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Love Island Beyond The Villa Season 2 Episode 4
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00:00:09Previously, on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:00:12Iris! Move!
00:00:16I didn't only make myself look bad, I made you look bad.
00:00:19And I want to apologize for that to your face.
00:00:21I could have done things 100% better.
00:00:24No, thank you. Thank you.
00:00:27Look at all scrumptious.
00:00:28What?
00:00:29I miss you.
00:00:30Oh, I miss you, too.
00:00:32I think we should get everybody together.
00:00:35Have a good time.
00:00:35Like a big reunion.
00:00:37I've never been to Palm Springs.
00:00:38Oh, I heard really good things.
00:00:39Now you're talking.
00:00:41I've been to Hannah since the reunion.
00:00:44For me, the energy was just weird.
00:00:47Do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs?
00:00:48You said Chris, for sure, obviously, duh.
00:00:51Me and Chris did invite Charlie.
00:00:53Did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
00:00:55over a man I knew for five days?
00:01:19Oh, my goodness.
00:01:25It's like so overwhelming.
00:01:27It's like Christmas.
00:01:28Oh, my goodness.
00:01:31Oh, my gosh.
00:01:33Can we try this on?
00:01:36Oh, my gosh.
00:01:38Wait, you're kind of hot.
00:01:39Whoa.
00:01:40You look real.
00:01:41Oh, my God.
00:01:42I look so good.
00:01:43I look like Bob Ross.
00:01:45Give us your best Bob Ross.
00:01:47There are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
00:01:51How do you want the surprise to go down, though?
00:01:53Like, what's the plan?
00:01:54Wait, what if I pretend to be Bob Ross?
00:01:56And I'm like, TJ, go in the room so I can paint you.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59I'll distract him.
00:02:00You distract him.
00:02:01You dress up like Bob Ross.
00:02:02He will have no idea what's going on.
00:02:04I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ
00:02:06because he has told me he's never had a real birthday party.
00:02:09Somebody call TMZ.
00:02:13I have beard in my mouth.
00:02:15OK, so I think that the 80s section is back here.
00:02:18What is 80s?
00:02:19TJ always has his 80s playlist on,
00:02:22so I thought it would be fun to do, like,
00:02:23an 80s-themed birthday party.
00:02:24Everybody's together, and it's going to be a perfect moment for him,
00:02:28and I feel like he's going to really love it.
00:02:30Well, we definitely need to get Jerry a wig.
00:02:32Oh, yeah, I want to get him the mullet.
00:02:34And we need to get TJ an outfit.
00:02:36Oh, Iris.
00:02:37What?
00:02:37You have to wear this.
00:02:41We could get one for Amaya and Clark, too.
00:02:43Oh, def Amaya would wear this.
00:02:45She would.
00:02:45It's perfect.
00:02:46And it's so Amaya.
00:02:48Oh, my gosh.
00:02:49You should wear that.
00:02:50You look like a Christmas tree topper.
00:02:51Happy birthday, TJ.
00:02:54Yeah, the 80s.
00:02:56I forgot some people dressed so suspiciously.
00:02:58See, I wasn't born in the 80s, so I don't know.
00:03:01So, how are you feeling about Charlie being at Palm Springs with us?
00:03:06I don't, like, hate him.
00:03:09But what I don't like is that he continues to, like, go on these podcasts
00:03:14and, like, talk about our four days together.
00:03:18What was actually going through your mind during that whole Hannah situation?
00:03:22All right.
00:03:23You leaving and then watching her with another man after you guys were just, like, we're locked in.
00:03:29Does it feel good?
00:03:30No.
00:03:30I was completely taken out of the picture.
00:03:32Do you know what I mean?
00:03:32But then I do think, had I stayed there, what about if that started going down while I was in
00:03:38the room still?
00:03:39It's like, I feel like I'm collateral damage to, like, just doing what I wanted to do.
00:03:45I arrived to the island during a challenge.
00:03:53I was in a bit of a love triangle trying to figure out who I wanted to couple up with.
00:04:00Who do you want to dump from the island tonight?
00:04:03Charlie.
00:04:06Sorry.
00:04:07But that decision was made for me by my fellow islanders.
00:04:10Oh, please, can I just, like...
00:04:13Somebody getting voted off the island felt like they were gonna die.
00:04:17And you were never gonna see him again.
00:04:20I think he really gets the sympathy from, like, everyone being, like, oh, Hannah did you dirty.
00:04:27And he takes that and he fucking runs across the world with it because he knows that, like, people are
00:04:32gonna eat that shit up.
00:04:32But, like, I have a boyfriend.
00:04:34Why are we still talking about four days of fucking Fiji?
00:04:39I know.
00:04:39Like, just move on.
00:04:41There's a reason that you're 28 years old and never had a girlfriend.
00:04:44Like, and it's not my fault.
00:04:46You know?
00:04:46Not having a girlfriend ever in your existence is just kind of a red flag for me.
00:04:51Because I feel like, you know, you kind of have to date to, like, understand a woman.
00:04:57I'm very complex.
00:04:58He was just never gonna understand me.
00:05:01I wish we had someone from the 80s that could come and help us.
00:05:04Who is from the 80s?
00:05:15What's up, y'all?
00:05:15We're making good progress.
00:05:17You know what I'm saying?
00:05:18Glasses on.
00:05:19Oh, I gotta pack my shoes.
00:05:21I'll be right back.
00:05:22Who are you?
00:05:24I'm laying behind the makeup, mascara, and your back.
00:05:28Are all these your bikinis and stuff?
00:05:30Yes.
00:05:31I don't know what the vibes are gonna be.
00:05:32It's gonna be a movie.
00:05:33I'm excited.
00:05:34I'm really excited.
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:35I've been seeing you when kicking it with Chris a lot lately.
00:05:38How do you feel about him being at the house?
00:05:41I'm not gonna lie.
00:05:42Chris is, like, one of the coolest guys ever.
00:05:43Like, he's ridiculous.
00:05:46He's ridiculous.
00:05:47Oh, I feel like I'm shining everywhere, let it go.
00:05:53Oh, oh.
00:05:56How many underwear do you need for two days?
00:05:59You never know.
00:06:02TJ.
00:06:03What?
00:06:03You still have your tag on your pants.
00:06:07We're in Palm Springs.
00:06:09Road trip.
00:06:10Road trip.
00:06:11Road trip.
00:06:11Road trip.
00:06:12Really happy when Brian brought up this idea to go to Palm Springs and invite everybody.
00:06:15We should all be able to be under one roof and have a good time, just like how we were
00:06:19in the villa.
00:06:19What's up, y'all?
00:06:20So I think this is the perfect time for me to get a little bit more of alone time with
00:06:24Coco.
00:06:25Jacuzzi.
00:06:26I got cool.
00:06:28What's it going?
00:06:29Views.
00:06:29I like.
00:06:30And the views.
00:06:32The views are crazy.
00:06:34I'm excited for this weekend.
00:06:36Wait, I have an idea.
00:06:37I'm scared.
00:06:39Since we're going to Palm Springs, I want to see snow because I don't see snow ever.
00:06:45Like, come on.
00:06:46Look at what I found.
00:06:47What?
00:06:48There's like a sea lift and you go up the mountain.
00:06:52Look, snow.
00:06:53Now I'm more excited.
00:06:54I think if we make this small detour and meet up with everyone else later, we'll have the
00:06:59time of our life.
00:07:00We can build a snowman.
00:07:01It's just snow.
00:07:02That's so cute.
00:07:03I love the snow.
00:07:04I love Christmas.
00:07:06I think it'll make it feel like Christmas in California.
00:07:08Are we going to fit all these suitcases in the car?
00:07:10We're going to make it fit like Jenga.
00:07:18Damn, you're out of breath.
00:07:20Fuck you.
00:07:24Oh, what the hell you got in this?
00:07:26You bringing Taylor?
00:07:27Where the hell is my stuff about to go?
00:07:30No, no, it'll fit.
00:07:31Oh, trust me.
00:07:34I don't know why there are so many suitcases.
00:07:36We're only going for three days.
00:07:38Look.
00:07:39Oh, what the hell?
00:07:41It's going to fit.
