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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 04: Stage Five Clinger
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00:14I
00:15Think we just need to say what we want to do
00:26Do you need time to think about it?
00:33I
00:33This morning and in the first date I had I just got like a gut punch just felt
00:40Like a little bit more
00:42Like a different feeling
00:48I think that's a sign I
00:53Think so too
00:56I'm so sorry, don't be sorry. Don't be sorry
01:00All I want is someone who gets me
01:03Until then, I'm not settling
01:06Bye, Connor
01:07I've been all through the mud
01:10I've got a wild side
01:13All I want is someone who understands
01:17My heart, the dark places I've been
01:21Right now, I'd rather be lonely
01:24I'm holding out for someone who gets me
01:30Someone who gets me
01:31Emma
01:32What happened? We broke up
01:34Someone who gets me
01:35Are you okay?
01:36Who was this?
01:37Your number two?
01:38No, it's my number one
01:39I get it
01:43Please, it's not easy
01:45No
01:48No
01:49No
01:52I'm trying to
01:53I'm trying to
01:55I'm trying to
01:56I'm trying to
02:09I'm trying to
02:10Yeah, you're not gonna change your mind
02:25So checking in how are we emotionally when it comes to your grandpa
02:30It's a lot but having that family support. It's kept me at peace. Okay, good. So how are you feeling
02:37good?
02:37I got a little workout in which I mean honestly is kind of the nice part of pod dating
02:43Because I don't exactly smell like roses over here
02:47You don't know that
02:49It's fun to envision you. I think you're probably gonna be wrong about me
02:56Time will tell I have a guest for you, but obviously like having the name Devontae
03:02I could be French. I could be Italian. You could be Devontae
03:07Shut up
03:10You're definitely not French
03:11Not with that accent. Hey, you'll never know
03:14So with your dad, I know you said he wasn't like present in your life
03:19How old were you when he was like stopped being a big part of your life around like three or
03:24four?
03:25How old were you when he passed?
03:27I was 18 and he was
03:30I was 42
03:32Geez
03:33There was one time after one of my high school football games
03:36I was like going off the field and like you know how like people friday nights are all like waiting
03:40by the fence
03:41And I remember like someone by their self and they're like hey good game
03:44And like I just like, you know kept walking and then my mom was like hey, did you talk to
03:49anyone?
03:50And I was like, what are you talking about? And I didn't know but it was like my father
03:54Oh wow
03:55I just didn't have any idea and just never heard or saw from him again
04:00I did get like a chance to like meet him like once but at that time you're an 18 year
04:04old kid
04:05You don't really know what to even say like I always questioned
04:08I was like how could you have a child and you don't want to be in their life?
04:11I was like if my father like didn't even want me like
04:17Sorry
04:18With my therapist like all the things that I wrote down like who I want to be
04:22On that paper at the very top the most important to me was to be a husband and then to
04:27be a father
04:28Yeah, I want to be my kids everything. That's what I want
04:31Yeah, my mom's my best friend. I do her lashes her nails
04:36I hope that I'm half of the mom
04:39That she is when I do become a mom
04:41I definitely think having this emotional connection makes the physical 10 times better
04:46And I think that's kind of why I'm in this
04:48Season of celibacy because it feels different. Yeah, we've got these little phrases over here
04:54Like you're feeling like some feels for somebody like oh, I got the tingly winglies
04:58Like it's like when you're feeling it in your heart
05:01And then the other one it's basically when you're feeling it down below
05:05That's the one that you need to run from
05:08Which one do I give you the tingly wingly? Yeah, you can be the tingly wingly
05:13Oh, you have me smiling ear to ear
05:18Yeah, you got the tingly wingly
05:20I have the tingly wingly
05:22I have the tingly wingly
05:29After meeting you my whole like perspective is like changed on a lot of things and it's an amazing feeling
05:35To your core jess how compassionate you are how kind you are
05:38I wouldn't want to
05:40Spend the rest of my life with anyone else ever
05:43I love the way that you talk to me. This is
05:46The greatest gift I have ever been given I'm in love with you. Yeah, and like that's the truth and
05:54Oh my gosh
05:57Jess
05:58Lee
06:02Will you spend the rest of your life with me and marry me
06:16I will I love you so much
06:17I love you. I love you so much. I have my hands on the wall. Oh my god
06:23Oh
06:26I think I felt that
06:29I love you. I love you
06:43Engaged
06:53I just don't know what to do. I don't want to
06:59Go to my second just because my first doesn't like me, but I also owe it to myself to try
07:03and continue this experiment
07:05Re-evaluate after the date. Yeah going into today. I really thought I
07:11Was on the same page with Connor. I thought I knew
07:15Things and I don't I'm getting in my mind a little but I came here to find love
07:20So I do think it would be regretful of me to not try
07:31Hello
07:33Talk about waiting all day to see or speak to you. You were waiting all day for me. I was
07:39I mean it's been
07:41Absolute chaos out there. There's like six guys here that have number ones
07:47I was hoping it was gonna be you, but I didn't know if it was I was super nervous
07:52So I'm so sorry I feel so bad, but yeah, um today me and my second ended it
08:03Do you want to hear this you don't have to tell me if you don't want to I think it's
08:08important for
08:10Our journey
08:12It wasn't mutual oh shit, okay, um
08:16Well, it was him ending it with you then mm-hmm. Yeah, okay. Yeah, so he had another connection. Yep
08:23jesus christ
08:25Mike
08:26I don't want that to negate what we have. I just think I the past couple days like I was
08:31juggling so many people
08:32Yeah, so
08:35I do I do really like you and it's just in my mind. I just need to get that shit
08:40out of my mind
08:43Yeah, and you were
08:46So incredibly kind and caring and listening like it has meant a lot to me so listen
08:51I I know you know, I know we got a little deep and I know it was very emotional and
08:57It gave me like a little bit more clarity obviously and like I said I I waited all day for
09:01this
09:02You've been my number one for since since the beginning
09:08And yeah, I can't wait I have a question actually to ask you like tonight you're getting on one knee
09:13already
09:14It involves like what your ring looks like
09:18Seriously swear to god
09:20Damn think about that and we will chat tonight. I will not ditch you. Don't ditch me. I will be
09:26there. I will be there or I will be square
09:28Bye
09:37Falling in love with him every single day. I'm so exciting. What's his last name? Spees. Spees. It's kind of
09:44funny though.
