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the cult of natureboy s01e03
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00:05When did the indoctrination process become complete?
00:12It became this God's army, and everybody else needed to come and join.
00:22These women and people that come to me, they really think I'm God, bro, and I am God.
00:28You're walking into his world now.
00:31These are my motherfucking worshippers. They sit around and look at me all day in awe.
00:38Nature Boy has complete control over every aspect of their life.
00:43The brains were just scrambled.
00:45I'm your pimp. I'm your God. Get on your knees, bitch.
00:50Things were starting to heat up considerably.
00:54Black man, I apologize to you.
00:56For being a bitch.
00:57He was going mad. He was going crazy.
01:01You tempt me, and you fuck with me, y'all gonna make me lose my mind.
01:06It's just this tyrannical situation.
01:09I'mma smack.
01:11I was like, take me out of it. I absolutely hated that.
01:14You're a nightmare, you're a f***er.
01:17Fuck you.
01:20I'm like, what in the world is going on here?
01:24What?
01:24Fuck you.
01:26Fuck you.
01:52My name is Courtney, you know, Courtney Townsend.
01:56I'm from San Diego, California, born and raised essentially.
02:01Living in the hood, it's just like a lot of gang activity.
02:04Imagine sitting where you're sitting now, but the feeling is at any time, bullets can come through a wall.
02:09It's like living in a war zone.
02:12I felt super claustrophobic.
02:14I just eventually realized, like, I got to get out of here.
02:18One more hour, one more minute in the States, and I was dead.
02:27I came across Alihio's videos when I was at age 23.
02:35You don't realize you're in a prison.
02:39You're in captivity.
02:42But the only person that's holding you there is you.
02:45So you are enslaving your own self.
02:48I was like, whoa.
02:50He's saying a lot of the stuff I agree with.
02:53I felt like they were talking to me.
02:57All I heard was, I'm that guy.
03:14They did this intro where Alihio was standing at the top of the staircase.
03:18Who am I?
03:19The Honorable Master Teacher Nature Boy, Commander-in-Chief of the Earth Plane, my highest self.
03:24And Velvet comes out, and she's like the queen.
03:27Who am I?
03:28Queen Eliana, Commander-in-Chief of the Earth Plane, my highest self.
03:33It's like a king and a queen, and all the guys are lined up on the side.
03:37They're all following suit.
03:39They're like extras to a movie.
03:44If they wasn't for them, the scene wouldn't be as powerful as it was.
03:49I'm thinking I'm going there for the rest of my life.
03:52I'm about to go join the army of God.
04:02I came in really happy.
04:07It felt like I just jumped into my TV.
04:11When Nature Boy first introduced himself, it was the Commander-in-Chief of Carbonation.
04:17I was like, this is like a military.
04:19I'm going to get these people like God's army, like angels.
04:24But in such a short amount of time, it became so clear to me, this is just for show.
04:44I'm going to be honest.
04:46I never felt comfortable being Chief this.
04:50I never liked the power that came with it.
04:54Are you not Chief this?
04:57Do you not embody the energy of a goddess?
05:01It has to be in you.
05:02You're in the position of power.
05:04It was Nature Boy, and then it was me, and then whoever else came after.
05:11Nature Boy would get mad at me about how I need to sit in my throne, and how I need
05:16to
05:16put on my crown, and how I need to be the bad bitch that Nature Boy wanted me to be.
05:22Two years, Eliana.
05:23Two years.
05:24I've been evoking the spirit to come out of you.
05:27If it doesn't come out, it's not there.
05:31He wanted me to be mean to women, you know, tear them down, and be rude to them, and make
05:38them feel like they're less than me, because that's what queens do.
05:45Queens shit on people.
05:48I had a very lonely feeling in the inside of me, because my relationships with the other wives
05:59were minimal to none.
06:02So, it started to become a situation where I would denounce myself as queen, and try to
06:10pass on that title to someone else.
06:16But then, it got worse, and worse.
06:21So, you're gonna deal with the issue, or what?
06:23Or we're gonna take two fucking days to get back to your balance?
06:27Two days, Eliana.
06:29And people think that I'm mean, but they don't know the underlying shit that's going on, so
06:32we keep the camera rolling.
06:34Fuck it.
06:35Let them seal.
06:41Nature Boy continued to hit velvet a lot.
06:46It became commonplace.
06:50Like, hearing your neighbors argue next door, and it kind of, like, just becomes a part of
06:57your atmosphere.
