#video #Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 04: Stage Five Clinger ENGLISH SUB
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00:14I
00:15Think we just need to say what we want to do
00:26Do you need time to think about it?
00:33I
00:33This morning and in the first date I had I just got like a gut punch just felt
00:40Like a little bit more
00:42Like a different feeling
00:48I think that's a sign I
00:53Think so too
00:56And I'm so sorry if I was just don't be sorry don't be sorry
01:00All I want is someone who gets me
01:03Until then I'm not settling
01:06Bye Connor
01:07I've been all through the mud
01:10I've got a wild side
01:13All I want is someone who understands my heart
01:19The dark places I have been
01:21Right now
01:22I'd rather be lonely
01:24I'm holding out for someone who gets me
01:31Emma
01:32What happened?
01:33You broke up?
01:35Are you okay?
01:36Who was this?
01:37Your number two?
01:38No it's my number one
01:39I think
01:43It's not easy
01:45No
01:48No
01:49No
01:49No
01:54No
01:55No
01:55No
01:56No
01:56No
01:57No
02:04You
02:05He was like I have just a feeling and I was like you got to follow that feeling
02:11Yeah.
02:12You're not going to change your mind.
02:26So checking in, how are we emotionally
02:28when it comes to your grandpa?
02:31It's a lot, but having that family support,
02:33it's kept me at peace.
02:34OK, good.
02:35So how are you feeling?
02:37Good, I got a little workout in, which I mean, honestly,
02:40is kind of the nice part of pod dating,
02:43because I don't exactly smell like roses over here,
02:47but you don't know that.
02:49It's fun to envision you.
02:51I think you're probably going to be wrong about me.
02:56Time will tell.
02:57I have a guess for you, but obviously,
02:59like, having the name Devontae.
03:02I could be French, I could be Italian.
03:05You could be.
03:06Devontae.
03:07Shut up.
03:10You're definitely not French.
03:12Not with that accent.
03:13You'll never know.
03:15So with your dad, I know you said he wasn't present in your life.
03:19How old were you when he stopped being a big part of your life?
03:23Around like three or four.
03:25How old were you when he passed?
03:27I was 18, and he was 42.
03:32Jeez.
03:33There was one time after one of my high school football games,
03:36I was going off the field, and you know how people Friday nights are all waiting by the fence.
03:41And I remember someone by themselves, and they're like, hey, good game.
03:44And I just kept walking.
03:47And then my mom was like, hey, did you talk to anyone?
03:50And I was like, what are you talking about?
03:51And I didn't know, but it was my father.
03:54Oh, wow.
03:55I just didn't have any idea and just never heard or saw from him again.
04:00I did get like a chance to like meet him like once.
04:03But at that time, you're an 18-year-old kid.
04:05You don't really know what to even say.
04:07Like, I always questioned.
04:08I was like, how could you have a child and you don't want to be in their life?
04:12I was like, if my father like didn't even want me, like, sorry.
04:18With my therapist, like all the things that I wrote down, like who I want to be on that paper,
04:23the very top, the most important to me was to be a husband and then to be a father.
04:28Yeah.
04:28I want to be my kid's everything.
04:30That's what I want.
04:32Yeah.
04:32My mom's my best friend.
04:34I do her lashes, her nails.
04:36I hope that I'm half of the mom that she is when I do become a mom.
04:41I definitely think having this emotional connection makes the physical 10 times better.
04:46And I think that's kind of why I'm in this season of celibacy because it feels different.
04:51Yeah.
04:52We've got these little phrases over here.
04:54Like, you're feeling like some feels for somebody.
04:57Like, oh, I got the tingly-winglies.
04:58Like, it's like when you're feeling it in your heart.
05:01And then the other one, it's basically when you're feeling it down below.
05:05That's the one that you need to run from.
05:08Which one do I give you?
05:09The tingly-winglies?
05:10Yeah, you give me the tingly-winglies.
05:16Oh, you have me smiling ear to ear.
05:19Yeah, you got the tingly-winglies.
05:20I have the tingly-winglies.
05:22I have the tingly-winglies.
05:29After meeting you, my whole perspective has changed on a lot of things.
05:33And it's an amazing feeling to your core, Jess, how compassionate you are, how kind you are.
05:38I wouldn't want to spend the rest of my life with anyone else, ever.
05:43I love the way that you talk to me.
05:45This is the greatest gift I have ever been given.
05:49I'm in love with you.
05:50Yeah.
05:51And, like, that's the truth.
05:54And, oh, my gosh.
05:58Jess Lee.
06:02Will you spend the rest of your life with me and marry me?
06:16I will.
06:16I love you so much.
06:19I love you.
06:20I love you so much.
06:21I have my hands on the wall.
06:23Oh, my God.
06:26I think I felt that.
06:29I love you.
06:30I love you.
06:43I'm engaged.
06:53I just don't know what to do.
06:56I don't want to go to my second just because my first doesn't like me, but I also owe it
07:02to myself
07:03to try and continue this experiment.
07:05Re-evaluate after the date.
07:07Yeah.
07:08Going into today, I really thought I was on the same page with Connor.
07:14I thought I knew things, and I don't.
07:17I'm getting in my mind a little, but I came here to find love.
07:20So I do think it would be regretful of me to not try.
07:24Baby, could it be like, baby, could it be like, baby, could it be like?
07:31Hello.
07:32Hi.
07:33Talk about waiting all day to see or speak to you.
07:37You were waiting all day for me?
07:38I was.
07:39I mean, it's been absolute chaos out there.
07:43There's like six guys here that have number ones.