09:44breezy spees
09:45breezy spees
09:50I do have some things to say. Okay, let's hear them. Wait, you really want to hear it? I do.
09:55Okay, Connor
09:56Yes, from the moment I met you I knew I met my perfect match
10:01You take away all my self-doubts of never being enough or being too much and embrace me for all
10:08that I am
10:09Even though I cut you off every other sentence
10:13Thinking about our future together. I know that the best is yet to come
10:18You've been my slow burn from the start but falling in love with you more and more each day has
10:23been my favorite part
10:24I believe it's fate that brought us together and know that it will be unconditional love that will keep us
10:30bonded for a lifetime
10:32I can't wait to start this next chapter with you
10:35You're the man I've been praying to find and I'm so excited to be your ride or die and forever
10:40stage five clinger
10:42Oh my god, are you ready for this? Brianna? I'm so
10:46I can't believe we found each other. I'm so happy that we did. I really do think you're my person
10:53like it's crazy. I
10:56Did not see this coming
10:58And that's why I think it's one last coincidence for us that
11:03This just happened
11:05you are
11:07Everything I could ever ask for you support me you laugh at all the dumbest jokes. I tell
11:14Thank you
11:15For helping me open up. Thank you for challenging me
11:19Thank you for being open. Thank you for feeling like you can share anything with me
11:25You make me feel secure
11:27Thank you for accepting me for me. Thank you for being authentic honest and genuine
11:34Most of all, thank you for being you. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
11:41I love you
11:43Brianna Marie McNeese
11:47Will you marry me
11:54Absolutely, let's go
11:59Oh my gosh
12:01We are engaged. Holy shit. I love you. I love you too. Let's go
12:13Oh
12:13Come on boys, come on
12:15Oh
12:15Oh my god
12:24You guys are screaming crying throwing up
12:27Screaming crying throwing up
12:31This is insane
12:34Oh
12:39I literally would walk into the dates with big and be like kevin
12:42That's so freaking funny
12:45Wait has he told you that? No
12:47But I knew it wasn't him. They have very different voices. Yeah, you're gonna be perfect. I you are perfect
12:52I am excited to see y'all's journey. I was literally telling dynasty. I was like, I don't know who
12:56else could be I said
12:57But I would not be mad if it's Christine from day one
13:01You've been authentic with what you have in common, which is your freaking faith
13:04Like the type of personalities that y'all are the way that you would blend in with his family his
13:08background story
13:10I know dynasty struggled with like my story isn't that
13:13And I don't know how I could relate to someone that came from that which I got
13:17That just didn't make sense for me with him
13:19And I know like may look different maybe a different color, but your story and his story are similar
13:25Just different version different version
13:27And it sounded to me like he needed someone to connect with on that level. So
13:32I think your love story is beautiful
13:34You're in la la land
13:36I am in la la land. I'm the president of la la land right now. I'm the mayor
13:40You're in the mayor of la la land
13:45Seeing the girls thriving and happy and fall in love with someone makes me feel worthy
13:50Like why wouldn't this work for me? I don't know. I feel like
13:54I deserve to have a husband. I deserve to have a husband on the other side of that wall
13:59Kevin better be for me
14:03Um, that is my expectation
14:09But kevin has to make a decision every time i'm like now looking at the door and tyler together is
14:16just when she goes
14:17What did you say not rewind but you're like redo and like walked out was like very embarrassing
14:23No, nothing's embarrassing here. I don't think i'm necessarily worried about kevin dating other folks
14:31I think that's what we're supposed to be doing. It's my intention to ignore the noise and
14:38focus on
14:39What's going on here?
