00:00Honestly, they didn't show how hard on the show the forward reduction was for me.
00:05It was, I just feel like that rejection is someone physically looking at you and saying no.
00:12And that's obviously very hard, especially with somebody like myself that deals with such bad body image issues and confident
00:18issues to begin with.
00:19And, you know, I respect their decision. I get it.
00:22There's definitely trolls online that were like, well, maybe you should have walked in prepared.
00:26There's a lot of things behind the scenes that people don't see that I was prepared.
00:29They just didn't tell me to bring in a book.
00:31They're like, we're going to make a new book with you if we were to sign you, blah, blah, blah,
00:34blah.
00:34Anyways, looking back now, I'm very happy that they said no, because I feel like I found an agency that
00:40I am signed with now that honestly feels like home to me.
00:43And I love my agents so, so much. I couldn't be any more grateful to be signed with them.
00:49So I honestly feel like the agency that said no to me was a blessing in disguise because I feel
00:55like I found somewhere that I actually feel safe and comfortable in, especially with what I deal with internally.
01:01internally, I needed an agency that was going to kind of like be friends over business.
01:07And I feel like that's what I found.
01:08I feel like that's what I feel like.
01:08I feel like the needs are not going to be enough.
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