00:07:41All you need to pack is some underwear, socks, some t-shirts, maybe a couple pants.
00:07:46Not maybe a couple pants.
00:07:48Pants.
00:07:49Hey, my jacket's here, right?
00:07:50I'll be back.
00:07:52Okay.
00:07:52We're off to Palm Springs.
00:07:59It has been so long since I've been in that villa, so I feel like this trip is going
00:08:07to have a similar feeling to just, like, everybody in the same place on the same type of timing,
00:08:13so I'm looking forward to it.
00:08:14Same type of timing?
00:08:15Same type of timing as the villa?
00:08:17I mean...
00:08:18We're doing challenges in this shit now?
00:08:19What do you mean, same type of timing?
00:08:21We're playing spin the bottle?
00:08:22No, no, no, like, we're all going to be in one place, and we're going to have to talk, you
00:08:26know?
00:08:27I'm going to let them talk.
00:08:28I'm chilling.
00:08:35Wow.
00:08:37A mini villa in the meadow of Palm Springs.
00:08:40We're going to have so much fun.
00:08:49What are we getting in the bag?
00:08:50Yay!
00:08:51Yes!
00:08:52To the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days.
00:08:55Ridiculous.
00:09:00Welcome to Paradigm.
00:09:02After you, really?
00:09:03Wow!
00:09:07Y'all...
00:09:08No, this is wild.
00:09:08Oh, my gosh!
00:09:12This place looks even more fire in person, I'll say that.
00:09:15Period.
00:09:15Y'all did so good.
00:09:17Y'all did so good.
00:09:17The jacuzzi!
00:09:19Oh, yeah.
00:09:20I'm pulling my ass off.
00:09:21Oh, my gosh.
00:09:22I feel like I'm in the villa again.
00:09:24It's so beautiful.
00:09:26The pools, the hot tub, the little hideaways.
00:09:29Like, this place is just sexy.
00:09:32I like this.
00:09:34Yo, Chris.
00:09:34I got the bed dressed for you, brother.
00:09:36For me?
00:09:37Yeah.
00:09:38Oh, my gosh!
00:09:40The bump beds!
00:09:41Yeah, man!
00:09:41Bro, I wouldn't even fit, bro.
00:09:43Yes!
00:09:44They're perfect!
00:09:49Charlie, when's the last time you've seen Hannah?
00:09:52Oh, the reunion.
00:09:53Really?
00:09:54Yeah, man.
00:09:54How do you feel about seeing her now?
00:09:57Uh, you know, it's not like there was ever anything after the show.
00:10:01Just kind of ended there and then, so that whole thing's, like, long gone, do you know
00:10:06what I mean?
00:10:06No, for sure.
00:10:07Yeah, at the reunion with Hannah, I just felt like her energy that day was very, like,
00:10:11cold with me, you know?
00:10:12And I was confused by that, because I've done absolutely nothing to warrant that type
00:10:17of energy.
00:10:18So I don't even know what it's gonna be like.
00:10:20I don't know how I'm gonna feel.
00:10:21I don't know.
00:10:22It's just a lot more, like, we'll see when it comes, type thing, so...
00:10:26Yeah, man.
00:10:27That's that, really.
00:10:28Yeah, that's that.
00:10:31Can we pull over?
00:10:32I'm having anxiety.
00:10:35You're probably a little bit nervous, because you're about to do some big girl things over
00:10:38there.
00:10:39I know.
00:10:39But also, Charli is a little bit, like, bickering, too.
00:10:44You and Brian left the show together, and he doesn't still talk about you on podcasts.
00:10:50There's no point in talking and bringing extra negativity to us when we know all of us have
00:10:56gotten hate.
00:10:57So why would you drive more hate to someone, especially when they don't deserve it?
00:11:02And you know that I don't deserve it.
00:11:10Look at the mountains.
00:11:14Beautiful.
00:11:15This is so beautiful.
00:11:29There is so much oxygen up here.
00:11:31I know.
00:11:31I can feel like I could breathe.
00:11:33Wait.
00:11:33I thought it was less oxygen.
00:11:35I know.
00:11:36I know.
00:11:36I know.
00:11:41I know.
00:11:47I want a raccoon, and I want to take it home and make it my baby.
00:11:51Being a southern girly, I didn't really know too much about Cali.
00:11:54So, seeing the snow, I didn't know about all of this.
00:11:58But it's cute.
00:12:00Oh, my God.
00:12:01Stop.
00:12:02I have to decline.
00:12:04We don't want to do that.
00:12:09Oh, my God.
00:12:09Look at the public table.
00:12:11I feel like so white.
00:12:13Cheers, guys.
00:12:14Cheers to good vibes.
00:12:16Friends and family.
00:12:18To talking some shit.
00:12:19Right.
00:12:19Cheers.
00:12:21Speaking of friendships, what do we think about Coco and Chris?
00:12:26Wow.
00:12:26I have to think of three months for this.
00:12:28I have been picking up that they're, like, possibly dating.
00:12:31I saw them at Friendsgiving when we were doing the prayer, and they were going like this,
00:12:36and everyone else was like this.
00:12:37They were picking up.
00:12:38And they were like that.
00:12:39And so I was like, hmm.
00:12:40And then I went go-karting, and I noticed that they were, like, all cuddled up go-karting.
00:12:47Oh.
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:48So they're really a thing.
00:12:50Yeah.
00:12:51Well, maybe her mind could be very accommodated with Chris, though.
00:12:54I also want to go-karting with-
00:12:55She don't try some shit with you.
00:12:56Facts.
00:12:57And I know the last time that you guys spoke was from Friendsgiving.
00:13:01Yeah.
00:13:02Okay.
00:13:02How did that conversation for you end up?
00:13:04As best as it possibly could.
00:13:06Yeah.
00:13:07When we were in the villa, I felt like you were, like, damn near, like, love bombing me.
00:13:10Like, you would say, like, cuckoo.
00:13:12No funny shit.
00:13:13Love bombing you?
00:13:13No, get up.
00:13:14I'm not gonna lie.
00:13:15That's delusional.
00:13:16Although I was understanding of why she would feel the way that she feels, I don't think
00:13:20she was reciprocating the understanding energy.
00:13:23We obviously are not going to be besties, and that's fine.
00:13:27But, you know, as long as we're respectful to one another, I'm just like, forgive, let
00:13:32it go.
00:13:32Right.
00:13:33I'm really cold.
00:13:33Let's just go to the house.
00:13:35Let's blow this popsicle stand.
00:13:41Is it cold?
00:13:42Oh my gosh, it's warm.
00:13:43Oh, we should get in.
00:13:45Who are you most excited to see today?
00:13:46Everyone.
00:13:47Everyone?
00:13:47Like, it's gonna be nice that we're all in one place.
00:13:49Yeah, I appreciate it.
00:13:50Jesus Christ.
00:13:52He seemed a little disappointed that y'all were in the same room.
00:13:55Let's just make this the guys' room.
00:13:59Okay.
00:13:59The guys' room?
00:14:00Four guys.
00:14:01Chris is like...
00:14:05Girl, it's okay, child.
00:14:06He's gonna be all right.
00:14:07I think that's cute.
00:14:09You gotta keep him on they toes a little bit.
00:14:11He's so silly.
00:14:12I think he's gonna try to sneak in.
00:14:14Oh, heck no.
00:14:15He better chill out.
00:14:16This is gonna be so good for you guys, like, to just spend time together and, like, get
00:14:19to know each other more.
00:14:20Yeah.
00:14:20In this kind of setting, too.
00:14:21Like, it's just a vacation.
00:14:23Mm-hmm.
00:14:23This is the life.
00:14:25How you feeling about Maya coming?
00:14:28Not really stressing about it.
00:14:29Here for the good vibes.
00:14:31You and Coco, though.
00:14:32You haven't kissed her yet, right?
00:14:33No.
00:14:35This is usually not my MO.
00:14:38Um, nothing in my love violin experience has shaped me to be this way.
00:14:41I think this is just kind of how I want to move outside the villa and going forward.
00:14:48You know what you gotta do, bro?
00:14:50Get some cojones.
00:14:51And you know what you gotta hit her with?
00:14:52Huh?
00:14:52When it's just y'all two?
