection like i think that's what we do need to remember that's not really the issue the
20:03issue isn't like that one person has feelings and the other one doesn't so for you there was like
20:07nothing nothing ever romantic so the the thing i struggle with now is that you said to her the
20:15other day if you're in a different headspace in like three months time things could be different
20:20i said i'm not ready to date anyone because i'm still getting over someone yeah do you know what
20:25like fine i didn't say an exact no so maybe she's gotten her i think it's little things like that
20:30that she she'll take that and hold on to that but if she had told me she doesn't have any
20:34feelings
20:34no romantic feelings why would i know any different you know when you sometimes have like rose tinted
20:38glasses on and you you almost like hear what you want to hear yeah so maybe she like took certain
20:44things no that's legit no like as in like no she's not like she's not i don't think she's being
20:50like
20:50made this all up in her head i don't think she's made it all up in her head but i
20:55think that i need
20:55to be very careful what i say to her now because i can't give hope and obviously this is going
20:59to
20:59massively change any friendship we have which is really i'm not gonna lie guys like really
21:07fucking sad because like we were really close oh no you don't it's such a shitty situation
21:17i'm really fucking tired about it and like i felt we were so close i honestly thought we were so
21:23so
21:23close and i thought great like it's so nice to like be back and like be having fun and like
21:28i have
21:28such a close friendship with someone and create that bond with someone i just need to speak to her about
21:34it i think we just need to put an end to all this yeah
21:59hello hello how you doing yeah i'm good thanks thanks you look stunning thank you
22:06thank you for coming it's my pleasure it's inviting me of course but i thought it was about
22:12time it's been a while hasn't it yeah i have a great mind you were trying to get bex back
22:20yeah you were right with that one mate i don't think you ever will i think i've got a better
22:24chance
22:24for bex think about that well unfortunately that might be true yes i held a baby the other day you
22:30held a baby yeah duke come on have you have you have you seen him yet i haven't had much
22:35contact
22:35with sam banderbump really but they've had a baby he's very exciting
22:44georgia elise oh but georgia georgia is just i think i wonder if she's dumped him yeah
22:51what about this yeah georgia's don't feel gotta keep your voice down mate i don't know if she knows
22:57about this yeah philip told me yesterday that he used the l-bomb to georgia but he didn't mean
23:04yeah i have to read tequila shots you know that implies like oh my god this is a mistake
23:08honestly you've made my fucking day girls hello hello good to see you hey you look well how are you
23:17good how are you so good it's sexy hi freddie how are you all right yeah how are we good
23:23ah elise
23:26well i haven't seen you in bloody ages georgia elise thanks thank you
23:32wow you guys brought the whole shop with you yeah it's filming i hope so how are you elise i'm
23:39good
23:39thanks how are you it's still all right aren't we we're still mates yeah of course georgia how are
23:44you i'm good good yeah it's been going well going well yeah how things with uh philip your favorite
23:51person not really no no how is he yeah he's good is there trouble in paradise or is it really
23:56no
23:58it's been pretty smooth sailing um oh okay it's been good that's good that's good really
24:06i feel like it's actually really good are you because i'm happy but it's just because
24:13i don't know freddie said something oh my god
24:16said what wait have you guys said i love you and stuff oh my god yeah i've said it
24:22and he said it back he said that yeah filled it
24:27freddie what did you say why why what's happened philip
24:33philip philip said he doesn't mean it oh my god doesn't mean what he said it in the moment after
24:38three tequila shots your joke you said it i didn't say it i didn't say it what he said those
24:44words to
24:44you that should have come from philip not this idiot right every time i find out something it's from
24:54someone else it shouldn't have been this is my mistake telling you sam but i just feel stupid
25:00in front of everyone when i can be told about it it's a good thing that you're exclusive but you
25:06need to get to the bottom of does he see it becoming a relationship in the future we were the
25:11plan
25:11philip's plan was to tell you first well he hasn't he told you first please don't be under like philip's
25:16bell i think he's just embarrassing you again like how many times
25:37i'm curious about you you are yes i met you years and years ago and i think many many moons
25:43ago and i think there's always been a spark there i mean i'm sort of this is part of the
25:49kind of new thing that i'm trying i'm sort of really a bit older because i just i feel like
25:54there's there's so much sort of potential when it comes to dating older so what do you what do you
25:59want
25:59with an older woman i like the maturity i like the confidence i think you're very very confident
26:07uh and i also like the sort of you know what you want and what you don't want what do
26:12you like to
26:13do for fun i live in london like a tourist really yeah so you like getting out ballet i go
26:18to the
26:18opera go to art shows so very cultured i'm not much of like an art gallery or like museum person