14:48Wow
14:50It's a watch
14:51I talked to you a little bit about honoring my dad and i've been wearing my watch every day it
14:59It looks great
15:01It reminds me of my father
15:02But I feel like it's perfect for you too because I feel like sometimes you're in your head and I
15:09want this watch to represent
15:11Understanding that it is okay
15:13If it takes a few more ticks to understand
15:18Where at with things just know that everything is what it should be
15:26That's beautiful
15:31Kia you deserve honesty i'm kevin from columbus i'm literally
15:39Putting everything by my bootstraps to
15:44Pay for my stuff my mother's stuff
15:47Drive a little beat-up chevy cruz
15:50I love it. I don't have the crazy
15:54Crib or anything. I just have like a little one bedroom apartment. I don't have everything figured out
15:58I came out here to take a chance and find someone that
16:03special
16:04You are
16:07a phenomenal amazing person
16:12And I
16:14I do think you deserve
16:17The world
16:18Yes, I do
16:20I know that
16:24But to be clear I don't want a man that has it all it doesn't matter what matters is someone
16:30who is kind
16:31Who is thoughtful it doesn't matter you're right
16:36But
16:37At the same time you are so awesome kevin
16:43I hope you feel like that
16:47I appreciate you here for
16:49Really taking the time to learn about me and getting to know me you are
16:56phenomenal
16:57Thank you yeah damn in this experience the one thing I really have learned is
17:07What it means to love for you to share that with me
17:12It means the world to me you kia you have you know really opened my eyes
17:20I feel good. I want a better word than good like
17:24I feel
17:26Thankful
17:29Thankful for this experiment and I don't know like I feel like we
17:35Unlocked it like this is crazy right do you want to open up um the gift
17:41Oh my god are you kidding me
17:45It's so funny because of what you do you know yeah for basketball and I want to be
17:52The lebron james of fathers this is really cool this is a very sweet gift are you kidding me oh
17:59my god
18:01Oh, i'm so excited
18:05How do you feel right now?
18:07Uh, I feel
18:12Just heavy a little uneasy but really
18:16Today I think I really just realized that I probably should
18:25Let kia win okay
18:29Let everybody win let what
18:32Let let let kia win let everybody win let
18:38I don't know like it's this is so crazy to me. I don't know if i'm worth
18:45The love of both people that i'm talking with now yeah it's time to start doing the mature
18:57Decisions you know we have feelings for each other right yes
19:01I'd care he i do you know care about you you
19:06Really took it to a whole nother level
19:09Thank you, but I also know that I have to make sure i'm making
19:15The best decision for everybody
19:20Yeah, me and tyler
19:27I want the best for kia and I don't want
19:34Fuck up we both have a lot to think about you want the best for me. I want the best
19:39for me
19:41But I on a serious note. I want the best for you too. So like
19:47Yeah
19:50Let's go process i'm gonna go see if they'll let me play basketball with my new shiny blue basketball
20:01I deserve somebody who's willing to take all the risks for me you all have an instinct today right now
20:06the power is like
20:07All in his hands. Yeah, I don't like that at all. Yeah
20:13Hi guys
20:14Hi hi
20:18It was good good
20:20Is that a gift it is a gift
20:23Well, you guys know how well, I don't know if you guys know this about me
20:25But I used to work for the calves in sales and marketing long story short. I'm a basketball girly and
20:30ironically enough
20:33I got a basketball so like what are the odds very sweet gift
20:48I'm just gonna say because I just can't with this whole fucking secret of shit like it's me and kia
20:53Like sitting in this fucking room every day and that's my girl. We're just sitting ducks
20:58I know it sounds silly, but it's like I just want to be somebody's like
21:02undeniable choice
21:04I just want for once like a man to be like
21:08That they choose tyler. I know
21:13But you and kia have been phenomenal
21:18I don't want to fucking let anybody down
21:29I don't know what your journey is with kia, but what I would need like
21:39Today is for you to
21:42Only be dating me
21:44I need you to make a decision
21:52I'm just going to speak from the heart when I hear your name like my face it lights up
21:57I love that passion that you've had you've been just
22:03So fucking steady rock fighting for it getting to it. It's
22:10like wow
22:13That's true love right there that's
22:16Fucking true love so what you're gonna do kevin
22:29I
22:29Am choosing
22:32Fucking tyler kevin
22:35Look at you making a decision
22:39This feels so good wow are we like official
22:45You are currently my girl
22:51Oh
22:52I got a boyfriend
22:53Oh yes ma'am
22:56I got a boyfriend
22:57Yes ma'am
22:59Oh I haven't had a boyfriend in so long
23:02Okay, so we're official now
23:04Love that for us
23:05Love that
23:06Now that I'm your girlfriend
23:08Do you remember my middle name?
23:14Because I don't remember yours at all
23:16Facts facts I don't I don't
23:18It's Marie
23:19Oh shit I did
23:20Oh my gosh
23:24In all seriousness I have loved every interaction
23:30The moment when we had to share the highs and the lows
23:33Yeah
23:34I can't shy away from how that makes me feel
23:38What's the feeling like?
23:41It feels like I'm floating
23:50It feels like cloud nine
23:52It's a wild feeling
23:54It's a great adventure
23:55I think I'm falling in love
23:58I think I'm falling in love
24:02Oh man this is what a fucking day
24:06What a day
24:07Oh
24:09Oh my god
24:12Okay I kind of got to pee
24:14Okay
24:16Wanna take a quick 10 minutes
24:19Yeah I'll hop out
24:20Okay I'll see you soon
24:27Hi sweet girl
24:28Hi
24:29I've got to pee
24:31I have to go patty
24:32Do you need anything?
