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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03Oh, .
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, my God!
00:07:12Oh, my God.
00:07:27I'm shaking, like, this is not good.
00:07:30Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs here, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right, you're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:57You're gonna be all right.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're gonna be all right.
00:08:01You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Ah!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:36Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:08:59Ah!
00:09:00Ah!
00:09:00Ah!
00:09:02Ah!
00:09:02Ah!
00:09:03Ah!
00:09:05Ah!
00:09:05Ah!
00:09:06Ah!
00:09:06Ah!
00:09:08Ah!
00:09:09Ah!
00:09:10Ah!
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15You know what? I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work. It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit. Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive.
00:10:42I felt that I was kind of a bit scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:53Forrest, have you even factored how much it's going to cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:06I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07She can't afford it.
00:11:08Pay with all your money?
00:11:09I am a professional. I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this. You could that. You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here? How much? 900? 900 a month?
00:11:19No, you can get places for $300, $400 a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, isn't that right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27U.S. dollars?
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:29So she makes $500 a month, and you're saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42I have him. He have me.
00:11:45Sheena?
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:48Sheena, you are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love
00:11:53and happy homemaker and being a little house and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles,
00:12:08but how the visa works here,
00:12:10that allows me to live here in the country
00:12:12and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:21I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able...
00:12:30I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:34But, of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process where you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs
00:12:50the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save it.
00:12:56Can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job
00:12:59that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about,
00:13:02that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption
00:13:09that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do,
00:13:14how much do you think that you're going to make
00:13:16working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29I'm 6'7".
00:13:30You're so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:33You know what, Lucy?
00:13:33I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena, please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38I can't, you don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes
00:13:41of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much,
00:13:58but I can't help thinking that my mom is right,
00:14:02that living here in the Philippines
00:14:04is definitely going to be a bigger challenge
00:14:06than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:10What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena,
00:14:16especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you,
00:14:32but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money,
00:14:41and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work,
00:14:52it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out,
00:15:05then I'll move back here,
00:15:08and I'm going to get married to you.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:15:42to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart
00:15:53would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me?
00:16:01Like, Michael made the move.
00:16:03I was worried.
00:16:04You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:08Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:29Hi, good morning.
00:16:31Good morning po, Mam Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35Ah, nasa taas na po pala yung hair in me.
00:16:37Ah, y'all po.
00:16:38Samahan po po kayo sa taas po.
00:16:40Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi, good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:02Good morning.
00:17:02Hi, Hannah.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you, and Ray.
00:17:05This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever gonna be.
00:17:15We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38This is first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're gonna take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:04that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously
00:18:14me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:39Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:51And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11No, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things, you know what I'm saying?
00:19:24Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:28Yeah.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now,
00:19:50God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go in to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Huh, boo-boo?
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:21:01Bye.
00:21:05Bye.
00:21:08Bye.
00:21:10Bye.
00:21:12Bye.
00:21:31I know you're born is not the most romantic guy but I just wanted today to
00:21:40be fun life full of love something that I can always look back on I love him but I
00:21:53can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not
00:22:30how did it feel spending the night here last night
00:22:33it wasn't very fun I really did not enjoy waking up alone
00:22:41yesterday beer con basically told me not to come home so I decided I just should suck it up and
00:22:46get a room at Michael's Hotel and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit
00:22:54of
00:22:54time to cool down but staying in a hotel sucked I don't have any of my stuff I'm in the
00:23:02same clothes
00:23:02from yesterday and of course I miss beer con
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today but beer con was pretty mad at me he said things to me that I don't know if
00:23:26he really
00:23:26meant or if he was just angry I obviously said things to him too that I really didn't mean I
00:23:33really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving I hope that that's not what he
00:23:37wants and you've been texting with him this morning what has he been saying um yeah I did I asked
00:23:44him if
00:23:44we could talk and he said sure so I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we
00:23:53can have a
00:23:53conversation face to face I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the
00:24:02history between Michael and me I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my
00:24:08feelings for him are so much stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I
00:24:14could even feel about Michael
00:24:16and that my feelings for him for him to go home
00:24:232 Kunru Vekola
00:24:262 Kunru Vekola
00:24:272 Kunru Vekola
00:24:272 Kunru Khuda Vekola
00:24:283 Kunru Vekola
00:24:303 Kunru Vekola
00:24:324 Kunru Vekola
00:24:46And she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:52I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:21I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:13I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay.
00:26:26But the missing thing is, I think you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you.
00:27:14But like you said, I'm into actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:50Tell you to do that.