06:59No, my ride!
07:01My ride!
07:03She's not working on me now!
07:11I'm trying to understand what I'm saying here.
07:14Let me go!
07:15Yo, shoot!
07:17They began to have incidents on camera.
07:21Don't give me the fuck alone.
07:24It's weird, the weird dichotomy.
07:26You don't say that about you!
07:28You're gonna let me out!
07:28She's the queen sometimes, but then other times, I'm gonna beat her like she stole something
07:36from me.
07:37We took it as a form of justified retaliation.
07:44She was challenging her husband, and she was getting made a public example of what happens
07:52when you do that.
07:54In my mind, I'm thinking she deserved that.
07:59So the trust dynamic was not within each other, but rather to and from the cult leader only.
08:16He wanted to break me in front of everybody so that he can win respect.
08:20Nothing was off limits.
08:22Can you just leave me alone?
08:26These moments were always heavily watched by a ton of people.
08:34Y'all know how to leave me, don't you?
08:37Look at you, you weak bastards.
08:40The audience, at some point, grew contempt for him and what he was doing.
08:49Oh my God.
08:51You don't have to bring her down like that.
08:53A real man, a real leader, can make his point without putting his hands on a woman.
08:59We're watching Nana, and I think Nana wants to feel safe and protected.
09:04And I don't think she's feeling that in general right now.
09:09So the audience started contacting the authorities once the abuse started coming to light more.
09:18Embassy got a ton of calls.
09:20They were investigated by the police in Mexico.
09:26And they ended up being kicked out of the Airbnb.
09:31They ended up leaving.
09:35They turned up in a number of different countries.
09:40In no particular order.
09:42Costa Rica, Nicaragua, Panama.
09:45And they were deported from nearly each and every one of them.
09:52Donate to the family right now.
09:54We on the road.
09:55We looking for a new home.
09:56You know what I'm saying?
09:56So donate to the movement.
09:58After that, they moved to Atlanta.
10:01They were in a downward spiral.
10:05As a viewer, you're just waiting and wondering what's going to happen next.
10:18My name is Janae Alexandra Newell.
10:26I was raised in Atlanta, Georgia.
10:31Before joining Culinary Nation, I did have my own journey.
10:35I went to Thailand, Malaysia, Ecuador, just exploring.
10:42They would preach, go out into nature and, you know, to get in tune with the planet.
10:50Meditating in the middle of nature.
10:54That was my place of peace.
10:58Carbonation taught this.
10:59I embodied it.
11:01And that's what made me more drawn to them.
11:05I saw a video of them online that they were kicked out of some country and it was really, really
11:12bad.
11:12But I thought people were just looking at them like weird, you know, because they didn't know better.
11:20I was a cashier at this, um, the raw vegan space.
11:24It's like a beautiful kale bar.
11:28When I was working one day, they just showed up at my job.
11:31And I'm just like, what?
11:34You know, this is, this is cool.
11:37This is amazing.
11:39That's the guy that I've been following.
11:43And literally, it changed my life.
11:48Janae, I love myself.
11:50What's going on, Luchi?
11:52I had a trip booked to Bali, Indonesia, to become a yoga teacher.
11:56And I had to either choose that or be with them.
12:05So, let's go to Carbonation.
12:10When I got there, it was about, like, 25 people in one house.
12:16We weren't in nature, of course, so there was no tent living.
12:22Aligio, just selling a dream, a pipe dream.
12:26Claiming to love nature so much, but not really, because you're living in Airbnbs.
12:33That's what the false sense of reality comes in.
12:37Like, we think it is a utopia, and it's not.
12:40I had a pounding ringing or something telling me, like, screaming at me, no.
12:49But I ignored it.
12:54I think it was something, like, maybe, like, two to three months after joining.
13:00You start to see his dark side.
13:11The darkness was always there.
13:14Nature Boy had just bottled it up.
13:19I'm your pet.
13:22I'm your god.
13:23Get on your knees, bitch.
13:24That's how I feel about you.
13:26Nature Boy started to think that, why not just show you guys the real me?
13:31Why not display who I really am to you?
13:36You know what I'm saying?
13:37That's how I actually feel about you.
13:41The main wives would get him ready every day.
13:44He needed someone to comb his hair.
13:46He needed someone to bathe him.
13:48He needed someone to brush his teeth.
13:51We were rubbing his feet.
13:52We were massaging his body.
13:53I mean, he would make us massage him for hours, saying, like...