24:34Do you want an old-fashioned?
24:36Yes
24:36You want snack?
24:38Yeah, maybe some cheese and salsa
24:41Is Kya in here?
24:42What?
24:42Is Kya in here?
24:43No
24:45I have a boyfriend
24:46Hi
24:47Shut the fuck up
24:48What happened?
24:49She has a boyfriend
24:53I think Kya is using a good headspace about it
24:58Girl
25:02So are you going to wait till he can talk to her tomorrow or are you going to say anything?
25:06I'm not saying anything
25:07Okay
25:07I wonder if he can ask to talk to her tonight or if he'll just wait till tomorrow
25:10I think I might ask him
25:12Yeah you don't want to sleep on that shit
25:13You fucking decide
25:17It's about you
25:20You're good
25:21Have fun
25:22Good luck sweet friend
25:23Thank you
25:23I love y'all
25:24No
25:25That is hard
25:29I wonder if we should take a shot now or wait for Kya
25:35Welcome back
25:35Thank you
25:36It was just Emma and Christine in there
25:39And I was like I'm just going on a quick bathroom break and look how do you feel
25:42I was like I feel really good
25:43And they looked at me really confused because they were like okay
25:46I think Kya also feels really good
25:48Yeah
25:49That just feels like shit to me
25:51I'm sorry
25:52Like she could be laying out her engagement outfit
25:55Where she's going to get engaged in like that's just kind of fucked up Kevin
25:59Like if it was me I would want you to tell me
26:06I have been having strong connections with her
26:14It was hard choosing between you know
26:17You too
26:18And why was that again?
26:22I didn't want someone who I had these feelings for to just
26:29To leave
26:34You know at the end of the day Tyler I felt very deeply about you
26:39But me and Kya were able to bond
26:43Is there any parts of you that feel like you have like feelings of love for her?
26:52Love is a very strong word
26:55Yeah
26:56But I will say you know definitely you know bonded exchange gifts
27:01It's relating to a lot of
27:03A lot of stuff
27:05How are you going to tell me that you literally asked me to be your girlfriend?
27:10Yes I want you to be my girlfriend
27:13But having two amazing people this isn't a fucking game you know this is our lives
27:24Like this isn't fucking
27:27Oh my god
27:34I want you though
27:37What the fuck is happening?
27:40You know?
27:46What?
27:48I want you I do want that
27:53Oh my god
28:02Okay
28:08Oh my god
28:09I just oh I feel so fucking dumb
28:12Not not dumb
28:15Oh my god
28:19My jaw is like on the floor
28:22How do you ask somebody to be their girlfriend?
28:25How do you talk about
28:27Engagements and weddings and marriage and life if you don't feel ready to be married if you don't
28:32Feel ready to be engaged
28:33I feel I feel ready
28:35Oh my god I feel crazy
28:38Don't feel crazy tyler
28:40But baby tomorrow you supposed to be getting down on one knee
28:43I know I know
28:46But I
28:47I wanted to talk through
28:49Us though
28:50Let me just be very clear
28:51I'm not spending the night in that hotel with it with the feeling that I have right now
28:56I'm not coming back tomorrow
28:58This is crazy
28:59This is banana. This is nuts
29:02Like if I think about how my husband would make me feel
29:06It's how I felt two hours ago not how I feel right now which is fucking crazy
29:09Well if you're my husband you got to spend the rest of your life making it up to me
29:12But if you're not my husband then leave me alone
29:15I'm gonna go
29:17Tyler don't go
29:20You know
29:21You are an amazing woman you are that person that I want to
29:27Be with
29:28Prove it
29:30Okay
29:32Let me figure out how to
29:34Do something to
29:38Because I'm not coming back here tomorrow without clarity
29:42And I don't know how to tell you to do that
29:43Okay
29:44So you got to figure that out
29:47I'll figure it out
29:48All right good night
29:49Good night
29:53Might be having one of the craziest days ever
30:00Girl unless that man can send a secret carrier to my motherfucking hotel room
30:04I told him I might get back on another bus
30:06I just went on the most roller coaster of my shit too bro
30:10This shit is fucking crazy bro
30:13I gotta figure some shit out man
30:15If y'all already see the last five hours I've been through
30:18I just feel like I got jumped by like sumo wrestlers
30:24Oh Jesus
30:27Like I just got my ass looked
30:30It was I was great and went from great to okay
30:34Ooh
30:34Who's that?
30:35Who?
30:36Which one?
30:36Tyler
30:36Tyler
30:37Tyler
30:37Tyler
30:38Tyler
30:38Tyler
30:38Tyler
30:39Well it's been
30:41But I thought we were
30:44Said that we're
30:45We were ready to move forward and
30:48Be together and you know move forward but then she did make me think about
30:53With Nia
30:57I just don't I just don't like how that ended up
30:59Oh god
31:00Do you want to leave a break?
31:02Help me
31:04I think you got laid off
31:06I couldn't fucking tell her that you love her
31:07Yeah
31:08I went from exuberant to just fucking what the fuck bro
31:12I love you bro
31:14It's gonna work out
31:16Thank you
31:16It's gonna work out
31:16Appreciate it man
31:17It's gonna work out
31:19Never gonna take me down
31:29Hello
31:30Good morning my love
31:32How are you?