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:16It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:42It's just a red flag.
00:28:43Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I'm going to miss you too.
00:28:47And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:52Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe.
00:29:11You're my fiance.
00:29:14I know.
00:29:15It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiance now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like, ah, got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:30:01So I can come here and live here in Belize.
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:29I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:21I might not be able to make money right away.
00:31:22Be able to think long term and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Okay.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02What's that?
00:32:02Geez, if you don't.
00:32:03They don't.
00:32:04They don't.
00:32:04Shucks.
00:32:10I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole
00:32:15time.
00:32:17so quite the switch up for my guy
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up
00:32:27it's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like is this a red flag
00:32:34did he propose just so he could get to the U.S. I don't know just give me some time
00:32:42to look into
00:32:43what now let's take that seriously let's think about that we're talking about family and how we
00:32:48need to make a plan let's make a plan execute yep I know okay oh boy no no after Trish
00:33:04saw the text
00:33:05messages between me and my ex she refused to talk to me but if I lose her I'll be losing
00:33:12best thing that ever happened to me
00:33:19Trisha sit down I gave you a chance we when we were in Lucy Bay why did you betray me
00:33:47coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together how excited we both were
00:33:56how happy we were together oh boy no no no
00:34:24after Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex she refused to talk to me
00:34:33she didn't sit with me at the airport and she changed her seats on the plane and
00:34:39she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment and she's telling me that she
00:34:46she has nothing to say to me anymore she trusted me I guess I kind of kind of blew it
00:34:54I didn't have
00:34:58any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that and I didn't say that in the text
00:35:03messages but
00:35:04I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen I should have had the respect you know
00:35:15not to
00:35:17respond while I'm spending time with her it wasn't the right thing for me to do
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:35:33on to be there for me
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Colombia and my feelings were very strong for her it was so much
00:35:48chemistry
00:35:49sexually and any other type of way that you can think of the relationship in it because we couldn't
00:35:57figure out how to make our future work together it wasn't because we stopped loving each other my ex
00:36:08blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish and she was hurt by it
00:36:15and so it
00:36:17took me totally off guard that she unblocked me and she was contacting me at this time
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together
00:36:34and talk but when she texted me back she says sure period I don't know why she put period I
00:36:44don't
00:36:44know if that means it's final this is our final talk or or what
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since
00:37:02getting to know her family
00:37:04and I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family
00:37:12together I don't know how receptive she's gonna be with with anything that I have to say but I have
00:37:22to give it my all if I lose her I'll be losing like the best thing that ever happened to
00:37:31me
00:37:45oh my god
00:37:49Trisha
00:37:51hello
00:37:53sit down
00:38:01not exactly the greeting I was expecting what'd you expect I'm not happy to see you
00:38:14I just want to apologize I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened
00:38:22I had no intention of like keeping it from me that's
00:38:25four days you you didn't say anything for four days that's too much and all the messages was on the
00:38:36text was really disrespectful we were with me why did you betray me after I gave you a chance we
00:38:49when
00:38:49we were in Lucy Bay I forgive you what she did in Colombia you supposed to earn my trust back
00:38:57not
00:38:58to break it a single time I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her
00:39:05or any of
00:39:06that I didn't realize if he was if he was in my place yes it is cheating this is where
00:39:13the cheating
00:39:14starting
00:39:17if I was in your place me I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good so
00:39:25you don't know
00:39:26because you can I don't know what it is that's gonna satisfy you why it's simple though why don't
00:39:34you block her it didn't come to my mom okay if you want if you want this relationship make her
00:39:42understand that I'm with you she already knows that I'm she doesn't know that's why she keep texting
00:39:49you she doesn't know tell her to understand that make her understand that you don't want her anymore
00:40:01block her here and tell her
00:40:10nothing to say I'm conflicting
00:40:15I love you so much but I can't block her why why
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life getting the waterfall in I'm just thinking she's being a drama
00:40:35queen I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise and I start to think
00:40:44oh
00:40:44is she okay
00:41:08welcome everyone we are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and
00:41:14Annalyn we honor the journey that has been filled with laughter challenges triumphs and long distance
00:41:21calls now Javon and Annalyn it's time to renew your vows to each other
00:41:34Javon can you read your vows to Annalyn
00:41:37I vow to cherish love honor and obey
00:41:55and always protect you and be there for you and also
00:42:01learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness
00:42:08I love you
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows and
00:42:17it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry but when I look at his eyes
