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03:18good morning friends hi thanks for joining the podcast today this is brother mike from the
03:25housing from the healing house from the hardcore christianity.com from the arizona deliverance
03:31center welcome to the broadcast this morning thank you for tuning in a couple of quick
03:37announcements it's may and this is the month we're having our annual revival at the deliverance
03:45center and uh it is remarkable what's happening the last year's revival was absolutely fantastic
03:55this one's going to be much bigger than last year so i hope that you uh make some plans to
04:03attend
04:04starts on may 21st that's a that's a thursday thursday evenings our first service then we
04:11have them friday and then we have a couple of sundays saturday and we have a couple of sundays
04:15it's going to be great and uh hope you take advantage of it the holy ghost just floats through
04:22the building and that's a time when you can get from god and have from god whatever you can believe
04:31for no question if you can believe it you can receive it that's right i don't mean to sound
04:40like a tv preacher here but the word of god is true and all things are possible to those who
04:48believe
04:49those who believe now that word believe there in english is not uh correct that's not going to
04:56help us just believing in something is no big deal the greek word pistoual means to believe
05:03with no doubts and no unbelief and to step out on your belief pistoual is a greek verb
05:13so in order to trigger miracles you got to step out on what you believe for example the legendary
05:19british evangelist smith wigglesworth had so many miracles at his services it was ridiculous
05:26one after the other major miracles i'm talking about and he believed to stuo he stepped down on his
05:37faith and he had zero doubt and zero unbelief he was not doubting or questioning anything
05:44he knew the person was going to get healed
05:48and he made his move and that's how that's how faith works
05:54faith that works is dead as you know the greek word pistous is the greek word for faith it means
06:00to believe with no doubts and no unbelief zero and zero and that's why christians can't get their
06:07answers to prayer that's why i haven't gotten my answers to some prayers over the years couldn't be
06:12any simpler you have to your faith has to reach a level where you have no doubt and you have
06:20no
06:20unbelief that god is going to do what he said he was going to do and that's how faith works
06:26and people
06:28that understand that concept their whole lives are filled with miracles all kinds of great things
06:33happen to them it's beautiful christians who don't have that man they struggle like crazy and then they
06:41have to come see brother mike i need to see a christian counselor i need help i need prayer i
06:47need
06:47deliverance i need healing i'll go call brother mike okay give me a call 602-636-5800 send me an
06:55email
06:55mike at hardcore christianity.com i'll be teaching this friday okay more more teaching this friday
07:04at seven o'clock that's pacific time and mountain time excuse me i mean arizona time seven o'clock at
07:12the arizona deliverance center i will see you there yes sir you know what i thought i would do today
07:20i've been taking care of my daughter for the last couple of weeks um her mother um is her primary
07:27caregiver and she lives with her mother but once a year uh her mother goes on vacation and so i
07:36have to
07:36take uh pretty much take care of her over at the over at the uh respite care center we were
07:45at sunview this
07:46year uh in el mirage but um i go over there twice a day lunch and dinner my my wife
07:57takes care of
07:57breakfast so i'm there all the time you know taking her to the bathroom and um putting her to bed
08:06getting
08:06ready for bed all those kind of things just basic stuff basic nurse's aide stuff that's what i do
08:11but at 71 you know kind of oops i'm kind of wearing out yeah but i want to tell you
08:21a little bit about
08:22my daughter um in what was it 1996 or so my daughter got in a car accident and uh it
08:35was
08:35in the early evening it's up on deer valley road and 51st 53rd avenue something like that
08:43and uh the car dropped off the side of the road and my daughter was sitting in the passenger seat
08:51with no seat belt on well that thing went into a roll she flew out the window or the door
08:57and hit
08:58her head bang on deer valley road and that was the end of her it was over
09:05and from that second forward um i started to see
09:13unbelievable amount of odd things happen in her life
09:18odd stuff happening and at that time i was a hardcore sinner i was living in sin i was
09:25sick i was loaded with demons hope you know the normal thing
09:30and uh my daughter i found out later hit deer valley road and had a major head injury
09:39and following her happened to be a nurse that just got off shift and so she pulls off the road
09:49and then at that same second a hospital helicopter was flying overhead got the transmission from 9-1-1
10:03made a quick circle came back and the helicopter came down and got her they scooped her up and put
10:11her in the
10:12air back and uh she died they resuscitated her got her on a ventilator and took her to john c
10:24lincoln
10:24hospital up in sunny slope and uh while all this is going on i had just finished another 70-hour
10:35work week
10:36i was a workaholic back then chasing the almighty buck
10:41and as you know i had my own counseling practice back then the name of the practice was called
10:46impact rehabilitation services and um
10:52i was home i got home you know after another 10-hour day
10:58and uh i was sitting on the couch i was half drunk
11:04relaxing crashing what i used to call it and the phone rings
11:10i go answer the phone and somebody on the other end is crying
11:15and i recognized it immediately it was my ex-wife
11:20and i said uh teresa what happened to tracy i don't know why i said that something popped in my
11:27head
11:28what happened to tracy and she was crying so bad she couldn't even speak
11:35after a while she finally got the words out that she had been in an accident
11:39and was at uh john c lincoln hospital i said well come get me
11:45so my ex-wife comes over and picks me up we go to the hospital i'm standing out in the
11:51hall she's in
11:52uh she's in the er and uh they told me to go upstairs
12:01um by icu
12:04and that they would be bringing her up there
12:07so i'm standing out in the hall
12:10scared
12:12confused worried
12:13all kinds of emotions
12:17and uh her mother stayed down in the emergency room
12:20well i went upstairs by icu by the elevator where they bring the patients up
12:25and uh the door finally came open after about
12:28a half an hour and they were rolling out a patient to go into icu
12:34and i looked down and i recognized my daughter's nose
12:39her head had swollen up like a basketball
12:42and i knew it was her and i fainted in the hall
