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00:08when nature boy started people viewed him favorably everybody here met on social media
00:13and we all came together and bring our resources together that people coming in from everywhere
00:18and i'm thinking like oh this is a real movement we actually out here in nature to show the world
00:23who black people are he said we should stop fighting the system all together and just leave
00:30it was beautiful sceneries beautiful pictures i couldn't have had a better experience
00:38but then there was this one day we got deported from costa rica
00:50immigration it was a prison we say sad they beat our ass like animals shipped back to our so-called
00:59owners the united states of america we didn't really know what's gonna happen what next my work is not
01:06done yet we're going back to the jungle and that's when things started to escalate
01:19it became horrible abuse sexual abuse physical and spiritual abuse a woman needs to be dominated
01:25at all times she want to be dominated all times homie he was saying i'm chief now i'm the messiah
01:36i wanted to shine light on what was happening this is a cult this is our cult i'm the cult
01:44leader i'm
01:44nature boy i never imagined in a million years that it will culminate into what it eventually culminated
01:53into
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02:23I grew up in a Christian home.
02:28My family made sure that we were always involved in, like, a lot of different activities, sports.
02:34They used to take us to Disneyland and Disney World.
02:39But we always felt kind of different.
02:42I didn't have this idea of what my career would be or who I, you know, what I wanted to
02:49do
02:49with my life.
02:51Nature Boy was trying to attract new members by playing victim.
02:57It was an advertisement to join the cult and to fight the establishment.
03:00We at the border and immigration, we ain't break no laws.
03:05I'm leaving.
03:05I'm going to the tropics.
03:06Where the fuck you going to be?
03:08What I saw on social media was, like, a lot of things about us fighting against the system.
03:15I was like, I need to do that.
03:18At the time, they were actually staying in Texas.
03:22Hold on real quick.
03:24We are not staying in the Northern Hemisphere.
03:26I'm letting you know Melanation is leaving.
03:29You better leave, too.
03:30You better dip.
03:30I got a message from one of the members of the group who called me on video chat and Nature
03:37Boy got in the frame of the camera and he was like, when are you coming out here?
03:41Yeah, we're about to leave out soon.
03:43We're headed to Belize.
03:44Are you coming?
03:45You coming?
03:45You got to come now.
03:50So, I just, I left, turned off my phone and I think I, I blocked, I blocked all my family
04:00members' numbers and I just got on the flight to Texas.
04:16It's not a game.
04:18You heard?
04:19Look, let's pull it out.
04:20We got room, too.
04:21Eight person tent right here.
04:23We were buying, like, solar panels and tents and everything that we would need to live in
04:27Belize.
04:28And then, we drove through Mexico to get to Belize.
04:39We live in prison and the only thing that's stopping you is you.
04:43And here we are in beautiful Belize.
04:46It doesn't matter what part it is, here we are.
04:51We're going to the rivers, you know, he's taking us to these beautiful places.
04:58This is what he was projecting to the public.
05:00So this is what the public was looking at from the outside.
05:05Come join me.
05:06We're living off the grid.
05:09It just felt like, okay, we're building something.
05:12We're building onto something.
05:13It, it, it really felt like utopia to me.
05:20It was never a utopia.
05:22It was always shady from day one.
05:26It was just, these stories didn't get out to the public until later.
05:31Nature Boy wanted complete control over what goes on in that group's surroundings, and he
05:37wanted control over the women.
05:39I would never put a woman in a man's place.
05:44A man is for power, manpower, manpower.
05:48A woman's job within that realm, other women's jobs would be to nurse and nurture the agenda of those rules.
05:59In Belize, when we first got there, he told us we weren't allowed to be single as a woman.
06:04As a male, you could, but as a woman, you, you had to be with someone.
06:08Nature Boy started controlling who gets to be with who, control over their movements, control over the finances, just control
06:16over every aspect of their life.
06:18I remember Nature Boy saying, like, what is a boyfriend, what is a girlfriend, like, we're not kids, we're not
06:24boys and girls, like, if you're going to be with somebody, then that should be your wife, or that should
06:29be your husband.