00:42:25I could feel the sincerity
00:42:30I have waited
00:42:32so long for this moment to finally say this in person I promise that I'll continue to be a good
00:42:41wife
00:42:42you can always count on me you'll never feel alone again and I'll continue to
00:42:50pick up your dirty socks even though I keep nagging you
00:42:55and I don't expect you to be perfect because no one is but I expect us to be together no
00:43:02matter what
00:43:03I love you so much
00:43:06love you too
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn
00:43:13today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another
00:43:17it is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife
00:43:21oh one second
00:43:23do you have something to give up
00:43:26yeah
00:43:29is that the one you wanted
00:43:38all right now now we can get on with it
00:43:41all right
00:43:42you may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows
00:43:53you did so good oh great actually you're so great
00:44:03and I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me but this is the greatest trick ever
00:44:10finally have my wedding ring
00:44:12oh thank you
00:44:16yeah
00:44:17Judith
00:44:19congratulations
00:44:19I miss you
00:44:20I miss you
00:44:21nice to meet you
00:44:22nice to meet you finally
00:44:25hey cousin
00:44:26thank you for coming and for all the efforts
00:44:28thank you for coming
00:44:42okay guys the reception is over there go
00:44:57yeah
00:45:01for me I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy
00:45:05because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other to be together
00:45:10I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship
00:45:14but I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship
00:45:21so I'm really happy for seeing that now
00:45:25cut that cake
00:45:27cut that cake
00:45:28cut that cake
00:45:37it's just so overwhelming boo I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before
00:45:45I just feel so loved
00:45:48five, four, three, two, one
00:45:52oh god
00:45:57this is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life
00:46:00it was the best night ever
00:46:02I'm eternally grateful
00:46:05I'm eternally grateful
00:46:21yeah
00:46:23oh god
00:46:25oh god
00:46:29oh god
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life, I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall
00:47:06in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen, but um, I get down to the bottom
00:47:16and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise, and I start to think, you know, is
00:47:31she okay?
00:47:31Sorry.
00:47:46I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just like so tired, but I'm so happy
00:47:55Josh is there to comfort me.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:12Like, his physical touch just makes me feel like safe.
00:48:16It's like a quality I love about him.
00:48:18That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day, he really helped me.
00:48:30Oh my God.
00:48:30That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster
00:48:38for me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and uh...
00:48:48Did you get it?
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:50I can.
00:48:55Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13Nothing.
00:49:14What do you mean nothing?
00:49:16He's done with him, I'm sorry.
00:49:29At least really went above and beyond for me today, so I want to do something nice for
00:49:33her and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views, but unfortunately I just got a text with some
00:49:40bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise without her freaking
00:49:44out.
00:49:46I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53Don't worry I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:59Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay baby?
00:50:12Um, we're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah.
00:50:45It is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So, maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is like scary.
00:51:08That is very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, basically, I can walk away.
00:52:11And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I like him.
00:52:20But if he's like, so easy for me to walk away, then what is it going to be on the
00:52:23other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31What do you mean disrespect me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's like, what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27It's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But I mean, he's telling me this right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry, it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband, I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave, we really got to trust each other.
00:54:26And don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30That's a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:36Why are you so emotional?
00:54:58Why are you so emotional?
00:55:05I want to miss you.
00:55:06And mine is taking me from you.
00:55:09And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:55:12I can't follow you.
00:55:14Hold me close.
00:55:15I feel hollow.
00:55:16I love you most.
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride.
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25I don't know how quick we're going to move on this
00:55:29violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:34this whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41so now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43but I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize
00:55:49and never come back, you know
00:55:50yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the States though
00:55:55for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05that said
00:56:06I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17and I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional?
00:56:33yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:49we just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54when it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55you're drunk and stupid
00:56:56I have a fiancé now
00:56:57what are you talking about?
00:56:59you trust me babe?
00:57:01I do
00:57:03what are you talking about?
00:57:04I'm here
00:57:06what are you talking about?
00:57:10can I miss me?