13:58But that was all under his control and his influence.
14:01We never looked at him as somebody that had malice or had ill intentions towards any of us.
14:07There was nothing that he could say or do to make me look at him differently.
14:11Like, he didn't have our best interest in mind.
14:14We looked at him like he was the answer.
14:18He really legitimately thinks that he's God because of the fact that he, in his mind, have created a reality
14:28of people who would get on their knees and kiss his feet.
14:35He made us get his name tattooed on our butts.
14:40He branded the women he liked very much.
14:44It's like, my toy.
14:45Mine, not yours.
14:54Nature Boy, he wanted to be with all the women.
14:58And the women of carbonation desired to be their best version, their best self.
15:04I know, I know, as a woman of carbonation, that was for me.
15:08I just wanted to just do my purpose.
15:11There were moments that it felt like a utopia to me, absolutely.
15:16But Nature Boy, he's badgering in your mind every day that you're supposed to be with him.
15:21I'll make you my goddess.
15:24Sit in the chair.
15:25He told me, you keep forgetting.
15:28I'm like, forgetting what?
15:30And he said that you're in love with me.
15:33Turn around and see the ass on that demon.
15:36You're prone to see him as your master.
15:39And then, you know, feelings develop for your master.
15:42Just like a mind manipulation, mind trick to make you fall for him in some type of way.
15:50God damn, and this is supposed to be mine!
15:52It's scary thinking that I was in a home with a madman.
15:57Literally, he was going mad.
15:59Going crazy.
16:06Started promoting that the men start looking for a transgender wife because Eligio has to reproduce with the female wives.
16:13And let Eligio have all the actual women.
16:15I was like, take me out of it.
16:17I absolutely hated that.
16:21He separated the women and the men, and he put us in two different houses, and he was in the
16:33house with the women.
16:34He did that so that he could have sex with all of us without the men knowing.
16:40Everybody's competing to have sex with him.
16:44And that's not how it initially started.
16:46That was not what was promoted.
16:52I thought what I was part of was something really true.
16:55Like, I thought it was the truth.
16:56I had, in fact, been a victim of brainwashing.
17:03The majority of all the guys don't know what's going on to any degree.
17:08She's played with the men's egos and their masculinity to where some of the guys, I'm not going to put
17:14two names out there, they would do anything for Eligio.
17:17Solo, I want to kiss me.
17:18Give me a kiss.
17:20All the men were like, I'd be a eunuch.
17:22Yeah, I'll do it.
17:23I would castrate myself.
17:25There's a lot of confusion there.
17:29Another scenario was, would you guys swallow Eligio's cum?
17:33Would you be that dedicated to where you would do that?
17:38And I'm sorry to tell y'all, the truth is, most all the men said yes.
17:49Looking back, when did the indoctrination process become complete to the point?
17:56Where him telling you what to do is God telling you what to do.
18:03It stopped being about the group, and it started being about this one person and what he thought about you.
18:13We wanted to trust him in everything he did.
18:16He was the chief, he was the king, he was God.
18:19I am God.
18:19They know I'm God.
18:20I am God.
18:21I am God!
18:22He's telling you that it's hell.
18:24Outside is hell.
18:26That if you leave, you're going against your mission, you're going against your purpose, and you're going straight into hell
18:31where all the demons are.
18:37Nature Boy has complete control over every aspect of their life.
18:45The brains were just scrambled.
18:47You're just used to being told what to do, told what to think, and it just didn't make any sense
18:52anymore.
18:52You don't fuck with me, I promise you I'll make this heaven on earth.
18:55He runs the whole thing, it's his world, so you're walking into his world now.
19:01But if you tempt me, and you fuck with me, y'all going to make me lose my mind!
19:08Things were starting to heat up considerably.
19:12Disrespect God and see what happens.
19:14Tempt me, motherfucker!
19:29He had taken all the women from their relationships.
19:34He just said, you're my wife now.
19:38You being with Nature Boy is connected to your higher self.
19:43And because he is your higher self, you're expected to want to be with him.
19:49I mean, you're just expected to give him sex, like here.
19:55So it was very confusing, because I knew I didn't want to be with him, but I started to develop
20:01feelings for him.
20:02And that was the worst.
20:07Oh, but yeah, sorry.
20:11And then COVID struck.
20:13Live in Times Square, this is Good Morning America.
20:18We want to turn out to the latest on the coronavirus emergency in the past 24 hours.
20:22There have been 18,000 new cases reported in the United States, and more than 700 new deaths.