06:31So he told me, he's like, well, there's this guy that's into you, and I think, like, you guys should
06:37try it out.
06:39It was weird. It was like we had, like, this mini marriage ceremony, and everybody clapped and celebrated, and I
06:48had never talked to him.
06:52Ever. Like, we never even had a conversation.
06:54After that little ceremony, we went outside, and we talked to each other for the first time.
07:01Nature Boy was the one that made the decision on whether or not these men could establish relationships with these
07:07women.
07:07And he controlled every facet.
07:12He was touting, you know, we want to build tribes here.
07:15I want my men to have multiple wives like me.
07:21Marriage wasn't legal, you know, in the cult.
07:24It was just, if you say you're married, you are, and the next day, if you say you're not, you're
07:28not.
07:29For the woman, it was all of, it was like, you were basically in submission to that man 100%.
07:34Whatever he wanted you to do, you did it.
07:39I was still a virgin.
07:42One of the guys that I was with, because I wasn't having sex with him, he would just, like, jerk
07:48off in the middle of the night and ejaculate all over me.
07:51Because we were living in, we were sleeping in tents, I woke up, and, like, I had been, like, attacked
07:57by ants because I had that all over me.
08:12Meeting OMAC for the first time was one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life.
08:21Welcome back.
08:22Peace, reflections.
08:25I couldn't have had a better experience.
08:29It was a nine-month time span that OMAC and I were together.
08:33First beginning of it, first three months were great.
08:37The reason why me and OMAC did not last was because of the influence of Nature Boy.
08:46There was a lot of manipulation that was going on amongst couples, him trying to separate couples.
08:57One day, me and OMAC got into a huge argument.
09:00Nature Boy talked to me.
09:04It was, OMAC doesn't love you.
09:07He doesn't want to be with you.
09:09You shouldn't be with him.
09:10You're smarter than him.
09:12You are, you can do better.
09:14You should get out of this relationship now.
09:19So, me and OMAC finally ended our relationship.
09:30And I told Nature Boy I wanted to, you know, do my own thing, but Nature Boy was not having
09:37it.
09:37So, he loved by me and loved by me and loved by me.
09:42Every time a conversation happened between Nature Boy and I, it was very enlightening.
09:48You know, there was a huge thing about him being God and our higher self.
09:54So, I'm thinking, like, maybe this is the next level up in a relationship.
09:58Maybe this is the person that I'm supposed to be with.
10:01So, I choose.
10:03I'm like, yeah, I want to be with you.
10:04Cool.
10:05Like, let's see what happens.
10:11He immediately wanted to get me pregnant.
10:14He immediately made me queen of carbonation.
10:23Free flag, shoot!
10:26Who are we?
10:28Carbonation!
10:29Who am I?
10:30The Honorable Master Teacher Nature Boy.
10:32Who am I?
10:33Queen Eliana!
10:34Commander and Chief of the Earthlings.
10:36My highest self!
10:38We were all puppets in this video.
10:41Where do you come from?
10:42The highest frequency of the sun!
10:44He fussed at every single person in this video to do it and to get it right.
10:51I love my self.
10:52But he would have us standing out here in the sun for hours and hours.
10:58After it was all over, he scolded me so much because he felt like I didn't have enough confidence in
11:05the video and that I should have sounded more sure.
11:11But this is not my energy.
11:16There was a lot of things that I didn't want to do as chieftest.
11:19And he would argue with me in front of everybody.
11:23Nature Boy's definition wasn't the real definition of what a queen is or what a chieftest is.
11:28He was big on me creating a space for him to be intimate with all of these women, whether he
11:40was with them or not.
11:42He wanted me to be a brothel manager.
11:54Any woman that demands monogamy is against nature, and she is a devil and a demon.
12:03Nature Boy used his relationship with Velvet.
12:06Me and Velvet were very close when I first met her.
12:10They invited me to their tent one night to watch a movie.