07:47I was hoping it was going to be you, but I didn't know if it was.
07:49I was super nervous.
07:51Mm-hmm.
07:53So I'm so sorry.
07:54I feel so bad.
07:54But yeah, um, today me and my second ended it.
08:03Do you want to hear this?
08:05You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.
08:07I think it's important for our journey.
08:13It wasn't mutual.
08:14Oh, shit.
08:15Okay.
08:15Um.
08:17Well, it was him ending it with you then?
08:19Mm-hmm.
08:19Yeah.
08:20Okay.
08:20Yeah.
08:21So he had another connection.
08:22Yep.
08:23Jesus Christ.
08:25No, Mike.
08:26I don't want that to negate what we have.
08:29I just think in the past couple days, like I was juggling so many people.
08:33Yeah.
08:33So I do, I do really like you.
08:37And it's just in my mind.
08:38I just need to get that shit out of my mind.
08:43Yeah.
08:44And you were so incredibly kind and caring and listening.
08:49Like it has meant a lot to me, so.
08:51Listen, I know, you know, I know we got a little deep and I know it was very emotional and
08:57it gave me like a little bit more clarity, obviously.
08:59And like I said, I waited all day for this.
09:02You've been my number one for since the beginning.
09:09And yeah, I can't wait.
09:10I have a question actually to ask you like tonight.
09:12You, you're getting on one knee already?
09:14It involves like what your ring looks like.
09:17Seriously?
09:18Swear to God.
09:20Damn.
09:21Think about that and we will chat tonight.
09:23I will not ditch you.
09:25Don't ditch me.
09:25I will be there.
09:26I will be there or I will be square.
09:28Bye, Emma.
09:31I will be there or I will be there or I will be there or I will be there.
09:37Falling in love with him every single day.
09:40So exciting.
09:41What's his last name?
09:42Spees.
09:43Spees?
09:43It's kind of funny though.
09:44Breezy Spees.
09:45Breezy Spees.
09:47Breezy Spees.
09:48Breezy Spees.
09:50I do have some things to say.
09:53Okay, let's hear them.
09:53Wait, you really want to hear it?
09:54I do.
09:55Okay.
09:56Connor.
09:57Yes.
09:57From the moment I met you, I knew I met my perfect match.
10:01You take away all my self-doubts of never being enough or being too much and embrace
10:07me for all that I am, even though I cut you off every other sentence.
10:13Thinking about our future together, I know that the best is yet to come.
10:18You've been my slow burn from the start, but falling in love with you more and more each
10:23day has been my favorite part.
10:24I believe it's fate that brought us together and know that it will be unconditional love
10:29that will keep us bonded for a lifetime.
10:32I can't wait to start this next chapter with you.
10:35You're the man I've been praying to find and I'm so excited to be your ride or die and forever
10:40stage five clinger.
10:42Oh my God.
10:43Are you ready for this?
10:45Brianna, I am so ready for this.
10:47I can't believe we found each other.
10:49I am so happy that we did.
10:52I really do think you're my person.
10:54Like, it's crazy.
10:55I did not see this coming.
10:58And that's why I think it's one last coincidence for us that this just happened.
11:05You are everything I could ever ask for.
11:09You support me.
11:11You laugh at all the dumbest jokes I tell.
11:14Thank you for helping me open up.
11:17Thank you for challenging me.
11:19Thank you for being open.
11:21Thank you for feeling like you can share anything with me.
11:25You make me feel secure.
11:27Thank you for accepting me for me.
11:30Thank you for being authentic, honest, and genuine.
11:34Most of all, thank you for being you.
11:37I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
11:41I love you.
11:43Brianna Marie McNeese.
11:47Will you marry me?
11:54Absolutely, let's go.
11:59Oh my gosh.
12:01We are engaged.
12:03Holy shit.
12:04I love you.
12:04I love you too.
12:05Let's go.
12:13Come on boys, come on.
12:18I love you too.
12:24You guys, I'm screaming, crying, throwing up.
12:27I literally would walk into the dates with Vick and be like, Kevin.
12:42That's so freaking funny.
12:44What's up Kevin?
12:45Wait, has he told you that?
12:46No.
12:47But I knew it wasn't him.
12:49They have very different voices.
12:50Yeah.
12:50You're going to be perfect.
12:51I, I...
12:52You are perfect.
12:53I am excited to see y'all's journey.
12:55I was literally telling Dynasty.
12:56I was like, I don't know who else could be.
12:57I said, but I would not be mad if it's Christine.
12:59From day one, you've been authentic with what you have in common,
13:03which is your freaking faith.
13:04Like the type of personalities that y'all are.
13:06The way that you would blend in with his family.
13:08His background story.
13:10I know Dynasty struggled with like, my story isn't that.
13:13And I don't know how I could relate to someone that came from that.
13:16Which I got.
13:17That just didn't make sense for me with him.
13:20And I know like, may look different, maybe a different color.
13:22But your story and his story are similar.
13:25It's just different colors, different version.
13:27And it sounded to me like he needed someone to connect with on that level.
13:31So, I think your love story is beautiful.
13:34You're in La La Land.
13:36I am in La La Land.
13:37I'm the president of La La Land right now.
13:39I'm the mayor.
13:40You're the mayor of La La Land.
13:43Ooh.
13:45Seeing the girls thriving and happy and falling in love with someone makes me feel worthy.
13:50Like, why wouldn't this work for me?
13:52I don't know.
13:53I feel like I deserve to have a husband.
13:57I deserve to have a husband on the other side of that wall.
14:00Kevin better be for me.