12:47um she was unrecognizable
12:51and uh they took her in
12:54she was still alive they had her on a ventilator and all that stuff
12:59there was they were starting to put tubes everywhere in her body
13:02it was uh it was horrible
13:05well
13:07instead of dying
13:10something strange started to happen to her
13:13and
13:14she very very slowly
13:17in increments started breathing again
13:22and um
13:23she was uh
13:24in icu for
13:26three weeks or so and
13:28the bleeding on her brain
13:32wasn't going to stop
13:33and they said well we're going to have to go in
13:35and do surgery
13:37and put a shunt in her brain
13:39you know a tube down to her stomach
13:41so that this overflow
13:45you know liquids and blood and so on
13:47could flow through there
13:49into her stomach
13:50so
13:52she didn't die
13:54so
13:55the day before
13:58um
13:58she was to have her surgery
14:01her brain went back to normal
14:04it just stopped
14:06bleeding
14:07and they canceled the surgery
14:10and so
14:11I thought well boy that was
14:12that was a lucky break
14:14my goodness
14:15so
14:17after a while
14:18her condition
14:20um
14:22started to improve
14:23a little bit
14:24and they took her down to the
14:27regular hospital bed
14:29pediatrics
14:30which was in another building
14:33and
14:35we went down there
14:36and
14:38slowly but surely
14:41she started getting better
14:44one day the hospital
14:46walked up to me
14:47the administrator
14:47from accounting
14:49and she said
14:51listen your insurance
14:52um
14:53covers
14:55we'll cover this
14:56but there's a
14:57five thousand dollar
14:58deductible
14:59I said okay
15:00she said
15:01we're gonna waive that
15:03for you
15:06and
15:08I go
15:09well that's
15:10that's odd
15:13uh
15:14okay
15:14well thank you
15:15um
15:17got lucky again
15:19well then
15:20uh
15:21you know
15:22a few weeks passed
15:24and uh
15:25my
15:25my ex-wife is down there
15:26sitting with her
15:28going through her mail
15:29or something
15:29I wasn't there
15:32and
15:33a man
15:34comes down
15:35to the
15:35pediatric unit
15:36and he
15:37um
15:39he says
15:41to the nurse
15:42out in the station
15:44what room
15:45is Tracy Smith in
15:47she goes
15:47well she's
15:48that's her right there
15:49and that's her mother
15:50sitting by the bed there
15:52she said
15:53who are you
15:54he says
15:54oh I just came down here
15:55to pray for Tracy Smith
15:57so the
15:58it's an old man
15:59you got a ukulele
16:00in his hands
16:02he shuffles in
16:04somebody in his 80s
16:06he walks up to
16:07my ex-wife
16:08and says
16:09are you Tracy's mom
16:10she says
16:11yeah
16:11is that Tracy
16:12laying there
16:13she says
16:13yeah
16:14he said
16:15well listen
16:15the Lord Jesus
16:16told me to come down
16:17and pray for your daughter
16:18is that okay with you
16:20she goes
16:21you know
16:22we're not going anywhere
16:23knock yourself out
16:24so the guy shuffles up
16:26to the side of her bed
16:28she's on all kinds of tubes
16:29and machines
16:30and everything
16:30it's just
16:32it's exhausting
16:35and uh
16:36he reads a couple
16:36scriptures to her
16:37he pulls out his
16:38ukulele
16:39and he sings her
16:41a gospel song
16:43you know
16:43this 80 something
16:44year old man
16:45and uh
16:46he puts the ukulele
16:48down
16:49and he puts his
16:50hands on her head
16:52real gently
16:53and then he
16:54prays a short prayer
16:55and he turns to
16:56uh
16:57my daughter's mother
16:58and says to her
17:01she's going to be
17:01waking up soon
17:03well
17:05she said
17:05oh okay
17:06and then the guy
17:06leaves
17:08i get down there
17:09and hear that story
17:10i go back to the
17:11nursing station
17:12did some old man
17:13come down here
17:13earlier
17:13he had a ukulele
17:14playing
17:15they said no
17:15nobody came here
17:17have you
17:17did you see any
17:18guy with a ukulele
17:20down here
17:21no
17:22no
17:23no
17:23we didn't see
17:23nothing
17:24i said
17:25what are you
17:25talking about
17:26he was
17:26he came in
17:27the room
17:27he was
17:27playing
17:29no
17:29nobody came
17:30down here
17:31sorry
17:31and they're
17:32starting to
17:32look at me
17:33like oh
17:33guys
17:34this poor
17:35this poor
17:36dad is
17:36starting to
17:37lose his
17:37mind over
17:38his daughter
17:38he's cracking
17:39up
17:39i thought
17:40well
17:40that was
17:40odd
17:41boy
17:41that was
17:41a weird
17:42experience
17:43i didn't
17:44i couldn't
17:45make heads
17:46or tails
17:46out of it
17:47didn't know
17:48what was
17:48going on
17:50well
17:51again
17:52going forward
17:52just a little
17:53bit
17:53christmas
17:54showed up
17:56christmas
17:56time
17:56and
17:57my
17:58ex-wife
17:59was a
18:00rn
18:02so
18:02she got
18:03a pass
18:04for tracy
18:05to come
18:05home at
18:06christmas
18:07so
18:08she went
18:09home on
18:09christmas eve
18:10in the
18:12in the
18:13hospital van
18:14then i came
18:15over to see
18:15her christmas
18:16morning
18:17and
18:19while i'm
18:20sitting there
18:22her mother's
18:23getting her
18:23dressed and
18:24so on
18:25and she's
18:26trying to
18:26get her
18:27her
18:28pants on
18:30and her
18:31mother says
18:31to her
18:31tracy
18:32okay stretch
18:33out your
18:33right leg
18:34there honey
18:36i need
18:36to get
18:37your
18:37pants
18:38on
18:39and i
18:39was reading
18:39the sports
18:40page i
18:40happened to
18:41look up
18:41and her
18:42leg went
18:43like that
18:43stretched out
18:44and i thought
18:44well that
18:45that's a
18:46weird moment
18:47to have a
18:47spasm right
18:48when she
18:48said that
18:49that's weird
18:51i didn't know
18:51what was going
18:52on so
18:53she finished
18:54getting her
18:55dress we
18:55put her
18:55in her
18:56wheelchair
18:56so i
18:56rolled her
18:57over by
18:57the christmas
18:58tree
19:01and i
19:03looked at
19:03her eyes
19:04and from
19:04the time
19:05she she
19:06was brain
19:07dead or
19:07in the
19:08accident
19:08her eyes
19:09always
19:09flicker
19:10they would
19:11go up
19:11and down
19:11up and
19:12down
19:12here and
19:13there
19:13up and
19:13down
19:14you know
19:15like a
19:15pinball
19:15machine
19:18and i
19:19was looking
19:19at her
19:19by the
19:20christmas
19:20tree and
19:20stared at
19:21her
19:22i thought
19:22well how
19:23how come
19:24her eyes
19:24are not
19:25bouncing
19:26around like
19:26that
19:27what does
19:28that mean
19:28that's
19:29weird
19:30i don't
19:30know what's
19:31going on
19:31here as
19:31usual i
19:32didn't know
19:32what was
19:33going on
19:33period
19:34anywhere
19:36and i
19:37says to
19:38her
19:39um
19:40tracy
19:41this is
19:41your dad
19:44can you
19:45hear me
19:47i said
19:47listen i
19:48need to
19:48talk to
19:49you
19:50you were
19:51in a
19:51car
19:51accident
19:53you're at
19:54home with
19:54your mother
19:55you're in
19:55a wheelchair
19:57and her
19:58body
19:59instantly
20:00contorted
20:02into this
20:03look of
20:04horror on
20:05her face
20:08and i
20:09leaped
20:10back
20:10stunned
20:11because
20:13it looked
20:14like she
20:15heard what
20:15i said
20:18so i
20:19said
20:19tracy i
20:20want to