12:16Like, I was laying next to Velvet, and Nature Boy was on the other side of her.
12:20And everything was pretty normal.
12:22And then all of a sudden, like, he shifted the energy.
12:29He wanted to have sex with me to break my virginity.
12:37And he wanted her to be there and basically hold my hand through it.
12:44She immediately was just like, no, like, I don't want to do that.
12:48He told her, like, you're going to do it.
12:52And he made her hold my hand through the whole thing.
12:58Every time having sex with Nature Boy was coercion.
13:02It was never like, yeah, I want to have sex with you.
13:06I never said stop or no, but it was very uncomfortable.
13:14I don't think that anybody ever could say no to Nature Boy.
13:19That's not a thing.
13:33How I would describe what happened to me
13:38is, like, false advertisement.
13:44I thought I was joining a group
13:47that shared the same ideals as me.
13:54I continue to watch video after video, video after video,
13:58to the point where I decided that I wanted to act on it.
14:06My military experience definitely contributed to me going into the cult
14:12because of the need for brotherhood,
14:16the need to belong to some type of a mission.
14:19The day we were leaving Belize,
14:20we actually picked up Aaron from the airport.
14:22And when I saw Aaron, I was like, that's my husband.
14:26Like, that's who I'm supposed to be with.
14:30But I didn't know how to, like, say that
14:33because, like, I'm in a relationship.
14:35And I'm like, how am I going to explain
14:37that I don't really want to be with this guy?
14:38Like, I don't want to be your wife
14:40because I want to be his wife.
14:43When I got there,
14:44and I'm taking in the sights of being in the tropics
14:46for the first time, and we're just driving,
14:48we're just driving, we're just driving.
14:51And we ended up in Mexico.
14:59And that's when
15:02things started to escalate.
15:09Peace Reflections.
15:11Told you I'll take you on a tour of the new spot.
15:14We were living in this house.
15:16There's a lot of nature around us.
15:17We slept in tents, but we had this big house to cook in.
15:22They had a studio in there, which we recorded music.
15:26Oh, look at the love birds.
15:28Couple days into us being there,
15:30Aaron said that he was attracted to me.
15:33Elegio's like, okay, basically, you guys can be together.
15:39And we were together ever since that moment.
15:47Peace and love Reflections.
15:49Welcome back.
15:50Day-to-day life in carbonation was content creation.
15:56Nature Boy encouraged me and everybody else to regurgitate, reiterate verbatimly what he was teaching us.
16:14That the most honorable prophet Elegio the Christ teaches us.
16:18Because the most honorable prophet Elegio the Christ teaches us that love is understanding.
16:23Love is understanding.
16:24Love is understanding.
16:25Love is understanding.
16:26That's what the unk means.
16:27There's something about the human mind that it tends to absorb what it hears over and over and over and
16:36over and over again.
16:37So, going online, astrology is the mechanics of consciousness.
16:43Astrology is the mechanics of consciousness.
16:45Posting these things, saying these things, it makes your mind highly receptive to the teachings, because that's all you hear.
16:57Hear? Peace reflection?
16:59Once you start saying all these things on social media, it's like, this is my identity now.
17:07Nature Boy is just one of the latest installments of a figure who has showed its face for centuries.
17:17Jim Jones' hypnotic hold over his followers was more pervasive than originally thought.
17:22An individual's ability to control minds can result in the most unspeakable human catastrophe.
17:28It's cult leader 101. Jim Jones, Charles Manson, David Berg.
17:33So many cult leaders use the same strategy.
17:35I'm God. You should listen to me. I'm your salvation.
17:39The members of the People's Temple lived in the San Francisco area before making the fatal move to Jonestown.
17:46Jim Jones led over 900 of his followers into the mass suicide.
17:51Cults don't want you to think.
17:53They want you to quickly reach conclusions that are congruent with the cult agenda.
18:00Carbonation is a group that tried to frame themselves off of, you know, the Jim Joneses and the Charles Mansons
18:09and just kind of reframed it through a lens of false spirituality.