00:14:53Two words.
00:14:55Come here.
00:14:57That's all you gotta say.
00:14:59That's all you gotta say.
00:15:02Aim for the middle of the square.
00:15:04Yo.
00:15:04Yo.
00:15:05Period.
00:15:06Period.
00:15:07I'm actually nice.
00:15:08Hold on.
00:15:10This place is sick.
00:15:11Yo.
00:15:12I like the, I like the flooring.
00:15:13Oh my gosh!
00:15:15Yay!
00:15:16Yay!
00:15:16Did y'all leave it?
00:15:17Hold on a sec.
00:15:18Bro, what?
00:15:19Did you get a direct flight from Jamaica?
00:15:21Hi!
00:15:23Thank you!
00:15:24One thing I didn't do in the villa was get in that pool.
00:15:27So I'm gonna get in that pool!
00:15:29So we get in that pool!
00:15:30And you can leave money in that pool!
00:15:33And you can leave money in that pool!
00:15:35And you can leave money in that pool!
00:15:37You want me to dunk it?
00:15:38I got you!
00:15:39This shit lowers?
00:15:40My brother!
00:15:41Bro, I'm a runner, bro!
00:15:43Oh, yeah, yeah, right, right.
00:15:44Oh, there we go, there we go.
00:15:44That's cool.
00:15:45Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:15:48Hey!
00:15:50Boys, we're hungry!
00:15:52Should we cook up?
00:15:53All right, all right, all right.
00:15:54You know he's gonna ask us to cook.
00:15:55He's gonna piss me off.
00:15:57I think it's fair since the fellas had to cook all the meals in the villa.
00:16:04Oh, I like this.
00:16:04This sounds like a proposal.
00:16:06I like this.
00:16:07I like this.
00:16:07I think the woman should take care of the kids.
00:16:08Yeah.
00:16:09Great idea.
00:16:09Yeah.
00:16:11You know, I'm not opposed.
00:16:12Are we locking it in?
00:16:14Like, do y'all know how to make drinks?
00:16:15Yeah!
00:16:25What's going on?
00:16:26Welcome to the crib, man.
00:16:27Yo, this is nuts.
00:16:29It's all on Brian's card.
00:16:30Let's go, Brian.
00:16:31Shout out, Brian.
00:16:32Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:16:32How many bedrooms are there?
00:16:33Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:16:34The master bedroom is reserved for Iris and TJ.
00:16:38Oh!
00:16:41Oh!
00:16:41Bring it back!
00:16:42Oh!
00:16:44Oh!
00:16:45Oh!
00:16:50Miss Grace, how are you, love?
00:16:51Isn't it so pretty?
00:16:52It's so, so, so cool.
00:16:54I know.
00:16:55It's gorgeous.
00:16:56I know.
00:16:56It looks so nice.
00:16:57We need a whole...
00:16:58Maya?
00:16:59...expiration.
00:17:00Sorry, love.
00:17:01Good?
00:17:01Good, good.
00:17:03We gave each other a hug and everything, so, like, that's cleared.
00:17:07Like, that's definitely a good start to our Palm Springs trip.
00:17:10Honestly, in regards to how I spend my time at Palm Springs, I'm going to be waking up Tannen.
00:17:17I'm going to be minding my business, looking cute, taking my pictures, and calling my boyfriend all the fucking time.
00:17:23Brian is not even in my dot.
00:17:25He's not even that tall for me to even look up, you know?
00:17:29I'm hungry.
00:17:31We're making, like, ground beef and all the teams.
00:17:35You're gonna get some hot, hot, yeah.
00:17:37You're gonna get some hot, hot, yeah.
00:17:39I'm just gonna check in.
00:17:40Mm-hmm.
00:17:41You straight?
00:17:41Mm-hmm.
00:17:42Oh, boy!
00:17:44It's dinner!
00:17:47How are you feeling about Charlie?
00:17:49I'm not going to acknowledge him.
00:17:51He's making it a little awkward.
00:17:53He's, like, he's awkward.
00:17:54His presence just is, like, a dark cloud, and right now, I'm like, I just don't want to do that.
00:17:58I can't deal with it.
00:17:58I can't.
00:17:59I don't have the energy.
00:18:07Smooth?
00:18:08You good?
00:18:11You promised?
00:18:12Yeah, I'm all right.
00:18:14Look, me and Hannah are strangers.
00:18:16We don't know each other like that.
00:18:18We never became friends like that.
00:18:20Essentially, it's this weird situation, because it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with.
00:18:25So, trying to understand how to go about it in a normal way is tricky, because it doesn't feel normal.
00:18:33Food is ready!
00:18:36How's seeing Hannah? Cool?
00:18:38Uh, we haven't really acknowledged each other, to be honest.
00:18:41All right.
00:18:41Do you feel like, like there will be a conversation tonight?
00:18:46Or...
00:18:48Tonight?
00:18:49I don't know.
00:18:51Let's go!
00:18:52Come on, guys!
00:18:53It's Taco Tuesday!
00:18:54I'm hangry!
00:19:04Oh, my God.
00:19:05Well, thank you to everyone who cooked.
00:19:08Buon appetito.
00:19:09Got blessed.
00:19:09Grayson and Coco killed this.
00:19:11Thank you guys so much.
00:19:12I just put things in both.
00:19:14You helped, and so did you.
00:19:15Thank you so much for doing.
00:19:17Nah, Coco, you threw it down.
00:19:18Man, it was fucking good.
00:19:20I don't have no seasoning, but we made it work.
00:19:25Mmm, tacos.
00:19:32Nothing.
00:19:37Something's not right here.
00:19:39Jesus.
00:19:40That dinner table, you could cut the tension with a knife.
00:19:44Everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension.
00:19:47Coco's looking around like, what's going on?
00:19:48Bella's like, is everything okay?
00:19:50I'm looking at Iris.
00:19:52Iris is looking at Hannah.
00:19:52Hannah's looking at me.
00:19:53I'm like, what's going on?
00:20:05You ready to rip off that band-aid and confront him?
00:20:08No.
00:20:10I know that I need to break the tension,
00:20:13because it's a little awkward, but I'm scared.
00:20:19Well, guys, we're at the end of the year.
00:20:22What better way than to leave all the tension in 2025?
00:20:27So I just want to start.
00:20:32Charlie, we have not spoken since the reunion.
00:20:38From what I've gathered, you were not happy with me.
00:20:51From what I've gathered, you were not happy with me at the reunion.
00:20:55Yeah, I just felt like your energy was really off.
00:20:58Yeah, I will say I was not doing well.
00:21:00I was trying to handle that to the best of my ability.
00:21:02I'm sorry I was not thinking about you.
00:21:04I was thinking about how I would be okay.
00:21:06I accept your apology.
00:21:07You know what I mean?
00:21:08It is what it is.
00:21:09But you seem to be much cooler around Pepe.
00:21:11And I was just like, this is a bit weird, because...
00:21:14Because Iris is my best friend.
00:21:16And I think she was just being nice,
00:21:17because, like, I was next to him, like, during the reunion.
00:21:21Yeah.
00:21:21I was just needing somebody there for me in that time.
00:21:25And Pepe was, like, there for me.
00:21:27And I think that just shows, like, a testament to his character.
00:21:30I don't understand what happened at the reunion.
00:21:32I just, for me, I was like,
00:21:34it just left an impression where I felt,
00:21:36is this girl genuine?
00:21:37But I wasn't, like, bad with you.
00:21:40We just, like, weren't friends.
00:21:41It wasn't like I was trying to be harsh with you.
00:21:44I literally, as soon as that reunion ended,
00:21:46I was fucking sobbing.
00:21:47I think that's what I struggled with a lot,
00:21:50is I just felt like there was so many unanswered questions.
00:21:54I needed to go.
00:21:55I was crying.
00:21:56Brian, you were there.
00:21:57I'm fucking having a panic attack.
00:22:00I've been a pretty anxious person my whole life.
00:22:04But I think I had my anxiety on a pretty tight leash.
00:22:07And now I feel like it's making it hard for me
00:22:10to want to do things more.
00:22:12Harder for me to leave the house.
00:22:14I haven't really figured out how to handle it.
00:22:17But I will say, we weren't in a relationship.