26:24but maybe you can like teach me some things maybe you could teach me some things i i know that
26:31i can
26:31yeah oh really and what would they be i could write you a poem really yeah do you want to
26:37i can't just i'm not a rapper i can't just do it on demand when you give michelangelo a slab
26:43of rock
26:43he can't just riff and just smash out like an amazing piece that i mean the statue of david took
26:49years but like basically it's just a huge penis in the in florence now i can relate i know i
26:55know all
26:55about that really okay now i'm running out of conversation oh really you are you no i'll be
27:06fine are you just give me a second let me just really nervous not quite
27:32you all right i got your message to me not really no what's wrong i just
27:40had to hear from sam that you've been with the boys yesterday saying that you don't mean it when
27:47you say you love me that you never have okay so i don't know why they thought it was their
27:56job to
27:56tell you that but anyway i care for you loads you know that i'm just not ready to say it
28:04if you think
28:06that's too soon and you don't mean it or you don't feel it then say it stop talking to the
28:12boys about
28:12okay i'm saying it now say it then say what you feel i've just said it well say it again
28:23um say that you don't mean it
28:29okay i don't mean it wasn't that hard was it
28:35i don't know what you want me to say i've said it well now you have yeah okay well i've
28:40said it now
28:41bye it's a big thing to say like if you don't mean it then don't say it yeah but it's
28:45hurtful not
28:46to save it back this is hurtful be honest that's all i ever ask from you is honesty that is
28:53all i
28:54ask but yet again we're in this position because you're not being honest and you don't communicate
29:00think about my feelings not just your own stop making me feel and look like an idiot i feel like
29:07i'm really sorry and i'll improve i'll believe it when i see it hello hey
29:34you're right yeah i'm good how are you not great okay why have you called me here all gone so
29:44messy
29:45jazz and i just don't understand how so much has been said and done like behind my back without me
29:55knowing and like i'm just so like baffled at like everything that's happened but i just don't get
30:03like what i'm the one that's being made out to be a liar and i'm this and i'm being told
30:08that i'm
30:09leading you on and like i'm all these horrible things and for why like when i thought we had such
30:17clarity and like an honest conversation between both of us so that's your issue right now is that
30:23my issue is that you're being made to you feel like you look bad is that what you care about
30:28i'm just kidding i'm just asking you a question my issue is that no one knows the truth of what
30:34was said between us which i'm assuming can only have come from you no apparently i've done all
30:39these things that have led you on to making you feel the way that you feel you told me you
30:43didn't
30:43even have feelings for me that's not what everyone else has said for me yes i have been confused by
30:49certain things from post scotland until we established that it wasn't going to be romantic
30:54i think that is the gray area that people are talking about that it wasn't normal you've said
31:00that it wasn't normal and then as soon as we were like okay let's yeah i thought it was pure
31:03though
31:03i thought it was great i thought it was so lovely that two people could meet and like have such
31:07a
31:07close bond i thought that was a wonderful thing point is that gray area has been confusing for me
31:12and i can't actually wrap my head around it and for you and i think that's what hurts me and
31:16probably
31:17surprised other people is the fact that you can still to this day be like it was so pure it
31:21was
31:21all of this and like friendship and all of that exactly why does that upset you why does it upset
31:26you that we i thought we had a close friendship because i just feel like sometimes i feel like
31:31you get upset the fact that i think it's just friendship that's what it feels like yeah but i'm
31:35asking you now what you genuinely think of that situation then i'm genuinely giving and i've told you
31:40it was it's for me it wasn't romantic okay and that's when you said the moment you said
31:44let's set in boundaries i said yes let's do it stop talking about i'm talking about before inger
31:49why is that before because that's what i've been confused about that's the whole thing but i'm
31:54clarifying for you it was nothing for me romantic i've said that over and over again okay so what
31:58was that what was that for you then a very close bond that now i'm not gonna lie i'm sort
32:04of
32:04fucking regretting because now to me it was not pure absolutely not pure like i was so so protective of
32:12you i thought we were so close i was calling you like my soulmate i was literally saying like i'm
32:17so close with you and now i don't even know you why i literally yeah it's just based on i'm
32:22hearing
32:22all these other things that you've said to other people um you said that i was kissing your neck
32:28you did come up hug me and like kiss on the cheek yeah but the way that it's been related
32:34to me
32:35is that like i was like kissing your neck and stuff in a romantic way and we both know i
32:40wasn't doing that
32:40i have said to people that i mistook your signs no i didn't say that but now i do i
32:46now i think you
32:46have because now now now hearing that you think i've led you on you said it to my face but
32:51like
32:52right now i don't even know how we can be friends at this point neither do i i've asked you