20:32Everybody was indoors and scared to go out.
20:35If you're in carbonation, you have to raise above that.
20:39So we decided to move to Hawaii.
20:53Besides any drama that was happening in the family, being in Hawaii was a breath of fresh air.
21:01It was just grand.
21:03Like, it was so beautiful.
21:08The green of the grass was just amazing.
21:13The skies were blue.
21:14Everything was just beautiful.
21:22This is not something that Aligio could have ever done without begging people for donations.
21:28People are giving you large amounts of money so that you can live that lifestyle.
21:35But when you come to Hawaii, you're supposed to quarantine for 14 days.
21:40We did not abide by that rule whatsoever.
21:45They were publicly and proudly violating it.
21:50Nature boy wanted to live by his rules.
21:53I wanted to do what I wanted to do when I wanted to do it.
21:55You know.
21:57But the natives of Hawaii were not happy.
22:01Let's get it.
22:02Coming down now, officer.
22:03So they arrested us for breaking quarantine.
22:08We got a lot of trucks out there.
22:12He would always capitalize off of these situations by live streaming the entire event.
22:18We live.
22:20I know they watching.
22:20From the audience perspective, it was shocking.
22:24I'm being detained.
22:26There's accusations about me doing stuff that's not true.
22:29This is what comes with the life, man.
22:31We have to do this.
22:32It's unfortunate that it has to be this way.
22:36He would utilize each arrest as a propaganda talking point to join the cult and to fight
22:41the establishment.
22:44I'm going outside.
22:45He's being persecuted because he is the Jesus for the African-American people.
22:51I'm going to need bail money for me so y'all can bail me out.
22:55All right, here we go.
22:56Coming in?
22:56Coming out.
22:57Hands up.
22:58Thank you, brother.
22:59He would manipulate these instances to beg for donations to help him bail out of jail
23:06or get the group to the next location.
23:10To be honest with you, it's definitely an adrenaline rush when you're seeing this go down.
23:20A self-professed cult leader who once planned to settle down in Hawaii with his followers
23:25is heading back to the mainland along with 20 others from his group.
23:30It's Hawaii's largest single case of quarantine violators.
23:34Today, their leader agreed to a plea deal.
23:38He eventually had to make a choice, and the choice was to leave, and that's how the charges
23:43in that instance against all the other members were dropped because he took the charge and
23:49said that they would leave.
23:51It's like, here we go again, on and on to the next episode.
23:58It became, you do what he tells you to do, you're going to heaven.
24:01If you don't, you're going to hell.
24:02That's what it came down to.
24:08I'm your salvation.
24:09I'm the one who's going to lead you to heaven.
24:12It's cult leader 101.
24:27Once they left Hawaii, they ended up moving from place to place to escape scrutiny.
24:34And it was hard to keep up with.
24:38Came back to the West Coast for a while.
24:46And the cult members speak up, one of the most abusive episodes that they encountered
24:51involving Velvet and Eligio.
24:59He told me that we were going to make it work, and we were going to be monogamous for
25:05the sake of our child, but he continued to flirt with the women in front of my face without
25:11out my consent from our initial agreement.
25:16I closed off and got cold with him.
25:20He did not like that.
25:24So that particular night, July 4th of 2020, he ordered some of the women to take Eliana
25:34out of my arms.
25:36He made carbonation, formed a circle around me so that he could proceed to physically abuse
25:44me.
25:44I was punched in the face, in the stomach, in the back, in the arms, in the legs.
25:52And he's repeatedly hitting her.
25:55We're just standing there, watching.
25:57You know what I was thinking?
25:58Why is she being disobedient?
26:01I'm thinking, like, she must have did something real disrespectful.
26:04If he wasn't such a good guy, he would kill her right now.
26:08I don't think she tried to fight back because, one, this dude is 6'2", 200-something pounds,
26:16and she's circled by a number of people who she knows doesn't have her best interests in
26:22mind, but rather are looking out for themselves and could potentially even be afraid that they
26:30could receive, they could find themselves in this circle.
26:36After some time had passed, it was so bad to the point where I had balled up in a fetal
26:41position, he proceeded to order the women to draw a bath for me so that I could recover.
26:50I had severe headache.
26:53I had bruises at the back of my head, in front of my head, on my temples.
26:58My lip was bust.
27:00The women all didn't say anything.
27:06The men didn't say anything.
27:08Nature Boy would even say, like, you know, women who carry themselves like queens don't
27:14get disrespected.