18:14I'm just to attract more young people with things that sounded really good.
18:20Nature Boy is following Guru. He hit corners all over the United States.
18:27Jamaica, London.
18:2920,000 views, 30,000 views.
18:31100,000 views.
18:33100,000 to 200,000.
18:35Just from everywhere. Australia, Canada.
18:39So he was influencing people from all over.
18:43They were going live on Instagram daily, sometimes for hours a day, hours a day.
18:52They were living their life publicly, showing their lifestyle.
18:57People viewed him favorably.
19:01But there were some darker elements at play there.
19:06Anybody that got any common sense can feel that something's coming.
19:12So I started my channel for the specific purpose of archiving and documenting everything.
19:19What up, what up?
19:23I wanted to shine light on what was happening.
19:27This is a cult.
19:28You cannot serve God and money.
19:30Quit your job.
19:31Give away everything that you own.
19:33He had a huge following on Facebook.
19:36A big following on Instagram.
19:40And so there were a lot of content creators that were covering them.
19:45You're a cult.
19:47Play it simple.
19:48Your ass on the phone telling us to put our phone down.
19:50What the fuck is you talking about?
19:52And then he would allow them to have a relationship.
19:54Then he would snatch their girl from them.
19:56Or it could possibly turn into a Jim Jones type of affair.
19:59Matro Boy is spreading propaganda and recruiting new members into a sex cult.
20:05Some things and some people in your life, you've got to let go of.
20:11He is physically abusing the women.
20:14Sexually abusing the women.
20:27Once we got to Mexico, he started to open up about all of his sexual fantasies.
20:33He wanted me to, like, have threesomes with him, which he would call polygamy.
20:41So, you said what?
20:43I was just explaining to him the conflict that I felt when it comes to being in a polygamous relationship.
20:51In my understanding, I was going to help him choose who we were going to be with.
20:57But it never worked out that way.
21:00But I'm noticing a pattern that I act the same way.
21:03Like, I react to polygamy the same way.
21:05I just don't like it.
21:07I don't.
21:09It doesn't make me happy.
21:10He knew I didn't like to do it.
21:12He would force me to give him head and then have the other women on his nipples.
21:17And that was, oh, my God.
21:20That was just, like.
21:23Eliana, kiss Aya.
21:25Eliana, kiss Aya.
21:30Let me see it.
21:31Let me see my angels, my butterflies.
21:33Look at these butterflies.
21:35Y'all got to turn all the way around.
21:36As a woman, being a wife of someone, you took care of them.
21:40And ultimately, you were in charge of basically reproducing that man.
21:46Like, having their children.
21:50So, if your husband wants to have sex with you, you just have to go along with it.
21:57Nature Boy made a video saying that, like, women really want to get raped.
22:02One thing I know is women love, a lot of women like to be raped.
22:06Their views on women were disturbing.
22:10You are a servant.
22:11You are to do as I say.
22:14Not as I do.
22:16I am your queen.
22:18Your mind is my mind.
22:20The day I decided to marry you is the day I fully committed.
22:25You are to follow my lead.
22:28I am the boss.
22:29I am God.
22:30I am, you worship me.
22:32He needed to be elevated above the other guys there.
22:35He was saying he had, all of the women belonged to him.
22:38He would randomly call these meetings and he'd be like, y'all, I'm getting this energy.
22:42I'm getting this sense that the universe wants me to sleep with all the women here.
22:48It's not how he presented itself when I first joined.
22:52He was just master teacher.
22:54Kind of like a professor.
22:56But it started escalating from that to now I'm the chief.
23:02Now I'm the messiah.
23:16As I began to view him as the messenger for, you know, African American people.
23:23If Martin Luther King had the internet, he would be on the internet.
23:26If Malcolm X had the internet, they would be on the internet.
23:29This is the age of information.
23:31At the height of my brainwashing, I viewed him as the messiah.
23:37One of the reasons I believe he was the messiah was because of the biblical parallels he would use.