20:21ask you
20:21a couple
20:21more
20:22questions
20:22because i
20:23was trying
20:23to make
20:24sure she
20:24was alive
20:25and could
20:26hear anything
20:27i said
20:28i want you
20:29to raise
20:30your thumb
20:31on a yes
20:32i said
20:33is your
20:34name tracy
20:35smith
20:36thumb goes
20:37up it
20:37wasn't a
20:38very strong
20:38thumb but
20:39it was
20:39moving
20:40she couldn't
20:41really move
20:41anything
20:42and i
20:43said
20:46do you
20:47know that
20:47you live
20:48in phoenix
20:48and you
20:49went to
20:49high school
20:49at shadow
20:50mountain
20:50high school
20:51in phoenix
20:53and her
20:53thumb was
20:54going like
20:55that
20:56i said
20:57do you
20:58know that
20:59i'm your
20:59dad
21:01and by
21:02now i
21:02start crying
21:04and her
21:04thumb moves
21:05again
21:05and so
21:07my ex-wife
21:08is upstairs
21:09in the
21:10shower
21:10while i'm
21:11down here
21:12watching
21:12tracy
21:13i run
21:14up the
21:15stairway
21:17like a
21:18mountain
21:18climber
21:18i open
21:20the door
21:21to the
21:21bathroom
21:21i yell
21:22at her
21:24tracy's
21:24awake
21:27she's
21:27alive
21:30i run
21:31back
21:31downstairs
21:32and
21:34crying
21:35and holding
21:36her and
21:36talking to
21:37her and
21:39trying to
21:40comfort her
21:41some way
21:42her mother
21:43comes down
21:44and sees
21:44her
21:45um
21:46everybody
21:48was
21:48was thrilled
21:49and from
21:51that moment
21:51on
21:52christmas
21:52morning
21:53she started
21:55to get
21:55better
21:55uh
21:57physically
21:59mentally
22:00and
22:01uh
22:02within
22:03another week
22:04or so
22:04she was
22:04off the
22:05ventilator
22:05breathing
22:06on her
22:07own
22:09and
22:11shortly
22:12after
22:12that
22:13um
22:14she
22:14was
22:15in
22:15rehab
22:16and
22:17she
22:17turned
22:18out
22:18to be
22:18a
22:18hemiplegic
22:19meaning
22:19that
22:20her
22:21left
22:21side
22:21of her
22:21body
22:22doesn't
22:22work
22:22very
22:22well
22:23and
22:24she
22:24can't
22:24walk
22:25her
22:26right
22:26leg
22:26or right
22:27arm
22:27and so
22:27on
22:28but
22:28her
22:28left
22:28side
22:29of her
22:29body
22:29was
22:30almost
22:30back
22:31to
22:31normal
22:31so
22:32she
22:32could
22:32stand
22:32up
22:33she
22:33could
22:33use
22:34her
22:34hand
22:34she
22:35has
22:35a
22:35tremor
22:36but
22:37it
22:37was
22:37just
22:38significant
22:38improvement
22:39well
22:40the
22:40following
22:40year
22:41she
22:42went
22:42back
22:42to
22:42Shadow
22:43Mountain
22:43High
22:44School
22:44in
22:44their
22:45disability
22:45program
22:47and
22:48that
22:49year
22:49she
22:51got
22:52voted
22:52homecoming
22:53queen
22:55because
22:56at the
22:57time she
22:57was at
22:57Shadow
22:57Mountain
22:58before
22:58the
22:58accident
22:59she
23:00led
23:00her
23:00in
23:00four
23:01sports
23:01and
23:01she
23:01was
23:02a
23:02straight
23:02A
23:02student
23:02and
23:03had
23:03like
23:03500,000
23:04friends
23:05when I
23:05was
23:06in
23:06high
23:06school
23:06would
23:07be
23:08the
23:08opposite
23:08I
23:08got
23:09all
23:09C's
23:10I
23:10had
23:11almost
23:11no
23:11friends
23:12we
23:13were
23:13like
23:13polar
23:13opposites
23:15and
23:16she
23:16was
23:16very
23:17popular
23:17student
23:18everybody
23:19liked
23:20her
23:20very
23:21athletic
23:21very
23:22intelligent
23:22all
23:23that
23:23stuff
23:23all
23:23the
23:23things
23:24I
23:24didn't
23:24have
23:26and
23:26they
23:27voted
23:27her
23:28homecoming
23:28queen
23:28because
23:29of her
23:30courage
23:30and
23:31coming
23:32back
23:32from
23:32such
23:32a
23:33traumatic
23:34event
23:35well
23:36our
23:37lives
23:37started
23:37to
23:38adjust
23:38a
23:38little
23:38bit
23:39and
23:39I
23:40started
23:40to
23:41take
23:42her
23:42out
23:42for
23:42dinners
23:43for
23:43lunches
23:44for
23:44breakfast
23:44and
23:45so
23:45on
23:45and
23:46one
23:46morning
23:46I
23:47came
23:48over
23:48and
23:48got
23:48her
23:48at
23:48her
23:49mother's
23:49house
23:50and
23:51picked
23:51her
23:51up
23:51took
23:52her
23:52to
23:53a
23:53restaurant
23:53called
23:53JB's
23:54in
23:55Northeast
23:56Phoenix
23:57that
23:58restaurant's
23:58not there
23:58anymore
23:59and
24:01got her
24:02in the
24:02wheelchair
24:03rolling
24:04her
24:04into
24:04the
24:04restaurant
24:06and
24:06she
24:07says
24:08to
24:08me
24:08dad
24:10you're
24:11living
24:11in
24:11sin
24:14and
24:15something
24:16hit me
24:17like a ton
24:18of bricks
24:18it was
24:19somewhere
24:19down in
24:19here
24:21chest
24:21area
24:22and I
24:22kind of
24:23started
24:23to lose
24:23my breath
24:25and what
24:26she said
24:26to me
24:26just
24:27shook
24:28me to
24:28the
24:28core
24:31and
24:33at
24:33the
24:34time
24:34she
24:34was
24:34in
24:35the
24:35hospital
24:35when
24:35she
24:35was
24:36in
24:36her
24:36brain
24:36dead
24:36coma
24:37the
24:38pastor
24:38of
24:39Bell
24:39Road
24:39Assembly
24:39of
24:40God
24:41knew
24:42my
24:42oldest
24:42daughter
24:44and
24:45had
24:45been
24:45supporting
24:46us
24:47the
24:47whole
24:47time
24:47we
24:47were
24:47up
24:48there
24:48so
24:49after
24:49she
24:50had
24:50gotten
24:51discharged
24:53we
24:54started
24:54attending
24:54that
24:55church
24:55Bell
24:55Road
24:56Assembly
24:56of
24:56God
24:56in
24:5734th
24:58Street
24:58and
24:58Bell
24:59in
25:00Northeast
25:00Phoenix
25:00we
25:01started
25:01attending
25:02that
25:02church
25:03and
25:03we
25:04loved
25:04it
25:04there
25:04with
25:04a bunch
25:05of
25:05loving
25:05people
25:05and
25:05so
25:06on
25:07and
25:08this
25:09thing
25:09that
25:10my
25:10daughter
25:10said
25:10to
25:10me
25:12wouldn't
25:12leave
25:13I
25:14couldn't
25:14stop
25:14thinking
25:15about
25:15it
25:16and
25:17I
25:18thought
25:18man
25:18I
25:18don't
25:19feel
25:19well
25:20well
25:21I
25:21took
25:21her
25:21to
25:21church
25:21the
25:22next
25:22Sunday
25:24and
25:24got
25:25around
25:25the
25:26car
25:26got
25:26her
25:26in
25:26a
25:26wheelchair
25:29going
25:29into
25:30the
25:30church
25:30and
25:31as
25:31soon
25:31as
25:31I
25:32rolled
25:32her
25:32in
25:32and
25:34crossed
25:34the
25:34threshold
25:35of
25:35that
25:35the
25:36church
25:37front
25:38doors
25:40boom
25:41something
25:41hit me
25:43I
25:43started
25:44shaking
25:44like
25:45I
25:45had
25:46fourth
25:47degree
25:47Parkinson's
25:49all
25:50over
25:50the
25:50place
25:55her
25:55mother
25:55came
25:56to
25:56the
25:56service
25:56that
25:57day
25:57which
25:57she
25:57didn't
25:57normally
25:58do
25:58she
25:59shows
25:59up
26:00I
26:01didn't
26:01know
26:01she
26:01was
26:02coming
26:02well
26:03my
26:04daughter
26:04wanted
26:04to
26:04sit
26:05with
26:05her
26:05mother
26:05so
26:06I
26:06took
26:06her
26:06out
26:06of
26:06the
26:06wheelchair
26:07put
26:07her
26:07in
26:08the
26:08queue
26:09with
26:09her
26:09mother
26:10and
26:10then
26:10I
26:10sat
26:11in
26:11the
26:11wheelchair
26:11in
26:12the
26:12aisle
26:13and
26:14then
26:14I'm
26:15sitting
26:15there
26:15shaking
26:16the
26:17whole
26:17time
26:19going
26:19what
26:19in
26:20the
26:20world
26:20is
26:20going
26:20on
26:21here
26:21I
26:22felt
26:22like
26:22the