27:17Being queen rearranged her organs from the inside out.
27:22Being queen meant being abused more than any of the other women.
27:31He had made himself this god over and over and bigger and badder in his mind.
27:36He started to feel like nobody can do anything to him, and so that just made him more open.
27:43I'm a dominant male, and that's what I'm going to do to you.
27:46I'm going to choke you.
27:47I'm going to spit on you.
27:49I'm going to spit on you.
27:50Even if you're my wife, that's what I do.
27:54At first, it was just him in his relationship with Velvet being violent.
28:00Stuff like that didn't happen to me because I was obedient and I was submissive.
28:06Next thing you know, it was us being violent with each other.
28:13The way that Nature Boy presented the physical abuse was that, as a man, you don't let nobody
28:20disrespect you under no circumstance.
28:22Women needed to be put back into their place in that environment, in the atmosphere.
28:28Beating women was okay.
28:30It was approved.
28:31It was actually encouraged.
28:33You see the attitude on her face?
28:37Nature Boy would often tell the men that, you know, these women, they've been so programmed
28:41to submit to white men more so than black men.
28:46We have to reinforce our authority.
28:49So as black men, we need to show them that we are their leader.
28:52We are their husband, their father, everything.
28:54I really felt like this person was some type of spiritual God.
29:03In order to believe he was the Messiah, I had to believe in what he was saying.
29:07So at the height of my indoctrination, I was in full support of all the teachers.
29:16My partner, Aaron, was physically violent towards me a few times.
29:24She feels guilt now about that.
29:28Even though I may have agreed with that doctrine at the time, I don't anymore.
29:41The audience was literally disgusted, disturbed, and upset by what they were saying.
29:48It's unfortunate because a lot of the women who are over there are very beautiful girls,
29:53but very weak-minded.
29:54Aligio, you're going down very soon.
29:57More and more people are catching on to your shit.
30:00So you need to correct this shit or you're going the fuck down.
30:06So the vibe I'm getting, though, is that you just don't like to be questioned.
30:16He knew carbonation was a really bad place.
30:20There was just so much dark energy surrounding the cold.
30:24So you needed to take the pressure off to say that things weren't as they appeared to be.
30:36We randomly just got up one day and he was like, let's go find a chapel and all this.
30:42I'm going to get married to Velvet.
30:43You're going to get married to her.
30:45Anybody that was a couple, you know what I'm saying?
30:47He was like, we're just going to get married.
30:53We had to sign papers and all this and all that.
30:56They married each couple, one couple at a time.
31:00He made the cold members marry each other to protect himself.
31:07You know, hey, if something happens, you're my wife.
31:11You can't testify against me.
31:13Me and Kendra are married.
31:17We've been married, as far as the documentation is concerned, August the 11th, 2020.
31:28The cold leader, whatever he said, became law.
31:34After that, they all took off to Mexico.
31:48At this time, Nature Boy's following Guru, he reached about 100,000 to 200,000 people.
31:58He started to feel untouchable.
32:04It looks like we're really rich and wealthy when we're not.
32:07It's just everything goes towards him, and most of the stuff is fake jewelry and fake props.
32:11You know, our living situation is way worse than what people ever think it is.
32:15He still had a large group that he had to feed.
32:20The control and manipulation changed.
32:23Anything that he could do to maybe give a few more donations, he was willing to do that.
32:30Be Go Live is an app that people go live on.
32:35They live stream, and the people who watch them send them gifts every month.
32:41And those gifts actually translate into real money that you can withdraw in real time.
32:48Man, during my time, pretty sure it's more than 200,000.
32:53Easy.
32:57Those were the financial methods that were used to keep the cult financially afloat.
33:08We don't have to work for money because we're begging people online to donate money to us.
33:16It was just a circular scam.
33:23It became a show for people.
33:26He would be on Be Go or on Instagram or whatever, and he'd be like,
33:31let me show y'all something.
33:33Talking to the audience, like, let me show y'all how I got these people worshipping me.
33:37These are my motherfucking worshippers, and that's what the fuck they do.
33:40They sit around and look at me all day in awe.
33:43So, eventually, it gets to the point to where he went extra crazier.
33:53Legio wasn't afraid to take that little bit of power and reverence that these young people
34:00have for him and take it to the very extreme.
34:02He started these things called Real F*** Moments.
34:04I feel like it was just about publicly exploiting us, you know, and humiliating us.
34:09It's about me.