32:57it's changed
32:58honestly a lot has changed yeah like and this has been ruined like so no i'm done with it now
33:02i'm not
33:03misleading you on i'm not leading you on i'm not i'm done with it i'm done with that no i'm
33:07done with it
33:07i'm done with it i'm so confused like if you do you genuinely like you don't you don't want to
33:13face
33:14the fact thing as soon as i say that what you've done is not normal you can't take it
33:17you can't stand here and and take it because you know for a fact that it was wrong
33:58do you come here often
34:00did you know that um jazz is actually the music of love and sex so you know what's fun and
34:04wearing
34:04red it's giving me a lot of messages tonight do you like this dress i do like this cute isn't
34:08it
34:09i know it's um i picked out it's a set of tone right philip and georgia are here and like
34:17it's
34:18it's savage it's like it really is savage and i can't sit here and say it's not like she's an
34:23amazing
34:24girl but like he's my brother yeah you know and i i want to protect him i really do you
34:30know so
34:30that's what i'm battling yeah i get it i'm like it's this is difficult like a difficult situation for
34:36me yeah god it's a full-time job looking after your brother you're telling me i've dealt with it for
34:4223
34:42years i'm exhausted cheers for that i'm absolutely exhausted oh just just the man i wanted to see
34:50i can't believe in cracking on with jules's mum i mean i don't want to say that it was like
34:55inspired
34:55by siri but i left there and i was like okay i could get used to this you know this
35:00tinder out
35:00changes age range from 35 plus mate i'm not going for whippersnappers thank you very much and then i
35:07just thought you know what this girl kind of been on the radar this lady yeah this mature woman had
35:12been on the radar for a while and i was like well let's just go for drinks do you see
35:15yourself like
35:16fooling for her or i think we'll keep hanging out and have fun but i just don't think like a
35:20relationship would ever work well i do have to say my mum she couldn't stop going on about you
35:25honestly it's not my fault i'm like catnip to the older woman i i can see that has she been
35:29talking
35:29about me a little bit she likes an older man sadly yeah you know when siri's ready she knows where
35:34i am oh god
35:50i've got something to tell you oh do tell philip's been a naughty boy oh yes two weeks we were
35:57correct about yeah just about two weeks he is so you know he's been saying he loves georgia i heard
36:03the love bomb was dropped the love bomb was dropped and he's now said to the boys not to georgia
36:08said that i didn't mean that i said it off the cuff do you know no i've told her you've
36:12told her
36:13okay yeah i had to tell her there's definitely emotional immaturity but also saying all this
36:17at the farm going so big let's be exclusive and then what two weeks later i think he did it
36:21to get
36:21himself out of a hole a hole yeah i mean the hole is getting big and you know what i'm
36:24in the hole digging
36:25come on you're gonna do what hey good to see how are you you too you okay do you mind
36:33if i am yes
36:34bye guys in a bit jack i genuinely feel like she's rewriting history like and it like
36:44i feel so confused by it because i said did i misread the signs she was like clearly now yes
36:49and it's like
36:50okay but you have i must have misread like spooning every single night it's the text it's the craving
36:57you of course yes she needs to take accountability yeah but like what do you want from this now where
37:02do you want this to go do you want to try salvage something i think i'm in shock in disbelief
37:08at how
37:09insensitive she's been and i'm really hurt by how she's downplayed the situation minimum like it makes me
37:19feel really invalidated and that's why she's hurt me and that's why i can't speak to her right now
37:40oh how are we you all right good how are you i'm good hello hello you're right i'm good how
37:46are you okay
37:47very well i heard you've been stirring the pot again how am i stirring the pot no please i want
37:51to hear it i hear all the things you've been telling georgia but you've got absolutely no place
37:57i've recited what you said yeah to georgia yeah but i wasn't telling you i had a conversation
38:02i was getting advice from other boys you had a conversation with other people in our group
38:06saying that you're not in love with her is that correct i said that i regret saying love you so
38:11soon
38:11that is correct so you've been dropping love bombs sam you're bringing up all my mistakes okay
38:17i'm a single guy i was in a relationship yes i'm single but you're exclusive but you're single
38:23yes that's how you're dropping love bombs as well you can be exclusive with someone and be single
38:28i never knew that you never knew that but so how many times did you say i love you before
38:32you were
38:32like you know i don't know i wasn't counting oh okay well that sounds great i feel i feel sorry
38:37for
38:38georgia sam you're hiding behind chivalry okay i'm standing right here mate are you telling okay you're
38:44telling her all of this out of the kindness of your heart because you care for her yes because i
38:48i see a lovely person she's under this phil spell but when she gets out of it she's gonna be
38:52so much
38:53happier you are just you would she be happy with you listen it's not about me but yeah we look
38:58good
38:58together for sure sorry i just can't stop looking at your suit it's so big it's tailored mate is it