31:33I'm good
31:34How did you sleep?
31:35Amazing
31:37That's good
31:38I do not
31:39I was up a lot
31:41Daydreaming
31:42What were you daydreaming about?
31:44Our life together
31:46I am grateful for you
31:49Thank you for bringing me so much peace and comfort and security
31:54Even with not even physically being with you I just feel so safe
31:58Um I feel loved I feel seen and I pray for a lifetime of laughs love and lots of babies
32:10You have me at a loss for words I met my best friend and I'm excited to do life with
32:16you
32:17Brittany Elena Wicker I love you
32:25Will you marry me?
32:29Yes
32:32I knew you didn't know what I was gonna say but
32:35I can't wait to be your wife
32:38Getting married
32:39We're getting married
32:40Be ready
32:40No more waiting for you
32:43Right
32:44Let's go celebrate
32:45Okay
32:46Bye
32:46Bye
33:01Oh my gosh
33:06He's a fiance.
33:08I mean, I mean, I mean, I mean.
33:24It's beyond comprehension how lucky
33:28and grateful I feel in this moment.
33:30I'm ready to commit to Chris forever
33:32because of who he is.
33:34I love that man so much.
33:36It is fucking wild.
33:44Choosing Jessica to be the person
33:47I want to spend my life with,
33:48it's almost like a premonition of fate
33:51when the stars align like almost perfectly.
33:54My life that I've lived up to this point
33:57and maybe her life she's lived up to this point,
34:00it's just like literally meant to be.
34:04I'm dying to see Chris
34:06because I want to touch him
34:07and I want to be in his presence,
34:09but not because I want to see what he looks like.
34:11Like, I don't care.
34:13The anticipation is unbelievable.
34:19She's willing to go above and beyond for love.
34:23And I don't think that's ever been reciprocated back to me.
34:25I mean, I love her.
34:27Yeah.
34:28Yeah.
34:29Yeah.
34:43Yeah.
34:46Yeah.
34:53Oh.
34:54Oh my gosh.
34:55You're so precious.
34:57Mmm.
34:59Wow.
35:05I feel like I have to do this in person right now.
35:10Let me try to figure this out real quick.
35:12Okay?
35:15Oh my gosh.
35:17Alright.
35:23Leave it.
35:32Why are you taking it?
35:34You like it?
35:36You like it?
35:37Yeah.
35:42I feel like I'm so nervous right now.
35:44You're okay.
35:45You're okay.
35:45You're okay.
35:46You're okay.
35:46I love you.
35:47I love you.
35:48Oh my gosh.
35:50You look amazing.
35:51You look amazing.
35:52You look amazing.
35:54I love you.
35:55I love you.
35:56I love you.
35:56This is me.
35:58Wow.
36:00Mmm.
36:01Seeing Jessica, I'm like,
36:02I know you so well.
36:04And like to see her physically,
36:06it was like,
36:07oh my God, man.
36:09She's perfect.
36:10It was the best moment of my entire life.
36:14I'm so happy.
36:16I'm so happy.
36:17Oh God, I love you.
36:18I love you.
36:20Oh my God.
36:21I could have never found you.
36:23Never.
36:25Wow.
36:26You're literally stunning.
36:26Mmm.
36:28Stunning.
36:29Literally.
36:30I'm also so short.
36:32Like when you were talking about my six inch heels.
36:35I was like,
36:35I was literally,
36:36I wasn't going to say anything to you.
36:37I was like,
36:38how do I?
36:38Cause I'm not,
36:39I'm not six foot three, obviously.
36:40So I was like,
36:41six inch heels.
36:42I was like,
36:43she's six foot with heels.
36:43I was like,
36:44you gotta be like,
36:45yo, this guy.
36:46Literally only five feet tall.
36:51You're perfect.
36:52Stop.
36:53No, you aren't.
36:54I was like,
36:55I don't remember.
36:55She liked the way I look.
36:56Are you kidding me?
36:58Ugh.
36:59Can we just stay here?
37:00I know.
37:01Mmm.
37:02Oh my God.
37:03This is like,
37:05mmm.
37:07You want to look at you?
37:08Yeah, look at me.
37:09Look at me.
37:10I really do just want to like.
37:11Wow.
37:12The connection we made.
37:13I love you so much.
37:14Yes.
37:15And like just seeing you,
37:16it just like,
37:17it literally makes it like a thousand times better.
37:20I will remember this forever.
37:24Mmm.
37:27God, you're so cute.
37:28What?
37:31Stop.
37:32You stop.
37:34Everything's exactly how it's supposed to be.
37:36Literally one of the best moments of my entire life.
37:38A hundred percent.
37:38No question.
37:39Actually, it's not one of.
37:40It literally is.
37:40Same.
37:43You're a falling star.
37:45You're the getaway car.
37:48You're the light in the sand when I go too far.
37:51I absolutely did not care what package he came in.
37:56But he's gorgeous.
37:57Oh, God.
38:00I'm really glad I have some champagne.
38:04We have our whole lives ahead of us.
38:07We're the luckiest people ever.
38:09Olivia, you're such a nice person.
38:11Can you see me?
38:11I haven't had this love before.