26:23most
26:23horrible
26:23person
26:23in
26:24the
26:24world
26:25all
26:25the
26:25bad
26:26things
26:26I'd
26:26ever
26:26done
26:27were
26:27kind
26:27of
26:27like
26:27popping
26:28into
26:28my
26:28head
26:30and
26:30I
26:31didn't
26:31I
26:31was
26:32so
26:32sick
26:32I
26:32didn't
26:32hear
26:33anything
26:33about
26:34the
26:34sermon
26:34at
26:35all
26:36but
26:36I
26:37heard
26:37at
26:37the
26:37end
26:38the
26:38pastor
26:39say
26:39we're
26:40going
26:40to
26:40open
26:40the
26:40altars
26:42and
26:43I
26:43thought
26:44wow
26:44I
26:44guess
26:45I
26:45need
26:45to
26:46go
26:46down
26:46to
26:46the
26:46altar
26:47wow
26:50geez
26:52so
26:52I
26:52stand
26:53up
26:54with
26:54the
26:54help
26:54of
26:54the
26:54pew
26:56I'm
26:56holding
26:56on
26:57to
26:57it
26:57and
26:58I
26:58am
26:58taking
27:00each
27:00pew
27:00a step
27:01at a
27:02time
27:02holding
27:03on
27:03to
27:03the
27:03pew
27:05shaking
27:05like
27:06a
27:06Parkinson
27:06patient
27:09I
27:09get
27:10down
27:10to
27:10the
27:10altar
27:12and
27:12I
27:12did
27:13a
27:13Peter
27:13Pan
27:14face
27:15first
27:15like
27:16a
27:16board
27:16boom
27:17hit
27:18the
27:18carpet
27:20and
27:21then
27:22started
27:23crying
27:24for
27:24mercy
27:25for
27:25God
27:25begging
27:26God
27:27for
27:27mercy
27:27I
27:28knew
27:28I
27:28was
27:28in
27:28trouble
27:30I
27:30knew
27:31I
27:31was
27:32going
27:32to
27:32die
27:32and
27:32go
27:32to
27:32hell
27:33I
27:33knew
27:33I
27:33was
27:34living
27:34in
27:34sin
27:34just
27:35like
27:35my
27:36daughter
27:36told
27:36me
27:37dad
27:38you're
27:38living
27:38in
27:39sin
27:39oh
27:40man
27:43couldn't
27:43believe
27:43it
27:45and
27:45I
27:45was
27:45on
27:46the
27:46carpet
27:46for
27:47a
27:47little
27:47over
27:48an
27:48hour
27:49the
27:50pastor
27:50the
27:51associate
27:51pastor
27:52and
27:52his
27:52wife
27:52were
27:53the
27:53only
27:53ones
27:53that
27:53came
27:53down
27:54to
27:54pray
27:54with
27:54me
27:54and
27:55they
27:55stayed
27:55with
27:55me
27:55the
27:56whole
27:56time
27:57when
27:58I
27:58got
27:58up
28:00I
28:02looked
28:02around
28:03and the
28:03church
28:03was
28:04empty
28:04and the
28:04lights
28:05were
28:05off
28:06everybody
28:06had
28:07gone
28:07home
28:09and
28:10I
28:11was
28:12there
28:12with
28:12the
28:12associate
28:13pastor
28:13and his
28:13wife
28:14they're
28:14both
28:14dead
28:14now
28:16great
28:17people
28:17and
28:18I
28:18felt
28:19like
28:20I
28:20was
28:20a
28:20completely
28:20different
28:21person
28:23all
28:24this
28:24sense
28:25of
28:25shame
28:26and
28:26guilt
28:26and
28:27all
28:27this
28:27ugly
28:27stuff
28:28that
28:28was
28:28in
28:29me
28:29that
28:30I
28:30had
28:30been
28:30carting
28:30around
28:31since
28:31I
28:31was
28:32in
28:33grade
28:33school
28:34rejection
28:35demons
28:35everything
28:37was
28:37just
28:38gone
28:38I
28:38felt
28:39like
28:39I
28:39was
28:40light
28:40as
28:40a
28:40feather
28:41I
28:42truly
28:42did
28:43I
28:44could
28:44not
28:45believe
28:45it
28:47and
28:47her
28:48mother
28:48had
28:48taken
28:49my
28:50daughter
28:50home
28:52when
28:52they
28:52saw
28:53I
28:53was
28:53down
28:53there
28:54wiped
28:54out
28:54obviously
28:55I
28:55wasn't
28:55going
28:55to
28:55be
28:56taking
28:56her
28:56anywhere
28:58but
28:59it
28:59was
29:00kind
29:00of
29:00like
29:00a
29:01series
29:01of
29:01miracles
29:03happened
29:04in my
29:04life
29:04triggered
29:05by my
29:05daughter's
29:06statement
29:06at
29:06JB's
29:08dad
29:08you're
29:09living
29:09in
29:09sin
29:11and
29:13for
29:14a long
29:14time
29:14after
29:15that
29:16I
29:16was
29:18gung
29:18ho
29:19for
29:19Jesus
29:20I
29:20joined
29:21that
29:21church
29:21I
29:22became
29:22a
29:23mentor
29:24and
29:24a
29:24counselor
29:25at
29:25that
29:25church
29:25I
29:26was
29:26counseling
29:26assembly
29:27of
29:27God
29:27people
29:28and
29:28so
29:28on
29:29and
29:29I
29:30noticed
29:31something
29:31funny
29:31about
29:32those
29:32church
29:32people
29:33that
29:34I've
29:35noticed
29:35to this
29:35day
29:36is
29:36100%
29:37true
29:38the
29:39church
29:39people
29:39were
29:39as sick
29:40as
29:40the
29:40sinners
29:40that
29:40I
29:41knew
29:41they
29:42had
29:42all
29:42kinds
29:42of
29:43mental
29:43and
29:43emotional
29:43problems
29:44and
29:45I
29:45was
29:45very
29:45surprised
29:46at
29:46that
29:46because
29:46I
29:46figured
29:47if
29:47somebody
29:47has
29:47the
29:47Holy
29:48Spirit
29:48and
29:48they
29:48were
29:48born
29:49again
29:50you
29:51would
29:51think
29:51that
29:51they
29:51were
29:52you
29:53know
29:53kind
29:53of
29:53this
29:54different
29:54type
29:54person
29:56and
29:56they
29:56were
29:56not
29:58and
29:59I
29:59also
30:00noticed
30:01that
30:01I
30:02was
30:02struggling
30:03over
30:04the
30:04next
30:04couple
30:04of
30:05years
30:05struggling
30:05with
30:07lust
30:07and
30:08anger
30:09it
30:09had
30:10come
30:10back
30:10and
30:11I
30:11didn't
30:12know
30:12why
30:14and
30:14I'm
30:14involved
30:15in all
30:15kinds
30:15of
30:15ministries
30:16at
30:16the
30:16assembly
30:16of
30:17God
30:17church
30:17I
30:17was
30:17the
30:17outreach
30:18ministry
30:19coordinator
30:20I
30:21did
30:21the
30:21men's
30:22group
30:23you
30:24know
30:24I
30:25was
30:25the
30:25altar
30:25worker
30:27I
30:28went
30:28to
30:28church
30:28four
30:28times
30:29a
30:29week
30:29four
30:30times
30:31a
30:31week
30:31I
30:31was
30:31at
30:31church
30:32that
30:33doesn't
30:33include
30:33special
30:34events
30:34holidays
30:35banquets
30:36that
30:36was
30:36on
30:37top
30:37of
30:37my
30:38normal
30:38four
30:39days
30:39a
30:39week
30:39I
30:39was
30:41churched
30:41out
30:41friend
30:43and
30:45I
30:45started
30:46to
30:47to
30:48get
30:49scared
30:51because
30:52I
30:52started
30:53to get
30:53that
30:53old
30:54anger
30:54back
30:55that
30:55I
30:55had
30:55before
30:56I
30:57got
30:57to
30:58the
30:58altar
30:58and
30:59then
30:59I
30:59had
31:00that
31:00lust
31:00thing
31:00I
31:01used
31:01to
31:01have
31:01a
31:01lust
31:01scanner
31:02in
31:02my
31:02eyes
31:02and
31:03I
31:03would
31:03scan
31:03women
31:06analyzing
31:07them
31:07it was
31:08just
31:08automatic
31:09instantaneous
31:10that
31:10thing
31:11came
31:11back
31:12and
31:13I
31:13started
31:13to get
31:13worried
31:15and
31:16so
31:16by
31:16this
31:17time
31:17we
31:18had
31:18switched
31:18to
31:19Assembly
31:19of
31:19God
31:19church
31:20I
31:20switched
31:20over
31:20to
31:20the
31:21Dream
31:21Center
31:21in
31:21Scottsdale
31:22which
31:22was a
31:22megachurch
31:24and
31:24my
31:25wife
31:25and
31:25I
31:25always
31:25sat
31:26in
31:26the
31:26front
31:26row
31:26on
31:26the
31:27right
31:28and
31:28they
31:28had
31:29a
31:29spectacular
31:29worship
31:30and
31:31music
31:31program
31:31over there
31:32and
31:33every
31:33time
31:33they
31:33started
31:34up
31:34the
31:34worship
31:35program
31:36I
31:36would
31:37start
31:37crying
31:37like
31:38a
31:38baby
31:40I
31:40would
31:40cry
31:40my
31:41eyes
31:41out
31:41and
31:41then
31:41in
31:42front
31:42of
31:42everybody
31:43this
31:43is
31:43a
31:43megachurch
31:44now