00:22:19It was five days of my life.
00:22:21I just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago.
00:22:25I'm now in a relationship.
00:22:26And, like, I don't want him to open up his phone and be like,
00:22:28oh, why is this man on a podcast still talking about you?
00:22:31Yeah, for sure.
00:22:33I get it.
00:22:34But it was never a podcast to go on and talk about Hannah.
00:22:37It was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey.
00:22:39Yeah.
00:22:40To getting on the show.
00:22:41And then my time in the show.
00:22:42And my time in the show involved majority of you as the storyline.
00:22:45They're always going to ask a question about you.
00:22:48Wait, hold on.
00:22:48Are we back in the holidays?
00:22:51Like, where's the podium?
00:22:53Because I feel like people are standing on business tonight.
00:22:56There's ways to, like, divert the situation.
00:22:58Because if you open the comments, it's all, like, shitting on me.
00:23:00And it's, like, I feel like you're fueling that.
00:23:03And that's, for me, what hurts.
00:23:04No, it doesn't feel good, but we all signed up for the public eye.
00:23:07Yeah, but we shouldn't be adding to it.
00:23:09No, no, I'm saying...
00:23:09Like, podcasts have caused all of us.
00:23:11You are almost victimizing yourself and using me as, like, this villain for doing the damn thing.
00:23:17Doing what I needed to do.
00:23:19And was I supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights?
00:23:22Not at all, not at all.
00:23:23At the end of the day, some people end up looking like a villain.
00:23:26Some people end up doing things that people don't like.
00:23:29It sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim.
00:23:32You know, that's, like, some kind of self.
00:23:35Like, she's annoyed with herself.
00:23:36It's clearly, like, things are being said because Austin went on a podcast and said that I'm a snake
00:23:41for how I did you.
00:23:43Hannah.
00:23:43Snake-ish.
00:23:44I don't like the way she did my boy, Charlie.
00:23:47So, like, that has to be something that you guys were talking about.
00:23:51That's his opinion and he's also my friend.
00:23:53The same way that you have an opinion on Pepe for what he did to her, he has an opinion
00:23:57on you for whatever reason.
00:24:00Yeah, but, bro, you were fucking telling her, like, yo, like, TJ's too young anyway.
00:24:04Like, it wouldn't have worked.
00:24:05I'm glad you're with Pepe.
00:24:07And you're my friend, bro.
00:24:09What, when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying, though, that his TikToks were putting you off?
00:24:26And I said, maybe, do you know what, though, he's a bit younger, so maybe he's doing things differently.
00:24:30No, Pepe was bothered by the TikToks.
00:24:32I said, get your back, TJ.
00:24:33Yeah, that's not how it went down in the conversation.
00:24:35Yeah, how the fuck did it go down?
00:24:37They were both talking about how your TikToks were cringing them on, yeah, and putting them off.
00:24:44Well, that's not like...
00:24:45I mean, yeah, we talked about...
00:24:48That's not, like, that big of a deal.
00:24:50Mmm, let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation.
00:24:55We're losing the plot here.
00:24:56At the time, you and Pepe looked like you were going strong, when deep down all this time, all this
00:25:01shit was going on, why didn't you just fucking end it?
00:25:03Do you know what I mean?
00:25:04Because I think you're thinking that it's super simple.
00:25:06You're trying to make her seem like she is wrong.
00:25:09You met TJ.
00:25:10No, just not.
00:25:10Because you clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship where you feel manipulated and you don't
00:25:14know how to navigate that, so don't ever fucking blame her for staying in a situation that she didn't know
00:25:19how to get out of.
00:25:20It is not her fault.
00:25:21It's a unique situation.
00:25:22I get that it's a unique situation like that.
00:25:24I get that it's a unique situation.
00:25:26Absolutely not.
00:25:27They just keep going in circles and he's digging a hole that he doesn't need to dig and he's digging
00:25:32himself deeper and deeper and deeper and I honestly want to just like, be like, stop, shh.
00:25:39Yeah, we should focus on the initial problem and then solve that shit and then move on, bro. Y'all,
00:25:43we're just talking in circles.
00:25:44Let's just like drop this conversation.
00:25:47What, you were just explaining how Hannah's a part of your story, Iris is a part of my story, so
00:25:50how are you gonna come at me for posting a couple TikToks?
00:25:53It was them that were coming at you for the...
00:25:55But we weren't coming at him for it.
00:25:56You were saying...
00:25:57You're like totally going too far.
00:26:01This is intense.
00:26:03He's having a hard time explaining himself and the girls are having a hard time understanding him.
00:26:08I'm just glad that this is not me and Clark, you know what I mean? Because that would have been
00:26:11ghetto as hell.
00:26:12You mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young.
00:26:15I think what he's just trying to clear up is that he only said that about you because they mentioned
00:26:19you and what you were posting.
00:26:21And he said that in a way of trying to console her and make her feel like maybe she was
00:26:25possibly making the right decision.
00:26:26He's probably not trying to come for you and he is probably your friend for real.
00:26:31I feel like we've been lacking like a lot of love and like empathy and like understanding and like care.
00:26:38Like I feel like sometimes it can seem a little clicky and like it's already bad enough like we all
00:26:42feel like the world is against us.
00:26:44Well, that's what I think is happening.
00:26:46I do think you were saying it to be supportive and to be a good friend.
00:26:49I don't think you were trying to take shots at TJ.
00:26:53The world is against us. The public is against us.
00:26:56And so it makes us look at each other different ways when in actuality we were all good.
00:27:03We were all fine, you know?
00:27:05And then people have infiltrated our minds in a way.
00:27:09And it's caused a division in our entire cast.
00:27:11It's caused a division.
00:27:12And everybody's scared to do certain things.
00:27:14It's all like a big mind trip.
00:27:16And this is what I'm saying.
00:27:17I think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform to be able to explain a bit more.
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:22And it's like it can be frustrating because if you never speak, you're just going to have to set the
00:27:27narrative that people see.
00:27:29Exactly. That's so real.
00:27:30And I also say going off of that, I was the first one out of the villa.
00:27:35And I was offered a lot of different podcast opportunities, you know?
00:27:40The truth of it is like, Hannah, you were Charlie's villa experience.
00:27:45Like, I relate in that aspect because, you know, I only had one person from my villa experience too.
00:27:50And so whenever I do go on podcasts, like that name is always brought up because that was like my
00:27:56experience.
00:27:57I don't think like him going on those podcasts was ever in a way to like bring you down.
00:28:04That's taken and clipped and blown up because you are the only person he's been associated with.
00:28:10It's just like for me, it's hard because like, like I don't even want to leave my house.
00:28:18Like, I don't leave my house.
00:28:20Don't worry, babe. You're good.
00:28:22We all put ourselves out there and it can be very fucking great for us after.
00:28:26You know, our life, our lives have all changed.
00:28:28We're all doing great things.
00:28:30You know what I mean?
00:28:31But it does come at a cost.
00:28:34I'm going to call my boyfriend.
00:28:41I'm just having a lot of anxiety.
00:28:43I'm sorry.
00:28:47She probably just needs a breather.
00:28:49All right.
00:28:49Should we, uh, should we clean up?
00:28:52Yeah.
00:28:53Yeah.
00:28:54Yeah.
00:28:55Yeah.
00:28:55No, not really.
00:28:57How you doing, Chris?
00:28:58Not a piece.
00:28:59I don't want to just chime in.
00:29:01You know what I mean?
00:29:01When it's not my place.
00:29:03It's hard being away from home.
00:29:08I know.
00:29:09It's just hard when you're not here.
00:29:13Hang in there.
00:29:18Anna?
00:29:19I'm in here.
00:29:21Where is she?
00:29:22I don't know.
00:29:23I was looking at the wrong fucking door.
00:29:27I'm just getting overwhelmed.
00:29:31Don't worry.
00:29:32You said it all in a very mature way.
00:29:35Coco, I really appreciate you helping me articulate.
00:29:38Of course.
00:29:38I've been left in that and no one backed me up.
00:29:41I have trouble.
00:29:43Like, I don't want to, like, seem like I'm being a bitch,
00:29:47but I'm just, like, having trouble expressing how I'm feeling.