00:57:12I miss you at all
00:57:14I hate crying
00:57:22it's ok
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times but also a lot of hurdles you know they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance we had a lot of resistance and we still made it true that
00:58:21it's sad leaving Stig but the trip was
00:58:25amazing I can just see us living in Arizona having a little family I just see a lot of positives
00:58:33in
00:58:33our future and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now give me just a second now to catch
00:58:40my
00:58:46friend I'm really excited about the future I'm really excited to get married in America there's a lot more
00:59:05opportunities for me as an artist for me to make good money real money I could I could network with
00:59:11people I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself and I know people
00:59:16not in Arizona I don't know nobody actually I'm more down to go to Houston there's more opportunity
00:59:25for me in Houston you know my my brothers are in Houston I have a lot of artist friends producer
00:59:30friends my ex is in Houston where they are really worried about her I don't have a ring on but
00:59:44hey
00:59:51come on I'm playing I'm engaging I mean
01:00:02we had our plans this is the best way for us to be together faster together you can't let mom
01:00:10change
01:00:11your mind I think for us mom is much more controlling than keep even would realize he's been manipulated
01:00:19please I really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life
01:00:55if that's what it's gonna take to fix this and for you to trust me then yeah I would do
01:01:04them
01:01:10okay this is exactly what I was worried about the possibility that I would eventually have to
01:01:17choose between my best friend and the love of my life but beer con truly genuinely loves me and I
01:01:26think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael over
01:01:38you know what I don't want you to cut your relationship with him
01:01:44we can still be friends he's a good guy he proved he's worthy of being friends I'm okay with that
01:01:53thank you but friends not best friend not that weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something to save this relationship and I appreciate that because
01:02:12once that relationship gets into the dead end nobody can get it out
01:02:17we're good we're good it'll be good but we gotta work on I know
01:02:26it is always bad to lose people I lost a lot of people and I don't want her to cut
01:02:35relationship
01:02:36with her friend I'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart you know
01:02:43thanks for talking to me for trying to make up
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life so I want her to
01:03:00be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe
01:03:26I don't know babe
01:03:51it's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena and my heart is
01:03:58cracking the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it
01:04:09um on top of that it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to
01:04:15leave her
01:04:16but at the end of the day if I do everything correctly I know that she and I will have
01:04:22a bright future and I hope that she understands
01:04:31please I really want you to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:04:42she's beingOoh she is she oh really so loved she did a lot sheenah
01:04:45honey we have overcome mountain we have overcome problems we have struggled through so many
01:04:55years even a pandemic we had our plans to grow and have a family i want you here and i
01:05:05know that
01:05:06this is the best way for us to be together faster together and that's what i've been waiting for
01:05:12you for the longest time she and i can't do that
01:05:21it's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you but i think mom was kind of right
01:05:29i want to have a bright future together when getting you to the united states is the best option
01:05:38and to do that i need to go and start work and do the process and make sure i have
01:05:45everything
01:05:45stabilized in america
01:05:52it hurts that forrest happened to change his mind it feels like he would rather choose his mom
01:05:58over me i mean i understand if he happened to work in the u.s he could earn much more
01:06:06better money
01:06:07but i am worried that forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues
01:06:13i feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the philippines was impossible
01:06:20but it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out
01:06:26the faster i get back home the faster i can start the process
01:06:31and if i don't get the k1 that gets denied then i can come back here
01:06:36and stay here if things don't work out in here
01:06:39but how about mom i'm i'm i'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay
01:06:48in the
01:06:48united states forever
01:06:50this decision it's not my mother it's my own decision
01:06:57but i see a bright future together and i'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you're my
01:07:03true home
01:07:05i want to put my faith into him as my partner that he would find a way to be together
01:07:12long term
01:07:13but i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:07:21i know that molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:07:26and i'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems she could break us apart
01:07:35it's just
01:07:40i don't know if it's hard
01:07:51holy
01:07:52holy
01:07:53holy
01:07:53holy
01:07:54why is everything so cold
01:07:56surprise surprise she's cold
01:07:58my god thank you so much
01:08:01take that away
01:08:02she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know
01:08:06i like that
01:08:07how do you feel about me
01:08:10i i like i'm falling for you
01:08:12but not in love
01:08:29good morning
01:08:30good morning good morning
01:08:32it's a little chilly out here today
01:08:34so you're sleeping
01:08:35i i was i just woke up
01:08:44time to go back to bondi
01:08:45yeah
01:08:46let's get a little getaway
01:08:49mostly
01:08:52i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to bondi in a little bit
01:08:58and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:09:03did you wake up still loving me
01:09:07i'm asking
01:09:08yes i did
01:09:10i just have so many mixed emotions right now
01:09:13like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me
01:09:17but at the same time
01:09:18here he is again not living up to his promise to video chat with his son
01:09:23i understand there's external factors
01:09:26but if you're gonna see a future with me
01:09:28and maybe your wife
01:09:30like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33i don't know it's just like scary
01:09:36i'm going home tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41this is really heavy
01:09:44your last night
01:09:48my book does sound nice
01:09:49tonight
01:09:50in bondi
01:09:52yeah
01:09:52i'm fine
01:09:53yeah
01:09:55so let's go get changed and get home
01:09:59yeah
01:10:07i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:10:12but saying i love you and then not having it heard back
01:10:15i am sort of wondering where she's at you know
01:10:17is it not as real for her as it is for me
01:10:20that is a bit concerning
01:10:36it's so beautiful i get a beer
01:10:38it's nice to miss it
01:10:45all right guys this is your table thank you
01:10:51i've got the menu for you guys thank you thank you so much
01:10:55it's so cold
01:10:57you're always cold always cold they did say they have blankets so i'm gonna ask her for a blanket
01:11:02okay good idea god it's so cold surprise surprise she's cold
01:11:07holy holy holy holy holy holy why is everything so cold as soon as there's like the slightest breeze all
01:11:15the sun's down she's cold thanks for coming guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers i'm freezing
01:11:22i'm freezing i'm freezing
01:11:26i'm cold
01:11:36yeah i'm cold
01:11:39god it's so cold
01:11:52Oh my god, thank you so much.