39:03yeah you're literally tripping over your trousers i'm just not right this is going to go back and
39:08forward for so long listen it's been a pleasure listen i think you should just stay out of my business
39:12okay we'll just treat georgia right because everyone's talking about not just me so you're just
39:16embarrassing georgia embarrassing julia and i i wish you all the best because it's the worst way
39:21to start a relationship but anyway phil it's the best way to start a relationship i'll see you later
39:25oh okay don't trip any trousers
39:31hi how are you i'm good how are you good i'm glad i've caught you
39:39yes i've just got i just feel quite confused and it'd just be nice to get your opinion on it
39:46not even just as a sister but as like a friend as well of i think um
39:57you okay what's wrong i think no it's just a hug because i think you're so sweet so it's like
40:05i i'm struggling because obviously he's my brother and it's like i always want to like have his back
40:11of course but then also i think you're such a lovely person so it's like i'm struggling a bit
40:17with like i'm wanting to give you the like the right advice as to what i would say to a
40:21friend but then
40:22at the same time i don't want to hurt him and i see how deeply you care for him so
40:28i think that's why
40:29i'm just feeling a bit like overwhelmed and i'm like struggling because like i know he doesn't want
40:36anything right now but then i think you're so amazing as so it's like i don't know what to say
40:40um i don't know i think i think just girl to girl what would you do in my position
40:51don't let anyone like take you for granted and i'm not saying philip's taking you for granted at all
41:22so how are you feeling i feel awkward it does feel slightly awkward yeah it's just
41:29weird being in the same room yeah as jaz and i don't know it just feels like it's gotten really
41:36dark and messy because it didn't go the way you wanted it to go i don't even know how i
41:40wanted it
41:41to go but it didn't go nicely went really badly have you guys even spoken tonight no i haven't even
41:47looked at each other hello oh hi hi how are you you guys look incredible yeah thanks jack so do
41:55you
41:56i know very jazzy it feels like very like roaring twenties sort of vibe i mean sam's in like ready
42:01for court yeah i think he's wearing his that's he's taking the dress code seriously yeah to be fair
42:08yeah um i want to talk to you yeah um jaz has kind of given me the down low um
42:15which has upset her
42:19you know you say to jaz that there's never anything more than friends it was never you know it invalidated
42:25everything to her it wasn't more than it wasn't a romantic thing for me and i didn't think it was
42:32for
42:32her either but i don't like it's like all being on jazz where it's like she's just imagined this
42:39whole thing what it's made out to seem like it hasn't jack that's the thing if anything i feel
42:43like it's the opposite i feel like i've taken the brunt of a lot of it and i feel like
42:47all of it's been
42:48put on me i've always just said the truth which was both of us admitted that neither felt romantic
42:53things for each other and that was it even though i come from jazz's mouth yes i know i know
42:59but like
42:59you can't but that's why i said read between the lines no but she's not going to say it she's
43:04obviously not going to say anything because she doesn't want to burst the bubble you guys have
43:07it's never good enough it's never enough it's almost like she needs me to admit that i've got
43:11full-on feelings for her to be satisfied with it and i'm not going to lie to the girl and
43:16i'm
43:16actually sick and tired of it everyone is she keeps telling people these little like nuggets
43:21of sort of like false information that i just don't agree with and that's not fair on me
43:26but do you not think i think jazz needs to be honest with ingest yes this is clearly a lot
43:30deeper like it sounds like someone's like in love with someone like this is the vibe i'm getting
43:39you you need to turn nasty do you think do you think but do you see do you think she
43:44is
43:45like like hearing how everyone's like reacting around the way that she's been nasty with me
43:49no because like that's not you do to someone who you love it's not and i'm in a position where
43:55i
43:56don't know if there is a turning back point and it's a shame what she has done and what she
43:59has said to
43:59me has cut deep and it has hurt me and i don't know if i can have someone in my
44:05life that can say those
44:06sort of things to me which categorically aren't true and that's why i need to take space because i need
44:10to even i need to reflect on the fact if i can even keep her as a friend because she's
44:15not been honest to me
44:20you're both so sleep deprived that you've just got to be kind with each other i'm really struggling
44:26no one's done anything like this for me for honestly a very long time really it's very
44:31thoughtful i need to start having some fun again i can't think back and think i lost that friendship
44:37because i didn't even try there might be a huge possibility that that this friendship's over
44:42go for zayna every time we talk about giggling and like you're doing it now it just makes it a
44:47more fun when it's secretive i don't like her and like i don't think she's good for you
44:51stop talking about me and trying to on a situation if i don't have to speak about you again honestly
44:55it'll be a pleasure
45:18you
45:23you
45:24you
45:26you
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