00:29:50You're not.
00:29:51You're standing up for yourself.
00:29:58It's just massive.
00:29:59Just a mess.
00:30:04Sorry, guys.
00:30:05I was trying to, like, bring the mood down.
00:30:21It's just aage.
00:30:21The bikini is later on, right?
00:30:23Yes.
00:30:23I probably need, like, five minors.
00:30:25Me too.
00:30:28What?
00:30:29Daddy!
00:30:36You call him white chocolate?
00:30:42Nah, this girl you're seeing because I'm white chocolate.
00:30:46Look at Shy now.
00:30:48I kind of like it.
00:30:49You love it.
00:30:50That's OK.
00:30:51It makes me feel cool.
00:30:53You should have came.
00:30:54You should have had finals week last week.
00:30:56It was either come and...
00:30:58And fill everything?
00:31:00You get zeros?
00:31:01Yeah, fill all my classes.
00:31:03Welcome.
00:31:04We've already gone shopping and getting dressed and let's go.
00:31:07It's a new day.
00:31:08New energy.
00:31:10Everyone's going to split up, go their separate ways.
00:31:12I think everyone just needs time to breathe.
00:31:18Come on, Coco Chanel.
00:31:19Here we go.
00:31:22What are you guys doing? Let's go.
00:31:24We got a tea time.
00:31:26Tea time.
00:31:28What the hell are you guys wearing?
00:31:30Bro, I didn't bring no golf.
00:31:34I've been golfing one time.
00:31:36I don't really own no golf gear.
00:31:38You see how me and Chris showed up.
00:31:40Take us out the hood.
00:31:41Can't take the hood out of us.
00:31:42Let's go.
00:31:51Who's ready to golf right now?
00:31:53Let's go.
00:31:54My goal today is to get a hole in one.
00:31:57Why are you laughing?
00:31:58Okay.
00:31:59You want to style me?
00:32:00Yeah, I got you.
00:32:01Give me right, give me right.
00:32:02I got you.
00:32:03Yeah.
00:32:04Swagger, bro.
00:32:05Like some designs, huh?
00:32:07What size is this?
00:32:08How long you been golfing?
00:32:09Since I was born.
00:32:11Oh, really?
00:32:14It's water.
00:32:15Really?
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:18Maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking.
00:32:21You guys are good.
00:32:21No, you want matcha.
00:32:22Peace.
00:32:23It's a new day.
00:32:24You know, Charlie, you know, went through a lot last night.
00:32:26I don't want him to feel alone or isolated.
00:32:28So it's time to check in, see what's going on, see how he's feeling and just, you know,
00:32:31try to really understand where he's at.
00:32:34And then can I get a side of bacon and a side of avocado?
00:32:36Yeah.
00:32:39What a beautiful day to be beautiful.
00:32:42It is.
00:32:42You look amazing.
00:32:44Holy crap.
00:32:44Yeah, you look good.
00:32:45Yeah, you do look good.
00:32:46I wanted to go run down the plan for TJ's birthday.
00:32:49Yes.
00:32:50Edie's theme.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:52Back to my mommy day.
00:32:53Yeah.
00:32:55I got more accessories and stuff.
00:32:57So it's at my mom's house.
00:32:58I sent it there because I didn't want to send it here because of the surprise.
00:33:01He's going to come back home.
00:33:02I'm going to blindfold him.
00:33:04I'm going to take him to the room.
00:33:06I'm going to change and then I'm going to open up the blinds.
00:33:09Everything's going to be set up out here.
00:33:10Okay.
00:33:11When I was hoping that you guys would help set it up.
00:33:13Babe, of course.
00:33:14There's no question about that.
00:33:16I'm going to try and get back as soon as I can.
00:33:18Okay.
00:33:18I will go change.
00:33:20Okay.
00:33:20Love you.
00:33:21I will.
00:33:22You guys need anything.
00:33:24Okay.
00:33:25You guys look who's here.
00:33:26Hello.
00:33:27Hello.
00:33:28I feel like I'm always late to everything.
00:33:31I'm going to get changed.
00:33:32I'll be back.
00:33:33Yeah.
00:33:34You see how beautiful this is?
00:33:35This is our castle.
00:33:36Our villa.
00:33:37This is our villa.
00:33:38This week is insane.
00:33:40I have like four photoshoots.
00:33:43And I'm also trying to squeeze pounce frames because I want to spend time with my people
00:33:49celebrating TJ.
00:33:51Hannah, you should tell me what happened.
00:33:53What happened?
00:33:54Charlie had went on a podcast and was like still talking about like our four day fucking
00:33:59getting to know each other.
00:34:01And so I just want to be like can I set the boundary that like we don't do that anymore.
00:34:05Like you know how the hate is.
00:34:06Like you don't need the fuel to that.
00:34:08And he just started taking it like way too far.
00:34:11And like he started comes for Iris and TJ.
00:34:13I would never see that coming though.
00:34:15But Hannah you did a really great job standing up for yourself yesterday.
00:34:18And the thing is you can whatever disrespect me.
00:34:21I'll fucking take it.
00:34:22But talk about my friend.
00:34:24And that's when I be asked.
00:34:27Okay accessories.
00:34:30How you feel?
00:34:31I'm all right mate.
00:34:32Last night was a little bit.
00:34:35Mmm.
00:34:37Is that all right?
00:34:38That's really good.
00:34:38Is that okay?
00:34:39Is that the LA level that you used to?
00:34:42It's pretty good honestly.
00:34:43It's unique.
00:34:44Like I do feel like their takes on last night weren't justified really.
00:34:48I get that you don't want someone to speak about you.
00:34:51Especially now that you've got a part.
00:34:52I completely understand that.
00:34:53But the way it sounded was that I've been.
00:34:56You know going on about.
00:34:57For the entire.
00:34:59For since it's happened.
00:35:00And then the whole thing of me being.
00:35:02Trying to play victim is ridiculous.
00:35:04Yeah I wish I could have.
00:35:05Done more to mediate it.
00:35:06Because I can.
00:35:07I see both sides.
00:35:08So I'm just like.
00:35:08If y'all just.
00:35:09Went point by point.
00:35:11And said.
00:35:12Okay Charlie's not victimizing himself.
00:35:13He finally got a platform to speak.
00:35:15We understand that.
00:35:16Okay boom.
00:35:16Moving forward.
00:35:17Hannah would like.
00:35:17If you didn't talk about.
00:35:19Her on podcast.
00:35:20Okay boom.
00:35:21Done done.
00:35:22And you both are happy.
00:35:23Like.
00:35:23Hannah and Charlie arguing.
00:35:24Definitely puts me in a tough position.
00:35:26But.
00:35:26I'm going to be there for both.
00:35:27Not playing both sides.
00:35:29But.
00:35:29Holding both my friends accountable.
00:35:31In ways that I see.
00:35:32And then just you know.
00:35:32Being for them.
00:35:33In any way possible.
00:35:34After.
00:35:35As long as.
00:35:36You feel like.
00:35:37You squashed it.
00:35:38And you feel heard.
00:35:39That's what I care about.
00:35:41I'd rather just be with people that.
00:35:43I think.
00:35:44Give me good energy.
00:35:45Uplift my spirit.
00:35:46And that.
00:35:46Do you know what I mean.
00:35:51All right.
00:35:52Here we go.
00:35:52Yeah.
00:35:54Good.
00:35:54Good.
00:35:57Good.
00:35:57Good.
00:35:58Good.
00:35:58Good.
00:36:00Good.
00:36:01There's bella.
00:36:02We're catching air.
00:36:05Wow.
00:36:06Oh.
00:36:06Yeah!
00:36:07See that TJ?
00:36:08Yeah.
00:36:09Looks good.
00:36:09It's not in the hole though.
00:36:11Somebody's making this.
00:36:12I can feel it.
00:36:14Hey TJ.
00:36:14How's your mental doing bro?
00:36:16From last night?
00:36:17Good enough to putt this in one try.
00:36:19That's for sure.
00:36:21That was pretty game set.
00:36:22I'm not going to lie.
00:36:25That looks perfect.
00:36:27Everything good with you and Charlie bro?
00:36:29I'm going to talk about you?