31:44I
31:45would
31:45go
31:45down
31:45the
31:45altar
31:46by
31:46myself
31:47and
31:48pray
31:48and
31:49beg
31:49God
31:49to
31:49help
31:49me
31:50I
31:50didn't
31:50know
31:50what
31:50was
31:51wrong
31:51with
31:51me
31:51I
31:52was
31:52sick
31:53I
31:54needed
31:54help
31:54I
31:55did
31:56not
31:56know
31:56what
31:56was
31:57going
31:57on
31:58every
31:59single
31:59Sunday
31:59morning
32:00as
32:01soon
32:01as
32:01they
32:01started
32:01the
32:01worship
32:02service
32:03I
32:04would
32:04break
32:04down
32:05in
32:05tears
32:09crying
32:11my
32:11eyes
32:12out
32:12to
32:12God
32:12every
32:13Sunday
32:14morning
32:14and
32:15I
32:15can
32:15imagine
32:16the
32:16pastors
32:16got
32:16tired
32:17of
32:17that
32:17we
32:18got
32:18some
32:18guy
32:19up
32:19there
32:19crying
32:19every
32:20Sunday
32:20morning
32:20that
32:20don't
32:21look
32:21good
32:21I
32:22couldn't
32:22help
32:22myself
32:23I
32:23was
32:23so
32:25scared
32:25so
32:25sick
32:27I
32:27had
32:27these
32:28problems
32:28coming
32:28back
32:29and
32:29I
32:29did
32:29everything
32:29the
32:30church
32:30told
32:30me
32:30to
32:30do
32:30I
32:31was
32:31reading
32:31my
32:31Bible
32:31like
32:32crazy
32:32I
32:32was
32:32teaching
32:33the
32:33Bible
32:33I
32:33was
32:34going
32:35to
32:35church
32:35four
32:35times
32:36a
32:36week
32:36I
32:37went
32:37to
32:37the
32:37prayer
32:38meeting
32:38every
32:38week
32:39I
32:39did
32:39fasting
32:40I
32:40went
32:40to
32:40a
32:40men's
32:41retreat
32:41I
32:41did
32:42everything
32:42I
32:43could
32:44at
32:45least
32:45I
32:45thought
32:46to
32:46get
32:46this
32:47anger
32:48and
32:48lust
32:48out
32:49of
32:49me
32:49I
32:50didn't
32:50want
32:51to
32:51live
32:51with
32:51it
32:51I
32:52didn't
32:52want
32:53it
32:53anymore
32:55well
32:55I
32:56was
32:56downtown
32:56Phoenix
32:57one
32:57day
32:57at
32:58a
32:58used
32:59Christian
33:00bookstore
33:00it's
33:01not
33:01there
33:01anymore
33:02the
33:02train
33:02transit
33:04system
33:04wiped
33:05it
33:05out
33:05but
33:06I
33:07was
33:07walking
33:07down
33:08the
33:08aisle
33:08and
33:08I
33:08saw
33:08on
33:09the
33:09second
33:09shelf
33:09there
33:10a
33:11book
33:11written
33:12by a
33:13deliverance
33:14preacher
33:14and
33:15pastor
33:15in
33:15Prescott
33:18and
33:19it
33:19was
33:19sitting
33:20out
33:20somebody
33:21had
33:21looked
33:21at
33:21it
33:21but
33:21then
33:22didn't
33:22put
33:22it
33:22back
33:24and
33:24something
33:25drew
33:25me
33:25to
33:25that
33:25book
33:27I
33:28scooped
33:28it
33:28up
33:29and
33:30it
33:30was
33:30a
33:30book
33:30entitled
33:31Don't
33:31Be
33:31Denied
33:32God's
33:32Power
33:34by the
33:36Prescott
33:36preacher
33:38while I
33:39was
33:39standing
33:39there
33:39in the
33:40used
33:40bookstore
33:40I'm
33:40looking
33:41through
33:41this
33:41thing
33:41and
33:41my
33:42mouth
33:43hit
33:44the
33:44floor
33:46I
33:47looked
33:47up
33:47like I
33:48had a
33:48train
33:48coming
33:49at me
33:50the
33:50horrible
33:51realization
33:52hit me
33:52that I
33:54had
33:54demons
33:56because
33:56I'm
33:57looking
33:57through
33:57this
33:57book
33:58and
33:58it
33:58looks
33:58like
33:58my
33:59autobiography
34:01I
34:02could
34:02not
34:02believe
34:03I
34:03had
34:03demons
34:03because
34:04in the
34:04assembly
34:05of
34:05God
34:05business
34:07they
34:08don't
34:09many
34:09people
34:10don't
34:10believe
34:10you
34:10can
34:10have
34:11demons
34:11in
34:12assembly
34:12of
34:12God
34:12and
34:13that
34:13wasn't
34:13something
34:14I
34:14had
34:14ever
34:15heard
34:15anything
34:15about
34:16the
34:17whole
34:17all
34:17the
34:18years
34:18I
34:18was
34:18in
34:18the
34:19assembly
34:19of
34:19God
34:19I
34:19never
34:19heard
34:20anything
34:20about
34:20it
34:22and
34:22this
34:23horrible
34:23light
34:23dawned
34:24on
34:24me
34:24oh
34:24my
34:24God
34:25I've
34:25got
34:25demons
34:26and
34:26that's
34:27what's
34:27causing
34:29this
34:29lust
34:30and
34:30anger
34:30issue
34:31I
34:32knew
34:32I
34:32was
34:32saved
34:33I
34:33knew
34:33it
34:33was
34:33filled
34:33with
34:34the
34:34spirit
34:36I
34:36knew
34:36I
34:37had
34:38my
34:38prayer
34:38language
34:39and my
34:39singing
34:43but
34:44I
34:44had
34:44this
34:44horrible
34:45lust
34:45and
34:45anger
34:45issue
34:47and
34:48nobody
34:49had
34:49ever
34:49told
34:50me
34:51nobody
34:52told
34:52me
34:53Christians
34:54could
34:54have
34:54demons
34:55I
34:56did
34:56not
34:56know
34:56that
34:58now
34:59I'm
34:59in
34:59trouble
34:59because
35:00after
35:00I
35:00read
35:01that
35:01book
35:01I
35:02said
35:02what
35:02am
35:02I
35:02going
35:02to
35:02do
35:03now
35:03I
35:03don't
35:03know
35:03anything
35:04about
35:04deliverance
35:06I
35:06don't
35:06know
35:07any
35:07deliverance
35:07person
35:08I
35:09quickly
35:09called
35:09Prescott
35:11and
35:12I
35:12said
35:13where
35:14is
35:14this
35:14preacher
35:15hunted
35:15all
35:16over
35:16for
35:16him
35:16come
35:16to
35:17find
35:17out
35:17he
35:17had
35:17died
35:19he
35:20died
35:20a couple
35:21of
35:21weeks
35:21before
35:21I
35:21found
35:22that
35:22book
35:23he
35:24was
35:24dead
35:25now
35:25my
35:26heart
35:26sunk
35:26I
35:26didn't
35:27know
35:27what
35:27to
35:27do
35:29so
35:29every
35:29Sunday
35:30morning
35:30I
35:30continued
35:32the
35:32worship
35:33services
35:33start
35:34I
35:34start
35:34crying
35:35again
35:35it
35:36was
35:36crazy
35:37I
35:37would
35:37go
35:37down
35:38to
35:38the
35:38altar
35:38begging
35:39God
35:39to
35:39help
35:39me
35:40I
35:40didn't
35:40know
35:43I
35:43didn't
35:44have
35:44anybody
35:44to
35:45do
35:45deliverance
35:45on
35:46me
35:46I
35:46didn't
35:46know
35:47who
35:47to
35:47go
35:47to
35:48I
35:49didn't
35:49know
35:49anything
35:51and
35:52then
35:52this
35:52went
35:52on
35:53three
35:54four
35:54five
35:54Sundays
35:55and
35:55then
35:55one
35:55Sunday
35:56I
35:56went
35:56up
35:56I
35:57was
35:57crying
35:57my
35:57eyes
35:57out
36:00all
36:00of a
36:00sudden
36:01I
36:01felt
36:01in
36:02my
36:02stomach
36:02something
36:03moving
36:08something
36:09was
36:09moving
36:10down
36:10there
36:12and
36:13it
36:13started
36:13north
36:16it
36:17started
36:17north
36:19and
36:20while
36:20I'm
36:20again
36:21this
36:21is a
36:21megachurch
36:22everybody
36:22in the
36:22church
36:23hundreds
36:23and
36:23hundreds
36:24of
36:24people
36:24staring
36:24at
36:24me
36:25down
36:26at
36:26the
36:26altar
36:26crying
36:27my
36:27eyes
36:27out
36:28I
36:28leaned
36:29back
36:29and
36:29suddenly
36:30I
36:30felt
36:30some
36:31kind
36:31of
36:31strange
36:33form
36:33of
36:34energy
36:34come
36:35up
36:37and
36:38out
36:38of
36:38my
36:38throat
36:39and
36:39I
36:39gasped
36:40when
36:41it
36:41happened
36:43I
36:43go
36:43back
36:44to
36:44my
36:44seat
36:44and
36:44I
36:44tell
36:45my
36:45wife
36:47something
36:48just
36:48happened
36:48to me
36:49unbelievable
36:51and
36:51my
36:51poor
36:52wife
36:52I
36:52felt
36:52sorry
36:53for
36:54you
36:55know
36:55every
36:55Sunday
36:55I'm
36:56down
36:56there
36:56crying
36:56my
36:57eyes
36:57out
36:57to
36:57God
36:57in