38:14After my divorce,
38:15I literally couldn't even have dreamed it.
38:17He just makes me feel so safe.
38:20Like, I just know he's never gonna let me down.
38:23I just know it.
38:24I love you.
38:25Oh, God.
38:26Oh, gosh.
38:28I love Jessica.
38:29I couldn't imagine being with anybody else.
38:32Like, ever.
38:34And in this crazy life
38:37And through these crazy times
38:41It's you, it's you
38:43You make me sing
38:45Your every line
38:46Your every word
38:49Oh, my God.
38:50You're everything
38:53I'm getting more of this.
38:55You're every song
38:58And I sing along
39:02Cause you're my everything
39:07I'm getting more of this.
39:11So you felt like your one last night after the...
39:14Everything went a lot better.
39:16I was so confused and I have feelings for two people
39:19But I feel so comforted, feel so stable, so secure
39:24And like, I feel like loved
39:26Like I can like feel that
39:28Like he really, really, really cares for me
39:31That's the one
39:33And that was never the one that I thought I was gonna go for
39:35That was, that was him
39:37Like that was the one who's standing here today
39:41I woke up at peace for the first time in a long time
39:44I got butterflies, you know
39:46Do you wanna open first?
39:47Sure
39:47Alright, I'm opening right now
39:49Okay
39:51They are letters
39:53Okay, so my mom is an amazing writer
39:58Every year she writes a Christmas letter
40:00Summarizing our life in a nutshell
40:01And excerpts of each of us
40:04Oh my gosh, I'm already getting cured up
40:06I was hoping that someone was going to get to know me so well
40:09I found that in you
40:13So I'm really excited for you to be able to read these letters
40:17And learn more about my family
40:20Through my mom's words
40:22I'm gonna read the first one
40:24What year is that?
40:262002
40:27I didn't have a personality then
40:29So it's not as funny
40:29A personality
40:31I think you had a personality
40:34Season's greetings
40:35After writing the past three Christmas letters
40:37From three different homes
40:38Living in the same house for over a year
40:40We had a good year
40:41Took a few family vacations
40:43The biggest being four days at Disney World
40:45It was Emma's first time there
40:48So it was very exciting for everyone
40:50Cora, 10, continues to study violin
40:53And also participates on the math team
40:55And went on to the state level
40:56Hannah, 8, is in third grade
40:58Still loves animals and the outdoors
41:00On her walk home from school one day
41:03Our mighty little naturist
41:04Managed to capture two little turtles
41:06So the two turtles join our two guinea pigs
41:09Two fish and two dogs
41:11Oh my god
41:11The ark is full
41:12She goes
41:13Your mom's got a sense of humor
41:15We had every single pet under the sun
41:17Hamsters
41:17Rats
41:18Rats?
41:19Yeah, my sister had rats
41:20Jesus
41:21We had lizards
41:22We had ducks
41:24We had a rabbit
41:25You had a whole farm
41:27Yeah, we like
41:27Have housed many things
41:31Alright
41:32Um
41:32Emma
41:33Here we go
41:34Is five and a half
41:36Don't make the mistake of leaving off the
41:39And a half
41:41Most of you know she underwent six operations
41:44To remove a big black birthmark
41:46That covered her left arm
41:47And we are all grateful to that behind us
41:50Emma developed an enormous medical vocabulary
41:53Over the last several months
41:55And can probably name more types of bandages
41:58Than the average intern
41:59I wanted to be a doctor when I grew up
42:01Because of that
42:01Oh wow
42:03That's amazing
42:04This is
42:05Now she delights in playing hospital
42:08With the leftover supplies
42:09Yep
42:10Yeah, there you go
42:11Checks out
42:11She wrapped the neighbor's boy's leg
42:14In bandages
42:15And then told him to come back on Tuesday
42:17For a dressing change
42:21We wish all of you a wonderful holiday season
42:23And wish all the best for the upcoming year
42:26Love Jeff, Steph, Cora, Hannah, and Emma
42:29Aww
42:30You can really feel the love
42:32Yeah
42:33And how proud she is of each of you
42:34Yeah
42:35I knew my parents loved me
42:36Yeah
42:37But I didn't know
42:40Like it could be that much
42:41Like looking back at these
42:42My mom
42:43I told you we were very big into sports
42:45Yeah, yeah
42:46So she did like
42:46She's doing like a scrapbook for me
42:48Yeah, aww
42:49For like my high school career and stuff
42:51That's so special
42:51She went to every single one of my games
42:54Yeah
42:54And she filmed it
42:55Yeah
42:55Oh my gosh
42:56Even my younger ones
42:57Wow
42:58It's amazing how mothers can show love
43:00In so many different ways
43:01I couldn't agree more
43:03Yeah
43:03Alright
43:04You wanna open up mine
43:05Oh yeah
43:06Oh my gosh
43:10This is so cute
43:12A little scrapbook
43:13Stop it
43:15So do you like scrapbooking?
43:17I do like scrapbooking
43:19So I decorated the front
43:21Mike, you did this?
43:23Yeah
43:23I'm excited to have the both of us take pictures
43:27And fill that out together
43:29And it's our story
43:31Wait, so are we boyfriend and girlfriend?