14:03Um, that is my expectation.
14:09But Kevin has to make a decision.
14:12Every time I'm like now looking at the door and Tyler together, it's just when she goes,
14:17what did you say?
14:18Not rewind, but you're like,
14:19Renew.
14:20Renew and like walked out.
14:21I was like, very embarrassing.
14:23The fuck?
14:23Good.
14:24No, nothing's embarrassing here.
14:26I don't think I'm necessarily worried about Kevin dating other folks.
14:31I think that's what we're supposed to be doing.
14:33It's my intention to ignore the noise and focus on what's going on here.
14:47Wow.
14:50That's a watch.
14:51I talked to you a little bit about honoring my dad and I've been wearing my watch every day.
14:58It, it looks great.
15:01It reminds me of my father, but I feel like it's perfect for you too, because I feel like sometimes
15:07you're in your head and I want this watch to represent understanding that it is okay.
15:14If it takes a few more ticks to understand where you're at with things, just know that
15:21everything is what it should be.
15:26That's beautiful.
15:31Kia, you deserve honesty.
15:34I'm Kevin from Columbus.
15:37I'm literally putting everything by my bootstraps to pay for my stuff, my mother's stuff.
15:47Drive a little beat up Chevy Cruze.
15:50I love it.
15:52I don't have no crazy crib or anything.
15:55I just have like a little one bedroom apartment.
15:57I don't have everything figured out.
15:59I came out here to take a chance and find someone that's special.
16:04You are a phenomenal, amazing person.
16:12And I do think you deserve the world.
16:18Yes, I do.
16:20I know that.
16:24But to be clear, I don't want a man that has it all.
16:27It doesn't matter.
16:28What matters is someone who is kind or who is thoughtful.
16:33It doesn't matter.
16:34You're right.
16:37But at the same time, you are so awesome, Kevin.
16:43I hope you feel like that.
16:47I appreciate you, Kia, for really taking the time to learn about me and getting to know me.
16:54You are phenomenal, Kia.
17:00Yeah.
17:01Damn.
17:01In this experience, the one thing I really have learned is what it means to love.
17:09For you to share that with me, it means the world to me.
17:15You, Kia, you have really opened my eyes.
17:20I feel good.
17:21I want a better word than good.
17:24I feel thankful.
17:29Thankful for this experiment.
17:32And I don't know.
17:32Like, I feel like we unlocked it.
17:36Like, this is crazy, right?
17:37Do you want to open up the gift?
17:41Oh, my God.
17:43Are you kidding me?
17:44It's so funny because of what you do, you know, for basketball.
17:50And I want to be the LeBron James of fathers.
17:56This is really cool.
17:57This is a very sweet gift.
17:58Are you kidding me?
17:59Oh, my God.
18:02Oh, I'm so excited.
18:05How do you feel right now?
18:07Uh, I feel just heavy.
18:14A little uneasy.
18:15Really?
18:16But today, I think I really just realized that I probably should let Kia win.
18:27Okay.
18:29Let everybody win.
18:30Let what?
18:33Let, let, let Kia win.
18:35Let everybody win.
18:37Let, I don't know.
18:39Like, it's, this is so crazy to me.
18:42I don't know if I'm worth the love of both people that I've been talking with now.
18:50Yeah, it's time to start doing the mature decisions, you know?
18:58We have feelings for each other, right?
18:59Yes.
19:00I care.
19:02Kia, I do, you know, care about you.
19:04You really took it to a whole nother level.
19:10But I also know that I have to make sure I'm making the best decision for everybody.
19:20Yeah, me and Tyler.
19:27I want the best for Kia and I don't want
19:34to fuck out.
19:36We both have a lot to think about.
19:38You want the best for me.
19:39I want the best for me.
19:41But I, on a serious note, I want the best for you too.
19:44So like,
19:47yeah.
19:47Yeah.
19:50Let's go process.
19:52I'm going to go see if they'll let me play basketball with my new shiny blue basketball.
20:01I deserve somebody who's willing to take all the risks for me.
20:04You all have an instinct today.
20:06Right now, the power is like all in his hands.
20:09Yeah.
20:09I don't like that at all.
20:11Yeah.
20:13Hi guys.
20:14Hi, beautiful.
20:16Hi.
20:16Hi.
20:17How was it?
20:18It was good.
20:19Good.
20:20Is that a gift?
20:21It is a gift.
20:23Well, you guys know how, well, I don't know if you guys know this about me,
20:25but I used to work for the Cavs in sales and marketing.
20:28Long story short, I'm a basketball girlie.
20:30And ironically enough, I got a basketball.
20:35So like, what are the odds?
20:37Very sweet gift.
20:48I'm just going to say it because I just can't with this whole fucking secret of
20:51shit.
20:51Like, it's me and Kia, like sitting in this fucking room every day.
20:56And that's my girl.
20:57We're just sitting ducks.
20:58I know it sounds silly, but it's like, I just want to be somebody's like, undeniable choice.
21:04I just want for once, like, a man to be like.
21:08That they choose Tyler, I know.
21:13But you and Kia have been phenomenal.
21:18I don't want to fucking let anybody down.
21:26Shit's, shit's hard, man.
21:28It's the hardest decisions I've ever had to make in my life.
21:33I don't know what your journey is with Kia, but what I would need like today is for you to
21:42only be dating me.
21:45I need you to make a decision.
21:52I'm just going to speak from the heart.
21:54When I hear your name, like my face, it lights up.
21:57I love that passion that you've had.
22:00You've been just so fucking steady rock, fighting for it, getting to it.
22:08It's like, wow.