36:58front
36:58of
36:58the
36:58whole
36:58church
36:59she
37:00doesn't
37:00know
37:00what
37:00to
37:01make
37:01of
37:01it
37:02and
37:02nobody
37:03else
37:03ever
37:03does
37:03it
37:03and
37:04nobody
37:04ever
37:04came
37:05down
37:05to
37:05help
37:05me
37:05and
37:06she
37:06was
37:06just
37:07like
37:07confused
37:09and
37:09the
37:10next
37:10Sunday
37:10it
37:11happened
37:11again
37:12the
37:12worship
37:13started
37:13up
37:15I
37:15went
37:16down
37:16to
37:16the
37:17altar
37:17crying
37:17my
37:18eyes
37:18out
37:18and
37:18boom
37:19some
37:20kind
37:20of
37:20strange
37:23energy
37:24formation
37:25of some
37:25kind
37:26come up
37:27boom
37:28and out
37:29of my
37:29face
37:32well
37:32this
37:33happened
37:33two
37:33or
37:33three
37:33times
37:34and
37:34I
37:34finally
37:34realized
37:35one
37:36night
37:36at
37:36home
37:38those
37:38are
37:38I
37:38think
37:39those
37:39are
37:39demons
37:39coming
37:40out
37:40of me
37:40I
37:40think
37:40God
37:40is
37:41sovereignly
37:41delivering
37:42me
37:42I
37:42didn't
37:42have
37:43anybody
37:43to
37:43help
37:43me
37:44I
37:45wonder
37:45if
37:45I
37:45can
37:45do
37:46this
37:46at
37:46home
37:48and
37:48so
37:49I
37:49was
37:50laying
37:50on
37:50the
37:50lounge
37:50chair
37:51in
37:51the
37:51backyard
37:52we
37:53lived
37:53in
37:53northeast
37:54Phoenix
37:56and
37:57I'm
37:57praying
37:57I
37:57got my
37:58hands
37:58on my
37:59and I
38:00moved
38:00up
38:00and
38:01then
38:01suddenly
38:01it
38:02happened
38:02again
38:04only
38:04this
38:05time
38:05several
38:05of
38:05them
38:07several
38:07this
38:08micro
38:09burst
38:09of
38:09this
38:10energy
38:11field
38:11kept
38:11coming
38:12out
38:12of
38:12me
38:12several
38:13of
38:14them
38:15and
38:15I
38:16realized
38:16then
38:17that
38:17I
38:17was
38:17doing
38:17a
38:18self
38:18deliverance
38:19and
38:20that
38:20I
38:20was
38:20fulfilling
38:21what
38:21it
38:21said
38:21in
38:22Mark
38:22chapter
38:2216
38:23these
38:23signs
38:24shall
38:24follow
38:24them
38:24that
38:25believe
38:25in
38:26my
38:26name
38:26they
38:27will
38:27cast
38:27out
38:27demons
38:28they
38:28will
38:28lay
38:29hands
38:29on
38:29the
38:29sick
38:29and
38:30they
38:30shall
38:30recover
38:31I
38:31was
38:32laying
38:32hands
38:32on
38:32myself
38:33I
38:34was
38:34spiritually
38:34sick
38:35boom
38:36and
38:37God
38:39was
38:39sovereignly
38:40delivering
38:40me
38:43it
38:43was
38:43amazing
38:44so I
38:45went
38:45back to
38:45the
38:46megachurch
38:46and I
38:46said
38:46hey
38:48one of
38:49the
38:49associate
38:49pastors
38:50over there
38:50believed
38:50in
38:51deliverance
38:51I
38:52said
38:52hey
38:52we
38:52need
38:53to
38:54start
38:54a
38:55deliverance
38:55program
38:55here
38:56at the
38:57church
38:57there's
38:57got to
38:58be
38:58hundreds
38:59of
38:59other
38:59people
38:59like
39:00me
39:00in
39:01bondage
39:01and
39:01they
39:01don't
39:02know
39:02why
39:03this
39:03pastor
39:04goes
39:04yeah
39:04I
39:04think
39:04that's
39:05right
39:06and
39:07then
39:08we're
39:08going to
39:08have to
39:08go to
39:09the
39:09head
39:09pastor
39:10and
39:11talk to
39:11him
39:11about
39:11it
39:13and
39:13so on
39:13well
39:14we had
39:14a big
39:14meeting
39:15one
39:15day
39:16and
39:18the
39:18two
39:18pastors
39:19that were
39:19working
39:20with
39:20me
39:21never
39:22went
39:22to
39:22the
39:22head
39:22pastor
39:24and
39:25I
39:26think
39:26they
39:26felt
39:26uncomfortable
39:27because
39:28the
39:29head
39:29pastor
39:29there
39:30great
39:30man
39:30of
39:30God
39:30wonderful
39:31man
39:31of
39:31God
39:32wasn't
39:33a
39:33deliverance
39:33person
39:34and
39:34didn't
39:34believe
39:34Christians
39:35could
39:35have
39:35demons
39:36so
39:37they
39:37bailed
39:37on
39:37me
39:39so
39:39I
39:40said
39:40to
39:40myself
39:40look
39:41these
39:41people
39:42have
39:42abandoned
39:43me
39:43what
39:44do
39:44I
39:44do
39:45now
39:45and
39:45then
39:46to
39:46make
39:47a
39:47long
39:47story
39:47short
39:48the
39:48Lord
39:49led
39:49me
39:49to
39:49open
39:50up
39:50the
39:50house
39:51of
39:51healing
39:51in
39:52Phoenix
39:54I
39:54started
39:54my
39:54own
39:55Christian
39:55counseling
39:55center
39:56I
39:56retired
39:57from
39:57my
39:57counseling
39:57practice
39:59I
40:00was
40:01earning
40:01you know
40:01$150
40:04$160
40:04thousand
40:05a year
40:05I
40:06quit
40:07I
40:07laid
40:07off
40:07my
40:07employees
40:09I
40:09said
40:09this
40:09is
40:10what
40:10God
40:10wants
40:10me
40:10to
40:10do
40:11the
40:11rest
40:11of
40:11my
40:11life
40:11I
40:12am
40:12going
40:12to
40:12be
40:12a
40:12Christian
40:12counselor
40:14and
40:16I
40:16am
40:16to
40:16help
40:16with
40:17deliverance
40:18I
40:19am
40:19just
40:19going
40:19to
40:19do
40:19that
40:20so
40:20I
40:20opened
40:20up
40:20the
40:20house
40:21of
40:21healing
40:21and
40:22one
40:22thing
40:22led
40:23to
40:23another
40:23we
40:23left
40:23there
40:24after
40:24several
40:25years
40:25and
40:25ended
40:26up
40:26where
40:26we
40:26are
40:26now
40:27at
40:27the
40:27Arizona
40:27Deliverance
40:28Center
40:29and
40:31God
40:33has
40:33been
40:35using
40:35us
40:35to
40:36set
40:36people
40:36free
40:37literally
40:37for
40:38years
40:39over
40:4020
40:40years
40:41now
40:41this
40:41has
40:41been
40:41going
40:42on
40:42and
40:42tens
40:42of
40:43thousands
40:43of
40:43people
40:44have
40:45come
40:45through
40:45this
40:46ministry
40:47and
40:48been
40:48physically
40:49healed
40:49and
40:50delivered
40:50from
40:50demons
40:52thousands
40:53and
40:53thousands
40:54I'm not
40:54talking
40:54about
40:55a couple
40:55hundred
40:56we have
40:57had
40:58an
40:59enormous
41:00number
41:01of
41:01people
41:02blessed
41:03by
41:03God
41:05and
41:06it
41:06all
41:06started
41:07from
41:07my
41:08daughter
41:09sitting
41:09in her
41:10wheelchair
41:12saying
41:13to me
41:14dad
41:16you're
41:17living
41:18in
41:18sin
41:20and
41:21using
41:22my
41:22daughter's
41:23example
41:23I
41:24opened
41:25up
41:25hardcore
41:25Christianity
41:27which
41:28was the
41:28polar
41:28opposite
41:29of
41:29everything
41:29I
41:30saw
41:30on
41:30Christian
41:31television
41:31I
41:32do
41:33the
41:33exact
41:33opposite
41:35and
41:35what
41:36I
41:36saw
41:36at
41:36the
41:36megachurch
41:37anything
41:38they
41:39did
41:39at
41:39church
41:39and
41:40anything
41:41I
41:41saw
41:41going
41:42on
41:42on
41:42TV
41:43I
41:44did
41:44the
41:44opposite
41:46doesn't
41:46matter
41:46what
41:47it
41:47was
41:47whatever
41:48they
41:48did
41:48I
41:49did
41:50the
41:50opposite
41:50and
41:52I'm
41:52still
41:52doing
41:52it
41:52today
41:53my
41:54daughter
41:54saved
41:55my
41:55soul
41:55using
41:56hardcore
41:57truth
41:59and
42:00that
42:00is
42:00what
42:00we
42:01do
42:01at
42:01Hardcore
42:02Christianity
42:04and
42:04that's
42:04what
42:05God
42:05is
42:05calling
42:05you
42:06to
42:06do
42:08yep
42:09yeah
42:09we
42:09don't
42:10want
42:10to
42:10be
42:10like
42:10these
42:10rot
42:11gut
42:11TV
42:12preachers
42:13you
42:13don't
42:13want
42:13to
42:13be
42:14like
42:14these
42:16church
42:16stout
42:16mega