00:36:29Yeah bro.
00:36:29I honestly wasn't expecting to like have a convo or like be involved. Yeah
00:36:34I think you kind of got looped into it because I think Charlie really want to have that
00:36:39Conversation with just Hannah. Yeah, and Iris kind of jumped in and he kind of felt annoyed by it in
00:36:44a sense
00:36:44And then obviously you got some of that he acted a little out of line with some of the things
00:36:48he said
00:36:50So, you know, I'm gonna say my piece, but I like Charlie. I don't think he had like
00:36:56Bad intentions with what he said. I think he felt like very attacked
00:36:59You know, I didn't want him to you know, say what he thought happened and then the rest of y
00:37:04'all sitting at the table believe like that story
00:37:07Iris and I we spoke to Charlie after too. Yeah, bro, you know for me, bro, like but
00:37:14Obviously, that's not a nice thing to hear. Do you know what I mean from your perspective for that? Like
00:37:18I apologize, but it was never
00:37:20Hey, yeah, anti TJ
00:37:23Let's bash him down type thing, bro. No, I appreciate it. So that conversation went well. Yeah, it was good
00:37:28productive
00:37:30Yeah, rest of the trip. We're good
00:37:33As he says some other bullshit
00:37:41It's weird because bro so much has changed we're living life so crazy right now
00:37:45We're doing amazing things man
00:37:46And then at the same time there's been so many crazy changes back home as well. Yeah, and it's like
00:37:51time so much is going on
00:37:52You haven't had a home in months on top of that
00:37:54I lost two grandparents within the space of six months man still haven't been able to process that
00:37:59You've been living out of a suitcase being you know, you're not with your family. So it's just like it's
00:38:04just tough on you
00:38:06It's difficult I lost my grandma just two months before I went into season seven and then I lost my
00:38:11granddad a week before
00:38:13the violent games I'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents and then now like
00:38:19My parents are moving out of the family home soon. It's not going to be like our occasion. I'll go
00:38:24home. I
00:38:26Just feel like I have to accept it. I'm in my late 20s and this is life
00:38:29When you're stressed like your brain literally shuts down certain parts of your brain so it can work on the
00:38:34stress
00:38:35It's not ties into the the swallowing food thing that I developed one that fear of choking on food really?
00:38:39I noticed I was just hyper focusing on a feeling on food. I tried to
00:38:45Swallow my food
00:38:47My throat is tightened up felt like I was choking but it's something that through connecting with other people
00:38:52I've learned that it's actually way more common and it's getting on the better side when I was back home
00:38:57and I was chilling
00:38:57I was relaxed it was it was back to normal. Do you know what I mean?
00:39:00It's gonna be like that. It was like that when I was at Austin's
00:39:03Yeah
00:39:03I haven't really spoke about that because it's awkward and makes me feel uncomfortable and I'm quite embarrassed about it
00:39:08That's real bro. Well, you know things are only embarrassing if you let it be. Yeah
00:39:12I'm glad for you to get back you'll have me and Austin in LA and we'll be able to just
00:39:15work out together
00:39:16Go get food together process your grief together. You know what I'm saying? You're gonna have all that support system
00:39:20once you're back
00:39:22How's that bacon?
00:39:25Today's gonna be good, bro. We're gonna go. We're gonna enjoy this party. We're gonna get some funny-ass goofy
00:39:30-ass outfits, so I'm excited
00:39:33You've been good to me, bro. You've been really really good to me
00:39:37You're right. It doesn't go in notice
00:39:49Baby, we ain't like that. I don't mean it like that. Come on, let it cut down. I wanna see
00:39:54you like that
00:39:55The sun is kicking my ass. It is
00:39:59How's my body looking? Very T. Duh, we knew that
00:40:02I wanna see you when I wake up in the morning
00:40:06Hey
00:40:09Okay, what do you think you want?
00:40:11Oh, they're from Bali
00:40:13You know, I wonder like if something like that could pass for 80s. No
00:40:17No, sister. Oh, wow. These are gorgeous. So, um, how's it going? Rock at the villa. It's going great
00:40:24I know it's going real good. Ew
00:40:28What do you mean by that?
00:40:30You creep
00:40:31I know it's going real good
00:40:33I know what I saw
00:40:34What the fuck did you say? You saw nothing
00:40:38Obviously, y'all slept in my room last night
00:40:40Yeah
00:40:41So, like, how was that? Girl, it's just like in the villa, child. It was chill. It was normal. We
00:40:45just slept and woke up
00:40:48No, a little. No, we haven't even kissed yet
00:40:52Really? A kiss is very special and it's very intimate
00:40:54It is an exchange of energy and like it's that gateway into like dang do we really like hit it
00:41:00off hit it off
00:41:01I like that. We're so attached to the hip even right now like
00:41:05Emotionally emotionally just like really just getting each other and like being there for one another and hearing each other
00:41:10out
00:41:10I'm like he just always makes it such a safe space for me. Yeah
00:41:16Oh
00:41:19Fuck all right TJ. How do you think we did with this trip, bro? For you guys we gave you
00:41:23and iris the best room. Yeah
00:41:28And today was great. Did you play this too? Yeah, man everything shit. We got more and plan more in
00:41:33store more
00:41:34The fact that they have a mini golf in their backyard is the definition of free will
00:41:45Yeah
00:41:45Ready yeah
00:41:49Do I have to keep going? How was the rule? Yeah, you keep going until you make it
00:41:56Okay, that's two
00:41:59Hey three, so how are you feeling with your ex being here? No, let me try to make this
00:42:05Let me focus before we get into deep details. Oh
00:42:10Oh fuck. Oh fuck
00:42:13Almost
00:42:17Like is it weird for you like with all of us like, you know
00:42:21Chatting it up with him. Are you like oh girl? I won't give a fuck. Yeah
00:42:25There's not even a fuck to find in real for me to give
00:42:27I still don't expect any of my girls to be buddy buddies with him
00:42:32But having a conversation with him out of respect. I really don't care
00:42:35The only girl I know that hangs out with him is bella if she is going to continue on building
00:42:40a relationship with my ex
00:42:42And I don't think that's a girl's friend. The only thing that had bothered me was like yesterday
00:42:48I feel like she was like so quick to like defend charlie's like actions
00:42:52I don't think like him going on those podcasts was ever a way to like bring you down
00:42:58Don't even like join in the conversation if you're gonna like invalidate my feelings. Yeah. Yeah. I see what you're
00:43:03saying
00:43:03If you're trying to like validate the people who are hurting me
00:43:08Over like my feelings, especially in a moment where I was clearly like not
00:43:12Having a easy time
00:43:16That kind of shows me where you stand
00:43:18It's all about respect and yeah, it's not that fucking deep
00:43:23But I don't even care how deep it is. It could be a fucking centimeter and if I feel a
00:43:27way about it
00:43:28I feel like Valen did you lose the ball? I did damn girl
00:43:37I
00:43:38What a good day of golfing, huh? Thank you guys so much for today. I felt like it was really
00:43:43refreshing and
00:43:44Honestly, like I needed this I felt like you know just a little a little sister here today
00:43:50I feel like I'm kind of a little excluded sometimes by some of the girls
00:43:56Why do you feel that way though? I think coming out of the villa
00:44:00I was friends with everybody
00:44:02But I think wanting to be friends with everybody almost creates
00:44:07a division in
00:44:10In everybody else's minds
00:44:12For me, I'm the type of person who I will always try to make
00:44:16Everybody feel included if you guys haven't been able to tell you know
00:44:19I always want everybody there the more the merrier and
00:44:24I'm just never that thought
00:44:26For other people I have a hard time there and I honestly think that comes from some other
00:44:32deep-rooted issues that I've dealt with growing up and
00:44:36dealing with people just kind of dropping me
00:44:41As a friend I mean
00:44:44I've I come from a family of eight kids
00:44:48But it was it was pretty much just me and my brothers for a long time
00:44:52I've got three other sisters, but they kind of live their own lives. So really yeah, and they kind of
00:44:58casted me aside a little bit. So
00:45:02To me like in my eyes of course like I'm a great friend
00:45:05Why doesn't anybody want to be friends, you know?