22:13That's true love right there.
22:15That's fucking true love.
22:18So what you going to do, Kevin?
22:29I am choosing...
22:33fucking Tyler.
22:34Kevin, look at you making a decision.
22:39This feels so good.
22:41Wow.
22:41Are we, like, official?
22:45You are currently my girl.
22:51I got a boyfriend?
22:53Oh, yes, ma'am.
22:56I got a boyfriend?
22:57Yes, ma'am.
22:59Oh, I haven't had a boyfriend in so long.
23:02Okay, so we're official now.
23:04Love that for us.
23:06Love that.
23:06Now that I'm your girlfriend, do you remember my middle name?
23:14Because I don't remember yours at all.
23:16Facts, facts.
23:17I don't, I don't.
23:18It's Marie.
23:19Marie.
23:19Oh, shit, I did.
23:23Oh, my gosh.
23:25In all seriousness, I have loved every interaction,
23:31moment when we had to share the highs and the lows.
23:34Yeah.
23:34I can't shy away from how that makes me feel.
23:38What's the feeling like?
23:41It feels like I'm floating.
23:50It feels like cloud nine.
23:52It's a wild feeling.
23:54It's a great adventure.
23:56I think I'm falling in love.
23:57I don't know what that is.
23:59Yeah.
24:02Oh, man.
24:04Man, this is, what a fucking day.
24:06What a day.
24:08Oh.
24:10Oh, my God.
24:12Okay, I kind of got to pee.
24:15Okay.
24:17Want to take a quick 10 minutes?
24:19Yeah, I'll hop out.
24:20Okay.
24:21I'll see you soon.
24:27Hi, sweet girl.
24:29I got to pee.
24:31I have to go potty?
24:32Do you need anything?
24:34Do you want an old-fashioned?
24:36Yes.
24:37You want a snack?
24:38Yeah, maybe some cheese and salsa.
24:41Is Kia in here?
24:42What?
24:42Is Kia in here?
24:43No.
24:45I have a boyfriend.
24:47Shut the fuck up.
24:48What happened?
24:49She has a boyfriend.
24:53I think Kia is in a good headspace about it.
24:57Girl.
25:02So are you going to wait till he can talk to her tomorrow or are you going to say anything?
25:06I'm not saying anything.
25:07Okay.
25:07I wonder if he can ask to talk to her tonight or if he'll just stay till tomorrow.
25:10I think I might ask him.
25:12Yeah, you don't want to sleep on that shit.
25:13You fucking decide.
25:17It's about you.
25:20You're good.
25:21Have fun.
25:22Good luck, sweet friend.
25:23I love y'all.
25:24No, that is hard.
25:29I wonder if we should take a shot now or wait for Kia.
25:35Welcome back.
25:37It was just Emma and Christine in there.
25:39And I was like, I'm just going on a quick bathroom break and like, how do you feel?
25:42I was like, I feel really good.
25:43And they looked at me really confused because they were like, okay, I think Kia also feels really good.
25:49Yeah.
25:49That just feels like shit to me.
25:51I'm sorry.
25:52Like, she could be laying out her engagement outfit where she's going to get engaged in.
25:57Like, that's just kind of fucked up, Kevin.
25:59Like, if it was me, I would want you to tell me.
26:07I have been having strong connections with her.
26:14It was hard choosing between, you know, you two.
26:19And why was that again?
26:22I didn't want someone who I had these feelings for to just to leave.
26:34You know, at the end of the day, Tyler, I felt very deeply about you.
26:40But me and Kia were able to bond.
26:44Is there any parts of you that feel like you have, like, feelings of love for her?
26:53Love is a very strong word.
26:55Yeah.
26:56But I will say, you know, definitely, you know, bonded, exchanged gifts.
27:01It's relating to a lot of, a lot of stuff.
27:06How are you going to tell me that?
27:07You literally asked me to be your girlfriend.
27:10Yes, I want you to be my girlfriend.
27:14But having two amazing people, this isn't a fucking game, you know?
27:21This is our lives.
27:24Like, this isn't fucking...
27:27Oh, my God.
27:35I want you, though.
27:37What the fuck is happening?
27:41You know?
27:46What?
27:48I want you.
27:50I do want that.
27:53Oh, my God.
28:02Okay.
28:08Oh, my God.
28:09I just...
28:09Oh, I feel so fucking dumb.
28:12Not...
28:12Not dumb.
28:15Oh, my God.
28:18I feel like my jaw is, like, on the floor.
28:23How do you ask somebody to be their girlfriend?
28:25How do you talk about engagements and weddings and marriage and life?
28:31If you don't feel ready to be married, if you don't feel ready to be engaged...
28:33I feel...
28:34I feel ready.
28:35Oh, my God.
28:36I feel crazy.
28:38Don't feel crazy, Tyler.
28:40But, baby, tomorrow, you're supposed to be getting down on one knee.
28:44I know.
28:44I know.
28:46But I wanted to talk through us, though.
28:50Let me just be very clear.
28:52I'm not spending the night in that hotel with the feeling that I have right now.
28:56I'm not coming back tomorrow.
28:58This is crazy.
28:59This is bananas.
29:00This is nuts.
29:02Like, if I think about how my husband would make me feel, it's how I felt two hours ago,
29:07not how I feel right now, which is fucking crazy.
29:10If you're my husband, you got to spend the rest of your life making it up to me.
29:12But if you're not my husband, then leave me alone.
29:15I'm gonna go.
29:17Tyler, don't go.
29:20You are an amazing woman.
29:23You are that person that I want to be with.