43:34Yes
43:34I think we have so many similarities
43:36So you don't judge
43:38You're very empathetic towards me
43:40I am very, very excited
43:43For committing to you
43:45And wanting you to be my wife
43:47Yeah
43:48Um, the only thing would be the kids thing
43:51Yeah
43:52You're kind of afraid
43:53Because you don't know your genes
43:55What if we got gene testing done and it was fine?
43:58Because I mean, listening to you talk
44:01And like, even when I was reading these letters
44:04You're such a family person
44:06I know
44:06You could be a great mother
44:09And just think of having a little you
44:12Yeah
44:12That you can literally do what your mom did for you
44:17I think that you would absolutely kill it
44:20I could see a family with you
44:27The idea is still so new to me
44:29I'm also nervous that I'm like
44:32Some days I am very selfish
44:36And I'm like, no, I don't need to take care of anyone but me
44:38And like, that's kind of how I've been
44:40Rocking and rolling for 27 years
44:42I've been selfish, too
44:44Yeah
44:44You can be selfish for a little bit
44:46Yeah
44:47And I'll take the brunt of the work
44:48Yeah
44:49You know, and then vice versa
44:50Like, if I'm having a tough day
44:52You know, you might take the brunt of the work
44:55My parents gave us so much
44:58I'm just afraid that I can't, like, offer that to my kids
45:02I've been in money situations where I'm like, oh shit, like
45:07Yeah, me too
45:07I've maxed out my credit card
45:09What if shit hits the fan?
45:11We're young
45:12Yeah
45:12You're 27, I'm not even 30 yet
45:15Maybe, like, three years ago
45:16Yeah
45:17I maxed out my credit card
45:19Yeah
45:20I was $23,000 in debt
45:22Yeah
45:22I fought and I clawed my way
45:24Yeah
45:25And now I don't have any debt
45:26Things like that happen
45:27Yeah
45:27And it's a learning experience
45:29But we're learning together
45:31And I know just how my family is
45:34And I'm getting a really strong sense how your family is too
45:36Yeah
45:37I feel like if there ever was a money issue
45:40Yeah
45:41Which I don't think there would be
45:42But I know that my family would help out
45:44Yeah
45:44And I'd like to think that maybe your family
45:47Yeah
45:47It seems would help out too
45:49Yeah, I know they would say yes
45:50So that's what I'm trying to say
45:51Yeah
45:52And it's not, that's not being shameful
45:54Yeah
45:54To go to parents for help
45:55That's what they're there for
45:57Yeah
45:58It doesn't sound good, I'm sorry
46:00No, no, no
46:01It didn't, it did sound good
46:02I'm like speechless
46:03Just seeing you so passionate about it
46:05I want to be open minded
46:07I do see myself marrying you
46:10And that was the only thing that was a question mark
46:12Are you still okay that it's a question mark?
46:14I am, yeah
46:16Okay
46:16I feel such a strong connection with you
46:18That I'm okay with the question mark
46:20Yeah
46:21I'm okay with the question mark
46:22But
46:23I'll be lying to you if I
46:25If I didn't say I'm gonna try to sway you a little bit
46:28Yeah
46:29Um
46:30Not looking for an answer
46:31No, I know
46:32But
46:33I'm just saying
46:34Yeah
46:35To think about it
46:35Anything could happen
46:37Anything could happen
46:39Anything could happen
46:43Anything could happen
46:56Oh my gosh
46:58I've literally engaged to Connor
47:00I feel like I just put it in the universe
47:02The first day I was like this is my guy
47:06I found
47:08My person
47:12I feel over the moon
47:13Elated
47:14Brianna has made me realize
47:16What I want
47:17We've trusted each other
47:19Put confidence in each other
47:20Supported each other
47:22Listen to each other
47:23Me more than her
47:24Since she doesn't ever stop talking
47:27It's so awesome
47:29I never want her to stop talking
47:32It's definitely a fairy tale
47:34But is this all gonna come to fruition
47:36And be real life
47:37Or are we just like living in this fairy tale world
47:40That
47:41Isn't really gonna pan out
47:45I do have
47:46Some insecurities
47:47Is she gonna be okay with
47:49How I look
47:50I know I'm out of shape
47:51I'm not the most built
47:53And I'm 5'11 and 3 fourths
47:55I'm not short
47:56Just
47:57Standard date
47:58Normal body
47:59Normal height
48:00And I don't really stand out
48:01Hopefully she's okay with that
48:03Cause
48:04She's my soul mate
48:15Stop
48:18Connor
48:19Finally
48:20Oh you have no idea
48:22Stop it
48:24Oh my gosh
48:25Stop
48:25Oh my gosh
48:27You're freaking gorgeous
48:38The wildest brusqueest ever
48:40Yes
48:42Oh my gosh
48:42You have one thing for you
48:44What?
48:45Okay you are so sweaty
48:47I know
48:47I'm freaking sweaty
48:47Your hands are so sweaty
48:49Yeah I know
48:49Oh my gosh
48:50Oh my gosh
48:53This is insane
48:53You're like free
48:55I know
48:55Officially
48:56It's official
48:59Okay
49:00It's on
49:02Holy shit
49:04No you have no idea
49:05Oh my god
49:08No you have to go my way
49:10Oh you're right
49:10Because I
49:10You have to walk away
49:11Not me
49:12I was gonna walk you back
49:13No you were
49:14Yes I was
49:15Oh my god
49:17Connor
49:17What?