34:10Rub my motherfucking legs and suck on my toes.
34:12Bitch, fuck you.
34:13Take my shoes off.
34:15I'm like, what in the world is going on here?
34:18This is not heaven, bro.
34:19Come on, man.
34:20Rub my feet.
34:22Everybody had to do things they didn't want to do because if you didn't do what he said to do,
34:27any one of these people will start beating you up.
34:31No problem.
34:34There is no trust amongst cult members.
34:37It got to a point where you no longer trust yourself.
34:50Pledge your allegiance to me.
34:53This is a prideful thing for them as well because they've come this far,
34:58and now they find themselves kneeling at this man's feet.
35:02Who's your God?
35:04Your mother.
35:06If him being their God is what makes this make sense,
35:09then they're willing to go down that path, even though their eyes tell a different story.
35:19At this point, every day I'm debating, like, when should I leave?
35:24But it's like, how could I go back and face everybody?
35:29How do I tell everybody I was wrong?
35:30How do I go back to being me ever again?
35:35What I had to accept is that there is no going back to who I was because I would have
35:42to actually control or delete this experience altogether, which is impossible.
35:56The way it was promoted in the beginning was this is a tribe, this is a family, this is a
36:00group.
36:01You know, I thought, like, he was somebody that genuinely wanted the best for themselves and other people.
36:08We're here to inspire you to do better.
36:11You know, like, he just seemed, like, so peaceful and calm.
36:15And to see who he became, it's like night and day.
36:18It's two different people.
36:19We are living out here for you.
36:22You can't destroy me.
36:24They know that.
36:24I'm the avatar.
36:25I'm the truth.
36:27I'm God.
36:28I'm your nightmare.
36:29Over the years, a lot changed.
36:31His ideology changed.
36:34And he was always testing the boundaries, testing the limits to see what he could get away with.
36:40I'm coming to wrap my motherfucking dick around your motherfucking neck.
36:44He had to put on a bigger show.
36:46He had to up the stakes.
36:48Almost like it is a reality TV show.
36:51In the end, you're going to be wanting to suck my dick.
36:53I promise you all these bitches are going to suck my dick.
36:55If you're willing to do that, what else are you willing to do?
37:09One day, there was a situation with me and this one girl, Nature Boy, egged it on.
37:18Nature Boy pulled her to the side, saying that she should fight me, saying that she needs
37:25to show the world that she's queen.
37:28And then he pulled me to the side and was like, y'all going to fight anyway because, you
37:33know, y'all need to squash it.
37:36It really didn't feel right.
37:39But he put us on the beach and he created the scene.
37:42You ready?
37:43Now, now, you ready?
37:44And he went live and we fought.
37:46Fight!
37:47Fight!
37:48Fight!
37:51I did not have to fight her.
37:56I didn't have to lift a finger.
37:57I don't feel like any of them joined this group to be abused.
38:02Stop!
38:02Break!
38:03Break!
38:04And at this point, then, abuse is normalized for them.
38:08They don't see what the public sees.
38:15The darkest form of entertainment is humiliating your own people for a view, for a donation,
38:24for a dollar.
38:32We were his play toys being forced with a whip to entertain the people who watched and laughed
38:41at us.
38:43I guess just like being a monkey, a circus monkey.
38:53Like, I didn't have a life.
38:54I didn't have my own life.
38:56I didn't have my life.
38:58I didn't have my...
38:59Who was I?
39:07I was so over it.
39:09I was so done.
39:15I gave up college.
39:17I gave up my money.
39:19I gave up my womb.
39:20I gave up my mind to be a part of carbonation.
39:27I thought that carbonation was going to be the family that I've always wanted.
39:36Living with God, this nature boy God, was like living in hell.
39:47I knew that this was the end.
39:51I absolutely needed to leave.
40:03I decided that I was going to get everybody drunk and high.
40:07I made drinks for everybody.
40:17Everybody was so inebriated.
40:23Everybody went to sleep.
40:28I woke up the next morning.
40:39I got my harness, put it on, put my child on it.
40:42I kept walking.
40:49And I proceeded across the gate.
41:01And I proceeded across the gate.
41:09I never saw a nature boy ever again.
41:13You got God's wrath after you.
41:16You got God's wrath after you, my...
41:19You got God's wrath after you, my...
41:21I swear to God, it's war now.
41:23You got God's wrath after you, my...
41:26You got God's wrath after you, my...
41:35You got God's wrath after you, my...
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