00:45:10Anyways
00:45:11Yeah, it's just it's tough. I guess
00:45:14You always got an invite with me. Yeah, you can always kick it with us
00:45:19Just being included by the guys does make me feel so much better. I don't feel like I'm cast aside
00:45:26or cast away
00:45:28You know, they let me in on their jokes. This helped fill my cup today guys
00:45:32Cheers to that
00:45:35Bella and the boys
00:45:38I
00:45:41Lookie, I don't know much about golf, but I'm clearly not good at it
00:45:46What's up sexy lady
00:45:50I think that we should call iris. Okay, because it's already getting pretty late. Yeah, I think we need to
00:45:57set up and she's
00:45:59I miss her for like five minutes. No even I'm gonna call her
00:46:05Hi princess. Oh, you look so gorgeous
00:46:08You look so cute
00:46:09I'm gonna be tied up right now
00:46:10I had to pick up the other stuff the clothes and stuff, but I have it right here
00:46:14Okay, okay
00:46:15I'm gonna come back and help them set up
00:46:17The vendors
00:46:18I need you guys to help to like let them in and like set up
00:46:21Okay, okay
00:46:22It's gonna be freaking amazing and I'm so excited
00:46:25Last thing do not let tj see anything
00:46:29I'm gonna be like tj what the are you on about you're not that special
00:46:35Oh
00:46:36Hello
00:46:37All right guys, so are we going to start setting up?
00:46:42Hey, I am dead girl, these balloons are bigger than me
00:46:46This is suffocating
00:46:48You need help?
00:46:50Wait, Hannah make sure you're in the bottom. You got the knife?
00:46:53Yeah
00:46:53Do you guys think iris is almost here?
00:47:02Oh
00:47:09This is the party decorations. Hey, he's 42
00:47:23First off a w man. Oh your girls waiting
00:47:26Oh
00:47:30Her tj radar went off
00:47:32Yeah
00:47:32Hi
00:47:32Can I have the first hug?
00:47:34Hi
00:47:34What the heck
00:47:35You guys look like you gulped up
00:47:38Yeah
00:47:38Come with me
00:47:39All right, I'll see you guys
00:47:40I'll be safe out there
00:47:42Shit bro, see you man
00:47:43Oh shit, what the fuck is going on right now?
00:47:46You need to put this on
00:47:47Are you dead ass?
00:47:48Yes
00:47:48These are noise cancelling
00:47:50Are we doing a kissing challenge right now?
00:47:52Just put them on
00:47:54Can you see anything?
00:47:56How many fingers are we holding up?
00:47:58Uh, three
00:47:59Okay, lay down this way come here on the pillow like you're going to bed
00:48:06Wait a second. What is going on? There's cameras everywhere
00:48:10iris, what are you doing?
00:48:12Put this on
00:48:13Yo
00:48:14No, tj
00:48:14I'm not easily satisfied
00:48:26Iris, I swear to god, what are you doing?
00:48:28Just leave it
00:48:30What are you doing right now?
00:48:44Put this on
00:48:45Yo
00:48:45No, tj
00:48:46I'm not gonna lie, this is weird as fuck
00:48:52Oh my god, whenever I think about the 80s, I just be thinking about that
00:48:56Chuggy move, that buggy move
00:48:57Just like
00:49:0180s
00:49:01Um, hair
00:49:04Hairspray
00:49:05Eyeshadow
00:49:05To be honest, I had to borrow clothes and I basically looked like I was in the 90s
00:49:09They wore lime green thongs like I'm wearing right now
00:49:14Obviously, as you can tell by the swagger, I'm trying to mix whatever I got going on with the 80s
00:49:18right now
00:49:19I just throw on a bucket hat
00:49:20I'm lost as shit in this 80s party
00:49:24Don't hate on the fucking way
00:49:25Yeah
00:49:25Oh, I'm hating for sure
00:49:27He's a blonde baddie, man
00:49:32You guys are ready to go
00:49:34Let's go
00:49:39This is some bullshit
00:49:41I genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video
00:49:44That's what it looks like
00:49:45It's so tj branded
00:49:47What is going on right now?
00:49:50Can I take this off?
00:49:54What the fuck?
00:49:56What are you wearing?
00:49:59I have an outfit for you too
00:50:01Wait, what is this for?
00:50:02I'll show you
00:50:03This is yours
00:50:04So you need to change into this
00:50:07I don't question it
00:50:09Guys, the second we make eye contact
00:50:11Happy Birthday
00:50:13One
00:50:13Two
00:50:14Three
00:50:26Holy shit
00:50:28Is this a birthday thing?
00:50:29Yeah
00:50:29Holy shit
00:50:31Children be eh
00:50:34That's what they say
00:50:36When we're together
00:50:38And watch how you play
00:50:42They don't understand
00:50:43And so we're running just as fast as we can
00:50:47No, wait, limbo, limbo, limbo
00:50:49Holding on to one another's end
00:50:52Try to get away into the night
00:50:55And then you put your arms around me
00:50:57And I don't know if it comes out
00:50:59And then you say
00:51:00I think we're alone
00:51:02No, no, no, no
00:51:03It doesn't seem to be
00:51:05I don't wanna ride
00:51:07We in the villa
00:51:09Lookin' like colors
00:51:10Not Michael Jackson
00:51:12But we in the trailer
00:51:13You already know this is for TJs
00:51:16TJs, this ain't no BJs
00:51:18Ayy
00:51:19I'm so dreamy
00:51:20I think we're alone
00:51:23No, no, no, no
00:51:25There's nothing to be
00:51:26And you want to ride
00:51:30Iris did so good
00:51:31And surprised the shit out of me for my birthday
00:51:34Yo, thank you guys for coming
00:51:35I hate surprises
00:51:38But this one was pretty good
00:51:40I can see you in the next Ken doll movie
00:51:42Oh yeah?
00:51:43Yeah, yeah, yeah
00:51:43Do I look like a gangster with this shit?
00:51:45For sure, bro
00:51:46This is like
00:51:46This is like an action film
00:51:48You're using a chain
00:51:49A chain like Charlie's
00:51:51Oh yeah, I need a big one
00:51:52I would like to sit down
00:51:53Let's go
00:51:58Can you hold me?
00:51:59I can hold you
00:52:12My 5'5 ass is like
00:52:14You snort?
00:52:16Sometimes
00:52:16You know that already
00:52:18That was cute
00:52:19I didn't take the time to kiss Coco
00:52:21Or go after her
00:52:22Because there's a time and place for everything
00:52:24And when you have that first kiss
00:52:25You want to feel it
00:52:26Like going into it
00:52:28When you look into somebody's eyes
00:52:29And you're like
00:52:29Okay, I'm about to kiss her
00:52:30Like I didn't get that yet
00:52:31Like I can tell we're almost there
00:52:33But we're not there yet
00:52:40Can I sit here with you guys?
00:52:42Of course
00:52:42Yes, baby, baby
00:52:43We all are three girls
00:52:45That just need to be proposed to
00:52:46Oh, that we are
00:52:48So you know that thing
00:52:50Where you are scared about
00:52:51Marrying the wrong person?
00:52:53Like you know that's of actual phobia?
00:52:55Yeah
00:52:55I feel like I had that phobia
00:52:59Oh, steal that air guitar
00:53:01But with TJ
00:53:02I feel like he's actually like
00:53:04The guy that I've been looking for
00:53:07And been wanting
00:53:10See, that's good
00:53:11Because I don't have that fear
00:53:12Because I think being an ex-wife
00:53:13Is kind of like chic
00:53:14Ex-wife is kind of fire
00:53:16It's kind of chic
00:53:16Yeah, that's my ex-husband
00:53:18Fuck you, ex-husband
00:53:25You know what?
00:53:27I actually like how rough that was
00:53:29I know
00:53:29She feels authentic
00:53:30Bella is such a sweetheart
00:53:32But she's also like not a pushover
00:53:34I like that about her
00:53:35And I feel like we recently have like
00:53:38Gotten a little closer
00:53:39So I was one of the boys for the day
00:53:41And I'm telling you
00:53:44The energy
00:53:46It wasn't
00:53:47Like there was no feeling of exclusion
00:53:49In the air at all
00:53:52I'm like, where's all my friends?