29:28Prove it.
29:30Okay.
29:32Let me figure out how to do something.
29:38Because I'm not coming back here tomorrow without clarity.
29:42And I don't know how to tell you to do that.
29:44Okay.
29:44So you got to figure that out.
29:47I'll figure it out.
29:48All right.
29:49Good night.
29:49Good night.
29:53Might be having one of the craziest days ever.
30:00Girl, unless that man can send a secret carrier to my motherfucking hotel room,
30:04I told him I'm not getting back on another bus.
30:07I just went on the most roller coaster of my shit too, bro.
30:10This shit is fucking crazy, bro.
30:13I got to figure some shit out, man.
30:16If you already see the last five hours I've been through,
30:18I just feel like I got jumped by, like, sumo wrestlers.
30:24Oh, Jesus.
30:25Like, I just got my ass looked.
30:30It was, I was great, man.
30:32It went from great to okay.
30:34Ooh.
30:34Who's that?
30:35Who?
30:36Which one?
30:37Tyler.
30:38Tyler.
30:38Who's that at your top or?
30:39Well, it's been, but I thought we were, said that we're, we were ready to move forward and
30:49be together and, you know, move forward.
30:51But then she did make me think about with Nia.
30:57I just don't, I just don't like how that ended up.
30:59I don't know if that helped me.
31:04I don't think you got to lay it off and tell her that you love her.
31:08Yeah.
31:09I went from exuberant to just fucking, what the fuck, bro.
31:14It's gonna work out.
31:16It's gonna work out.
31:17Appreciate it, man.
31:29Hello.
31:30Good morning, my love.
31:32How are you?
31:32I'm good.
31:34How did you sleep?
31:35Amazing.
31:37That's good.
31:38I do not, I was up a lot.
31:41Daydreaming.
31:42What were you daydreaming about?
31:44Our life together.
31:46I am grateful for you.
31:49Thank you for bringing me so much peace and comfort and security.
31:54Even with not even physically being with you, I just feel so safe.
31:59I feel loved, I feel seen, and I pray for a lifetime of laughs, love, and lots of babies.
32:10You have me at a loss for words.
32:12I met my best friend, and I'm excited to do life with you.
32:18Brittany, Elena, Wicker, I love you.
32:25Will you marry me?
32:30Yes!
32:32I knew you didn't know what I was gonna say, but...
32:36I can't wait to be your wife.
32:37We're getting married.
32:39We're getting married.
32:40Be ready.
32:41No more waiting for you.
32:42Right.
32:44Let's go celebrate.
32:45Okay.
32:46Bye.
32:47Bye.
33:06He's our fiancee.
33:08My baby, my baby, my baby.
33:10What are you waiting for?
33:15I come alive.
33:18When you walk into the room, I swear to dim the lights.
33:24It's beyond comprehension how lucky and grateful I feel in this moment.
33:30I'm ready to commit to Chris forever because of who he is.
33:34I love that man so much.
33:36It is fucking wild.
33:37This can't be real.
33:39It's like a living out of a movie and you're the star.
33:44Choosing Jessica to be the person I want to spend my life with,
33:48it's almost like a premonition of fate when the stars align like almost perfectly.
33:54My life that I've lived up to this point and maybe her life she's lived up to this point,
33:59it's just like literally meant to be.
34:04I'm dying to see Chris because I want to touch him and I want to be in his presence,
34:09but not because I want to see what he looks like.
34:11Like, I don't care.
34:14The anticipation is unbelievable.
34:19She's willing to go above and beyond for love.
34:23And I don't think that's ever been reciprocated back to me.
34:25I mean, I love her, yeah.
34:46I like her.
34:53Oh my God.
35:05Wow I feel like I have to do this in person right now
35:07Let me try to figure this out real quick okay
35:14Oh my gosh alright
35:23Leave it
35:24Leave it
35:31Why are you kidding me?
35:34You like it
35:36You like it
35:42I feel like I'm so nervous right now
35:44You're okay
35:45You're okay
35:46I love you
35:47I love you
35:47Oh my gosh
35:50You look amazing
35:51Thank you so much
35:52Thank you so much
35:53Thank you
35:55Thank you for it
35:56This is me
35:58Wow
36:01Seeing Jessica I'm like I know you so well
36:04And like to see her physically it was like oh my god man she's perfect it was the best
36:11moment of my entire life
36:14I'm so happy
36:15I'm so happy
36:16Oh god I love you
36:18I love you
36:20Oh my god
36:21I could have never found you
36:23Never
36:25Wow
36:25You're literally stunning
36:28Stunning
36:28Literally
36:30I'm also so short like when you were talking about my six inch heels
36:34I was like
36:35I was literally I wasn't gonna say anything to you
36:37I was like how do I
36:38Because I'm not I'm not six foot three obviously
36:40So I was like six inch heels
36:42I was like she's six foot with heels
36:43I was like
36:44You gotta be like yo this guy
36:46Literally only five feet tall
36:51You're perfect
36:52Stop
36:52No you are
36:54I was like I don't understand the way I look
36:56Are you kidding me?
36:57It's
36:58Ugh
36:59Can we just stay here?