23:46You all bow to me.
23:50There won't be no crucifixion of me this time.
23:54Different time.
23:56He would say that the world hated Jesus and that, look at how much hate he gets online.
24:04Why do they hate me so much?
24:06They hate me because it has to be this way.
24:09It's already been written.
24:11I am the way, the truth, and the light.
24:14He would say that Jesus had to be brought up and raised amongst the trials and tribulations of people
24:25in order to understand and to be able to help them out of their circumstances.
24:32He said he was someone who had been through everything in the world for the sole purpose of being able
24:41to help other people get over those things.
24:44Nature Boy would sit us down and he would talk to us for hours and hours about his childhood.
24:52A part of me believes that he struggles with liberating himself from his own traumas
24:59and then therefore inflicts it on other people.
25:051982, April 29th.
25:08My mom was in her 30s.
25:11It was the crack era in Harlem, New York City.
25:22I was a crack baby.
25:23I was born a crack baby.
25:26My dad was 70-something years old.
25:28I was born and they died.
25:32She died of an overdose.
25:35My father died in his sleep.
25:38His early life was spent along with his brother in foster care.
25:43He used to tell a story about how his foster mother was abusive.
25:48They would take Ajax and brush his skin with a scrub brush and they would call him too black and
25:54they would try to scrub his skin away.
25:56She would always tell me that because I was dark skinned that I was dirty.
26:00Like she used to put like Ajax all over me in a tub and make me scrub my skin.
26:04He talks of being treated differently because of his skin tone, which I don't believe that.
26:13In the family, they have the same skin complexion as Elegio and it's a black family.
26:18He was a troubled child.
26:20He was the type of kid that would start fights.
26:23He said he was sexually abused.
26:26He said he had went to juvenile prison.
26:30He started hanging in the streets smoking cigarettes, just smoking weed, just doing all kind of mischief, hanging with the
26:38wrong kids.
26:39He got into the streets.
26:41He was sleeping in cars.
26:44He said he was a male model and he was a male dancer.
26:48He started off stripping for women and then men.
26:53He said he worked in the adult entertainment industry.
26:58He said that he had been in, you know, different relationships with women.
27:02You know, here's the thing.
27:04I don't know if any of this stuff actually happened.
27:07I'm just going off of what he told me.
27:10He eventually met his son's baby mom, his second son, Myesha, had a relationship with her.
27:18He abused her so heavily one day that he was arrested.
27:24That is when Elegio decided to go on a spiritual journey.
27:31I believe Elegio took from those experiences as a kid and incorporated them into leading people, being a cult leader,
27:39learning how to manipulate people.
27:49In the beginning, I don't feel like I've seen red flags.
28:03When I got pregnant, that was, like, his ticket to abuse me.
28:19We were literally living around, like, fruit trees and everything was so nice.
28:25Music playing, just great vibes.
28:28And all of a sudden, you just hear, like, screaming.
28:32You would see some type of maybe laceration, a bruise on her face that wasn't present the day before.
28:40And so it became commonplace.
28:45Hey!
28:47What's up?
28:48What are you talking about?
28:49Velvet would come down to the kitchen.
28:51She would have scratches or bruises.
28:53And I'd be like, are you OK?
28:55And she would just be smiling, like, yeah, I'm fine.
28:59Everything's fine.
29:00You know, like, I'm great.
29:14My response to it was that this is none of my business.
29:22I'm believing that he's disciplining her and it's not abuse.
29:28And that this needs to be done in order to correct the masculine traits she learned from America.
29:40Man, she really need to get herself together and this wouldn't have to happen to her.
29:46That's what the belief system was at the time.
29:51Stop dealing with these women that ain't got no respect for your manhood, bro.
29:55A woman needs to be dominated at all times.
29:57She want to be dominated at all times, homie.
30:00He started to, like, keep me away from the group more.
30:04Now I'm us pregnant.
30:0636 weeks.
30:08If I ever wanted to see my family, talk to them, friends, anything, he was, Nature Boy was totally against
30:16it.