00:53:54You look good as fuck
00:53:55Good outfit choice
00:53:57I wish there was more room
00:53:59Everyone knows
00:54:01Hi love
00:54:02Hey sugar
00:54:03Yeah
00:54:04What's going on with y'all?
00:54:06Chatting it up
00:54:07Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit about
00:54:11Not feeling as included in this whole group dynamic
00:54:16Yeah
00:54:16Oh gosh, no
00:54:17No, don't
00:54:19No, you do not
00:54:20No, you do not
00:54:21Delilah Kendall
00:54:23Oh my
00:54:25I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time
00:54:30I'm feeling the same thing
00:54:32I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations
00:54:34I mean they're having a group conversation right now
00:54:36And none of them are asking where we are
00:54:39Or for us to join
00:54:41Will you marry me?
00:54:42Will you marry me?
00:54:42I knew it
00:54:48Keep my wife's name
00:54:51Out your goddamn mouth
00:54:53Yeah, I hope you saw that
00:54:55The motion of the ocean, baby
00:55:00She said yeah
00:55:04I'm not trying to like start something that's not there
00:55:06But it's hard to see them laughing and like
00:55:09They're literally like laughing and having a really good time
00:55:12And like I wish we could all share that together
00:55:14It's difficult because you know every person that used to ask me
00:55:17You know, who are you closest with me?
00:55:19Who am I?
00:55:20I am Iris
00:55:23And if you were to ever ask them
00:55:26I honestly don't think they would ever mention my name at all
00:55:41Every person that used to ask me
00:55:43You know, who are you closest with me?
00:55:45You know, Amaya, Hannah, Iris
00:55:48And if you were to ever ask them
00:55:50I honestly don't think they would ever mention my name at all
00:55:55For a long time I was only close with Hannah
00:55:57Right
00:55:58When we left the villa
00:55:59I thought we had a really good friendship
00:56:00Yeah
00:56:01Then you know, Hannah, her and Iris got really close
00:56:04They would go and hang out
00:56:06We're all in LA
00:56:06And I would never get a call to hang out with them
00:56:09It definitely doesn't feel good
00:56:10And I always try to include them
00:56:12And it just hasn't been reciprocated
00:56:15Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa
00:56:19I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off
00:56:22But it does make me really sad
00:56:25And I feel like there's been just a stop to it
00:56:28Her energy and attention has shifted on a lot of other people
00:56:33Like I wonder if she's even noticed
00:56:36I thought that this trip would kind of like feel like summer camp
00:56:39I had high hopes like bring us all back together
00:56:42And it's hard to see
00:56:44The fact that we're CASA girls
00:56:46I don't think that we share the same relationship
00:56:51Like we all want to be cool girls
00:56:53We are cool girls
00:56:54So to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're cooler
00:57:01It doesn't feel good
00:57:02I just think like they've got each other and they're good
00:57:04And they don't they're not looking to like build more friendships
00:57:09But it's hard because like we already had that like those friendships
00:57:12Right they already existed especially with you
00:57:15Yeah
00:57:16The vibe I get from them is like you can't sit with us
00:57:19Yes that's how it feels exactly
00:57:21Oh I had a really deep talk with Charlie
00:57:24Just about everything he's been going through
00:57:26And you know trying to get a visa and his grandparents
00:57:28And the journey he's been on
00:57:30I can't even start to judge him because I haven't lost nobody like that
00:57:33So I just gave him grace
00:57:34You know what I'm saying
00:57:35Wait he he his grandparents
00:57:37He lost two of his he lost um two of his grandparents within six months
00:57:42Yeah
00:57:42I'll give Charlie grace because I understand it could be difficult
00:57:46Especially when everything's chaotic and a mess
00:57:49But we all go through things I just don't think it's an excuse to be like a shit person
00:58:06I just killed it tonight but it means a lot when everyone could come together and we could celebrate something
00:58:11like
00:58:11Just being in this house alone with everyone you know bring some some good times and memories back
00:58:17I'm just grateful that we could all be together and celebrate it means a lot
00:58:21So cute
00:58:22Silly face
00:58:27Come on come on let's go
00:58:30All right bye girl
00:58:31Have a good night bro
00:58:32Have a good night
00:58:33Have a good night
00:58:34I'm going to get cheeked
00:58:35Yeah
00:58:36Have a good night
00:58:36If you want to come
00:58:37Okay
00:58:37Wait a minute
00:58:39Good night love
00:58:43Put your love on me
00:58:45Watch me baby
00:58:47Watch me
00:58:49Watch me baby
00:58:51Put your love on me
00:58:53Watch me baby
00:58:55Watch me
00:58:57Watch me baby
00:58:59Put your love on me
00:59:01Watch me baby
00:59:03Watch me
00:59:05Watch me baby
00:59:07Put your love on me
00:59:14You okay?
00:59:15Yeah yeah kiss
00:59:15How you kiss?
00:59:17Yeah
00:59:18I'm sad I'll be leaving you today
00:59:20What?
00:59:20It's our last day here
00:59:22Oh
00:59:22Ass out
00:59:23Sons out
00:59:26Let's do it
00:59:28I just want to get that drive home then we've learned
00:59:32Might be traffic
00:59:36Hello
00:59:36Hi babe
00:59:37Hi sugar
00:59:38What are you doing?
00:59:40Chilling in the floaty
00:59:43I wanted to give you an update
00:59:45Now you've been a busy girl?
00:59:46Busy woman
00:59:48So at dinner I told Charlie like not to go on podcast talking about me anymore
00:59:52And I felt like maybe there was like some resolve at least like you know obviously it's we're not gonna
00:59:58be like best buds but like cordial you know?
01:00:01Especially if I'm gonna have to be in situations where he's around
01:00:04I don't hold grudges once it's like done and it's spoken about there's no reason for me to like loiter
01:00:10on it and like try to be like make myself more upset
01:00:14I think that does not help my anxiety the past is in the past let it go
01:00:18I don't have to see you ever again in my life if I don't want to and that's all
01:00:22I will say by the end of the night I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs
01:00:27it's less awkward
01:00:29Will you marry me?
01:00:30I knew it
01:00:33Yeah I hope you saw that the motion of the ocean baby
01:00:37But like also I don't need to be friends with him I don't really care but like I don't want
01:00:43to feel like awkward every time
01:00:45He's around you know yeah, so you don't need to be his friend because you don't need to be his
01:00:48enemy either
01:00:49Yeah
01:00:53Today is the last day we're all together. That's so sad. I know
01:00:57Oh
01:01:02Y'all ready to go? It's like hurting turtles. Come on
01:01:12I want to have a baby
01:01:14You want to have a baby? Yeah, I just want to hold one
01:01:18I am going to I'm manifesting
01:01:23Right people I'm a bounce the difficult conversations they've got to be had if you can communicate the
01:01:31Uncomfortable stuff then you're obviously making progress you're breaking through no bad blood
01:01:39Yeah
01:01:45It was really really nice seeing you will see you soon, okay
01:01:51Thank you
01:01:54It brings me so much joy not to see them on good terms, but just be like yo like a
01:01:59lot of shit happened like it's good
01:02:01There's still like respect for each other because of like what we went through together
01:02:04So they hug and he leaves. I'm just like, you know what I'm saying. I felt a little proud. I
01:02:08helped out a little bit
01:02:10Have fun be safe. I feel that me and Charlie can be civil. I don't want to like be his
01:02:15best friend
01:02:16But being in a room together, it's not it doesn't have to be weird
01:02:19That's it. London man is out. You know, it was rough before it got smooth
01:02:25But seeing hannah and charlie hug goodbye on the last day is exactly what this is about
01:02:31Charlie has left the villa
01:02:42Next time on love island beyond mozilla. I thought why not bring a white christmas to la
01:02:54I
01:02:55Just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro
01:02:57Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party. I'm gonna walk away. This
01:03:02is too much
01:03:06How you like in LA I like it a lot
01:03:10I'll definitely put me in court compromising you know me want to be country her one of me city. I'm
01:03:14really close with austin
01:03:15I don't know what's going on with us right now. Wait, has you not been talking to rave since july?
01:03:23I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe. I've said that multiple times
01:03:30Why are you making it so hard
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