37:00I know
37:01Mmm
37:02Oh my god
37:03This is like
37:05Mmm
37:07You wanna look at you like
37:08Yeah look at me look at me I really do just wanna like
37:12The connection we made I love you so much
37:14Yes
37:14And like just seeing you it just like it literally makes it like a thousand times better
37:21I will remember this forever
37:24Mmm
37:27God you're so cute
37:31Stop
37:31Stop
37:32You stop
37:34Everything is exactly how it's supposed to be
37:36Literally one of the best moments of my entire life
37:38A hundred percent
37:38Actually no question
37:39It's not one of it literally is
37:40Same
37:51I absolutely did not care
37:54What package he came in
37:55Like he's gorgeous
37:57Oh god
37:59I'm really glad I have some champagne
38:04We have our whole lives ahead of us
38:07We're the luckiest people ever
38:09Ruby you're such an amazing person
38:10Can you guess
38:11I haven't had this love before
38:14After my divorce
38:15I literally couldn't even have dreamed it
38:17He just makes me feel so safe
38:20Like I just know
38:21He's never gonna let me down
38:23I just know it
38:24I love you
38:26Oh gosh
38:27I love Jessica
38:29I couldn't imagine being with anybody else
38:31Like ever
38:33And in this crazy life
38:37And through these crazy times
38:41It's you, it's you
38:43You make me sing
38:45You're every line
38:47You're every word
38:49Oh my god
38:49You're everything
38:52I'm getting more of this
38:55You're every song
38:58And I sing along
39:01Cause you're my everything
39:07You're every song
39:10You're every song
39:10You're every song
39:11You're every song
39:11So you felt like your one
39:12Yeah
39:13Last night after the
39:14Everything went a lot better
39:15It was so
39:16I was so confused
39:18I had feelings for two people
39:19But I feel so comforted
39:21I feel so stable
39:22So secure
39:24And like
39:25I feel like loved
39:26Like I can like feel
39:27Like he really, really, really cares for me
39:31That's the one
39:33And that was never the one
39:34That I thought I was gonna go for
39:35That was, that was him
39:37Like that was the one
39:38Who's standing here today
39:41I woke up at peace
39:43For the first time in a long time
39:44I got butterflies, you know
39:46Do you wanna open first?
39:47Sure
39:48Alright, I'm opening right now
39:49Okay
39:51They are letters
39:53Okay, so
39:55My mom is an amazing writer
39:58Every year she writes a Christmas letter
40:00Summarizing our life in a nutshell
40:01And excerpts of
40:03Each of us
40:04Oh my gosh, I'm already getting cured up
40:06I was hoping that someone
40:07Was going to get to know me so well
40:09I found that in you
40:13So I'm really excited for you
40:16To be able to read these letters
40:18And learn more about my family
40:20Through my mom's words
40:22I'm gonna read the first one
40:24What year is that?
40:262002
40:27I didn't have a personality then
40:29So it's not as funny
40:30But it's
40:30I think you had a personality
40:34Season's greetings
40:35After writing the past three Christmas letters
40:37From three different homes
40:38Living in the same house for over a year
40:40We had a good year
40:41Took a few family vacations
40:43The biggest being four days at Disney World
40:46It was Emma's first time there
40:48So it was very exciting for everyone
40:50Cora, 10
40:51Continues to study violin
40:53And also participates on the math team
40:55And went on to the state level
40:57Hannah, 8
40:58Is in third grade
40:59Still loves animals and the outdoors
41:01On her walk home from school one day
41:03Our mighty little naturist
41:04Managed to capture two little turtles
41:06So the two turtles join our two guinea pigs
41:09Two fish and two dogs
41:11Oh my god
41:11The ark is full
41:12She goes
41:13Your mom's got a sense of humor
41:15We had every single pet under the sun
41:17Hamsters
41:17Rats
41:18Rats?
41:19Yeah, my sister had rats
41:20Jesus
41:21We had lizards
41:23We had ducks
41:24We had a rabbit
41:25You had a whole farm
41:27Yeah, we like
41:27Have housed many things
41:31All right
41:32Um
41:32Emma
41:33Here we go
41:34Is five and a half
41:36Don't make the mistake of leaving off the
41:39And a half
41:41Most of you know she underwent six operations
41:44To remove a big black birthmark
41:46That covered her left arm
41:47And we are all grateful to that behind us
41:50Emma developed an enormous medical vocabulary
41:53Over the last several months
41:55And can probably name more types of bandages
41:58Than the average intern
41:59I wanted to be a doctor when I grew up
42:01Because of that
42:01Oh wow
42:03That's amazing
42:04This is
42:05Now she delights in playing hospital
42:08With the leftover supplies
42:09Yeah
42:10Yeah, there you go
42:11Checks out
42:12She wrapped the neighbor's boy's leg in
42:14In bandages
42:15And then told him to come back on Tuesday
42:17For a dressing change
42:21We wish all of you a wonderful holiday season
42:23And wish all the best for the upcoming year
42:26Love Jeff, Steph, Cora, Hannah, and Emma
42:29Aw
42:30You can really feel the love
42:32Yeah
42:33And how proud she is of each of you
42:34Yeah
42:35I knew my parents loved me
42:36Yeah
42:37But I didn't know
42:40Like it could be that much
42:41Like looking back at these
42:42My mom
42:43I told you we were very big into sports
42:45Yeah, yeah
42:46So she did like
42:46She's doing like a scrapbook for me
42:48Yeah, aw
42:49For like my high school career and stuff
42:51That's so special
42:51She went to every single one of my games
42:54And she filmed it
42:55Yeah
42:55Oh my gosh
42:56Even my younger ones
42:58Wow
42:58It's amazing how mothers can show love
43:00In so many different ways
43:01I couldn't agree more
43:03Yeah
43:03Alright, gonna open up mine
43:05Oh yeah
43:06Oh my gosh
43:09This is so cute
43:12Little scrapbook
43:13Stop it
43:15So do you like scrapbooking?