30:16He didn't want none of us to talk to our family.
30:19And if we did talk to our family, he wanted to be there so that he can guide the conversation.
30:25To our own selves.
30:28What's going on, Pop?
30:30His goal was to keep me in the blind so that he can utilize me in whatever way that he
30:36wanted to.
30:47When I got closer to the end of my pregnancy, closer to labor, Nature Boy became emotionally distant.
31:02Going through labor.
31:04He goes live.
31:06Please reflect, y'all.
31:08Y'all ain't gonna believe what happened, man.
31:11She was just hurting really bad.
31:14So we drove two hours to this hospital, where we at right now, when we know that she's gonna get
31:19professional attention.
31:22Midway through the labor, this was before I got the epidural, he starts to tell me that he knows that
31:28I'm not weak.
31:30When I actually gave birth, he tries talking about it live on Instagram.
31:41The baby came out healthy.
31:43The baby was great.
31:44They're cutting the cord.
31:54They're gonna let him take it.
31:56They're gonna let him take the clip, Santa.
32:00When I got back to the house that we were living in, he was so mean to me.
32:13Keep the camera rolling.
32:14Fuck it.
32:15Let him see it all.
32:16You can't keep doing this to me.
32:18I didn't do nothing to deserve this.
32:20You have to communicate.
32:22My body was healing from pregnancy.
32:26He would call me weak and tell me that I need to get up and move around to the point
32:33where I was, like, falling deeper into postpartum depression.
32:37You're the one making this shit complicated, man.
32:39We've been doing this shit for years.
32:42You know what time it is.
32:42You should be mad at your own self, because we've been here before, Eliana.
32:46After the birth of his daughter, a lot changed.
32:49I think that he, you know, he started to, you know, need other things.
32:56Nature Boy literally utilized that time after I gave birth to have sex with as many women as he could.
33:06To engage me into sexual activity as much as he could.
33:12Baby present and all.
33:14That's when everything just came to a head and he started seeing her just dissenting on the live streams.
33:24What are you about to do?
33:25Just leave me alone.
33:26No, I can't.
33:27You got my child.
33:29You don't care.
33:30Yes, I do.
33:31What the hell you talking about?
33:33I have been in numerous occasions where I had to just bow down and perform sexual activity to be able
33:42to escape out of his presence, to get him to shut up, to get him away from me, to get
33:49him to stop hitting me, to get him to stop choking me, to get him to stop slamming me onto
33:55the ground.
33:55Yo, sit down.
33:56Sit down, yo.
33:57The baby's in your hand, yo.
33:59Hold on.
34:02To get him to stop taking my child out of my arms when we are in an argument to physically
34:07abuse me, even to get close to my child.
34:11I would conform to non-consensual sex so that I can have a bond with my child.
34:17It was that deep.
34:34If nature boy says do something, you're just supposed to do it because he is God.
34:42It was not a tribe.
34:43It was actually a cult and the agenda was the cult leader and the need for absolute rule, absolute domination,
34:54absolute power.
34:59We must have order.
35:02I am your leader.
35:05I am the chief commander of God's children.
35:12All right, so the hierarchy works like this.
35:17You have nature boy at the top, parallel to him would be the queen.
35:23Underneath that, you have in the guys, the men, A team, the most trustworthy, responsible, loyal, capable.
35:33We did all the finances, we did all the transportation, underneath that, you have B team.
35:41The B team couldn't come and talk directly to the cult leader, but they had to go through us.
35:48The women kind of fall into that with who they're married to.
35:51So, just like with any other cult, your ultimate relationship becomes with the leader.
35:56And Elegio wasn't afraid to do that.
35:58He wasn't afraid to take that little bit of power and reverence that these young people have for him and
36:04take it to the very extreme.
36:06And we saw this lots of different times.
36:08What the fuck?
36:10Come in.
36:11Come on in, bruh.
36:13And I'm about to tear this whole old city down, bruh.