01:11:55I'll take that away for you.
01:11:56Can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Tahin, if you've got it.
01:12:02Tahin, we do.
01:12:03How lovely, thanks so much.
01:12:11Last night.
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean like,
01:12:29I'm falling for you.
01:12:32But not in love.
01:12:36Not yet.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of
01:12:46just says things to appease me.
01:12:48Like he'll say,
01:12:49he's going to do X, Y, and Z.
01:12:52But there's like no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me
01:12:56that sees the future with him.
01:12:58Like getting married and having kids.
01:13:00But then there's this other side of me
01:13:01that's like, am I even being realistic
01:13:04with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:10I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16 hour time difference.
01:13:19We're a 16 hour time difference.
01:13:21You have a son here.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us.
01:13:31Whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me
01:13:35to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm-hmm.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40How are...
01:13:40Okay, so if I was to move here,
01:13:42where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place...
01:13:44You and I find a place together?
01:13:46We live...
01:13:46We move in together?
01:13:50Okay, but like,
01:13:51have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53Go.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:58Look.
01:14:00I'm confident I can pull this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know if I can...
01:14:09So am I.
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just...
01:14:14Like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you...
01:14:22But wanting to and doing so...
01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan,
01:14:35and you're still hesitant.
01:14:36You've had a hard year, like...
01:14:39Financially, I don't know how
01:14:40you're gonna be able to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know...
01:14:46I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:49Because you are so...
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:52Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep, Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your body.
01:14:55Because you're being a dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you,
01:15:03and you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So, that obviously throws down my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen,
01:15:12but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16Do you think I'm not putting anything into action?
01:15:19But I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere and be good.
01:15:32Trish, don't do that, please.
01:15:32I will even now.
01:15:33I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:15:35No, Ray, please.
01:15:36Just...
01:15:36This is my phone.
01:15:37Give me time to think.
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.
01:15:39Please.
01:15:41I will just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:47I wasted my time.
01:15:57I love you so much, but...
01:16:01I can't block her.
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do because...
01:16:27I'm in love with you,
01:16:31but I do still have feelings for her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And...
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:45I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no, you don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, then...
01:16:58You made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex,
01:17:08I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through?
01:17:22Mm-hmm.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:32Mm-hmm.
01:17:34I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go.
01:17:39Totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um...
01:17:46I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:17:59I wasted my time.
01:18:04Look at it, it's a waste.
01:18:06I still...
01:18:08I'm still willing to try to make it that I...
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now.
01:18:21I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, Ray, please.
01:18:23Just, this is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27No, just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me.
01:18:47But I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:59My feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:06I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:22Don't.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a...
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made a choice.
01:19:32No, no, no.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:40It's true.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar and meet me.
01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:19I wish you.
01:20:20I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together, but...
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:49I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track.
01:21:03And I'm worried that as we go back to long distance, we're only going to have more drama
01:21:08and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:13Makey, I'm in low shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:25Javon.
01:21:26Boo!
01:21:27That is what I think it is.
01:21:30Holy , I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:33You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get you
01:21:37back.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01It hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I.
01:22:06And I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:22:14Leave me.
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that airport in one hour.
01:22:26And he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me?
01:22:30Then you bring the girls back and disrespect me.
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him.
01:22:50And now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:54I wanted to find a reason why.
01:22:57And I did find things.
01:22:59Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:14I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
01:23:26I'm sorry.
01:23:30I'm sorry.
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