43:17I do like scrapbooking
43:19So I decorated the front
43:21Mike, you did this?
43:23Yeah
43:23I'm excited to have the both of us take pictures
43:27And fill that out together
43:29And it's our story
43:31Wait, so are we boyfriend and girlfriend?
43:34Yes
43:34I think we have so many similarities to you don't
43:37Judge
43:38You're very empathetic towards me
43:40Mm-hmm
43:40I am very, very excited
43:43For committing to you
43:45And wanting you to be my wife
43:47Yeah
43:48Um
43:48The only thing would be
43:50The kids thing
43:52Yeah
43:52You're kind of afraid
43:53Because you don't know your genes
43:55What if we got gene testing done
43:58And it was fine?
43:59Cause I mean, listening to you talk
44:01And like
44:01Like even when I was
44:03Reading these letters
44:04You're such a family person
44:06I know
44:06You could be a great mother
44:09And just think of having a little you
44:12Yeah
44:12That you can literally
44:14Do what your mom did for you
44:17I think that you would absolutely kill it
44:20I
44:23Could see
44:25A family with you
44:27The idea is still so new to me
44:29I'm also nervous
44:31That I'm like
44:32Some days I
44:35Am very selfish
44:36And I'm like
44:37No, I don't need to take care of anyone but me
44:38And like that's kind of how I've been
44:40Rocking and rolling for 27 years
44:42I've been selfish too
44:44Yeah
44:44You could be selfish for a little bit
44:46Yeah
44:46And I'll take the brunt of the work
44:48Yeah
44:49You know, and then vice versa
44:51Like if I'm having a tough day
44:52You know, you might take the brunt of the work
44:55My parents gave us so much
44:58I'm just afraid like I can't
45:00Like offer that to my kids
45:02I've been in money situations where I'm like
45:06Oh shit, like
45:07Yeah, me too
45:08I've maxed out my credit card
45:09What if shit hits the fan?
45:11So
45:11We're young
45:12Yeah
45:12You're 27, I'm not even 30 yet
45:15Maybe like three years ago
45:16Yeah
45:17I maxed out my credit card
45:19Yeah
45:20I was $23,000 in debt
45:22Yeah
45:22I fought and I clawed my way
45:25Yeah
45:25And now I don't have any debt
45:26Things like that happen
45:27Yeah
45:27And it's a learning experience
45:29But we're learning together
45:31And I know just how my family is
45:34And I'm getting a really strong sense how your family is too
45:37Yeah
45:37I feel like if there ever was a money issue
45:40Yeah
45:41Which I don't think there would be
45:42But I know that my family would help out
45:44Yeah
45:44And I'd like to think that maybe your family
45:47Yeah
45:47It seems would help out too
45:49Yeah
45:49I know they would say yes
45:50So that's what I'm trying to say
45:52And it's not
45:52That's not being shameful
45:54Yeah
45:54To go to parents for help
45:55Yeah
45:56That's what they're there for
45:57Yeah
45:57It doesn't sound good, I'm sorry
46:00No, no, no
46:01It didn't
46:01It did sound good
46:02I'm like speechless
46:03Just seeing you so passionate about it
46:05I want to be open minded
46:07I do see myself marrying you
46:10And that was the only thing that was a question mark
46:12Are you still okay that it's a question mark?
46:14I am, yeah
46:16Okay
46:16I feel such a strong connection with you that I'm okay with the question mark
46:20Yeah
46:21I'm okay with the question mark
46:22But I'll be lying to you if I didn't say I'm gonna try to sway you a little bit
46:28Yeah
46:29I'm not looking for an answer
46:32No, I know, but
46:33I'm just saying to think about it
46:35Yeah
46:35Anything could happen
46:37Anything could happen
46:39Anything could happen
46:41Anything could happen
46:44Anything could happen
46:56Oh my gosh
46:58I literally engaged Connor
47:00I feel like I just put it in the universe
47:02The first day I was like, this is my guy
47:06I found my person
47:12I feel over the moon, elated
47:14Brianna has made me realize
47:17What I want
47:17We've trusted each other
47:19Put confidence in each other
47:20Supported each other
47:22Listen to each other
47:23Me more than her
47:24Since she doesn't ever stop talking
47:28It's so awesome
47:29I never want her to stop talking
47:32It's definitely a fairytale
47:34But is this all gonna come to fruition and be real life?
47:37Or are we just like living in this fairytale world
47:40That isn't really gonna pan out
47:45I do have some insecurities
47:47Is she gonna be okay with how I look?
47:50I know I'm out of shape
47:52I'm not the most built
47:53And I'm 5'11 and 3 fourths
47:55I'm not short
47:56Just standard date
47:58Normal body, normal height
48:00And I don't really stand out
48:01Hopefully she's okay with that
48:03Because she's my soul mate
48:16Stop
48:18Connor
48:20Finally
48:20Oh, you have no idea
48:23Stop it
48:24Oh my gosh
48:25Stop
48:26Oh my gosh
48:27You're freaking gorgeous
48:33You know the wildest
48:36Girl is the wild thing
48:37Oh my gosh
48:38The wildest brusqueest ever
48:40She is
48:41Oh my gosh
48:42You have one thing for you
48:44What?
48:45Okay, you're so sweaty
48:47I know, I'm pretty sweaty
48:48Your hands are so sweaty
48:49I know, I'm pretty sweaty
48:49Yeah, I know
48:52This is insane
48:53You're like, free
48:55What?
48:55I know
48:56Officially
48:57It's official.
48:59Okay.
49:00It's on.
49:03Holy shit.