42:17pastors
42:18you
42:19don't
42:19want
42:19to
42:19do
42:19any
42:20of
42:20that
42:20stuff
42:21you're
42:22not
42:22in
42:22this
42:22for
42:22fame
42:23or
42:23fortune
42:26you're
42:26in
42:26this
42:26thing
42:27to
42:27win
42:28and
42:29after
42:30I
42:30got
42:31delivered
42:31from
42:31demons
42:31I
42:32re-read
42:32the
42:33New
42:33Testament
42:34several
42:34times
42:35and
42:36with
42:36a
42:36new
42:37eye
42:37and
42:38I
42:38realized
42:39Jesus
42:41was
42:41a
42:42thousand
42:42times
42:42more
42:43hardcore
42:43than
42:44I
42:44ever
42:44was
42:46and
42:47I
42:47saw
42:47what
42:48I
42:48never
42:48saw
42:48before
42:50how
42:51truthfully
42:52was
42:52how
42:53aggressive
42:54he
42:54was
42:54how
42:55strong
42:55he
42:55was
42:56and
42:56how
42:57hard
42:57he
42:57was
42:57on
42:58the
42:58devil
42:59he
43:00treated
43:00the
43:00devil
43:00like
43:01pure
43:01garbage
43:02which
43:03is
43:03what
43:03God
43:03is
43:04calling
43:04you
43:05to
43:05do
43:06you
43:06know
43:06what
43:07your
43:07job
43:07is
43:07you're
43:08to
43:08be
43:08a
43:09garbage
43:09collector
43:11you're
43:12to
43:12help
43:12these
43:12poor
43:12sad
43:13sick
43:13Christians
43:14who
43:14cannot
43:14help
43:14themselves
43:17you
43:18are
43:18to
43:18tell
43:18them
43:18hey
43:18listen
43:19I
43:19got
43:19a
43:19revelation
43:20I
43:20did
43:21not
43:21know
43:22Christians
43:23could
43:23have
43:23demons
43:23they
43:24can't
43:24be
43:24possessed
43:24but they
43:25can be
43:25infected
43:26with
43:26them
43:26I
43:26know
43:26that
43:27now
43:28and
43:29you
43:29have
43:30demons
43:30you
43:31have
43:34sicknesses
43:34and
43:34you
43:36have
43:36illnesses
43:37caused
43:38by
43:38spirits
43:39and
43:40I
43:40am
43:40going
43:41to
43:41help
43:41you
43:41get
43:42rid
43:42of
43:42them
43:44that's
43:44what
43:45you're
43:45going
43:45to
43:45do
43:46so
43:46so
43:47can
43:47see
43:47here
43:48when
43:48I
43:48started
43:50the
43:50house
43:50of
43:51healing
43:51I
43:52never
43:52took
43:52a
43:53salary
43:53and
43:53never
43:53took
43:54any
43:54money
43:54from
43:54the
43:54ministry
43:55and
43:55to
43:55this
43:55day
43:56I
43:56have
43:56still
43:56never
43:56taken
43:57a
43:57salary
43:57because
43:59for
44:00years
44:00I
44:01was
44:01a
44:01workaholic
44:02chasing
44:02the
44:02almighty
44:03buck
44:03and
44:03money
44:04was
44:04my
44:05god
44:05and
44:06so
44:07I
44:07wanted
44:07real
44:08estate
44:08I
44:08wanted
44:08stocks
44:09I
44:10wanted
44:10all
44:10these
44:10things
44:11and
44:12when
44:12I
44:12became
44:13a
44:14lay
44:14minister
44:15a
44:15Christian
44:16counselor
44:16I
44:16said
44:16to
44:17myself
44:17I've
44:18chased
44:18money
44:18all
44:19my
44:19life
44:20I'm
44:21not
44:21going
44:21to
44:21chase
44:21money
44:22anymore
44:22I'm
44:23going
44:23to
44:23repent
44:23of
44:23it
44:24in fact
44:24I'm
44:24not
44:24even
44:25going
44:25to
44:25take
44:26a
44:27salary
44:27in
44:27the
44:27ministry
44:28I'm
44:28going
44:28to
44:28donate
44:28it
44:29all
44:29back
44:29to
44:29the
44:29Lord
44:31because
44:31I
44:31used
44:32to
44:32worship
44:32money
44:32now
44:33I
44:34hate
44:34money
44:35I
44:36hate
44:36it
44:37I
44:37do
44:38not
44:38take
44:41because
44:41for
44:42years
44:42I
44:42scraped
44:43after
44:43money
44:45if
44:45I'm
44:45making
44:45any
44:46sense
44:46maybe
44:47I'm
44:47not
44:47right
44:47now
44:48but
44:49taking
44:50money
44:50from
44:50the
44:50ministry
44:51just
44:52gave
44:52me
44:52a
44:52bad
44:52feeling
44:53because
44:53I
44:54had
44:54spent
44:54so
44:54many
44:54years
44:55worshiping
44:56at
44:56the
44:56altar
44:56of
44:57economic
44:58bales
44:59and
45:00wanted
45:00all the
45:01stocks
45:02and the
45:02real estate
45:02and the
45:03cash
45:03and all
45:03that
45:04crap
45:04I
45:05got so
45:05sick
45:06of it
45:07so
45:08when
45:09you
45:09donate
45:09to
45:09hardcore
45:10Christianity
45:11I
45:12do
45:12not
45:12take
45:12any
45:12money
45:13my
45:13wife
45:13does
45:13not
45:14take
45:14a
45:14salary
45:14we
45:15don't
45:15take
45:15any
45:15salaries
45:16out
45:16of
45:16the
45:16ministry
45:16in fact
45:17believe it
45:17or not
45:18nobody
45:18at the
45:18ministry
45:19takes
45:19salaries
45:20all the
45:21money
45:21you
45:21donate
45:22to
45:22us
45:22goes
45:22to
45:23the
45:23needs
45:24of
45:24the
45:24ministry
45:25nobody
45:26takes
45:26any
45:26money
45:26nobody
45:27gets
45:27the
45:27salary
45:28everybody
45:28is
45:29a
45:30volunteer
45:32but
45:33you
45:33friend
45:34yes
45:35you've
45:36got
45:36some
45:36strongholds
45:37mine
45:38was
45:38lust
45:38and
45:38anger
45:39and
45:40you
45:40are
45:40going
45:40to
45:40get
45:40rid
45:41of
45:41them
45:44listen
45:44to
45:44me
45:45you
45:45are
45:45going
45:45to
45:46get
45:46rid
45:46of
45:46them
45:47and
45:47you're
45:47going
45:47to
45:47do
45:48it
45:48now
45:49you're
45:49not
45:49going
45:49to
45:49wait
45:50till
45:50you're
45:50an old
45:51man
45:51like
45:51me
45:51and
45:51I'm
45:52in
45:52my
45:5270s
45:53I'm
45:53shot
45:55you're
45:55not
45:55going
45:56to
45:56do
45:56that
45:56you're
45:56going
45:56to
45:57do
45:57it
45:57now
45:57you're
45:58in
45:58your
45:5830s
45:59you're
45:59in
45:59your
45:5940s
46:00you've
46:01got
46:01great
46:01years
46:02ahead
46:02of
46:02you
46:02in
46:03this
46:04war
46:04of
46:05the
46:05worlds
46:06and
46:06it
46:06is
46:07a
46:07hellish
46:08war
46:09I'm
46:09telling
46:10you
46:10don't
46:10tell
46:10me
46:10I
46:10don't
46:11know
46:11what
46:11I'm
46:11talking
46:11about
46:12every
46:13time
46:13I
46:14see
46:14my
46:14daughter
46:14in
46:15a
46:15wheelchair
46:17I
46:17know
46:17this
46:18is
46:18a
46:18war
46:20the
46:20devil
46:21murdered
46:22her
46:23and
46:23God
46:24raised
46:25her
46:25from
46:25the
46:25dead
46:28he
46:28wants
46:29to
46:29murder
46:29you
46:29too
46:29friends
46:30and
46:30in
46:30fact
46:30you've
46:31had
46:31relatives
46:32don't
46:32tell
46:32me
46:32you
46:33haven't
46:34you've
46:34had
46:34relatives
46:35that
46:36the
46:36devil
46:36has
46:37tried
46:37to
46:37murder
46:38he's
46:39tried
46:39to
46:39kill
46:39him
46:39because
46:40he
46:40steals
46:40everything
46:41he
46:41kills
46:42everything
46:43he
46:44destroys
46:44everything
46:45and
46:46you
46:46have
46:47had
46:47it
46:47up
46:47to
46:47here
46:48with
46:48him
46:51you're
46:52not
46:52going
46:52to
46:52be
46:52a
46:52wishy
46:53washy
46:54megachurch
46:54pastor
46:55who
46:55has
46:55to
46:55kiss
46:55everybody's
46:56butt
46:57from
46:57here
46:58to
46:58the
46:58New
46:58Jersey
46:59turnpike
47:00what a
47:01menace
47:01can you
47:01imagine
47:02being a
47:02megachurch
47:03pastor
47:03what a
47:04horrible
47:04ministry
47:05that is
47:05having
47:06to kiss
47:07people's
47:07butt
47:08to get
47:08them
47:08to
47:08donate
47:09money
47:09can you
47:09imagine
47:10being
47:10a
47:10TV
47:10preacher
47:11pouring
47:12yourself
47:12out
47:12for a
47:13couple
47:13of
47:13bucks
47:13no
47:14way
47:14you know
47:15what
47:15your main
47:16focus
47:16is
47:16the
47:17moving
47:17of
47:18the
47:18spirit