49:18Your hands are the sweatiest
49:20I told you
49:20This is nuts
49:22My heart's like
49:24Like
49:24Connor's a stud
49:25I can't wait to see like
49:27All of each other
49:28Whether that's with clothes
49:29Or without
49:32This is weird
49:34Wow
49:35Stop
49:36Stop
49:37Stop
49:39You're such a cheese ball
49:41I don't know
49:41She's gorgeous
49:42It matches her personality
49:43You look unbelievable
49:45Holy shit
49:46Holy shit
49:47Holy shit
49:47Issa
49:48No
49:48Get out of here
49:50You get out of here
49:51I'm here
49:52Perfect smile
49:53You could see it just radiating off her
49:55And she was just so happy
49:59To see me
50:00That's when I knew
50:01I'll remember that moment for the rest of my life
50:04Am I what you expected?
50:07Mm-hmm
50:07Really?
50:09Yeah, I think so
50:09It all just
50:10Really?
50:12Well, he's not meaning ugly
50:13I appreciate that
50:15You're laughing
50:16The minute you just started laughing
50:18When you came out of the double doors
50:20I was like
50:20That's all I needed
50:21It's just like when we were on our dates
50:22And I'm just like
50:23If I'm ever nervous or whatnot
50:24And I just hear your voice
50:25And like your
50:25Like positivity
50:27And your optimism
50:28Just like
50:28Aw
50:29Look at him
50:31Gasning me
50:32That's all I needed
50:32And then you just started laughing
50:34I'm like
50:34I told you I would
50:35I'm like I'm just gonna start laughing
50:37I know, me too
50:38It's like my nervous tick
50:39I don't even know what I did
50:40Wait, how tall are you?
50:415'4
50:42Okay
50:43Wait, how tall are you?
50:455'11 and 3'4
50:46I'm not 6'
50:47Yeah, someone fact check this man
50:48I didn't say I was 6'
50:50Yeah, you were honest
50:52That's a great quality in you
50:54I think I got like an extra half inch
50:56You wore his high heels today
50:58Is my heart still being like fast as
51:00Yes
51:01Mine was too
51:02Did you think there was gonna be any awkwardness
51:03When we saw each other?
51:04No
51:05I thought maybe for like a
51:07You thought of it?
51:07No, I mean
51:08Me or you?
51:08Me
51:09Being engaged
51:11Is one of the craziest feelings
51:13No one's ever said how good it feels
51:18I feel like I can climb a freaking mountain right now
51:21Even in this suit
51:27This is an unbelievable feeling
51:29I found the love of my life
51:32Which is perfect
51:33You're too far away from me
51:34We even get closer
51:35Oh my gosh
51:36She's like sit on my lap
51:39Stop
51:43You are so freaking cute
51:45Stop
51:47Do you want me to stop or no?
51:49No
51:49Guess I don't
51:51Don't actually stop
51:58Okay
52:03What?
52:04You can't just make out for 20 years
52:05No we can
52:11Feels like I'm gonna be okay
52:12Because I have Connor
52:14Oh my gosh
52:21Well it's nice to meet you
52:22Stop it
52:23I'm really happy
52:24Don't walk me down?
52:25No I'm not walking you down
52:27I'm fine
52:27Are you the only one
52:32I love you
52:33I love you too
52:34Oh my gosh
52:36I don't know how we've not said that yet
52:38So you just wanted to make out
52:40I told you
52:41Okay watch out
52:43You're gonna like run into that side
52:44You're worth it babe
52:46No
52:46No
52:47Hey
52:50Are you kidding me?
52:53I fucking love you guys
52:55Oh my gosh
53:03The best moment of my life
53:05I don't know what to do with my hands
53:11You've been in your head for a while now
53:15You don't have to make a decision now
53:16Make a decision together
53:17I don't know
53:18I don't know
53:19Don't know
53:20We shall see
53:21I never expected myself to be in a love triangle
53:26But here we are
53:31What percentage of your heart is with Kia
53:34And what percent is with Tyler?
53:39I don't know if I can put a percent on it
53:42What I will say is that
53:44For different reasons
53:46There's something that's pulling me
53:49And I truly don't want to
53:55Don't want to mess that up
54:00I'm not here to find a girlfriend
54:03I'm here to find best friend
54:05I want to raise a family
54:08Be with my wife
54:09And in today's date with Tyler
54:11I need to be able to say hey
54:15This is where I'm at
54:16This is how I feel
54:19That beautiful chapter
54:20It needs to be written
54:21That's what I'm here for
54:26Tyler makes me feel like she may be the one
54:28So I'm ready to see if she's available
54:31And she's ready to see me
54:36Hey
54:41Hello, hello?
54:50Hello?
55:02Nobody's on the other side
55:24You watch the book
55:31In the future
55:33And the choice
55:33And every inch
55:33They see you
55:33There's so much to discover.
55:38There's so much to discover.
56:33There's so much to discover.
57:03There's so much to discover.
57:33There's so much to discover.
57:33There's so much to discover.
57:39There's so much to discover.
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