49:04No, you have no idea.
49:06Oh, my God.
49:08No, you have to go my way. Oh, your way?
49:10You have to walk away, not me.
49:13I was gonna walk you back.
49:14No, you were. This is your gentleman?
49:16Yes. Oh, my God. Connor?
49:18What? Your hands are the sweatiest
49:20of the entire world. Yeah, I told you. This is nuts.
49:23My heart's like...
49:24Like, Connor's a stud.
49:26I can't wait to see, like, all of each other.
49:28Whether that's with clothes or without.
49:32This is weird.
49:35Wow. Stop.
49:36Stop. Stop.
49:39You're such a cheese ball.
49:41I don't know. She's gorgeous.
49:42It matches her personality.
49:44You look unbelievable. Oh, thanks.
49:46Holy shit, Issa.
49:48I know. Get out of here.
49:50You get out of here. I'm here.
49:52Perfect smile.
49:53You could see it just radiating off her.
49:56And she was just so happy...
49:59to see me.
50:00That's when I knew I'll remember that moment
50:03for the rest of my life.
50:04Am I what you expected?
50:07Mm-hmm. Really?
50:08Yeah, I think so. It all checks.
50:10Really?
50:12Well, it's not medium ugly.
50:13I appreciate that.
50:15You're laughing.
50:17The minute you just started laughing,
50:18when you came out of the double doors,
50:20I was like, that's all I needed.
50:21It's just like, when we were on our dates,
50:23and I'm just like, if I'm ever nervous or whatnot,
50:24and I just hear your voice and, like, your, like,
50:27positivity and your optimism, just like...
50:28Aw. Look at him casting me up.
50:32That's all I needed.
50:33And then you just started laughing.
50:34I'm like...
50:34I told you I would.
50:36I'm like, I'm just gonna start laughing.
50:37I know, you too.
50:38It'll be like my nervous tick.
50:39I don't even know what I did.
50:40Wait, how tall are you?
50:415'4".
50:42Okay.
50:43Wait, how tall are you?
50:455'11 and 3'4".
50:46I'm not 6'0".
50:47Yeah, someone fact-check this man.
50:49I didn't say I was 6'0".
50:50Yeah, you were honest.
50:51Yeah, well...
50:52That's a great...
50:53That's a great quality in you.
50:55I know.
50:55I think I got, like, an extra half inch.
50:56You wore his high heels today.
50:58Is my heart still being, like, fast-ish?
51:00Yes.
51:01Mine was too.
51:02Did you think there was gonna be any awkwardness
51:03when we saw each other?
51:04No.
51:05I thought maybe for, like, a...
51:07You thought of it?
51:07No, I mean...
51:08Me or you?
51:08Me.
51:09Being engaged is one of the craziest feelings.
51:14No one's ever said how good it feels.
51:19I feel like I can climb a frickin' mountain right now,
51:21even in this suit.
51:27This is an unbelievable feeling.
51:29I found the love of my life, which is perfect.
51:33You're too far away from me.
51:34We even get closer.
51:36Oh my gosh!
51:36She's like, sit on my lap.
51:39Stop!
51:43You are so frickin' cute.
51:45Stop!
51:47Stop!
51:47Do you want me to stop or no?
51:49No.
51:49Okay.
51:50Guess I am.
51:51Don't actually stop.
51:52I know a miracle.
51:56It's not something to ignore.
52:01Okay.
52:03What?
52:04You can't just make out for 20 years.
52:05No, you can.
52:11Feels like I'm gonna be okay.
52:13Because I have Connor.
52:14Oh.
52:18Oh my gosh.
52:21Well, it's nice to meet you.
52:22Stop it.
52:23I'm really happy.
52:24Don't walk me down?
52:25No, I'm not walking you down.
52:27I'm fine.
52:33I love you.
52:34I love you too.
52:35Oh my gosh.
52:36I don't know how we've not said that yet.
52:39So you just wanted to make out.
52:40I told you.
52:42Okay, watch out.
52:43You're gonna like run into that side.
52:45You're worth it, babe.
52:46Oh.
52:47Okay.
52:51Are you kidding me?
52:53I fucking love you guys.
52:56Oh my gosh.
53:03This is the best moment of my life.
53:05I don't know what to do with my hands.
53:11You've been in your head for a while now.
53:14You don't have to make a decision now.
53:16Make a decision together.
53:17I don't know.
53:18Don't know.
53:19We shall see.
53:22I never expected myself to be in a love triangle.
53:27But here we are.
53:29Getting stronger as I move through everything.
53:32What percentage of your heart is with Kia?
53:34And what percent?
53:36Different timer.
53:39I don't know if I can put a percent on it.
53:42What I will say is that for different reasons,
53:46there's something that's pulling me.
53:49And I truly don't want to...
53:55Don't want to mess that up.
53:57It's true.
53:58I can feel I'm breaking through.
54:01I'm not here to find a girlfriend.
54:03I'm here to find best friend.
54:05I want to raise a family.
54:08Be with my wife.
54:09And in today's date with Tyler,
54:11I need to be able to say,
54:14Hey, this is where I'm at.
54:16This is how I feel.
54:19That beautiful chapter.
54:20It needs to be written.
54:21That's what I'm here for.
54:26Tyler makes me feel like she may be the one.
54:29So I'm ready to see if she's available
54:31and she's ready to see me.
54:36Hey.
54:41Hello, hello?
54:50Hello?
55:01No.
55:02Nobody's on the other side.
55:37So much to discover
56:19So much to discover
56:49So much to discover
57:19So much to discover
57:30So much to discover
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