47:19I'll
47:20say
47:20one
47:20last
47:20thing
47:20I've
47:21gone
47:21too
47:21far
47:21I
47:22apologize
47:22I
47:22kept
47:23going
47:23here
47:24I'll
47:25say
47:25one
47:25more
47:25thing
47:27when
47:27I
47:27opened
47:28up
47:28the
47:28house
47:28of
47:28healing
47:28many
47:29years
47:29ago
47:32I
47:32told
47:32the
47:33Lord
47:34I
47:34said
47:35I'm
47:35not
47:35going
47:36to
47:37take
47:37offerings
47:38or
47:40put
47:41any
47:41kind
47:41of
47:41push
47:42for
47:42money
47:42I'm
47:43going
47:43to
47:43mention
47:43it
47:44if
47:45you'd
47:45like
47:45to
47:45donate
47:46great
47:47if
47:47you
47:47do
47:47not
47:47want
47:48to
47:48donate
47:48we
47:49love
47:49you
47:49the
47:49same
47:51I
47:52want
47:52you
47:52to
47:52handle
47:52the
47:52money
47:54I
47:54said
47:54all
47:54I
47:55want
47:55from
47:55you
47:56is
47:56the
47:56moving
47:57of
47:57the
47:57Holy
47:58Ghost
47:58that's
47:58what
47:58I
47:58said
47:59to
47:59the
47:59Lord
48:01all
48:01I
48:01care
48:01about
48:02is
48:02the
48:02moving
48:02in
48:02the
48:02spirit
48:03because
48:03that
48:03was
48:03the
48:03only
48:04thing
48:04in
48:04the
48:04assembly
48:05of
48:05God
48:07religion
48:07that
48:07I
48:07used
48:08to
48:08be
48:08a
48:08part
48:08of
48:08that
48:09was
48:09the
48:09only
48:09thing
48:09I
48:09really
48:10liked
48:12I
48:12mean
48:12I
48:12was
48:12okay
48:13with
48:13a lot
48:13of
48:13the
48:13stuff
48:14and
48:14enjoyed
48:14the
48:14teaching
48:15and
48:15those
48:16kinds
48:16of
48:16things
48:16but
48:17the
48:17only
48:17thing
48:17I
48:18really
48:18liked
48:20was
48:20seeing
48:21the
48:21Holy
48:21Ghost
48:22move
48:23that
48:24was
48:24my
48:24favorite
48:24thing
48:27and
48:27that's
48:27what
48:28I
48:28told
48:28the
48:28Lord
48:28I
48:28said
48:29I
48:29want
48:29in
48:29every
48:29single
48:30service
48:30here
48:31at
48:31the
48:31house
48:31in
48:31healing
48:32I
48:33want
48:33the
48:33Holy
48:33Spirit
48:34to
48:34move
48:36delivering
48:36somebody
48:37or
48:37healing
48:37somebody
48:39or
48:39giving
48:39somebody
48:40a
48:40gift
48:40whatever
48:40it
48:40is
48:41doesn't
48:41matter
48:41I
48:42just
48:42want
48:42to
48:42see
48:42him
48:43move
48:44and
48:45I
48:45told
48:45the
48:46Lord
48:46I'm
48:46not
48:46going
48:46to
48:46preach
48:47a
48:47happy
48:49kiss
48:49my
48:49butt
48:49message
48:50that's
48:50not
48:50going
48:51to
48:51happen
48:51for
48:51me
48:53I'm
48:53going
48:53to
48:53teach
48:54filthy
48:55rotten
48:55nasty
48:56messages
48:57I'm
48:58going
48:58to
48:58add
48:58grace
48:59to
48:59the
48:59end
48:59of
48:59it
48:59and
49:00then
49:00I'm
49:01asking
49:01you
49:01to
49:02fill
49:02these
49:02altars
49:03with
49:03people
49:03who
49:03need
49:04to
49:04be
49:04delivered
49:04and
49:05healed
49:06amen
49:07and
49:08the
49:09first
49:09service
49:09at the
49:10house
49:10of
49:10healing
49:11my
49:11first
49:12service
49:12there
49:13was
49:14eight
49:14people
49:14there
49:16that's
49:17right
49:18people
49:18there
49:19and
49:20two
49:21of
49:21them
49:21were
49:21me
49:21and
49:21my
49:21wife
49:22so
49:22I
49:22cut
49:22it
49:22to
49:22six
49:24and
49:25I
49:25had
49:25an
49:26altar
49:26call
49:26and
49:27boom
49:28the
49:29Holy
49:29Ghost
49:29plowed
49:30into
49:30six
49:30people
49:32and
49:32so
49:33God
49:34taught me
49:34something
49:34that day
49:35that
49:35large
49:36crowds
49:36are not
49:37the
49:37important
49:37thing
49:38and
49:38so
49:38I
49:38never
49:39ever
49:39again
49:40focused
49:40on
49:41the
49:42number
49:42of
49:42people
49:43that
49:43were
49:43there
49:43I
49:44only
49:44focused
49:45on
49:45the
49:45quality
49:46of
49:46the
49:46soul
49:47seeking
49:48the
49:48face
49:48of
49:48God
49:51and
49:51I've
49:52never
49:52changed
49:53decades
49:54later
49:54I'm
49:55doing
49:55the
49:55same
49:55thing
49:55now
49:56I
49:56did
49:56that
49:57first
49:57service
49:57at
49:58the
49:58house
49:58of
49:58healing
49:59preach
49:59it
50:00hard
50:02throw
50:03in the
50:03grace
50:03and
50:04mercy
50:05and
50:05then
50:07get
50:07them
50:07delivered
50:08and
50:08healed
50:11now
50:11may
50:11God
50:11may have
50:12called
50:12you to
50:12something
50:13different
50:13I'm
50:13not
50:14telling
50:14you
50:14to
50:14do
50:14what
50:14I
50:15I'm
50:15doing
50:15okay
50:16that's
50:17none of
50:17my
50:17business
50:18that's
50:18between
50:18you
50:18and
50:19the
50:19Lord
50:19I
50:20was
50:20just
50:20sharing
50:21my
50:22story
50:22today
50:23I
50:24just
50:24wanted
50:24you
50:24to
50:24know
50:25what
50:25I've
50:25kind
50:25of
50:25been
50:26through
50:26over
50:27the
50:27years
50:28and
50:28God
50:29is
50:30calling
50:30you
50:31friend
50:31to
50:32Matthew
50:3428
50:34and
50:35Mark
50:35chapter
50:3616
50:37that
50:38is
50:39the
50:40two
50:40sections
50:41of
50:41text
50:41that
50:42contain
50:42the
50:42great
50:42commission
50:45going to
50:46all the
50:47world
50:47and
50:49preach
50:49the
50:49gospel
50:52he that
50:53believes
50:53that is
50:53baptized
50:54shall be
50:54sozo
50:56saved and
50:57delivered
50:57he that
50:58believes
50:58not
50:59shall be
51:02crino
51:03damned
51:04judged
51:07that's
51:08it
51:10mark
51:10said
51:11in
51:11these
51:11signs
51:12greek
51:12word
51:13simian
51:14shall
51:15follow
51:15those
51:16who
51:16believe
51:16in
51:17my
51:17name
51:17they
51:18will
51:18cast
51:19out
51:19demons
51:20they
51:21will
51:22speak
51:22with
51:23glosa
51:24new
51:25tongues
51:25by the
51:26way
51:27every
51:27saturday
51:27at
51:28430
51:28we have
51:28the
51:29most
51:30unique
51:30worship
51:31service
51:31anywhere
51:32in the
51:33southwestern
51:34united
51:34states
51:35we all
51:37the folks
51:37gather
51:38together
51:38to sing
51:39in tongues
51:40to the
51:40lord
51:41you wouldn't
51:42believe the
51:42anointing in
51:43that service
51:43saturdays at
51:44430 i hope
51:45you i hope
51:46you'll come
51:47the anointing
51:48falls down
51:49and after the
51:50service you
51:50would not
51:51believe the
51:51spectacular
51:52healings and
51:53deliverances
51:53that happen
51:54just last
51:55saturday
51:56some guy
51:57was totally
51:58deaf in his
51:59right ear
51:59he got
52:00healed
52:03so that
52:04service is
52:05one if i
52:06was you i
52:06would not
52:06mean it
52:07miss it
52:08if you are
52:09struggling
52:10finishing your
52:11deliverance
52:12and struggling
52:13renewing your
52:14mind please
52:14come monday
52:15night to
52:16our
52:16overcomers
52:18meeting
52:18at 530
52:20monday night
52:21and we
52:23will help
52:23you get
52:24the rest
52:24of the
52:25demons
52:25out
52:27and on
52:28behalf of
52:29my youngest
52:30daughter
52:31tracy
52:31smith
52:33a 16
52:35year old
52:35girl
52:35who's
52:36god used
52:37to save
52:38my rotten
52:39stinking
52:40stench ridden
52:41soul
52:43and who
52:44god used
52:45to bring
52:46me decades
52:48later to
52:49this podcast
52:50talking to
52:51you
52:55goodbye my
52:55friends i love
52:56you see you
52:57next time
53:01don't
53:02you
53:02you
53:02you
53:03you
53:03you
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