36:17What we were doing, it became more and more ridiculous.
36:24I am your messiah.
36:27I'm the commander-in-chief of this earth plane.
36:30When nature boy walked into a room, we had to stand up and put our hands behind our back.
36:34And he would say that was standing at attention.
36:37You know, if we didn't do that, he would make us do push-ups or squats.
36:42Sleep was so controlled.
36:44He would keep us up for hours and hours and hours in the night.
36:49And if we were nodding off, we would have to go stand in the corner for three hours as a
36:53punishment.
36:53So it got to a point where you didn't have a choice.
36:56If you didn't do what he said to do, you were quickly demoted.
37:01You were quickly humiliated.
37:04You were quickly devalued amongst the group.
37:07Wherever we were staying, we couldn't go outside of the property unless we were a part of the go-out
37:11team.
37:12And if you would try to go outside those bounds, you would get in trouble for that.
37:15Did you think to contact me?
37:18Speak up!
37:20God damn it!
37:23If something happened to one of y'all, that shit comes back on me, bro.
37:30Another way that he implemented structure was through the food.
37:35Nature Boy always eats first.
37:39We could never accept our food before him or our drinks.
37:42And we couldn't eat before he took a bite.
37:46The whole group would be eating rice and beans the majority of the time.
37:50He would get red snapper, shrimp, sometimes lobsters.
37:55He got the finest dining.
37:57Sometimes he would even go to restaurants and go sit down and eat and we would be at home.
38:02As you can see, Link, you see my body?
38:04I'm eating what everybody else is eating here.
38:07And literally, I'm still solid.
38:10I'm still got muscles.
38:12I realized that the cult and the cult leader, they're delusional.
38:18Because they don't care about the truth.
38:20They care about how they're perceived.
38:25And to see them deliberately lie just to keep an image going?
38:32It's sad.
38:33A lot of the women, I believe, were with him because of the perks.
38:36You got to travel more, go more places, and you got to eat better food.
38:42Bees right there.
38:43Hi.
38:45Hi.
38:50We was facing sleep deprivation.
38:54We were facing malnutrition at some point.
38:59He treated all of us like servants.
39:01We were at his foot in hand, beck and call to do whatever it is that he wanted us to
39:08do.
39:08I make the rules.
39:09I call the shots.
39:11And if people want to follow me, they can.
39:13And I think once he realized that he did have that type of power over people,
39:17So that was the point at which he didn't care to keep up appearances anymore.
39:27And with that came, look what I can do.
39:32Look what I can say to these women.
39:34They're going to do what I tell them to do.
39:40He had this total control because we never looked at him as the enemy.
39:45Don't stink an ass off me, huh?
39:47On your fucking face, all y'all.
39:49And so once that was successful, we had to up the stakes.
39:53Act that.
39:55Fuckers, don't you ever disrespect me?
39:57Look what I can make the men do now.
39:59Fuckers, woman.
40:02There was never a consistent time of just depression and sadness or euphoria and happiness.
40:12It was a constant up and down, up and down.
40:17Because what that does is it creates confusion and doubt in the people there,
40:25which opens them up to be able to be controlled and manipulated.
40:31He wanted me to submit to him.
40:33He wanted to break my spirit.
40:37It was like a slow cracking of a windshield until it just shatters.
40:45He stopped caring.
40:47He felt that he was getting away with so much for so long.
40:53Fuck off me, huh?
40:54Back up.
40:55Fuck I'm playing, bitch.
40:56Why not just show you guys the real me?
41:00So there will be no more velvet in her child.
41:06Why not display who I really am?
41:09Why not display who I really am.
41:11How about the plan?
41:14Why not display who I really am.
41:30Why not display what we have done today.
41:32To see you, let me pass for you.
41:32For me, it's time to sing this for you.
41:33Why not display what forbid?
41:33Why not display what品, TP3, whatever Gunness caught out,
41:38What do� inspired by duty?
41:38For me, it's time to play with no thunder.
41:48Transcription by CastingWords
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